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THIS WAS MHA BTW
NOT WHATEVER THE HELL 431 WAS
#bkdk#bakudeku#lol I got my volume 40 in the mail today#Katsuki lives again FINALLY#calls himself kacchan#works seamlessly with Izuku without words#izuku stares at him in awe as the leaves fall#I needed to see these pages again#I needed to remember how good canon bkdk actually is#431 did such a number on all of us but it can’t take away 430 chapters of development
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J.D. Vance killed Pope Francis
J.D. visited him yesterday, on Easter no less, and he’s dead only 4 hours later.
#to be clear this is a joke I’m not actually a conspiracy theorist#jd vance poisoned him /joking#alternate theory: pope Francis went ‘fuck it I’m gonna die soon may as well try weed for my last 4/20. and he was struck down by God#for the sin of having a pretty good time#the fatal (south) American urge even#(I’m referencing the bird postcard memes but I can’t remember if that wording’s exactly correct and I’m too high to check)#OH I KNOW#having to be in jd Vance’s presence drove him to try blazing it#jd vance#pope francis#breaking news#us politics#easter#April 21 2025#gif#described#description by me#id in alt text#today’s date#christianity#catholicism#religion#the pope#public figures#my post#original post#the dogshit twenties
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people will recommend you a movie and forget to mention the casual racism twenty minutes in
#ahh this is such a great movie#wonder what they’re gonna say next!#the n word?!?!?#oh okay…#when i watched dinner in america#and girl interrupted#and honey#and there’s probably more but i can’t remember rn#it’s actually completely unnecessary and not really funny#at all actually#lesbian#sapphic#wlw#wlw post#lesbianism#lesbian blog#butch bait#butch lesbian#dykeposting
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There is a lore tidbit that I established in like the early, early chapters of CTB that is about to becoming glaringly relavent again except I cannot figure out if/where that lore tidbit is so I have no idea if I actually wrote this down or if I just thought about it really hard 😬
#it was not in the spot I thought I put it😬#I tried searching for the key word and that didn’t do anything#and this fic is too long now for me to casually read through it to find it so now I have no idea if I actually wrote this down or not#and I can’t just ask if any of you remember if it’s there because it’s a major spoiler#ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#me rambling#lu ctb
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464 words of pre-slash pining fluff for day one of @steddie-week / rated G or T
It’s not as tight a fit in the listening booth as Eddie hoped it would be, but it does get him closer to Steve than he’s been all day. (Well, except for when he draped himself all over Steve at their table in the food court, or when they were pressed close in the photo booth, Eddie goading Steve into making goofy faces, or when their knees were resting together at the movies earlier.)
But they’re in their own bubble here. The rest of the world completely shut out. Just the two of them, one set of headphones, and a song shared between them.
Eddie has the album at home, and he wouldn’t be surprised if Steve knows that, but he didn’t resist when Eddie dragged him in here with one hand curled around Steve’s wrist, the other clutching the album they’re listening to now.
The song is so familiar and it fades to the background as Eddie watches Steve sidelong; the drums keep time with the beat of his heart, the howling guitar could be the singing in his blood. He catches Steve looking at him, once, twice, three times, his pulse skipping whenever their gazes lock.
This is almost everything Eddie wants. Listening to music with Steve, forgetting about the world beyond the song and the space between them. It would be perfect if he was sure that Steve’s heart is beating as hard as his, that his skin tingles at the nearness of Eddie, the way Eddie’s skin is tingling, now, being so close to Steve. The way his stomach swoops, and his chest feels full to bursting, how he’s every single fucking hopelessly in love cliche whenever they’re together, and even more when they’re not.
But he doesn’t know. He has no fucking clue. Sometimes, maybe, he thinks—hopes—but how can he be sure? He’s out of his depths here. It drives him crazy but, fuck, in moments like this he wouldn’t have it any other way.
Steve shifts, their hips bumping together, the brush of his arm against Eddie’s sending electricity through him. It draws Steve closer and he doesn’t move away, so they listen to the rest of the song pressed close, like the booth is half the size.
“So”—Eddie pulls his side of the headphones away from his ear when the song ends—“what did you think?” He bites his lip, kicks Steve’s foot.
“I think I liked it.” Steve’s gaze flicks outside the booth, then fixes back on Eddie. His eyes twinkle, warm and dark, and he turns so he’s facing Eddie fully. He licks his lips and leans in, saying, “But maybe we could listen to it again?”
“Yeah,” Eddie says, a smile forming, “maybe we could,” and he starts the song over.
#Steddie#Steve x eddie#Steddie fic#Steddie fanfic#steddieweek2023#(it’s running on utc so it’s officially started so I’m posting this now 😜)#anyway Cue one of the store employees being like uh… guys… you can’t actually stay in there all day???#guys??? …guys??!!!#But Eddie and Steve are just making mutually pining goo goo eyes at each other while listening to Slayer or something lmao#(also i didn’t specify a song and it might’ve made more sense to be queen but I thought it was funnier if Eddie was swooning listening to…#some thrash and especially funny thinking of Steve swooning right back lmao)#also I wrote this and then remembered the song prompts 🤣#okay a bunch of people liked my post about if I should post this so I’m posting it!#(post no longer looks like a real word lol)#pizzaqueenfic
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something I’ve been thinking abt is how many people think Makoto is immune to despair. I don’t think he is. I think becoming the ultimate Hope was BECAUSE he felt despair. He wouldn’t have fully reached that point without Junko. Makoto becoming such a beacon was his last attempt to avoid completely falling and it wasn’t because he didn’t feel despair, it was because he was too damn stubborn to allow everything to go to waste and he refused to sacrifice his beliefs for someone else’s. His inner monologue tells me he DID experience the same new low the other suvivors did in the final trial, but at the point where he had the choice to give up and die, he looked at the others and he looked at Junko and he couldn’t allow it to happen, not out of self preservation, but because the idea that Junko would have control over their lives made him FURIOUS. and that utter refusal to die kicked in, wether luck or otherwise, and he made the concious effort for one last push while something in him was breaking. He had to be broken in order for the Ultimate Hope to come through so aggressively, bc it could only exist in the face of the Ultimate Despair. He snapped the same way she did, but in the other direction. In what could have been his final moments he chose to embody everything Junko wasn’t, and every single optimistic and luck fueled ideal in him suddenly charged forward and pushed him. It was a combination of the final straw and a choice. Makoto isn’t immune to feeling despair, he’s just too stubborn to fall into it of his own volition. I think that’s why I like that scene in DR3 so much. People were SO SHOCKED Makoto actually fell for the tape, that he actually became despair for a moment. I saw people getting mad or disappointed, saying it was pathetic and Makoto seemed to fall from some sort of pedestal for them. Honestly part of me wonders if that sort of mentality, which clearly people had in universe, affected Makoto a bit. Like he started to see himself as less of a person, subconsciously. Prompting him to take more risks, less self preservation, act way more bold. It seems he has to be reminded a lot not to put himself in danger by his friends, to not do something too reckless. All over the place I would see in regards to that scene either this frivolous ‘oh this was just angst drama with no meaning behind it’ or ‘he can do better than that. he’s so weak’ or ‘come on, there’s no way he’d fall into despair, he’s the Ultimate Hope!’ This kind of mentality, which was kind of ironic considering Ryota was there the entire time saying the same thing and treating Makoto the same way. Like Makoto was superhuman. Like Makoto didn’t feel despair the same way ‘normal people’ did. In a way that was also how Munakata saw Makoto. Makoto stopped being a PERSON to the world when he became Ultimate Hope, he became a concept, a belief system, much the same way Junko ascended beyond herself. But the difference is that treating Makoto that way is the opposite of the reason Makoto became such a representative for hope. He wasn’t doing something no one else could. He was doing something everyone had the chance to, he just… was a little more optimistic, a little more stubborn, a little more ‘gung-ho’ about things. He just took the lead where no one else did, where no one else knew they even COULD in the face of Junko’s unstoppable force. She had overcome the biggest threats and obstacles in the world, what could one person do? And the answer Makoto found was, anything. Everything. It doesn’t all rest on Makoto, he’s just the one that was inspired to try to do what seemed like the impossible. But as evidenced by the change in his friends after that trial, it’s clearly not something only Makoto is capable of. The others pulled out of despair thanks to Makoto, but it was their choice to do so.
“But… this world is so huge, and we’re so small. What can we do…? No, we can probably do anything. Yeah! We can do anything!”
#makoto naegi#Danganronpa character analysis#Danganronpa#danganronpa thh#danganronpa future arc#I fucking love Makoto Naegi man.#I think there’s a fine line of nuance to Makoto that’s easy to miss bc he doesn’t really make it known#he’s not a pushover and he’s not overpowered. he’s a people pleaser but he will say what needs to be said#he’s an immovable object and the exact opposite of Junko but he’s also just a normal guy who’s optimistic and (un)lucky#he isn’t invincible but he has immense power to his words the same way Junko did#if anything his superpower is being kind above all else. he’s compassionate to some of the worst people in the world.#he was even conpassionatr to an extent to Junko. he didnt want her to kill herself despite everything she’s done#and he still acknowledges that for years she was a classmate and friend.#I do think the more he learned abt what she did the more he’s come to actually hate her though#post the first game he always refers to her without a suffix to her name which is one of the most subtle rude things you can do#it means you have zero respect for the person you’re referring to#and he speaks about her with some venom he doesn’t use for anyone else in the future arc#he’s not incapable of feeling negative emotions#I really liked the future arc scene bc it showed that Makoto DID experience enough despair to have overcome him if he didn’t refuse#and that it still affects him deeply. people treat him like he’s either this perfect ideal Chad or this baby chick who’s so delicate#and no one really focuses on how makoto shoulders so much and yet is still vulnerable.#honestly that guy was DUE for a mental breakdown even without the tape. it would have happened eventually#I actually wrote one based on him finally hitting a breaking point after giving so much of himself away and keeping nothing for himself#that his issues that he shoves down constantly finally can’t be held down anymore. Hajime helps him bc he knows how that feels#it was a LONG time ago that I wrote that but honestly if I can remember where i was going w it I might finish it#it was initially an rp but I could make it a fic#anyway. the point is Makoto is SO much more complex than people give him credit for#the most fundamental thing about him is that he’s normal and that’s ok! that’s what helps him rise!
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When I was typing a lawlight tag, I saw the autofill option for lawsuit, and I immediately thought, “No, that’s L and Mikami’s ship name.” Because Lawliet and prosecutor, y’know. And now that’s all I can think about.
#lol it probably doesn’t work because it’s too normal of a word#I can’t imagine someone just shouting ‘I love lawsuit~’ and not just because it’s a crack pairing lol#I at first thought it didn’t work because EVERYONE wears suits in Death Note but then I remembered Mikami’s occupation and went#no that’s still valid~#death note#L x Mikami#L#teru mikami#mikalaw is the actual ship name I think but it’s so rare it’s hard to be sure lol#questionable ship names#lawlight mention#personal post
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sometimes french is really confusing and hard to get the hang of and other times photo means picture in french
#I love it when words are the same <3 I forget what that’s called but I remember learning it in middle school French lol#wampus rambles#Update on my French: I still can’t speak it and haven’t actually started learning. On day 397 of duo tho which is fun but def doesn’t teach#<- however I was delighted to learn recently on a French reel that “Croco” is French for crocodile and I think that’s lovely
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God. What if Pandora didn’t want to open the box. What if she was manipulated, her hands tied to and guided by strings she couldn’t shake off. What if when she released the horrors out into the world, Hope chose to stay with her, in the box. What if Pandora couldn’t rid herself of that guilt. What if Hope couldn’t convince her that not all was lost, and that she wasn’t responsible for the strings around her hands. That she wasn’t a monster.
What if Pandora and Hope found a way to trap everything in the box again. What if Pandora couldn’t do it. What if she didn’t want anyone else to feel the guilt she did. What if she thought that trapping the horrors in the box would just doom everyone into the same cycle. What if she felt she had to break it by bearing the suffering of everyone else. What if Hope tried to convince her that it could be better. What if she wouldn’t save herself. What if Hope had to kill Pandora for a chance to save everyone, including her. What if they both were sealed in the box. What if no one ever knew what happened to them. What if their last words to the world and to each other were “I love you.”
What if the world ending was never Pandora’s fault, but in her guilt and grief she blamed herself for it, and the Hope that voluntarily stayed by her side had to take her life to save it.
What if?
#ive been sorta rotating this around my brain the past week or so.#yeah.#anyways.#i will NEVER be over this#i just. once saw someone refer to martin as the ‘humanity that they’re saving and will save them’ or something along those lines#and well. hope and humanity are kinda the same thing arent they?#hell i think in some versions of the myth hope is actually referred to as humanity#and this just started rattling around my head#but i can’t quite get the words right#im going to post it anyway. because better to have written down something than nothing at all.#but i can’t quite get the words right.#it has however also made me realize that jumanji is also pandoras box#which is kinda funny#the magnus archives#mag 200#pandoras box#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#i guess now that ive processed it for a week or so. its time to listen to the post-season content and start the magnus protocol.#actually it may have been two weeks. i don’t remember when exactly i finished it.#anyway.#its late i need sleep.#tma#the magnus archives spoilers#tma spoilers#tma s5 spoilers#tma finale spoilers#how to tag this so that anyone listening for the first time does not see………
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finally watching the lockwood show. george continues to be my favorite character
#i was nervous it wouldn’t be good so i didn’t watch it when it released and then uhhhh. shit it’s been two years???#that can’t be right. jesus#wish they would have cast actual teenagers but it’s to be expected#it’s also incredibly funny that these middle grade novels got adapted into a show where they say the fuck word. more of this#mine#i don’t even remember if i had a tag for these books lol#lockwood and co
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what hobbies do you think cosmos has? & do you think they change pre/post war? (just realized this is formatted like a test question lol sorry)


I think Cosmos would absolutely love collecting stuff. Not necessarily in a this-thing-is-valuable kinda way, more like hey guys look at this cool rock I found kinda way. He loves collecting stuff from different cultures and civilizations he comes across in his travels. He also likes to collect things for other people like music for Jazz and Blaster and samples for Perceptor. He’s the kind of guy to give something to someone and go “here, this reminded me of you”.
Cosmos also enjoys puzzles! He’s very good at them because he does them when he’s bored in space.
And music. He loves music a lot, he likes singing but unfortunately cannot dance in gravity. He can groove in space, though.
During the war, Cosmos was constantly in space on missions that prevent him from doing stuff that he liked, so he kinda fell out of a lot of stuff he enjoyed. Post-war when he finds himself on the sanctuary station, after realizing that Soundwave isn’t going to send him on constant stressful and back breaking missions, he is able to revisit his old hobbies and get back into doing stuff he finds fun!
For some hcs, Cosmos is pretty good at fixing stuff up! He’s no Wheeljack, but he can figure out how to fix a busted machine if he works at it enough. He does fix stuff like Wheeljack, though, all patch-work like with some zip-ties and duct tape. It doesn’t have to be pretty as long as it works. He’s a crafty little thing—it is a helpful skill to have when you’re alone in space with limited resources and need something fixed fast.
Cosmos has REALLY good memory. Like amazingly good memory. He can remember things about people that is said in passing (makes him a good spy/reconnaissance man) as well as proper behaviors and traditions in certain cultures. The only issue is that sometimes he mixes stuff up and can’t remember what tradition belongs to what culture.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR THE ASKS THIS WAS SO FUN EHE!!!! ❤️❤️❤️🛸🛸
#I love the idea that cosmos can remember what someone said word for word but just can’t remember who said it#he heard serious secret decepticon intel and he’s like yeah it was skywarp or astrotrain I think.. or blastoff maybe…?#and it was neither of them it was actually frenzy#cosmos#maccadams#transformers#tf cosmos#mars blurbs
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so Felix is my least favorite of the love interests (not hard to have a least favorite when it’s a 1/3 chance to be a favorite tbh sorry Felix) but I’ve been thinking about him a lot lately and like. more specifically about his death
like do you think that had more lasting impacts on him that he wasn’t aware of. do you think his neck ever ached in a way that was familiar but he couldn’t quite put a finger on it. if every “death” and near death afterwards brought back to the place after death that I can’t remember the name of (haven’t played his route in two years, gimme a break) and it felt. oddly familiar every time and he wasn’t quite sure why. do you think he still dreamed of dying and couldn’t seem to figure out why it felt so real.
just. Felix’s fucking death, man.
#last legacy#fictif#felix iskandar escellun#also he said that the butler hadn’t spoken in two decades#does that mean withers saw dead baby Felix and just. never said another word#is that addressed in his story I can’t remember#he was. six years old guys#six!!#like that’s insane???#and imagine the residual trauma for Scylla too#RESIDUAL TRAUMA FOR EVERYONE ACTUALLY#just. sighs. I miss them
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hi! hope you have a good day! this is very random, but in one of your recent post about an enemies-to-lovers ship, you talked about wanting your ship to be "weirdly existential" in your tags.... i'm kinda curious, what do you mean, by that?
-sincerely, a curious, fellow enemies-to-lovers liker
means if their hatred for each other isn’t born out of something so personal it leaches into their sense of self and they don’t keep being funny (slightly murderous) forever ion want it. they gotta be mutually destructive they gotta have that same ends of a magnet swag. their relationship going both ways has to have teeth. they gotta be like. if I accept this thing about this guy I have to accept it about myself and I can’t do that because it sucks so bad
#they gotta be weirdly obsessed with each other in not normal ways#i want them to have a crisis about liking the other guy at all because it’s so bad for their idea of personhood#and they gotta either actually kill each other or try real hard none of that bullies to lovers WEAKSAUCE…!!!!!#ask#anon#I just wanna study guys who are the post about unfortunately seeing yourself in a person and hating it under a microscope#I can’t remember the wording of that post#but they gotta turn into a cartoon punching dust cloud to destress#I had a moment on Twitter once where I started spouting nonsense about beasts#but the point of it was both people in the relationship have to hate#or the relationship is not alive TO ME
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I’m trying to enter a “thoughtfully messaging people” era. so if I see something that reminds me of someone? i’m sending it to them. miss talking with someone? i’m messaging them. just want someone to know i’m thinking of them? i’m telling them that.
best case, it makes their day or it starts a conversation. worst case, they don’t respond… so i’d say those are pretty good odds.
#scary as fuck? yes#lowkey wishful thinking? absolutely#but blah blah the thing my mom always says blah blah “’you can’t change people reaction just your own’ blah blah#but is actually very true and I need to force myself to remember that#so yeah if I randomly message you dumb shit that’s why#be warned#also#damn I forgot my new year’s resolution was ‘don’t let the anxiety win’#need to practice that apparently lmao#grace is sentimental#grace needs to use her motherfucking words#grace is dramatic#text#messaging#friends#mutuals#mutuals my beloved#friendship#shitpost#thoughtfulness#sentimental#thoughtful#use your words
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i’m so pissed cuz i be writing entire symphonies in my head while im dreaming and then when i wake up i don’t remember any of them
#i vaguely remember a melody#and some words#but i know i wrote an entire song#actually two#but for the fuck of me can’t remember them#many such cases
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Finally got around drawing Aioros :D
#saint seiya#saint seiya fanart#los caballeros del zodiaco#sagittarius aiolos#I remember reading somewhere (either a post or some wiki page idk) how aioros is often revered as the perfect saint an almost divine figure#and I’m pretty sure aioros initially refutes being the next pope saying saga would be a better fit (it’s 4am so correct me if I’m wrong)#anyway I watched some of kotz for fun and saw that scene. he seemed rather upset at the news but a sense of distress I can’t really describ#even when keeping in mind that he was only 14 I don’t think it was the responsibility that comes with being a gold saint/pope successor#but more combining the first bit of being highly viewed. he seems like a rather humble guy who’s rather content with risking his life#or has at least excepted that fact. but when seem as more than a simple soldier it makes him uneasy. because he knows he’s not a god#yet is put in such position that when adding his sacrifice at an early age he’s practically legend. and despite the initial denial he will#always be obedient enough to accept the duty placed upon him. this is all to simply say I tried drawing him smiling but it didn’t look righ#so ye. (feel bad for just leaving the thought process to the sketch in the tags but it’s not my best wording so it stays down here)#a smol trivia nugget: I still don’t know how I want to draw aioros :p actually better trivia nugget: the pose/composition is from a photo m#they saw I had taken a photo but my angle was rather bland so they decided to absolutely blow me away with one heck of a photo#theres even nice lighting and everything. real glad I finally used the reference as reference :]
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