#I cry at inevitable every time
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Starkid rly got me crying over lyrics like “let me puke in your mouth!”
#how#how do they do this#I cry at inevitable every time#Starkid#tgwdlm#the guy who didn’t like musicals#Paul and Emma#sad Starkid#sad#meme#I guess
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Theory of FrUk. (in my crazyperson eyes)
#hetalia#fruk#hetalia england#hetalia france#arthur kirkland#francis bonnefoy#myart#bangs head with hammer#i hope my diagram is understandable.#I FUCKINGF> HATE THEMMMM (i think abt them eeveruminute of every day okay. okay.#fruk wedding... hahahahahahahahaaaa...#i think hetamyu had the right idea in that france would totally balk at the last second every single time.#they have had many failed marriage attempts.#france runs off (inevitably) or england is waiting to walk down the isle and he just cannot stop crying out of fear#awful wedding. they are so happy they look at eachother like they fell in love for the first time all over again. they want to die also.
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OH
OH NOOO
OOOOHH FUUUUUUUUUUUCCCKKKKK
#Listen we all tried to deny the inevitable#But on behalf of everyone#We're not ready for this#Just a little bit longer#Please old xian#Just let my boys live their cute school couple life for a few more pages!#I'm not ready for the angst#Is this the bargaining/ begging part of grief?#Can God be bribed?#I'll give all the money I have!#*I dig in my pocket - 62 cents and a dead fly fall out*#mo guan shan#he tian#tianshan#old xian#19 days#19 days update#(funny enough I will still be waiting for each update like a puppy waiting for its owner and cry my eyes out every time)
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Also yes henry styles goes around in his potato sack dresses and gay pilgrim outfits and whatever other fashion disasters he can come up with but I think people end up so caught up in their own online circles they forget that even as a conventionally attractive white A list celebrity people were legitimately having mental breakdowns over him expressing one ounce of gender nonconformity saying one photoshoot was proof of the downfall of manhood lmfao if you’re at literally the top of the food chain and people rip you to shreds for a crumb of gender expression none of us are safe
#every time I say this someone inevitably says some shit like ‘oh yeah he’s such a victim cry me a river’#if you don’t understand that’s not what I’m saying you are dumb sorry
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i wish i wasnt so deeply self conscious about everything i enjoyyyyy i wish my most indulgent fantasies didnt all boil down to 'what if someone just UNDERSTOOD me on matters i never actually talk about and felt the same way about things'
#shut up dave#every time im having too good of a time just vibin by myself i inevitably do a 180 n get sad#bc the evil rama in my head is like thats weird and not allowed stop that#okay ive had a solid cry since writing that last tag im less fucked up now. ig i do have this one friend who gets me there...#i could talk to them...i could. try molding them to my needs.......#(<-sounds rly bad when i say it like that. this is because i am a vile fiend.)
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Trying to trim our 16 year old family dog is not fun lemme tell you. He’s always hated getting his fur cut and now he’s old and deaf and hates it even more. He’s half Japanese spitz and half lhasa apso so his fur grows thick, long and mats like you wouldn’t believe. At this point I’m the only one he’ll let trim him and and even with me he’s clearly hating every second of it. When my sister’s home she helps me by giving him treats while I trim but she lives on a different continent. I try to be as gentle and quick as possible, 15 minutes max at a time, and make sure to praise and give him lots of treats but goddamn. It’s so difficult and I hate stressing him so much even though it’s for his own good. :(
#he used to have a groomer (still hated every second) but the unfamiliar environment stresses him out even more#and because he’s old he needs lots of breaks bc he doesn’t have as much energy#he’s still happy and energetic and loves walkies but we know that it’s a matter of time before he starts having bad days#and we’ve talked to the vet and made preparations. I cry every time I think about it even though I know it’s normal and inevitable#sorry this got depressing so fast oh my god#cecil blogs her life
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nothing makes me feel more pathetic than when I’m trying to do a basic as fuck sum in my head and my brain is giving me absolutely nothing
not a single gear moving up there. Brain just clocks out when numbers are involved and trying to force it to figure out even the simplest calculations physically feels excruciating and exhausting
meanwhile my dad and my brother will be looking at me like I’m some alien experiment bc how can I be so stupid that I can’t do this shit in my head?
#I’ve always suspected I’ve got some degree of dyscalculia bc there are other related issues I have in that area#I used to slam my head on the table in primary school in frustration and cry when I couldn’t get my brain to figure things out#my exams and jotter margins were peppered with loads of tiny dot marks from where I would have to physically make a mark to count#and then count up how many marks I’d made to do the multiplication or whatever. Like 6x7 I would do six sets of seven dots and count them#I can’t do it in my head and school made me feel like an absolute moron for it but no-one ever suggested I might have an issue there#I couldn’t memorise times tables beyond like 2 and 5 and 10 consistently. Even 4 wouldn’t stick somehow#and 6 7 and 8 made me cry from how much I struggled with them. I still can’t remember them#I had a maths tutor in high school for my last year and every week he would have to teach me things again bc it wouldn’t stay in my head#My dad would shout at me when I was asking for help at maths homework bc he somehow thought shouting the sum at me would make me Get it#uncle would throw questions at me and my bro to figure out and my brother would get it instantly and I would be sat there struggling#and then the inevitable impatient sound of a disbelieving ‘come on!!’ would follow and I’d feel worse bc im expected to do it and I couldnt#there’s a home video of me trying to figure out the difference between the years 1982 and 1987 and the pause while the gears struggle#ton work out the number before saying it is agonising to listen to bc I am genuinely taking that long to do it
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i do think death is bullshit unfortunately
#i know it is a necessary and inevitable part of life and maybe someday i will accept that#but i also suck at accepting things that i think are unfair#and i do think death is maybe one of the most unfair things about the world.#idk how to say it other than that most death is meaningless and untimely#and often times perpetrated by carelessness or cruelty or random chance#and i just. don’t know how you make peace with the end of someone’s existence.#the thing about grief and death is that i truly refuse to think about it because it snowballs.#one minute i’m crying about my grandpa who died yesterday#and the next i’m crying about the friend i lost almost 6 years ago now#or the pets i lost before that#or the strangers whose names i will never know but deserve to be grieved too#and then i’m crying for every loss the world has ever felt.#and it’s all just so unfair.#my empathy is a lot more variable these days but. this shit brings out the hyperempathy bad bad bad.#izzy.txt
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currently trying to avoid becoming obsessed w dc comics. if you see me rbing anything dc related please just send ur thoughts and prayers
#*looking at young justice* YOU. THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT.#fell in love with that show as a kid and then. BOOM. blue beetle movie. blue beetle? like from young justice? oh my gosh i love that guy-#*goes on to start reading all of Jaime's comics* wow these are really good yknow i should rewatch the show#*rewatches young justice* *wally dies* *immense grief*#and now i am cursed. cursed to read about wally west and his inevitable demise/getting stuck in sonic the hedgehog hell.#dont even bring up a singular robin to me okay ill lose it#i havent read. anything. about jason todd but uh yeah no he makes me cry. so does dick. and tim. and damien and the ginger one too prolly#really every time i think it cant get worse dc introduces a new level of fatherlessness ive never experienced b4#I used to be obsessed with wonder woman as a kid (lesbian) and had. a sizable collection of her comics but they're all gone now#and the nearest comic store is literally and hr + 30 min drive out. yarrrrghhhh matey
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cant sleep because im seething with anger
#been laying here for like 40 minutes fantasizing about finally snapping and telling my mom everything i really think and feel#if i ever came out to her she would end up cutting me off like she did to my aunts and uncles and cousins#basically im alone and my parents and siblings are the only family i can be in contact with right now and its isolating#off topic but yeah#i miss having a big family and people besides my parents that i could rely on. people i felt like i could actually breathe around#idk. whatever#why do i feel responsible for her actions all the time. its been my job to keep her stable and listen to her vent for years#but i never say anything about my own feelings. because she would make me feel stupid and ridicule me. lol#all she does is make me feel like shit most of the time. shes always in a bad mood and shes always whining and always pessimistic#and yeah i get along with her for the most part but lately her attitude has been weighing on me a lot. i cant criticize or disagree with her#because she'll just get mad. shes always been an angry person. thats why i hardly spoke to her from ages 10-15#maybe i jsut wanted to give her another chance. maybe i felt sympathy for her. shes had it rough her whole life#but when shes still bitter no matter how many times i comfort her and let her vent and cry to me and when she chooses her husband over me#every single time he fucks up (which is like. constantly) and always takes his side when they inevitably make up after a huge fight#it feels like i'll never be able to make her happy. it feels like i should stop trying. if she wants to be full of hatred#and have a shitty husband then fine. i cant fix her like and i cant hold the weight of her mistakes#*life
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Birthday is fast approaching but I pretend I do not see it
#luckily my mom's bday is on the 22nd of july and there are a TON of family bdays a little before and after mine in August#so in typical leo fashion I try to spend money on them bc that makes me feel happy and not focus on my bday#bc all I ever do on it is cry grieve get upset and self-reflect and it's not good#I TRY NOT TO BUT IT INEVITABLY HAPPENS EVERY TIME
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I mean, if there’s one thing the album is going to do it’s come through.
#winner of every long game#but a certain kind of abruptness/shock/even anger is always a part of every first reaction. At least for me.#if i’ve said it once I’ve said it a million times:#she wears extremely well and extremely gently#she gets better with use and familiarity in that the bitterness dissolves#like everyone can hmmmm all they want the album will come through and will have the people in a chokehold#and I even understand the frustration with that sometimes. with the inevitability of her dominance that makes people mad#I feel it too!!! but that’s just a surface level thing. it’s the stuff around her that ISN’t real#she and her music always is. no matter the mistakes she makes or how much she participates in the not-realness of it. etc. (and she does)#she’s going to have the last word in the sense of that word being a thing very worth hearing#Anyway this is why she’s so almost jarring as a famous person and also why she’s simply never going to go away#and anyway anyway it’s been a deeply upsetting two days! I’m drained and about to cry
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10 stars for making him abusive AND easy to manipulate by a superior abuser, minus ten for removing him from the story halfway in. He was so cute and for what
#my husband my sister and I#i miss him so much i cry myself to sleep ehet geooorge :(#every time he fucked himself over by doing something needlessly arrogant and stupid#every time his girls coaxed him out of his inevitable shame to get back in there never give up#i wanted him to suffer forever but in a loving way like strip him of his title and make him a servant on the very land he once ruled. love.#otome isekai
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It's time for Doomsday. Series 2 went by far too quickly on my rewatch. I'm not ready. I haven't watched that episode in years for understandable reasons. Let's see if the episode will still make me cry or if I've build some kind of resistance against it.
#who am i kidding i still cry every time any of the doctors regenerates so this wont be any different#only posting this to draw out the inevitable#because this like minute and a half typing really makes a difference#okay ill stop whining and put the dvd in#doctor who#ramblings
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damn. having c-ptsd is fucked up huh
#genuinely cannot control my feelings#on one hand I feel absolutely nothing#like I am completely numb to this horrific new trauma that I have just experienced despite how new and raw it is#I simply have no time or room or energy to even acknowledge it much less care#but on the other hand#I feel every human emotion that someone can feel#I feel like my world is ending#like I’m having an out of body experience#like I understand why others with ptsd turn to violence and anger#I feel like I’m so fucked up it’s almost just inevitable that I’ll have a heart attack or suffer some other sort of negative health impact#that’s related to this#at some point#my heart won’t stop pounding and my blood feels cold#but it just comes out in the form of me being straight faced#I’m just dealing with it#even when I cry#most of the time#it’s tears falling down a straight face#people probably think I’m psychotic#like I’m 24 and was just orphaned#and went through all this other stuff#but I’m just. taking it#huh.#anyway w/e it doesn’t really matter what I feel tbh I just have to keep on keeping on
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#knowing my parents are going to vote for someone who is *so* againts my idiology is so... frustrating might not be the exact word#but i cant find anything better. they claim to be oh-so-progressive and shit but then they support this#truly disgusting and idiotic man and. it makes me mad and it makes me sad too#since elections are coming up a lot of videos of him and of his candidate for vice president keep popping up on my fyp on tiktok#and every time they say something completely insane#i remember i saw a video of his vp candidate where she basically claimed that womens oppression and inequality between men and women-#-werent real just because she has supposedly never faced any problems of that kind#it was just so baffling. to think that a woman could think that way#also the guy? he supports the right to keep and bear arms freely#hes anti-choice. and he thinks sex ed and anything related to womens rights is a way to indoctrinate people#blows my mind. makes me so mad and want to cry#and im so not looking forward to having political arguments with my parents but its inevitable i guess. when they support people like this#god#anyways sorry for ranting. this has been on my mind for a few days and i needed to get it out#cami.txt
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