#I am so sleep deprived omg-
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A mix of memes!🙌 OC inclusive this time, at least in one lmao!
Next post is gonna be a smut Drabble for Bela
And good news; the inbox is open again :)!🙌
Posts are gonna be coming in slower for the time being tho because I’m sick and have been for the past few days😬😬 or be delayed til I’m back to full health too tbh, that’ll depend on how good these meds are😬
#cassandra dimitrescu#bela dimitrescu#daniela dimitrescu#resident evil village#donna beneviento#alcina dimitrescu#oc ingrid#oc lauren#I am so sleep deprived omg-#I hate being sick
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for @cherryys who (rightfully!) hcs lategame megumi as having a bunch of scars befitting his status as resident punching bag
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#megumi#guess who hasnt slept its meeeeee#finding refs fr this took forEVER#mostly bc all the pinterest boys are too gd beefy to use as megu ref#but even once i found good refs i am so used 2 drawing beef!!! so used 2 shirtless torsos tht look like yuuji's!!!!#had to keep Undefining my lines n slimming him down#n then he didnt look toned enough!!!!!!!!#constant too hot/too cold . endless suffering .#bangs head on desk all i know to draw is BEEF and this boy is 100% sinew........#but we got there . th render helped a LOT#but then right back 2 suffering bc i asked sam fr Scar Recs n they had th idea 2 give him a lightning scar from when he was taming nue#and i was like omg ya!!!! (voice of some1 who did Not know what lightning scars look like)#so to say i looked them up and uh . new least favourite thing 2 draw just dropped :)#th more accurate i tried to be the more it looked like a weird artsy tattoo#n that scar wasnt even part of what cherryys mentioned they envisioned !!! optional hurdle !!!!!!! i torture myself but fr naught!!!!#th scars tht they mentioned are the glass eye/eye scar from th sukuna/gojo fight + burns up the jaw + abdomen stab wound a la toji#everything else is just visual flavour#sighs at least i got some good shameless torso practice out of this#once i got 2 painting i took my sweet time with him and i am happy now . sleep deprived but happy <3#one of my megumi mutuals(tm) says jump i say how high
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Can I grab Killer by the scruff like a kitten
I WAS SUPPOSED TO ANSWER THIS ASK please don't attack me (also for the one I accidentally answered to, I promise I'll make yours and post it later. I promise 🙏)
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Y’ALL!!! I DID THREE MULTIS, AND I DIDN’T GET SYGNA SUIT BLUE, BUT I GOT TWO CUTE LIMITED TIME PAIRS THAT I WAS MISSING, AND A REGULAR ONE THAT I DIDN’T HAVE!!!
#chat sesh with iris#THE MAY IS SO ADORABLE OMG 😭😭😭#I got nothing on the third multi but the others made up for it#I’ve never bought anything#I’m entirely free to play and only use what the game gives me#so I am a little worried that I won’t be able to get things that I want later#and ofc no f/os#BUT THE MAY IS SO CUTE SO I DON’T MIND!!!!!#I know I almost always just talk about f/os on this blog#but I actually hold a fondness for almost every character from this franchise#I’m very sleep deprived right now#so I’m sorry if I’m not making any sense#either way I hope that everyone is very happy for me!!!!!#also Bea is like half covered up by the effects but that’s who’s in the third screenshot
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I finally posted my Wings/Bird Shifters Batfamily AU on AO3!!!
@speaching I loved talking to you about this particular ideas for this story! I hope you like it 🩷🥺🩷🥺🩷🥺
#batfam#tim drake#batman#jason todd#dick grayson#bruce wayne#damian wayne#batman fanfiction#omg it has been so long since i’ve written a fanfiction#fanfiction#author#batman shifter au#author is tired#author is sleep deprived#idk what else to tag#what am i supposed to tag this as#fanfiction writer#writing#i wrote something
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People are fucking pathetic! Everyone is out there to get you, they will push you in the dirt to get their fucking name on top. They will fuckkkk you overrrr! omg, the stories I have heard and then ended up experiencing it myself! I deadass see the best in EVERYONE!
at work this bitch is a snake and snitches and takes pics of people when we be chillin.
This guy has a whole ass gf that he wants to wife up but is being a whore here and hurting my damn feelings! DISGUSTED!
#writings#i thought i would still fuck around with him#but omg i am just disgusted with him#he told me to hangout with him and my dumbass said yes and stuff#but his bitch ass ended up being drunk and he didnt come get me#i blocked his ass every fucking where! fuck that#im so sleep deprived and pissed af#i want to fucking scream
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tonight I was reminded of hannibal writing up literal formulas to try to reverse time because he fucked up so badly and anyway I think that's a very lacho thing tbh.
#idk it would be so funny tho#like somehow lalo fucks up bad™ and nacho's pissed so lalo's like 'well the easiest thing to do would be to reverse time'#or after something unforgiveable while nacho's staying in limbo aka the motel#and he's going back and forth between 'oh my god he's dead:)' to 'oh my god he's dead:('#and he wakes up from his fifth nightmare of the night to write down a bunch of time travel formulas#as one does#lacho#I am procrastinating sleep with shitposting yes#omg#and then imagine somehow nacho runs into lalo#alive and well#and his first immediate sleep-deprived thought is ‘holy shit it worked I invented time travel’
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having the issues i have is literally exhausting. like why do the miseries have to be ceaseless and the horrors unending.
#purrs#idk if im swaddling my inner child or str*ngling her (sorry) but she needs to stop crying bc my GOD i can’t keep living like this. my counse#counselor literaly told me i could get fired if i end up working somewhere else (🤨👊💥) and don’t heal AJD it’s like ok you’re right but also#shut up don’t fucking say that. but he is also so right like i can’t keep living like this. i was anxious and agitated all day and it’s good#that no one noticed but also like it takes so much energy just to sit in one place and do my work and respond to the stimuli and not start a#sobbing and howling. i hate this shitty fucking situation i want it to be over so i never have to feel this helpless again but im feeling pr#pretty helpless right now mutuals. i am feeling pretty helpless and i also cannot breathe because the elephants are taking up too much space#and i mean that in more ways than one. i don’t even have the energy to play video games rn like literally all i want to do is sleep. omg#still not as bad or in as bad a place as last week. and thank god i have not been dizzy since friday. but this is really pushing my limit. l#like im scared my heart is gonna give out from pounding so hard and i was trying to do affirmations w mysef and talk myself through the#logic and it didn’t work really and im like 😐 plus like almost every triggering / upsetting kind of situation that can happen has happened#today and i haven’t flipped out abt it it’s been more like slowly chipping away at me and.. i am at my fucking limit. i need to sit in a#sensory deprivation tank. and i also need to get married and/or a phd immediately. and i also need a lobotomy.
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Me, exhibiting the behaviors and traits I project into my OCs: "omg this is just like my blorbos fr 🥰"
#oc things#i am so tired I'm struggling to keep my eyes open (i shouldn't even be trying)#and my stupid sleep deprived brain is like '' omg just like Terin ☺️''#fucking go to bed bitch
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it's only about 7:30 and i am ready for bed.
#/ ᴇᴠɪʟ ᴍᴜsᴛ ᴄᴏᴡᴇʀ ɪɴ ғᴇᴀʀ / ooc#i am so sleep deprived omg#i also spent like the past 2 hours#running around a small portion of liyue going treasure hunting#i think i picked up like 20 chests#i've got a ways to go i'm sure#the common chests stopped giving out primos#lmao#i might go mobile for the night#i feel dead lsjl;sf
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I cannot even fit all of the stories I love in the tags. So many stories have changed me. Please never forget that there's likely at least a few people who were changed by your writing. Thank you to all fanfiction writers.
has anyone else ever had a fanfic that just... haunts them? like it's been months and maybe even years since you read it, but it just lingers with you and you can never truly leave behind the imprint it made on you? and maybe it's just a single line, one sentence that you can't shake off, that takes up residence in your mind and stays there, feeding into your psyche and subtly influencing your brainspace and maybe even your writing or other works?
#midnight snack by thisprentiss#also thisprentiss has another story about a similar thing and its also INCREDIBLE#a byakuya togami fanfiction about EDs that is SO GOOD#this story has changed me actually#Hautleys Bend by ColdInTheStudio#i am out of my spn phase but this story will ALWAYS be in my mind#i read it in like 2017 and i still remember the name and how i felt#Symphony by jimblebird#naegami story that i recently read and it made my heart flutter and fly#byakuya togami doesnt cry by PekoIsBaby#i love rereading this one and even rereading certain scenes like 5 times in a row lmao#also pekoisbaby made a trans fuyuhiko story that is so great as well!#Begone Dull Care by VivaRockSteady#miles angst...#this is the peak of fanfiction#i wish i could write better to describe how much i love these stories#this story made me cry real hard eurhehehehhhhhhhggghhh#Broken Record by spunknbite#richie tozier story about a time loop#SOOO GOOD!!!!#time loops arent usually my thing but this one omg#could not stop reading#all kleinsen stories by nothingunrealistic#jared kleinman stories are my solace#i got so sucked into these stories and they made me so unbelievably happy#Sleep Deprived Delivery by Zabalo0Z#byakuya and makoto story with doordasher makoto bro#did not expect to love this as much as i did#but i was kicking my feet while reading fr#such a lovely story
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I AM SO FUCKING SLEEP DEPRIVATED BUT BRO I AM HOT AS HELL BUT DEPRESSED AS
FUCK
#txt#tw caps#I am so fucking sleep deprivated rn omg#I am still hot as hell tho#I forgot I am bipolar and cannor do shit abt depression
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just imagine the kind of reaction/response aphelios would have at someone giving him a tender and comforting embrace
#● ☾ ⭑ 𝗠ᵒᵒᶰˡᶤᵍʰᵗ ᵛᶤᵍᶤˡ ( ooc )#// just the thought of someone noticing his struggles he's not fully aware of and so they give him a soft hug#// and without realising it he feels the twinge in his chest in his heart#// and it's just smth he never knew he needed and subsequently a tear falls down his cheek bc omg overwhelming emotions#// these are the things that pop into my head when sick and sleep deprived and a hyperfixation is big enough#// touch-starved aphelios receiving support and comfort he hasn't physically had since many moons ago and breaking down over it#// honestly a need#// i love me some good emotional breaking down while also receiving comfort at the same time#// i am equal parts angst gremlin and floof enthusiast
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Haiii :3
#I’m so busy lately#work so much#plus school#35 hours of school a week#plus 50 hours of work (shifts are 3:00pm-1am) 5x a week#like I’m going insane u guys#the sleep deprivation alone. omg.#I’ve asked for less hours but I’m not getting it#and exams are coming up in less than a month#idk if I’m gonna graduate#I’m so stressed out#unbelievably stressed out#I have work at 10:30 today bc it’s Saturday#I mean it’s really good money#but I’m doing full time work#no. over time#but I’m still listed as a part time employee? how????#I work more than both of my parents#luckily I’m 18 so I qualify for their insurance but like?#why am I not a full time employee????#god it’s so frustrating
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OUT — JACK HUGHES
jack hughes x fem!reader
summary: in which everyone has been wondering about the hair tie on Jack’s wrist, and they finally get the answers they were looking for
notes: THANK YOU MADDY ( @thatintrovertedwriter ) FOR THIS IDEA!!! I’M OBSESSED WITH IT!! not proofread and written while heavily sleep deprived
a relationship was never part of my intentions when i accepted my job offer.
in fact, any sort of love was pushed to the far corners of my mind. my focus was on showing everyone that not only men can be equipment managers in the NHL.
i had gone through so much rejection. countless teams citing that they decided to go in a different direction, and hiring a male for the job instead; and though most of the staff would try to deny that my gender was a part of it, there was always that one guy that had no problem with admitting they didn’t believe that a woman had any place in the NHL.
as if the job was hard. as if i couldn’t hand players sticks just as well as any man could.
but then the New Jersey Devils came into play. they had heard some talk about me and were the first team to reach out to me. they offered me the job, and i eagerly accepted. i felt i had something to prove. my gender doesn’t diminish the performance of my job.
so most of the 2022-23 season, i put all my focus into my job. i was amicable with the players, making sure i knew any superstitions or things i shouldn’t do with their equipment, but i never let it pass into any real level of friendship.
and then Jack Hughes happened.
when he got injured and had to sit out for a few games, i was put in charge of keeping him company. for four games my job description changed from handing players new sticks, to babysitting a twenty-one year old, and i wasn’t happy in the slightest.
it felt insulting, and apparently Jack felt the same way. somehow in those four games, we went from sitting across the suite from each other, to bonding over how stupid it was that i couldn’t do my actual job, to forming a friendship.
and in a matter of weeks, our friendship blossomed into something more.
it started with him coming back to my apartment after rough games, watching movies and letting off steam by joking around and playing drinking games. then along the way, we stumbled into bed. one hookup turned into two, which turned into another, which turned into a date, and finally by the end of the season, he was asking me to be his girlfriend.
it took me a week to finally tell him yes. an entire week of struggling with the decision. wondering if, if i start a real relationship with this player, am i proving all those men who told me i had no place in the NHL, right? but ultimately, i decided that my happiness was worth more than someone’s opinion of me, and i told him yes.
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user83 is he wearing… a pink hair tie on his wrist?
user45 where?
user83 it’s on the same wrist with his bracelets
user16 omg you’re right
user02 is his hair even long enough to put up?
user77 @/user02 apparently
user91 what if it’s a girlfriends? oh my god
brendan.brisson Same time next year
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i’m running late.
i’m running late and i’m rushing.
i’m running late, i’m rushing, and i’m contemplating breaking all rules of the road to arrive to work on time.
nothing is going right for me today.
i was supposed to have the morning off, so i didn’t set an alarm, but then i woke up to find six missed calls from my boss and a text asking if i could come help get equipment ready for practice because one of the other equipment managers came down with the flu.
then, i had to deal with getting yelled at because i didn’t have my ringer on and therefore, woke up after practice ended and didn’t come in and help.
then, i tipped over my brand new bottle of cold brew and had to spend almost an hour mopping my kitchen floor and wiping down the counters to get rid of the stickiness.
then, at the last minute as i was stepping out the door to head to the arena, my hair tie broke. and now i’ve spent the last fifteen minutes scouring my apartment for a new one, only to come to the conclusion that i have to leave now or else risk being yelled at for a second time today.
i give up entirely on my search for a hair tie, accepting my fate of wearing my hair down and rushing out of my apartment so fast that i almost forget to lock up behind me.
when i finally make it to Prudential Center, i’m able to clock in just before i’d be considered late, and i have absolutely no extra time to search for my boyfriend amidst the chaos of the season opener.
instead, i set off straight to the equipment area, working in tandem with my colleagues to make sure every players gloves, pads, and everything in between is ready, before i put each players gear into their respective locker room stalls.
i stack pucks in a high pyramid at the bench, ready for warm-ups, and line sticks up against the glass behind the bench, all set to be handed out when needed.
amongst the frantic running around the arena and getting things ready, i lose track of how many times i’m adjusting my hair; flipping it over my shoulder and tugging it out of my face.
finally, i get a split second to breathe, pulling my hair up in a makeshift ponytail with my hands as i stand outside the locker room, on standby in case any of the players need me.
“hey.” i instinctively drop my hands at the sound of someone talking, my shirt falling back down to cover the sliver of my abdomen that had shown when they were raised.
at the sight of my boyfriend, i sigh in relief, his chuckle reaching my ears as his arms snake around my waist.
“i scare ya?” Jack teases.
his helmet hits against my back, as he holds it in one hand. he’s all geared up, ready to hit the ice for the first game of the season, and oddly enough, i can’t help finding it incredibly attractive.
“just a little.” i huff, and a wide grin spreads across his lips. i smack his chest, but all that it hurts is his padding. “don’t be mean! i’ve had a bad day.”
his smile drops into an exaggerated pout, and he leans down to press a kiss to my lips.
“i’m sorry, baby.” i hum in acknowledgment, waving it off when he asks if i’d like to rant.
“no, it’s okay. i’ll rant later.” i assure him. “after you win your game.”
“our game.” he states, and i roll my eyes.
he’s made sure to never let me forget how much work i put into the team’s equipment and gear. citing that they wouldn’t be able to win without my help.
in his eyes, it’s as much my wins and losses as it is his.
“right.” i nod, patting his shoulders. “in that case, i’m gonna be very upset if you lose our game.”
his head tips back, laughter pouring past his lips, and it sounds like a melody in my ears.
“i’m confident. we’ll win this game.” he assures me, finally letting go of my waist and backing up. “if we don’t, you and i will never hear the end of it from Larks.”
ahh yes, Dylan Larkin. the Red Wings captain and Jack’s friend, whom i met over the summer while visiting Jack at his lake house.
“go!” i shoo my boyfriend off as the rest of his teammates begin pouring out of the locker room, heading off to line up, ready to hit the ice for warm-ups.
waving to the guys, who smile back at me in return, i head out to behind the bench.
as the guys warm up, i double check the bench stock of smelling salts, tums, stick tape, skate blades, and whatever else the guys may need during the game, before standing idly by.
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finally, the game is underway, seven minutes left in the second period, and my boyfriend has already gotten a penalty in first for ‘roughing’.
i’m watching my boyfriend skate around the ice as i tend to his teammates, anxiously holding my breath as the clock winds down.
Jack zips across the ice, and i’m gnawing at my lip as he gains control of the puck. but before i know it, he’s just scored his first goal of the season.
a small smile splays across my lips, attempting to contain my excitement as he skates past the bench, bumping fists with his elated teammates before taking another lap around the ice.
Luke turns his head to grin at me, but he’s sidetracked as i’m interrupted by a teammate.
“y/n, can i get some salts?” Timo asks, and i nod, spinning around to grab some, my hair whipping in my face as i do so.
i let out a frustrated groan, turning back around to hand the little packet of smelling salts to number 28.
“you okay?” Timo questions, his brows threading together and i nod.
“it’s my damn hair.” i huff as he moves down on the bench, making room for my boyfriend and his line mates who now join on the bench. “i usually wear it up, but my hair tie broke and it’s getting on my nerves.”
wordlessly, Jack absentmindedly sheds his gloves off, pulling something from his wrist before holding it out to me where i stand directly behind him.
my lips part in surprise as my eyes lock on the pink hair tie that’s pinched between his index finger and thumb.
my hair tie.
“oh.” i breathe out, plucking the hair tie from his grasp. i smile, immediately pulling my hair up into a high ponytail. “thank you, love.”
he turns his head just enough to spot me, beaming back at me for a moment before turning back to focus back on the game that’s about to restart.
i lean forward a little, my hand lightly resting against the padding on his back, but he must feel the slight pressure because he leans back a little to show me he’s listening to what i have to say next.
“congratulations, babe. i’m proud of you.” i speak lowly, only for him to hear, before i stand back again, as though the interaction never happened. both of us focusing back on the game that takes place in front of us.
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Jack lays beside me in my bed, absentmindedly scrolling through his social media, nodding along as i rant about my day.
“…but seeing you in the box was a plus.” i finish off my long winded ramble, effectively gaining his attention back at my teasing.
he locks his phone, tossing it to the side as he looks over at me.
“what was that?” he asks mockingly, raising an eyebrow. but before i can repeat myself, his fingers are working against the bare skin of my stomach.
my abdomen tightens as i laugh, squirming and trying to get away from his touch.
“stop!” i cackle, attempting and failing to push his hands away as he tickles me.
“no, say that again!” he chuckles, maneuvering his body now to straddle my legs so that i can’t run away, even if i wanted to. i shake my head wildly. “say it again! what was that? i don’t think i heard you right! cause it sounded like you just said the highlight of your day was seeing me get penalties!”
“that’s not true!” i squeal and he momentarily ceases his attack, tilting his ear towards me as if he’s listening closer.
“i said they were just pluses.” i defend myself, quickly following up, “the highlight of my day was finding out you wear my hair tie on your wrist.”
he looks down at me with a smirk, obviously quite proud of himself.
“stole that from your apartment.” he announces with pride.
“when?” i laugh, reaching up to cup the back of his neck, pulling his face closer to mine.
his hands now rest on either side of my head, holding himself up.
“the second time we hooked up.” he murmurs, dipping down to press a kiss to my lips. “you had complained that day when you forgot you hair tie at home. i never wanted you to be uncomfortable again, so i took one when i left here that night.”
i blink back at him in surprise, my heart thumping loudly in my chest, whooshing in my ears.
“are you telling me, you’ve been wearing that hair tie on your wrist, for the past seven months, just in case i ever needed it?” i ask.
“mhm.” he hums, his nose nudging against mine as he nods, the corners of his lips quirking up in a soft smile.
“i’m so in love with you.” i whisper, pulling him down to capture his lips in a kiss.
his lips slot against mine, his tongue slipping in to tangle with mine in a deep and sultry kiss, before he pulls away.
“oh good, because apparently our interaction tonight on the bench?” he pauses and i furrow my brows, nodding for him to continue. “yeah, apparently that happened while the camera was on me.”
a gasp slips past my lips, and he cringes slightly, nodding his head.
“yeah, we’ve been outted.”
we both let that sink in for a moment, pondering what our relationship will be like now that everyone knows. fans certainly analyzing our every move now.
but despite that, we can finally go on dates in public, and post each other on our social medias without panicking that we may have accidentally posted on our public stories instead of our close friends ones.
“i think i can live with that.” i finally break the silence, and he grins.
“yeah?” he questions, pressing a kiss against my lips, and i nod against him.
“yeah.”
#jack hughes#jack hughes x reader#jack hughes imagine#jack hughes fic#jack hughes blurb#nj devils#nhl imagine#nhl fic#faithlynn’s writings <3
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naps - trafalgar water d. law
a/n: every time i write for law, i always second guess myself until i actually start writing 😭😭😭 i psyche myself the hell out over here like "omg does this characterization make sense?" and it somehow always falls into place, but trust me, im stressingggg before i finish a law fic because it only ever makes sense right towards the end when my brain finally remembers "ah yes, i do love this man, i am in fact obsessed with him too" 💀
nothing but fluff here💗
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-he claims he hates when you play with his tattoos (he is 100% lying and you both know it) the soft and gentle touches of your fingers casually outlining the design of his chest tattoo is the one thing guaranteed to lull him to sleep. it's the only time you see him this relaxed
-this man is perpetually tired, however it takes some extreme convincing to get him to take a nap with you. not because he doesn't want too, but mainly because he likes to hear you whine and beg for him 😭😭 (and because he also hates stepping away from work)
-law prefers when you lay on top of him, straddling his leg or hips with your thighs, putting your full body weight onto him. he's wrap his arms around you, pulling you in close to him. and when he's bored, he'll gently stroke your hair, leaving kisses on top of your head. and he definitely pouts when you guys cuddle/nap in another position. he'll still do it, of course, but he'll complain while he does.
-he smells so good, this man smells like a deep bourbon whisky vanilla, sweet but also deep and intoxicating. smells so heavenly that you wonder how you ever slept without it.
-when he's really sleep deprived in his office, it takes a lot less than normal to convince law to take a nap with you; you crawled into his lap putting your legs over one of the arms of the chair, his arms around your waist holding you close to him, with your hand tangled in his dark brown locks, he instantly caves when you whisper "wanna take a nap with me, captain?" you'll be thrown over his shoulder and onto his mattress before he ever utters the word "yes"
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a/n: it's been a minute since i posted for my law girlies, so this is for you guys (law's version of the confession series is officially in the works)💗
a/n enjoyed this fic? here's my masterlist!!
#one piece#one piece fic#one piece fanfic#one piece x reader#one piece headcanons#one piece fluff#one piece trafalgar law#op trafalgar law#trafalgar law#trafalgar water d law#one piece law#op law#trafalgar law x reader#law x reader#law x you#law fluff#law headcanons#fluff fic#via's fics
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