#I cried when I got home
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I got myself this haircut for my birthday and I just wanted to say I’m proud of myself
#talking#but also a#selfie#me#my face#I’ve wanted this for a long ass time#14 year old me is healing#I cried when I got home#I’m finally growing into the person I want to be for me and I’m so proud of myself#it glows under black light#I’m going to look sick as fuck for a while#anyways#cute#neon orange hair#living my scene teen dream#happy 25th to me
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just saw quadeca live i can now die happy (my ears are ringing like hell)
#quadeca#QUAD DID!!!!!!!#it was genuinely so good#i am honoured to have been at his first canada show#i cried when i got home
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I met miss bria yesterday and we spent the whole day out being silly girls and I miss her so bad it hurts @planetsano
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I met my hero and I didn’t throw up on him like I thought I was gonna do I just stared at him like an idiot and also I didn’t get to ask the questions I wanted to ask because I was freaking out my voice tends to get all messed up when I’m overwhelmed but he noticed my prop knife (I cosplayed as himiko toga) and jokingly asked what I was going to do with it and I said I might change into him and he was all like “we’ll see” and I just AGGHH CURSE YOU AUTISM AND ANXIETY FOR RUINING MY PERFECT DAY! And other reasons I can’t say ! I practiced in the mirror of how to hold a conversation with him and i couldn’t even do that right but I’m glad I met him I’m so grateful I did and I think everyone should meet him ! He’s so sweet and he’s pretty funny
ALSO DEADNAME ALERT PLEASE DO NOT USE IT
(my own fault couldn’t choke out my own name)
#star trek#star trek the next generation#data soong#data star trek#brent spiner#he is so nice#and kind#i appreciated the hug from him#and the kind words#actually autistic#my autistic ass#got too overwhelmed#I cried when I got home#mostly out of frustration#it should not be this hard#to talk
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Pac: Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok? See you on the other side, big boy.
Fit: [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nononono– You can't just say "big boy" and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. [Fit tries to lasso Pac] You're coming with me.
Pac: No, I need to leave!
Fit: You're coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!
Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?
Fit: There's homosexual activity going on Mouse, don't worry about us, ok?
Ironmouse: You guys, we don't have time to be gay right now.
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Pac: I'm just here to say goodbye to you, Fit.
Fit: Goodbye? We're not– we're gonna be fine, we're going to get out of here, don't worry.
Aypierre: Yeah, don't worry!
Pac: I know, but like– I will sleep until the end, you know? I will pass through this moment sleeping, man. I won't be able to be awake for the moment.
Fit: [Laughs] You know, it's– I mean, if that's how you wanna go, but– I mean, that- I mean, isn't that bed kind of like.... I don't know, it's–
Pac: No no, I will be staying on the sofa, you know, I will be staying on the sofa.
Fit: Oh the sofa. Ok, that's a nice sofa! Yeah, that is a pretty nice sofa.
Pac: Yeah, it's a nice sofa right? No, yeah– I'm going to stay on the sofa, you know? So, since I will be going Fit... [Pac starts tossing Fit all his items]
Aypierre: [Not paying attention to their conversation] Is that bigger cell? I don't think it's a bigger- biggest one.
Fit: Oh... Thank you Pac, thank you.
Pac: Everything you need to survive, ok?
Fit: Wow.
Aypierre: Wow.
Pac: And if you need this one also, maybe, who knows? [Throws him more items]
Fit: Ohhh, well hey– just take this to remember me by, ok? [Tosses him a photo of himself – the same one Aypierre was carrying all day yesterday]
Pac: [Laughs] Ok, I will sleep holding the picture you know, like this. You know, I will dream about you, Fit. And I hope this is gonna be good dreams. I see you in the other side. Good luck, my friend.
Fit: The other side... Yeah, you know, yeah, we– we– you know? It's been an honor, Pac. It's been an honor, you know?
Pac: Yeah, for me too, you know? Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok?
Fit: Ok.
Pac: See you on the other side, big boy.
Fit: I will sing your praise– Oh yeah, hey– [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nononono– You can't just say "big boy" and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. You're coming with me.
Pac: No, I need to leave!
Fit: You're coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!
Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
Fit: Sorry, there's–
Pac: I'm sorry!
Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?
Fit: There's homosexual activity going on Mouse, don't worry about us, ok?
Ironmouse: You guys, you guys– we don't have time to be gay right now, come on. There's no time.
Pac: No, there's no time! Oh, goodbye Fit...
Fit: Ok, c'mon, no no no, come on, we got this we got this!
Pac: Goodbye Fit, I'm sorry!
Fit: [Laughs] Oh no...
#Pactw#FitMC#Hideduo#FitPac#QSMP#QSMP Prison#January 22 2024#So canonically how do you guys view this moment?#Did Pac just canonically conk out from stress?#Did he take sleeping pills on purpose to sleep through whatever awful thing was inevitably going to happen?#Curious to hear what other people think#I like to imagine the stress finally got to him#He spent the entire time trying to mirror things he saw Cell doing#and finally cried about it to Bagi#I can't blame him if he wants to sleep through the rest of it. Man's living in a place that's actively making him relive past trauma#Fit says he's carrying Pac in his backpack but I like to imagine that he just gave Pac a piggy back ride the entire way home :D#I imagined that for Purgatory too#it's cute#idk the whole idea of very traumatized characters being so comfortable around certain people#Idk the idea Pac feeling so safe around Fit#(despite being in a place that is actively stressing him out)#that he feels alright falling asleep and trusting him / Mike to protect him is sweet to me#Idk man I'm a big fan of the ''literal sleeping together'' trope#I love when characters take naps together it's so cute#esp when it's two traumatized characters with a lot of baggage / trust issues#It's nice#anyways I got way off topic with these tags LMAO sorry#I was gonna edit this down but I like the entire conversation so I'm leaving it as is#The YouTube editor living in my brain: Not great for viewer retension#Me: Shhhhhhhh I'm an Archivist. I can do whatever I want.
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I hate hate HATE when people say I'm "having an attitude" with them, bc I'm literally not until AFTER they say that. And thats not even "an attitude", it's me being annoyed and frustrated bc youre saying im having an attitude when im NOT.
Like what does that even mean. I'm just autistic.
#blah blah blah#vent#like i was just responding to my name being called???? i literally just went “huh?” which i do all the time?????#and when you walk off mumbling shit that i cant hear bc we're dozens of feet away from each other in a loud ass store#and i come over and ask what you wanted#and youre like “i said we'll talk when you drop the attitude” or whatever and have the audacity to smirk at me like its a joke and i have#any idea wtf youre talking about#like i got so frustrated and upset about it that i legit cried for like an hour after that. while still doing my work bc i just wanna get#done and go home.#this is about one of my managers btw. if it wasn't obvious#like shes cool most of the time. but she says shit sometimes that make me wanna quit on the fucking spot
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#my sister left me a whole bouquet of flowers and a small self-care bag she picked out herself when i got home from work#and it put me in shambles#im so glad my family understands#like my dad said he cried for three weeks straight when elvis passed#and my mom cried for a while after princess diana’s passing#they get it and i’m so thankful for that ❤️🩹
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hozier starting to sing take me to church and then unfurling a pride flag healed something in me actually
if you listen closely you can hear me yell ‘oh my god’ when he does it
#(don’t listen too closely though I’m a bad singer lol)#I tried to post this Sunday night but it didn’t go through#I had no idea he was going to do it I almost cried#not leverage#hozier#slept at our airbnb for like 4 hours#woke up for an hour until Cumbies would be open so I could get breakfast (5am)#and then drove over 2.5 hours to get back home in time to get prepared for work#I ended up teaching my two hour group and then working till twelve and taking the rest of the day off#I forgot my meds so I slept ten hours until 10 at night 💀#worth it#seeing him was a spiritual experience fr#and this was like SO spontaneous. like I cannot express enough how much I didn’t plan for this#also I literally got my tickets saturday when the show was sunday. thank u stubhub ur a true mvp#I knew my friends were going and were staying overnight and someone in my facebook group was selling tickets last minute and was like 👀👀👀#I’m not gonna go into how she decided to sell to someone else later that day when I had already made plans and made me cry but whatever#it worked out in the end
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my little doggy my special baby boy is getting old and he's almost completely deaf and he gets confused a lot and he sleeps almost all day and I'm cuddling him sooooooooo much while i'm home i hopw he knows howmuch i love him 😭😭😭😭
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NICOLEEEEEEEEE HOW ARE UUUUUUU
LOURDESSSSSSBRRRRRRRRRKRIRJDKRJJKWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONDJD WENT AND STILL GOING INSANEEEEE LEWIS WIN 104 AND I WAS ON THE TRACK I SAW THE PODIUM I SAT AT TURN ONE I SAW THE CROWD SURF I SAW ALEX POINTS BEST DAY EVERERRRRRRR
#i got home at 2am after the most disastrous journey but nothing can kill my vibe#im still vibrating i literally cried at the main stage when he was speaking it was so emotional im still in the washing machine of emotions#i need to catch up on my dash idk what’s been going on here#asks#lourdes#nicole goes silvo 3.0 x#silverstone 2024
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When do you guys think was the last time Din Djarin cried
#happy or sad tears included#i think he cried happy tears when they finally got to see their home :')#din djarin
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Something is up today and I don't appreciate it.
Had a FUCKASS dream last night that threw my whole day out the window. My hero complex is so strong I actually dreamt that I fucking saved Touya myself, and it was one of those dreams that was so emotionally charged I woke up already exhausted. So that just boned my day from the start.
And now you're telling me a blog that hasn't posted since fucking February just happens to post TODAY a short story that actually physically hurt me (last reblog).
AND ALSO that post is how I find out the OST of Dabi's dance is on spotify, so of course I listen to it because I'm a moron. Hayashi Yuki, I need to speak with you. The literal /screaming/ you mixed in there?? And now I'm fucking crying.
I am never going to recover from the life of Todoroki Touya.
#I just need a lobotomy at this point I fear#I was so exhausted after work I got home slept for 5 hours woke up and cried#cool cool cool#love days like this for me#horikoshi when i catch you#todoroki family#todoroki touya#dabi#bnha#boku no hero academia#mha#my hero academia
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lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety
#to the judge that’s gonna see this case next year and the lawyer that is representing it assuming the state idk how this all works#why has the person to say the least get to go a whole year without consequence? a known criminal who after stealing from me and being#released and again getting arrest now for gang violence or some shit she was let go? she maybe associated to the group that killed that boy#last year. and here i am panicking because im afraid to carry cash. im paranoid that imma go outside and my car will be missing. i’m get#panic attacks when i drive to close to that gym and tired going back but physically cannot get out of my car and i start to cry in the#parking lot. i’m not sitting at work shaking forcing myself not to cry because someone handed me cash and i’m afraid someone is going to#steal my purse again. you think that’s not a big deal and honestly i didn’t think it was until my purse was gone. my cards stolen and used.#my key missing EVERYTHING in my purse GONE. so many things in there plus the purse i had money and all that is stuff i paid for now im out#all that cash i’m out 500$ for a key replacement i stopped feeling safe leaving my house all my non replaceable things gone and everyone#spoke to me like it was my fault and had to stand their crying while adults told me not to use a gym locker ??? but in the same breath telli#telling me this isn’t the first time she’s done this she has a warrant for her arrest she’s known to steal cars i’m the problem and there’s#nothing they can do to help me. so while i cry because all the money i had lost and never got back i had to do ALL the work to call my bank#track where my cards were being spent at call the jpay line she transferred money to look up the person she cashapped money to call the#business she was actively spending money at ask the manger if she is currently there and if they could give the police all the receipts and#video of her there for them to act like the hero’s for my brother and i tracking her down while you all belittled me#FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER i can’t be fucking normal about STUPID mundane shit i’m stuck here shaking and crying and what you tell me later it’s#not a big deal? give me all the content of your car and wallet or purse or backpack take nothing out and see what you’re left with and how m#much you need to spend to drive your car again and to tow your car home let a stranger have all your cards and address and tell me you feel#safe#OH and for the gym to tell me they know about her she used to be an employee there she doesn’t have a membership so they don’t know how she#got in and they can’t help but she did steal from another girl that night and an employee last month and who knows how many more ppl like#that’s convenient you pos sounds like she has friends that still work at the gym and open the back door for her or just let her in that’s#crazy no ? and this is all alleged because when if i lost all these things i can’t speak on what did or didn’t happen that’s some crazy bull#shit anyways the towing company felt bad for me maybe because i hadn’t stopped crying they gave me the key replacement number and told me to#mention he referred me so i could get a discount and the layman felt back for me because when i called him i started to cry and when he told#me the price i cried harder so 500$ was the cheapest but pretty much my whole check#key man*#bad** LET ME FIX TAGS#allegedly all these ppl are privileged kids from a privileged background that grew up in a sheltered community and thing there’s no#consequences to their actions because of the lack of accountability from their parents who willing pay for people to look the other way
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A mess
#coffee#good morning#coffee time#there's so many good coffee places by me#personal#dyed hair#my hair needed to be combed through#but the color is super cute!#black hair#orange hair#maybe alt#makeup#casual goth#only took the worst pics#im so unphotogenic it's not even funny#i cried in the bathroom when we got home because of how shit i looked even tho i thought i pulled myself together nicely#rip#fml#all dressed up#ugly af#but only around my extended family for some fucking reason
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the first thing that happened to me in 2025 was two friends gifting me the most insane, brilliant, genius fics. like oh maybe this is the best year of all time
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speaking of the Maximoff twins... s4 e13 family ties. I just gotta say.... Pietro carrying Wanda while he runs is the cutest fucking thing in the world. I'm sure they've talked about how she's "almost always left behind" and then he's like "ok lemme carry you". And Wanda goes ABSOLUTELY NOT but here we are...
wanda will say something like 'do not baby me im not made of glass' etc etc and pietro will jsut decide he cant hear anything !!!!!
#snap chats#i think its very sweet pietro wants to show he loves his family as much as possible actually. //screams cries throws up//#i love it when they look after each other .... its very important to me ..#also this ask just reminded me of the goofy shit my bro and i were on yesterday#cause i was pacing cause i was trying to figure out what to eat and after like half an hour of just me pacing#my bro finally is like 'do you want me to make you something <:( or like. put out ingredients <:( i wanna make sure you eat <:('#and i was like nooOOO IM NOT A BABY I CAN DO IT. i then proceeded to pace another thirty minutes vjaeLVKEJAKAJ#I DID EVENTUALLY EAT I HAD EGGS AND RICE BUT STILL. siblings will in fact be siblings#i usually eat better than this i just ran out of my usual food lol .... anyway ..#speakin of bro he just got home and we're gonna head out in like thirty minutes so BYE
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