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mad--sad--bad · 1 year ago

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the emptiness in me has teeth

#bpd #i feel empty #emptiness #mentally ill #overthinking #traumatized #trapped #exhausted #overwhelmed #too much and not enough #i don't belong here #i can't handle this #need another world #hate everything #tired and sad #it hurts #mental breakdown

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orengejoshi · 12 days ago

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Pregnancy as a kink makes me uncomfortable so man am I glad your pregg Flug stuff is explicitly not kink oriented!

yeah I... don't wanna judge anyone... but it's more than that, it's downright terrifying to me. Blame my hormones bc I'm expecting irl but wow... I'm very sensitive and it feels dehumanizing. but ig that is kinda the point of the kink(?)

it's so common in fandoms!

I'm completely vanilla anyway tho, so not surprising.

I've tried to pretend for a super long time that I'm into kink, but most of them are off putting and I consider them intrusive thoughts, not fantasies. I'm kinda fluctuating between sex-repulsed and neutral (aroace) even fictional... ig kink just isn't for me. I tried so hard to get over it. I know some people in my asks/requests are gonna be disappointed but I'm sorry💔

I'm slightly ashamed of how boring I am and I have serious trouble connecting to anyone in fandoms due to this actually🤕 feel like the most NT autistic person ever.

anyway here's a doodle!

#that's autism for you #I'm sadly really picky and easily grossed out by things #I'm not even trying to be judgemental #I wish I was such a person that is just chill with everything but I have more icks than likes #so my fandom experience is like 80% discomfort and trying to avoid things without shutting out the majority of content in the first place #from what I heard I seem to have this problem particularly in this fandom bc the series is horror.#and I ship a toxic ship.#but I neither enjoy horror nor this trope. so what the fuck am I doing here #how did I get here. I'm lost guys #but yeah; it naturally attracts more people that are into quite dark or hardcore things #and I'm just sitting here with my soft dick in my hand wondering where it all went wrong #i don't belong here #I can't relate to 99% of people #honestly? I just... like Flug....... I just adore the autistic scientist #and I wanna SMOOCH him but I can't identify too well with myself or thus my sona #so how the fuck am I gonna smooch and love on this man #I need SOME second character for this!!#well Black Hat is pretty cool and easier to draw than the rest; I like his design...#so here we are.#I'm not really in it with my heart. I don't understand the essence of this ship. I'm a fandom blep #that's why a lot of content is probably disturbing and upsetting as hell to me.#but that's just my theroy..... a Joshi™ theory #sorry for rant I am bored and tired😔#enjoy #villainous #villanos #dr flug #kenning flugslys #my art #ask reply

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dumblr · 2 years ago

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I feel like, I'm in the wrong world.

#quotes #feelings #emotions #thoughtful #wise words #life quotes #world of darkness #sad thoughts #sad qutoes #sad reality #i don't belong here #not for me #strange world #strange people #dumblr

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giive-up-the-ghost · 2 months ago

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#the ghost sings #radiohead cover #Creep #I don't belong here

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randik-86 · 4 months ago

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Running this path barefoot,

Trying to find the solution,

Fearing the unknown,

Feeling so out of place,

So I close my eyes,

Dream of being somewhere else,

So many failed attempts of trying to belong...

©️randik86

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howifeltabouthim · 3 months ago

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A creeping fear began slowly consuming Orwen, a fear that no one would ever see him. He would never be at home anywhere, because his body itself was a foreign country to him, and the person who other people saw was a stranger to him. How was it not obvious to them that he was a boy? Everybody else looked like who they were. Why not him?

Lev Grossman, from The Bright Sword

#transgender #gender dysphoria #gender #identity #i don't belong here #relatable #outsider #disconnect #shut out #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #lev grossman #the bright sword

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maryjaneszombies-blog · 17 days ago

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I can't get rid of this feeling

It's driving me insane

#i don't belong here

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crown-eats-rocks · 9 months ago

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radiohead could've easily done hamlet and macbeth but shakespeare could NEVER have made creep

#likeee #i'm a creep #i'm a weirdo #what the hell am i doing here #i don't belong here #shakespeare only WISHES #shakespeare #william shakespeare #radiohead #music #creep #macbeth #hamlet #romeo and juliet #was rereading romeo and juliet and this just occurred to me

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lotte8thepaint · 7 months ago

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Live Laugh Love silly cats

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downfalldestiny · 1 year ago

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Idon't wanna be here any more 🖤 !.

#i don't belong here #i don't belong anywhere #Mood #Vibes #downfalldestiny #life #downfall #magic destinations #magical world #magic moments #حياة #Pain

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lethal-liability · 9 days ago

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Literally nothing more depressing than spending all weekend at ren faire having the time of my life and then waking up this morning and having to clock into my office job. I fucking hate reality

#not to be like 'take me back'#but please for the love of god take me back #i don't belong here #ari screams into the void

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mad--sad--bad · 10 months ago

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I only live in nostalgia and scenarios..

#nostalgia #scenarios #don't want the real life #reality is boring #reality is cruel #i need more #i don't belong here #i belong in my dream world #exhausted #bpd #traumatized #mentally ill #can't stand it here #i need this safe space #need my scenarios #i have to lose myself in it #don't want to be human #want to be free

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dreamdropsystemarchive · 2 years ago

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I DON'T BELONG HERE

#my edits #dereality #unreality #i don't belong here #i don't belong #belong #belonging #vent #trauma #eye strain #eyestrain #cw #vent edit #trauma edit #dissociation #derealization #depersonalization #weird

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patchyourbrokenwings · 10 months ago

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I've always felt that I don't belong anywhere, no matter how hard I tried to fit in. I hoped this dreadful feeling would fade away eventually but I have never felt more like an outsider, the one who doesn't feel at home anywhere, than I feel now.

#it's so strange #i feel invisible and simultaneously very exposed #i don't belong here

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morbidlittlebitch · 10 months ago

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The more i try to spend time around other people the more lonely and alone i feel, and the more i feel as if i do not belong in this world.

#depression #depressed #alone #lonely #i don't belong here #sad

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howifeltabouthim · 1 year ago

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I wasn't like the other kids, not ever. I was always seeing and feeling stuff they didn't see and feel . . .

Siri Hustvedt, from The Blazing World

#outsider #outcast #esp #psychic #gifted #sensitive #unhappy childhood #i don't belong here #personal #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #siri hustvedt #the blazing world

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