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me (still on part 8 of Malevolent): I don't like it when Arthur and John fight
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MORE TRANSFEM DIPPER!!! SHE IS MY LIFEBLOOD 😭😭😭😭😭
(ur art style is so nice btw)
dipper pines and the art of repression
notes below the cut for funsies haha.
its kind of interesting to me to watch gravity falls with the lens of transfem dipper because when you watch it like that, its like. shes trying SO hard to push it down. it kind of reads like shes trying to convince not just everybody else, but HERSELF that shes a boy. like the idea that anybody could even think shes a girl is terrifying to her (this kid really does read as trans in any direction LMFAO i love dipper) but like. why transfem? right… full hc territory here, please be nice to me.
-she doesn’t like her deadname (its traditionally a masculine name, as far as i know 😭) so she goes by the nickname that as given to her because of her birthmark…
-she gets made fun of OFTEN for not being manly enough even throughout the show and so she associates femininity with Bad Thing To Be. so she CANT be a girl because being a girl would be a BAD THING FOR HER TO BE. shes 12 years old yk so like. this deep, deeeep repression sets in.
and so:
-she overcompensates. shes not just going to be manly, but shes going to be SO manly that nobody is going to make fun of her for it again. sometimes to the point where she feels like she cant even really be herself.
i feel like she doesn’t even really realize it in canon,,, its probably post-canon. but the realization would hit her SO hard. like a truck. and it would be so scary at first but then its not, then she feels Right and it feels GOOD and shes so happy and her family would love her and accept her so much and whatever WHATEVERRRR.
anyways, i was just rewatching gf and this was really making the rounds in my head the more i watched, because its kind of how i experienced being trans myself (and im transmasc so LOL) like. just repressing the thing i thought was bad and overcompensating like crazy, until i realized… that its not a bad thing to be. other people making you feel bad about it doesnt MEAN its bad. and then that realization that your identity not being what you thought it was doesn’t mean you change as a person. you’ve always just been you. but it feels better. it feels real.
#gravity falls#dipper pines#transfem dipper#gabuart#shes internalizing it but she’ll get there#sorry if i got rambly at the end there#when i say i got emotionally attatched to this headcanon i really TRULY did#LOL
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Is it me, or did his stories get even crazier???
Speedrun/Time travel AU masterlist
@ishipmyotp thanks for the ask <3
#one piece#op fanart#time travel au#speedrun au#usopp#usopp pirates#op kaya#koby#coby#roronoa zoro#sanji#one piece spoilers#wano spoilers#storytelling becomes a lot easier when you inject a little bit of truth into it ya know#how did usopp beat up khlaladore and also convince kaya and her parents that hes actually a sucky dude?#well he beat khlaladore up using his big brain strategies and a bunch of traps and also his observation haki#i hc that in the future usopp will have one of the strongest observation hakis- so when he goes back in time he's still vry proficient#so he can still see into the future a bit n predict stuff- thus outsmarting khladore p easily#for the convincing part; khladore has only been their butler for a very short while. so they arent TOO attatched yet...#basically usopp is able to provoke khladroeore by being enough of an annoying bitch and gets him to slip up#khlaladore is pissed and goes “fuck it” and takes kaya hostage and demands a ransom- but then usopp beats him up so whateves#the end
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So is the reason for Tyren getting more unhinged the side effects of the devotion necklace, or was this a downward spiral he would have gone done regardless of the necklace? I remember you talking about how the necklaces have consequences, and I'm curious if this is one of them.
Yeah!
Tyren would have been an already overly-doting and even jealous character on his own without the loyalty necklace, (and had been due to his crush on the Lamb even before recieving it, and what happens when you reject followers in-game) but his spiral into a unhealthy obsession and idolization was aided by the loyalty necklace.
If it was given to perhaps a regular, less devoted follower, the effects maybe wouldn't have had such severity. But Lamb got the materials/necklace from the mystic seller and isn't fully aware of the effects it might have on their followers yet.
So, dog is unhinged a bit on his own, but amplified by the necklace. He's originally friendly, caring and sweet. But you take good traits, too much of a good thing, and they can turn bad
#I want to talk about Tyren in stream again or go on a ramble#he's a character i want readers to like but also i dont want them to LIKE LIKE him#i want to write him in a way that makes you wonder if he did not go down this path he would actaully be someone you'd want to be friends wi#what ifs and what not#also in some reality there would people rooting for tyren in his corner because in his point of view#hes known the lamb for a long time and has been their friend and confidant#and has cared about them and even had a crush on them for quite a while#then suddenly this cat appears and everything feels wrong#dont get me wrong tyren is meant to be a good friend turned bad guy#but i was also never meant to get attatched to and develop the side characters as i have been doing slkdghsld#okay ive rambled enough#tyren oc#trod au
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sorry this is a different fandom LOLOLOL i got back into adventure time and have been majorly hyperfixating on fern. its terrible i started crying randomlyu like 3 times today because of him
#adventure time#adventure time fanart#fern the human#i am so sorry my incrediboxers#if i have the motive to i will post more incredibox stuff#since i think most of my followers are here for that#especially the sepbox stuff#v9 is apparently going well so maybe ill do some stuff with that#we'll see#but anyway yeah no when i get a new hyperfixation (i know its like#a neurodivergent term but i have no other phrase) i get SUPER attatched#like literally i've been flip flopping all day with constantly doodling fern and then watching the show and reading the comics and crying#it's genuinely dreadful! i looove being into stuff and i love thinking about my interests but i hate randomly breaking down#like wdym im crying im just looking at adventure time fan art lol??#why did i start crying when i literally just heard fern being MENTIONED like HELLO??#i swear im mentally stable and i dont have any problems at all#im rambling way too much can u tell i'm having a moment#anyway ill see u guys some other time love you BYE
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Local divorcee spending his 10 year wedding anniversary gnawing on the homewrecker's back
#oc art#original art#original charater art#original story#ocs#my art#fennec.art#fennec.origin#they are freaking abnormal!!!#there's only so many times i can reiterate the dynamics here BUT how can i not theyre fucking freaks!!#the marriage didnt impload specifically cus of andre they were severely toxic on their own. but also. seb TRIED TO KILL ANDRE#thats a pretty significant catalyst for juliette to get that divorce#only reason she doesnt get as much scrutiny is the fact that she lived with these 2 fucks for 8 years#none of them are good people but its hard to focus on like. infidelity and attatchement issues#when there's a fucking cannibal killer on the loose#anyway André is fully capable of escape he did it before he likes this. fucking freak#i use freak a lot i mean it lovingly theres nothing i love more than freak behaviour#alright whatever if you read this i love you xoxo
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AU where Wen Qing and Nie Mingjue were betrothed like Jiang Yanili and Jin Zixuan, but after Wen Rhoan basically kills Nie Mingjue’s father, the Nie elders— or whoever is incharge at that point before Nie Mingjue becomes clan leader— decide to end the engagement.
Childhood sweethearts to unwilling enemies :(( 💔
#and they really did like each other :(#imagine wen ning and nie huaisang trying to get their siblings together#basically short and angry x tall and angry#mdzs#wen qing#nie mingjue#qingming#mingqing#i think they would be so cute#idk why im attatched to this ship so much#but i LOVE it
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Christina is the main character of Moral Orel...to Me
#Bloberta is also the main character#I drew these while dissociating BIG time -peace sign as I vanish-#moral orel#Christina Posabule#Bloberta#Shapey Puppington#Orel Puppington#Poppit Posabule#That's everyone!#moral orel art#bee doodles#thinking about Christina's brother going missing and no one around her caring#Shapey grows up to be an incredibly irritable and fastidious person due to wanting to be close to Bloberta#He gets into fights with Orel literally everytime they meet but Orel keeps trying#He's also like...a door-to-door bible salesman or something#Christina's arm gets hurt...parallel to Orel's leg#and yes her mom did it v_v#I didn't draw Block here but I think he'd calm down as he got older...not as attatched to any of his family (Posabule or Puppington)#Still close with Shapey but also close to Christina and Orel
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Maybe I should actually get around to reading the Twilight Princess manga because I have postponed it since forever because Twilight Princess is my favourite (stay with me) so it's like the same problem with the Zelda movie because if the characters aren't exactly like I picture them in my head I'm worried it will just dislike it/change my relationship with the game 🧍♂️but I also have about 5 billion pictures of the manga saved on my pinterest so like I've been like steadily working towards appreciating it over the past year and a bit so I could actually quite like it but uhmmm anyways ...I think I actually need to get more normal
#writing this felt like taking a swerve on the highway because you didn't see that exit come up like that#my attatchment to this game&franchise is strange but I think we've established that already#anyways u guys don't get HOW MUCH I love twilight princess&twilight princess link#oh and I did not realize it was a) finished recently ish (2022) and b) had 11 volumes#<- but like I feel like I knew that last part but not logically#because oot for example had 2#anyways that's just hte weight of being the best game in the franchise and everything ever ig 😂#twilight princess#loz#twilight princess manga
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i am posting this from a shaded picnic bench under rap/tor's first drop and every time a train goes by the whole area shakes a little its very . giggles . i think the heat is geyting to me
#obj tag#was getting Major ''dont like u'' vibes from ot/bh and idk why#sorry ur merch is orange im buying it anyway . maybe it knows im super attatched to another ri/de already idk#sorry u may be cool but you arent light/cycle run#admittedly i think that may have been a kin thing going on there i think lcr knew i was tr/on before i did#same way star to/urs knew i had Something Going On#you know how it is . maybe its the aut/ism maybe the rid/es know things#the heat is a joke btw im stayiny hydrated and i just had an ice cream thatsbwhy im.here and notnin a queue
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how was playing hsr? was there anything that you liked in the game and the story?
ITS BEEN AMAZING AS EXPECTED!!!!!!!!! i actually havent played genshin in a while since starting it, i have no motivation to do the filler event while a perfectly good star rail is sitting there waiting to be played :')
but for mechanics, i love they have auto battle so you dont have to nessecarily sit there and invest in every little battle you gotta do....and i love that the resin (resin??) system is a lot more forgiving with a higher cap, lower cost, and allow for overflow...thats nice...i also love that the mc and starter units are very useful. im so emotionally attatched to the star rail crew so im glad they never have to leave my team !!!!
storywise im LOVING IT SO FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i started playing it at the beginning of spring break 2 weeks ago and im almost all caught up!!! i went through belabog and penacony and now im just doing those leftover intermission main quests which im only now realizing i shouldve done before going to penacony LMAO
and of course.....danmarch....im so soft for them......and also i love sampo i cant wait to see what they do with him
#besides the star rail crew and sampo im not too attatched to anyone else#im very much a (what would happen in canon) type of player so the only units i REALLY want are himeko welt and imbibitor lunae#(and sampo)#everyone else i can go without#so this game is probably gonna be a lot better for my wallet#overall it just like it better than genshin minus the open world part#i like the story and characters...i like that you can play as bad guys while theyre still bad guys???? like blade and kafka???#cuz in genshin you always gotta redeem them somehow first before theyre playable#not here hueheuhe#also i love that they actually kill off playable characters#(spoilers from here on out)#i know were supposed to be all sad for fireflys death but honestly.......i didnt care about her too much LMAO#i was actually a little annoyed for the secret base part because her base was SO FUCKING DEEP IN ENEMY TERRITORY#i was like (damn bitch how far away is this shit??!)#that by the time we got to the emotional part i was just mad#i never liked characters where the game tries to like....force you to care about them#and its implied you have some super close relationship ESPECIALLY when you havent known them long#now if march died that would be a whole different story#but firefly??? i mean rip but i didnt really know her#im loving the penacony quest so far though#any setting where its like a place of mind tricks and gambling and spending money and sin is always so scary to me#especially the dream within a dream within a dream shit#the mind fuck aspect is always a good plot that i enjoy#i also love that theyre not afraid to upgrade units#like we have dan heng and the dragon dan heng#so characters arnt stagnent forever#everyday i hope we one day get to see a 5-star secret power march#cuz that girl has some shit going on i swear#i just did her luofu memory quest#and those fuckers in the garden of recollection............
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5 mins !!!!
#camera talks#YAYYYY#im so so so excited guys#ik ive listened to the demo already but whatever !! i can still be excited for the song bc its music !!!#:DD#also so very off topic but having extreme attatchment to objects makes them aging and deteriorating really really hard#(<- guy whos main blanket is falling apart entirely but he really really doesn't want to get a new one and will cry over that)#anyways !!!#so excited#im going to play it to go to bed tonight lol#also i did Not work on my speech#i'll do that before work tomorrow#i have Sooooo much to do tomorrow. oops#anyways :)
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also in stars and time :3
I LOVE TIME LOOPS
I should get like, the VHS cover of groundhogs day as a tattoo
but no really, ISAT did a time loop story very well! I don't usually play roguelikes, so I was apprehensive about 'game where you play the same 4 levels over and over again' but each loop felt genuinely like it progressed the story and i felt like I was learning and improving with each loop, and even though im definitely a 'i would tell everyone i know that im in a time loop and plan something elaborate to prove it' kinda guy, I did feel myself in Siffrin's mindset of 'just one more loop and i can fix this no one needs to know it'll all be over soon'. The characters are relateable and unique, and for such a hodge-podge party it really feels fitting! I haven't played the demo/prequel yet but im interested in trying it out. I should replay isat again sometime, it would be interesting to replay it knowing what the choices I made did, and where things are etc.
#beneathsilverstars#asks#im a little sad i didnt get as attatched to the characters as you all did. it looks like youre having a lot of fun#but unfortunaely im not really Into any Fandoms(tm) right now at all#i tried with jojo and tried with stormlight and im watching house even but nothing makes me want to seek out transformative work rn
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When was someone gonna tell me she existed??? Look at her dorky glasses. I love her.
#dc comics#batman#the dark knight#carrie kelly#dc robin#carrie kelly robin#shes so dorky#its great#ive been getting into batman lately due to a specific cross over that im avoiding tagging but you all know the one#and read frank millers dark knight returns#and just wow#the panneling was so well done#and the pacing#i did not think i would like it cuz i struggle with too many words squooshed in comic pages#but i really liked it#and am so sad carrie kelly does not seem to be a common robin#i grew so attatched immediately#anyway also have a batgirl one so ill probably draw her soon
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Need to stop making jokes about my grief and depression but then literally who would I be anymore.
#idk who I am if I’m not constantly making fun of myself and all my problems#and usually not dealing with them#my sadness is like a bandaid that I refuse to rip off and instead I’m just peeling it agonizingly slow and it’s also somehow peeling all of#the skin off my body at the same time and I become a live wound of a person#I wish I had my shit together enough for college or living on my own bs sometimes I think the only thing that would fix me would be picking#me up and putting me in a different state somewhere up north closer to my friends and like that’s all I need to fix me#if I wasn’t so painfully isolated life would be stellar but i can’t ever bring myself to reach out and I’m afraid constantly that everyone#hates me and is wishing I’d stop bothering them wahhhhhhhh I hate it !!!! my brain is evil!!!! I hate that it’s attatched to the rest of me!#my mom will be like. you don’t take responsibility for yourself and your feelings and you wallow in them and you blame your brain instead of#fixing yourself and I’ll be like. 😐. so how do I stop? and she’s like. idk.#I feel like my head is on fire I’m pausing my tolerance break tonight I’m gonna go get some mystery weed from my moms weed tray and pack a#bowl and probably cry some more#why did the year and a half dad death anniversary have to happen on such a humid day I just wanna walk thru the woods and cry and smoke
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listening to vices & virtues today
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