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Run BTS Jimin dancing when sad
This bit was the first thing I thought of when I read the title “Too Sad to Dance” on JK’s Golden tracklist.
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Wyll breaking up with the player character if Ulder dies so Wyll must become the Duke makes me wanna throw up sobbing because he actually thinks that just because his father's first duty being to Baldur's Gate made him a Bad Father that Wyll himself will inevitably be a Bad Lover because surely no one could match love with duty if his father couldn't, unknowing he has more love in one hand than his father had in his entire body. fuck
#More in my reblog#“my father taught me more lessons than I can count” yeah dog they were called CAUTIONARY TALES 😭😭😭#“pull me too close and I'm destined to hurt you” FUCKIGN. BITING YOU#“a champion's heart is as sharp as a new blade” SO CRAZY I GOT THIS SICK ASS ARMOUR. TRY ME.#I'm actually in physical pain over this. Wyll my love.#I need to rip ulder in two with my bare hands right now.#sorry I JUST saw the breakup scene for the first time today and I haven't stopped thinking about it it's making me ill with sadness#he didn't even break up with ME but it fucking feels like it goddamn#bg3#Wyll Ravengard#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#bg3 analysis#oh my GOD and the fact that he offers one last dance. I'mgoing to ufckingexplode#and he spends five whole seconds just. holding the character. not even dancing.#I watched the version with him and astarion ofc I don't romance wyll myself (lesbianism)#makes me wanna write a fucking fic (derogatory)#why the fuck is everyone so ill over astarion when mr insane mental health issues is RIGHT here (i know why. but still)
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As much as I enjoy the idea of Micah rizzing up naive city girls with (highly exaggerated) epic tales of his cowboy adventures, I know in my heart from watching his painful flirting attempts with Mary-Beth and Abigail that most of his experience with women comes from working girls
#PLEASE HE'S SO AWKWARD IT'S HILARIOUS#teenage boys on reddit will go ong he's so cool and i'm like HUH?#are we talking about the same guy? the guy who hesitated and stuttered when asking MB for a dance? who had clearly rehearsed what he was#going to say? who acts and sounds like an awkward teenager whenever he tries to hit on abigail?#i feel like people tend to overlook how painfully socially awkward micah is because they're just creeped out by him#which. fair lmao#but a recurring thing about him is that he comes off as really inept with other people whenever he's not being a dick#it's a bit sad really#like the only thing he knows how to do in social contexts is antagonizing others or manipulating them. never being genuine#red dead redemption#micah bell
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I miss ski jumping :(
#ski jumping#i'm so sad#wisla would have been nice#now i still have to wait like two weeks until they jump again#courchevel was like when someone would place a table full of treats right in front of you but you are only allowed to take one#(like the Ü-Ei ad lol)#but on a lighter note#I'll be able to visit Klingenthal for the sgp#so thats nice#:)#update#I might not be able to visit Klingenthal :(#I have a ballet performance on that day#(or well at least a dance performance)#which is always super special and fun#(especially because we get to wear baroque esque dresses for that performance because its more like a themed ball than anything else)#and now I'm torn between the two options#:(#I really want to see ski jumping irl#but the performance would also be so nice#if anybody has suggestions or advice on this decision please lmk#I desperately need a second opinion
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SVT coming to Europe for the first time ever in 9 years (not counting Gastonbury, cause that was sold out a year before they were announced, so carats didn't get a chance to go) and it's not even going to be ot13 should be a crime.. AND IT'S BECAUSE OF A SCHEDULE?!
#maja talks#i'm so upset for real#like i'm happy for jun and all but really?#you announced lollapalooza long ago and now suddenly he's got something else?#i'm not even going but got fuck you hybe i hate you so so so much#i will never not be angry about hybe ruining my chances to see svt live#like fuck you so much#(but maja covid was the reason for the 2020 cancelations yeah but hybe is the reason they never got rescheduled!!!)#i saw one of my mutuals from like 2015 make a post a couple of years ago about how she got to see svt as 13 four times in one year#and here i am as a european being shit on for 9 years straight#i hate it here so much and i'm so upset and i probably shouldn't be this upset but i am#fuck hybe and fuck bang shihyuk and fuck everyone that made that fuckass company so powerful#i hate it so much#i knew they were never going to take coming to europe seriously after joining that fuckass company#and yet i can't help but be so damn disappointed#it's been 9 years...#i remember where i was when the 2020 europe dates were announced#i was sitting in a train and i was so happy i was shaking so hard#i got a ticket with a great seat for the Berlin concert and i was so happy#i've never been so excited and happy#and then covid happened and everything got cancelled and they never even addressed it#they only ever said “we were sad the tour ended earlier than expected” in their yt documentary and that was the only mention of it#then the japan dome tour had to be pushed forward (not even really cancelled if i remember correctly) and they made wholeass apology videos#saying how sad they were and blah blah blah still no mention of europe at all#then like the day after europe got cancelled they uploaded a video of hoshi dancing with fans at one of the us stops#and it really just felt like they stepped on my heart and threw it in a trashcan lol#then they joined hybe and hybe got obsessed with dynamic pricing and ruined everything#ruined all chance of us seeing them as ot13#(maybe they'll finally acknowledge us for real when they get back from enlistment in maybe 6 years but who knows)#i for real shouldn't be this affected
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Collection of sketches.
Actually love how Dabi looks in that 3rd sketch mgngngm,gnmfnfmn (the 4th one is nice too I should fix that up at some later date)
#Dabi#Asteria#self-ship#Honestly I would rather draw her W/O the bunny ears but#Ppl seem to mistake her for Ochacko when I don't .__.#I HAVE NO IDEA if I posted some of these here but here you go I guess?????#DAir is mostly 'dancing around the problem'#'and committing to nothing'#'and ultimately parting ways'#that's the kinda vibe Dabi and I would have#so not even really a ship#Just two sad people who never commit and never act on anything#MMMMMMKAY I'M GOING TO BEEEEED
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everybody wish rainbow rowell happy birthday i'll start
@rainbowrowell happy birthday! and thank you for writing some of my favorite books about dragons and parents and love-letters to fanfiction; the world's just better with the things you've put into it
#this is a little too personal for the main body of the post but i hope you see it too#when the mage just straight up died after simon said “stop hurting me” with magic? that made some stuff Click in my brain#i'm always sad that i wasn't in the fandom sooner but sometimes you read a story EXACTLY when you need to (it's just fate)#ANYWAY >:D EXCITED FOR SLOW DANCE
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A few days late but I've only just gathered the emotional strength to go through my concert goodies. Bracelets, a sticker and one banana.
#my most vivid memory besides the pick#is looking up at the ceiling during dance macabre and reaching out my hand to catch all the confetti floating in the air#i think i might have cried a little bit then#because if you'll permit me to get personal in the tags of my own post in my own blog#but when i saw them last year i was so miserable where i was and so stressed out#and i cried the entire three hour drive home because I didn't want the dream to be over#and this year everything and everyone was so wonderful and added to the experience in their own little ways#and now the dream is over. but I'm not sad about it. i put the pick in a velvet lined silver box#put the signed photograph in an old frame#and went to bed in a place that was finally my home.#I can't wait to see what's in store next.
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ok soim gonna ramble about the wedding in the tags cos this is my diary lol kitty dont read this (she's not been on tumblr in ages it should b fine pfft)
#personal#ok so first of all it was a very overwhelming but amazing day!#the food was INCREDIBLE lol i honestly want the recipe for the chickpea fritters (that were covered in sesame seeds) like asap lol#sad i never got to have an italian pizza#(partly cos i was mainly w/ my mum who cant eat too much wheat rip...)#the venue was also amazing! there were all these animals (it's like a sanctuary thing?)#it was a shame it was cloudy and rainy that day but it wasnt too bad lol#(like look im english i'm used to it being rainy and cloudy 90% of the time pfft)#the actual vows ceremony part was honestly a highlight#i cried lol (it was a mixture of things... i was tired and overwhelmed... also i love my sister a lot ofc lol)#(also didnt help my mum was bawling her eyes out next to me pfft)#(also wasnt the only one cos when we went to say goodbye all my other sister's were crying too pfft...)#her husband's family were a Lot but all super lovely!#what was really funny is that they sat us on tables w/ a mixture of italian and english guests#and on both our table and one of the others everyone was bonding by showing each other pictures of their pets pfft#(mainly cats lol)#the dj wasnt that great pfft (yes i was mainly annoyed that there was no kpop cos i think my sis said she wanted to include some...)#i did get up and dance v awkwardly (mainly forced to by one of his sisters pfft) but it was fun lol#ohh and her dress(es) were seriously stunning!#the one for the main ceremony was like a classic victorian(?) sorta style#with an amazinggg 30s style veil!#her evening dress was shorter and she'd sewn the flowers we'd all been helping make for her on it#and it was honestly just so gorgeous#(i might try posting some of pics of it if i can?)#she also made her husband's waistcoat which matched the colours in her dress :')#struggling writing this rn cos i have a very needy cat trying to demand attentino lol#(we picked them up from the cattery today and i think they had a p tough time :(((( i missed them so much honestly)#anyway so the not so great things were the photographers (which ?? there were two ??? why ??)#they were really invasive and annoying lol#half my family couldnt even see my sis get married cos they were in the way ugh
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saw a video of a choir singing Dancing on My Own by Robyn and wept a little
#this is like one of THE coming of age songs to me personally#the first queer bar i went to at the age of 18/19 played this at least 3x a night#the dj was this elder butch who was chain smoking and had the prettiest eyes ever#literally danced and laughed and cried to this song#with people who aren't in my life anymore but still mean a lot to me#because they held me when everything else was crumbling while this was playing#sad girl hours on main i'm sorry#lale.txt
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the thing about rodrigo is that he's too blinded by his own ambitions and has always been dismissive of everyone's (including his family) feelings. unfortunately for juan he became a victim of rodrigo's ambitions, he was doomed the second he decided to favor him over cesare and lucrezia. he isolated him and tasked him with a role beyond his capability which struck cesare's jealousy because he had the chance to live the life he always desired as a soldier but instead, he made him a cardinal. basically, rodrigo set juan to fail and made him envied by his brother, and pitted them against each other. juan should've never been placed in opposition to cesare when he wanted harmony with his family while cesare wanted to be the gonfaloniere. they both wanted something the other one had. cesare's desire to be a leader and fighter and his distaste for juan in that role and juan's wish to be as close to his family as cesare is, especially with vanozza and lucrezia. despite juan having his father's attention, it's cesare that rodrigo trusts and depends on. he did not seem to trust juan enough as he keeps sending cesare to search for him every time and was made to act as his brother's keeper. rodrigo made both juan and cesare feel so insecure and not good enough for him which led to juan's murder and the only way rodrigo managed to come to terms with juan's death is by declaring it a tragedy caused by his rodrigo's lust for power, which corrupted his sons. both brothers are flawed but also victims of circumstances. cesare and juan were both trapped by their father's ambitions which led to their brotherly relationship being ruined when they should have been brothers in arms, not enemies. at last, rodrigo realized how much he failed juan as a father and understood how in the end he had not been there properly for him either. the guy was tormented, suffering from a horrible illness, and not to mention the mockery by everyone, especially when he tried to change after he came back from spain. in conclusion, juan went in an undeserving way. he was discarded like a common criminal with no funeral and no one to mourn him except his father. he was so earnest, he loved his family but felt inferior to his siblings while being desperate for connection, but his father set him to fail and made him gather resentment of his siblings and it was too late to fix it.
just to clarify; this not an anti-rodrigo post. the entire family is messy and they've hurt each other even when they meant to do good and i love them all lmao
#i've been feeling really bitter about how juan got treated and now i'm taking it all out on every character lmaoo#as much as i thought it was cute that rodrigo loved juan so much but at what cost?? he ended up failing him as a parent#like if only rodrigo loved his children equally we wouldn't be here but here we are!! juan's siblings hating his existence#cesare killing juan out of jealousy when he was vulnerable and wanting a reconciliation between them..cesare borgia i will see you in hell#something so sinister about how juan was afraid of not being loved by his family and they all ended up hating him and dancing on his grave#rip sad boy he should've haunted their asses in season 3 now that's something i would wanna watch like i'm seated#not me dragging tf out of rodrigo oops sorry old man ily though <3#such an unhinged insane family i'm obsessed with themmmm#juan borgia#cesare borgia#rodrigo borgia#the borgias#juan and cesare#borgias#period drama#period dramas#david oakes#text post
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Quirky representations of dementia should go die actually
#pardon me my friends i know I'm in a Good Mood today and will probably continue to be once I've taken some time to be mad/sad#but god the other night our ex-neighbour was obvs trying to comfort me#by talking bout a lady with dementia she knew who was onviously sick but in her mind she went out and did things and danced#and i was at the dinner table with my own sick lady#and therefore could not say honey. good for her i guess.#but my mum is almost aggressively trapped in her here and now#she doesn't know how to exist without us#her safe person is the husband her marriage was failing with#if we go out for five minute she panics and scratches at the door#she is sad and confused 95% of the time#content and confused the other 5%#and i can barely even visualise her as my mum anymore#because the mum who raised me would've killed herself if she knew this was coming#(like she used to tell me that. frequently tell her small child she'd rather kill herself than be unable to look after herself)#(which had a very normal impact on me I'm sure)#anyway. I'm a huge hypocrite and will still go and listen to marbles by the amazing devil and think it's the loveliest most romantic thing#and maybe some people do get lucky and find some joy in their minds when they have nothing else#but i have to just watch her brain fester and decay every day and there's just nothing quirky or beautiful about it#and all i can think is about how there's those mums who don't like raising small kids but enjoy parenthood when the kids are grown#and how that was supposed to be her#for a little while it was her#for a brief window of a couple of years she and i were each others best friend#and now she's this sad scared anxious thing shaped like my mum#who doesn't trust me as much as the man she was maybe a year or two out from leaving#and she's trapped in her brain and swiftly rotting#and it's just not cute and it's not funny#anyway#it is what it is#mr. bees speaks
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Chat I watched Deadpool And Wolverine and omg I am not okay
In this last week I have watched almost all X-Men movies (twice, actually) and I am totally not obsessed (it's the autism)
2 things.
1. They fucked in that Honda Odyssey.
2. Logan in X-Men 1 wearing the grey zipper was the sluttiest outfit a man can wear and I stand by that.
Also this is my half a year post (I'm being dramatic) to let everyone know that I'm not dead :)
#simon yaps#deadpool#wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#x men#logan howlett#wade wilson#Hiding this in the tags but chat that mocie singlehandedly gave me back happiness i havent felt depressed since watching it#when i do get a little sad i think of the deadpool dance scene or the Wolverine shirt scene and I'm fine#i am so homosexual
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Those relationships where the characters are amicable exes who broke it off bc one or both had their respective traumas/emotional burdens they didn't want the other to feel responsible for, so they ended up repressing it all to the point where the distance that began to grow between them as a result was too insurmountable that they decided it was best to end things so, in their minds, the other could be free to pursue happiness without being 'burdened' by them. But both are even now still so very much in love with each other or at the very least hold a tender fondness and particularly Special protectiveness for each other that everyone can clearly see, no matter how much the two deny or brush it off by saying it would have never worked out in the end ( oh, but it COULD, it WOULD have if only they'd decided to TALK to each other, to be VULNERABLE with each other instead of just calling it quits ), despite every What If and If Only that crosses their minds every time their eyes meet.
Every time they see their longing mirrored in the other's eyes.
#//It is *chef's kiss* PERFECTION#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//This is not actually abt any Genshin ships tho kjdfbgdkfg#//This is in fact abt J|yantefi Wu of the Wa#//Bc a friend showed me a thing and my angst loving ass went YES#//THAT IS EXACTLY THEIR VIBE#//But I screm abt it on here bc I like feedback kndngf#//Also bc this cou;d be a fun plot ig jhdhgkjfg#plot ideas#//There we go kjfgnbkg#//It's so sad and silly a plot; but I LOVE IT#//Bc ultimately; it's abt the characters coming to be VULNERABLE with their special person#//Of a BREAKING POINT where they can't take it; where ONE or BOTH of them decide to speak up bc they've had ENOUGH#//ENOUGH of playing around the issue; ENOUGH of dancing around each other; when all they'd ever wanna do is hold the other close again#//ENOUGH of watching others try & shoot their shot; feel a spike of panic & jealousy; desperately praying the other won't accept them#//Only to feel an IMMEDIATE rush of relief/self-satisfaction when the other looks over at them w/ the SOFTEST eyes & declines the advances#//And in the same breath; as if saying 'there's no doubt there won't ever be anyone but you. Don't you worry'#//Aaaand I am rambling nonsense byeeee#//dkjkngfkg#//My sister wants to drag me out to boba#//Meanwhile I'm tryna decide if I wanna do a open rp or a starter call for a certain blog of mine#//Unrelated to this idea mind you; but for another one instead#//Bc it made brain go brr kjfngf#//Open might be tricky bc it a multimuse...idk; we'll see what the feedback says kjgnfgh
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Me totally not fangirling about Jean-Jacques Goldman once again.
I totally didn't make a playlist of my 37 favorite songs from him.
#jean-jacques goldman#text#listen#he is my whole childhood#i was dancing like crazy as a toddler when i heard his songs#i'm kind of sad non-french speaker people don't know him#y'all are missing out
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There's something painfully insane about mourning the life you could have had.
#I just keep thinking about that. I feel like that idea hasn't left my mind since December#because I know I could (and should) have had a different life. I mean it was all on me#I was supposed to be successful. but I'm not and I don't think I'll ever be#but I just keep thinking about me having my own place and hosting dinner parties#it's such a particular thought that attacked me around Christmas time (and I understand why)#but it's almost May why do I still miss the Christmas parties with friends I never got to host????#and let's not even talk about the idea of hosting a 'cousins night' with all the cousins#cousins who hate me. cousins that I hate#because in the world that we were sold when we were kids we were going to be best friends forever#but that never happened. and the idea of what it could (should) have been hurts a lot#I'm fine though. but it's a constant sadness that never leaves because I WANT to be that Christmas party host#and welcome people to my place and laugh and dance and create beautiful memories with love#but it never happened and I hate it#anyway... I'm fine#just thinking way too much#random#personal#my shitty English
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