#I am tired and so is my art tablet.
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“How many tears I saw him shed over the violence of the revolutionary government and over the prolongation of a dreadful regime, which he only aspired to temper with institutions.”
Once, when scrolling through the frev tag I saw a letter posted by @orpheusmori (if memory serves correctly) that was written by a friend of Saint Just. It’s lived in my mind for quite some time, and the final line is one that can really put my mind in a chokehold.
So, as a result.. I had to draw this. Why is it that I always draw when I need to be sleeping…
#it is 5:30 am at present#I need to be asleep.#but no instead I’m drawing sad artwork about dead French men.#I am tired and so is my art tablet.#frev#french revolution#claws out for the main 5#louis antoine saint just#saint just#I always get struck by how people who knew him personally describe him#to quote a text to my friend….#thermidorians: he was a heartless cold emotionless monster who killed people especially if he didnt like them!!#people who actually interacted with the guy especially outside of work: are we.. are we talking about the same guy??#whAt KiNd Of SpIkEd FrUiT pUnCh ARe YoU oN????#if you get the fruit punch reference you have been here for a while.
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I like them a whole lot 💜
#tf2#tf2 fanart#team fortress 2#tf2 medic#tf2 engineer#science party#engiemedic#digital art#artists on tumblr#you can see these as platonic if you want#anyways theyve just been on my brain a lot and i needed to get them out#im a peach fuzz engie truther sorry#hed only be like that for like a week every 2 months but that wouldnt stop me from drawing it anyways#also my medic drawings are so fucking inconsistent i am so sorry it will happen again#his eyebrows are always fire tho#my tablet died when i was nearly finishing the second drawing so i had to color it with my mouse SOBS#i think medic looks a bit twinkish in the second pic and i hate it but im too tired to fix it#also tablet not working as i mentioned before#anyways goodnight im going to sleep (it is 6 pm)#demos art
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#draco malfoy#my art#me when i lack skill or and creativity to flesh out smth: what if i make a little animation#i feel like theres so much more i could do but I Am Tired of gripping my tablet. also procreate HATES me
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CW: Implied canon suicide
Sadly, Toji and Mamaguro have taken over my brain
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#toji fushiguro#mamaguro#tomema#art by this machine#animatic#megumi fushiguro#i am both proud of this and so tired of this#my tablet also decided it's done with me so :')#kind of#it just doesn't like to stay connected but it's mostly alright#minigumi#animation by this machine#best of this machine
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serious character analysis
#my art#oc tag#oc: jitter#homestuck#tadc oc#fell into my tablet with much glee and whipped up this for jitter#my caption is said in a joking manner but i am also very genuine. i dont do it often bc my brain is so small and so tired but :] homedstuck#you would not believe the time i spent today torn up over jitters classpect!!! they settled easy into light not so easy when on mage v witc#we got there tho!! jitter starts screaming if i put it into a skirt but it can tolerate tunics hence the funky witch outfit#my guy is CLINGING onto that pillow theyre not beating the 'everything i ever let go of had claw marks' allegations#considering noises i should give j ax a classpect-#*IS HIT BY A BIG CARTOONY HAMMER LABELED 'YOU WILL NEVER FEEL SATISFIED ABOUT A CHARACTER ANALYSIS UNTIL YOUVE SEEN ALL THEY HAVE TO OFFER'#spits out blood anyways if jitter were a troll theyd be a rust blood :]#.menagerie
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Here's the updated chart as of this morning! Good morning people, and thanks @luwyv !! I went with the name Korok for WildWind due to,,, well, mischief boyo and also they have the cute little bastards in common so I'll take it. If you have any suggestions for new names or changes to existing names, don't hesitate to share! The names are on a different layer, so they're easy to change out if needed, and many of the names are actually placeholders, because the Links will probably be going by multiple names, as evidenced above.
Thank you all for your suggestions!
#we put the links in a blender#i am so tired i just woke up actually and now i have to go to work???#i wish blending links were a real job so i could go through all the hundreds of thousands of possible combinations#but then I'd need a laptop I can use my old drawing tablet with and I don't have that kind of money tbh#so right now only Luwyv art until i feel like trad art than scanning and trying to color/trace on my phone lmao#thank you luwyv!!!!
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welcomed distraction
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#doodles#oc#blue space#HELLO i was feeling So tired but needed to make something or i'd Die so !#//that rectangle thing is a tablet i feel like i should say lol#//this is a doodle because there was zero sketch lol#and it's kinda bad but that's part of it's ~+~+Charm!+~+~#//also i'm struggling with the last piece i sketched so :) doodlies always help#//i am have normal feelings about them right now#//i gotta go do something in a min but when i return!! oh ho ho!!! i will have more!!! because !!! i can!!!! :0
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so my car got hit and the people were nice enough to actually stay and tell me that they hit my car
anyway my car is being claimed as a total loss now and I’m just so upset, stressed, and frustrated at everything
everything from why I live in car-dystopia, to my family’s unhelpful suggestions, to the delay this has caused in everything else in my life... and yes, of course the financial burden
so you know what I go and do? I shut down go to sleep and cry a fuck ton because that solves problems
tomorrow I’m going to have to drag myself up by the bootstraps and actually deal with it because I have to be an adult
#screaming into the void#I'm just getting this out there#I'm so tired of not being in a walkable city where I can just walk everywhere I want#I had this discussion with my sister and she kept insisting that I live in the suburbs#WHY#I hate that I can't even reason with my family#and on top of this they're insisting I sue the family that actually didn't hit and run me#my dad's method of dealing with this is to immediately start shouting at everyone#and the worse thing is that I'm behind in my master's and don't know what I'm doing with it#and I've been commissioned to do art I'm not being paid to do or want to do#nor do they even care what my art style is and just want me to copy another style#and I can't say no because it's FAMILY#maybe I'll say my tablet pen broke so I can just cry instead of drawing#I know these are not real problems but privileged problems but yes I am upset anyway
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I got my Master's today!
#I am really tired ahah#But everything went smoothly so that was nice#Maybe now I'll find the time and willpower to send my tablet in for repairs#Not my art#Personal
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remember when i used to draw. haha oh wow what a wacky and exhilarating period of time that was. anyway it will never happen again
#i just do not have it in me these days. too tired#havent installed my tablet on this computer and not prcticing with it constantly has made me impatient with digital art again#even traditionally i just dont have any ideas anymore. all the stories ive wanted to tell over the years#feel so pointless. theyre not going to come to anything. they only mean something to me#and im too tired to think about them anymore. too weird too off kilter too amateurish too embarrassing#looking through my art tag feels like looking at someone else's work again...#its very frustrating i dont know how to...i dont know what im doing. i dont know how to proceed#i have been trying to reevaluate my life recently and it feels. to borrow a phrase. like a house of leaves moments before the wind#i feel purposeless and directionless walking in circles and it is very very vital that i find SOMETHING to do with my time#and my nervous energy or i will tremble myself out of shape and become an anxious overly dependent pile of rot#and i cannot fucking go through that again...but i am so so very tired again.#coming back to what i suppose is just My Life after being away is like oh okay its forever. its making me quite useless#what do i do now. what do i want to do? if i was not ruled by fear and familiarity what and who would i be? i don't know.#what do i want to do?...
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I got a new tablet for xmas so hopefully I'll be drawing more next year! Obviously I'm still getting used to it, but I managed to bang this out in a couple of hours while I'm messing around with it. Presenting: my fursona ig bsgshjfsg
#im so happy rn#a tablet with a pen????!!??!????!!???!?#i am extremely lucky T^T#my art#fursona#deersona#fr i feel like ill be drawing a lot more bc i can do digital stuff while im downstairs#im only upstairs with my computer and drawing tablet on evenings#and im usually too tired to commit to doing art by then 😅#anyway ive had pencil sketches of this fursona for at least a year now#been meaning to digitize and colour one of them for aaaaages lmao#anyway (x2) have a happy rest of your day everyone wheter or not you celebrate xmas :D <3#artists on tumblr
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i should probably update the app so i can get the ability to turn features on and off
#nat.txt#it’s updated on my tablet so it’s whatever#but it would be more convenient i guess#anyway i just finished coloring and i love using this brush so much shdjfk#sometimes you just need to mess around with new brushes to feel something#i’m just trying to have fun with my art and not care so much and be nit picky especially when it’s not meant to be this big finished project#like sometimes i have to remind myself that it’s okay if i don’t use references for like warmups or doodles unless i really need to#like it’s fine !!! but the critic in my brain is just like what the fuck is wrong with you#anyway i am very tired goodnight <3 (it is 7 am)
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#im so selfaware it hurts cause i know im being ridiculous rn but i cant stop crying over the same two things#genuinely so miserable about not having a boyfriend or just like . anyone who loves me unconditionally and who i love unconditionally and#who i can hold hands with and i can kiss and hug and. Yeah#kinda got tired of crying over it cause maybe i just need to take action myself so i got onto bumble n tinder but im so . socially inept it#makes me wanna throw up#every time i match with someone i just wanna disappear n never speak to them its so fucking humiliating#im texting this one guy now but i think thats gonna die down at some point and ill just delete both dating apps i think . it makes me feel#so stupid like wtf am i doing.#the other thing i keep crying over is my art and its so stupid too like why am i throwing a tantrum 😹😹😹😹😹#deactivated my art account on twitter and packed up my drawing tablet . im afraid ill kiII myself if i try and fail to draw again#i just cant physically do it#no matter what i try it just doesnt fucking work#and its depressing because i dont know who i am!!!!!! i dont know anything about my own identity!!!!!! but art has always been the one thing#in my identity i was quite sure over and now its just. Gone. just like that#feeling like i lost someone dear to me. i dont know what to do i dont know what to dooooo#the two things i crave most in life (to love and be lived#and to create freely) have been ripped from my hands and i feel so fuvking empty#i dont actually wanna kiII myself. so i am alive but without these two i feel like ive already died#i feel so lost and it fucking hurttyttssss
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So fun fact since my tablet isnt tabletting i made all of this with mouse and i would like to say something that only works in finnish: Ai saatanan vittu mun ranne perkele
So i did it! I took some of the cats that people asked for (mostly those with easy designs cause i am tired) and then went "might as well add some of my favs"
so it is more like 9 cats
Fishwhisker from @the-exiled-comic such a cool comic!
Silkglide from @chasing-faith-and-fate havent read this one yet, but this design is so nice!
Daisypaw from @whistleclangen havent read this yet but love the style and Daisy has such a nice design (Could be a suncat)
Specstar from @goofy-clan again one that i havent have time to read yet but such a cute style. I had fun trying to shape the eyes to kinda look like they do in the comic.
Mariner from @wavesalwayscrash Now I love this comic! Messed up man who misses his wife
Trout from @whatlurksbean Again, love this comic! Cult cats cult cats! Their cult should meet jumalanpelko cult. Also I love Trout she is my fav and she is absolutely fucking shit up so bad girl stop
And the last 3 that i just wanted to draw. Aka The Sad Moms
Fiercestripe from @loudclan-clangen . I love this comic so much and it causes me pain. I love middle aged sad mother (Also could be a suncat)
Tigertoe from @circus-clangen She is naked cause honestly i couldnt art anymore. Love this.... is it even a comic at this point? Anyway I love it. I am so worried for her. (also could be a suncat)
Pansybloom from @splinterclan SHE. I LOVE HER. I love this comic I love the style, it is so smooth?? And I want HER TO BE HAPPY
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Hazbin Hotel character thoughts / impressions (Episodes 1 & 2)
1/12/24
UM. what a weird first actual post for my blog for this year... this is long, and i miss making ACTUAL blog posts instead of small threads... And i've explained on my twitter my thoughts on Hazbin / Helluva from a critical standpoint and artist from art separation, yadda yadda yadda---
ANYWAY... Episodes 1 and 2 of Hazbin are (Officially) out now, and i have some thoughts on the characters i wrote down after watching (In bullet points, because most of these are fresh-from-the-brain thoughts i wrote on my tablet from my bed)
(Spoiler alert, Sir Pentious isn't ruined and I AM SO GLAD. my snake babygirl... ilu)
Read on, if you wanna, spoiler warning btw!!!!!
CHARLIE NOTES
-Charlie is good., Charlie is cute, but i fear for her safety, not everyone can new redeemed. she's like steven universe at points i stg 😭 (not a jab but i think it's funny)
-i like how they gave Charlie bags under her eyes a lot, she is a tired princess just like all of us
-She gives off elementary school teacher vibes but in a wholesome way
-Charlie's hair is SO CUTE MESSY..
-PERFECT voice /gen
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- VAGGIE NOTES
-GIRLBOSS (still, but more)
-Vaggie is still cool, she just loves her gf and is sick of everyone's bs but is still supportive...
-If she doesn't get into a bloody death match with Alastor (and win) i will be disappointed /hj
She doesn't seem to have as much of a temper as she did in the pilot, but seems more dead inside
-Good voice!
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ANGEL DUST NOTES
-Angel... hm. Angel. he's Angel, for sure. Hi, Angel!
Insecure about a lot, but also YOU CAN BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT!!!!! if vox doesn't kill val angel should. please and thank u.
Also his voice is alright, just need to get used to it a little more
Also i hope he's not too bratty jealous of sirpent / whoever else charlie praises because again, it's ON HIM TO COOPERATE WITH HER CAUSE MORE??? ignoring his other stress sources (Val)
-Waiting for him and Husk to kiss. I know it's coming
-Just fucking block Val's number and rip up the contract (YES i know it goes deeper than that...)
-NUGGS. I SCREECHED IRL /POS
THEY GAVE HIM A HEART ON HIS BUTT!!!!! S TIER REDESIGN
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ALASTOR NOTES
-At first i was kinda Eh about his voice but it's grown on me, the radio filter is a little more subtle than the pilot but it's still there which i'm glad for
Delightfully passive aggressive
-Weird magic still, there doesn't seem to be any limits to it... we need to know what his weakness is...!!!!! please (maybe that will come later??) ....... i theorize he has underworld contact (Shadow-world, because of the shadow imagery?) , the underworld might be different from Hell maybe? (Where do those fucking tentacles come from, also weird monochrome demons)
-Interesting he was gone for 7 years. 7 is an angelic number. HMMMMMM (sealed away by angels somehow??)
-Punchable (Vaggie please)
-Weirdly enjoyable and not genuinely hateable like some of the other characters, but i also want to see his demise, maybe his sadism is rubbing off on me, but i want to see it badly...
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SIR PENTIOUS NOTES
-Sir Pentious... u are so good.. probably has some of the best writing so far, maybe... he's my favorite so. hhHHmm
his voice is different but at the same time it's what you'd expect, i like it a lot... so silly, i pat him and his silly hat
-Pathetic old man. You win my heart (50x as much)
-Only one egg spoke so far, i wonder if they'll all have unique voices this time (the Japanese dub of the pilot did that lol)
-Genuinely a joy every moment he was onscreen (Too fucking cute... GRRRR)
-How did he get into contact with Vox? Why would Vox want anything to do with him if he thinks he's a loser? (I guess easy access into the Hotel) ...Fuck em either way (DON'T BE MEAN TO SNAKE MAN)
-Cool temporary stunning hypnosis, maybe we'll see him coil and bite next, the snake attack traits are fun
-His autism vibes grow stronger and it's canon in my heart
-We LOVE a redemption song. please stay in the hotel with everyone, don't fuck it up!!! you're a good noodle.... 😭 The song was genuinely so cute... it's probably going to be the highlight of EVERYTHING for me, besides Nuggs..
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HUSK NOTES
-i luv u kitty
-His voice is different but captures "Grumpy old alcoholic" perfectly
-His heart needs to be melted...
-Him holding the script in front of the camera was great
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- NIFFTY NOTES
-Niffty is a BIG COWARD. you can still love a "Bad boy" who's a redeemed bad boy!!!! just because he's not morally bad doesn't Not make him a Bad Boy. fuck u (i still like you)
-Her voice is really cute, also her nightgown.. though finding out she doesn't have dark bug limbs but is just wearing gloves and stockings surprised me more than it should've... put them back
-Also autism vibes, love it
-She still frightens me a bit
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V TRIO NOTES
VOX -----
-Seems to carry the team, voice has grown on me
-I can't stop looking at his weird finger claws, they almost look like
he's just wearing things over his fingers, i dig it
-Interesting hypnosis power, i assume Alastor is immune
-Why can't Alastor and Vox just compromise and create a podcast?
-Hates Val (sorry shippers) ,,... kind of expected it since in old official sources it's been shown that he's been abused by Val too
-This isn't a note but everytime Alastor said "THE TV IS BUFFERING~" in their duet, the player kept fucking up 😭
-Decent song, I like seeing him and Al argue
-I surprisingly don't hate him! i'm glad. i wanted to like him (though, it's only been 2 episodes so far...)
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VALENTINO ---------
-More manchild vibes than i expected tbh
-Voice is alright but his accent is weirdly inconsistent for some reason???? interesting direction
-His manipulation is shown well in the voicemail scene with Angel, he's literally got the "Nice Guy" energy
-Surprisingly didn't order Vox around as much as i thought he would
-Why does he have girl Fizzy bots...
-Die?
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VELVETTE
-Fashion design isn't something i expected, but then again i didn't know that much about her prior other than she's obsessed with social media
-British is also not what i expected but cool
-Uh. she didn't really stick out to me that much...sorry..... she's fine tho
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ADAM & LUTE NOTES
-Personally do not like how these angels look so menacing, i get that they're technically bad, but... make them look more angelic besides halos and wings??? they could easily be mistaken for hell residents. Also again, i feel like angels should swear less and drop swears in critical / good timed moments, it would be funnier... subtlety is not a thing i guess
-Adam's guitar solo was good tho, not really feeling his character tho, he's just an asshole but that's the point
-Adam looks like the fucking dress meme. I can't unsee it
-Lute is pretty...
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KATIE KILLJOY & TOM TRENCH NOTES
-Brandon Rodgers
-They sure were there for a second!
-i luv tom
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All in all...
Episode 1: 6-7/10
Episode 2: 8.5/10
#this here is a hammy post#Hazbin Hotel#Angel Dust#Sir Pentious#Alastor#Charlie Morningstar#Vaggie#Niffty#Vox#Valentino#Velvette#Katie Killjoy#Tom Trench#Adam#Lute#Fat Nuggets#SO MANY TAAAGS#review#i guess?#hazbin hotel spoilers
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grr hello i am still thinking about your sentiemilie au
emmy pov...imagine! you have no life before, and no life after. all you know is the House.
the House and those who live in it. the Man who stares too much. the Woman who averts her eyes. and the Boy who pities you, when it should be the other way around.
an intern, they call you - and you may not know much, but you do know that this is not what an intern should be doing.
the Man has you pose for him often. he designs clothes, he tells you, and more than that, he designs clothes for you. you stand in his office, eyes drawn to the large frame behind his desk. the empty frame.
perhaps he'll put a portrait of you up there some day, he says. you don't ask whose portrait used to be up there.
the Woman barely glances up from her tablet when you approach. you're here to help, you tell her. isn't that what an intern should be doing? her lips purse, as though you have said something wrong. but you don't know what wrong is - all you know is what you were told.
you're a hard worker, you insist. please, if there's anything you can do--
no, she says, harsh. but then, she softens. you can go spend some time with the Boy, she tells you. he'll be glad to see you.
then why aren't you glad to see me? you want to say. you never do.
the Boy is often in his room, a fact you don't quite understand. his door is not locked - not like yours so often is - but he acts like it is. like it would be the hardest thing in the world to wrap his hand around the doorknob and step outside.
with that, you sympathize. your world is the House. what could possibly lie beyond?
the Boy is so, so kind to you. he treats you like something fragile, something delicate - like if he closes his eyes and opens them again, you'll vanish. gone, back to wherever you were before the House.
he stutters over your name, the syllables unfamiliar in his mouth.
is there something else you'd rather call me? you ask him.
...no, he says, not yet.
then when?
when it is your portrait on the wall? when the Woman sees you as an equal? when the Man finally tires of dressing you?
the Boy looks sad. because of you, perhaps. but when you rise to leave, his hand reaches out to catch yours.
you can stay, he says quietly. if you want.
you do want, so you stay.
i'm sorry, you say after a moment. if me being here... if it's making things hard for you.
it's all right, says the Boy, and he squeezes your hand. he is so very kind. but then he says: it's only temporary, after all.
what is?
you, he says. sooner or later, they'll get tired of you. sooner or later, they'll make a new one.
a new one. a new intern, a new model. a new family.
you think your heart would be pounding in your chest - if you had one.
HI NEMALI!!! my love!!! my insp!!
my god..... genuinely I adore your 2nd person pov writing, it just arrests me and I know it'll gut me sooner or later in the story and UGH!!
ALL YOU KNOW IS THE HOUSE!!! what an absolutely confusing situation. I just know Gabriel sanded her down just enough to not ask questions, but the right questions so she isn't boring to him.
"the Man has you pose for him often." SICKENING. and hello!!! emilie always haunting the narrative!!!
and Nathalie hating to face her--in some way, a cowards way out--but offering her a solace, a friend, someone who will genuinely and wholesomely be happy to see her. !!
"his door is not locked - not like yours so often is -" O H OH OH HELLO!! who locked it!!! does she understand on some level or is it Nathalie, protecting her, or Gabriel keeping her from leaving!!
him stuttering over her name and her asking if he'd rather something else GUTS me. the layers. "...no, he says, not yet." UGH!!! nemali please!!!
"you think your heart would be pounding in your chest - if you had one." EMMY ESCAPE THE HOUSE ESCAPE THE NARRATIVE I AM OUTSIDE THE GATE!!
thank you thank you thank you aaaaaa I genuinely LOVED this and I'm literally so over the moon at everyone who has sent in ideas and art and I love!!! this idea and how people are using it and yours, as always, are outstanding <3
oh emmy..... alexa play what was I made for.....!!!
#sentiemilie au#asukies answered#fic snippet#ILYSM!!!#I had a birthday dinner for someone else so I just got home and was OVER THE MOON to see you send something in#I need to outline faster I need fics of her i need fanart I need----#miraculous ladybug
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