#I cannot WAIT to get them back there!
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"All those empty rooms
We could have been anywhere, anywhere else
Instead, I made a bed with apathy
My heart knew the weight
Ten years worth of dust and neglect
We made our peace with weariness and let it be..."
(Song: The Moon will Sing by the Crane Wives)
#scum villains self saving system#svsss#shen jiu#yue qingyuan#qijiu#hello children daddys come back from getting milk#I bring you dinner!! yaha!!!!#ai it took so long to make this because I kept not working on it aha... procrastinating yknow#but it's finished wow!!! please praise me woof woof#anyways this audio has completely run its course qwq so idk if this will annoy some people but#you cannot deny that a great deal of this song is quite in tune with them....#ahh... I love them so much... I still have another animation planned for them hahahaha!!!#BUT next up I am working on a tianlang jun animation so yall must wait for more qijiu snackies a little longer hehe#I'm excited to make tianyan!! xilang? sutian? xitian...? I still don't know what their name is.... tianxi? tiansu?#hehehehehehe Anyways thanks for sticking around!! hope this one will please yall!!!
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I can only take so much, but lately, they have replaced my reflection. And realize I'm just as bad as them.
#messyr#doodle#vent art#idk what im feeling but im just really tired- pessimistic and agitated lately#overthinking stuff about growth as a person LMAO. Envy that builds inferiority then dissolves into insecurity ew#ive yet to accept the truth that it will never get better- so i can only be there for others until i watch them go.#And I walk back to the same cage where I grew- bc the cage is all I know. I'd watch from afar and wait- wait for what? Idk#Genuinely happy and proud to those who worked hard for that success-- an ugly thought whispers to me thinking why cant I have the same#well- people w the same situations as me- knows how unfair life is so we work twice as hard. but sometimes... It's-- not enough.#And to an unfortunate fate- it'll never be enough. and it feels as if you amount to nothing.#I've been stuck for so long- I'm convinced enough that I cannot be helped. Still I cling onto the tiniest spark of hope.#bpd#abuse mention
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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it doesnt need to be said but its genuinely so funny how at-the-hip charles and erik are in krakoa like they really had the green light- the OBLIGATION- to be as obnoxiously close to each other as possible and abused that right to the fullest extent
#xmen#xmen comic#krakoa#cherik#snap chats#until the divorce of course but until then its actually so funny#how you really couldnt go a page or two without one or the other and the other one was close behind#ice climber ass duo over here. the delightful children from down the lane kind of proximity what the fuck was their PROBLEM#i feel like if one of them was teleported the other would just materialize right next to them thats how close they were#fuuuck what was the issue where sabretooth and co are in like. Brain Prison or something#and victor imagines charles but everyones like 'wait its weird if its just him where's magneto'#ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY and i NEED to know what issue that was .... to add it to my collection ....#also killed me how in immoral x-men issue 1 charles was yappin bout erik bein gone#and- God Bless Who i forget i think it was hope- was just 'can you please shut up about your dead boyfriend im begging you'#moira stronger than me if i had to deal with thing 1 and thing 2 on a daily basis i woulda snapped sooner frankly#ig when you live ten times through The Most Bullshit ever youre numb to most things but still. my god theyre so obnoxious#sorry im cackling at the bit in HoX where charles is about to announce krakoa to the world and erik's putting his hand on his shoulder#and you justs see moira in the back like dawgggg right in front of her .... can you two get a room#GENUINELY no im GENUINELY surprised they dont share a bedroom#im not even talking sharing a bed im taking my shipper goggles off im actually baffled they dont sleep in the same building#obvi id be lyin if i said i didnt love it tho To Be Real .. genuinely love seein them work together as a team .. until they werent </3#in every timeline they WILL divorce each other that's just the rule. actual canon event it cannot be changed or stopped its integral#ok ramble over. but not really not in spirit cause ill never be over this ill die before i am#im gonna go eat now i think i think thats something i As A Human has to do at least once a day
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grant not wanting a kid because he was worried that he wouldn't be a good father only to have his son tell him that he never should have chosen to have a kid if he knew he was broken and confirming his own fears i'm going to SCREAM
#dndads#dndads spoilers#dungeons and daddies#grant wilson#lincoln li wilson#i am once again a wilson family stan and a grant kinnie god damn#cannot wait for the titanic au#my personal headcanon is they find a baby on the boat and scam brings it back with them and thats how the li wilson's get link#i just think link being canonically from the 1940's would be very funny
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wooooo revived!clover! i have so many thoughts abt this au and they cannot all fit here so take some doodles
@brewingcoffi
#i am very shoddy at drawing kids and the most practice i’ve had in a while is the 5 souls drawing#so clover looks a lil half baked#shout out to ceroba who i cannot draw at all but who is having flashbacks of kanako#i imagine flowey’s getting desperate because clover is the 6th soul and the underground is almost free#and he yearns a lot for simpler times so he keeps clover in some basic attempt to hold on to past stuff#some “let’s entertain each other for a while longer” stuff#also the soul of JUSTICE losing all of their EMPATHY and EMOTION?? when that is the very basis of them?#their purpose? that’s huge stuff. and its all so flowey can get back at his dad. god this au is so cool#undertale yellow#uty#uty clover#flowey#flowey undertale#on the edge of my comically large seat waiting 4 the next lore drop#edit: how in god’s name did this get 100 notes
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Lian Harper + her various caretakers in Green Arrow Vol. 7 (2023)
Bonus:
#oliver queen#lian harper#ollie queen#connor hawke#selina kyle#roy harper#arrowfam#green arrow#arsenal#speedy#cheshire cat#catwoman#SHE HAS A FAMILY SHE'S A DAUGHTER !!!!#god this one was a pain in the ass lbnkjbjkngn#if anything looks weird or not right or out of proportion. no it doesn't <3 keep scrolling <3#erasing speech bubbles and narration and drawing things back in is my enemy but it's worth it for her (lian)#also for ollie and connor and roy#selina i suppose also gets that nod by virtue of being here with lian#anyway they're all cute and i love them the end!#cannot wait to get to add mia and emi and dinah and cissie to this edit later--#green arrow vol 7#tbedits
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Unleashing my inner urge to be unspeakable and cringe by drawing the barbenheimer ship of HSR (Boothill and Robin because ohmygod) like the cringe ass trash I am
#hsr#hsrboothill#boothillhsr#hsrrobin#robinhsr#robinhill#binhill#honkaistarrail#robin#boothill#fanart#art#nightowl 33#platonic or romantic I absolutely love them#Boothill totally gets on Sunday's nerves#cannot wait for Robin to come back so I can pull her and unite her with her bf#ship#ship art#i ship it#i am cringe but i am free
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joel etho single dads au .........
#esp if we go w liml family#etho with scar and bdubs at the park#joel with hermes#their kids meet and become best friends and keep begging for five more minutes until theyre the last ones at the park#so joel and etho inevitably meet and start talking because theyre both hella bored waiting for their kids#and joel lowk kinda cannot stand etho#hes like “igh this guy is sooo pretentious i could sense it from a mile away. who does he think he is with that stupid white hair”#“newsflash it doesnt make you look cool it makes you look old as hell”#(but he doesnt say any of this)#(obviously)#and it works best if etho is totally oblivious#dude is just waiting 2 drop off scar n bdubs back home2 cleo so he can try2 get the Good Nights SleepTM hes been chasing since he was a bab#then they find out their kids go to the same school#and so obviously joel has decided to make it his mission in life to one up everything etho does#at this point etho is fully aware and finds it hilarious#because he is an Expert in these things okay. hes been making brownies for scar's bake sales since before hermes was Born#and joel can try as hard as he can but he just Cannot reach that level.#he can make as many cupcakes as he wants but none of them r gonna beat the gooey deliciousness of ethos chocolate chip triple layer brownie#and that is just soooo infuriating to him. his blood is boilimg at Every Single Parent Led Bake Sale Ever#and its even worse because etho looks like hes about to spontaneously combust at any possible second#his hair is a mess. deepppp eyebags. hes been running on maybe an hour of sleep every night for the past what eight years???#but hes sooo consistently perfect at everything.#joel hates him.#but like they also have to put up with each other at playdates and parties and whatnot because i repeat their kids are Best Friends#aughhh idk theres some potential there. i promise im just not getting it across very well#nya talks#trafficblr#hermitblr#joel smallishbeans
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i'm still here........ and convinced he thinks mitch might disappear if he takes his eyes off of him for one second. what a ridiculous series of images, i'm so so......... SO obsessed with them
#1634#like. he is jsut.. LOOKING#L👁👁KING#and cannot stop#any other normal human being would not be like tjfkdlszxnj#like whats he waiting for.. is there some inside joke here#did mitch have to leave n come back for some silly reason n hes like. waiting to see mitchs reaction like#the cute dedicated puppy he is.#ik we talk abt mitch being puppy coded but like. what is all this then. JKFLDSLFK#devotion and love knows no bounds it really doesnt#the way 3 seconds of footage will keep me fed for hours-to-days like im sorry but its just.#auston matthews#mitch marner#there is no way around... whatever the hell this is#adn their joy abt getting to play hockey and be near each other#its one thing to hear abt these commentators n insiders talk abt them as a pair in a lot of ways. n know those things bc they get to see#them behind the scenes all the time#but the glimpses we receive.... ohhhohohoho boy#its a new year. new teammates. but always them#every day i convince myself mitch is such a significant reason austons still here and every day i prove myself correct#psychoanalyzing clips of them to DEATH.
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how do they have the energy for all this. I'm so tired and I'm not the one on tour I'm just witnessing all this madness and it's exhausting 😭
#once again i could NEVER do what they do#i cannot wait for them to get back to europe oh my god these timezones are gonna be the death of me#phan#dan and phil#dnp
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the ouija board has arrived
#gravity falls#bill cipher#IM FREAKIN OUT MAN#i cannot believe i own this thing. oh my god. oh my god. oh my god.#i was freaking out all day waiting for it to arrive. when the doorbell rang i finally understood how my dog feels when someones at the door#it does not have any blacklight messages tragically#this is now officially the coolest thing i own and if my apartment ever catches on fire i will lose an arm before i let this thing get hurt#ive made an official gravity falls section on my shelves#keeping it and journal 3 close together so that i can grab them both and then dive out the window in case of emergency#gus fring is there too bc i love him#headless ford is still headless. thatll be remedied at some point.#ough look at how beautiful it is 🥹🥹🥹🥹#thank you alex hirsch thank you thank you thank you thank you#he still hasnt dmed me back with my grunkle stan recording though 🙄🙄🙄 smh alex hirsch ghosting me#life is crazy rn yall
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I’m sure I’m not the first person to say this, but I am so grateful that the Yellowjackets creative team has proven themselves flexible storytellers—in a lot of ways, but particularly regarding Van. ‘Cuz how many times do we get a lesbian in a show (especially a funny, lovable one) and resign ourselves to having to say goodbye in some catastrophic way? And this is absolutely the kind of show where, until you see the adult counterparts, any one of those kids could bite it. And that Van was SUPPOSED to die—or at least, wasn’t necessarily supposed to live—but Liv Hewson did such a fantastic job and the character became so enriched and so charming that she not only gets to live past season one, but gets to live into adulthood.
And that she gets to be so herself in adulthood; Van feels the least changed, in some ways, of any of the grown versions. She’s, as Ambrose and Hewson point out, dimmed down and calcified, but she’s still dressing the same, she’s still proudly gay, she’s out here acting as a sort of snarky cinema mentor to the kids who come into her shop. No, she isn’t happy, because none of them are, but she is alive, and she’s out and proud, and she’s a fundamental figure in this narrative when she could so easily have been written out in a blaze of fire or a wolf attack. I’m so grateful, because it means no matter where adult Van’s journey takes her, we’re getting to hang on to Hewson for as long as the show runs, as one of the core six members of the ‘96 cast, and that is fucking huge. We’re getting the message that at least two of those six characters are gay and get to grow up, and that gayness has nothing whatsoever to do with their trauma and problems in 2021. Like. Goddamn. That’s enormous.
#yellowjackets#yellowjackets spoilers#van palmer#liv hewson#am I worried about what will happen to Van the adult? fuck yeah#am I worried about what will happen to Van’s mental state in ‘96? of course#but we get to find out. we get to see her story continue to evolve#one of my favorite things about the structure of this show is that it manages to keep really high stakes#but also has sort of an underlying safety net of comfort for these characters we love so much#because they might die in the present timeline but at least for these core six we know we always go back to them in the past#it gives the meta energy of telling the story of a loved one after they’re gone#to keep them alive#and that we safely have that comfort with Taissa off the bat and now with Van as well? makes me so fucking happy#I cannot wait until we get more of this show. I can’t think about anything else
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DunMeshi perfectly nails the found family trope, by the way. every character is equal, but distinctively different and makes up a part of the whole. Senshi feeds the party, because that's what he's good at, and what he knows. Chilchuck might scold everyone for being idiotic and stupid, but that's not because he's their dad, it's because that's his personality. there's no hierarchy or structure, no roles for the characters to fall into
it's a family by choice, and i fucking love to see it
#dungeon meshi#like! the fact that they're all friends is IMPORTANT!!!!!#i love how senshi teaches the others to cook... or how marcille shares her love for haircare with senshi#like. they're so good... found family in the dungeon. who will they eat#also it's kind of related but not really but like#marcille putting the 'burden' on if falin should be resurrected on laois.. because that's HIS sister... like idk! that's Vital!!!#i'm so excited to see more of them. they're only just getting to the found family stage and i cannot WAIT to see them fall further into it#like chilchuck realising he DOES care about these fuckers and being vulnerable to laois to convince him to go back to town#instead of lying to his ass and keeping his position as 'only here for the money'#oooh they will be forever changed and intertwined by this dungeon can't wait to see it
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going to sleep with thoughts of this:
one day soon the New Jersey Devils will win the Cup with Nico Hischier as their Captain with the core of Jesper Bratt, Jack Hughes, Dougie Hamilton, Luke Hughes, Timo Meier, Simon Nemec, and others.
one day soon we will all get to see Nico Hischier lift the Cup over his head and he'll probably cry as he hands it off to Jack or Bratter.
one day soon we will all get to see Jack pass the Cup to his little brother Luke and we'll all have tears running down our faces.
so many of them, all of them even, winning their first Cup. proving that they are in fact the guys to get it done.
I cannot wait to watch this core and this team finally win a Cup. it's going to happen and it's going to happen so fucking soon. I feel it. I know it.
I'm so pumped for the world to see what this little team from New Jersey can do.
it's going to be so fucking sweet.
the last time my boys won the Cup was twenty one years ago and I was a teenager and I was watching from home and I don't think I understood the gravity of what it meant.
this time, maybe, hopefully, I'll be at the Rock and you fucking bet I'll bask in the moment.
now let's bring on this fucking off season. we are in for a bumpy fucking ride.
g'night.
#New Jersey Devils#Devils#NJD#NJ Devils#Text#the last time they were in the Cup finals was 2012#and I remember sitting in my basement watching it all go down#every series they won god I don't think I moved an inch watching those games#they beat the Rags and the Flies that run#BOTH of them#I don't think I had any expectations that season to get as far as we did#and when we went down three games to none and then clawed back and won two games I think I had a glimmer of hope#alas#game six was a wash#and then there was the dark period#and now I think we're on the cusp of something#and I cannot wait
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(temporary new pfp because HOW COULD I NOT)
#look i PROMISE flower crown alton more WILL BE BACK#i just had to memorialize this fucking incredible moment in fandom history#ITS REAL FOLKS#BI!BUCK IS REALLLLL#BUCKTOMMY RISE UP#i cannot believe i was a part of this#that i saw this live that i waited for this day to day#fuck what a time to be alive#bi!buck#bi buck#bucktommy#tuck#i guess#otp: better ways to get your attention#i am OBSESSED with them actually#evan buckley#tommy kinard#abc im going to kiss you on the mouth#911 spoilers#911 on abc#911 abc#em's icons#sort of#mine
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