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silverwindptv · 4 months

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#I just feel so lonely and left out #I know I shouldn’t feel this way but it sucks #like being purposefully alienated from something isn’t fun and I’m not a fan #and then I tell my mom and say I’m in a bad mood and then she proceeds to ask me a dumb question #so I respond and she’s like why are you snapping at me #I just want to curl up in a bed and cry my eyes out #I don’t want to go on vacation #I just feel like people are leaving me behind #and it makes me so sad #maybe I should go to therapy #I’ve been really upset and angry recently #that’s probably why no one wants to be around me #I just ruin everything #also that group of people are mean and alienating #fuck then

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the-adventures-of-dave · 7 months

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I’m going on vacation! I haven’t left the country since Dave was a year old (and the catsitters decided to go skiing instead of feeding him properly the last two days) so suffice to say I’m a little nervous leaving them behind. Luckily we have some great friends watching them now so hopefully all goes well!

#we are going to the us #I’m very excited it’s been so long since I’ve been on a real vacation #though now that I’m an adult my priorities are way differnt #I don’t need to do anything crazy I just want to enjoy warm weather #and the cheaper American groceries

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transmechanicus · 4 months

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Kind of hard to ask as anon

But you doing ok?

Need to vent?

Hi very kind and thoughtful of you to ask, i am doing mmmmm suboptimal but i do not need to vent to a person per se, so much as i need to say absolutely insane shit in my tags and have everyone pretend not to see <3

#my stuff #asks #this is the problem with using tumblr as a multi-role platform bc when i want to talk about my fcuking metnal illness i stress-#about my online friends judging me for it #not in like a mean sense but just that it feels like it would change their opinion of me #like on tumblr u can say you have adhd or autism (i have the latter and likely the former)#but anything more intense is regarded as sketchy #so when i’m having symptoms disease of an additional metnal illness it’s like hmmm i don’t think i’m supposed to talk about that #mostly because the majority of the time it’s something i mask over #and do subconsciously until i get particularly tired or stressed or fatigued #so when i get to those states i’m trying extra hard not to blindside everyone with what a fucking mutant i am under the surface #like yippee hooray more ammunition for some transphobe to use in 3 weeks next time i get anon hate #anyways im. tired. i need more tattoos. i need a vacation. i need a forever hug. i need to feel cute. i need things to just be okay #i need to not be fractured into so many snapping pieces i need to know what is expected of us #i need to not feel like an adult babysitting a child who’s actually controlling me #i feel weak and undisciplined but i know fixing those won’t fill the hole gnawing my heart #im going to bed. blegh.

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palms-upturned · 3 months

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#meg talks #tmi gross medical stuff ig #oh but also #emeto warning #menstruation warning #tried to put on my hip brace and the compression or the way i moved made me spasm so bad i puked #i can’t keep fucking doing this man im nearly out of leave time #and im so physically exhausted it’s a struggle to stay awake even after like 10 hours of sleep #and my period has been going for like a fucking month straight #what is going ON #‘’you have long covid’’ ‘’you need to see a gyno’’ ‘’you need steroid shots’’ ‘’you need physical therapy’’ ‘’you need a wfh job’’#‘’you need a ground floor apartment’’ ‘’you need to eat better’’ ‘’you need new meds’’#‘’you need to take more regular vacations to rest’’ ‘’you need to stress less’’#well where the FUCK do i get the money for any of these things #like what am i supposed to do abt any of these problems without money. or a college degree ig but that comes back to money #i just want a wfh job where i can be part of a union… or even union staff… i don’t want to give up the fight…#sigh.

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quirinah · 3 months

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misc sixth year month drawings

#I DIDNT DRAW AT ALL. WOW. OOPS #failed yall…..#nintama #nintama rantarou #忍たま乱太郎 #rkrn #quirinahdraws #suzugouya yoshirou #kema tomesaburou #nanamatsu koheita #zenpouji isaku #vacation no free time kicking my ass. sorry #trying to become more manga o blood group hair color pilled #imo I really like auburn haired koheita. it suits him #but I feel like black haired isaku is just a little more mysterious #thou in the end I like how kiki anime koheita is and how bouba anime isaku is (??????)#Promise to duel reaired recently and that tweet where the official account accidentally slapped yoshirou’s kema disguise onto a kema pin go #a bunch of notes LMFOAOAOAOAOAOAOO I kind of want to see kema in the yamabushi fit. I had a doodle #last august where he was disguised as one and everyone kept trying to call him yoshirou. I want nhk to poke at these two looking similar #a second time!! he and isaku can match in their little monk disguises!!#oomf pointed out how it’s nice that yoshirou and kema are still recognizable even in disguise and even looking so similar. it’s the eyebrow #don’t even have context for the third one. It’s just dumb and over the top idk why isaku turned into a magical girl villain. rock on tome #digital

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minthandsoap · 10 months

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had so many ideas for limoreau but can’t seem to write them out. so i tink this a sign to take a goddamn break

#gen v #limoreau #but i don’t want to #let me focus on school for once #This is good because I go on vacation soon so I have time for myself and for my brain to reconfigurate

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shatterthefragments · 3 months

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I HABENT LOOKDD THRIUHH SGUFF YER

But

HOLY CRAP TINY TATTOO FLASH DEALS AT A LOCAL-ER STUDIO THAN THE ONE I NORMALLY GO TO I COULD GET A BUNCH OF GOOD STUFF AFTER I COME BACK FRLM SAILING IF I CAN AFFORD IT??? (I’d love some fruit and sparkles and stuff around one of my text tattoos BUT it’s also Summer… but aaah!!! It would be SUCH AN AMAZING DEAL!!!!)

#I guess getting art and filling my body with joy is my biggest fixation rn actually?#shatters’ tattoos #I would Definitely Be ashamed for getting them when I don’t have much money but also 👀#(ah shit right I need to pick a course and pay for that as well…)#(I should check how much vacation I’ve accrued again before I leave for a couple weeks…#NOT ASHAMED - I would Be Shamed for spending money on them #I just. don’t want to go back and reroute #retuve #retype

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fluff-e-boy · 2 months

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Messy comic about messy mornings with memory loss

#if you recognize my phone background you get a forehead kiss #I wanna go homeeee #tired of this vacation house . I want to hug my mom in a tiny kitchen while dog barks at us for not including her #also I cannot remember what my fathers face looks like. actually. like I know we look similar enough #theres an uncanny picture somewhere from when I had darker hair . it looked just like him #or I think it did. don’t remember what exactly that looked like either #uh . anyways #lore lore #art lore #ok bye

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meaningtotellyou · 4 months

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i just feel like my entire life is at a stand still right now and it’s extremely annoying

#like i don’t want to be here really anymore and i can’t go anywhere until apartments call me back 😔#her boyfriend keeps coming over and im just uncomfortable and trapped in my room all day #is this gonna be my vacation #he just got back over here for the night again

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binders-and-beanies · 9 days

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I hate rich people and no I’m not just talking about billionaires

#‘the ruling class has won if we’re all being pitted against each other!!’#sure but i have to actually deal with moderately rich people in real life and they are absolutely evil people #im not mad at people for living comfortably and having nice things and experiences. everyone should have that #im mad at people for claiming they are the poorest people in the world while they live in giant houses and don’t have jobs #and go on international vacations every month and add additions onto their house just for funsies #I hate people who have a million times more than I could ever dream of and yet act like it’s my fault for not having more #if me never being able to dream of living comfortably is my fault for having tattoos #then I’m allowed to hate you for not having to experience any problems or scarcity and having luxuries handed to you #rant inspired by my father bc he described the very detail renovation he’s getting next #and his big vacation next week. and in the same breath called my mom lazy for having been denied for Medicaid #that is evil. he is evil. yes he counts as rich and yes I’m allowed to hate people like him even if he isn’t personally ruining the world #yes these people have completely different lives than me. I do not have to pretend they aren’t incredibly privileged #sorry I don’t feel bad that people like that can only afford to go to Italy and the Bahamas and not Also Alaska this month #they don’t have to have compassion for peoples actual struggles so actually no I don’t have to put myself in their shoes #I fucking wish I could relate to a fraction of the ‘problems’ these people have #we are not the same. and I would never want to be like these people but yes I am jealous of the peace and leisure rich people have #mine #txt #vent post

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saltyztuna · 23 days

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Summer may be ending soon but y’know what’s never ending?

That’s right!- This Maniac’s Bloodlust and Competitiveness! Yippeeeeee~~~

(Based on that one ff14 red chocobo meme..)

#tunasal oc stuff #tunasal art #yunaci! oc tag: yuna #tunasal yuna #tunasal tunazz #yunaci! oc tag: seraphina #viola in the bg like ‘fuccckkk this poor fella is about to get his shit rocked and not in the fun way..’#poor gal does not receive enough pay nor vacation time for this sheet #‘ah yes a nice weekend by the shore enjoying a variety of beverages with my dear friends!!’#and then said friends proceed to destroy some chumps at volleyball and also like #literally destroy some of their bones #I don’t think ser quite has the whole conserve strength to not break literally everything #down yet- so if she isn’t paying attention she will destroy literally everything around her-like a bull in a china shop #that’s just what happens when you accidentally seal a calamity in a kid and just go ‘welp this wasn’t what we wanted..’#‘oh well!! have fun in the wilderness kid try not to get eaten by beasts!’#and then that kid doesn’t get properly socialized or trained really..#then that kid grows up into this chic #who you’d think would be rather well adjusted based purely on appearances?? but like she has a lot of repressed anger+then there’s the #whole dormant calamity thing..#so yeaaa extreme competive nature stemming from a fervent need to improve and get stronger #plus alooottt of repressed frustrations AND a sport revolving around #projectiles= a recipe for disaster and paperwork lots of paperwork..#sera is also not allowed to play uno❌#inette is also there! if only for the icey treats she was promised if she helped- and also maybe cus she just likes to feel included #she’s also lowkey enabling ser haha

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serdtse · 22 hours

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#I still have a week of vacations but I already can’t stop thinking how badly I don’t want to go back #maybe because I again received a text about some work tasks #and the thing is this place has a startup flair even though it’sa large corporation and the logical solution would be to go somewhere else #but the idea of having technical interviews again makes me nauseous #and the getting to know new people projects. Nonono #but staying here is like burning out in a day and then just surviving #quite tragic if you ask me #anyway i will now try to eliminate any work related thoughts in my head (probably will fail)

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starrytalking · 3 days

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Honestly realising it is completely fine to not want a romantic relationship not only because I just don’t want to but also because I don’t want the commitment and want to freely make decisions for my life just how I want to live it felt really nice :)