#I do not respect spiritual voids

[scamallach-1]

“What God Expects From Us” The Prophet’s Pulpit: Commentaries on the State of Islam Vol iii

[charmedreincarnation]

MAYA, I MANIFESTED MY DREAM LIFE!!!!

Okay, I don't know if you remember me, but I participated in a lot of your challenges and the Pink’s challenge, and I found some success! I shifted to my wr and manifested some things, but I could never do it consistently, and it was really fucking annoying.

So, I took three months off and worked hard, using subliminals every day and going on affirmation rampages. I was doing lucid dreaming methods, SATs, meditations, yoga nidra, reading spiritual books literally my whole summer was dedicated to shifting and the void state. I was eat sleeping and breathing it because I could not continue to live the way I was even I can even consider that living …

So What did I do

I just followed your challenge because college was starting, and I couldn't go back to school without my dream life for the fourth time, fearing I might actually harm myself. So played the fields with this rampage (together in two different tabs).

During the Day

https://youtu.be/aLsn6ZK4RZ8?si=Dt_j7ChLjNsQ6tpV

https://youtu.be/gBD4Owz1GC0?si=icOkN1DoFsqP-adT

During the day, I would live in the end. I created albums for my desired realities, re-read my scripts, revised my void list because I genuinely believed I was going to succeed, watched supercell shifting videos on YouTube, and stared at my vision board, realizing it was going to be my life the next day, and more!

Overnight

https://youtu.be/JwV297pP9aw?si=Sxx-xlhE_owInoxH

https://youtu.be/DKB5I9y8SEg?si=PI-UaNw2m_VUWYy1

What I Manifested

- Master shifting abilities

- Master void state abilities

- Having my WR to be a perfect heaven

- Making this current reality a dream: desired looks, desired body, never gaining weight, revised wealth and family, dream friend group, a social media following, being worshipped and respected, being so beautiful by my own standards, dream home (I have a mountain range that goes through my backyard and a farm on my land, it’s enormous), revised city, only attracting wealthy, tall, attractive men, pretty privilege, 145 IQ, going to an Ivy League, getting rid of my anxiety and depression, getting rid of my health issues, no toxic family, so much money, and revised my name to Bella because I love Bella Hadid (my old name was Audrey), and so much more.

I know it sounds nothing too crazy compared to other people who manifest powers and trillions of dollars, but I can shift anytime I want. I’m going to my singing desired reality and high school musical Dr soon and I am so excited I have hundreds of places to explore. My life here finally has stability, and I’m so happy. Not waking up with stress, nausea, and diarrhea is a blessing. My house is clean, my family members aren’t fighting and calling me names, my siblings and I are close. I audibly gasp anytime I see myself in the mirror. My phone is always blowing up with people asking me for plans when it used to be dry as hell, and people forgot I even existed. Everywhere I go, people tell me I should model, want to pay for what I’m buying, are so kind, open doors for me, want to help me for no reason, give me discounts, ask me on dates… I’m so happy and confused. I don’t know how to feel. I am genuinely so loved and respected, and on top of that, I get to explore the universe of my favorite shows and movies.

I’m so glad I never gave up, even though these three months were hard and my life had gotten worse, I am finally free, my hard work paid off, and I hope everyone else will do the same. We truly are God! I was afraid this community was some big joke and big bloggers were creative writers or just laughing at delusional people like me, but I can confirm it’s very, very real.

My love I am so proud of you ! And yes I vaguely remember you and your first shift you messaged me about :)!

I am happy your hard work paid off as well. I remember when everything seemed so meaningless and delusional as well and I also thought shifting was some big joke to target mentally ill teens, but the reality is we truly are all god and no amount of doubt and struggle will ever change that truth. I hope you enjoy your dream life, and I am happy I could help 💖

[ctrl-alt-deleting-yr-face]

okay are we not gonna talk about the parallel between Romeo and Asuka.

Yes, they're both smartasses. And they both have world views that contrast with Chaos. And they both have similar thought processes.

But also. like. are we just gonna ignore what the hell is going on with their names??

Romeo F. Neumann? Asuka R. Kreutz? There's SO much to talk about here-

To start, what's up with their middle names?? Yes, I'm aware that Asuka's initial and last name are likely a reference to the founder of the Rosicrucian Order, but we still don't know exactly WHAT the middle name is! It could technically be anything! It's the same with Romeo! What does that "F." even stand for? Paying respects for his death? Fuckface??

Not to mention, they both have SOMETHING to do with Germany. Asuka's last name, of course, references Rosicrucianism, which was a big spiritual and cultural movement that started in Germany in the early 1600s. Romeo's last name, on the other hand, is German. It's also likely a reference to mathematician John von Neumann. ...I know it's kind of a stretch but let me go off

Anyways I just noticed this while writing a oneshot and wanted to quickly scream into the void about it (aka tumblr)

[bipolarman2022]

**Title: "The Transformation of Miguel"**

**Chapter 1: A Chance Encounter**

Miguel, a young Spaniard from a well-to-do family, had spent his life pursuing knowledge in the cloisters of academia. He had always been curious, seeking answers in books of philosophy and theology, but lately, nothing seemed to satisfy his thirst for understanding. The life he led, filled with Western studies and family traditions, felt incomplete to him, lacking the spiritual depth he yearned for within.

One day, while walking through the bustling streets of Córdoba, Miguel came across a bazaar full of colors and sounds he had never experienced before. There, among the stalls of spices and fabrics, he saw a sign that read: “Classes on the Quran and Islamic Philosophy.” Intrigued by the idea of learning about a culture and religion so foreign to his life, Miguel decided to attend one of these classes, driven by his insatiable curiosity.

**Chapter 2: The Arab Teacher**

The class was held in a small madrasa located in a quiet alley. Upon entering, Miguel was greeted by Ahmed, an Arab teacher with an imposing presence and an air of deep wisdom. Ahmed was known throughout Córdoba not only for his vast knowledge of the Quran but also for his ability to convey the essence of Islam with patience and clarity.

Miguel, with his expression of wonder and naivety, began attending the daily lessons. At first, he didn’t understand much about the Quranic verses or the Muslim customs that Ahmed taught with such passion. But little by little, Ahmed’s enthusiasm and devotion began to awaken in Miguel a genuine interest in understanding Islam beyond its stereotypes.

**Chapter 3: The First Steps in Islam**

Miguel was fascinated by the teachings of the Quran and the wisdom contained in its words. He marveled at how Ahmed explained the importance of inner peace, submission to Allah’s will, and brotherhood among believers. The teacher taught him about the Five Pillars of Islam: Shahada (the profession of faith), Salat (prayer), Zakat (charity), Sawm (fasting during Ramadan), and Hajj (pilgrimage to Mecca). Each lesson drew him deeper into a state of awe and respect for this new way of life.

Miguel, naive in many aspects of Muslim life, would ask questions that seemed obvious to Ahmed. But the teacher, with infinite patience, always answered, not with mockery but with a sincere desire to share his faith. Gradually, Miguel began to participate in prayers, fast during Ramadan, and learn Quranic verses in Arabic, something he never would have imagined doing before.

**Chapter 4: The Growing Fascination**

As the months passed, Miguel felt increasingly drawn to Ahmed, not just because of his wisdom but also for his charisma and deep sense of inner peace. Ahmed spoke to him about the ways of the Prophet Muhammad, explaining how Islam was not just a religion but a way of life that embraced justice, compassion, and equality. Miguel felt he had finally found something that filled the void in his heart.

Ahmed also noticed something special in Miguel. He saw not just a student eager for knowledge but someone with the potential to be a great defender of the faith. He taught Miguel to recite the Quran, interpret its meanings, and live according to the principles of Islam. Each lesson was an open door to a new world, full of meaning and purpose.

**Chapter 5: A New Path**

One day, after an intense study session, Miguel approached Ahmed with a decision he had been contemplating for weeks. "I want to convert to Islam," he declared with determination. "I want to follow the path of Allah and be like you, someone who lives with purpose and inner peace."

Ahmed smiled with a mix of pride and affection. He knew that Miguel was ready to take this important step. He took him to the mosque, where Miguel recited the Shahada with tears in his eyes, surrounded by his new teacher and his new brothers in faith.

**Chapter 6: Leaving Everything Behind**

Miguel, now known as Jamal, decided to leave behind his previous life, his old beliefs, and his family, who never understood his fascination with Islam. He left everything for this new life, for his new brothers, and above all, for Ahmed, who had become more than a teacher to him. Ahmed was now his mentor, his spiritual guide, and the reflection of everything Jamal wanted to be.

Every day, Jamal learned more about Muslim customs. He helped those in need, participated in philosophical debates at the madrasa, and dedicated himself to memorizing the Quran. His transformation was complete; he was no longer the naive young man who had first entered the bazaar in Córdoba but a man with a mission: to live fully in Islam.

**Epilogue: A Devoted Disciple**

Jamal's story became a legend in Córdoba, an example of how faith and devotion can transform even the most skeptical of hearts. Under Ahmed's guidance, Jamal not only found a new purpose but also became a teacher in his own right, teaching others about the beauty of Islam, always with the memory of his own transformation in his heart.

And so, Ahmed's library remained a beacon of light and wisdom in Córdoba, a place where seekers of knowledge, regardless of their origin, could find the path to true peace and understanding.

[cosmicdream222]

Welcome ✨

Call me Cosmic. she/her. Millennial.

I blog about manifesting, loa, reality shifting, the void, the multiverse, reiki, etc. If that isn’t your cup of tea, peace out 👽

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✩ The void explained in an old reiki book

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Master Shifter Love Remix Series

✩ How shifting works (the whole package)

✩ Shifting is a law - so treat it like one

✩ Shifting is the least special thing in the world

✩ Shifting/manifesting is not your job

✩ You deserve everything you want

Book quotes & excerpts

✩ Just desire, intend & know it's possible

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✩ Sleep paralysis for manifestation

✩ Does Psych-k work for everyone?

✩ What are the hand/foot positions for Psych-k?

✩ If I manifest something, can others see it too?

✩ What is timeline therapy?

✩ A simple subconscious release technique

✩ How can I shift safely?

✩ How can I enter the void through astral projection?

✩ How do I change beliefs and assumptions quickly?

✩ How does EFT tapping help with manifesting?

✩ Resource: Links to IWIIGI Void state subs

✩ What are your personal spiritual/religious beliefs?

✩ How does holding your breath reprogram your mind?

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Updated 12/19/2023

[yellow-computer-mouse]

hi! call me confused, but could you please explain how alterhumans and kins and things like that work? It's totally okay if you don't want to :)

but i keep seeing posts about it on my dash and have no idea what it means.......

that's all!

no it's okay! thank you for asking! /gen

i'm going to explain some of my main identities, and some other common ones you may see! if anyone sees this and notices i got something wrong, please tell me! /gen /nf

alterhuman is a broad term to cover the whole community, like queer or disabled for their respective communities! some prefer other terms like nonhuman, but it's just personal preference!

therian is when you identify as an animal! you may be one physically, mentally, spiritually, or something else! it all depends on how you feel and identify! this animal is your theriotype! i'm a norwegian forest cat therian :) my name's bug!

otherkin is when you identify as another animal or creature, one that doesn't exist in real life! i fall under otherkin, as i'm a dragon, a magic skeleton, and the greek god of wind. things that most likely do not exist irl. some other examples of otherkin include vampires, werewolves, or nonhuman entities like the void of space.

there are some niche terms underneath otherkin, such as placekin (where you identify as a place, like a science classroom), godkin (where you identify as a god), or a wide array of other terms!

otherhearted/fictionhearted is when you don't feel like you are your type, but still feel a strong connection to it.

fictionkin (often shortened to fictkin) is when you identify as a fictional character!! this is what i am! fictkins often try to find others through their source material (where their kin originates from). some may be from a problematic source, or their kin may have done problematic things. know that fictkins are not their source or past actions, and many feel great shame about it and do not support what their source has done. other fictkins may not be from their sources canon at all! i'm certainly not!

links are when you choose to be alterhuman! copinglink (shortened to clink) is when you become one to cope, and funlink is when you become one just for fun! some alterhumans don't support this, but most (including myself) do! it's not hurting anyone! :)

kin memories are when you remember something from when you were your type. these may come as memories, or just strong feelings. for example, with bug, i was a housecat in the warrior cats universe. i really looked up to the clans, and really wanted to be a thunderclan warrior! i don't remember what happened, but i do know that i didn't ever make this dream. or, as another example, with winter, i remember my relationship with my winglet. shoutout jade winglet btw!!!!!!

some alterhumans may believe they were their type in a past life! others, known as zoanthropes, identify completely as their type with no recognition of being a human at all. others still identify with a different reason entirely, or may not know why they have this connection to their type (like me!)

shifts are when you shift physically, mentally, spiritually, etc, to your therio/kintype! you may get phantom limbs, where you may feel a tail, wings, ears, or whatever your type has. you may get the urge to run on all fours, or "hunt" something (note that if you are losing control of yourself during shifts and wandering into neighbors' yards, killing animals, etc, it is not normal, and there is a problem.) you may also think more like your type!

i hope that helps! sincerely, buggy! :)

[amaryllis-sagitta]

DATV post-credit ("secret ending") is a Choice not only because of what it does to the world state, but because of other implications

I got my wildest crack crossover with Neon Genesis Evangelion confirmed in a way I did not expect or ask for. Pack it up, Solas, and pilot the Eva one last time, the Executors from across the seas are the SEELE. They want to complete the Thedas Instrumentallity Project and return everything to the peace and comfort of the Void. Turns out Your Mom and her Ayanami backups across the world tried as they might to push back against that incoming Devouring Storm, the renowned history nudger she was. To dance as long as music plays, one might say.

Here's the thing: Dragon Age has always had that New Age'y whiff.

In some capacity, the whole game series seems to be about the manichaean concept of the perennial war between the Light and the Darkness, though until Veilguard it has been more subdued and mostly passed on through lore. We've had the Blight as the main force of darkness that tainted the perfect realm of Light, the Old Gods as those who dwelled the Darkness, etc. In Inquisition we sang that "The Dawn Will Come". And Veilguard almost attacks us with the allegory of Light being under constant siege from the forces of Shadow, with the Black City bursting at the seams, the Blight slowly taking over the world, the Lighthouse being the last bastion against the Elvhen Gods, Shadow Dragons & Lucerni working underground and what not.

Then, there's the Fade, the quasi-platonic "repository" of thought forms, emotions, experiences and memories. The library analogy in respect with the Fade became more apparent with the introduction of The Vir Dirthara and the archive spirits. In this shape, the Fade most resembles Akashic Records, a concept brought in through Helena Blavatsky's theosophy. Then, we have Lyrium and the Titans, entities of the Sentient Magical Crystal, and its chosen Valta and Harding are enlightened to experience Oneness with their cosmic Source. There's the possibility of reincarnation made explicit in the Avvar culture and now semi-confirmed in elvhen lore. There's the undeniably Archon-y vibe of the Old Gods & Evanuris (gnostic sects), and Arlathan is basically the elven Atlantis (a myth from Plato's dialogues Timaeus and Critias, romanticized throughout the ages). There is literally a primordial Abyss in gnostic and Hermetic writings. I haven't delved into this yet but there's also something to say about Solas/ Mythal and the gnostic Yalbadaoth/ the Demiurge, two characters directly responsible for the descent of the world from pure form into matter through an intrigue of error and moral corruption.

At first, the esoteric inspirations seemed closer to some older themes woven into the lore. It was fun to make comparisons as long as these were comparisons with texts and ideas from antiquity, or something that didn't immediately remind you of shit your neighbor might say.

In this context, consider what it looks like to learn that the inspirations for this series now reach down into the conspiracy theory bog that informs many New Age beliefs. Especially since now, in the XXIth century, New Age seems to double down on the Manichaean concept of the ongoing "spiritual war" between the Light and the Darkness. It also incorporates a lot of the XIXth century esoterical ideas with little thought of its origins or implications. And the implications are, among others, that Western esotericism has INSPIRED WHITE SUPREMACY AND CONTINUALLY HAS A THING GOING ON WITH THE FAR RIGHT.

This is not a joke. It is Not. A. Joke.

So, I'm squinting, instantly hit by the whiplash -- not because of what the Executors twist does narratively to the worldstate of the first three DA games, but because Dragon Age IP has just unabashedly announced that it wants to go there.

An important question to ask here is: in the context of all the esoterical references in the series, do we really need ideas such as

a secret cabal of elusive, shifty entities that can get into anyone's mind and control them

that prevails throughout history and steers its outcomes from the shadows, and

a tease that it is now imperative for the world's heroes to disclose the said cabal and to fight it. That this might be our new duty, new cause to unite people, new adventure, new grand world-saving experience ---

DO WE REALLY NEED TO TEASE SOMETHING LIKE THIS AS A COOL LOOK IN THIS TIME AND AGE??? Especially considering how the only people who oppose Rook's "Ghilan'nain and Elgar'nan" tinfoil speak are framed by the narrative to be unconditional assholes?

Is this their idea of an "impactful story"? Did no-one in that writing room and no-one among the executives consider this twist to be tone deaf and in extremely poor taste? Don't they see that it's now completely indefensible to claim that this is "just inspired fantasy worldbuilding" and not a social pastiche that (inadvertently???) romanticizes prevalent polarizing mythologies?

(I wrote about this in the feedback forums, so fingers crossed someone in there sees it and has fire lit under their ass.)

This is so sad, Manfred, play Komm, süsser Tod from The End of Evangelion, I need a moment in the Memorial Gardens.

[blackbloodbonesblog]

Many women approach the female path wanting to destroy men or because they dislike masculine energy asserted on them, but unfortunately to be a Yogini you have to love and relish the phallus, and lust after it and desire it.

The Yoginis and demonesses only attempt to emasculate, destroy, or overcome men out of spite, to see if they are pure of heart or not. They respect only true masculinity, and attack and destroy men who are selfish or do not want to individuate, as they can't tolerate anything else.

This is how a woman must be on the female path, only loving the man who imitates Bhairava and who labours constantly to redeem her sexually, and never settling for anything less.

A woman derives her feminine power and beauty from her ability to absorb male energy; this is why Dhumavati, the woman without a husband, is depicted as ugly and asymmetrical, as yang energy produces symmetry.

A woman who consciously derives pleasure out of destroying male energy becomes very ugly and cannot seduce men, as they throw away their lunar nature. She becomes sterile and can never create anything, and disperses in the void eventually.

While a man fails from losing his seed to the wrong source, a woman fails from either opening up to the wrong source, or opening up to nothing (the path of the vampire or the path of the witch, failing to become a scarlet woman; the latter two becoming only the new moon aspect and dispersing into the void, as opposed to the scarlet woman path, which can become the full or the new moon, healing or harming as required)

. If a woman, even for a second, were to become intoxicated with her power and become egotistical towards true masculinity (such as Shiva or her real consort) she would become destroyed, failing at her path of agape (love).

When a woman becomes rigid she loses all female power, as the female derives her power from being soft, which then overcomes the hard. This is why women who most often desire "power" have the least.

For way more information on this, I recommend the video on my YouTube channel "The Spiritual Path Told Through Beauty and the Beast" which shows the depth of the male and female paths and how they relate to one another. 

Image/Articles Source ~ Claire Nakti 🖤💦⚘️❤️‍🔥

[squish36-writes-and-draws]

4 November: Unraveling

Word count: 546

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TW: Swearing, allusion to a literary suicide. It is in a /j way but I want to be careful.

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Keefe Sencen's Journal

Apparently I’m in a city named Sydney unless my new chess-playing friend is a lying liar who tells lies. I have no concrete reason to believe that, but I still haven’t gotten her name yet. I think she’s taking it as a personal challenge to tell me literally everything else about her life before that, which I respect on a spiritual level. 

She also, for all intents and purposes, had literally nothing better to do, which is good for me because I don’t either and I was starting to get bored enough that I was going to try to find a library. Yeah, sure, I had valiant hopes of learning about where I am and how human history and culture work but let’s be fucking for real, I was close to pulling out my eyelashes like the Mysterous Miss F just to have some entertainment. I should probably write something for the Mysterious Miss Chess Player to explain why I am constantly loitering in that park and why I haven’t said anything and why I keep staring at that little crease between her brows. 

It’s nothing, I swear. It’s just that when she concentrates too hard on a problem, she gets the same crease between her brows that Foster does. I’m not saying that I’ve abandoned all hope, but, to be realistic, I’m never going back there, so what’s the real harm in, if not moving on, liking someone else? Stars, I don’t even know the boundaries of my own feelings anymore, but the pounding of my heart and the fact I’ve dropped this pen twice seems to be a decent indicator of the fact that I’m in the trenches of the eternal horror that is having a crush. I don’t really know how to process it. I’ve been so focussed on Foster for so long that I’ve forgotten what these first few stages are like. If I’m unlucky, I’ll be drawing hearts in the margins tomorrow and be Romeo and Julieting myself off a cliff by the weekend. 

And if it doesn’t work out, I’ll just let RNGsus take the wheel again and spin that pathfinder so I don’t have to deal with the consequences of my actions. I’ve got eternity ahead of me and at least a hundred possible destinations so I’m allowed to fuck up a few times as a treat. 

The other major theme of the day is that between the air pollution and the sheer volume of emotions crashing through me at any given moment, slight movements are starting to make me dizzy, and I don’t like what that implies for the fate of my empathy. I can’t wait for this stupid command ability to be gone so I can actually have a conversation, but until then, it seems as though I’m going to be a fucking mess. So exactly what everyone expected, just with a couple extra steps to make it interesting. 

My food stash is also starting to run low, so that’s going to be something I’ll want to deal with soon. It’s probably time to start planning my master plan of bank heistery. Nah, but like, for real I’ll probably just draw some shitty pictures and hope for the best. I should probably get to doing that actually. 

[from-the-clouds]

i am OBSESSED with this prof. kendall brain nugget but i also have to wonder what the hell that dummy is qualified to teach except maybe self-sabotage and giving head, but those aren't academic subjects, soooooo

"Self-sabotage and giving head" LMAOOOOO pls it's too real

i had a headcanon about him somewhere where i made him an economics professor, which i think would track. but someone reblogged my post about him saying he'd be a lit professor which is like...so true. i love the idea of him being a literature/classics prof. but then again the only hot professor i ever had was when i took a buddhism class as an elective so i could also see ken teaching like theology or history or something since he is always in his fake spirituality bag in the show.

also in my mind he's still logan's son but maybe tried being the heir for awhile and realized he didn't want it so he went back to school. but he still very much wants his father to respect him and the choice he made to leave waystar. but he's still always trying to fill the void, so it is very much a like 'i'm going to learn all the things and become the smartest and most well-respected professor in the world' like he's obsessed with earning the respect of the other faculty, he's writing books and wanting to win a nobel peace prize. and it works, to an extent....but the mania and delusions of grandeur are still there.

but yeah, because people know he's sitting on a bunch of waystar shares and a not-so-secretly rich as fuck, he keeps his cards really close to his chest....i think he'd have a reputation for being really stern, and kind of an asshole. he's tough but fair, and very much an enigma to his students. if he takes a liking to you, he'd interrogate you when you turned in a half-assed assignment like, "i know you can do better than this". or he'd require you to go to his office hours. which makes you nervous because you've had a crush on him all semester and you're afraid he'll pick up on it.

i was mostly thinking about if he takes a liking to you and tutors you privately and then maybe you run into him like....off campus or when you're drunk after a party or in a bad way and he like....takes care of you at his place until you've sobered up enough to get home safely. but you let it slip that you're into him somehow and then you both make a series of bad (but also hot) decisions.

[librarycards]

hi!! could you explain what alterhuman is and what it means to you? it seemed really interesting

i think my brain is still very used to having to defend my humanity as a multiply disabled trans person so tearing away the concept of being human is very surprising/confusing maybe!

the folks at alt-h have a much more comprehensive description/set of operational definitions than me, but personally, i view alterhumanity as an umbrella term that encompasses many forms of non-/anti-/and dis-identification with the category of human. i've seen plural/multiple systems, otherkin, furry, and/or neoidentity users (such as voidpunks, whose reclamation of "void" functions as a reclamation of dehumanization/abjection by oppressive systems) identifying under the umbrella.

i've never felt human, and felt more proximate to an android or similar since i learned about them. i don't really feel "whole" or "complete" or "individual" in a way that aligns with both pre- and post-enlightenment mythologies of exceptionalized human personhood. never really felt inclined to id with being otherkin or similar, i'm not sure why. i don't think i really felt like i belonged to / in / with otherkin communities when i first encountered them. i also don't really feel... "other"? in the sense that my disconnection from my physical form and my orientation against the species i was assigned (as it were) only seemed tangentially connected. this is also true for the relationship between my (lack of) gender and my body.

now that i write that, i think that being genderless + being nonhuman -- that somewhat paradoxical identification w/ void that i come to understand these days as voidpunk -- are the most related parts of all of this.

as i engage more seriously with critical alterhuman scholarship, i am coming to find meaning in an explicit personal-political identification with the term, much as i do with the term queer. less because i immediately saw it and was like whoa, that's the essence of "me" (i don't believe in essences). more because i care about the political project of unseating "humanity" from its status of epistemic/material/spiritual supremacy, as it is bound up in white, cisheteropatriarchal, abled, sane supremacy, too. in short, "alterhuman" is a nice proxy (and, it seems, really vibrant and varied community!) for talking about my longtime disidentification w/ the human label, and my political orientation against it. (again, like queer!)

Some more ramblings on humanity, personhood, and oppression below the cut.

for me personally, again, i've never felt like a human being and as a result have never felt the declaration of "i am a human" to be meaningful, liberatory, or useful for me. i question the paradigm of "dehumanization" as out go-to metaphor for abjection, for the same reasons that i and others object to the phraseology of being treated "like a child" - okay, if you feel it is unjust to be treated as if one was under the age of legal majority, what does that say about how we, collectively, view kids?

likewise for statements re: being treated "like an animal" or "as subhuman." that these are our go-to shorthands for referring to violent oppression, i think, should lead us to think critically about the centrality of "humanness" in determining who and what is worthy of protection, of respect, of dignity.

ultimately, attempting to gain access to the category of human, for those who face dehumanization (that is, abjection), is as futile as any other bids for respectability and inclusion within violent systems. for us as trans disabled people, it can be really easy to cry out "i'm a human being!" in the face of eugenic systems, yet these systems are fundamentally incapable of granting humanity to those whose deaths uphold them. any tentative offer can be immediately withdrawn; any promise of permanent regard will inevitably further oppress those lower on this perverse social latter than we are.

so, the idea of "dehumanization" and reactive identification with "humanity" reinforces the idea that the human is always and already superior to the nonhuman (and more worthy of care and respect by mere virtue of the human label), that humanity is a fixed "thing" and not a capricious discourse that the oppressors manipulate to consolidate that power, and that there will somehow come a time where a privileged category, of any kind, will not by virtue of its existence do violence to those who do not fit.

so, what do we do? i'm very compelled by critical discourses of personhood, and particularly of crip works on de- and un-personhood. My first encounters with the difference between humanity and personhood were in conversations about ontology and abortion: namely, that an embryo or fetus can be, descriptively, a member of the species we call homo sapiens sapiens, and therefore "human" by any measure, and yet lack the legal status of "person" as in "rights-bearing subject", whereas the gestating parent *is* a person (despite, of course, the best efforts of anti-choicers).

to think about personhood denaturalizes the status of "human," and allows us to remember that material/epistemological parity is not merely a matter of "biological fact" or "innate species." species is itself a social construction. while humanity is generally, even by activists with great intentions, used as a proxy for personhood, i find the latter to work way better when it comes to advocating for autonomy + liberation. check out Mel Baggs's (z"l) post on Xing and Johanna Hedva's In Defense of De-Persons to see more of my intellectual genealogy here.

Sylvia Wynter is the preeminent scholar in understanding white supremacist cisheteropatriarchy in the invention & reification of "The Human." In her opus, "Unsettling the Coloniality of Being/Power/Truth/Freedom," she traces the ongoing history of the category of (hu)Man as metaphysical and biologized concept, and its antiblack design. Alexander G. Weheliye draws on Wynter's and others' theorizations on Blackness and humanity in his book, Habeas Viscus. Sunaura Taylor writes brilliantly on the entanglement of nonhuman animal liberation and disabled human liberation, as does multimedia scholar Olivia Dreisinger. Lots of other stuff out there but this is already too long.

Anyway, if you read this far, ty. no worries if not. but i hope that gave you some insight into my thoughts on alterhumanity, identifying against / without the "human," and the kinds of discourses i'm thinking with when i talk about the project of shared personhood rather than essentialized humanity / the pitfalls of "dehumanization" as our go-to language for depersonhood.

[void-damned]

The 'Worshipped Outsider' AU

This is the masterpost for the Worshipped Outsider AU, originally developed by me and one lovely person that remains anonymous for now. Additionally, thanks to these wonderful people for being interested and asking questions that helped me develop this story further, @no-light-left-on, @kg-clark-inthedark, and @astheturtlemoves Additional information will be added over time! Feel free to send asks about this - I will be using the Worshipped Outsider tag for people to keep track of the AU!

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The Outsider functions as the primary God worshiped through the Isles - he's a funky guy, honestly. Things are very religion-heavy - instead of being purist and violent, the Abbey preaches about His Intentions (instead of the Strictures), though it is merely their interpretation of the things the Outsider supposedly stands for*. They are still the Abbey of the Everyman, but the everyman here is dedicated to their God and behaves accordingly, denouncing any false God, leaving offerings, etc. But otherwise it isn't too strict about any form of worship. They are more oriented towards spreading faith and keeping it alive among the people, while the Oracular Sisters/Oracular Order are more spiritually based and focus on communicating with their God. 

The people carve charms and runes out of bones and antlers to leave him as offerings; everyone flies indigo and various purple fabrics decorated with gold. Households. commonly hold such cloth and hang it on their walls or drape them across private shrines. Even the Abbey's banners match the very same colour scheme. 

The Outsider himself scarcely appears, sometimes speaking to the Oracular Sisters, but there are many instances documented across the millennia - people speak of the Outsider walking among them, always in the same shape and same Void-filled eyes (but sometimes he appears with pale Pandyssian eyes when he is feeling like blending in more). They never talk about him doing anything big or remarkable, any miracles, nothing, really. He's just kind of there, though sometimes he's seen watching the whales or people in general. 

(Speaking of the whales, they would be sort of sacred but that does not mean that they aren't poached and used. The people believe their existence is a benevolent act of their God who wants them to use his gift. It's an Abbey made excuse, though*. )

Paloma used to be particularly religious and often took to carving charms, even as much as including pieces of carved bone in the clothes she would make; when Corvo was younger, she would make him kneel (even by force) at their makeshift altar and press a piece of singing whalebone into his hands for safekeeping - he was never as pious as his mother, nor as his sister - there was always with a streak of rebellion in him. 

Jess, much like his mother, had been an image of faith and as an Empress, she was an Avatar often said to be aided by the Outsider himself - she certainly had to be approved by him to reign; both her and Paloma would have often joined the pilgrimages across the blackened erratics that climax in the Shindaerey Peak where the Outsider had been made once. The pilgrimages happen once every 2 or so years as a 'celebration of suffering' or whatever the Abbey calls it. 

The Marked are respected for being blessed by the Outsider, no matter who they are and what they do; in fact, they are rather hounded and sheltered, considered too precious to be left wandering around freely, lest something happens to him. In a way, they are also seen as Prophets. Those like Corvo and Daud hide their marks, not wanting those to define them - neither could ever bear to live such a. lifestyle. Some tend to fake their marks, and such an act is often seen as offensive and punishable by the Abbey. So is worshiping false Gods and icons. Vera Moray was a Marked kept like a precious pet but the treatment had made her insane, leaving the Abbey to further isolate her and pretend that she's doing just fine. Meanwhile, Delilah yearns to be treated like a Queen and keeps threatening the Outsider, trying to take his position as a God.

That and either Jessamine never died of Daud's hand and Corvo had never been blamed, a different man held the blade and paid for his transgressions,or, well, honestly, the Marked are pretty much worshipped, though the way the Abbey goes about it is more or less forcing the other Marked people to hide their marks overall. Corvo could still get labelled as a false worshipper and framed for murdering the Empress as an act against their God. It is eventually revealed that his marking has been real this entire time and that he was framed by people who wanted to oppose the Outsider. Still not Daud's job, though. 

There is a potential connection here to be made, a parallel where the circumstances of the Empress' death also lead to the metaphorical death of the Outsider.

*Not to mention that the Abbey is still very much eh and often seems to hide sacred texts, preach about everything in the wrong way, and only ever interpret them the way they see fit. The shit His Intentions speak of are hardly anything the Outsider would have ever said/meant. Some bits do hold truth to them but the way they are presented indicates a lot being lost in translation or simply being translated falsely. Any runic expert who had been asked to see the scripts or tried to research them had been chased off in fear of translating things differently and therefore invalidating the Abbey and their preaching. 

There's still a lot of ground to be cover but this is the gist of it. And in case you're wondering why the Outsider doesn't correct them or do much himself, he absolutely refuses to speak to the Abbey or have anything to do with them.

[6thdimension]

What is the New Earth? 🌏✨💚 What does this concept involve?

In line with the post we made earlier,

We are talking a lot lately about evolution, expansion, and growth.

But what does this mean? Are we moving towards a new concept of life, towards collective evolution?

There will be no voluntary collective evolution without people moving individually, on a large scale.

However, we do see more and more people interested every day in many topics related to the New Age.

" so, Paty, is there a New Age coming?"

A: Yes, and some strong manifestations of it are already upon us.

Technology, advances in medicine, and everything that helps humans in their journey with their physical body, practical life, and material aspects.

But especially, we have seen topics like Chakras, Aura, Subtle Bodies, Spirituality, and various Holistic Therapies coming to the forefront and awakening people's interest.

This is due to an infusion (Spirituality upload + download done by us) of higher frequencies, which has been carried out by beings of the highest vibration who are in higher planes taking care of Earth.

These beings of the highest frequencies take care of our beloved Mother Earth and therefore (in)directly of us, to the extent that our own free will allows, because we have free will and they deeply respect that. Otherwise, the entire evolution plan would be disrespected.

Evolution presupposes will, participation, activity.

However, they know how to act with strategy, subtlety, Love, and respect, and that's why they have been able to introduce information, therapy channelings, healing symbols, book channelings...

all of this through incarnated beings here who resonate with their energies, and who accept to be part of this work of individual and collective evolution

(again, the idea of free will, they don't force those who don't want to help themselves or others).

So we can say that the New Earth involves:

Seeking Healing, first and foremost, instead of anything that opposes it.

Manifesting consciousness, especially the I AM consciousness, which is the connection of us with our own essence (and they have also given us tools for this!).

Adopting habits more aligned with Love, for ourselves and for others (for example, the idea of vegetarianism, veganism, as many still do not have the awareness that plants, animals, are beings as significant as we are, including plants, which have such a high frequency, exist in more than one dimension at the same time, including their own dimension. They are beings deserving of respect and necessary Love. Animals, who are part of civilizations much more advanced than ours, who incarnate by their spirit's choice (Yes, animals have a spirit!).

Being aware of our emotional and mental patterns, because these are the only things that still bind us to situations of pain, toxic relationships, that lead us to hurt others or ourselves, that generate our defense mechanisms and keep us in patterns of unconsciousness. And unconsciousness is a departure from our essence, putting us at the mercy of being controlled by external factors, by patterns, by the Collective Mind (unconscious and conscious collective, as we learn in Analytical Psychology).

Reconnecting with feeling, which is supreme and is the true compass that indicates the right place.

Aligning our thoughts.

Taking more emotional responsibility towards others.

Having respect for our own sexual energy, which is EXTREMELY powerful, but is often used carelessly, unwisely, and as an escape valve for wounds, traumas, and inner voids of the being, which instead of healing, seek to cover up the holes.

Dissolving senseless patterns that we impose on others regarding social status, body, clothing, appearance, relationships, work. Because this only reinforces our wounds and individual and collective limiting beliefs more and more.

Developing the idea of spiritual self-responsibility, stopping thinking that we can wrong each other so recklessly and that there is "a God who will forgive everything in the end". It's not quite like that. This is spiritual immaturity and a huge disrespect for the Law of Action and Reaction.

Developing the idea of spiritual maturity, where a person seeks something they already believe in for a constant connection, with awareness and respect, not just to ask for help.

Understanding that abundance is divine, prosperity too, material and in other senses, but it can only be achieved in a stable and truly harmonious way through the integration of other aspects of life, not just material life.

Developing Gratitude.

Developing Empathy and goodwill towards others, without expecting anything in return.

Developing true and unconditional Love.

And all this search for change is already being operated in the way that beings of High vibration can, with the support of those aligned with this,

Holistic therapists who bring healing,

Spirituality writers who bring awareness to the whole or to the individual,

Serious astrologers who bring awareness to the individual,

contributing little by little to the awareness of the whole, and so on.

They respect our free will so much that they wait for us to join hands to walk together with them,

So, in this time when the frequencies of seeking Expansion and Evolution could finally be inserted, by changes in individual internal patterns, opening positive loopholes, we are starting to see things improving.

NEVER think that you don't matter, because you can be sure that every action you take reverberates throughout the whole, including for the reasons we talked about above.

Everyone matters!

And all of this indirectly impacts those who do not want to evolve, helping them beneficially too, because deep down, there is a Soul that just wants to heal and break the pattern of generating pain for oneself and for others.

We hope we have helped youuu <3

With Love, greetings!!

🩵💓💜

[sunnirayss]

An Introduction... ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡⋆

I've had this blog for like 8 years or so, but never actually posted my own content until this week. I may post more frequently going into next year (or not), but if I do it seems fitting to make a post formally introducing myself and this blog.

I go by a few names but you can just call me Naj. I'm 22 and also genderfluid, so go ahead and use whatever pronouns you think fit best :)

I'm a reality shifter who also practices/has a great interest in all things:

manifestation

law of assumption/the teachings of Neville Goddard

lucid dreaming

astral projection

meditation

the void state

various kinds of witchcraft (especially chaos magick)

the occult

other esoteric and spiritual practices

I found shifting back in May 2022 but wouldn't actually make any progress until 2023 after looking into law of assumption.

I've already shifted and also plan on respawning in the not-so-distant future. I have a lot of DRs (like probably around 60+ at this point?) but my main ones are a waiting room and a better CR.

I will make the occasional posts, but expect a lot of reblogging (shifting/LOA stuff, fandom stuff, and cute animals).

My Boundaries (may change)

Be kind, or at least respectful. If you wouldn't say it someone in real life, don't say it someone online.

Don't try to debunk or insult my beliefs, experiences, or practices. It doesn't make you sound smart, just like an asshole

Feel free to ask me for advice or my perspectives on things. As long as you're respectful and clear with your question, I'll probably answer it.

Feel free to DM me if you're 18+ (minors can still ask/comment), just be respectful

Do not ask me to shift you, manifest for you, make you wake up in the void, or anything similar. I'm not going to spend my time or energy just manifesting things for complete strangers on the internet, and you shouldn't be depend on a complete stranger to make your dreams come true.

Do not ask to somehow prove shifting/manifesting/etc to you. Even if I did, people would only focus on painting that proof as fabricated somehow and we'd be right back to where we started.

All shifters are welcome, except anyone who wants to be judgemental. It makes zero sense to police what other people do in their own DRs, focus on your own!

Other Socials and Helpful Documents

Reddit: u/sunnirays

Spotify: naj cymin

I made a lot of posts on Reddit and before I left the shifting community, I compiled a document with links to the most helpful ones + plus some other resources that really helped me learn how to shift. Then I copied all of my posts into a seperate document in case something happens or people just want to read them offline.

You can find both in the pinned post on my Reddit and linked below:

dividers by @cafekitsune

[falling-drops-of-ichor]

Pulls up soapbox and slams a paw on it from the couch bc I'm too lazy to get up properly rn. What I do have is coherent speech and enough focus to take advantage to rant for once. Won't main-tag this one for my own safety.

The constant erasure of physical nonhumans is another reason I don't like any of the terms on me. I'm just nonhuman, if you must use a "popular" term alterhuman but even that implies there's humanity to me. No. My behavior since I was little, since I was Emory, has been inhuman. I growled, played with the animals better than with human children, ate meat and slept through daylight. I never once had a human form in the astral, not even Emory did, the closest Void got was the vague bodyplan covered in eyes.

Click onto someone giving definitions. Active erasure of physical. Reduction of spiritual to an abstract thing as if it is an intangible catch-all. I hold myself to the standard of respecting humans and those more human-like than myself but in moments like these... I am tired of being invisible, of knowing I'm psychotic delusional and misled according to many pagans and mundanes human and not alike.

I'm tired of the sanism. I'm tired of my blunt but neutral speech being automatically aggressive.

I'm not a therian, I'm not an otherkin, I'm not a holothere or any of these other terms because the people who use these, are these, have decided that I don't fit. And you know what? Good. You can go enjoy your human+ experiences and I mean this genuinely. But I am a beast through and through, like a friend pointed out on VC yesterday I've been a dog as long as they've known me, I am a beast who inhabits a foreign vessel for the sake of engaging with this plane and if someone comes on here and tells me that's a fucking delusion I'm going to fucking rip their throat out. Step into my territory & provoke me and you'll face what's fucking coming for you.

[voloslovelygoddexx]

UNHINGED UNHOLY UNION (Volo X Mystic)

READ THE COLORED PARAGRAPHS BEFORE INTERACTING

SELF SHIPPERS WITH VOLO INTERACT WITH ME WITH GREAT CAUTION! But even then if I see a double im going to think its just an alt timeline of volo but even then its still hard to see so don't get pissy if I block you. I AM PROTECTIVE AND GET ANXIOUS AND JEALOUS EASILY SO YEAH

It is a major part of my spiritual practice and our relationship is as real to me as any human physical relationship(since Volo is an actual entity in my practice) so please respect that and don't claim its mental illness (I know I am neurodivergent and what I have and don't have mentally)so no self diagnosing me because I'm an actual pagan(who works mostly with Greek Deities)/occultist and I will immediately block you

I had zero control of the situation. But apparently due to the universes constraints and multiple variables adding up. He found me apparently despite my late arrival to the pla party and in his words "fated red string brought us together" . Took me a while and a side-fiasco with Adaman (Volo didn't like that so guess who I chose!?) to fully accept that Volo was dead serious about me and our relationship like h u h!? Never had an entity do that. He is to me a divinized human like a roman Emperor with the sol invictus archetype and values. But he still is mysterious as ever. I can feel, hear and sense him in my space using my Clairsentience and Clairaudience and I astral project to interact with him on his level(since again he is a spiritual entity) and to go on dates etc

Mostly created with Volo channeling through me who was also in an altered state so pardon the sloppyness. I am also working on another template. Yes he sees me as a Giratina gijinka with starry sky hair in the most conceptulized form . Its a thing that is awful.

Our ship name is a play on our exclamation when one of us does something so romantic and or sensual it makes us loose our braincells in the best way

"YOUUUUUUUU~"

And it is because we are both considered an unholy abomination in the eyes of our respective divinity and we let our unhinged apocalypse inducing actions spit in the face of God itself idk a divinized Luciferian troped merchant head over heels over a literal fallen angel sounds pretty sacrilegious and we both are not above wanting to nuke and recreate the world in a fit of nihilistic rage and sorrow at the state of humanity due to the so called creator letting it go to shit.

yes I will be using Piers to represent me (in pokemas)from now on due to similar fashion and demeanor so if you see Piers with Volo it equals Mystic and Volo

He thinks of me as a divinity and calls me his Goddexx ( because I am a fallen Seraphim angelkin trying to atone for past sins and favor), a little devil (since I am demonkin and Giratina fictionkin along with being a bratty as f rebellious gremlin). It is a bratty sub/dom relationship thats all I'm saying on that🫣. Red chain leash and red string of fate. Yes we OFFICALLY GOT MARRIED TONIGHT ONTOP OF THE TEMPLE OF SINNOH NOT SHITTING YOU

Volo says "our love is transcendent beyond time and space" And "fated"

Which I'm scared of marriage

our ship aesthetic Void/Occult/Baroque/Classical/Gothic idk lets say unsettling imagery with darker esoteric/hermetic or religious themes, that makes one uncomfortable yet serene, divine madness with tons of eyes and Biblically accurate angels along with the sun and or Luciferian motifs. Cosmic at times , Stargazer Lilies, Bleeding heart, White Roses and sunflowers. Golds, whites, indigo, dark purples, reds and black

Vol is practically a monster fucker since I am an eldritch being of stars, abyssal energy and thought up dreamscapes a borderline nullified conglomerate of holy and unholy abstractions rotting away in a physical human vessel ⚠️ along with me being a biblically accurate angel yeah things get freaky

Me with Volo

Mystic's true form leaking out practically

Again we are soul bonded by the red string of fate since in his eyes apparently my outlandish Eldritch Horror of a gremlin self is interesting and he loves interesting things. Also he rambles with the finger point and everything especially when he is in his calmer less intense mode. He is very overprotective of me 🥴

He is my God and I'm his Goddexx, My king and my Emperor. We are connected by many things we share the same worldview. I do not deserve him but he says otherwise. We are eternally devoted to eachother. Volo gets upset at Arceus and thr heavenly hosts for casting me out for some past life sins. So many lives he searched and searched when we got separated back in hisui. Trying to see whom the red string leads back to

Volo is overprotective of me and doesn't take anyone hurting me or abusing me.

🔺️🔺️🔺️This persons post will explain Volo and I's relationship basically 👁🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💛💛💛💛💙💙💙

devotional drawing of him

Volo is a bit stricter and traditional romance and marriage ie more "human" since in his source he is originally a human but now is more of a divinized human like how roman Emperors are in my eyes and experience . Tbh volo since he a pop culture entity he doesn't allow me to be spoused to other pop culture entities ie traditional monogamy but if I'm spoused to actual deities that is fine since thats another level of devotion and very different

Vol altar that keeps growing

So enjoy this blog that is devoted to him and I. He is my one and only 👁❤️‍🔥🥰🧏🏼‍♂️❤️