#I even like x-2 yuna better than x yuna. don't @ me!

[seokminfilm]

mystery of love | jeon wonwoo

🪄 pairing, jeon wonwoo x reader

🪄 warnings, non-idol au, fluff w a bit of angst, best friend's older brother trope, confession, mingyu is mentioned as wonwoo's sister's boyfriend, reader is a mess, open ending??

🪄 summary, sharing a bed with your best friend's older brother (who also doubles as your two-year crush) takes a turn for the better.

🪄 author's note, lots of people have been asking me for a part 2 to the professor wonwoo fic but i don't think i'm ever gonna write one, so here's my peace offering to you all 😭 ALSO this was WAYYY longer than i expected it to be BUT i still really like it!! i'm probably going to do a poll to see what type of fic lengths you all like...anyways, enjoy lyrnation! (and yes yuna is referencing the one and only @jjjjeonww 🤍)

🪄 now playing, mystery of love, sufjan stevens

🪄 word count, 2.1k | for @kstrucknet

"i've got to talk to you," yuna has a nervous look on her face, and you pull away from the conversation with mingyu, approaching her with a matching worry. "what's up?"

"so....apparently there's a mistake in the system," yuna sighs, walking up to you as you stare at her confused. "what do you mean by that?" you question nervously, and yuna sighs again, running a hand through her dark hair.

the four of you─you, your best friend, yuna, her boyfriend, mingyu, and her older brother (and your long-time crush), wonwoo─all went out of town to celebrate her acceptance into her dream college. she had been looking forward to the trip all semester, and now that she was out for a two-week break, the trip was underway.

everything was perfect on the way here─the weather was nice, the traffic was minimal, and the music wasn't that bad (mainly because wonwoo had the aux). even when you arrived at the upscale hotel, the vibe of the place was warm, and you couldn't wait to get in a warm bed and watch youtube to your heart's content.

apparently, that's not what was going to happen.

"the lady that helped us buy rooms swears up and down she has us paying for three, but the system only says we have two." yuna points to the recipt on her phone, clearly showing there were only two rooms reserved.

"so, what does that have to do with me?" you ask confusedly, and yuna glances at wonwoo, currently texting someone on his phone, listening to mingyu ramble half-heartedly.

"you and wonu are going to have to share a room." yuna coughs out, and you nearly squeal, eyes widening like saucers as you gasp loudly, directing the attention of a few patrons.

"share a room? with him? come on, yuna, you know i can't do that." you blush, rubbing the back of your neck shyly. yuna was aware of the two-year crush you've been harboring, and she's been overly supportive of it, doing everything in her power to push you together.

she was also aware of how shy you were when it came to her brother, and how complicated it made things when you were shy and wonwoo was usually closed off.

"this could be the night that finally sets it off for you too! plus, mingyu and i want to share a room tonight─" yuna pauses to sigh dreamily, to which you roll your eyes.

"wonwoo will kill mingyu if he does anything," you mutter under your breath, and yuna purposefully steps on your toes, earning a hiss from you.

"he's not going to know, so it doesn't matter." yuna states proudly, crossing her arms. "anyways─" she continues quickly. "─this could be the night that finally gets you and wonwoo together, and the lady at the desk is getting a bit pissy with how much mingyu and i have bothered her, so..."

yuna trails off, leaving you with a gobsmacked expression. imagine that: sharing a room with your best friend's brother who you also had a massive crush on. your night couldn't get more laughable than this.

"we'll take the rooms!" before you can stop yuna and beg her to not leave you with wonwoo, she's already taking the keys from the cranky lady, having mingyu take your luggage as the four of you reconvene.

"wonu, you don't mind sharing a room, right?" yuna asks her brother. wonwoo shrugs, his blank expression not very confirming as he nods. "i don't mind." his voice is still so shockingly deep, and it still makes you jump a little, hoping it wasn't noticeable.

(it was, as you saw wonwoo glance at you from the corner of his eye.)

"okay, cool! here's your room key! you two are right beside us, so just knock if you need anything! mingyu and i are gonna go for a snack." yuna hooks her arm into mingyu's muscled one, and you know your mouth is wide open, because mingyu mocks your expression before yuna pinches him, causing him to hiss to himself.

"why can't i go with you?" you plead, doing anything to stop yourself from having to stay behind with wonwoo─alone, mind you─and sleep in the same bed as him.

"this is a date, silly. it's for kim mingyu and jeon yuna only. are you one of those people?" mingyu teasingly asks, and you glare at him, eyes sharp as he chuckles. "that's what i thought."

"okay, now, bye!" yuna says quickly, giving you a not-so-discreet wink as she yanks mingyu back into the lobby.

now left alone in the awkwardly quiet hallway, wonwoo looks down at you. he's always towered over you, but now, it feels like he's gotten five inches taller (or it could just be the nervousness talking). his sharp eyes have hardly any emotion as he looks at you for a split second, and he just takes his backpack and your luggage in his arms, quietly heading to the room down the hall.

not knowing what else to do, you follow him from a distance, awkwardly fidgeting with your hoodie string as wonwoo fishes the key from his back pocket, unlocking the door with ease.

the two of you quietly pile into the nice furnished room, and wonwoo places your things down, backpack now on the floor as he yawns.

"you can go ahead and shower first, if you want. i can wait." wonwoo's voice is deep, bouncing off the walls of the room. you nod quickly, fishing through your drawstring backpack as you get your pajamas.

after your hot, ten-minute shower, you step out of the bathroom fully clean, quietly maneuvering your way around the room. wonwoo has his headphones in, reading a book as he sits on the bed. his posture is scarily straight, and so is his face─as if it's not 24/7.

his full lips are pressed shut, and his sharp eyes survey the pages slowly, taking in every word as he flips the pages a few minutes later. he's discarded his hat, short hair still scarily neat. wonwoo was really an attractive man, you thought to yourself. even if he didn't try to be, he was naturally distracting.

finally pulling yourself away from secretly admiring wonwoo's strong figure, you drop your clothes beside your suitcase, awkwardly grabbing your phone and climbing onto the bed.

wonwoo doesn't pull his attention away form his book once, and you sigh, preparing yourself for the worst as you pull up enough courage to tap his hand.

when you do so, it's soft and warm, making you blush at the tiny contact as wonwoo's eyes flick to yours. he takes his airpods out quickly, closing his book as he turns to you.

"are you done with your shower?" he asks simply, to which you nod.

"thanks for letting me go first, by the way. i was really tired, so it meant a lot." your words spill out from your lips faster than you want them too, and wonwoo cracks a small smile─a smile─at your blushed expression, nodding.

"no worries." wonwoo says, and you smile, watching him get up as he closes his book and places it on his bedside.

"oh, and wonwoo─" you start, surprised that the thought you were formulating in your head came out of your mouth. wonwoo stops short, turning back to face you as his piercing brown eyes lock with yours.

"i hope─i hope that you weren't offended by my overreaction or anything. i just..." you trail off, cheeks flaring hot as you sigh. "i didn't think we would have to share rooms. it just caught me off guard."

why were you specifying this? you didn't really know. you really did care so much about what wonwoo thought about you that even the natural reactions you had always had to be justified to wonwoo. you really were in love with this man─so in love it was painful to watch.

wonwoo shakes his head, cracking another small smile as his deep voice replies. "it's fine. i mean, yuna didn't really try that hard to fix the problem, and it was unexpected. i'm not hurt by it," wonwoo takes his glasses off, revealing that side of him you only rarely saw early in the morning or late at night.

"oh─oh, okay good." you hold an awkward thumbs up (why did you even hold that stupid thumb up?), and wonwoo matches your energy, holding your gaze for a bit longer before grabbing his sleeping clothes and heading into the bathroom.

sighing and considering suffocation by a pillow, you settle for just trying your hardest to go to sleep, closing your eyes and turning on rain sounds. you could deal with your racing heart tomorrow morning.

your heart did not wait until tomorrow morning.

your phone was dimmed, but even when you turned it on, it was too bright for you. glancing at your screen, you saw it was 12:15 am, and it felt like it too. the hotel was completely quiet, save for the distant hum of a tv and the crackling of the air conditioner.

wonwoo's sleeping beside you, breaths deep and steady as he stays bundled up under the blanket. his eyes are closed peacefully, lips still as he sleeps. he has an oversized shirt on and matching sweatpants, decently covered (thank god) but still comfortable.

sighing, you stare at him, saying nothing as you watch his slight movements. wonwoo really was a beautiful human being, sculpted perfectly by whatever higher being there could be. everything was perfect about him, from his thick eyebrows to his strong nose, and everything in between.

"are you okay?" wonwoo's voice is raspy and deep from disuse, and it makes you freeze in your bed, surprised and embarrassed.

"yeah, i'm okay. i just can't sleep," you sigh, and wonwoo turns on the lamp on his bedside table. it lights up the whole room in a warm, golden glow, and illuminates the dark room, which you're grateful for.

"me too. i guess all those energy drinks mingyu bought haven't worn off just yet." wonwoo rubs at his bare eyes, and you laugh, sighing into the sheets.

"why were you drinking all the ones mingyu wouldn't finish? i thought you were stopping the whole energy drink thing," you remark, and wonwoo doesn't say anything, looking at you as he weakly smiles.

"i did say that, didn't i?" he questions, and you laugh again, nodding. "you did."

the two of you laugh together, and the tension in the room seems to fall to nothing for just a split second. your heart is still hammering in your chest, but it's because you're happy. being with wonwoo in this moment doesn't feel like you were forced by your circumstance to sleep in the same bed with him. it feels domestic, in a way, natural in the way you're looking at wonwoo like he hung the stars in the sky.

for the past two years, you had always wondered why you had a crush on jeon wonwoo. he was completely different from your best friend and your usual type─he was quiet, studious, low-energy, and emotionally stable. wonwoo was rarely moved by outside factors and always seemed to keep to himself, minding his own business and going his own way when he felt he needed to.

you had finally found why you loved him so much tonight, in this moment.

wonwoo was everything you needed in your life─you needed someone to bring balance, and he was perfect for the job. you admired him for who he was and admired him because he was what you wanted to be. you wanted wonwoo because he made you want yourself. he made you want yourself to be the best person you could be.

for yuna, for him, and for most importantly─yourself.

"you're thinking about something." wonwoo says softly, voice deep and pressing as you nod slightly, inhaling and exhaling. "i am."

"i'm thinking..." you trail off, rethinking everything. you could lay everything down right here, telling wonwoo how you feel. so many things could change from tonight─change from right now, or you could ignore it all, going back to the way it was before.

why would you do that? you've gotten so far now.

"i'm thinking about how much i love you." your voice is barely a whisper, and you swallow, eyes filling with tears as you finally mutter the words you had been waiting to mutter for two years.

"i'm thinking about how much i love you and want to be with you." you add, and wonwoo turns to face you, eyes so soft they feel like feathers dancing across your skin.

"i was thinking of the same thing." wonwoo says lowly, smiling at you. his arm is just inches away from yours, and you know it too, growing the courage to reach out and hold his hand.

your hand fits in wonwoo's perfectly, and at that moment, you feel like a piece of you is finally complete.

[lvrmin]

JUST WANNA LOVE : SEUNGMIN ! ( fake texts + written ) pt.2

read pt.1 here ⸝⸝ wc: 1.1k ⸻ synopsis: childhood best friend seungmin x f!reader ; genre: smau, college au, smut, vulgar language, cheating, alcohol mentioned, semi-drunk sex, public sex kinda? (they don't get caught) , unprotected sex, creampie, pregnancy mentioned. mdni [ author ' s note ] : debating on a pt3

night of the party...

you were minutes away from being ready to celebrate your friend's birthday. just finishing up a few touches on your makeup and picking out the perfect necklace to match your dress. on the other hand, your boyfriend, felix was waiting outside for what he thought was centuries.

but finally you've both arrived. you first greet yuna and your friends and then went to get a drink. passing by you catch a glance of seungmin.

"hey seungmin!" you called after him. he turns around and greets you back but you noticed his arm around nayeon's waist. you assumed he was here way before you because of how tipsy he was already. you ignored your thoughts though and went on to grab a few cups.

you started partying like you never have before with felix by your side. ever since the day you guys started going out you knew he had to be the one. even when things didn't start off well, you were glad they were able to end off with you guys being together. suddenly you were interrupted by him trying to whisper something in your ear. "y/n i have to go to the bathroom i'll be back." without questioning you let him go. with him gone you decided to go back for another drink.

time passes and you wonder what's taking felix so long. you knew no way he could still be in the bathroom for this long so you went looking for him. unfortunately, you caught him upstairs in a bedroom making out with another girl. in utter shock you screamed "what the fuck felix!" and just ran back downstairs. you hoped he would run after you giving you any type of bullshit excuse but you also didn't. you just sat in the bathroom trying to pull yourself together.

moments later someone walks in. "oh shit sorry i didn't know someone was in h— omg y/n are you okay?" you tried covering yourself but he grabs your face and noticed your tears. "what happened?" you paused for a second then muttered, "you were right.. about him. caught him with another girl." you noticed the suddenly worried face of his turn into anger. "i don't care anyways! so stupid of me to think it was finally my time." you blurted out. you knew you did but pretending like you didn’t was easier. you hated whenever someone had an “i told you so” moment and used it against you in the worst moments.

“you know i’m not mad at you right? we can fuck him up whenever you want afterward, but right now i’m worried about how you’re feeling.” you chuckled at what he said. it was right and he always knew what to say and how to say it to make you feel better. “i promise i’m fine. i wanna go back and party.” you both smiled at each other and he helped you up. “lets go dance together!!” he said dragging you out.

all your worries have seemed to disappear. like they were never there and thats how you’ve felt with seungmin all these years. even with money on the line you couldn’t have thought of someone who cared about you more than him. “hey seungmin.” you whispered in his ear “i wanna do something stupid.” he looked at you with a confused expression and you pulled him into the closest empty room you could find.

“i know you have a date but i just.. can’t shake this feeling off.” you lean in and leave a gentle kiss on his lips. you move back to see his reaction only for him to return the kiss but harsher. he quickly picks you up and has you straddling him on a chair. you break the kiss to ask, “are you okay with this? what about nayeon?”

“don’t worry about her, we aren’t dating but you on the other hand..” you giggle and shut him up with a kiss. “we’re basically over seung.” you’re both making out messily with one of his hands on your waist and the other groping your clothed boob. you try to unbuckle his pants but he stops you. “no, not yet. lemme take care of you first.” he pulls the dress high enough to expose the fact you didn't wear any panties tonight. “no panties huh? hoping to get fucked by that bitch.” you whined at his words. they were true but it was embarrassing hearing it being said out loud. he began prepping you, inserting two fingers in.

“you know i wanted to do this for the longest.” he says while kissing you. “to be honest i was jealous when you first mentioned him. would i be an asshole if i were happy he ruined the relationship? it would’ve been me or him.” you tried hard to focus on what he saying but the way his fingers were doing wonders you’ve never experienced before and was taking your attention from it. “s-seung i think i’m gonna c-cum.”

“aww already? too bad i can’t make you come just like that. i got you baby, you’ll come on my cock.” he unbuckled his pants and aligned you on top of him. “you think you can ride baby or do you want me to fuck you?”

"fuck me please i can't!" you stuttered out, he grinned and started thrusting slowly but then quickly picks up the pace. "fuck you're tight, stretching your pussy good huh? must’ve been a while.”

“touch me min.. ” you moaned out. “please.”

"where do you want me to baby? you need to specify" he teased. you grabbed his hand and led him to your clit. he instantly applied harsh pressure and continued to fuck you, struggling to leave good hickeys on your neck.

you have your head over his shoulder and eyes shut because every fast and hard thrust he gives makes you clench more and more around him. "fuck, y/n are you close?" you nodded, unable to respond properly. you mumbled, "come inside.. please, together."

"you want me to make you mine already? good 'cause i already claimed the moment i kissed you." he grabbed your face and said, "i wanna see your face when you come." his words made you moan. you were lucky the music from the party was loud enough to hide your moans.

"baby, i'm close.. shit come with me." like that you reached your high and he came inside of you, kissing and biting your lips. "your pussy is good you know that? hopefully, i got you pregnant" he said while rubbing your stomach. you playfully smacked him, "as if either of us would be ready for one, but how are we gonna get out without getting caught..."

[hanadulsetaad]

RICH KIDS OF SK ( HYUNJIN X READER (Y/N) X BANG CHAN PART 8

BOYCOTT SEO CHANGBIN?

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CHAPTER 11

TRIGGER WARNING: Body Image Comments (DONT READ THE HIGHLIGHTED RED PART if you dont want to read such comments)

Y/N saw Yeji shaking, her eyes were red. Y/N went closer and crouched down, asking Yeji,

"Yeji, I'm gonna call Hyunjin and Yuna, okay? Till they come, I'll stay here with you." When Y/N was about to pull out her cellphone, Yeji held her hand and said, "No, please don't call anyone. Please, Y/N, I just want to be alone." Y/N said, "Yeji, something happened with Hyunjin?" Yeji replied, "No, everything is okay with him. I just... you won't understand, Y/N. Please, just leave me alone." Y/N took two minutes to think, then she sat next to Yeji on the bathroom floor. Neither of them said a word to each other. Yeji's phone buzzed again. Yeji looked at Y/N and said, "Did you open Twitter?" Y/N replied, "No." Yeji said, "Well, I am trending on Twitter, and my mom keeps sending me tweets." Y/N looked at Yeji with a confused look. Yeji weakly smiled while tears rolled out from her eyes.

Yeji opened her phone and showed Y/N what her mom texted. Her mom's messages were just random screenshots of people on Twitter. As Y/N read those tweets, which said, "I wouldn't be caught dead wearing what she wears. It's like she's trying to repel everyone with her hideous outfits."

"Her body is so disproportionate, it's like she's been assembled from spare parts."

"She's so old and wrinkled, it's like looking at a raisin. Maybe she should just retire and disappear."

"She's so ugly, it's like staring into the abyss. I can't believe anyone would find her attractive."

"Her hair looks like a rat's nest. Maybe she should invest in a wig or a paper bag to cover it up."

"She's such a disgrace to womanhood. She should do us all a favor and disappear from the public eye forever."

The message Yeji's mom sent was, "I told you to stop eating like a pig and get plastic surgery. Now you're bringing bad press and harming the family's reputation, Yeji."

Yeji said, "This is my life, Y/N. Since I was born till now, I had to be perfect at everything, even when I was doing my best, it was never enough. Every time you or anyone else in our circle achieves anything, my parents made sure to put me on more diets and classes to be better than anyone else." Y/N said, "Yeji, I didn't know. Why didn't you ever tell me this?" Yeji replied, "I never wanted anyone to know how miserable my life really is." Yeji looked at Y/N and said, "Please don't tell anyone about this, except Hyunjin. No one knows." Y/N asked, "Why don't you live with Hyunjin and his parents?" Yeji said, "I can't. If anyone finds out about my parents treating me this way, I don't know what they will do to me.

And without any reason, Hyunjin's parents won't allow us to live together; they have a very traditional mindset." Y/N said, "Yeji, if you want help, you can stay with me and Woo. You don't have to go back. Take a few days to clear your mind and decide how you want to live your life." Yeji looked at Y/N with tears and asked, "Are you sure?"

Y/N replied, "Of course."

yeji, y/n came out of the washroom and everyone had troubled expression. y/n asked what happened? felix broke the slience and asked did you see twitter?

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[aerithium]

Final Fantasy X Review!

*Spoilers Ahead*

★ Score: 8/10 ★ Date Finished: September 18th, 24 ★ Final Thoughts: I find myself not knowing where to start with this game, though not in the same way I usually say that. Typically I will say that when a game totally blew me away but I can't say this game did. It is a really great game though and I think that it is a must play in the FF franchise. I found some of the characters to be either great or just fall flat. Auron is honestly the most compelling character, driven by the mysteries of the past within this game. The reveal that he is dead and unsent gives him a lot more depth when looked at alongside his past. Tidus and Yuna as separate characters both find such strong resolves by the end of the game and its quite the joy to see them grow into these resolves. But I honestly wish their romance was written better. Their relationship almost seems entirely one sided (Tidus) and rather unreciprocated by Yuna until their underwater date, I believe the ending of the game would have impacted me much more if I had actually felt that the two were in love. To me, the rest of the characters lack depth. Rikku is great but she could've used more development or even just having a goal that isn't just an offspring of Tidus wanting to save Yuna. Regardless she is far more enjoyable than the other three. Waka just becomes unracist, Kimahri deals with things within Ronso life, and Lulu is kind of just there. These characters aren't bad but I was expecting better. The overarching plot was really what I liked about this game with topics around corruption in religion, death and loss, and finding your own path are really enjoyable. The game flips really well between moments of hopefulness and disparity. The combat is fun, its really just classic turnbased with a fun and unique leveling system as well as some gear that can make Yuna busted as hell. I honestly think my only complaint with combat is the fucking final Jecht fight, it isn't awful when you actually know what debuffs work and the best strategies but goddamn does it suck going in blind. I actually hate that boss but anyways. The music is really great, which is to be expected at this point. Overall, the game was great but I think outside expectations from the legacy this game holds had me going in expecting a little more. As a side note, I did play FFX-2 and dropped the game a few minutes in...not a fan of the combat so don't expect a review on it :O

[starvingtongue]

Realising now that I haven't actually touched on Dona's feelings towards Yuna on this blog yet and I feel like I should. I've seen a lot of speculation on it over the years (from reddit posts, youtube comments, tv tropes, etc.) and formed my own headcanons regarding over the past couple months too, and I've always thought I've made a note of it somewhere, but browsing through my headcanon tag for Dona, I realise I haven't. Shame on me.

I would like to preface this by saying that I don't think Dona hates Yuna. Dona can be rude, blunt, and upfront to anyone, regardless of who they are. We see this time and time again throughout both X and X-2, that she doesn't give a damn about who you are, what position of power you hold, she's going to treat everybody the same. We see her not saluting to Nooj in X-2, despite him being the leader of the Youth League, we see her not bowing to Yuna when they first meet, despite it probably being the 'correct' thing to do. Formalities like that are not a thing for her. I kinda wish we saw her interacting with more people, especially those within Yevon a little more, to show this a bit better.

But anyway, while she does not hate Yuna, Dona's feelings (and problem) with Yuna stems from Dona's own insecurity, with a possible hint of jealousy, and a view that Yuna gets afforded opportunities that Dona and other summoners don't. We kind of see this through X itself, but if you consider these things from an outsiders perspective (like Dona), it makes a lot more sense. Things such as:

Yuna being Braska's daughter, the child of someone who has already defeated Sin, and has the status that not too many others have. In Dona's eyes, it's afforded Yuna with certain privilages (good or bad) that not too many others have and could possibly make her pilgrimage a lot easier.

She has 6 guardians by the time she defeats Sin (which Dona deems as overly excessive regardless of her own feelings towards Yuna), one of which is Auron. Auron being legendary guardian to Braska, brings more status, privilage, and knowledge to the pilgrimage, which others may not otherwise benefit from.

Yuna is sought out, befriended, and accompanied by Seymour, a Maester of Yevon, which brings certain perks (like getting past the checkpoint at the start of Mushroom Rock, for example), that again, not everyone else is going to benefit from.

All of this combined, and from an outsiders perspective such as Dona's, makes it seem like Yuna's pilgrimage pretty comfortable and somewhat more high status (I don't want to say privilaged again, but I think this is one of the terms I've heard thrown around before when talking about Dona's feelings towards Yuna) than the average pilgrimage is. Dona obviously not right in being this insecure and jealous over the opportunities that Yuna gets afforded, many of which Yuna doesn't get a choice about (and Dona would have no way of knowing about this either), since both are gong on a march to their own deaths, but after seeing Yuna get handed all of these opportunities and been put on such a high pedestal, it's hard not to feel some type of way towards her. Dona sees her as competition, a pretty serious one at that, but not necessarily because of her strength as a summoner, but because Yuna has more opportunities afforded to her that could make her pilgrimage easier than most.

You would think, however, that once Yuna defeats Sin and has that success under her belt, Dona would act out even more towards her, the great High Summoner who lived, but no. While it's not immediately obivous in X-2, I think Dona chills out quite a bit towards Yuna after Sin's gone. She not longer sees Yuna as a rival, as a competitior, to kill Sin. She's chilled out a bit, she can find herself as a person, spend the rest of her days in Kilika with Barthello, and not have to worry about who defeats the giant whale of death first. Her jealously, her insecurity, her feelings of low self worth towards a 17 year old who has a successful former guardian in tow and a Maester interested in her, have mostly disappeared.

I do find it very sad that we never got to see her interact with Isaaru as a comparison. She would 100% still be her bitchy self, but Isaaru's just 'normal' summoner competition compared to Yuna, there's no reason for Dona to be as insecure towards Isaaru as she is towards Yuna.

This type of insecurity is something that a lot of people go through, regardless of if they want to or not, and Dona suffers from it just as much as anyone else would. Does it make it right that she lashes out at Yuna the way she does? Of course not! Dona does a really poor job of hiding this jealousy and insecurity towards Yuna throughout their entire respective pilgrimage. However, it does add another layer of characterisation to Dona that I think a lot of people glance over when they first meet her.

[sanashoneydew]

Early mornings pt 2 ♡︎

|| fluff | dom!ryujin x sub!reader | gxg ||

"Your doing it wrong" Yuna teased you in a playful tone

You and the girls were well into the morning of filming. You decided to make breakfast for everyone which was what you were in the process of doing.

You glared up at her and raised an eyebrow "if you think you can do it better then why don't you do it" you sassed causing a laugh to fall from yunas lips.

"Someone's cranky" she teased once more.  Ryujin walked in to join you and the girls who were sitting at the table.

"When is she not" ryujin added looking at you. You two locked eyes before she sent a wink.

You rolled your eyes in response and continued to cook your famous pancakes.

Yuna wasn't wrong. You always were cranky in the mornings. But today it seemed like you were more than usual. You always dreaded getting out of ryujins arms in the morning which always put you in a mood in the end.

After the moment you two had in her bed this morning, it left you craving her arms even more. And trust me. Ryujin felt the same way.

Ryujin came up behind you and rested her chin on your shoulder from behind.

She knew you all were filming but she could feel the tension that was filling your body by the second. Everything and anything was making you overly pissed.

As soon as her chin hit your shoulder, you took a deep breath in and out closing your eyes. You found the absolute comfort in her touch, always.

"Maybe I will" Yuna continued watching you two "your foods always bad anyway." She teased, obviously joking. Yuna loved your cooking, you two were the best of friends and joked all the time.

Usually you would've laughed and teased her back but right now you felt like everything was too much. You were overwhelmed and exhausted and the girls could tell after you let a few tears fall.

As soon as Yuna saw that a few tears fell onto your cheeks, she knew you needed alone time. You were never one to be overly sensitive but you had your days of course.

Ryujin glanced at Yuna to get the staff out as soon as possible which she started to do instantly.

Ryujin was always protective over you but she knew that comforting you was more important right now then getting mad at Yuna for making you cry.

Ryujin turned you around and cupped your cheeks, gently wiping away your tears as you just began to bawl.

"Shhh" she whispered gently putting the side of your head onto her chest

Yuna took the staff outside to go talk with them and the rest of the girls so you could have some alone time.

You gripped onto ryujins shirt tightly , just letting out all your emotions as your falls finally broke. Ryujins heart broke instantly hearing you break. You were a strong person but when you broke, It absolutely broke her heart.

She worried about you. All the girls did but ryujin especially. You always held in your emotions until you broke.

You felt your breathing pick up into a high speed as you found everything to become too over baring. This comeback and crazy schedule you had recently was taking a huge toll on you.

"Hey. Look at me" she whispered gently lifting your chin to make you look at her "breathe baby" she spoke as you locked eyes with hers.

"I can't" you whispered breathlessly.

"Yes you can my love. Focus on me and copy my breathing baby girl" she soothed looking around your face as she ran her free hand through your hair.

You stared at her face, copying her breathing as best she could. Your tears and breath started to back to normal after a few minutes.

Ryujin let out a tiny smile "that's it" she whispered gently stroking her thumb against your cheek.

You just continued to look around ryujins face feeling so much love for her as you calmed down.

"I'm sorry" you spoke shaking you head.

"For what baby. You don't have to apologize for anything. I know your stressed and that's okay baby. I'm so proud of you for sticking through this whole comeback and hectic schedule. You know it's always okay to cry infront of me. I'll always be here for you" she whispered playing with your hair.

You didn't need to say anything, she knew you, she knew what you were going to say and you loved her so much for it. She knew just what to say all the time.

"You always know what to say" you whispered looking around her face some more.

"Well you know. I'm just good like that" she complimented herself as a giggle finally fell from your lips.

"There's my girl" she whispered and put her forehead against yours.

"God I love you so much" you spoke causing ryujin to shake her head.

"I love you even more" she whispered before the two of you shared a sweet and long kiss.

You truly felt happy and couldn't ask for anything more then to just be with her in the moment.

[oveliagirlhaditright]

Also, I would just like to say that Final Fantasy X-2 is a much better game than people give it credit for. I will stand by this game.

[rose-likesto-write]

Is it Love?

Pairing: Jun K x fem reader (mention of Taecyeon and other members)

Genre: Fluff, Slight Angst

AU!: University, Werewolf

Word count: 2.4 K

Rating: T

A/N: this fanfiction is not related with the werewolf reaction.... I mean to say the plot shared in the reaction. Second of all, I am sorry for the abruptness in whole fanfic especially in the end. 😭 Please give me your feedback🥺

Tagged: @chicken-fifi

Summary: Neither of you and Jun knew each other. Heck, you weren't aware of each other's existence but what happens when a class project collaboration brings you to together? You liked each other's company and that's it? Nope, you were slowly forming a crush on him but couldn't confess due to a variety of reasons and him as always? Damn his poker face... But, I really mean but what happens when he sees his girl being a crying mess and being so hurt. Will he take a stand ? Most importantly, will he realise his feelings for you or his past won't let him? Will everything come to a standstill or there is a hope?

“The project is due in the next two days!! What are you gonna do now Y/N?” your best friend Mia whispered as the class was still going on. “I really don’t know Mia. I really don’t k-

“What, you don't know Ms Y/N? I was gonna ask this question’s answer from you and I still will.” Your professor turned towards your direction with a glare.

“Sir, I am sorry but the answer is Haemophilia. Haemophilia is a rare condition that affects the blood's ability to clot and is usually inherited.”

The eyes of your professor reflected a proud look before turning the look into a cold glare, “That's great but then why did you scream, ‘I really don’t know’. If it's something else that’s bothering you, you are most welcome to speak to me or any of the professors, okay? It's for you all students. I hope that I am clear and now, the next question is” After the class got over, he called you and Mia in his office.

“Now, tell me what happened. It’s oka-” You shook your head gently before speaking up, “Sir, you know the projects that were to be submitted for the History Fair at the end of this week? Someone has ruined my whole project s-sir. I r-really d-don’t k-kn-know what to do now. Both the model and the report has gone. Had it been only a model, I could have understood especially because there were changes to be made but it’s file too. The model got stolen while the file which was kept in the locker, someone h-has t-torn the pages and spilled paints’ water.”

you fell down on the floor crying and you had every right because you spent freakin 3 months. How the hell were you supposed to complete the whole 90 days stuff in the next barely 2 days even if you miss school, food or sleep. It was a big NO.

Mia picked you up and the professor gently patted your head and made you calm down. “I will see, what can I do, hmm? Try to make the model and submit it while for the file I will speak to the department head of history.” He gave you a small smile before you all left the office.

The rest of the day was going okayish? At least that was better than being all sad and crying but fate didn’t want it at the moment when the school was about to end.

You were going to the cafeteria to eat something but certain whistles, hollering and screams stopped your movement and turned around to see Yuna, Jacob and their whole gang being all happy for some reason.

You were about to turn around until an orangish-yellow bundle sorta of sheets caught you up. Were these my sheets? But they don’t steal stuff like this?’ your mind was clouded with these thoughts.

Though you tried to remove these thoughts but when they took your name, “We are gonna beat all of these people!!! Alice, Jake, Y/N, Jun and all.. We will win!” you knew that you would get emotional so you rushed off towards the ground ignoring a gaze that followed your every movement and felt the push to talk to you.

This said person wasn’t like this ever but after meeting you he did change as much as he doesn’t wanna accept but everyone who knows him saw this change. After all it was a happy and positive change; the question arose is till when will he ignore it?

“Y/N? H-hey? Why are you cr- “J-Jun….” you hugged him tightly taking him off guard but he responded to you with the same warmth. “Hey, it's gonna be okay, hmm? Come here?” He took you to the other side of the ground because he hated the attention he got or you both will get so, using his supernatural powers he changed places especially he has mastered them so finely that at times, it's so silent and calm to realise that the powers were used in the first place?

“Y/N, is it that month o- “No, Jun… It’s not t- “Then what happened love? Why are you crying?” did he really call you ‘love’ but this is not the correct time. “Its stupid though. The reason is really st-stupid but someone st-stole my p-project for the h-history f-fair a-and w-we don’t have much time. My hard work has gone t-

“Y/N, love! listen to me. Look in my eyes. Yes, that's good. Now listen, love you can’t cry like this, okay? I know how important this project is for you but it's not more important than your health. Look at you, what did you do to yourself uh?” before he could further continue you stopped him in the middle, “You aren’t understanding Jun. This History project is important as it is part of my this year’s dissertation which is also a third of my grade and if the examiner and dept heads of history and psychology will like and approve of it, I can get a scholarship b-but n-now i…”

“Shush love. I am so sorry that you have to go through this but you can find a way. We will find a way babe.We will do it. Do you wanna have something? ” You just nodded your head as there was no energy left and he scooped you up in his arms before you could even protest placing his finger over your lips, walking towards his car.

What just happened today? First the whole day got ruined because of the project, then you got noticed by your crush who called you love and babe. He even hugged you, gave reassurance and also carried you in his arms and spent the rest of his time with you.

What did the Gods and fate had planned for you? It's kinda sweet but overwhelming and confusing as well, especially your feelings for him which you thought had side tracked are back on the mainstream again.

The next morning you woke up with a slight headache because of the mental exhaustion you had and as you were about to use the bathroom, a notification on your phone made you curious considering it was a saturday practically a day off. Upon swiping right, opening the screen the notification from Jun ♡ made your heart flutter.

Jun♡: Hey, Y/N.. I know that we don’t have any time left but I did some research and found a project that you can do at least the model would take a day’s time but its size would be small but i am sure its worth your grade. If you are interested , just text me back and I will come to pick up at 10 am.

Y/N: Sure!!! Thank you so much Jun.. You are the best!

As soon as you closed the message app, your eyes widened at the time. It's already 9:40 am, which means you have 15 mins left and the rest 5 mins you ask? 3 mins of discussion on clothes and 2 mins to eat a biscuit and some juice. Therefore, you rushed inside the bathroom.

Monday was way too early than it should be maybe because you were lost in thoughts of Jun, of course the project. Mia was absent today which made you sad but out of nowhere Jun came in to support you and your professor told you that the file for the project isn’t due the first week of next month which made you breathe an air of relief. The fair had begun and in general the response was also good but the result of the project wasn’t disclosed.

“Thank you so much Jun for everything. I really don’t know how to thank you for the research papers, the project. Thank you so much.” You tip-toed to give him a tight hug, making him reciprocate it and ruffling your hair. “Well you can thank me, by letting me be the part of the file you are writing because even if you have the psychology part as a major thing but the history and its military warfare is something which I can help you with.”

The next couple of weeks were spent either at the library or at Jun’s place. It was all papers, scissors, glitters, pens, fevicol, pictures and undecided discussions on the arrangement and presentation of sheets but at the same time some intimate moments between the two of you. I know intimate is a small word with big meaning but the moments were too intimate and sweet for you both, at least for you, like the way he held your hand or slid his arm on your waist, pulled you closer to him whenever he felt some unnecessary gaze towards you, he would glare, or the time he would gently feed you, listening to your stupid talk and rant with a small smile.

You had gone crazy for him but only if he felt that way. Sometimes, he might like you but at other times, let's not talk about it after Lia came into the picture.

The only thing you know is that Lia is a distant cousin of Yuna. They are bipolar opposites and that not only is Lia mysterious and cold but she is kinda fierce from what others have said but something is off about her.

The last few days, you spent your time alone or Mia helping you here and there. Jun hasn’t contacted you, not that you minded but still having someone speak to you like you mean something and then suddenly not, hurts badly. “So, Y/N we are done!! All the best for your submission.” Mia said excitedly, making you smile, “No, thank you for being there with me helping me along with Ju- “Your boyfriend? Nah, I should thank you for not making me feel the third wheel. Anyways, let me get going now.” After bidding her goodbye, you prepared for the next day and when you were about to sleep you received a text.

Jun♡: Good Night Love. You did well and all the best!!!! Sorry, couldn’t be there for you these days as I had some work and no, don’t reply to me. It's late and you should go to sleep.

A stupid smile graced your face before you kicked your legs in the air. The next morning you met Mia standing at the gate of school and along with her were Jun’s bestfriends except for him. “Good Morning guys!” a series of good mornings was heard.

“Ready?” Taecyeon asked. “Can we see your file? Of course it's your choice” Wooyoung added to which you nodded. You opened your file and showed them and briefly explained it. “So, how is it? Do you think they would like it?”

“They would love it!!!” they said, making you all laugh but your eyes were finding him. “Umm, where is J-

“He is with Lia.” Taecyeon said rather with a cold tone. “Hey everyone.” a feminine voice said, making you all turn to its source, Lia was standing with Jun who had an unreadable expression. She was all smiles till she saw you, she cleared her throat and forced a smile when she shook hands with you before speaking, “So, are Y/N? You are really pretty. That's why Jun was so whi- “Lia, it's more than enough” Jun said while glaring at her. “Anyways, Y-

“All the best Y/N! Anyways, I have to leave with my fiance Jun” She said with a sarcastic smile, making all eyes turn into glare except for your eyes which expressed disappointment and sadness. You bid them farewell and went away.

Again Jun’s eyes followed your movement but he can’t stop you, does he even have the right to do so?

Later in the evening, you sat down with your thoughts and situations reflecting upon them but the train of thoughts came to a halt when you got a call from the person whose call you least expected.

Y/N: H-Hello?

Jun: Y-Y/N, come down right now.

Y/N:W-what ?

Jun: There is something you must know. Please, come down!

Hearing his pleading, you ran down in the way you were dressed up in a camisole with a shrug and shorts to him. “Wow!” Jun exclaimed when he saw you but he got a punch on his chest. “What do you mean by wow? I ran down without any proper clothes a-

“I am sorry and take this. Come, we have to be somewhere” He placed his jacket over your body and took you towards the destination. “Where are we going?” you asked as you sat in the passenger seat. “My home love. There is something you must know.”

The car stopped at his gate, he then opened your side’s door but when you started walking towards his house, he stopped you. “Not here Y/N, we will go to my garden.” Once you reached there, the whole area was decorated with fairy and golden lights and a table for two was set. “Y/N, before we go and sit there. I finally mustered up the courage to tell you something. You see Lia, what she said in the morning was completely wrong. She did it out of spite”, you looked into his eyes which were full of various emotions “uh? What do you mean?”

“Lia was the one who was made to be my future partner or something because of our family interests and the certain customs and practices we follow but in the past something had happened, because of which I couldn’t forgive myself but after I spoke to Taecyeon, I came to know that it wasn’t my fault and it was L-Lia and h-her family. I am sorry, if my actions and behaviour these past days hurted you. I was scared that if Lia had seen you with me, she would have hurted you. I am sorry Y/N and also that I like you alot. I really do but if y-

You tiptoed and kissed his cheek, “Its okay Jun and I really like you as well. I am happy that this came in before things further could have been hampered and damaged.”

“So, are we good to go?” he asked with a cheeky smile. “Of course my wolf” you winked at him before going to sit. “W-what?’' “I know bub.. You are my werewolf.”

[kpopinocorrect]

Random Shit No One Asked For

Kwangya is my favorite thing SM has ever done. Say what you want about it I'm a Kwangya stan

Ive should win ROTY

If BTS doesn't get a Grammy this year I'm gonna sue

I've spent over $400 on kpop albums 🥲

2 years ago I would have told you seventeen has too many members. They're now my ult group

I have 7 different Tumblr accounts anyone who finds all 7 I will Venmo you $50usd (or the equivalent in your currency)

Bitches will walk around school in all black and looking depressed, meanwhile their headphones are blasting Boogie Woogie by Cravity. What's up I'm bitches

Lucas is hot

Garam is innocent

i feel like I wouldn't like Yeonjun if he went to my school. I definitely think I'd find him narcissistic and conceded.

Find me on Wattpad @ GeorgiaRose4747

And AO3 @ Shownusbebe

I've become friends with more people through kpop then I ever have in person

Got7 is better now than they were under JYP

I want gidle to sign with Pnation, but only if they keep releasing the same music that they've put out under Cube, because gidle's discography is flawless and we don't want that ruined.

I Stan a concerning number of disbanded groups: 2ne1, Girls Generation, Exid, Sistar, Nu'est, GFriend, Izone, Wanna One

Refund Sister is the best project group that's ever been created. (Except maybe Superm) and I'm sad they only got one damn song. (even if it was perfection. They deserved more)

Wonyoung and Yuna aren't pick me girls

I think the way Wonyoung eats is cute

If I ever met Garam in person I'd ask her to be my girlfriend.

I literally only watched Snowdrop for Jisoo but now I have an unhealthy obsession with Jung Haein.

Jisoo needs her solo

I'm waiting for the bp disbandment announcement. No I'm not looking forward to it. I just know it's coming soon.

My younger sister predicted Jae would leave Day6. She pointed at him in a picture and said, I dont think he likes them (about his bandmates) I think he's going to leave. (this was in 2020ish. I had been talking about Wonho and him leaving Monsta X a lot because I was missing him. And a few days later I had gotten a Day6 poster, and this conversation occured.

I auditioned for SM because I was bored

[rigelmejo]

1. Started Ingenuity of the Househusband in all Japanese, so audio and subs. Cause I've been meaning to check it out ToT

A. I can follow the plot since it's just people doing daily life stuff with mentions of gangster past. So I don't need vocab to follow the main idea.

B. It's funny to me that the Kanji words I find easier to guess, and the words I hear and get the urge to look up turned out to be steamed murashi and tight shikkari. Words I didn't need to learn to follow the plot shdjdjd. Serious now, the words I'm clearly lacking understanding of that are most critical are helper and descriptor words. Like yoriyori (than more), kono Kara (after this - which @a-whump-muffin just taught me). Phrases like that are all kana, seem quite common so I should understand them and follow them, and I know almost none of them. ;-; I wonder if there's a category label for them so I could look up some kind of wordlist to glance over in prep for seeing them.

C. It is clear I know a decent number of common words. Because when I DO see a basic sentence like "stone o sharpen" I can guess sharpen from that. When I see "ii mono da" good thing. "Drippo shita" with katakana so i know its drip as a "do this" drip as a verb. "Soshite matsu" and wait (I know those words lol). So there's these basic beginner level type sentences scattered around that I fully understand, but then others I am doing a lot more guessing for what words mean.

2. Still watching the Final Fantasy X let's play with japanese audio and subs. The words u gave me @a-whump-muffin help so much ;-;. They made a lot of basics way clearer like konokara and onaji and I had forgotten some of the verbs you sent so seeing them helped remind me.

A. Just like with the show above, I can follow the plot fine without word lookup. I KNOW the story lol. I know most lines from memory. While I get the urge to look up some words cause it's frustrating me I can't figure out the meanings, I do not need the meanings to follow the main idea of the plot.

B. Like the show above, it's very funny to me how some is completely understandable to me like "fire" "you're here" "something interesting" "Yuna believes him" "we called it sin" "dont cry" "you cried" where I actually know all the words or knew them at some point and recognize them again as a sentence now. But then other sentences I know I'm only comprehending the overall gist of because I am guessing some Kanji meanings, relying on the verb conjugation, guessing based on the English scene I remember.

3. As we know I never stick to plans as much as I do what seems interesting at the time. And sometimes, like a fun challenge. And so like. Of course it is no surprise that while I WAS listening to Glossika Japanese, as soon as I tried to follow japanese in a video and MANAGED it? I got a bit excited and wanted to just go do that! Even though it's harder, less structured, less organized, and glossika is guaranteed to drill some couple thousand words into my head.

I'm still going to keep trying glossika japanese. But I'm also impatient and if I CAN manage to comprehend enough japanese to follow something? I'm going to keep trying to do it lol. And see if I get better at it.

Which leads me to:

4. Experiment: Try extensive immersion in Japanese, where I can comprehend the main idea without word lookups, and see if ny japanese improves!

There's a lot of people who swear by immersion in Japanese from the beginner level, but often even when they're not even following the main idea unless looking up words as needed, or using it to hear some of what they've studied and otherwise get used to the language. So if they're doing it for something below a certain understanding level, I'm not sure if they're doing immersion the same way I usually am. Now if they are mainly grasping the main idea by watching something they know rhe plot of like Pokémon or peppa pig that they can follow, then that is similar to me. But I don't know exactly how immersion is supposed to help you improve at the beginner stage. I don't know if you need to be intermediate to pick up vocab from simply extensively reading/watching, I don't know if I am beginner or intermediate. So it's an experiment to see what happens if I try to do extensive watching immersion.

Extensive, because I don't plan to look up more than a few words per watch session, and anything I can guess from Kanji or context vaguely I'm just going to go with my guess. I'm too lazy to look up all the unknown words. And if I can follow the main plot without word lookup (which I can) then I don't need to look up any keywords to follow the main idea. So any words I feel like looking up would seem like important ones I'd like to know and can't seem to figure out as fast as I'd like (usually hiragana words, or Kanji I just cant catch the pronunciation of). Basically though: let's see how much I learn from context. If it works, it should be significantly more than just the few words I'll be looking up.

I did this in chinese. About 6 months to 8 months in I watched shows until I got decent enough to comprehend with only some keyword lookup. Then I watched 15 eps, after the first 5 I stopped looking up words. After that, the next few shows I watched in chinese I didn't look any words up unless i just felt curious about a word (Killer and Healer, Word of Honor, Humans, Ice Fantasy Destiny). I overall did not do word lookup most of the time because i followed the plot and most lines, and was lazy lol. And each show I understood more % total words. Word of Honor was the most brutal because I somehow followed the plot with no word lookup but was focusing very hard. Then on rewatches kept picking up new words. GYADL was hard when I started because I knew so few words but was following the gist, but now in hindsight it's easier now and was a great easier show to start with. Humans this past summer took focus to read/listen fast enough, but I knew most words. The few unknowns were words like android or words clear from context. By halfway through it was not taking much extra mental effort to watch. My overall knowledge of the vocab was high by then. Now I did a LOT of reading in addition to show progression lol. So reading probably upped my vocab a lot, making the shows easier over time. But also I do know the first year watching shows, before I could read much, the 15 eps of GYADL definitely improved my vocab and reading ability just from watching. From watching extensively and just picking up stuff from context over time. So I could pick stuff up from context watching chinese. Slower than reading when it comes to vocab pick up for me, but watching still did provide the same benefit if I could follow the main idea without a dictionary.

So I'm wondering if it will work for japanese too. Considering chinese had hanzi which helped with figuring out a lot of new words, and then recognizing them quickly (versus kana spelling in japanese). On the other hand tho, a lot of words in Japanese I'm guessing from that hanzi knowledge I have and that's certainly helping me recognize words like

最後の Saigo no - finally, 了解 ryookai Roger that (like I understand/I got it).

I expect at worst I pick only small amounts of new vocabulary up. And get to actually do stuff in Japanese I've always wanted to! Which is very motivating!!!

And best case? I pick up some new words and grammar and Future japanese engagement of content I understand more. The funnest studying to me is just Doing in the language what I wanted to do anyway, so that's the dream if that works out and it does get gradually easier as I just do it more.

5. I am tempted to turn Nier Automata voice to Japanese. I'm not sure how much I'll hear though. I tend to just hear the words I know and not the rest.

6. I still think my plan of audio basis of vocab before visual reading skill is probably... going to be easier on me long term. Not even because Kanji are hard (which was the reading issue back when I first started lol), but because I see them and don't recall the Japanese pronunciations. I recall the Chinese ones. And I am concerned I'll learn new words in reading but be unable to remember their Chinese pronunciation. Whereas if I learn the words in audio or reading with audio (like subtitles in videos, L R Method etc) then I will hopefully pick up the pronunciation while I'm learning the word. However - even just subs aren't working ideally, I read the subs much better than I hear the Japanese audio of the new words. So I'm still sort of learning new words I can't remember the pronunciation of, just watching videos with subs. But I imagine my listening is too weak and actual vocab known too low (without Kanji to help me) to comprehend new info enough to LEARN new words, from listening alone.

That said, I listened to about an hour of ffx audio and I could follow it fine. I don't think I picked up any new words tho, I think I was just able to rely on prior knowledge of the scenes in English. So I'm unsure if audio only immersion would be enough to learn new words. Might be part of the immersion experiment though.

But yeah I tried reading Njer Automata A Long Story Short and I could read it a bit? Which was very cool! But I was pausing constantly to look up words because I do NOT know the pronunciations and know my mental chinese pronunciation is wrong.

[honeypwark]

[ New Recruit ]

↳ Pre-Debut era

↳ Xiang isn't going to be in the girl group for the 2017 JYP trainee showcase. Xiang is less than pleased. Chan becomes well aware of that fact.

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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

Being a kpop trainee is not the fanfiction dream most fans think it to be. You don't meet all your favorite artists on the first day (or ever, really). The actual training is grueling. There are constant dance and vocal and rap lessons, along with language and instrument classes.

Not to mention the behavior classes where you're literally told how to act. Also, the foreigners have to learn how to become some kind of fake Korean. You don't get to go home on holidays most of the time.

And there's this overlying fear that at any moment you could not measure up to what your company wants you to be and you'll be sent home without a chance of redemption.

"Are you done being melodramatic or do you want to keep spiraling into a depressive episode?"

"You want an honest answer?"

Yeji rolls her eyes, "Come on, Changie. Groups are being announced for the showcase soon and I want to be there when it's posted."

"Sorry, I need to wallow in self pity for a little longer."

"No, you don't. Now come on!"

Xiang groans as her friend and fellow trainee pulls her up off the ground and out of the dorm.

"She's alive! I figured you'd have killed yourself with how long it was taking," Ryujin comments as Yeji drags Xiang out into the hallway with the rest of the trainees in their dorm.

"Don't tempt me."

The group of girls makes their way to the bus stop, where they ride to their company building and file inside. More trainees are already waiting for the announcing of teams for the trainee showcase.

Just as the last group of trainees arrives, a dance instructor walks down the hall. The trainees who had been buzzing with excitement and talking amongst themselves fall quiet as they step out of her way as she pins the sheet to the announcement board. She walks away like nothing a moment later and the trainees all climb on top of each other trying to read the paper.

Lily Morrow jumps away happily with a few other soloists, the remaining trainees pressing forward to read the assignments. Yeji pushes Xiang forward as a space opens up, leaning over her shoulder.

Yeji pokes Xiang in the back, "You're a rap soloist, who saw that coming?"

Xiang nudges her as much as she can in the tight crowd of eager trainees. She continues reading the list, looking further down at the teams.

Trainee Bang Chan's Project Team

Junior Team: Boy Story

She skips past that.

Girls 2 Team

There it is.

Members: Mashiro, Park Sunmin, Park Yejin, Shin Ryujin, Shin Yuna, Lee Chaeryoung, and Hwang Yeji

Xiang blinks and reads the names again. And again. And a fourth time.

She still doesn't see her Korean name (Ji Changho) anywhere under Girls 2 Team. She guesses it's okay she wasn't chosen as a debut-worthy trainee (not really, that sucks major ass but okay) but then she hears someone say something from behind her, not realizing she can hear them.

"Why is Changho in Chan's team?"

"What?" Xiang mutters, lifting her gaze back up the list to Bang Chan's Project Team.

And there, right between Lee Yongbok and Han Jisung, is Ji Changho, a member of Trainee Bang Chan's Project Team. Until now, Xiang had thought that Chan's team would be a male only group.

Chan is a decent enough guy a few years older than Xiang. He is currently JYP's longest training trainee, a great leader and an even better producer, good at all three of the fundamental idol skills as well as just a nice guy. No one ever has anything bad to say about him.

But why the hell is she listed to be a member of his team for the showcase, especially when he got to choose the trainees he wanted? He didn't even ask her first before signing her up unwillingly.

She looks above the crowd of trainees and finds Chan's dirty blonde head of hair. She detaches herself from Yeji and the crowd of trainees. She makes her way over to Chan.

"Why is she part of the team? I thought it was just us nine guys."

"I know, but I've seen how good she is and she produces, too. Have you heard her tracks?"

"Yes, everyone has, but that doesn't mean she should be a part of the group."

"For once I have to agree with Han on something."

Chan turns away from Jisung to face Xiang, who stands with her arms crossed and hip popped.

"But you... you said you'd join the group. I talked to you about it."

"Uh, no, I didn't and you didn't talk to me about anything."

"I didn't? But..."

Chan's confused expression shifts to absolute terror, covering his mouth with his hand as he looks at Xiang with wide eyes.

"That was a dream."

"Are you messing with me?"

"No, I-," he groans and drags his hands down his face, "God, I'm so sorry, Xianghao."

"Using my real name doesn't fix this, Christopher. You know that it's either your group or the girl group that's going to debut. If this stops me from debuting, I am going to chop your dick off."

Chan swallows nervously, "Understood. I-I'll go talk to JYP now."

Chan runs off.

"You're so confident that we're not going to debut, then?"

Xiang turns to Jisung, "Honestly, fuck off, Han. I am not in the mood for your shit."

[youremeimyou]

The Lesser Gods of Bangtanis(pt.3)

Introduction - Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3

pairings: Kim Taehyung x reader, Jeon Jungkook x reader, OT7(this fic is about all of the boys’ characters, not just ‘Y/Nxsomeone’ focused) genre: angst, fluff, comedy, adventure.. -fantasy au, medieval au, magic au, royal au word count: 3.9k warnings: psychic episode?(trance-like state)

Description: Princess Y/N, who holds the fate of her people on her shoulders arrives at the kingdom of Bangtanis, that is the home of our mighty heroes. What will the destiny of our heroes be, when she brings along a threat called dark magic and a little bit of love with her?

A/N: Back with pt3 after a long time.. I don’t wanna quit on this fic cuz I really like the story so I’ll try really hard to get motivated for the next parts as well(feedback really helps) Anyways, this part is actually just Y/N and Tae going on a fancy royal date. But of course with a little twist at the end. Enjoy!

Prince Taehyung arrived at the cottage and saw that there were two horses outside the door. He pet the horses and went in. As soon as he was inside, Y/N and Jungkook -who had obviously been discussing something, sitting closely on the sofa- immediately stopped talking and whipped their heads towards the door.

"You're back!" the princess mused. She didn't know why his return made her feel giddy inside.

"Seems like I'm interrupting." Taehyung replied coldly as he stared at Jungkook, who had already gotten up in order to leave.

"Of course not, my lord. In fact I was just leaving." The younger boy respectfully stated before walking to the door. "Have a good night, my lord. Sleep well, Y/N." And with that he went out, rendering the prince dumbfounded with the way he adressed the princess. That shy village boy just bid her goodnight in a very sincere way.

"So what are the news from the castle?" Y/N went closer to Taehyung and sat on a chair. But he was busy noticing the bread crumbs on the table. "Did you eat with Jungkook?" he asked without looking at her.

"Oh, Guk said his sister prepared something for him. He shared it with me."

"Guk, is it?" The prince was even more bothered than before. Since when were those two such good friends?

"Hm?" Y/N acted like she didn't catch the annoyed tone in his voice.

"Well I hope you enjoyed your little picnic. I'll have this lovely meal by myself, then." He took the food he brought from the castle out of his bag and placed them on plates. Y/N's eyes grew big, it looked delicious. "It's been a long while since we ate, though." she said while staring at the food Taehyung was enjoying. After a while, he pushed some of the plates in front of her, silently offering her to join. She smiled excitedly in return.

"So did you talk to the king? What did he say?" Y/N asked, her voice muffled because of the food.

"Yes. He said he'll announce his final decision tomorrow at the feast."

Y/N gulped down her last bite in shock. "Feast?!" She got up from her seat before continuing. "What feast?" Taehyung knew she'd protest to such an idea.

"The traditional welcoming feast. They're really strict about these things. It's in order to help the people feel as though things are okay, I guess." Taehyung also stood up and started cleaning the table from food crumbs. He was very calm, in contrast to Y/N.

"But things aren't okay! I want to know if-"

"Namjoon hyung is most likely to announce good news, like that he'll send reinforcements." Taehyung added as he organized the chairs around the table back in place.

Y/N's protests stopped immediately and her eyes started sparkling. "Really?"

"Yeah. After our last talk, he seemed to have finally made his mind that he'll help."

Hearing this made Y/N so happy that in a moment of excitement she leaped towards Taehyung, capturing him in a tight hug. He was surprised at first but then he wrapped his arms around her, too. After staying like that for some time, Y/N realized what she was doing and quickly retreated back.

"Sorry, I-" the princess cursed on the inside for blushing over something so simple. "I'm just really glad to hear that." And Taehyung understood her excitement. He too was glad. Almost like it was his own kingdom that would be saved. He gave her a warm smile.

"You have to appear at the feast tomorrow, though. Hyung wants to talk to you."

Even though the idea of a feast at a time like this felt absurd, Y/N knew kingdoms had to maintain traditions at rough times for their people's sake. So she nodded without any more complaints.

"But you can't make an appearance wearing these boy trousers of yours." Taehyung teased. She was wearing the same shirt and pants she wore the day she arrived in the city. Instead of the daily robes the prince had borrowed for her from Duchess Minji.

"Hey, I washed these yesterday. They're clean and presentable." Y/N never really was comfortable wearing dresses in daily life because she'd always be running around, sparring or horse riding.

"But they don't exactly match the dress code for a fancy event, do they?"

The princess rolled her eyes. "I don't have my luggage here-" she was interrupted by Taehyung clearing his throat and pointing at the side of the door where he put her luggage after carrying it here on his way back.

"You brought it.." Everytime he'd act thoughtful like this, it caught Y/N off guard.

"Still, you probably don't have anything fancy in there. So I also brought this." He handed her the fancy gown he bought from the royal tailor. A dark red night dress with delicate embroidery stitched around the neck cleavage. Even Y/N who didn't really like dresses thought it was beautiful. "I think this will fit you perfectly." Taehyung's mouth curved up to form his signiture smirk.

"Whatever, Prince Smug."

The next day Y/N woke up to find Taehyung already gone. He had left a note on the table that read,

"Be ready before sundown and don't go running off to Jungkook or anything. I'll come pick you up and take you to the castle."

She was planning to spar with Jungkook again, today. But after all the effort the prince seemed to be making for her and her cause, she decided to do as he said.

Sundown came by fast. Y/N had done her best to look her most presentable self but there was no sign of the prince. The princess couldn't wait to talk with King Namjoon, to thank him and discuss details. Her impatience growing every minute, she decided to wait outside. So that when he arrives, she could scold the prince immediately for being late. But.. Then he showed up, running down the forest path on his beautiful, radiant white horse.

He stopped in front of Y/N, wearing a confused look. "Why are you outside?" It took a moment for Y/N to register his words. Nobody could deny the prince's natural attractiveness. But in this graceful formal attire, he was a sight for sore eyes to say the least.

"I- you were-"

"Late, I know. I'm sorry. I was trying to look more presentable." He had to take a quick breath once he took in the way Y/N looked. "But- I would've tried harder if I knew you'd be looking like this."

The princess nervously blinked. Where were her words? Why couldn't she mutter them out? She hoped the darkness of the evening was hiding the slight red of her cheeks.

"I was definetely spot on again with your body measurements." Prince Smug was back with his endless teasing, which brought Y/N out of the daze she was in. "Well, you almost look like an actual prince like this." Taehyung lifted an eyebrow but Y/N added quickly. "I'm pretty sure it's the horse, though."

He rolled his eyes and held out his hand to help her get on the horse. Being always eager to prove her skills, she wouldn't have normally taken his hand. But since tonight was a special occasion, she decided to play the lady role a little better.

The royal ballroom was bigger than the one at the princess' castle. Decorations for the feast were wonderful and if it wasn't for the chaos that was going on back at her home, she could really enjoy attending this event.

Taehyung stopped her suddenly and pulled her to a corner outside of the hall. "I forgot- if anyone asks, you are a duchess that came with the princess. We should come up with a name, too." He kept listing female names he knew. It was quite a long list.

"I won't remember any of those. My double's name is Yuna. I can use that."

"Okay, Yuna it is. Just stay close to me, no one would be suspicious of someone I brought with me." He said and took Y/N's hand to place it softly on his arm. Then they entered the hall once again but this time the prince seemed even more graceful as they strolled inside.

Everyone expected him to sit beside the king and his advisors as he usually does. But instead, he pulled a seat away from where all the high ranking people were, helped the princess sit down and took the seat next to her for himself. All the attention in the room was focused on the two. Until Jung Hoseok started speaking.

"Thank you all for coming. Despite the unfortunate events that are occuring, we are grateful to have Princess Y/N and her company here with us. Let us all come together and support each other through these hard times."

A round of applause came from the crowd and then the king started talking. "Times are indeed hard for the curse of dark magic has returned." People gasped in terror. "But, it cannot be as strong as it used to be. And we as a kingdom that won't stand for cruelty, shall help our friends in overcoming this threat." Some people were surprised, some were afraid and some seemed to support the idea. But the princess was the happiest of all. Taehyung could see it all over her face.

Meals and drinks were served and there was music in the background. But after a while the music stopped. Only a drum roll could be heard. Y/N saw everyone turning their heads to the door in excitement. Then, the jester made an entrance. A man was throwing knives at him from the other side and he dodged every single one while elegantly dancing and twirling around. The princess was shocked. Was he crazy? One wrong move and he could easily be killed.

When he was done, the crowd gave him a standing ovation. But the jester kept the show going with more amazing moves, magic tricks and dance numbers. Y/N had never seen such an entertainment from a jester before, or from anyone.

The show finished and the jester took a seat next to Taehyung and Y/N after reciving another round of applause. Y/N turned to him. "That was.. How did you do all of those? Your performance was incredable!" Jimin smiled and blushed shyly, as if he didn't just make everyone in the room fall in love with him.

"We thank our jester who never ceases to impress us with new and unbelievable shows." Kim Seokjin said as he gathered the people's attention. "It is time however, for another type of entertainment. Princess Y/N, would you mind joining us for a rather fun tradition of ours?"

Taehyung had to hold Y/N's arm to stop her from getting up after the mention of her name. "Having a double is new for you, isn't it?" He was right. It was kind of hard getting used to it for Y/N. Her double on the other hand got up at once and walked towards the center of the hall. "Of course, it would be an honour." Thank god Yuna was a good actress.

"We usually have representitives of both kingdoms participate in something as an icebreaker and even cultural bonding. I thought you might represent yours and for us it could be.." Seokjin trailed off, searching around the room for a candidate. "Well, a prince would suit best for a princess so it shall be Prince Kim Taehyung."

Taehyung had been selected to put on a quick show like this many times, in many feasts with many princesses. Unsurprised, he went next to Yuna, Y/N’s double. But on the inside he wished he could be doing this with the actual princess, somehow.

“Excellent! As our guest of honour, you should choose what you’ll show the good people here, princess. Would you like to sing? Or dance?” Kim Seokjin asked excitedly while Yuna looked around, unsurely. “You can even throw some knives at him like earlier with the jester if you’d like.” Seokjin joked in a teasing tone and everyone laughed at his suggestion.

“I heard you were an actor, Prince Taehyung. I also love theatre, so.. perhaps a quick scene?”

Taehyung was surprised. Normally most would choose to have a dance with the tall, handsome prince. But it made sense as he thought more about it, since Yuna was already acting, even in that very moment. So he politely nodded and went next to Kim Seokjin who was still standing near his seat.

“Who is that lady standing over there by her lonesome?” he asked Seokjin, clearly in character. And Seokjin -another theatre artist- caught up quickly. “I know not, sir.”

Taehyung started walking slowly towards Yuna again. “Oh, she teaches torches how to burn bright. She stands out against the night. Like a rich jewel in an Ethiope’s ear. Beauty too rich for use, for earth too dear. Did my heart love till now? Forswear it, sight! For I never saw true beauty till this night.”

While he said his lines, every women was shooting jealous stares at who they thought was the princess. But Taehyung’s attention was focused on the actual one, who was sitting behind her double. Which had left Y/N baffled. She quickly blamed the little vine she had, convincing herself the eye contact with the prince was an illusion of her mind.

Even Yuna, who happened to be a great actress was left speechless at Taehyung's performance and couldn't come up with a response. So the show ended quickly with the crowd applauding. Yuna and Taehyung went back to their seats after bowing to each other and the feast went on.

"I told you I was an actor, princess. How did you like my performance?" Taehyung asked Y/N in a low voice.

She responded as quietly. "You're lucky you were up there with Yuna. I would've chosen to throw knives." Taehyung faked a dramatic gasp and they both giggled. "Tell me Prince Romantic, which one of these lovely duchesses have you borrowed this dress from? I thought I'd be able to tell from the way she'd look at me but more than just one are sending me death stares." Y/N asked as she searched the hall with her eyes.

"I didn't borrow it. I had seen this dress in the royal tailor's chambers, once. He never sold it to any of the duchesses, claiming that it was a speacial piece of art."

"How did you get your hands on it, then?"

"I convinced him that this piece of art would be worn by someone no less than art, herself."

Y/N wasn't expecting such a compliment and therefore she was once more baffled and very much embarresed at her blushing cheeks. She wanted to not be speechless at his words but her mind couldn't come up with anything. Thankfully, King Namjoon interrupted.

“I don’t think I’ve met this fair lady you’re accompanying tonight, Taehyung?”

“Oh, my lord I’m sorry. This is Duchess Yuna who came with Princess Y/N.” the two played along, making sure people nearby would hear and not get suspicious. Then the king took a seat next to Y/N and began talking in a low voice. “My lady, I’m sorry for the inconvinience. You hide yourself while this whole feast was organized primarely for you.” The king seemed somehow intimidating to Y/N at first but now she could see the kind side of him.

“It’s alright, really. I’m just glad to have the chance to talk to you, my lord.”

“As I’ve said earlier, we are willing to help you. But I need to prepare my men before sending them out to fight the creatures of the night. They might be the best warriors in the realm but even they don’t know the terrors of dark magic.”

“Of course, I agree. And I have to add that I’m very thankful for your support.”

The king sincerely smiled and continued. “I’m still not sure if my reinforcements will be enough. What about your army?”

“They’re all locked in the dungeons. At least.. they were when I left.” The princess could feel sorrow bulding up inside her again at the thought of leaving. But there was no other choice. “If we can free them, they’ll be ready to fight.” And of course, if they’re not dead.

“I don’t think creatures of the night would kill them. Instead they’d want to use them to enhance their army. So, they’d be trying to break them.” The king said as if he read Y/N’s mind. But Y/N knew her people were strong minded. She could feel that there was still hope. “I know they’ll hold on until their last breath.” She said confidently.

“Then, we shall free them once we’re there.”

After discussing all of the details the king went back to his throne and a short while later, the feast came to an end. People one by one started to leave.

“I think we should also be heading back.” Taehyung whispered in Y/N’s ear. She nodded but before they could leave, Min Yoongi showed up, requesting to talk to the princess. Taehyung could tell he wanted to speak only with her so he went to find Jimin, leaving them alone.

“I hope the cottage is alright for you, princess. I know it’s not much but-”

“No! It’s more then enough Lord Yoongi. Thank you for allowing me to stay there.” Y/N really didn’t care for comfort in her situation. She was in fact glad to be out of sight.

“Listen, princess. I know the king has decided to send our men to help your kingdom. I want you to know I was against it.”

This came as a shock to Y/N.

“Not because I’m unsympathetic, but because I have exprience when it comes to dark magic.” His face became gloomy and his voice almost trembled as he spoke. “But the king would never go back on his word. We’ll face nightmares beyond your worst imaginations in order to save your land. So, I need to know if you're strong enough to make hard choices.”

What did he mean by that? Y/N couldn’t understand. But she knew one thing. “I don’t know what I’ll face but I assure you, there is nothing I wouldn’t do to save the people I love and care about. I hope that's a good enough answer for you.”

Min Yoongi nodded after staring her in the eyes for a while and left. Just as he was going, Taehyung came back with Jimin beside him. “Are you ready to go?”

“Yeah..”

Taehyung noticed the confusion on her face but decided to ask her about it when they get to the cottage, where they could speak freely. It was silent as him, Y/N and Jimin walked out of ballroom and into the hallway. Unable to bare the tension, Jimin decided to crack a couple of stupid jokes and comments about the night. Which eventually had Taehyung cackling and even the confused princess smiling. But then something happened.

Jimin suddenly collapsed to the ground. He was shaking and unconscious. There was no response as Taehyung and Y/N called out his name time after time, panic taking over them. His eyeballs had gone completely white and his pupils were gone. While Taehyung helplessly called for the guards, Jimin finally came out of it. Eyes going back to normal and his consciousness returning.

“Jimin! Are you alright? What happened? What-”

Y/N stopped Taehyung from yelling loudly. “Let’s just get him to the physician.”

With the guards’ help they carried him to the physician’s chambers quickly. After examining him carefully he shook his head from side to side in confusion. “There doesn’t seem to be anything wrong with him. Not physically, at least.”

“Are you absolutely sure, physician?” Taehyung’s tone was deadly serious. Not that it wasn’t obvious before but the extreme concern on his features showed Y/N clearly how much he really cared for his best friend.

“Yes, my lord. As always, he’s very healthy.”

Jimin tried to stand up but Taehyung stopped him from moving. “Not so fast, jester.”

“Taehyung you heard the phys-”

“I saw you back there and you were not alright, Jimin.”

Jimin gave up with a sigh. “Okay, I’ll tell you what’s going on. But we have to get out of here first.”

They got out of the room and went to Jimin’s chambers, all the while the prince cautiously watched the jester. They sat Jimin down and he started explaining.

“This isn’t the first time. I thought they were just nightmares but now-” he stopped himself. But Taehyung was impatient. “What? What do you see?” he asked.

Jimin hesitantly answered. “It’s always the same thing. You on your knees. And a blade run through your chest.” Neither Taehyung nor Y/N was expecting that.

“And there’s a man in front of you, looking down at you. It feels like I know him in the dream. But I can’t make him out when I wake up.”

Both Y/N and Taehyung were looking at him in complete shock and utter confusion. Jimin faked a smile. “It’s just a recurring dream, guys-”

“A dream you suddenly start to have going in a trance when a moment ago you were wide awake?” Y/N cut him off. “Jimin, you’re having visions.”

He laughed in disbelief. “I’m not an oracle, princess.”

“But you do have magic. I could tell from the moment I met you. You’re always subtle but I’ve spent time with many wizards, it didn’t escape my attention.”

“Wha-”

“Oh, come on. Do you deny always being able to tell when people lie? And you can tell exactly what people are thinking just by looking at them, can’t you? You’re a reader. It’s rare even amongst wizards but it’s obvious that’s what you are!”

It was silent for a moment. Y/N guessed Taehyung was trying to process all that new information.

“I always follow your hunches and you never turn out to be wrong. Thinking back to all of those moments, there literally isn’t a single time you weren’t right!” It looked like Taehyung was having a moment of clarity. But then he frowned. “Why didn’t you ever tell me?”

“I never thought it was magic, I swear! I always thought I had strong senses. That’s probably all there is to it anyway-”

“That morning you brought me and Y/N breakfast, you just came storming in. But I know for a fact that I locked the door the night before.”

And Jimin’s moment of clarity hit him right then. “I know. It was locked. I just wished it wouldn’t be and.. it wasn’t anymore.” he admitted. Both to them and to himself.

“And these visions are proof that your skill are improving-” Y/N tried to explain more but Jimin snapped at her. “No! They can’t be visions of the future that would mean that Taehyung-” he lowered his volume before continuing. “that he’s going to get fatally wounded.”

As if they didn’t have enough troubles at hand everything had gotten ten times more complicated. Taehyung made them promise not to speak of this anywhere for the time being, in order to protect Jimin’s identity as an unregistered wizard. And they all swore to trying to figure all of this out together as a team.

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A/N: Soo yeah.. things are probably about to go downhill from now on. Though idk when it'll come out, pt4 is in my plans if anyone follows the series. The theatre piece is from Romeo and Juliet(with a few adjustments of mine to make it fit the story) because no way could I write an actual improv, way out of my league. Thank you if you read my thing and hope you enjoyed it :) pls stay at home, wash your hands and take good care of yourself.