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ok so like fanfic idea that I'll probably do but not well so have my full thoughts first.
So pretty much Nozel is in love with Fugoleon and Jack is in love with Yami but sadly the two are straight and get married (Fugoleon to some noble lady he fell for and Yami to Charlotte)
Anyways they find comfort in each other begrudgingly for being in love with someone who will never love them back.
So while Yami and Fugoleon are focused on married life not really talking to their close friends (Nozel and Jack) they become close and fall in love.
As stereotypical tropes go they never tell anyone cause it's looked down upon but they are together and are actively doing couple things.
Some time later they finally come out of the "I only pay attention to my wife stage " and begin hanging out with them again as friends only.
This leads to conflicting feelings between the one they loved for so long and their current love leading to ✨angst✨
In the end they fix it out after a major battle almost kills Jack and they kiss in front of everyone.
I actually have another version because yes anyways in this au they get married to stave off the loneliness and slowly fall in love .
I like both versions if anyone wants to use it go ahead idc cause idk if ill write it lol. (Fun fact this idea started out with Vangence and Nozel but I decided Jack fit more because Vangence would bottle up and never tell anyone lol)
#jack x nozel#jack the ripper x nozel silva#jack the ripper#nozel silva#silvermantis#headcanon#Fanfic I can't write lol#I feed this little community#Well I try too#Please use it I have no talent#Nozel x Jack#black clover#gay#fanfic
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A good boy and Arthur 𑁦𐂂𑁦 Saint Denis
#met a good boy in the cemetery after looking for ghosts <3#he was sleeping on the grave until I came over#I wish you could feed the dogs :(#but what a loyal little guy#mick squeaks#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#arthur morgan#dogs#red dead redemption community#red dead redemption 2 photography#micks pics
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being ace means i don't get giggly or horny about omegaverse aka abo but instead become painfully obsessed with details in anatomy and world building
#for one the whole abo dynamic thing in wolves is false#for another the animal kingdom is SO wild#like. female hyenas have pseudopenises and dominate males#seahorses and male birth#eating your children to avoid them being eaten by predators#males killing children to free females to mate#community child rearing!#females doing the hunting!#CLOWNFISH#omegaverse#abo#imagine if your secondary gender is determined by the social dynamics of where you grew into it#mostly female/child bearing? guess you get a penis now#do you think all alphas have piss kinks cuz of territory marking shit#anglerfish...octopodes that hand off their sperm sacks to females...#i know a strange amount of stuff about animal sexuality i just realized this#did you know some species dont have periods? they just reabsorb the uterine lining which is fucking amazing and im very mad humans dont#do that too#on the other hand. ive seen abo aus where male omegas give birth by LOSING ALL THEIR TEETH and VOMITING AN EGG#my main complaint is that abo doesnt get weird enough (plz not losing teeth and egg vomiting weird tho)#also can we PLEASE think a little more on the 'birthing from the ass' thing? please?#listen you have a right to mpreg (and trans men exist) but like. PLEASE. that baby should NOT be born thru the poop chute#ik some animals feed their babies poop (and human anatomy is like half an inch away from the birth canal being the poo canal) but COME ON#also why are all the scents like. very specific objects/concepts#flowers and idk blood?#frankly i think they would just be. animal smells but with enhanced human noses they'd be easily distinguishable#my headcanon is that they act like peacock tails do. meant to show off how cool you are#the biting thing happens in sharks (tho i think its cuz theyre kinda silly like that) but it just reminds me of people tattooing bite marks#and not cleaning the wound or yknow actually biting their partner in the tattoo parlor?#i get it. i'd love to be consumed by the void and a non recommendable amount of teeth. but can you be more sensible about it
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I'm predicting I'm going to end up drawing a lot of sketches this winter instead of bigger finished pieces, but I'm kind of curious, do people prefer waiting for sketch dumps? or do I continue being a creature with little restraint and just post what I draw that day and post more often ???
#Not gonna lie this is mostly about my guriten drawings :' ) I know I've slowed down on posting them bc Ive been a little all over#but its a small tag and my timeline is feeding me my own drawings a lot lately and Im like.. ohh damn oops#so maybe I should just compile them monthly? or every few weeks? 🤔#(If I could telepathically feed the community my sketches without posting them or thinking about it at all- I would in a heartbeat)
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the autism may have won tonight, but I stay winning every day
#i also bought little halloween baking molds for mika and i's summerween party :3#magiquest#if you see some doucher in this shirt crying at broadway at the beach where the mq building used to be........ no you dont. carry on.#also thank you skeltal for feeding the mq community I almost bought the cast the lightning shirt too djsjdjds
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Hey if you’re still enjoying and engaging with Harry Potter in any capacity you can unfollow me 😊 please and thank you
Like. I get it. I was super into it as a kid too. I did not have the social context to pick up on the antisemitism or transphobia or sexism or fatphobia or bioessentialism or racism or anything else. I also picked up on surface-level language of Fighting Back Against Evil and ascribed my own values onto what that meant and thought we were all on the same page. I remember when the original kids who grew up with the books started becoming adult fans and picking up on the (blatant!) antisemitism and everybody was still mostly willing to give JKR the benefit of the doubt on it. (“She was writing kids books!” They said. “She didn’t know she was penning a global phenomenon! She picked a common literary trend in European fairy tales (antisemitic caricature) and didn’t examine it closely. It’s a mistake anyone could make,” we said. “She would probably do things differently now. After all, she word-of-god confirmed the vaguest hints she dropped that Dumbledore might be gay,” we said.) There was actually a span of several years where biases inherent in the actual real content of the Harry Potter series were coming to light and even the people pointing them out still seemed mostly to think it was an unfortunate accident.
That time has passed. Years ago! We are long past the first months of “maybe she doesn’t realize this seemingly-feminist tweet she liked was made by a noted TERF” and then “how could she not realize that these many veiled TERF-y things she’s retweeted have implications for the many queer fans of her work” and finally “oh wow okay JKR just dropped an entire transphobic manifesto on twitter. I guess the transphobia was the point.”
Yeah, there were a few months after that where people were still processing and still working through how they felt about Harry Potter and all of its flaws with the context of the now open transphobia of the creator. I was there for that. Remember how I was one of the kids who built it up into something noble and worthwhile based on my own beliefs about what messages it was probably trying to convey? Turns out it wasn’t trying to say any of those things, and when you take the time to examine all of the terrible shit that made its way into the text whether JKR intended it to be there or not, the whole series falls apart. It’s weird to discover that there’s a room in your house that’s rotten to the core, but eventually you figure out you can’t live like that, still going in there and holding your nose and pretending it’s still the same room you thought it was when the termites were only inside of the walls and hadn’t yet started chewing their way through the furniture. Because what’s going to happen is that they are going to infest the rest of your house. If you decide you can ignore transphobia and antisemitism and everything else just because you liked the color of the wallpaper, the rest of your principles are going to crumble too. You get rid of that fucking room. You put those books on a high shelf in the back of your closet behind other outgrown clothes and interests and you move the fuck on.
JKR uses the money made from her transphobic antisemitic children’s books to actively funding hate groups and to lobby for legislation that will and has actually affected the actual lives of trans people in an entire country. We are past the point of grieving something you were wrong about in childhood. Kids are wrong about a lot of stuff. You grow up and you learn new information and you change your behaviors based on it. You have to choose. It is transphobic to pretend there is not transphobia where there is. It is transphobic to support the work of someone who is using those funds to take rights from trans people with every fucking dollar. It is hateful to continue to engage positively with a story that at its very core is rooted in hate and bigotry and prejudice. You can choose to do all of those things but you cannot claim ignorance of them and you cannot choose those things and still pretend that choosing them upholds the values we convinced ourselves that Harry Potter stood for over a decade ago as uninformed children. You cannot choose to do those things and pretend to still support your trans and queer and Jewish neighbors. I do not want you in my neighborhood. Leave.
#mine#Harry potter cw#yeah I don’t want to see or think about this shit either and I’m sure most of my followers are on the same page of just like. let’s wipe it#from the public consciousness and do our best to just completely ignore it and forget it existed and in doing so take away JKRs platform and#influence and also stop the continued harm the series will do by propagated hateful biases in people who continue to read it#but despite heavily culling my feed over the course of the past several years and thankfully mostly not seeing HP fandom things anymore#I’ve been seeing a lot of responses today to people defending it and honestly I forget that there are still people out there doing that who#think they are just fine and normal fandom people with non-hateful and terrible interests and it makes me so angry#maybe more so because like. I was there too! I was annoyingly obsessed with Harry Potter from the ages of idk seven? up until whenever JKR#started being openly transphobic. I have so much fucking knowledge about this book series that will never leave my brain. and yeah it was#weird and hard to have to rethink things and realize that no actually it does feel bad and uncomfortable to continue to be a fan even#passively of these books. it was a big part of my childhood and several of my friendships. I fully get it. I was the weird kid also.#it was weird and hard to say oh actually this sucks and I don’t want to be a part of it anymore. but I did it! I got there! because it was#more important to care about real actual things and people than it is to fondly remember a book series for children.#and at the time it felt like maybe I did hang on a little longer than I could have and was a little later than some people and figuring out#my feelings and moving on from the whole thing. but it was still fucking years ago. and you’re still here?#because you like the color of the wallpaper in this shitty rotten broken down tacked on room? because we used to spend time there together?#buddy the room was giving us lead poisoning the whole time and the rest of us have accepted that and we are all outside doing other things.#you will find connection and community in so many places in your life. I promise. get the fuck out of that terrible awful room#and for gods sake stop bring out handfuls of mold you found under the floorboards and shoving it in our faces#nobody fucking wants this. we did it. we’re done.#so yeah I think I have an extra level of disdain because I know from personal experience that it’s not *that* fucking hard to care more#about real life trans people than about antisemitic children’s books.
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you ever think about how MK never gets a chance to really define himself?
#had this thought while driving home#like he barely even gets any chance to place some identity other than monkie kid and delivery boy bc he always gets interrupted#every villain has their own preconceived notion on who and what he is#Demon Bull family saw him as a ‘little thief’ and ‘noodle boy’#Spider Queen called him junior or something????#Macky even told MK that he is nothing w/o the staff. He also projected a lot of his anger with swk to MK bc he saw a lot of similarities#LBD did one better and shattered his own self worth by feeding into his insecurities and trying to mold him into her pawn (champion? will w#ever know what she wanted and why she wanted Mac to capture mk and swk???? what was their role that she wanted them to play???)#Azure even tries to assert his own perceptions on MK in the special and oh boy how he snaps back (🥰 so satisfying)#‘Oh there’s nothing mindless about me…friend’ <- one of the rare times MK puts his foot down when other try to assume what he is#I betchu s5 will focus on MK grappling with his identity bc we laid some foundations he is ok with acknowledging it#But actually processing what this meant for him? I have a guess that he wants to avoid that#And the ironic part is that swk (if he knew which I think so) is now the one trying to get MK to communicate his thoughts and feelings#It’s swk who warned MK about the dangers of hiding or avoiding huge issues like having a giant & powerful monkey form#bc swk has spent like the past 3 seasons doing the opposite of what he’s preaching to MK at the special (this is why i love him he’s trying#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk mk#lmk qi xiaotian#qi xiaotian
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You know I keep noticing something and I gotta appreciate it.
I'm always secretly glad that I see a lot of fnaf/dca ocs that are meant to work alongside the DCA being associated/covered with purple. As a community we somehow came to that conclusion and I'm here for it because I did that too with ANE LMAO
#We're all linked up like a hive mind it's crazy#I see them everywhere#One shows on my feed and I'm just#Double taking at my little goober and being like#“Look it's your cousin”#dca fandom#dca community#fnaf daycare attendant#dca oc#Rambles#yapping
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The turn Lavos gets trolled in the 2019 Smogon classic tournament recreated with the text from the resulting forum post
#competitive pokemon#smogon#“Unfortunate” doesn't begin to describe my series#this game rewards blind luck and nothing else#I am beyond convinced at this point. After getting completely tooled by scheduling with my opponent changing times on me last minute and re#losing this way somehow felt even worse than I had thought possible. My preparation was superior#my play was superior#and I lost#so I don't see a reason to continue engaging in an activity where what is within my control is overwhelmingly outweighed by what is not.#I am done with competitive Pokemon#and you won't get a fond farewell. This community is infected to its roots with a degenerative disease that grows stronger over time but st#this has been transplanted and replaced with an artificial organ that feeds on vitriol and mockery from insecure little boys that heckle by#and escaping it requires acceptance of the harshest reality we all scramble to explain away#that none of the countless straining efforts we put ourselves through here will ever amount to one single shining glimmer of significance.#but World Cup is still ongoing#and I would never leave so many great friends out to dry#so I'll suffer through a few more games for them.#One last thing before I leave you all to react with disdain#ridicule#and self-righteous fervor#before you do everything in your power to minimize my words and thoughts#box them up and shove them to some cobwebbed corner of your memory#and hope they disappear forever as a stain on your finite time ground to dust. From this moment on#nothing you say matters to me. The foulest insults you hurl with intent to wound will calmly settle at the earth before my feet#and the venom you spit will bring all the pain of a warm summer breeze. You are less than anything you can conceive#while I carry on#brimming with joy distilled from detachment.
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i know the whole vampire can't be turned twice or they'll explode thing in wwdits is a funny bit and sort of the cause of a lot of the drama in season five rn
but like. how are they supposed to have fucked up mutually bitey bloody vampire sex now :c
#what we do in the shadows#wwdits#wwdits spoilers#ok in my defense this concept is from being human where two vamps would feed off of each other's blood and it was like#zero nutritional value and looked down upon in the vampire community but it got them high and they were little freaks about it#and im just like. man. thats now canonically impossible in the wwdits universe. remember what they took form you.#also i jusy saw people on this site unironically calling people freaks and deviants for experiencing desire so i had to post this#public freak behavior is basically praxis#idk its just... yknow. a little sad. these vampires still have all that blood in their body#and they aren't even using it :/
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>.<
#tw clari overshares#i really need to start making new friends on here and being more active#but the issue is just the mere *thought* of that fucking terrifies me#just typing out that single sentence has my heart pounding and my hands shaking and my stomach churning#i really wish i was kidding or over-exaggerating#i want so badly to make new friends and be active in a little community on here again#but i’m so so so scared#(of what?????????? of what!!!!!!!!!!!)#bring me back to 2020 clari who talked to people despite the anxiety and was so damn active and was having an absolute blast!!!#what happened to her!!!!!#she got really sick i guess#it’s crazy like sometimes i just scroll through my archive and i can SEE it#i can see myself getting sicker and sicker and withdrawing more and more#feeding into the fear and letting it win#and now i’m here#in this hole that i’m going to have to claw myself out of IN SPITE OF the terror i feel#i miss being a part of this community so much#i miss being able to post little drabbles willy nilly and not having breakdowns over them not being perfect#NOT obsessing over my own work and flaws it may have#i miss having fun#YES my writing is extremely important to me and YES i want to one day write for a living in some capacity#but since when did that mean i had to cut everyone off??? seclude myself in a protective little bubble???#the only person who can fix this is me#(obviously hahaha)#it’s about time i put on my big girl pant(ie)s and faced that fear head on#i’m so sick of it dominating and controlling so much of my life#why did i let it take something so fucking important to me???#i have to end it!!!#if u got this far in the tags: thank you and i’m sorry for venting#i just feel like i NEED to say this
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Fuck it, Herbert Higginbotham art from two months or so ago
Someone put a camera in his face and he did this pose he saw Avalon do once
#need to draw more Herbert to feed the Herbert stans of the community#bc I swear to god this man has ALMOST NO FAN ART and that is a crime#lbp#lbp2#littlebigplanet#littlebigplanet 2#little big planet#herbert higginbotham#dr herbert higginbotham#ibispaint x#digital illustration#draconifay art#fanart#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#artist on ig#lbp fanart
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Bulk anon wannabe
I have unsurprising news
#does coming forward like this kind of defeat the purpose of the whole thing? well#flips around folding chair and sits in it backwards#allow me to be vulnerable for a moment#i know the anonymity of this thing was often interpreted as like#a selfless act#but thats a little silly to me! because i absolutely saw a lot of people saying nice things about me and it definitly did feed my ego#but also like#it was tied up in a lot of self hatred to be completely honest#in that#i really believed people wouldn't be being as nice to me#or wouldn't appreciate what I was doing#if i attached my face to it#just because at the time. I felt like my own identity in the ftc was something that carried so much baggage with it#but ive been talking about it a lot with my therapist#and i think i maybe do want my friends to know#and this community to know#how much i care about it#because i do. a whole lot#and maybe thats not such a bad thing#to be known#by friends and friends characters#yaknow#does that make sense?#not to get senstive in the tags of an anon. that was said kind of rudely tbh#but I've been looking for a way to say this#and i guess this is it#and yes i did send myself asks to keep my cover lol 3d chess heistboy strikes again#you'd never know if i didnt have an emotional revelation and want to come forward
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Oranges
You know those poems, of oranges and love?
I know you do, you adored them
In-taking the words like nectar
Like breathing in the intimacy and saying that you've shared it
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I hope that every orange you eat is the sweetest thing that touches your lips
That you think of us each bite you take
That every orange is too much for you to eat alone
That the bitter pith stays on your tongue.
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Much the same as I think of you
In the wasteland you left
Dropped peels scattered
The only part of the spirit fruit you shared with me
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See my heart was already pulp
(which you don't seem to like much)
A bit too much effort to be patient, delicate
Can't peel it open the same way you score a citrus
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I hope your orange tea tastes like truth
A medicine
The steam rising like the oracle at delphi inhaled
Telling you visions of what you could have had
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In the meantime I'll go out
Till the soil
Orange peels as fertilizer
And see what grows in time.
#poetry#i dunno those poems about sharing oranges as the pinnacle of love tend to feel...#cheap? like its a nice thing to do but is the sacrifice of a little bit of a fruit constitute as the absolute pinnacle of love?#are you feeding your loved ones when they don't have the energy to say 'thank you?'#not everything has to be earthshattering when showing affection#but viewing sharing a fruit with people when you didn't have to as the highest demonstration of love#ignores the effort it takes to love day in and day out and the effort that has to go into relationships#sure you shared your orange when it was a good day for the both of us#but did you comfort someone when you both had a bad day?#communion is a sacrament#but communion also requires Community and is a demonstration of great sacrifice#giving yourself the bigger half hardly feels like much of a great sacrifice
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rip Magnus Carter you would have loved causing problems for the general public and also not having mad cow syndrome
#i heart that funky bisexual boy#fun fact he's a spiderman oc that got into some complications with cannibalism and morbius. those two things are unrelated i just wanted to#clarify. hes not a good guy lmao#imagine if spiderman wasn't really spiderman but he was some random ginger teenager living in the sewers 'communicating to the spiders' who#he feeds by dragging helpless strangers into the sewers and letting the spiders eat them ! so basically spiderman already kind of exists#in his universe but he's like. a weird freaky villain guy varient of them somehow? I couldn't think of any weird spide rvillain names so he#is just kind of known as The Spider or The Spider King but I'm also a big nerd for greek myths so I kinda wanna make him be known as Arachn#anyways the way that he's technically kind of like spiderman is because he was bit by these weird carnivorous sentient spiders that were#experimented on by some big company probably oscorp and they tried to eat him but when they bit him he got the silly powers and so they wer#like 'ooooh! he is the one we follow! please feed us human flesh little human boy!' and so he listened to them because the poison that gave#him the powers in the first place was already incredibly corrosive so it very much made him a lot more physically ill than he already was#but the spiders were like 'noooo what we have no idea whats going on just take some more of our acidic blood so you can be all powerful !'#even though that was killing him anyways eventually skipping over a lot of stuff i dont have time to yap about he figured out that he could#control the spiders kind of in a way? idk i made this when I was an emo middle schooler ignore this if it's cringe but anyways spiderman#kind of started realizing what was going on so he ended up kinda having to fight that guy and he ended up killing his Gwen Stacy and since#this spiderman doesn't have a no kill rule he kinda killed him :p theres more lore for him but that's just his universe's magnus#carter lore anyways sorry for infodumping I got excited and silly cause I haven't gotten to yap about him in so long#I really like it when villains are genuinely horror novel level disturbing if that makes sense for why he's so fucked up and weird#oh also the morbius thing is for a different version of him ! I may yap about that version of him at a future date
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i hate the tourism industry like. so much actually. haha
#tourism absolutely choked the life out of my family's farm and all the other family owned farms in the community. lol. lmao.#we helped with a little farm work today and man....it's all so different now. we're now a small city of old rich people#who have essentially pushed out all the farms and fields. its all developing subdivisions and new apartment complexes now.#man...#winter speaks#personal#like i don't know how to express the grief i feel for the way of life i had growing up. and the way of life my mom and dad had growing up.#and their moms and dads. and their moms and dads before them.#we have always been farmers from both sides of the family it's in our blood as much as music is and now it's just...gone.#my youngest brother doesn't even know what it's like to wake up at the asscrack of dawn to go feed the calves.#there's an entire chunk of our family's history and heritage that he will never be fully connected to.#i just....man. man
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