#I am looking so respectfully at them 24/7

[who-is-page]

Would you or have you done a face reveal before? Or any one of your otherkin partners?

I can tell you already that Orion would never do a face reveal, and that Chimeras isn't exactly likely to do one either. We're a triad that tends to value our privacy.

My friends have seen what I look like on Discord calls and similar, but I don't have any plans to be like "AHA! BEHOLD MINE FACE!" on Tumblr or any other social media platform any time soon-- it might happen on my Twitch someday if I set up my camera, but, we'll have to see. Though don't worry anon, I can reassure you that I'm cute as fuck. Just ask my partners. Imagine curly red hair, dimples, and sturdy-as-fuck figure built from years of marching band and kickboxing, and you pretty much already know what I look like.

[carebearbussy]

𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙜𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙨

ᥫ᭡ 𝙨𝙮𝙥𝙣𝙤𝙥𝙨𝙞𝙨: 𝙞𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙘𝙝… 𝙨𝙪𝙠𝙪𝙣𝙖𝙨 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙪𝙗𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙧𝙚, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙪𝙠𝙪𝙣𝙖 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙡𝙮.

ᥫ᭡ 𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨: 𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙖𝙣 𝙚𝙧𝙖! 𝙨𝙪𝙠𝙪𝙣𝙖 𝙭 𝙛𝙚𝙢𝙖𝙡𝙚! 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

ᥫ᭡ 𝙘𝙬: 𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙨𝙩, 𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙬𝙚𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣, 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙙 '𝙪𝙜𝙡𝙮' 𝙖𝙣𝙙 '𝙨𝙡𝙪𝙩', 𝙗𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜.

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𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚? 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙮 𝙢𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩

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Your day went as normal as usual.

You walked with you head held high, a pep in your step as you wondered around the large estate claimed by Sukuna. Alongside you, was one of your loyal handmaids, ordered by Sukuna to accompany you by default. It was early morning, as you heard the talkative birds chirp in the crisp air. It was very relaxing, especially for you, who was often picked on by your fellow concubines, who were supposed to support you.

As you stepped onto the stone walkway that led to your beloved garden, you noticed the flowers slightly dwindling in color, as the stems had lost their pin point shape. This made you frown, as you realize you had forgot to water them recently. Your handmaiden follows behind you respectfully, as you walk through the rows of colorful flowers.

"You must really enjoy the flowers, my lady." You handmaiden pointed out, coming to that conclusion as she had watched you tend to the flowers every day without fail. It was something she admired about you greatly, that being your calm nature, even under the circumstance of Sukuna wanting you to be monitored 24/7. She felt some sort of pity, even through her love for Lord Sukuna. "Yes, I am quite fond of them. They are very beautiful, but they look very dull today..." You say through your pouting.

You walk over to the gardening table over by the end of the conservatory, as you put on your gardening gloves, as well as putting your hair in a high ponytail. Your handmaiden looks at you with her head tilted, questioning your motives. "My lady, you should not be getting your hands dirty. I suggest you stick to watering instead of doing the dirty work." She said, worried about what Lord Sukuna would think if he saw his favorite consort getting her pretty hands dirty. You look over at her while carrying a bag of soil, walking over to the start of where the flowers were.

"Its fine, really. He wont even know I was here today, hes out for a business meeting. Uraume informed me he may not return for a couple of days." You said, reassuring her, as you kneel down to tend to the garden. "Okay, if it is what you wish..." She says, looking around to see if anybody was watching. "I will just stay here and keep watch."

As you patted down the soil, you sprinkled water over the plants, the glass of the garden house letting the sunlight shine in. You looked at your work as you were halfway through, proud of the work you had so far accomplished. But as you were admiring your handiwork, you heard a group of heavy footsteps walk into the large garden house. You were not expecting anybody else to come here except for you, so who was it. Oh, of course, its them.

A group of three notorious mid ranking concubines, followed by one high ranking one. You audibly sighed, knowing what would follow suite. They laughed when they saw the sight before them. Sukuna's favorite? Doing a maids work? It was laughable to them. Was this finally the moment Lord Sukuna kicked you to the curb, and realized your true worth? That was what they hoped for in the end, but for now, they had to have their moment of joy, which was picking on you.

"My, my, my. Look at what we have here. Little Y/N is out doing the work of those lower than her? What did you do to make Lord Sukuna that upset?" The lead woman spoke, cackling along with the other girls. Your face distorted into that of annoyance. You looked at the girl straight in the eyes, preparing to attempt to defend yourself. "Why are you all here? To ridicule me? If you must know, I chose to tend to the garden."

One of the girls standing behind the lead scoffs, stepping slightly forward. Looking at your handmaids, then to you. "You really are pathetic, if you must need that woman with you at all times." She says, gesturing her hand towards your handmaiden. Your handmaiden looks away, too afraid to talk back to the likes of somebody a higher rank than her. "It would be a damn shame if you got dirt on your precious face, it's already messed up, you aren't the prettiest woman ever." Another one adds in, creating more fuel to the fire by taking a jab at your appearance.

This stroke a nerve in you, your self esteem slowly crumbling as they go on. The lead concubine takes a step closer to your kneeling form, looking down on you as if you were nobody. She crouches down to your eye level, grabbing your chin on each side with her fingers. "I really don't see what Lord Sukuna saw in you. He must not be very interested in you anymore. You are nowhere near perfect. Especially after your massive weight gain." She says, knowing the damage she is doing to you. She lets go of your chin, pushing you slightly back. "It wont be long before he gets rid of you for good, hopefully as soon as possible. We don't need an ugly duckling the likes of you waddling around the well known beauty of Lord Sukuna's estate." She says, brushing astray dirt off her kimono, as the girls behind her laugh at her words.

You feel tears forming in your eyes, as you try your best to hold them back and to not lash out at the woman, you mouth hanging agape from shock. But you are not as slick as the woman currently standing before you. She looks at you, a smirk crossing her fair face in accomplishment. "Aw, whats wrong? Are you going to cry? Your already the biggest slut in the palace, I don't need to call you more hurtful things."

And this was the last push to send you over the edge, as you felt hot tears spill from your eyes. The girls laughed louder, mocking your weak state. You panicked, as you got up, pushing the woman out fo your way as you ran out of the garden house, your gloves still on, your ponytail messy. You ran as far away from the scene as you could, as your handmaiden ran after you, pure shock in her eyes. Embarrassment crept up your spine, as you ran all the way to the opposite side of the wing of the garden, out of sight from any onlookers. How were you to face anybody?

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You lay sorrowful in your large bed, curled up into a ball as you cradled your knees. Your eyes were puffy with sorrow, as warm tears streamed down your face, all the way down to your chest. Your nose was stuffy, snot running trickling down your nose. Used tissues covered the bed like a sea, as your handmaiden handed you more. She rubbed your back, as she sat on the edge of the bed watching you.

"My lady, please don't cry." She said, worried for you and your morale. You look up at her through wet eyelashes, as you sniffled into a half dirty tissue she held up for you. "Easy for you to say, you don't know what its like to be me. It feels like every single day, the people of the estate seem to hate me even more, and I try so hard to avoid it. I just don't know how to endure it anymore." You say, your lower lip quivering.

Your handmaiden looks at you pitifully. She feels like she knows you so well. She felt like your only true friend since being welcomed into Sukuna's estate. So it hurt to see you like this, especially after witnessing the unfair treatment you had received throughout your time here. The slow hand that once rubbed your back moved up to move the loose hair from your face, letting her see your full face out on display. But instead, you cover it, by moving your head more towards the pillows, the concubines words clearly getting to your head.

But she saw right though you. "My lady, the things those girls have said are simply untrue. I'm sure they were just saying that to get a rise out of you. They want what they cannot have, especially your close relationship with Lord Sukuna." You stop into your own world and think about it. Yes sure, you knew jealousy was a big factor in their distaste in you, but then why would they say such specific things? Were you truly all of those things they said you were?

"I'm sure it stemmed from what they truly want from you. All they want are reactions like these from you-" She says, but intervened by none other than the man himself, the head of the entire estate, Sukuna, who had came home unexpectedly earlier than usual.

Your handmaiden from what seems like instinct, immediately gets up to bow, anxiety filling her system for the largely built man standing before her. "Just what the hell do you think you are doing in my quarters uninvited?" He asks, unamused by the sudden appearance by anybody other than you. He looks down at her, waiting impatiently for an answer. "My lord, I was just tending to My lady, Y/N. She seemed in distress after a sudden altercation-" Without a second thought, he pushes her out of the way with his foot. Searching for you. He hears sorrowful sniffles coming from his large bed, as he raises his eyebrow in confusion. Who is in his bed? Ahh, it you, something must have happened.

You look up slightly from the bed to be greeted by Sukuna's broad stature, as you turn away from him, not wanting to face the fact that you failed to stand up for yourself. You had always made it a point to prove that you were strong willed, but this time around, you had failed. And failure is something you had feared around the likes of Sukuna.

He walks over to the opposite side of the bed that you were on, not wanting to upset you further, knowing how you become when you are upset. You try to muffle your sniffling, but to no avail. He looks at your chest rise and fall quickly, due to the nature of your fast breathing. A loud, audible sigh is heard behind you, the sound of it making chills creep up your spine. He then looks over at the handmaiden, who is still kneeling on the floor. "Leave." He says to her, as she quickly gets up to take her leave, not stopping to say anymore goodbyes.

He then looks back at you, who is unable to turn his way. "Whats wrong brat? Are you going to explain what happened, or are you just going to lay there like a sappy little thing." He says, crawling into bed, grabbing hold of your waist. He notices you flinching, keeping it in mind that when you are sad, you become sensitive to touch. He slowly brings you into his chest, your legs straddling his lower waist. Your body shakes as you hide your face within his chest, getting his robe wet with your snot.

"Look at me." He orders you, clearly not liking the mood you are in. But you don't move. Instead, you move your head side to side, still hiding your face from sight. Your head nuzzles further into his chest, as you move your arms to either side of his waist, hugging him deeply as you inhale his scent. You feel your tears keep running, as you use his robe to wipe them. "I told you to look at me, I wont repeat myself a third time." He said, sternly informing you. You didn't want to upset him, so you slowly look up at him, barely being able to hold eye contact. His eyebrows slightly furrow, as he slightly adjusts himself on the bed.

"Christ, what happened to you woman?" He says, using his upper left hand to wipe away the tears staining your face. He brushed his thumb over your cheek, but quickly stopping realizing how intimate that was. You hesitated before you spoke. "Its just... there are these girls, and I feel like ever since you became a part of my life, I have been tormented by them." You said, the thought of them ridiculing you flooding back into your mind like a storm, causing more tears to flood your waterline. "Torment? How so?" He asks, wanting to hear more.

"Like today for example, I was just trying to tend to the garden, and they came in and- its just- its complicated." You said, not wanting to spill the full details, worried of his reaction. "What did those woman do." He said. It was more of him trying to figure out what happened, than a question towards you. But you felt your emotions run high, causing you to completely unfold before Sukuna. "They came in, and they basically told me I would never amount to anything, and how i'm ugly, and that I gained weight recently."

He looks at you, his upper lip curling into that of disgust for what he just heard. You? Ugly? Never amount to anything? Gaining weight? This was all ridiculous to him. He would never truly understand why you were upset at being called those things, but he particularly did not like the reaction you had to it. Seeing you cry, for some reason, tore on his heart strings hard. Your emotions ran through him like an electrical current. He lowered his back into the mattress, still holding you tight.

"That has to be one of the most absurd things I have heard in my years of living. You are none of those things. Why would I care about such laughable things. You're my woman, nobody else is able to judge you, except for me."

You look at him with glossy eyes, as you place your hands over his chest, which had a wet patch due to the mixture of your snot and tears. You felt your lip quiver all over again at his words, thus resting your face on one side of his chest. You let all your tears run out, as you felt yourself quietly wail at the hands of Sukuna. He placed a large hand over your back, massaging your back, soothing you simultaneously.

"Thats it, let it all out. God, you look so weak right now, its quite endearing." He says, a slight smile being hidden from your field of vision. You grip onto the ridges of his robe, using it to try to grab onto something. His lower hands grip each side of your bottom, holding you for leverage. As he massaged your back, he pet your hair with his other top hand. Your hair was always one of his favorite things about you, which is something that stuck in your head. The words of your handmaiden ran through your head as well;

'They want what they cannot have, especially your close relationship with Lord Sukuna.'

It was true after all. And you will come to realize that as time goes on. How lucky did you get to become Sukuna's most favored? Any other girl in your situation would think the same way. Especially the way he is giving you so much attention. It makes you so happy. Knowing those girls would give anything to be in your situation. You felt like a princess.

You felt yourself fall into deep slumber, the comfort of your thoughts, along with Sukuna's relaxing hold bringing you comfort in moments like these. He looks down at you as he notices you had seized your crying. He thinks about moving from his spot, but decides against it, not wanting to ruin your beauty sleep. You needed this, he thinks. And he was right. He brushes the hair that covers your ear out of the way with his hand, as he leans down to whisper into your sleeping form.

"You can trust, those woman will be dealt with accordingly."

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(𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙄 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙥𝙩 2?)

[drdemonprince]

Hey! I want to explore kink in my life but I don't know if I have a good perception on what I would even like? Is there a way to attend events/flag myself in such a way where people are both aware that I am a) deeply inexperienced and b) not sure what I'm into but looking to explore. Are there certain types of events I should be on the lookout for?

It's actually quite common for dungeons to have kinky fair-type events, with demonstrations from a variety of types of kink practicioners in different niches. Most dungeons in general will have a whole calendar of classes, panels, and demos, and visiting those can help you get a sense of some of the more common kinks that are popular in your area. They do run a bit...tame and obvious for my taste, to be honest, so if you're interested in a fuller sense of what's out there, you'll have to dig into Fetlife and find local groups dedicated to specific niches a bit more.

I think it's worth understanding that kink encompasses a whole range of interests and activities, of varying degrees of complexity, risk, and attainability in real life.

Your more accessible kinks are things like simple bondage with things like handcuffs, blindfolds, gags, plugs, controllable vibrators, light impact, and the like. It's easy to find a whole host of people interested in activities like these, classes and resources are widely on offer, and frankly the kinks are so normalized that lots of just generally kinky-identified people have them worked into their repertoire.

Then you have more skills- or gear-intensive kinks, things like rope bondage, puppy play, latex, leather, age play, hypnosis, sounding, or the like. These kinks are hardly niche, but they do require some real dedicated interest to get good at (and to accumulate enough stuff to do it well), and so you'll find the most success learning about them by joining dedicated groups. The people who are into these things do also tend to be passionate enough about it to form groups, offer classes, and so on. If any of these intrigue you, you'll should check those specific community spaces out.

A bit father along the spectrum you have more heady, risky, or stigmatized kinks like blood and needle play, brainwashing play, 24/7 Dominance/submission, diaper play, drowning, etc. People who are into this stuff ARE in the other aforementioned kink spaces, and you'll encounter them, but they tend to be a bit harder to find and if you're wanting to explore these kinks, there's a higher barrier to entry.

I'm not saying you *have* to prove yourself as a capable flogging top before somebody will let you shove some needles into their face, but it does help to develop some general kinky communication skills and community connections to help you develop the kinds of close relationships necessary to explore this stuff better. The alternative is to just research it on your own and try it out on a partner, and that can go really badly. If you want to try this stuff out, just try courting kinksters in your area, attending events, going to groups, and expressing curiosity and enthusiasm toward the more extreme stuff. Eventually you'll be a safe enough person for someone to introduce these kinks to you, once you've put some real work in. You can also get introduced to these kinks by finding and hiring a professional.

Your main question was how to flag yourself as inexperienced but looking to explore, and my real answer is that you don't. People will be able to tell. And there are generally a lot of people who fit that description who enter into kink spaces. Many come and go for a variety of reasons, and not all of them behave respectfully or with gratitude toward those who extend the effort of introducing them to the subculture -- and some get take advantage of ! -- so it's better if you play a more active role in involving yourself. Look up local dungeons and play parties, fill out your Fetlife profile, look around for groups on there, explore people's profiles and tags, attend local Munches and meet-ups. Take classes, show an appreciation for teaching and resources. Ask questions. Ask people who have caught your interest to show you the ropes, but develop your own kinky communication skills so that saying yes will be more attractive to them. Say hello to other newbies and learn things together. Try out milder stuff that interests you. Help fold up chairs and sweep floors after events. Attend the annual clothing swap. Give back, and be engaged and interested in growing, and it will pay off, and you'll learn a lot about yourself along the way.

Good luck!

[ionlyeverwantedtobeyourequal]

Don’t ever tell yourself that you’re not enough, I am certain that you’re truly fine

PART SIX

Ot8 x reader

Word Count: 417

Just a warning, this is my first fanfic! Does have age regression themes so if you’re not a fan, I ask that you respectfully just don’t read <3 also this will definitely have some angst

!THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION!

Summary: Han confesses!

Short chapter

“I never had someone take care of me,” you say quietly, looking down at Changbin.

Chris looks at you concerned, standing from his chair. “How long have you been regressing for?”

“For about five years.” You reply to Chris, sighing a bit. “But I rathered take care if myself then grow attached to someone only for them to leave me.”

Han looks at you with his boba eyes, “why haven’t you told me about your regression?”

Before you can answer, Chris takes it upon himself to reply for you. “Age regression is personal, something not many are comfortable with sharing with others.”

“Ji, I-I…” You start to say, stuttering as you try and find the right words. “I just didn’t want to tell you, and have you look at me differently or leaving me.”

Han’s eyes start to become glassy as he stands up, practically pushing changbin out the way to be infront of you. “(Y/n) I would never leave you! You have to know that, no matter what you do, I can never leave.”

“I didn’t want to risk it.” You tell him softly, not wanting to meet his gaze. “You have your life here, you’re Han Jisung. I figured eventually you’d leave me, realize that I am nothing special.”

Han can’t hold back his tears anymore, “Yah! What is that supposed to mean?” He says loudly, making you jump a bit by the sudden noise. “I am Han Jisung, just like your (Y/n) (L/n)! You’re my world! There is no Jisung without (Y/n)! And now you’re here telling me you’re nothing special?” He’s crying at this point, his voice cracking with every word. “You may look at me like I’m just your friend who got lucky and became this idol. But you know what I see when I look at you?”

Your eyes are wide with surprise as you shake your head, not knowing where Han is going.

“I see my princess, the girl that motivated me 24/7 to become the person I am today. I see the girl that I’ve been so in love with since the day I met you!” Han rambles quickly, looking into your eyes desperately. “And now you’re telling me, that the girl that I been in love with, has been regressing all alone when I would’ve dropped everything to take care of her?”

Tears spring to your eyes after hearing Han’s confession. “A-Are you serious?” You stutter out, voice cracking slightly as your try and hold back your emotion.

(If anyone has request for future chapters or just one shots, fill free to let me know!)

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[pomefioredove]

Omg I will talk about this for hours then

Vil and Malleus feuding over yuu>>>

Vil begins to seethe on the daily as you slowly spend more and more time with your bestfriend (who definitely does not want to stay bestfriends) Malleus

Vil's not a freak, he's not going to stalk the two of you on your hang outs like a crazy person. (He has class)

But during your hang outs Malleus begins to notice lipstick smudged across your face. It's usually very inconspicuous, (and very obviously not yours) most wouldn't notice, but Malleus does. (Cause he's staring at you 24/7 365) So he offers you a tissue, or opts to rub it off himself with a gloved hand.

Oh and Vil is ever so pleased when you're cuddling against each other and you mention how Malleus is so kind as to save you from the embarrassment of being covered in someone else's makeup .

So pleased in fact that there's even more noticeable smudges the next time you and Malleus hang out <3

My brain is rotted with these thoughts I apologize😔🖤

DON'T APOLOGIZE I AM LOOKING. THINKING RESPECTFULLY

sorry malleus I don't think you're winning this one. wiping another man's lipstick off of your crushes mouth is next level pathetic unfortunately. (rook would be seething with jealousy if he knew)

SPEAKING OF WHICH I think everyone's immediate instinct would be "oh vil would just send rook to spy on you" WRONG vil in a trillion years would not let rook anywhere near his insecurities. man has it hard enough as it is with rook pointing out every time he gains 0.2 pounds

and vil is too busy obsessing over ways to remind malleus (in a classy but obvious manner) that yuu is his. day 3 of this and yuu is walking around ramshackle with a bunch of cartoonishly obvious kisses all over their neck and face

(day 4 sebek hunts yuu down like a wild animal to chew them out for insulting his liege like that and lilia and silver have to drag him away)

[evilbubu]

NEW BABYGIRL ALERT! (it's the wolverine! Logan!)

okay so I watched the x-men movies cuz of a cunty edit of Logan on tiktok and he looked so babygirl and silly so I was like; "Yeah, I think I'm gonna watch ALL of them cuz I've got to know more abt who this beautiful creature is."

I mean, I already knew who the wolverine was, but I didn't know shit abt his personality. so it was such a pleasant surprise to find out he's literally just a fucking cat-boy.

HE HAS CLAWS

HE SNIFFS THE AIR AND HISSES WHEN HE'S FIGHTING.

When he does his hair in the morning, he gives himself little- little ears- 😭☝️

I AM SOBBING WHY IS HE SO CUTE

AND HE'S WEIRD AND FUNNY AND DUMB HELLO?!?!?!??

I AM SCREAMING.

Why didn't anybody tell me he's so fun and cute? I'm convinced he'd enjoy sexy girly songs, esp from the early 2000s. He's a bad bitch, respectfully.

To me, he'd enjoy 'girly' things and would just casually mention whatever he likes and people would just stare at him, and he'd be like, "What? You don't?"

He literally could wear anything and no one could tell him shit cuz he's gonna rip their throat out 💞

My evidence is him wearing a tight tank top and jeans with a leather jacket like, 24/7??? And he just casually shows off his tiny weeny little slutty waist and strong thighs???? who the fuck does he think he is??

A bad bitch, your honour ☝️

He's very much y2k, girly pop, cunty and bold, feral and fucking beautiful.

HE WOULD WEAR CROPPED T-SHIRTS WITH JEANS I JUST KNOW IT, THE MOVIE MAKERS HAVE FAILED ME. I'M SO MAD.

I know he's literally a masculinity symbol for many men and boys. especially his physique, and they want to look like him. but I know the truth! I have been graced with a vision, and Logan is one of the girls, he's invited to the sleep over and to brunch <3

He loves women and loves what women love and I love him as well.

[empthy1]

BET 💍💍💍

THE FIRST PIC HAS ME CACKLING AT 3:30 AM PLEASNEHEHD (hand tho omg?!) (respectfully) and your other cat oh my god they both look so fluffy and adorable and omg

i’d love to know their names!!

the calico is dolly and the orange one is blossom!! i love them sm they’re my babies (even if dolly is hyper 24/7 and runs away with many of my things).

but please go to sleep hon 3:30 is much too late (early?) and i think the hands comes from my years of piano but idk how they would have looked otherwise

[tenkaneki]

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There are many forms of bd/sm themes post or shared on here so it’s not for anyone under 18 🔞. Some range from sfw/cute & others nsfw/might disrupt some. I like what I like, scroll at your own risk.

What you may find:

General BD/SM, Dom/Sub, Slave, DD/LG(Not Age/Baby Play), Pastel & Goth Aesthetics, Humiliations, Adoration, Worship/godplay, Mind Control/Dumbification, Degrading, CNC, 24/7 TPE, Waifu, Hentai, Anal, Body Modification, Pet Play, Breeding, Ethical Poly, Hucow, Free Use, etc.

Hard limits: Scat, Actual Abuse, Needles, Baby Play(To me dd/lg is not the same, think acting like a brat), etc.

What is the 🦁 ♾️ 🐺 ?

Lion 🦁 is named Aurelion. The Wolf 🐺 is Alpha (It’s his name idk why people think I go around calling myself an alpha like I’m hot shit…🙄). They are both cosmic creatures I cultivate into my psyche  as a representation on how my mind works. Think; same side of a coin 🪙, ying yang ☯️ or even (yes I know it’s fitting) my Gemini ♊️ sign. I choose to operate at a 80/20 I have always been an advocate for the belief: “From light comes darkness, and darkness light.”

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My Why?

This blog is a “darker side” 🐺 version of myself that I just am and do not choose to hide it. People can think what they want about it, however that doesn’t have any effect on me.

I want to be the best version of myself; mind, body and spirit. To let my light and dark side be seen by all. To help everyone I can, to be the difference I wish to see in this world. I believe that which is in my favorite quote: “…as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

So I want to use this blog and my skills in my life to help grow the community of people who wish for help or want to grow. If I can, I must, so I will! (Yes that’s an original quote 😅)

Asks?

Regarding asks I will answer all the ones I can. If you wish to remind anonymous please do so, if not that is your choice. If you respectfully wish to just send a comment I will answer it with my utmost gratitude. You and your time is important to me and so are all the people who follow me.

#ask alpha #alpha asks #Tenkaneki

Podcast

I do wish to start a bd/sm version of my podcast so I’m open to future collaboration’s and guests. My vision for it is to maybe even have guest on that I help in real time or special invited guests to just talk about educational things for people to listen, learn and grow from. So look for that in the near future and please tell me if you want this quicker (comment, ask, or PM)

General Content

Stuffieland Adventures: a short story series that is did/lg themed in a sense of getting people into their little space. I have many written, never posted and I wanted to also read them aloud. So look for that in the near future and please tell me if you want this quicker (comment, ask, or PM)

Ask Hour: For one of the hours of the day I answer as many asks as I can in rapid succession.

Live Q&A’s or Ask Video Responses: Exactly like what is said I go live and answer anyone’s questions live and in real time. And start doing video response for who maybe put the request for that type of response in the ask. I enjoy problem solving and helping others.

Pictures/w 🥵 Captions: Posting photos with spicy captions, one liners or even play style dialogue. Most of them won’t be my own images unless I specify they are. #not mine #my own work.

Helpful Questionnaires/Surveys/Books: I enjoy reading and writing. So creating helpful things for not just myself but for others. Example; My ideal partner (what to ask and answer for yourself to manifest and find your ideal partner)

Tags

#AurelionAlpha #AskAlpha #ClassicNovel #Definitions #Tenkaneki

Disclaimer!

This is my blog, it’s for me first and foremost. All I am actually doing is posting my life and what I like for everyone to see. If you enjoy this good you can follow me, if you don’t good follow or don’t follow me. That’s who are and in choosing to follow me you’ll get the Raw version of myself. This blog isn’t for people under 18. However I can’t control them viewing it so regardless I’ll still do my best to be a good example to everyone. I may make mistakes, I might say things I would like to have changed based on who I grow into, however I will always be unapologetically myself and I command that level of understanding and respect from everyone who is involved in my life at any capacity. I hold no responsibility for how this blog makes you feel, you are choosing to be here. If you were indirectly hurt by my me or blog you have my apologies. Those are not my intentions and I will always continue to do my best. I hope you’ll all be able to see that in what I do.

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Full disclaimer:

* This blog isn’t for people under 18. However I can’t control them viewing it and take no responsibility for them viewing it. Regardless I’ll still do my best to be a good example to everyone.

*I may edit this post at will.

[nobodysdaydreams]

For the Character Bingo Game!! Please feel free to mix and match and disregard as you please:

Milligan, Isaac the Messenger, Susan Pevensie, and Toph Beifong

Hope you are having an amazing day, and that the Tasks go smoothly :)

Done! Sorry the highlights on this look so terrible, I'm bad at filling these out. But I very much appreciate the ask! 🥰🥰🥰

Milligan:

I don't know if Milligan and I would be friends irl (I suppose it depends if you're talking about my fic's version, canon, and whether he has memories or not), but assuming there's nothing crazy going on, then yeah, I could see us getting along. Not a big sports fan though. As you know from my fic, I have a lot of head canons, and rotating 24/7, and all MBS characters need therapy let's be real. They also all need more screen time, had wasted potential, and canon did them all dirty by cancelling the show, but I highlighted these for Milligan specifically because he never got closure and answers as to what Curtain did to him and why he was working there. As for my half filled in "my opinions are unpopular", that's mostly because of SOS: people either love it, or it's not for them. So I'm not sure what to call that. I relate to him (positive) because I head canon him as having ADHD (even though I have ADHD-I and I head canon him as having ADHD-HI, but close enough).

Isaac the Messenger:

I feel like Isaac and I would be friends irl since I have a lot of friends doing STEM things. All MBS characters go to therapy, and I clicked canon did him dirty and wasted potential because... did he just wait in the woods forever? I feel like they could have done something with that. I wasn't sure whether to click "needed more screen time" because I feel like it wouldn't be a lot more screen time, just enough to give a little closure on that. I say my opinions are unpopular because I haven't seen any other fics with him as a main or even major side character (if they exist lmk) and I half filled in "so many head canons" because...I do expand on his character a bit in SOS, but I don't know if I'd say I have a ton of head canons for him.

Susan Pevensie:

Ohhh....the problem of Susan. That's what all these highlights are based off of btw. I understand Lewis was using her to reflect his own issues, but why couldn't he have lived to write her story? The arrow over rotating is because when Narnia was my primary childhood hyperfixation, Susan's story was one I was really interested in. (Spoilers Ahead for The Last Battle). She has to live with all her friends and family dying, and figure out how to get back on the right path without them. I would have loved to read a story about Susan and her husband and kids where Susan tells them about her time in Narnia and her younger kids and her husband believe her, but other relatives think it's a manifestation of her grief, and even her older kids are like "mom, seriously?" but then either someone who used to live in Narnia but found a portal to our world or another world shows up, or Susan and her family get sucked through a portal to another world that still exists (not Narnia or Charn because those worlds were destroyed but maybe someplace else), and you could have them go on this whole new adventure and I would love to see that happen. However, I am worried about how people would handle the story, hence the half filled boxes for "the fandom is wrong" and "my opinions are unpopular", because I do see the occasional posts that are like "Lewis was just being sexist and hates Susan because she likes boys and lipstick" or "Lewis was 100% right about girls who like boys and lipstick being terrible" which...respectfully, no to both of these. If I remember correctly, Susan wasn't on the train and is still alive, she can have a redemption arc, and she was always described as pretty and liking stereotypical girly things, that itself was never the issue. The issue was her becoming materialistic and caring too much about what other's think of her and mocking her siblings for not acting otherwise. Look, I never related to Susan very much, and I'm not sure that I'd be friends with her irl, based on interests and personality, maybe not, but she's not a bad person just because she's stereotypically feminine and she's certainly not irredeemable. Would have loved to see a sequel where she goes on other adventures and shows off her awesome archery skills and we get to meet a bunch of new fun characters, but I'm so worried that someone who focuses on the wrong aspects of her character would try to make the message of her story about how Lewis was wrong about something he never said or about how Susan was terrible for something that was never a problem in the first place. Sorry to rant, but these are my thoughts.

Toph Beifong:

She's not the ATLA character I rotate the most, but I do love her. She's insane, but I love her. For this, I kept it ATLA (I know some people would put "wasted potential" or "canon did them dirty" for stuff that happens in Korra, but I'm gonna put that on hold for now). I would love to adopt child her because I have a younger sibling like her and as for the irl we'd be friends, that would 100% depend on whether Toph decided she liked me, and I have no control over that. She needs therapy, but so do all those war surviving children and she has never done anything wrong ever (was using her earth bending to scam people).

[soft-mafia]

Not Buggy simping for once but I am looking at your oc like the stupid little bisexual that I am and I am looking oh so very respectfully and I am so polite and I am not even trying to steal her away from the captain please captain put me down I did not stare at her bad okay, her bippedy boobedy boobas, her massive ockers on purpose I promise.

But real talk I like her. She cute. Would love to hear more lore if you ever have the energy

HAHAHAHAHA😭Buggy has to deal with people trying to snatch his girl from him 24/7 he’s used to it at this point.

But dw she’s as much as a simp as we are for him❤️(and as Boa is for Luffy😭)

Sorry if this seems really obsessive and is way too long or whatever but It’s so common for me to make so much lore whenever I make an oc specifically to ship with a canon character (I have ideas that could literally be a novel franchise for my Hisoka oc ugh) the tism in me just gets way too ahead of itself tbh and whenever someone is like “ooh tell me about them :D” I literally go crazy.

Veteran one piece fans, please let me know if any of this goes against one piece logic, I’m still really new to the fandom and this is a new oc too, so if I need to change anything/get rid of a piece of lore then please let me know😭

So if you haven’t seen my latest info post on her name is Ivyeri(pronounced Ivory) VanHelsing, she ate the stitch stitch fruit which is a mythical zoan fruit that’s a Frankenstein/Monster type.

This devil fruit her replace her body parts with quite literally anything, she can use whatever she replaces her parts with like it’s apart of her body; she often puts weapons on her body, and into her body as well.

In Impel Down, she lost her leg from severing it to get out of her chains so she had to replace it with the wolf leg.

Whenever Ivy takes off a body part, since it’s not connected anymore her brain can’t control it, so it becomes sentient. Since the parts she can control are determined by if her brain can connect to them or not, this means if her head is completely served her entire body can become sentient as well. Whenever Ivy does this(usually when she’s using her full body weapon suit which I haven’t drawn yet) she keeps her headless body sedated in a tank.

SO, on to her entire story and how she meets Buggy(under the cut if you’re interested bc it’s super long oof) warning for me rambling and on going sentences bc I wrote some of this on my break.

I created a town that she lives in, it’s a really corny name that I don’t feel like saying bc I’m gonna get roasted for it😭but, it’s located on a desolate island, literally nobody knows it even exists and the people who accidentally come across it just leave bc they’re so freaked out. Buggy and his crew see the island in the distance and he thinks “another town to pillage hehe” however, upon arriving there and making a flashy✨ entrance he’s met with the towns people just staring at him with dead glares in their eyes. Buggy and his is obviously freaked out, so he just tells his crew to just stock up on food and booze before getting the hell out of there.

Ivy sees him when he arrives and immediately falls in love, love at first sight. She wants to approach him but is too nervous and thinks her appearance will scare him away(she thinks her stitches make her ugly and grotesque). So Ivy comes up with the idea of moving some signs around to lead Buggy into getting lost in a graveyard. It works and when Buggy is lost in the maze of gravestones, Ivy appears behind him, sitting on a grave and subtly flirting with him, thinking that the heavy fog of the town obscures her appearance.

Buggy can clearly see her, but he has seen crazier people in his time of being a pirate so Ivy’s stitches don’t even register in his head bc he’s too busy panicking over getting lost in a graveyard and now some lady is talking to him?

They talk, flirt with each other, Buggy obviously letting her inflate his massive ego, Ivy offers to lead him out of the graveyard(even though she’s the one who led him there in the first place). Ivy leads Buggy back to his crew. One of the pirates accidentally bumps into her and she face plants right into Buggy’s chest and they have this “ooo accidentally falling right into your crush’s arms🥰” moment before it’s ruined by her wrist coming off and holding onto Buggy’s shirt when she pulls away. They’re both freaking out, Ivy apologizing profusely while trying to take her hand back.

Buggy screamed only for a moment before being like “This girl can take her body parts off too?!” And he falls in love and (politely)demands her to join his crew(not because he wants to bang her immediately or anything..) after that they’ve been together for 8 years🥰

She doesn’t really have a prevalent role in the orangetown arc, however she does take control of Buggy’s crew after he’s bazooka-ed to a whole other island.

While Buggy was presumably pronounced dead by his crew, Ivy strayed away from them to mourn by herself, which meant she didn’t get kidnapped by the cannibal tribe(she didn’t care about Buggy’s crew at that point since she thought he was dead) however, when Buggy came back with Alvida, Ivy was even more heartbroken than she was when she thought he was dead.

K so I kind of ripped off one of my own fan fictions with this part of her story, I just thought it would’ve been good character development for her so if you want the basics of what happens, here’s the fic.

Ivy breaks up with Buggy bc she thinks he’s cheated on her, or is going to cheat bc Alvida is literally gorgeous. After that, she leaves the Big Top and devises a plan to make a name for herself and become a fearsome solo pirate just to make Buggy jealous and show him that she’s doing just fine without him.

Overtime she becomes extremely brooding and even more colder than before; each one of her accomplishments are fueled by anger and jealousy. Over time she convinced herself that Buggy had forgotten about her and moved on with Alvida which fueled her to succeed even more.

Which, she did succeed, but she got way more than she wanted to. After an accidental conflict with the marines, she ended up getting a Impel Down level 5 worthy bounty.

Buggy and Ivy don’t directly interact much during Impel Down and Marineford bc both of them think that the other hates them/forgot about them, but when they do reunite they start this dynamic where the two of them are trying to look cool/badass just to get the other’s attention(Also, Ivy’s severed leg I mentioned earlier, it somehow found Buggy on level 2 and he’s been keeping it from her the entire time).

The entire time, Buggy didn’t know why Ivy broke up with him, he thought that she broke up with him bc of his “ugly red nose” and cried for months. Everything reminded him of Ivy. He hoarded all of her old clothes that she left behind and used one of her old tops as a pillow case.

They finally get back together during the cross guild, Ivy joins alongside Crocodile and Mihawk. When she sees the way that the two men beat and abuse him over everything she gets pissed off and vows to protect Buggy at all costs, leading to them having a heart to heart, finally talking things out and getting back together again.

I have more lore with her but it involves other ocs I’ve made for one piece and it doesn’t really add to her relationship with Buggy loool

I have another oc I’m not sure about adding to her lore since idk if this is already an existing character in One Piece bc he’s vaguely mentioned in canon, but Davy Jones is her father and had the same fruit as her when he was alive. They’ve never met.(This is an excuse for me to make a goth dilf)

More facts about her!

-Ivy is a weaponsmith, she makes weapons for herself and Buggy’s crew(when she was apart of it)

-She’s 5’9, 27 years old before the timeskip and 29 years old after

-Ivy likes collecting bones.

-Ivy has a pet cat named Princess who was Richie’s biggest opp. Before the time skip he was the same size as a regular house cat, but currently he’s the size of a Liger.

-She stole Alvida’s old ship when she left the Big Top and customized it to fit her vibe

-She stole a manticore from Impel Down, adopted it, and named it Buggy Jr.

-She also adopted a giant frog and named it after Buggy as well

-A week after the breakup Ivy tried to make a replacement Buggy by digging up a recently deceased guy and playing Frankenstein(using a toy ball as a replacement nose). Things didn’t work out when the guy regained his memory and reunited with his wife.

-As a pirate, people call her by her last name. No relation to the actual Van Helsing though I just thought the name sounded cool.

Her playlist:

[mikkouille]

Dear mutual @mashmouths taggie me for the game of 'Post the ten first songs on your 'On repeat' playlist on Spotify' or SMTH like that.

As I do not have a Spotify, idk what all that means, but I decided to eyeball it from what the randomiser of my phone seems to give ten times a day, from me local files.

It is a hard work of statistic 100% accurate nothing could go wrong (lie, girlie behind me in the train loudly licking chips crumbs off her fingers and chewing. noise unbearable. thought jumbled over it. the statistics have been messed up). Basically, just clicking 'next song' til I get one that makes me go oh yeh she plays all the time'. What's on my Bandcamp isn't on my local files so unfortsh we lose a whole lot of potential songs there. It's life.

1. Boris Farewell, honestly she's so good portable. I can vibe on my better audio equipment, I can vibe in the metro, in a crowd, she'll always be an enjoyable one no matter the sounds around me.

2. doechii Stressed, well damn so true. I must be stressed too.

3.Nature LIMBO, LIMBO LIMBO LIIIIIIIIIM BO LIMBO LIMBO LIIM

4. Moses Sumney Gargarin, it's hilarious how I'll hear this song ten billion times a week from shuffle, go 'oh what's that song it's nice- oh right of course' somehow there's a spell on it that makes me forget the name. but not that I like it.

5. Britney Spears Outrageous, it's not even my fave of its album yet my phone is OBSESSED with her. Outrageous. When I move my body OUTRAGEOUS when I'm at a party OUTRAGEOUS in my sexy jeans

6. THORNAPPLE As Above So Below, had a phase in my life where I looped that song for hours and then days nothing else, my shuffle never recovered I think.

7. vvv Oh dirty Leeds, I swear it's been months since I Voluntarily of my own clicked the song, she's part of the landscape of my shuffle.

8. ShinEE The Feeling, if I hit shuffle I am sure to hear it at a point or another. It's like the home screen at this point.

9. shygirl BAWDY, it's criminal how you will never witness the gay AMV that happen in my head when this song plays (10 times a day).

10. FLO Losing you, often in immediate succession with the previous one. Keep them on their toes....

++++bonus

for some reason my phone constantly plays christi interlude, but not any other song from the album... hey there sweetieeee I was just taking a look at your cHArt and OoOøh myYyi GOODNESS (goodness) You Are. experiencing THE most powerful transit right now. we have the FUOUL MOÖN. Today! At 24 degreeeeees of CAPricorn. we have PLUTO. the MAIN! planet of transfhow delightful ☺️ you were born on a Nyew Myoon :] that gives you such an OPTImistic EnErgy. you believe Anything can Happen. the woooorld is you Oyster :] the Symbol! of the New Moon... is the SEED star seed (star seed) SCA(???neverunderstoodthatword) thru the galactic Center to Evolve Humanity.

btw last time it played it, it immediately played Rina's Take me as I am and honestly the transition was so seamless to me. granted the child screaming in the BG of the train I was in did help blending stuff together but.

didn't put any song of The Kpopman's group BC it'd have been passé. cliché. frenchwordé. you can assume that yes, it throws some at me at regular intervals. Respect my privacy. (I think if I had to identify one that I'm fed the most it'd have to be Venom, every shuffle she'll be here)

Also I got songs from the game tho and aside from. the. mh. miss answers. which I respectfully skip whenever out cuz it's for in private. I have to ask my phone; what's with amdapor. carrying the dungeon ost pack...

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The total here is somewhat cohesive but also doesn't feel complete, alas it's all one can do with 10 songs...

Tagging; ppl who don't have a Spotify only.

[astrangergivingthestrangewelcome]

"Harker is so useless after the castle, now here's what a GOOD writer would do instead! [kills him off in drawn out torture porn]"

Tbh I would be fine with the drawn out torture porn if it was a story about how he copes with that and lives. I actually really quite enjoyed Undead Revenant Jonathan, and that scene with him and Dracula on the roof? Let me tell you I am so incredibly biased against mofftiss and I really never want to like anything they create but that scene was incredible from start to finish holyyy shittttt. It's the ending that really, really ruins it for me. Jonathan does not need to be a hero 24/7 but he would never Do That to all those people he would never condemn a whole nunnery to death and they just did it after that whole 1000/10 scene where he goes "I will do everything in my power to stop you like!! seething, raging throwing up. They do these things that make me think maybe they understand characters and then they just ruin them big ick ick ick.

While I'm here. I also am so disappointed in the way they sideline Mina too. It's Big Typical Mofftiss. Like as a concept I'm not bothered by Agatha Van Helsing, and I'm also not bothered by a bit of a Van Helsing Dracula romance like sure whatever go for it. I have no problem with turning the low-key patriarchal (I do give book Van Helsing the credit of saying he has an open mind and he does listen Mina like he's not a big bad patriarch he's just... kinda sexist) Van Helsing into a feminist lady. Murray Mysteries did it very well. I just think it's telling that they create a Strong Independent Back Talking Woman from Van Helsing whilst completely sidelining and ignoring MIna Murray completely. Like of course they would.

Also Lucy in this. Again this is not like. a moral failure on their part and if I watched BBC Dracula first before reading the book i probably wouldn't have hated their Lucy. Part of the reasons adaptations exist is to do new takes on characters so they're entitled to their vain attention seeking empty bored Lucy but by God I just think they're so fucking wrong. Like I do not understand the minds that look at book Lucy and are like "ok but what if we made her without character and what if we took away her joy at life." Like respectfully what is wrong with you.

I hate that enough of BBC Dracula is good and interesting that I care enough about it to get mad at things like this.

[livelaughlovesubs]

I js realized how much people must HATE how loud and expressive I am , I thought I was doing good in social interactions wtf!! (｡•́︿•̀｡)

js to answer ur question in my previous ask, nobody made me sad other than myself, i realized that everybody will look at me weirdly if I went out full goth. (๑-﹏-๑)

⌗ 🎀

Honey, it’s alright. Don’t mind what other people think of you, there will always be people who don’t like you. Besides, the friends you currently have probably like how expressive or cheerful you are so don’t change it. Same with your crush, he isn’t this nice to girls he doesn’t like right?

For example, I remember very clearly when my friend told me my entire class finds me weird (it was years ago) when I asked why, she said it’s bc I’m not like every second girl (??) but she doesn’t mind it cuz it’s better this way

I wasn’t offended, I was more interested? Like I wondered what about me was so different. When I asked more of my friends, male or female, they all gave the same answers. Because of my dressing style (I dress a little formal, I like dressing shirts), because of how confident I am even though I’m petite and look feminine (??), cuz I don’t talk about guys 24/7 or gossip with other girls, cuz I draw and like anime, and because I’m good academically, especially in science, a male dominated category ;-;

I mean… wtf? Not because I offended them, no, because I’m a woman.

If you think about it, those aren’t good reasons to find me strange and ignore me. But I don’t plan on changing either. Just cuz they don’t like who I am doesn’t mean I have to change myself for them. It would mean I have to give up anime, drawing, my dressing style, my future by being bad in school/college and my personality. That’s not something I’m willing to sacrifice for a lot like them, who probably won’t like me afterwards anyway.

I think, from my perspective, you can find the most friends by treating everyone with respect. Also be open about what you like, or dislike, cuz you connect with others by these preferences. First thing is being confident about what is you. The things they didn’t like about me weren’t things like, I insulted them, I’m aggressive, where I’d understand them. Like then I’d try to change because those traits are problems. But no, since the things they didn’t like were normal things that make me who I am, I’m not going to fit into their world view.

Still treat everyone respectfully please, you can treat some better some worse, but there is a line on how good you have to treat everyone, at least.

[withleeknow]

I'm sorry before we get to our lovely astronaut, I have a whole 🐈‍⬛ bakery to offer from today:

firstly why would jay(won) single-handedly provide soft-hours husband material on a silver platter JAY WHAT IS THIS BEHAVIOUR https://tinyurl.com/4txmpn9j

oml his mimo vibes are uncanny - https://tinyurl.com/2h26e59c even his vocal tone is on a similar wavelength *once again, the bias-line stars are aligning*

lastly: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGebBEQSk/ I fully malfunctioned seeing this- respectfully, his waist I- tldr; I need a tl cleanse with holy water 🫠

back to our man of the hour: I hope you survived WFH today - we finally have our flying kisses back:') https://tinyurl.com/354new82 🥹 and a whole stage performance LITERALLY A DAY AFTER COMING BACK THIS MAN IS UNREAL 💜💜 also I saw a caption along the lines of “jin returns from the army to be with his ARMY” and that'll be forever engraved in my mind 💌

[🍙's feeling devlish so

imagine he's returning to you after finishing his hugapalooza so you get to be his 1001st hug :') + ofc you're greeting him with an astronaut/wootteo cake that he can comically slice with his bare hand(s)

*record scratch*

actually you're third-wheeling a yoonjin movie marathon/sleepover so the three of you have made a giant blanket fort + you simply couldn't be happier]

1 2 3 yo if he grows out his hair just a little bit more i swearrr he's gonna be so mimo 😭 i don't even think he's boyfriend material. he just skipped right to husband, like that is the only tier for him idek how that's possible but i guess he's just out there looking like a whole husband 24/7 😳🔫

NOT THE FLYING KISS and the caption 😭 is2g i'm gonna throw up oh my god. look at him. he's so happy to be back i could cry. he hasn't changed one bit he's still our unhinged chaos gremlin and it's only been TWO days. i hope he keeps bothering us like this forever i've missed it so much 😭

get out of here with hc onigiri. do you know when i read that i almost dropped everything to write a jin drabble aldskjfgk. being his 1001st hug was a fucked up thing to say WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME NOW I HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES. and the yoonjin sandwich oh my god. you simply cannot do this to me i am already in my feels about them you can't torture me like this

[thelostgirl21]

JFC!

As a fellow victim of medical gaslighting, I can't tell you how sorry I am to read that.

The sad (but hopefully validating) part is that I'm 150% convinced that what you just wrote is the absolute truth, that this happened, and that the psychiatrist is that much of an idiot!

No need to remotely convince me!

I saw 24 different doctors over 7 years before I was finally diagnosed with my condition, and got access to treatments, and I used to work with doctors as a nurse clinician.

I've seen the way some of them speak about their patients "behind their backs" with their coworkers. And, when I fell ill with a chronic multisystemic illness that they couldn't diagnose, I experienced first hand that sort of "if I can't find the answer, then the patient is obviously making shit up and it's all psychosomatic!" attitude that sadly so many of them seem to have.

That shit truly does happen. And it happens way too often.

To be fair I've also met quite a few empathetic gems that are truly good at their profession and behave the way a medical professional should.

But there's a stigma around certain medical conditions that is really insidious and has become sort of part of the culture that is often deeply troubling.

Oddly enough, the best experience I've had has been with a psychiatrist. I was desperate to be bipolar because I was hoping I could then get treated and solve the energy / crushing fatigue issues I kept experiencing.

I was insisting "I must be depressed! I'm crying all the time!"

And he looked at me and said "If I suddenly found myself with a body refusing to cooperate and do the things I want to do, I'd be crying all the freaking time, too! You're not depressed, you're mourning. It's normal. It's what we do. We're sad when we suffer and are faced with limitations."

He was convinced that the alternance between "being extremely active and trying to get too much done in one day l" and then "crashing and not being able to do anything" had nothing to do with anxiety or a mood disorder!

Each time I started getting a bit of energy, I was just so happy and excited to be able to do something that I'd naturally try to catch up on everything I'd been forced to put off when I was exhausted and my body was refusing to collaborate.

That psychiatrist was awesome. And he kept bitching about lazy neurologists with an inflated ego that kept sending him patients trying to blame very obvious complex symptoms on "anxiety" and/or other mood disorders; when anxiety tends to be the symptom of an underlying biological issue, not the cause!

And that most mental health issues and disorders are highly treatable and manageable.

So if you have a patient with "atypical depression" that doesn't get better on antidepressors and is still exhausted, instead of saying that the depression is "resisting treatment", how about considering that you've got the wrong diagnosis?!

And the most awesome part was that he treated and spoke of the patients he had that suffered from anxiety and mood disorders, etc. with absolute respect as well. Like there genuinely would have been no shame in me being bipolar, but this simply wasn't it.

Seriously, I wish I could refer you to him, because I've never felt as good, respected, listened to and empowered as a patient.

I'm still heavily traumatized by the other arseholes, and each time I see a doctor I now brace myself for the worst and wonder they'll fall into which category.

But knowing those few good doctors exists, and having also experienced their support, helps give me hope that I might be in the presence of another as well. So, when they do seem to fall into the category of those that listen and understand our struggles, the trust is then easier to build.

I'm really keeping my fingers crossed that the next one you meet will fall into a similar category and will treat your trauma respectfully without dismissing your experience the way that one just did!

Before suggesting it's psychosis, how about getting to actually know your patient? Just saying!

I still can't believe that I went to a psychiatrist starting with "I am heavily traumatised and am a victim of medical gaslight which mean I have a hard time trusting doctors, please don't doubt what I'm saying." And she was like "ok noted but are you sure it's not psychosis?" Yeah that shit actually happened.

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More 3am thoughts for Sanji, Zoro, Law, and Luffy?

Random headcanons that I think about them at 3 AM ✮

Author's note: you bet! Sorry that it took so long >> these are very random as the ideas popped up in my mind from time to time so yeah, 3 AM thoughts but it's actually 12 PM at night. Also changing into a slightly new theme :D

Sanji:

Has a collection of makeup/wears mininum makeup for self care (y'know those men makeup)

Brings tampons/sanitary pads for the girl in case the girls get their period, people usually wonder why would a man carries around tampons/pad but he's doing it for feminism (men can carry tampons too for those who have their period)

Probably can turn instant ramen to 5 star Michelin food

Has a food tiktok account where he posts his cooking or about baratie's food and then has a second account to post his thirst trap or simping on ladies (respectfully)

Probably took ballet classes or gymnastics when he was younger because look at his legs!!

His favorite artist is probably Ariana Grande

Zoro:

Post those bicep muscles pic on ig story/snapchat because he works out religiously

Wanted to get a full back tattoo but worries he might not be able to donor blood again if he's inked (is that a fact?)

Protein shakes go brrrr 🥶 he has that all the time after brest chicken

Working as a gym instructor, he's the hot gym instructor you usually can find at your local gym

When the moms next door go out and needed to leave their children, usually they ask Zoro to watch over for them and Zoro takes good care of the children

Burns toasts/pancakes everytime he makes them

Law:

He may not seem like it, but he sleeps with some... Or maybe tons of plushies especially the polar bears stuffed animals

Can play the guitar/bass and people simp him for it (he used to play in a band)

Liked to wear eyeliner and is actually good at it but he rarely wears them now

The type to go to the cinemas alone to watch his favorite movie/show rather than going to the cinema with someone

Coffee person 24/7, sometimes all black but that depends on his mood and hours of sleep (he's also a *little* sleep deprived)

Enjoys nature photography, floras and faunas

Luffy:

Is lactose intolerant but still likes to eat dairy products

Watches anime, reads comics and his current favorite is jujutsu kaisen and his favorite characters are yuuji and gojo

Has a collection of pokemon cards and some miniatures but mostly are gone because he keeps forgetting where he puts them

Forces Zoro to go eat KFC with him every week

Afraid of needle injections so Ace and Sabo always have to hold him down whenever he gets a shot/vaccine

His handwriting is bad, he basically got a child's handwriting

© Published by crieosis 21/05/22