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Ahh yes, these two <33....I had to at least, make a single decent fanart of the two of them for this month lol
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#knuckles the echidna#rouge the bat#knuxouge#ybetzarts#back to my usual schedule#hngg#I cant wait to get a long break
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so. chapter 5 huh.
#hunter the parenting#ramblings abound:#i think this was the first time in a long while i've actively. “geeked out”? over something?#don't really like that term but i *did* just sit there emitting various noises awestruckedly. and i don't tend to do that?#certainly been years since i reached a point where the only thoughts i could muster were ''this is so FUCKING COOL'' and such#ok anywase. thoughts. so:#the purple text “just cause you can dont mean you should” guy is jambles in the credits right. havent seen anyone talk about that yet#fuckin hell. brok character arc possibly incoming. who'da thunk it!#(i'da thunk it there are NO two-dimensional characters in this series (except when they're 2d-animated but i digress))#D's eyes flashing gold???? it might be non-diagetic but like. cmon. of course he's got something going on.#also what's going on with grimal and elise. what is going on with them. hey. hey what is going on. theyre still exceedingly suspicious. hey#matilda...#alright spoiler territory: is the tree arm white moth gift a thing#someone said the umbra looked wyrmy. is she... is she a black spiral dancer?#its been a couple months since i've done a wod loredive so i might be a tad rusty.#also. love how we can see her channeling rage before going glabro#and her crinos..... with that shadow over her face and her eyes glowing............... must admit i am Infatuated. badly. huh who said that#god the whole build up the whole reveal the whole fight the whole aftermath it's all just. so fucking good.#solar sorcery occam mural was great#“god” saying fatigue instead of fatigue was great#git???? lost a fucking arm????? is grimal ok???????????#seems like no one died but like. theres def gonna be a hopital scenes.#so wait was spit really just out of ritalin...?#god the fucking. canon ads. NO ONE is doing it like ogre poppenang#brok drank a molotov btw??? almost forgot about that#hang on. does marckus still have the oculus. marckulus. thats for sure gonna be plot relevant right#the fucking. ''cant wait for the audiolog where marckus annoys matilda with questions in their umbra trip'' in the comments section. amazin#amanda... shes getting a raise right. god i hope they don't push matilda's work on her. it *would* be funny but PLEASE she needs a BREAK#wait matilda is full-on garou and her surname is Wilde. probably a pseudonym which makes it even fucking funnier. she did it on purpose
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great and to top it all off now my sister wants to take her boyfriend to the burial. instead of, you know, deciding that he could do something useful for once and watch her chronically ill dog while she attends. but no, ever since she met that guy she needs her hand held for fucking everything. some ppl complain when others bring their dogs everywhere but my god, women who drag their dumbass boyfriends along wherever they go are so much worse.
#sorry but im fucking mad#a couple of years ago she wouldnt have stayed with such a guy for so long#i dont get why so many women have this insane need to be in a relationship#you dont need someone to hold your hand 247 you are your own person you know#cant wait til they break up again#im reaaaally looking forward to juggling three dogs of which one regularly shits and vomits everywhere <3#her dog is sweet ok i love her but still#personal#todays a shit day
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I've thought about my whole "Asa having abandonment issues" post more and came up with something.
It's less Asa scared of Arkin leaving and more like he's waiting for it. I suppose? Like, Asa wouldn't blame Arkin for leaving him. Everyone around him tends to leave eventually, and the common denominator is Asa himself.
He has such an awful self image at times and doesn't think he deserves the love that Arkin shows him. Asa doesn't exactly push him away, but if he gets the feeling that Arkin is upset with him or is spending less time with him or is interested in someone else (platonically or romantically) he'll think, "Welp, it is what it is". Asa kinda distances himself from Arkin so he can give him some space, all while also trying to get closer? Idk it's confusing. At one moment, Asa refuses to leave Arkin's side, and then the next, he'll ignore Arkin and busy himself in his work.
Asa feels like he isn't a person that can be loved for a long time </3
#the last line I stole from another tumblr post#i related to it a lot#this is just hardcore projection#like cmon his family got killed and his father killed them#and personally i believe that any relationship-- platonic or romantic doesnt last long for him#either his friends will become closer to other people#making him the third wheel#or his romantic partners break it off for whatever reason#asa isnt sure why he cant maintain any sort of relationship but he does know that its bc of him#so when he gets into a relationship with arkin hes excited but also just waiting for the shoe to drop#“hmm arkin is sure nice to me... itll be a shame if i did something to sabotage this amazing relationship”#asa emory#arkin o'brien#collectkin#abandonment issues#projection#slashers#the collector (2009)
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I want to know which octopath developer woke up and chose violence
#yes this is about the extra battles#I’ve been working on them which has taken me a while bc I needed to level everyone first#and I FINALLY FINALLY got them all down#and then FUCKING OPHILIA#GETS UP FROM DEAD AND REVIVED EVERYONE#GIRL I KILLED YOU FIRST WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU JUST HAD RISE AGAIN LOADED AND READY. WHY CANT I DO THAT#tressa: invite friends (or whatever the fuck it’s called)#me: oh it’s them!!!!!! oh wait fuck#anyway we. died again. AND WE WERE DOING SO WELL#the current strat is scholar!temenos arcanist!agnea conjurer!castti and throne i had as merchant but her subjob matters less#castti keeps everyone bp boosted. temenos mainly is keeping everyone at full health#agnea latent power + reflective barrier#and then spam throne’s veil of darkness ability so they can’t land physical attacks either#and then repeat every time Alfyn neutralizes our buffs#the flaw with this strategy is everyone is busy doing damage reduction I don’t have a heavy hitter#especially since tressa keeps stealing castti’s ax#so it takes a really really long time to get them down#i think I might make castti a cleric and then swap osvald in for temenos#I’m worried about that bc osvald is so squishy but elemental attacks are the only thing tressa can’t STEAL#and the one true magic can break shields which will be helpful after ophilia FUCKING REVIVES EVERYONE WITH AUTO REGEN SHIELDS#before I was having good luck with ochette’s summon multiple beasts ability for shield breaking#but I don’t want to give up the reflective barrier/veil of darkness combo I’ve got with agnea and throne#and both of those are dependent on skills unique to them so I can’t just do thief Ochette or whatever#ugh. I’m gonna take a break and come back to this. Alfyn Greengrass you especially are not my friend anymore#actually that’s not fair TRESSA is my enemy. girl gimme my stuff back!!!!!!!!#octopath#octopath traveler
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Mega pain:
Read though some of the chapters of betrothed during the beginning, took a break from reading fics, came back with like- 53 fucking chapters.
Me: "WHAT THE F-"
Sugar if I dont write I die
#ask#bethroned#every time I try to take a break from writing I just get antsy#Im just waiting on the final edits for so(u)l and I can feel my interest waning with b(o)dy#since I cant keep on one subject for too long#so Im shelving body while I finish bethroned :)#then ill hop back on it
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I don't really want to be alive anymore, tbh
#all i want is a break#or for something good to work out#“things will get better” YEAH IK BUT FUCKING WHEN#been waiting for fucking years#2020 was hell bc my mom was killed and pandemic#and things just havent really got better since then#2023 was so fucking bad#and now that its trauma month (march) i cant even catch a breath here either#im tired of exisiting im tired of waiting for shit to get better#ive beeen fighting for so long when is it soft
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hii @pierogish-side!!! thank you for tagging me!! <3
Last song: This could be us by Rae Sremmurd
Favorite color: mmm really feeling brown rn
Currently watching: OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH WOOHOO!! its so fun (everyone is going through it)
Last movie: The Wonderful Story of Henry Sugar dir. Wes Anderson
Currently reading: im currently studying for uni so im stuck at Good Omens by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett and The Course of Love by Alain de Botton :(
Sweet/spicy/savory: sweet forever and always
Relationship status: uhhh im dying and rebirthing from my ashes 👍
Current obsession: .....kiribaku..... im back at it again OTZ
Last things I googled: wes anderson (so i could find out what the above movie was called lmao), werewolf (singular), boku no hero academia wiki episodes (this is a call for help)
Currently working on: im in my last year of uni (lmao pierogish... 😭) and i need to finish it so im studying really hard!!! (and trying to not give up) but itll probably be a while until i get my degree. also i bought an old polaroid from a thrift shop and im thinking of making it work
tagging: @skijjiki, @livingonyoghurtandspite,@peachybeesplease, @horson, @mars-matrix
#guys im gonna go back to my bnha era..... this was almost 5 or 6 (??) years ago and i was so happy but like.........#its been so long.........#i miss kiribaku so much and i hadnt had the mood for bnha since season 3 aired#i know whats going on in the manga (bc im noisy) and my interest is piqued and i probably will start reading the manga from the beginning#(im not kidding when i say this is a call for help)#if uni wasnt killing me softly (without a song or anything nice) and life was a little less uh 'much' i would have been reading so much#fanfic and (hopefully) drawing ;-;#i miss drawing#cant wait to reread chonideno's krbk fanfics!! they sure wont break my heart in tiny little pieces!! again!! (big faves please give them#a read if you want)#also i accidentaly (fate?) saw what 'mouthful' means in the 'you said a mouthful' sense and it has a positive meaning#specifically it means 'you are right'#'tasteful' has also positive meaning and 'touchful' doesnt exist (yet?) so thats how far ive come to my research#also completely irrelevant with anything ive said before but please if you can check out duolingo's insta profile and tell#me im not hallucinating#specifically the last and third to last posts. its one photo and one video#does it look like im stalling from my studies? (please say no)#get tagged#onion talks#i hope this whole thing didnt brought you a headache like it did to me...... theres a mismatch of so many different things.........#if you made it this far im gonna share with you one of my favorite songs im listening rn: brutus (Instrumental) by the buttress
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who else up straigh up loosing all the time !!!
#hey guyss someone i kinda hate got to do smth i kinda wnat to more than anything long before ill ever get to so im feeling a bit murdrous#a teeny tiny bit towards that person i kinda hate but thats not fair of me#a huge amount towards the people who are the reason i cant and that *is* fair of me#mostly towards the consept of the universe and the world in general tho. yk.#what a fucking joke that aroundt his time last year my dad told me “when have you ever had to wait for anything?”#bc i didnt feel like giving my sister the switch after she threw a temper tantrum and started breaking my shit#like !! fucking always dickhead !!! and you and your strict ass parenting bc are 90% of why !!#i never get to do ANYTHING the same time that others around me get to . i always have to wait if i get to at all and im sorry for#sounding like a brat but its not fucking fair . whatever#im going to go look to see if i can find the tubes of my old oil paints i couldnt a while back#and if i dont im going to kill someone with my mind#flappy rambles
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i am in such a Headspace lately all i wanna do is play skyrim and then write fics about being inappropriate with skyrim NPC's 😔 im literally sitting on an 85% complete Clone Dating Sim rn LMFAO like babe get ur act together???
#rambling#it fucks so hard too honestly u guys are gonna love it#whenever i get normal again u guys!! i mean it!!!#im like 80% thru crosshair and then i need to write tech#but everyone else is done#BUT I CANT LEAVE SKYRIM#i have a long break from work coming up in a few months and then.... then it will Happen#just u wait!!
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#i dunno what i planned to do today. but it wasnt spening 8am-5.30pm weighing samples#just like i didnt plant to spend 11am-6.30pm yesterday weighing samples. but sometimes the universe doesnt let u choose#mostly i feel bad that our undergrad had to do all that time with me when she has all her class work as well and#like i dont care abt the project and ive been with it every step of the way. it was nice talking with her tho#fucking exhausting bc i talked the ENTIRE TIME bc i cant handle lulls in conversation. but ive been assured im not annoying so whatever#god. my boss asked me yesterday if id gotten to relax this last week and its like. i mean compared to the fucking month ive had? yes#but probably not by the standards of a normal person. i definitely havent been getting enough sleep#and tomorrow i habe to go in at 8 and in theory im supposed to go to a retirement party tomorrow at noon#and the guy is a rambler so who knos how long ill b there. and im already socially drained. thrn monday i should start with my other#project again. but i habe to check the machine and im just gonna have to go full on no breaks until mid may#so whej will i get a break? in theory after may 14th. so fucking frustrating#and im not mad at anyone specifically. i just hate this project and cant wait to quit and move#so now im gonna fucking draw more too earnest narut0 fanart and avoid the things i should b doing#bc im fuckine exhausted. literally i was standinf from 9.30 to 3pm with not breaks bc idk i didnt look at the time#and im not running today apparently bc im too tired and the sun is gonna set in 20min >:-[#ay ay ay. 2023 my year of hatred and rage#wah. i don't wanna drive tomorrow 😫#unrelated
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im getting concerned abt my split tooth now :( i cant believe i broke off more of it by flossing 😭😭
#personal#i called it chipped and cracked. no a piece came off and then more later. i had no clue if i can see into the tooth or not bc its the#2nd to last in the back. i can see the bottom gums in between the teeth now.#like an infection can SPREAD TO MY JAWBONE?? how long does that take... the insurance says i cant go until the 1st haha............#i cant believe this. i hit 26 and had to get a diff insurance (and me and my dad wrongly choose ones that apparently suck even though#it was fairly expensive) and i have a 2 week long unexplainable sickness followed by my tooth breaking. the insurance struggles to#suggest a dentist and let me visit one soon. like... why couldnt this have happened in november or something.#and these fucking random dates. why do i have to wait 2 months after buying insurance to see the dentist?? we've paid hundreds for two#months even though i wasnt allowed to use it the first month and i wait even longer with the dentist??
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aouuugh my uterus......
#long long day at work codeine wasnt helping with cramps and my meds are less effective on my period :(#ive been doing okay most of the day tho just starting feeling kind of miserable omw home bc such a long wait at the bus stop in pain#and im kind of lonely at the moment but wont be able to climb tomorrow bc of cramps so thats my main social source gone :(#and it always feels worse at home bc if im having a hard time like in physical pain or feeling down my roommate cant rly handle it#like she cant rly be in the room with me the headphones go straight on. which is ok im realising its just how her type of autism works#so im trying not to get as upset at her abt it. with varying degrees of success but it just takes time#i mean i dont get upset AT her like ik its not her fault and i dont want her feeling like it is. I keep it internal + cry once im alone#just different social needs n boundaries innit. we're a bit incompatible is all#but its still hard. I'd like support from other ppl when I'm struggling i mean i think thats a fairly normal thing to want#but of the friends I would be comfortable talking to abt how i feel none of them have that kind of emotional availability#which again is ok like its not on them. and im very capable of dealing w my shit myself one way or another so its not a Need#but idk. it would just be nice. I feel like I've had to be so independent most of my teenage and adult life and I wish I could take a#break from that sometimes. even just a hug would be nice man#sorry i always come on here and talk abt the same problems... well youll see me do it again no doubt abt that 🫠#ughh and i feel so guilty for wanting things ppl cant give even though i know its not really my fault either and im allowed to want things#and i dont cross boundaries or make them feel bad abt it. i really hope i dont anyway. but still ahhh...#its so hard for me to feel connected to anyone if they cant rly engage w me emotionally at all like its a non negotiable#factor into closeness and trust for me and i get so frustrated bc i feel so distant and alienated from the ppl i care abt most#and ik i overreact bc of my rsd so maybe its just that its probably not even a real issue. but its real to me bc im the one who gets upset#man. anyway its okay just a really really long day. im gonna wash my dishes and then shower#and finish my book. maybe i should play some dead cells i miss it. i dont really want to think abt how i feel anymore#maybe ill see if anyones free to hang out tmr evening so i dont have to feel as lonely even if i cant leave the house after work#all good nice to have a plan anyway. done sniffling. my hot water bottle is helping thr cramps a littlr i think#.diaries#oh i dont think its helping actually ow. i took more codeine an hour ago why doesnt it do anything. not fairrr 😭
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impressive. killed malus and got inspiration for all four party members: under the knife (haunted one), town of shadows (entertainer), thorm family secrets (sage), and did my homework (acolyte)
#im not going out of my way to get inspiration#which is probably fair because im getting 4x as much as i should in a solo game#you still get inspiration for party members who are at camp as long as they're actually in the active party lmao#personal#ash plays bg3#anyway that's reithwin town done! onto the mausoleum#im actually really scared of the self same trial because it's definitely gonna have my hirelings there even tho they're not there to fight#idk maybe it wont have them. the doors seal when you go in so maybe it's just the people in the room. i hope so#not that the other version of me is gonna be easy. im setup to do as much damage as possible in the shortest amount of time#wait. will it have the slayer? i dont think it did on my last durge playthrough. hm. i guess i have an advantage#i mean. i do also have the advantage of being a better tactician#but once the fight starts i cant really do much#i guess i try to sneak up to get the first hit with advantage and go from there. break out the slayer if i have to#yeah. ok. id forgotten about the doors closing so this has been a reassuring thought exercise lmao. it should just be me
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I do not understand the decision with the wicked movie to make EVERYTHING like twice as long as it should be. Did they REALLY need to make it nearly 3 hours long? For only the first fucking half of the story?
#talky#literally nothing#also i find the fortnite woman quite grating as glinda#like they could have both been standard film length and id have been so happy thats MORE than enough time#but instead every song that perfectly carried the musical before has been stretched out so ridiculously#i just dont get it man#i like this musical but this film bro💀💀💀#its just too much#i am halfway throufh it rn on what is literally one of my fave songs#i think the opening number is my fave all tkgether and i wasnt feeling how they did it#just so overdramatic#which i know shouldnt really be a complaint with a literal drama production but thays how i feel lmfao#but yeah i feel like ive been watching this forever and all my fave songs have bored me senseless#what a let down#update: i have finished it#i liked them giving the original girls a part#but yeah the whole film felt like it was on 0.5 speed or something#cant wait for the second half which they split into 2 more movies which are each 4 hours long#they literally add a break to speak in EVERY song it makes it SO HARD TO LISTEN OR ENJOY#they wont let ANY song speak for itself. god that was irritating
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everything is terrible actually
#I really just need a hug I think#I havent had real serious physical affection in so long#I know I dont deserve jt no one does and Its a fucked up thing to make other people do things to help me#But fuck dude I just want someone to come up to me and grab my hand or hug me#My platonic partner used to do it all the time but we're on a break and I need to rely on them less#I keep befriending people who dont like physical touch and I am gonna stab something#Truly I just need one person who I can lean on or cuddle with casually#Ideally more than one!! But like. Idk#I need to get over myself this isnt an actual need im acting selfish and entitled#I know that the only real answer here is Get Over It or die#And ive been trying to get over it for years#Ive stopped initiating physical touch bc I dont want to make people uncomfortable#And im worried that that means that people assume I am uncomfortable with it#Bc I never mention how deep a need it is to me to know im even just being tolerated#But if I mention that theyxll feel pressured#Ugh#The worst part is I cant actually kms bc of this until at least after May is here cause I know that she's good with that stuff#And maybe once shes here i'll be okay#Happily codependent with the person ive been close with for the longest time since fourth grade#But ughhhhhhhhh terrube to have to wait over 400 more days. I will do it for her but oh ny god I am rotting from the inside out#I do not want her to come home to a decayed corpse but I dont knkw how much longer I can keep this up#(Not talking specifically abt touch that would be weird and dramatic as shit this is generally Everything)#May forgive me if u come to seattle and im a shell of the person I was when u met me
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