#I am proud of myself

[sodawithmoss]

♔♛

due to the fact that in the second series we were confirmed that the participants of the show still have some kind of sleep and dreams - my theory that Kinger suffers from insomnia was confirmed. and this means that these small "hangups" of the Kinger may actually be a banal attempt to sleep at least with his eyes open. or he is just autistic.

[ubejamjar]

Wondrous Tails • Nine • Conflict

"Get up friend, we yet have need of you !"

-> My Wondrous Tails card <-

[jinx-o-rama]

GAHHHH I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF I LOVE THISSSSS!!!!!!! (maybe I will do a ULTRAKILL one next idk =] )

[cyancherub]

GUYS!!!

[permdaydreamer]

do people without mental illness know how much work it was for me to just get out of bed this morning? The urge to cancel all plans and meetings and just stay in bed was overwhelming, and yet here I am, upright and functioning. It’s painful.

[artofluffy]

[alcohen]

“By the way, I’m going to see a drag show in Amsterdam this weekend,” Harry says. “Have you been to one before?”

“I have,” I answer cautiously. Why is he telling me this?

“Do you mind joining me? If I make a fool of myself, I’d like to be able to blame it on someone.”

I open my mouth with the intention of saying there’s no way he can possibly make a fool of himself if he’s in the audience. And then it hits me: it’s an excuse. He just wants me to come.

My poor heart goes racing. No, I think firmly to myself. I’m not going to develop any stupid hopes. I’m just the first person he knows from real life to whom he’s come out; it’s totally normal for him to want to share some experiences with me. I breathe.

“Sure.”

~~~

This from the fic I'm currently posting! Go have a look:

[salternateunreality2]

Hehehehe

I'm wearing a shirt

Hehehehhee

That says "ramen is the best pleasure"

*snickering*

And it fits

Hehehehe

My ACE-THETIC AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[pixiedane]

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Olivia Benson, Odafin "Fin" Tutuola, Amanda Rollins, Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr., Terry Bruno, Kathryn Janeway, Chakotay (Star Trek), Tuvok (Star Trek), Tom Paris, B'Elanna Torres, Additional Characters in Minor Roles Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Fusion, Crossovers & Fandom Fusions, Canon-Typical Violence, Child Abandonment, Dubious Consent Due To Identity Issues, Altered Mental States, Trauma Series:  Starfleet SVU Summary:

The SVU team have some questions about the warp ten incident.

Threshold 

Happy Threshold Day! Starfleet SVU is something I have been thinking about for a long while and I decided to use the holiday to kickstart it. This story takes place after Voyager gets home and features the current cast of Law & Order: SVU (season 25).

Star Trek/Lizard Babies fans, you do not need to know SVU to enjoy this fic (@liz-squids confirmed this for me). SVU fans, it would be difficult to follow without knowing Voyager and as hilarious as it would be for "Threshold" to be someone's introduction to Star Trek, I do not encourage that. If you know/like both of these very flawed series that I love very much, this fic is for you.

[blood-orange-juice]

Ok, now I have to make a poll.

[girlloverose]

[terryfuckingturniptruck]

Just remembered that I had the opportunity to take percocet in NM but I didn't relapse!

[bluedrakart]

🌳Dawn🌳

[nickel-nicnac]

So I got side tracked during a project

I finally got to start on making a battle vest, wich I've been wanting to do for some time now. In taking the sleeves off, I looked over to moomin and I just had so much denim left my hand slipped-

[coldmermaidhologram]

TW: Negative relationship with food.

I did it people of the internet. I talked about my eating issues with my parents.

No, it was not planned, i was basically forced into telling them, and no, they do not understand or even agree with it. Basically, by their logic, they don't see why someone just can't eat.

Their recent argument was time. How i don't eat on time, but I AM EATING AGAIN.

That is my achievement. I'm having THREE MEALS A DAY. Healthy ones.

I know this topic is far from over,

And i don't know how to explain to them that it's more than just eating or calories or whatever. I also don't know how to explain that they are the part of the problem. Strict eating habits, my mom's not so subtle comments, my dad's constant "you need to exercise more"......

I eat so much better when they're outside the house, i almost binge (which i admit is not healthy), but i know that I can never ever say out loud. They don't care what anyone has to say, not doctors, therapists or professionals of the field (mom walked out of the therapist's office, dad looked bored).

Lol, this turned into trauma dumping, and perhaps progress will never be made in this house, but i took a step forward, in the right direction. I went from dumping food in the trashcan, from arranging it to look like i've eaten to truly eating it.

I admitted to something that i've kept close for 4 years, and i feel lighter. I just wanted to celebrate my progress somewhere where it will atleast be acknowledged.

I know that we have more resources than our parents ever did, but, they do have access now, and they still choose to ignore the problem....

Still, somehow, i know that i will be just fine - touchwood - so, i'm gonna treat myself to maybe a donut tomorrow..

:)

p.s. to all the people suferring from eds, it'll get a little easier. It might take years, and i still have BAD days, but it will.

[faefae-chplashka]

I JUST FINISHED MY NOVELLA FOR NORWEGIAN CLASS AND IT MIGHT JUST BE THE BEST PIECE OF FICTION I HAVE WRITTEN YET