#I feel completely insane
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Anyone else have the type of neurodivergence that makes you obsess over which actors are in what and how they all link up in one big web? Feel like I need some companions so I donât look entirely mental
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Our hextech dreamâŚ.
#the thing is#Iâm so excited for the final act to drop#but Iâm also so sad because arcane is such a gem#there is very few pieces of media that is so well done#well written well animated well thought out and cared for#the only shows that come close to this level of quality get CANCELLED#So to be able to enjoy a complete and well crafted story as good as this#bro I feel lucky#sad itâs over but I canât wait#(itâs also insanely rewatchable so Iâm not TOO torn up about if#my art#arcane#arcane league of legends#viktor league of legends#viktor arcane#jayce talis#arcane jayce#jayce league of legends#jayvik
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made a fake boxart for my zelda au đđŤ
#zelda#legend of zelda#zelda au#legend of zelda au#zelda fanart#loz au#impa#ganondorf#link#au zelda#au impa#au ganondorf#au link#cycle of the stars#cycle of the stars au#cycle of the stars ganondorf#cycle of the stars link#cycle of the stars impa#cycle of the stars zelda#daeyumi art#anyone remember this piece lololol#that i was working on last month & then completely dropped for absolute weeks due to being insanely busy suddenly#đŤ #i swear it feels like itâs been so long since I started this piece#but i did have fun(?) i guess so thatâs smthn
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pieced together till they're no longer broken apart
#link click#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#shiguang daili ren#shoutout to celest for ruining my month by introducing this series in my life#if you ask me what i was thinking about during this i will also not know how to answer completely (i blacked out)#though it follows along the lines of saving the same person but being aware they're no longer the same as the very first#slowly they're chipped away/edges smoothed with unfitted lines and then you become aware that there's so much that is not within control#eventually it will erode/ so are you prepared for that inevitably/ are you ready to let go#anyway doomed narrative is the most fucked thing you can do to me i feel a little insane#art tag
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despite how you feel about the changes from the stream to the show, if you like or dislike them, i love how inherently hilarious the narrative path tlovm is taking regarding percâahlia is because a situationship would literally kill campaign percy and vex like how the internet would kill a small victorian child. they are NOT built for that
#their entire relationship is so deeply implied like they fall in LOVE with each other#they donât just love each other they become friends; teammates; family; and over the course of 3+ years they fall so completely in love#it is the slowest burn to ever slow burn and it is so glorious#and most critically they really feel they would not be good for each other at first so they keep their distance from a relationship#and only once falling so entirely for the other do they start to admit the depths of that feeling#they would never. and i mean NEVER break the tension and jump to sex halfway through#those motherfuckers are so stubborn i SWEAR tal was about to kill percy himself without ever admitting he loved vex#laura bailey had to forcibly pull him back from the edge like literally what the fuuuck#and vex was never planning to confess either!! neither of them were!! thatâs insane!!!#anyways. imagining them watching this alt universe of them fooling around before glintshore is soooo funny to me. theyâd be so confused#critical role#cr1#tlovm#the legend of vox machina#tlovm spoilers#tlovm season 3#vox machina#percy de rolo#vexâahlia#cr spoilers#lovm#legend of vox machina#perc'ahlia#percy x vex
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I need to find the person who decided Cait will go from a rich girl ashamed of her privilege and trying her best to make the world better, to someone who weaponizes her social and monetary capital for selfish goals that contribute to the oppression of the lower classes, the MOMENT she goes from heiress to leader. and give them an enormous kiss right on the mouth
#her family FUNDS THE ENFORCERS. THEY HAVE BEEN. FUNDING ENFORCERS THIS ENTIRE TIME.#and the ONLY REASON she threatened to pull funding was to GET VI ACCEPTED INTO THE FORCE.#not for any actually GOOD reason. she now has all the money and power to do all that good she'd always dreamed of.#but now she thinks of those she wanted to protect as animals. as rotten. as someone she needs to protect FROM.#i am going bonkers crazy this is so good. money and power changes you. everyone is vulnerable to moral failure. so good#arcane liveblog#arcane spoilers#s1 vicait breakup was a lil silly to me because i didn't feel they were THAT different. but i was naiive. i was blinded. vi was right.#s2 vicait breakup is breaking my heart because it is directly caused by how different their upbringing is. they are on completely different#social levels. there is such an insane imbalance there and vi jumped headlong into it thinking it didn't matter because she was loved.#i am SICK. to my STOMACH. i LOVE THEM
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WE ARE | EP16
#we are#we are the series#we are series#tanfang#aou thanaboon#aouboom#boom tharatorn#my edits#weareedit#AOUBOOM MAIN LEADS WHEN???#i do appreciate them and the way theyâve been portraying tanfang#i know tan was a bit over the top 99% of the time#but every scene and touch felt so genuine#and iâm not gonna credit that to new#bc he wasnât able to direct ppw in a way that didnât make their kisses look a bit awkward#i know scenes have to look aesthetically pleasing in some way#and thatâs why we keep having to deal the âno one would kiss with this much space for jesus between each otherâ complaints#but like look at aouboom here#this is mostly them and their acting choices in my humble opinion#and donât get me started on the pecks#ppw BARELY touched the other oneâs lips when they had to do a peck kiss#like cmon the difference between ppw and aouboom pecks is insane#iâm sorry for picking on ppw but iâm a bit sad that some of their romantic scenes were a bit lackluster#especially that very last kiss which tbh i rather wouldnât have seen bc it felt a bit awkward to me#but that may be just me#i need new to get a bit more frisky with kiss scenes when it comes to his directing#bc i feel like friskier kiss scenes only happen when the actors mostly do their thing after finding out what the director wants#(maybe iâm completely wrong about new but tkdkfdkddkdk)#and donât get me wrong idgaf if there are kisses or not but if thereâs a kiss scene you should commit instead of holding yourself back idk#and ppw definitely need a better director to help them achieve that bc jojo was definitely better at directing them
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reap what you sow.
#grima#grima kardia perezia#fire emblem#oc#fire emblem awakening#fea#fe13#fire emblem heroes#feh#fell robin#male robin#halloween robin#neosketches#i feel insane#this is the fastest ive ever completed a genuinely full painting#i was awake for 26 hours on tuesday and 14 of those hours were spent working on the rendering for this alone#happy halloween to everyone#as always cherish grima worship grima (though mine is very canon divergent by now lmao)
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hate to say it, but part of ending the stigma around sexual assault means not assuming every woman blames herself. yes, female socialization encourages it, but that doesnât make it a given, and the goal of all of these campaigns is to eventually diminish the proportion of women who do blame themselves. it is entirely possible, and increasingly common, for women to experience sexual assault and not feel shame or guilt, which we should be happy about. but instead, there are only so many times you can hear âyou know itâs not your fault, right?â before it sounds like âit was your faultâ. and thereâs only so many times you can hear âdonât blame yourselfâ before it sounds like âyou should blame yourselfâ. because it feels good to say, doesnât it? sure, you donât believe sheâs guilty, but you do believe she should feel guilty, so that you can disabuse her of the notion. just something to consider.
#i think we are very pleased with the idea of female shame#even among people who genuinely do not believe women are at fault for being assaulted#you are still meant to pay the penance of suffering and self destruction#god fucking knows why#âi got muggedâ âaww donât blame yourself for walking around with those fancy shoes and visible wallet okay? itâs not your faultâ#youâd be like girl what. i didnât fucking say it was my fault but your mind sure jumped there fast đ¤¨#âmy mom diedâ âwow. do you feel terrible crippling shame for everything youâve ever done wrong in your life?#up to and including causing your momâs death? because that would be totally wrong if you didâ#like how could that possibly be an appropriate response#genuinely i think the feeling that i was going completely insane post-being raped because no one would believe i didnât blame myself#was like. solidly half as traumatic as the actual event#like. it is okay not to feel guilty and shameful. itâs great actually. youâre not having the wrong response.
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this was actually for @doomspiral âs mini ruspru week but Iâm. very.. slow⌠o)-(
#combined the gothic and friction prompts#doom if youâre seeing this Iâm so sorry TwT#I tried my best#if I work on this any longer itâs gonna get worse#but I still feel like itâs so unfinished#oughhhh#the artistâs struggle#ruspru#rupru#hws russia#hws prussia#aph russia#aph prussia#hetalia#hetalia fanart#digital art#my art#fanart#digital illustration#illustration#im a big fan of Gil being completely nonchalant about people who are insanely obsessive about him#absolutely obsessed with that white lacy thing of an outfit I put him in#I donât even know or care if it counts as gothic that Victorian babydoll babygirl lingerie core to me#words that donât even make sense
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something stupid that's been cooking in my brain for a while MOOTS LOOK AWAY
#cannibalism mention#its a silly joke but just in case#i think he would just say something completely out of pocket and everyone around them thinks hes insane but kaeyas just like#âoh yeah he just does that sometimesâ#also this is so messy i just had to finish it before i go to bed#sidenote i literally feel so insane sometimes when im ranting about them to ppl who dont even ship them TvT#childe#genshin childe#tartaglia#kaeya#kaeya alberich#genshin kaeya#genshin impact#chaeya
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"You must have felt it, too."
FANGS OF FORTUNE (2024). EPISODE TWENTY THREE -> EPISODE TWENTY FIVE -> EPISODE THIRTY THREE.
#fangs of fortune#asiandramasource#dramasource#cdramasource#tvedit#*#faiza gifs#like i said! choking is THEIR love language!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#god there is SO MUCH to say THE WAYYYYYYY yichen's eyes and just demeanour CHANGES the more li lun chokes himmmmmmmmmm.#from the 1st one being a complete WTF to the 2nd one being WHY DO I FEEL SOMETHING FOR HIM to the last one being COMPLETE SUBMISSION.#god GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD i am going INSANE. THEY DID ALL THIS FOR THE 5 LUNCHEN SHIPPERS THAT EXIST!#'you must have felt it too' oh li lun baby boy he MORE than JUST felt it.#whats that saying? good boys take you heaven but the bad boys bring heaven to you. YAAAAA.
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too many of you guys think nico is the loser and not lewis for letting the divorce go on for so long. like they're both losers about each other. emotionally constipated idiots who can't talk about their toxic homoerotic friendship that imploded on itself like 8 years ago and are now making it everyone else's problem. yeah nico's on television or in beer gardens talking about lewis all the time but like every other month some reporter is like "lewis, what's your favorite moment in your career?" and lewis no hesitation is like "oh man, karting, y'know? everything was simpler then" and then spends another six months skirting around nico's name. like this whole thing they're doing in the media isn't some kinda extended foreplay for them. they're both still pressing on the bruise to make sure it's still there!!! every few months, they're literally just asking on public television, does it still hurt for you like it does for me? and like clockwork, someone will release new information about them or one of them will say something about each other (in my heart, he's still my best friend/yes... and teammate) and the answer will remain the same, yes, of course, always.
#lewis is unarguably more famous than nico. like i feel like this a fact. and yet every other day nico is in the press saying some crazy shit#about lewis. if i was famous i woulda shut that shit down soo long ago. my ex-bf is in the press talkin bout me constantly??? that feels#like such bad pr and yet!!! lewis has not done anything. why? cause he likes it!!! cause they've never moved on from the 1st moment they#broke each other's hearts. like this is genuinely insane.#im always so nervous to post my thoughts on brocedes cause so many of you were here b4 me and have a better understanding on them#and like being a wrong is like a death sentence to me but still please tell me if i got them completely wrong#i have a lot of thoughts on lewis and his reluctance to talk about nico... most of them being that one quote from emma#if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more#ok obligatory disclaimer: a lot of this is hyperbole. i don't think that they're asking lewis that ? every other month#but there are like at least 5 interviews where he talks about karting like they're his most precious memories#so make of that what you will#and obv i don't know these people but as someone who's brain chemistry has been permanently changed by them#i think i'm allowed to not only project onto them but also make stupid little posts analyzing them#anyway yeah#f1#lewis hamilton#nico rosberg#brocedes
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I argued with some random asshole on the internet a while ago and I noticed I made them feel really bad with my anger, I decided to at least get them some groceries as a apology gift because I know they struggling too, few days ago I went over to talk about the situation while calm and to properly apologize, made sure to let the person know that they don't gotta talk to me that it's ok if they don't want anything to do with me, they agreed and added me to a group chat with their girlfriend and then proceeded to berate me for the next 4 hours straight taking turns to call me names đ and I'll tell you what. To be called creepy and obsessed for sending the money and get berated for that too??? Like I know $50 isn't like a huge amount nowadays but it was half of all the money in my bank account at the time. And it was a tough decision to make because I am already struggling to pay rent and because I'm too disabled to work. I snapped out of it immediately, like wow no wonder I got mad at them in the first place.
The moral of the story is, don't try to fix things with the worst people you have ever met, your gut feeling was right, there's a reason why you got angry. It will only harm you and make you harm them, too, when you eventually get emotional and pissed off over how they treated you and then use it against you. Whatever you do won't be enough and taken as the worst possible thing to do. Simply fuck off. That's the best outcome for everyone that will hurt the least amount of people.
#also like#this is completely unrelated to the point but i have called them a stalker multiple times#and while talking to me they started bringing up that i have been feeling bad lately and if im still dating my boyfriend and are we happy#like what is that about?#how do you see my posts why are you asking me this its kind of freaking me out#or telling me that me and my bf are trying to be them like????????#we dont even think about you and when we do we just laugh at your dumbass in call we do not care LOL#either way this is so insane and i need to vent it out and share my experience to people because what on earth#for context i have blocked them on all social platforms so they have to be following me on burners just to keep up with me#which is definitely normal behavior#my little oniisionling incel stalker saga
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brba early days
#walter whites undeniable tits. jesse pinkmans visible binder#ok#art#fanart#brba#breaking bad#walter white#jesse pinkman#stylized#cartoon style#stylization#caricature#aaron paul#bryan cranston#i was feeling completely insane because my art has been too realistic lately and i had to hit them with the fun beam
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some more shippy drawings :33 some polycule stuff n some w/ just abe n confucius bc i havenât drawn just them yet.,,.
#art#clone high#clone high season two#clone high jfk#clone high confucius#clone high abraham lincoln#clone high abe#topher bus#clone high topher#abe x confucius#IDK WHAT THEIR SHIP NAME IS writhes around#I ALSO STILL DONT KNOW WHAT THE POLYCULE SHIP NAME IS EITHER đđ#they all are v important to meâŚâŚ#also the way theyâre all trans and autisticâŚ.insaneâŚ.#abe n confucius are also v important on their own i enjoy them a lot#tall people romanceâŚâŚâŚâŚreal..#i feel like the âwatching shitty horror movie togetherâ scenario is obligatory for any ship#makes sense bc its always v silly to think abt#i am so normal abt themâŚ..so completely normalâŚâŚâŚ.#ive been informed it is abefucius? that sounds right actually#abefucius
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