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SPOILERS FOR JRWI EPISODE 108
So, heh, how do we feel about Episode 108?
#jrwi spoilers#riptide spoilers#jrwi ep 108#jrwi fanart#fnc#fish and chips#gillion tidestrider#chip jrwi#screaming and crying and throwing up#I don’t want this dude to die#i’m scared#errors chaotic sketchbook
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You’re looking for something— no, someone, too, aren’t you?
(I can’t comprehend how you understand what’s going on, with your lifeless shell. Craft as you are.)
#isat#in stars and time#live a live#isat loop#cube live a live#RAHHHHHH [COMBINES MY FIXATIONS]#behold my crack fic au. tiny robot in dormont#I’m cooking let me cook. cube has the little guy little dude vibes#and is also canonically like. a baby?#their chapter in the game happens the day they were finished#so. a baby.#cube is so <3. their chapter is a space horror#I would 100% recommend at least watching a video of it#IT GOES CRAZYYYYYY#pov flicking a card that says die child die at the floor. so#anyways. this au makes no sense to anyone but me#this is MY funny house and I’m going to play in it#worlds smartest baby [a robot] figures out timeloop shit before the party more at 2#if you ask I WILL ramble abt the concept of this au I will#<- trying desperately to get away from working on my other au post#[I need to draw smth for it and I’m struggling lollll]#sitting here like ughhh I don’t wanna draw this imageee [puts off entire au post]#ANYWAYSSSS#LOOP WOULD HATE THIS KID. the fuck is a robot.#the fuck is this damn thing and how has it read me literally immediately#how dare you be made of craft. be artificial. and be able to read my despair like a book#how dare you; a fake being made by someone else. be more human to me than the people that once were my party#how dare you want to help me when I dont know you because you didn’t EXIST in my loops#…but. uh. thanks for the coffee. even if I can’t drink it I recognize the sentiment. or whatever#falls to the floor dramatically. oughhhh loop and cube ougughhh
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i will not let nerdy prudes must die rekindle my middle school starkid obsession. i will not let nerdy prudes must die rekindle my middle school starkid obsession. i will not let nerdy prudes must die rekindle my middle school starkid obsession. i will not let
#dude that musical was SO GOOD#i don’t want to think about starkid#BUT THE PARASITES WANT ME TO THINK ABOUT STARKID#nerdy prudes must die#starkid
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i am being TESTEEEEEDDDDDDD
#it’s too early for this#sure it’s 1pm but it’s still too early#he talks so loud dude i don’t want to hear it#also he pisses me off in particular bc he tries to con the answers out of our profs#it’s hard to describe but he always phrases his questions as ‘just making sure that…’ and then he asks a dumb fucking question#and the prof ends up just telling him the answer#literally had to google is water polar#he’s trying to do premed track#dawg ur patients are going to die#HE ALSO TURNED MY PAPER TO COPY OFF ME IN LAB LAST YEAR LIKE GOD THAT WAS INSANE#he sucks#off my rocker
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All the young dudes
So I’m finally reading atyd from Sirius pov and I’m up to when Remus and Sirius are just all happy and in love and it’s so fluffy and I’m giggling and kicking my feet but I’m so terrified because I know what’s coming and I don’t think I can handle reading it again but this time from Sirius pov, I feel like it’s going to be so much worse and I’m scared
#harry potter#marauders#marauders era#all the young dudes Sirius pov#I’m scared#I’m so so scared#I’m going to cry so much#I don’t want them to die#can we just pretend they didn’t die#sirius black#remus lupin#wolfstar
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I am on my period. I crave death.
#Really dude eight days is excessive#Why can’t she just send an email#Not pregnant yippee#I don’t even want kids why must my gay ass suffer#This is like day 5 I think#And my stomach HURTS#AND I HAVE THEATRE TODAY#IM GONNA DIE#Rahhhhr#I am not a happy camper right now#How can I seize the day in these conditions
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Gillion knowing the curse is taking hold, that he’s dying, unsure if there will be a fix, if they’ll get there in time. Using his time with Jay and Chip asking questions, and offering answers in return, so they at least won’t be caught unprepared if he dies with all the things they wanted to say - and using the opportunity to ask them about the little things. Chip’s favorite flavor, Jay’s favorite animal, what they love and what he loves too. Laying on that table when they make it to Featherbrooke, May Ferrin talking to him like he’s not dying at all, trying to keep him awake, keep him comfortable, and all he can talk about is Chip and Jay. There was nothing more important than imparting their knowledge, no other final words he might have wanted to share, because they are what is most important to him. All the little things that make up who he loves. He thought he was going to die, was dying, and he talked about raspberries, purely for the fact that it’s Chip’s favorite flavor.
#I just. dude#raspberries and raccoons and sea salt and fish#he made puddle into a raccoon for Jay. he talked about raspberries as he was dying. he loves them so much#gillion tidestrider finally facing death and realizing he doesn’t want to die. his friends don’t want him to die. and trying to comfort#his friends through his pain anyways. trying to make it painless for him for once in his life#idk man. the past 30 episodes have just been gods hate letter to gillion tidestrider. for the first night in a long time he can actually#sleep. not in the Pearl. not hiding from Filipe. not suffering the torment nightmares or staying up for weeks at a time. he can just sleep#jrwi riptide 98#jrwi 98#gillion tidestrider#z speaks
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LMAO just when i thought things couldn’t get any worse my brother is getting physical and insulting me again. because i asked him to move so i could get at some of my shit.
#he literally started throwing an ottoman around 💀 dude has some serious issues#i didn’t even want to take his seat dude was sitting right in front of my phone charger and shit#and saying all this shit abt ‘how i do nothing’ dumbass i take care of the ENTIRE house and lawn so you don’t have to#and even if i didn’t ‘do shit’ that doesn’t give you the right to literally get physical bc i want to get at MY SHIT#i want to die i dont even give a fuck what he THINKS of me anymore he’s clearly deranged but when he starts screaming and throwing shit at#me. it triggers my ptsd SO badly#he’s literally picked me up and thrown me to the ground bc of this exact issue#literally what is his fucking problem#now im sitting here shaking :))))#abuse tw#<- jic#dlt ltr
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#i’m terrified to ever watch this movie. i think it would kill me. basically it’s about a marriage falling apart.#anyway—adam driver would do so good as bobby in company and i would die to see him in it#i’m seeing company tonight!!#it’s a special musical to me. it’s about marriage. how marriage is both exciting and boring and makes your life better and worse.#the months leading up to our wedding i was kind of a cynical mental wreck. there was so much i did not like about my husband-to-be.#sometimes i felt like the only reason i was going through with the marriage was because it was too late to get out of it.#i had spent my teen and college years wanting to have a boyfriend/husband then i got one and realized#oh wait this didn’t actually fix my problems huh#actually there are NEW problems now#and then somehow this past year has actually been like. the best year of my life lol#it’ll be a year next month!#yea there are still those Little Things. sometimes there are Bigger Things. but bruh this dude is so good for me#i have never been thriving as much as i have this year.#i’m so much healthier in so many ways than i have ever been all my life#and like it’s cringe to say that cuz i don’t want to say MARRIAGE is what fixed me but. i think it’s okay to say that#there must be some kind of GOOD to marriage otherwise there’d be no point in doing it#and i think i make his life better too. he tells me so at least lol.#and i’ll only be able to watch the show with one eye LOL but my husboi will be with me watching this musical#that i used to listen to when i was angsty about getting married#and now we are married#and life is great.#somebody need me too much#somebody know me too well#somebody pull me up short and put me through hell#and give me support#for being alive…#yeah there are times when it’s harder than being single but. the blessings are multiplied along with the hardship.#shywalker stuff#Youtube
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So that new Rhys Darby interview about s3 ….💀
#SO FUNNY#straight up saying that stede would be unhappy with the inn and leave Ed’s ass to go back to the crew ….y’all were so back#that the inn is a fantasy not meant to last and the British would be after their ass#like Ik djenks already said that the inn wouldn’t last but#put next to him also saying. that the inn is meant to be a happy ending + taika saying Ed and stedes ending is good#and he wants to leave it there#girl …..#just genuinely so funny#that s3 could go full historically accurate and kill both of them at the end#like I don’t even care anymore dude just do it#after how shitty their fans made us feel for being upset about Izzy#I would feel so fucking vindicated#no guys don’t you get it it’s a good ending for them :)) and it’s not bad gay rep to kill your main gay couple#because there’s other queer couples in the show!! stop crying you media illiterate babies they’re pirates pirates die :)))#I can taste it already#this is gonna be tbd cause wtv I just wanted to shoot the shit a little about it uh yeah#ofmd critical#honestly if they kill Ed and stede at the end of s3 that might just be what gets me back into the show a little#like I don’t really want to rewatch the show at this point but if it all goes down the gutter in the end ?#that’s different#it’s like ordering food and being served mouldy garbage vs willingly jumping into a dumpster#everytime a new interview or smtg comes out I’m like 🫣#it’s reaching spn levels of ‘what now’
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When Gale tells you he’s afraid of dying and you wanna be there for your friend but his dumbass keeps seeing this as a time to confess his feelings
#I’ve played through this scene SIX TIMES NOW#I managed to spend the night with him WITHOUT a confession the first time through#but the game wouldn’t load the fourth ball so I needed to go back#and now I’m here#as of typing this I’m on attempt number 8#Gale please I want to be there for you buddy but we’re bros not hoes#Gale I’ve rejected you three times PLEASE you know I’m with Astarion don’t make me do this a fourth time#baldur's gate 3#bg3#Gale bg3#“I want one last good night before I die and don’t want to be alone will you stay with me#“yeah sure dude anything this must be really rough for you#“I’m in love with you#Gale please god take the hint
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lesbian gym rats are cool and something i semi aspire to be but considering i can barely WALK 20 minutes on a treadmill i think its a dream i need to let go of
#that sure is a sentence#also in terms of labels i also have no fucking clue#but i like women so#it’s hard to tell if i on very rare occasions to specific standards like men or if its just full on comphet denial#dude one day my body is just gonna give up on me i have no idea how ive managed this long#i’m good with weights and i’m okay with stuff like yoga even if i don’t enjoy it#but cardio makes me want to die
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I need mangakas to understand that developing multiple characters incredibly and making them deeply relatable and showing their growth only to kill them for shock value and serve no purpose to storylines is not good writing
#this isn’t even about jjk it’s just#part of it#mashle was so good#because NOBODY FUCKING DIED#loved that like bitch I don’t want realism#I want my silly dudes to live bro#nobodies making it out alive irl bitch why#would I wanna watch comfort characters die????? fuck off
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I LOVE BEING A MAN!!!!!!!‼︎ and I loved being a boy when I was younger…………. Dear all questioning transmascs of this earth. This is your sign. It’s okay to be a man. Or be a boy. Embrace it. Come to terms with it. And then enjoy your life more. I promise it will be good!!!!‼︎ I was once a little girl but now I am a man and with the prospect of T it feels exhilarating <3 <3 <3 <3
#luke.txt#I dunno how to word this but being transgender is transplendent and I love it#if I get my t prescription on Wednesday I will cry happy tears#DUDE DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS EARYH. when I get to be a man. I don’t want to die even a little bit#good times. good times.#drunkposting
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first holiday season since my family imploded lol i don’t know how i’m supposed to get through this without wanting to leap off a building every single day
#i legitimately want to die my family was my everything dude. LOL i am not strong enough to keep going without them#i don’t want to
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On tumblr when you post you’re just playing Russian roulette with your post getting attention, but it’ll probably get ignored.
On Reddit any comment you make outside of some very niche community will immediately have someone downvoting you and calling you like, three different insults. Then they will wonder why you only log in every couple months. Like, it’s a very helpful website when you have a question for another community you’re in, but you’ll also get someone being immediately hostile when you make an innocuous post on a garden subreddit 😑
At least on tumblr people have to actually seek out your random ass text posts and go out of their way to start shit, and you don’t have the up and down vote system that feels like playing with my self confidence and worth issues.
Both websites are toxic part of the time (what social media isn’t?) and both are actually more useful for weird people, but holy shit does Reddit feel more aggressive about shit. Maybe it’s just the devil you know, but at least on this mess of a website half your hate will be for the most random shit and misunderstandings that people have to seek out finding if your blog is a normal size. Reddit is either posting on a dead sub or getting immediately thrown to the, well, sharks and wolves aren’t actually super aggressive towards humans under normal circumstances, so something else that could tear you apart instantly for just existing in the same space as them.
#emma posts#there’s a reason i stopped spending as much time on that site#multiple actually. but one of them is that website is like ‘rsd trigger simulator’#and tumblr is like ‘how dare you say we piss on the poor’#everyone is an idiot in both places. but one is instantly more volatile#it’s preactically on sight#other social media is mostly being used by me to post my art or talk to irl friends and family#some of those sites are wild. but not in such an instant way#provided you aren’t huge or have some internet hate stalker#my first deviantart account was wild like that. you phrase something awkwardly at the age of 13 and you suddenly have one or two 16ish year#olds stalking you and telling you to Kys and threatening your family#but that was in the old days. haven’t run into that in years#but seriously. whoever those people were. I hope you feel like shit about those past actions#especially because that 13 year old had made art and posts about her depression 😑#and irl bullying#I hope you got better. sincerely. but if not? die#jk. but still#actually. no. if you’re still telling people that sort of thing try it on yourself#i don’t have a twitter. I don’t plan on getting one. but I’ve heard that’s toxic too. but for the brief time I did try it years ago I was#just ignored by most people#I also like websites where you can share other posts with followers but that might be because one of my first socials was facebook#Facebook is still useful for local stuff. but it’s not as anonymous I guess#even on Facebook though it feels somewhat less ‘on sight’ attacking#but gods. the ‘piss poor reading comprehension’ website is so much more comfortable than the ‘dog piled for asking about a plant’ website#and the ‘just block them’ culture is so useful#i make a post on Reddit like ‘anyone know of houseplants that are like this?’ and have some dude downvote me and respond like#‘are we supposed to be your servants’ like dude. just ignore the post if you don’t want to answer the question#and I’m not touching anime subs with a 10ft pole#looked at one once and went ‘never touching that again’
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