#I am legit crying a bit holy shit
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petrolstationflowers · 2 years ago
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@janzoo I legit just stumbled upon this on my dash and I am so unbelievably touched you recommended it like this, thank you so much ;A; <3 <3
in search of angsty ffxiv fics, please send recs (your own stuff counts as a rec btw)
also if you have any angsty prompts pls send it in an ask so i can be motivated to write lol
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qhoaaaa · 6 months ago
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SO *claps hands* MILO GREER HUH 💛
I feel like if Erik ever does a flashback of Milo/Sweetheart becoming mates
I just
KENDOWHWOEDN
Think that Milo would be so fucking nervous
"Yeah, I just....see you... as my mate... yeap! And I know we've talked about this before and I just... wanted to say that... uhm... no, wanted to ask if... you'd wanna be my... mate?"
(Insert more lovey dovey shit he is yapping abt how amazing Sweetheart is and has been to him and how they have affected his life)
100% Asher would be more awkward but Milo's nerves are fucking SHOT because he's like holy shiiiiiitt I'm gonna fuckign do this aren't I yes I am
Trying to see if Milo would ask/say it in his apartment or the place where they hunted the Shade down together
Bc he's sentimental
Fucker (I love him)
"My ma is gonna be so fuckin happy"
He's crying your honor
Love a man whose in touch with his emotions
When Sweetheart says yes he's like,
"No shit... WAIT what did you say... yea, that's what I thought... (he's like how the fuck did i get to this point)... w-well what do I do now? I DONT KNOW IVE NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE"
Ahem (NSFW 18+ AFTER CUT)
Tagging! @annahxredaxted @moronkyne
He mounts them.
This is shameless smut you've been warned. 😈
They fuck first in the woods (if he asked in the woods) , then later at his apartment bc we all know these two can't keep their hands off each other...
Hands gripping their hips, it just comes natural to him, especially after they said yes to being his mate.
Let's out the most feral and gutteral moan when he presses inside them
And erm,,, 🥺
Bites.
Tons of biting, claims he wants to have his scent all over them and loves to see his teeth prints on their sweet neck and shoulders
If Sweetheart is on their belly, he bites at their nape, as if trying to keep them still (RHSIDBDJEJE PLEASE PELASEE EPWLSLSLEELEJR)
"My mate... my fucking mate! Mmhh, gonna... gonna fuck you nice and deep... just how my mate likes it..."
He legit won't stop touching them, his hands sliding over their sides, nails lightly pressing into them, he presses his cheek to their neck to smell them, to smell their pleasure, to hear their gasps and moans: he's worshipping them
Milo kinda likes to manhandle them, so there's times where he grips their hips up off the bed/surface and it makes them shiver, he flips them over onto their back to touch their chest and belly, and scoots closer between their legs to fuck them senseless
He does that thing where he moves Sweetheart's legs straight up and holds them and fucks between their thighs before slipping into their hole, he also spanks their thighs while he fucks them a bit
Kinda like honeymoon sex except they're not married, they're mates
And the whole time, he's just rambling on thanking them for being in his life, for being his mate, and being super cute and sappy while he's about to cum inside them
HE LAUGHS DURING SEX, BE STILL MY HEART
They fell asleep with his cock still inside them and in the morning when they're both up, Milo gently fucks into them again, holding them tight to his chest and he has the honor to see them cum on him AND to cum in them again
If they're feeling it, Sweetheart asks Milo for the good old 69 and Milo's like....
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"I fucking love youuu"
Milo's on the bottom (they actually push him on the bed and are like "you better fucking stay down and let me please you" and hes like "ooh... hell yeah Sweetheart" (heart eyess)) , Sweetheart is on top and they're fucking deep throating his cock so well he tells them to go slower or else he'll cum too quickly and they're like, ok and?? , he just laughs and then they just plant themselves on his face
Then Milo's got his hands wrapped around their thighs and is NOT letting them go, occasionally he'll have his hand caress up their spine to see them squirm and he'll wrap his hand in their hair, pulling back gently, to see them arch
Even like this he can't resist to spank and grab at their ass, especially if they're fucking SITTING ON HIM (insert that one meme of Doja Cat about big noses)
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When they finally cum, Milo kinda shakes his face against them to get every last drop, his tongue swirling everywhere. This man needs their cum.
And Sweetheart makes him cum when they take his cock as far as it'll go and stay there until that cock is done pumping in their mouth.
They are both cum slutsI MEAN WHATAATTEEJEJDIEJOJ
I'm done yapping goodnight
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Well it's late night for me and helluva Boss Mastermind episode just dropped and I'm kinda in the mood to do a live reaction to text of first and honest impressions thingie. So let's go!!
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Awww. Loona hesitating to burn their first job pic was precious❤️
Holy shit okay Satan's design is the first Sin I actually legit adore! Freaking amazing!😳
Can the the rip-off-Elsa brother (won't bother remembering the name) PLEASE stop calling Stella hot? Neither funny, nor character driven just really freaking creepy! Stop!
Vasago first impression. Uuuh okay? Is the gimmick he's simply gonna talk to another language.
STRIKER JUMPSCARE!!!!
Hiiii baby!! Looking good in that suit! Daaaamn! Good to see ya!~🥴
Warning up to the new VA each episode ngl. Doing a sexy job with it😚
I can't decide if I love or hate the "LINE?" joke... Could work as him not giving a fuck to spell the "fancy" word I guess😆 but mostly it makes him look kinda stupid so yeah... not a fan.
Whatever, moving on!
Tone down Moxxie pulling uwu and crying faces please? Just a bit. It's too much is all I'm saying. He's baby but like it's not endearing if you do it constantly 😢
Animation is so gorgeous tho as always. How rip-off-Elsa moves and uses his power is so smooth!
So Striker just made a guest appearance and fucked off with a wicked smile. I can't!😆
I mean good for him for getting that immunity deal but not even a tiny bit of verbal interaction with I.M.P? Moxxie? Anything? No?? You're killing me man. I am robbed and inconsolable 😭
The Sins interactions are mostly annoying but lmao at Mammon's clown noises bahahahah! Love it!
Uuuh Satan's voice might be doing things to me👉👈
Goddamn his design is amazing too!
Fizz!!! He's trying! Bless his heart he cares about his friend a lot imma cry!
Oh wow! Kudos to Blitzo for giving that speech. Dare we see social commentary that actually hits? And he's using it to save his family? Respect!
The guards are threatening af! I love how creepily slow they move and how that one touched Blitzo after the execution announcement was so foreboding. Really good way to convey the imminent danger. Niiice!
Muzzle on Loona just showing how little she's allowed to be. Even lower than the imps basically. This is sad.
Stolas to the rescue! Ye- Song? OhmyGod🤦 nah man just... okay whatever I'm skipping it, it feels really awkward to have in this situation.
Skip skip skip
Okay no back up back up. Satan singing???
That's-
....
No still don't care about it, too awkward sorry.
Skip skip skip
"This is a sturdy door"
Frick that caught me off guard! 🤣🤣🤣
Oh my god noooo. Via making that sound while crying broke my heart!!! Poor Baby bird!😢
Yeah see having Stella be non abusive and manipulative with her is an amazing idea and I love it but goddamn it, it doesn't work if you present her as absolutely brain-dead and obvious about everything the rest of the time!!!!
...well that was embarrassing 😂
Actually felt more bad about Stolas assuming he'd be sacrificed than the sacrifice itself.
Heroic I know but holy shit 🤣
Really love Satan's entire schtick. Very much a fan! The guy is so entertaining to watch!
Vasago really didn't do much in the end besides fanboy over Stolas did he?😆
"For the next 100 years"
Bahahahahahahahah!!! Get fucked rip-off-Elsa lmaoo!!! That bit was gold!!
And Stolas is common folk now. Okay I guess. I'm very neutral about that.🤷
Ohooo?? Blitzo actually getting support from this whole ordeal?? Oh kudos! Great direction! Very much support it!
More of soft Loona yes!!🥺❤️
(and I'll be willing to pretend the kicking his balls awful nonsense never happened 🙄)
Ah the last scene with Stolas? That was actually so very soft and sweet. Beautiful quiet moment to close off to
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And that was it🫠
Whelp I didn't think I'd have this many reactions watching the episode.
Overall not bad. I'm going to bed now tho I'm tired🥱
Oh And in conclusion:
Bring Striker back soon!!!!🙏
Goodnight!
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randomprose · 1 year ago
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a series of texts/letters/notes that mo guan shan has written for he tian but will never send
note: he tian left after high school
xx/xx/xx to: chicken dick [unsent]
are you at wherever the fuck you should be at now? hope your flight was as shitty as your goodbye was
xx/xx/xx
Decided to give the old college experience a try after all. The high school teachers did say my grades were good enough to apply to some. Thanks for that I guess by the way. Studying wasn’t so bad when you have help.
Tuition costs are gonna be a bitch though so I’ll have to look for scholarship and shit.
I’m keeping my promise and trying my best to be better.
xx-xx 01:09 PM to: chicken dick [unsent]
[photo attached: a black puppy]
ma got a new dog. the mutt followed her from the market after she shooed some bigger dogs picking on it. 
xx-xx 01:10 PM to: chicken dick [unsent]
now it switched to following me around it’s fucking annoying. i have to look where i walk or i’ll step on it and then it’ll cry non-stop. stupid mutt. 
xx-xx 01:10 PM to: chicken dick [unsent]
told ma not to name it or it’ll get attached.
xx-xx 10:34 AM to: chicken dick [unsent]
[photo attached: a black puppy with an orange collar]
named him tian-tian
xx/xx/xx
Got accepted to a university in Shanghai. Food science and tech. It feels so fucking surreal.
Ma cried when we got the acceptance letter. I legit thought it was another rejection but the envelope was different. She opened the letter because my hands were shaking. It came with a fucking scholarship. She’s on the phone now telling all our relatives about it. We’re gonna see Pa tomorrow to tell him.
I wish you were here to open the letter with me too, chicken dick.
xx-xx 02:38 AM to: chicken dick [unsent]
ma said there’s a chance pa could get out on parole. they’re hopeful but i don’t wanna get my hopes up. 
xx-xx 02:40 AM to: chicken dick [unsent]
sorry. idk who else to tell this to.
xx/xx/xx
I applied for an athletic scholarship too. Track and field. The one the school gave was just for basic tuition. This one will cover the rest. It helped that I won a couple of track meets in high school. Guess all that running from gang’s in middle school paid off, huh?
Did you ever imagine I’ll be in college with not one but two scholarship? ‘Cause I sure as hell fuckin’ didn’t. Holy fucking shit.
Still gotta work part time though. Living expenses in Shanghai is no joke. Fuck. Do you know how much cong you bing costs here? Don’t even get me started on how much a bowl of noodle is here. Unbefuckinglievable. 
It wasn’t even as good as the one we used to eat at after school. I miss eating xiaomian with you.
xx-xx 11:21 AM to: chicken dick [unsent]
shanghai is fucking big and confusing. and busy. 
xx-xx 11:30 AM to: chicken dick [unsent]
i missed a station and messed up my train switch.
xx-xx 01:19 PM to: chicken dick [unsent]
it’s fine. i still made it to the campus. lots of rich boys here like you btw. you would’ve fit right in.
xx/xx/xx
First years have to live on campus and the dorming system fucking sucks ass. And my roommate was an even bigger dick than you but at least he wasn’t a slob. No one will top you in that department I guess.
Rented a cheaper apartment off campus this year. It’s a shitty studio type, a bit cramped, but I like the privacy. It’s also closer to my part-time job and there’s this elderly couple who lives below me. I help them around sometimes and they give me food. The old landlady is a bit of a hardass though but…I think you would’ve charmed and won her over too, you smarmy ass shithead.
Rent isn’t cheap but it’s not too expensive either. If you were here, we could’ve shared an apartment. A regular one, not the high-end one you used to live in. Better for costs and splitting chores—not that you were any good at them, but you would’ve gotten better if you stayed. I wasn’t gonna tolerate your rich boy ass in college.
I know you had to leave but I wish you stayed instead. Would’ve been less lonely here.
xx/xx/xx
Finals exams are coming up and it’s kicking my fucking ass. Between classes and my part-time job I hardly have time to study. It’s a good thing sports training and extra-curricular activities are on pause now. But holy fucking shit why is it so hard to study?? It’s like I’m back in middle school and nothing is going in my head. How did I make it through high school?!
Yeah, yeah. I know. You were there. You tutored me and shit. Whatever, you dick. I don’t know why but it was just easier to focus with you around…but also not. It’s…you’re a distraction, but also you help me focus. Does that makes sense?
I guess what I’m trying to say is…you being around made me want to do better. 
It’s selfish but I wish it was just Jian Yi. I wish I got to keep you here with me.
xx/xx/xx
Exams are finally fucking done ended. I think I passed all of them. I have to pass all of them. I wanna graduate next year already. I can't be delayed. I’m so exhausted I feel like my brain is running on fumes. Bet you’ll be all smug and shit because you know you aced all your exams, you fucking smart ass. If you were here I mean. Fuck. I’m hungry but I’m too tired to get up. I want those sandwiches you used to make. If you were here would you make them for me? Would you pat my head and tell me I did a good job? When are you coming back? I miss your stupid smugass face. I miss y—
xx/xx/xx
I smoked a cigarette tonight. Just one. I was at a party and someone somehow had real cigarettes instead of a vape or those fancy e-cigarette shit. Does your rich boy ass use those? Or do you still prefer real nicotine? Bet you still smoke sticks you fucking edgelord.
I smoked in the balcony while my friends talked shit. Yeah, I have friends, dick head. You pick a few of those up when you do the college experience apparently. The owner of the house and the host is also my friend. Never imagined my punk ass self to hang out with college kids and get invited to honest to god normal college parties, but, fuck it. Here I am.
Zhengxi was there too. We go to the same university. Don’t think I ever mentioned that before, have I? I’m not sure what he’s taking. I think it was business? Something with a lot of math. I don’t fucking know. He’s…he’s been better. He was a fucking hot mess after Jian Yi left but now he’s…still a mess. Sometimes. I am too. After you left. But he’s trying. I am too. And some days are harder than others.
I don’t really smoke. Just felt like it tonight. Maybe it’s the alcohol (no, I’m not drunk, I barely drank) or the company. Maybe I just missed you and thought this is what you’ll do if you were here.
It was menthol. The cig I smoked. It fell cool in my lungs, calming almost, and I kind of understand why you're addicted to this shit I guess. If I didn’t hate the taste of smoke and the aftertaste maybe I’ll be too.
I didn’t hate it when you were blowing it in my mouth though.
The air in the balcony was cold. The smoke from the cig reminded me how you’d sometimes forget you still have a lighted stick between your fingers and just watch the smoke float up. I finished the stick and stubbed it twice on the ash tray before twisting it. Just like how you put it out.
xx/xx/xx
‘will he be sad if i leave?’ you wrote that down in your notebook. Before. In middle school. It was scratched over by ballpoint but the ink was blue and the words were written in black. It’s like you didn’t want to erase it after all. Did you want me to read it, you fuck?
Will I be sad if you leave? Guess what, dick head? I’m fucking devastated. Not really. 🖕
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veren-cos · 9 months ago
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I just can't do this!
Alex (sdv) x gn!reader
Kinda hurt/comfort but more just the reader getting out frustration. Lots of the reader swearing lmao
Not proofread, approximately 1k?? I really need to get a word count on these..
Today sucked. Today fucking sucked!
Nothing was going right. Oh my Yoba why can't anything go fucking right?! A new season started so all of your crops died, and you miscalculated how much money you would need for new seeds. Then you went mining to try and make up for the money. But you ended up getting beat by a zombie and needing medical attention from Harvey that you couldn't exactly afford.
You lost your best sword. You used up nearly all of your left over berries from the last season and Yoba knows how long it'll be until this season's start growing again.
And that's what you came home like to Alex. You hadn't cleared the old crops so now you were just stomping over and over on a poor old parsnip.
"You uh.. you alright there babe?" Alex walked over to you, kinda laughing at your pathetic attempt at rage, but was genuinely curious.
"No! No I am not fucking alright, Alex! Nothing is fucking going right. The whole town can go to shit for all I care! They won't get my crops anymore! Pierre can go fuck off, claiming my shit as his own. The mayor can piss off and cry to his girlfriend. But oh wait! He can't! because he is too much of a fucking asshole to actually say Marnie is his girlfriend!!"
You stomped more at the dust that was a parsnip. Every attempt got mildly more and more enraged and pathetic. All of the emotion and pent up anger was boiling to the surface but you were so tired from the repeated stomping it had become deranged.
"Okay, whew that was.. a lot(!) of emotion! You need out of here, like now." He went up and grabbed your shoulders. "I know just the place!" He shot you his signature smile before holding your hand and leading you away. You attempted to pull him off of you but couldn't manage to do anything. Today was rough and you were getting tired.
"Here, babe. Drink this. I just opened it before you came home. It's still cold!" He handed you a protein drink.
"Thanks," You spat out. You weren't meaning to be rude to him. But today was just so god awful!!! He knew you didn't mean it though, so he just kept walking.
Eventually, the two of you arrived at the bus. "What are we doing here? It is way to late to go to the desert."
"While we may be going to the desert, we are going somewhere you have never been before!"
You gave him an intense staredown. "And you're sure this is a good idea? It's mid-afternoon. Everything will be closing soon."
"Not everything! C'mon babe, let's go. You'll see." He pushed you forward onto the bus. And Yoba, that drink was awful! How did he drink those everyday..??
By the time you arrived to the desert it was nearly 7. You were still upset, and starting to get annoyed at the fact you didn't know where you were going.
"And here we are!" It was a beat up old building.
"Alex. Dear. What are the fuck we doing at an abandoned building in the middle of the God damn desert?!" It was too late for all this shit.
He stepped up and opened the door to reveal a dingy 24 hour gym. How had you never known this was here????
"It's been a while since I've been. Probably like 2 years? But they have this!" He gestured to a set of boxing gloves and a punching bag. "Perfect to get out frustration!"
"Babe I don't think I need a punching bag I think I need to legit punch someone in the face."
"They have a printer so you can print whoever's face you want and punch it." He pointed over to an old printer in the corner.
Holy shit, they really did! Too bad you didn't have your phone to print anything.
"Babe. Your anger is totally valid, and a lot of the times it leaves you with a lot of energy that you don't know what to do with." He looked around, reminiscing a bit.
"I know when I can here I was still pissed to all hell about my dad. Sometimes even thinking about him still makes me upset. And now, obviously, you can't go around kicking dead parsnips everyday. So here is a thing you can punch all you want! No danger from the mines, and no repercussions if you screw up. Perfect to let out some frustration."
For how beat up the outside looked, the inside was still pretty nice. There was a table of boxing gloves, and a few mats you could hit. Next to the table, there was both a hanging and standing punching bag.
"Now let's see what you've got."
He tossed you a pair of gloves, and picked up a large mat to warm up on your swings.
"This is silly" you kinda laughed the sentence out, but it truly was a silly thing. You knew that it probably would help, but he made it into the grand reveal that was just so silly.
"It may feel stupid, but you will fell better! I found that it helped more if I said out loud what I was angry at before I punch something."
"Okay... let's try" You put on the gloves, and they were a little too big, but that's okay.
"Whenever you're ready." He looked at you up and down. Even pissed as hell you were still hot.
"I hate that my crops die the second a new season starts!"
*bam*
"I hate Pierre for taking credit for my work!"
*bam*
"I hate that Mayor Lewis is a dumb greedy bastard who mistreats Marnie!"
*bam*
"I hate how long to damn community center is taking to build!"
*bam bam*
Your list went on and on. Punch after punch landed into the pad. Alex at first was trying to stifle laughter from how silly your complaints were, but quickly shut up when you started putting force into your hits. He was stumbling from the impact you left, where honestly it turned into a workout for him too.
When you were finally done, you felt great. It didn't solve anything, but all of the pent up energy got realesed in a shocking fun way.
"Babe.." Alex looked at you. "Remind me to never piss you off"
You burst out laughing. "Awh dear, I could never get mad at you." You booped his nose after setting the gloves down. "Is there anything else you'd like to do here? I seriously can't believe you've never taken me here!"
"No. No I'm good. Trying to not fall from you hitting the mat was enough for me." He laughed, and you could genuinely see he was wiped out.
So the two of you went home, and made casual conversation. He tried to get you to drink another protein shake but you strongly declined. Those things are seriously gross.
"Thank you Alex. It was really nice of you to take me there."
"Of course!" And he shot you another one of his signature smiles, just like earlier. The two of you made it a habit to go at least every other week from then on.
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isa-ghost · 4 months ago
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Holy cow you were not kidding about chapter 9. Every time I thought "oh, here's the bad part" that part would end and things would just keep getting WORSE! I don't know how you do it! While I didn't technically shed any tears (my eyes are kinda dry tonight), I totally did cry, but it wasn't actually during any of the sad parts. The bit where Chayanne and Lullah forgave each other after the encounter with Phil was just so sweet, and made me wish they'd had more chances to talk like that on the actual server (Lullah reminding Chayanne that he needs to be protected too after there were several paragraphs describing how Chayanne acted like Phil by keeping a lookout for everyone felt very necessary), I just couldn't help but cry a little.
But Jesus tapdancing Christ, nothing could've prepared me for that ending. I normally have a hard time picturing things in my head, but the image those final couple of sentences left in my brain is going to haunt my nightmares. I thought I was super hyped for Phil whump, since it's generally my favorite kind of fic, but I was not ready. Not even a little bit. I am legit terrified for the next chapter. It was a bad idea for me to read this right before going to bed.
I don't know if I'll ever fully recover from this. Incredible job, 10/10, thank you for destroying my soul
BAHAHAH duuuuude this is the BEST kind of comment omg <3333
And you're so right for continuing to fear like that, from Chapter 10 onwards shit gets CRAZYYYYY.
In 10, you guys get to learn about EK's plan finally. ;)
I didn't expect the very end to be the thing that throws people for a loop (tbh there are Multiple things that could fit that description though), but I LOVE when that happens even more honestly. I love when it's the shit the author DOESN'T expect people to go nuts over.
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ladylooch · 2 years ago
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I feel like after Timo finds out that Emma is pregnant after their hook up, he is worried about how his family will react as they are already not fond of her because of their on and off sex life and accuse her of distracting him from hockey, so when they visit his family, they are already gives glares to Emma and slut shaming and noticing that she timo being a little too protective of her and keeping his arms around her and when they find out that she pregnant, they don't react very well to the news
Ooooo this is such an amazing thought! And you’re right. They are not fans of Emma.
The only one who likes Emma in the beginning is Larissa, Timo’s sister. She can always see Emma’s point of view and knows her brother can be a lil bit of a hoe, so the hesitancy to commit is legit. 
I am returning home from a quick trip to Whole Foods when I find Timo sitting in the living room. He looks lost in thought, hand raking through his hair in anxiousness. He hears me at the door and looks up, locking eyes with me.
I got carried away and this is long 🫢
“Hi.” I say brightly, walking towards him in the living room. “Okay, I think I am actually starting to waddle. Which is so weird because I am barely pregnant. But there is this distinct-“ My voice stops when I see his mom and dad standing at the kitchen island, glasses of wine in their hands and shocked expressions. 
“You didn’t see my text huh?” Timo asks, standing.
“Ah, I left my phone here.” I furrow my eyebrows at him, then anxiously glance to where his parents are shooting daggers at me. 
“My parents flew in to surprise me.” 
“That’s so nice.” I breathe out, accepting his kiss as he comes to me. Judging by his stiffness, it isn’t actually nice.
“You should go to Nico’s.” He whispers so only I can hear. I’m confused, eyebrows furrowing. Why would I leave when his parents are here and I just got groceries so we could make charcuterie for dinner?
“Emma is pregnant?” Claudia forces out through gritted teeth. “Timo, how could you let that happen?” 
Shame ripples over my skin at her tone as Timo takes the bags from me. Everything about her voice screams gold digging whore. My cheeks dust red, eyes wide at Timo as he sucks in a defensive breath.
“Baby, go to Nico’s. Please.” I look at his tightening mouth, feeling tears fill my eyes at the way they are watching us. His face is closing off but the turmoil is clear in his beautiful blue eyes. He steps between me and his parents so I am forced to look only at him. “Leave.” There is a sharpness there I don’t like. 
“Okay.” My voice is small as I turn and head straight to the door, not bothering to look again at his parents. 
“You better be getting a paternity test. That girl is an absolute money-” I shut the door on Charly’s words. My lips squeeze and I rush to the elevator to go see Nico. I fumble with my keys, finding his and opening the door fast.
“Jesus!” I hear then watch as Nico hits the floor behind the couch with someone. He’s completely naked and I gasp at the view of his bare tush.
“Oh my god. I’m so sorry!” I cry. Holy shit, Nico has a girl here. And he is naked with her.
“Ahhh Em… Can you go to my room for a sec?” 
“Yep.”
“That’s my sister.” He tells whoever is under him.
“Oh good. That makes me feel better.” A female responds.
I go to Nico’s room, hiding my face in my hands until he comes in.
“So what should I wear to go kick his ass?” Nico snarls immediately at my tears.
“No. Just come here.” Nico sits on the bed and wraps his arms around me. I curl into him, crying into his chest. “Timo’s parents are here and… I don’t know something is happening and he told me to come here.” Nico’s eyebrows furrow. 
“The baby?”
“I don’t know… I mentioned I was pregnant when I walked in because I thought it was just Timo and they were standing around the corner. Then his dad was telling Timo to get a paternity test as I was leaving.”
“Oof.” Nico cringes, rubbing his hands along my back. I sniff, wiping at my running nose with my thumb. “He knows it’s his. I wouldn’t worry about that.”
“I don’t think they like me.” 
“They don’t know you.” Nico shrugs. “And what’s not to like?”
“You have to say that. You’re my brother.”
“I don’t think I do.” He shrugs as we hear the bathroom door open down the hall.
“So who’s that?” Nico tries to hide his smile by biting his bottom lip but his dimples give him away. 
“Ah… her name is Lexi.” 
“You seem to be pretty close.” Nico laughs and that makes me laugh too. We pull apart. “Can I meet her?”
“Yeah. I was hoping you would soon, so why not now.”
We walk to the kitchen together where Lexi has started to prepare glasses of hot chocolate. Marshmallows are flowing out of each of the tops as she makes eye contact with me.
“Hot chocolate always makes me feel better when I’m upset.” She offers me a mug. “I’m Lexi.”
“Emma. Thank you so much.”
“It’s really nice to meet you. Nico talks about you all the time.”
“Yeah I’m his idol.” I tease, poking his side. I watch their eyes meet and Lexi look away with a blush. 
“I can go…”
“No, stay.” I encourage her. 
I’m at Nico’s for hours. So long that we order pizza for dinner because I am starving and queasy from hunger. I’ve poured the whole story out to them and we have overanalyzed every detail of it all. We all mutually come to the conclusion that the reality of our prior relationship and me being pregnant was probably a lot for his parents to swallow. It’s best to give them some grace and see how Timo is later. I still don’t have my phone, but figure Timo will come get me whenever he is done. 
A soft knock sounds on the door as we are watching Twilight: New Moon. Nico opens the door, standing in the way of Timo entering around him.
“What the fuck.” Nico hisses. So much for that grace.
“Can we not do this right now? Em, come here.” Lexi and I share a look. She gives me an encouraging nod. I stand, tossing my blanket to the side and going to the door. Timo looks so distressed and angry. 
I walk around Nico, right into Timo’s outstretched arms. 
“I am so sorry.” Timo sighs, tightening his grip protectively around me. “I am so embarrassed by what they were saying. I wanted to explain to you what was going on but they showed up and then you did and I.. had to protect you from them. I’m so sorry.” 
“Why?”
“They…” He searches for the right words, looking up at the top of the door frame. “They think we aren’t right for each other. And the news of the baby was a shock.” 
“They’re not happy for us.”
“No. And I told them not to come around until they are.”
“I don’t want you to miss out on a relationship with your parents because of me.”
“It’s not because of you, it’s because of them. They disrespected you and our child. That is not okay with me.”
“I’m with T on this.” Nico says, giving him a head nod of respect.
“Are they gone?”
“Yeah, they’re waiting for a cab back to the airport. Did you eat? It’s late, we need to get you food.”
“I ate.” I assure him, rubbing at his abdomen gently. “Stop worrying.” 
“You’re pregnant. I can’t.” 
We walk back to the elevator together after saying goodbye to Nico. Timo will have to meet Lexi another day. He’s too agitated to do any sort of small talk.
“I put them on the first fucking flight out. That’s what took so long was finding an airline flying to Europe tonight with two open seats.” He sighs, rushing his hand through his hair. “The way they were talking about you was disgusting. I kept reminding them that you were the mother of my child and they were all “allegedly.” Fuck. I can’t believe they would act like that.”
The door to the elevator opens and we head back to his apartment. Claudia is waiting alone outside his door. I stop in my tracks, going behind Timo and warily looking at her. Her lips are pursed and she watches our approach in silence. Timo’s hand comes to lace with mine and I know he’s got me.
“Mom, I am not doing this with you again. If you are going to say another negative word about the mother of my child, you should save your breath and go join dad in that cab downstairs.” 
As we get closer, tears are obvious in her eyes.
“It’s…” She looks behind Timo directly at me. She sucks in a deep breath, then wipes under her eyes. “I want to know my grandchild. I believe you. This is real and you’re in love and you’re going to be a family. I want to be part of that family.” 
“I told you the rules.” 
“I know. And I accept.” 
I look up at Timo for an explanation. He doesn’t give one, but nods at his mom. 
“I will call you when I return home.” She offers. Timo nods again. She heads passed us to the elevator, giving me an apologetic look that she can’t quite speak yet. 
“Rules?” I ask Timo when we enter the apartment. 
“Yeah, it’s pretty simple love and respect my future wife and child. Unconditionally.” He rolls his eyes, rubbing the back of his neck and stretching the muscles out. 
“So were you ever going to tell me your parents don’t like me?”
“Yes. Two weeks after I actually get you to stick around? No.” 
“That’s fair.” I nod, stepping forward and running my arms around his body. “What am I up against?”
“A lot. I’m sorry. It’s not fair. They think you are pulling my focus away from my career goals and trying to take my money.” 
“But you defended me.”
“Hell yeah I did. I’d go toe to toe with anyone for you.” 
“Then it’s going to be okay.” I assure him, wanting to ease that burden. I place my cheek on his pec, trying to let his warmth comfort my disappointment at finding all this out.
“Larissa loves you.” He murmurs of his sister as he rests his chin on my head. “She probably loves you more than me honestly. She’s taken your side every time. In every situation. Team Emma, for sure.” I chuckle into his shirt. 
“When is she coming to town?”
“In a few weeks. That should go better than this.”  
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holy shit long rant ahead
"Like-like you're looking for the man who courted you two years ago, the one you truly wanted to marry. Well, I'm sorry to disappoint, because you're not going to find him. He never existed in the first place. Whatever it is you're looking for, you won't find it in me," *shit here we go again audio with head in my hands*
"Get out of your head. Just because I did all those things for you, doesn't mean they meant something. Are you forgetting I spent two years of my life trying to win you over, and I never once felt something for you other than tolerance?" When your face fell, triumph washed over his features. "That's right. You remember now, don't you? She's the one I want. Everything I do is for her. Don't forget your place."
Man idk how the princess heard this another time without breaking down in rage cause either this man is going down with me or nothing. Princess where is your self respect? PICK YOURSELF UPPPPPPP THIS MAN LEGIT RUNS ALL OVER YOU AND all we do is cry and yearn for more LIKE WE NEED TO BLOW IR*S AND HIM UP ATP BRING THE BIG GUNS OUT I NEED KUROO AND HIS ROOSTER LOOKING ASS TO POST THAT ARTICLE ASAP
“Your mother's sniffles was the last thing you heard before the sound of a fist connecting with skin resounded in the area. Pulling back, you gasped at what you saw.”
OH THE SATISFACTION I FELT HERE SWEET HEAVENS I wish someone recorded it and we could watch it all over again cause UM LESGO WWE 🗣️🤺 never have I ever loved a father this much cause he SLAYED LEFT NO CRUMBS AT ALLL #curedmyfatherissues
“Want me, you pleaded silently, at least want me. Just a little bit.” pookie 🤠😟😞 cmon we better than this
“Rintaro hadn't mean to. Sure, he was careless and never used protection, but he thought little of it. Iris® cycles were irregular and they never worried if she missed her period. She was always on the pill - all because of him, since Kiyoomi wouldn't have touched her anyway.”
he’s one sick bastard I hope he rots imagine cheating on your wife that you claim to love, doing it in your shared bed AND without protection like babe the article was so deserved by god
and the ending sentence,,,,,just made me so sick because as much as I hate rin and ir*s, I think I hate the queen and the king more because the issues started with them. with the king being an absolute whore and having kids with random ass women LIKE WHERE IS THE VASECTOMY GET HIS TUBES TIED and the queen being a bitch to rin his whole life just to find out my man got issues for nothing??? not defending him at all but to find out that all he knew as his “home” and family (even tho they sucked) were all never really his,,, I can see his heart breaking with the image he had of his family in his mind in the form of drawings made by his inner child, torn in half,,,,,,,oh I am about to be SICK
(and once he finally found his real home aka princess, bro fumbled it up BADDDD like if I was him I would beg for forgiveness + repent + burn the castle with the queen in it <33 (not the princes, tobio pookie you are coming home with me)
bro’s mental health must be in a delicate state, I hate him but I am also worried for him 🥲
- Freud anon is in shambles btw
THE HERE WE GO AGAIN AUDIO AAHJKA SO TRUE he just keeps on going back and forth like decide already!! 😭 do you want us or not!!
the self respect is… there, just buried under very deep layers of still hoping for something good. but also like we can’t really blame dtd!yn for acting this way because rintaro was FINALLY changing and being the husband we wanted him to be! the whole romantic dinner setup, working on the beach house together, and not once even mentioning iris????!!? BRO WAS DEDICATED. but then yeah he really just had to ruin it all again UGH. “all we do is cry and yearn for more.” actually real.
the daddy issues tag im crying 😭 sending all my love and hugs to you anon. BUT YES omg I loveeee our dad so much in DTD because he really said fuck around and find out! dude literally did not care that he was punching a royal because his daughter was more important than their titles! our parents in dtd are soo parents goals I love them <3
nauh bcos rintaro is careless and CRAZYYY. not only did they do it in OUR bed but he did it raw like! I would’ve thrown up ngl. AGHJSKA the vasectomy LMFAO. unfortunately it’s his duty to have many children and he fulfilled that part VERY well, just yknow… they really should’ve specified to him that he had to have kids with his wife and not other women. but yes I agree! all the problems really started because the king and queen hated each other (or more like, the queen hated him for how he treated her, and the king just didn’t care about her at all. he just knew she’d be a good queen and he needed someone smart and capable in leading the country so he can slack off. terrible, terrible man.) YES OMGGG THE DRAWINGS STOPPP I GET SO SAD EVERYTIME I THINK OF RINTARO’S LIFE WAS STOLEN FROM HIM AND ALL HIS ISSUES, EVERYTHING THAT HE FUCKED UP, HAD BEEN FOR NOTHING! and now he’s fumbling so bad too like bro is losing everything that should’ve never been his in the first place ugh.
YES! we protect and love tobio in this house!! and I agree </3 rintaro is going through a lot and it honestly goes two ways – it’s either he does worse things to cope, or he completely shuts down and forgets everything that happened. I’m not sure which one I prefer…
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A/N ::: All of you just shut the hell up. Just kidding. But seriously, I read something earlier and it shattered my heart. So I had to give this man a baby. I kinda sorta pulled the names of his offspring on purpose. Tilly means "mighty in battle." And Jules means "youthful." I know not every one of you will love the names. But that's the thing about baby names, in'it? Not everyone will love what you choose. Anyway, this legit almost made my chest swell with hot breath and come out as tears. I don't know why. But there's something so sexy about a man who actually sticks around for his girl and his demon spawn (AKA Babies). And there's NOTHING about Reiner that's not sexy.
C/W ::: Talk of hospitals/delivering a baby (so sexy, right??), Reiner x y/n flirt a bit and have sex, nothing special. But I'm putting a little warning up anyway.
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Tilly, Tilly, Braun
If you know what I'm referencing, you're so fucking cool!
"Another one? Holy shit, sweetheart." Reiner asked as he held your hand while you try to get comfortable in the hospital bed.
"Yes. ANOTHER ONE." You hiss at him. "Fffooo, fuck fuck fuck. Why did I ever let you talk me into THIS? You're such a bastard. You know that? A real first class bastard."
"Babe, please." He lowers his voice and leans in to talk into your ear.
"Stay. Away. From. Me. I may bite you." He was looking for any trace of humor on your face or in your eyes, but there was none to be found.
"S'just ... well, heh, honey, the nurses are looking at me like I really am a bastard. I don't, I don't like it." Reiner genuinely looked saddened by this.
"YOU THINK I GIVE A RATS ASS RIGHT NOW what THE STAFF THINK OF YOU? HMM! Read the room, Rei."
He pulled his hand from yours and started to stand.
"W-where are you going? Are you leaving?" You started to cry. "I'm so sorry baby, I'm so fucking sorry. BUT THIS HURTSSS. Sooo fuckin' bad. I have never loved you more and never hated you more. I want to kiss you and beat the shit out of you. Y'know? Y'KNOW???"
Reiner stood there, wide-eyed. In shock, really. He was getting turned on by how you were talking to him but he was also terrified that he'd blink incorrectly or take too long of a breath and you would beat the shit out of him.
The nurse came over to you and said it was time to check your cervix again. You groaned. "Can't you do an ultrasound or something? You're literally going against nature here, trying to put your fingers inside of me to check that, while a baby is trying to come out? Fucking take an x-ray like a normal person."
Reiner apologized to them on your behalf. "She's a little um, tir-, stress-," he sighed. "She's going to divorce me when this is over. I just know it."
The nurse laughed. "I've seen it all and I've heard it all. Chances are, Mr. Braun, if she let you put a baby inside of her, she'll stick it out."
He looked hopeful for a moment. "Really? You think so?"
"I'm RIGHT here, people. I'm right ... here."
"Ok," the nurse said, sounding hopeful. "You're almost 10cm. How do you feel?"
You pursed your lips together and lowered your chin to your chest. "Angry. I feel anger."
"Do you feel like you could start pushing? You opted to follow your birthing plan and that was to have a natural delivery. It's too late to go back now, Mrs. Braun. So, can you? Push?"
"H-can I push. I don't know. Let me check with my magic 8 ball. Hold plea-oww!! SHIT, REINER! Ow, ow, ow ow ow. Fffffuck, baby, it hurts so bad. Oh my fucking god."
"I think that's your cue to start pushin', mama." Reiner said as he patted your forehead with a wet and cold washcloth. "Tell me what to do." He left a long kiss on your left hand. "Where do you want me?" His gaze dropped to the floor as he mumbled more to himself than anyone else, "Besides hell."
"Rei, Rei, please get behind me and hold me. I want to lean up against you when I'm pushing."
He looked at the nurse and had the biggest, dumbest smile on his face. So happy that you're actually admitting that you need him. Dare he think, you want him there.
He and the nurse rearranged the pillows behind you and lowered the head of the bed so he could sit comfortably and you could lean back against his stable chest.
You had to laugh, remembering the night you got pregnant.
His chest was what got you into this whole mess in the first place.
*****
"What'cha feel like doing tonight, babe?" Reiner asked.
You walked over to him wearing one of his t-shirts and a cute pair of panties. Nothing special. But that was his favorite thing to see you running around in. So simple and so sexy. Tracing your fingertips over his muscles that stuck out from behind the shirt he was wearing, you dug your fingers into the waistband on his jeans and dragged him to the kitchen counter. He helped you hop up there and he pushed his way between your thighs. Burying his face in your neck and taking a deep breath he asked, "So, you wanna watch TV, then?"
You slapped him on his huge bicep. Which led to you wrapping your fingers around what you could before you ran out of length. "Jesus, Rei. You're so ... mmhm." He bent down to kiss you as he wrapped your legs around his waist and carried you down the hallway to your bedroom. Bumping into the walls the whole way because he could only tell where he was by the end of the runner laid out on the floor indicating your room was immediately to the left.
He laid you down on the bed.
You scooted back to give him some space at the foot of it.
"What'cha in the mood to watch tonight, hm? You wanna watchhh ... this?" He grabbed your ankles and pulled you down so you were flat on your back and he started kissing your knees. Never mind that you were more ticklish there than anywhere else on your body. Never mind the last time that he did this you kneed him in the face because it was, literally, a knee-jerk reaction to his touch.
Throwing your arms to rest above your head, you smiled. "Nah, I wanna watch something a little more exciting." You pulled his shirt off and tossed it to the floor.
Reiner raised his brow. "Ohh," he rubbed his hands together quickly. "I fuckin' love this show. Yes ... I ... Do."
"It's my favorite thing to watch right now." You laughed as he crawled his way up the bed and rested his hips between your thighs. You reached down and unbuttoned his jeans. He leaned down to kiss you, slowly and deeply, and you moved your head to the side so he could kiss your neck. "It's one of those shows that just ... keeps getting better and better and better. I can't wait to see where it goes."
He pushed his jeans off and kicked them to the floor. "I agree, babe. I fuckin' love it too. It's got me hooked." He was looking at your lips. Your smile. Your eyes. "You know what show I'm talking about, right?"
"I think we're both watching the same thing. It's so addictive." You said as you pulled him closer. "It's like the next big thing that everyone's gonna be talking about for months and years."
He was hovering over you now. His cock pressing into you. So close to being inside.
"I wanna see it all. The whole thing. Every episode. Every season. It's so good." He moaned as he entered you, slowly and gently.
You gripped his shoulders and nodded. "I do too, baby. I want to know everything." You arched your back as he started to thrust into you. "Oh god, Reiner, it's so good."
"So fuckin' good, honey. This is my favorite part of the show. When we fuck. God, you're so hot." He kissed you and ran his tongue over your bottom lip. "Can I tell you a secret?"
You nodded your head and looked into his eyes. "What's that, baby?"
He groaned and pushed himself deeper into you. "This is the show I've been looking forward to most. The one I've wanted to start for a while now."
You laughed and held his face in your hands, pulling him in to kiss him again. "Me too, baby. Me too."
"I can't wait to see what happens next."
*****
"Ok, push, 2,3,4,5,6,7,8. And breathe. One more, Mrs. Braun, just one more and you'll have your baby." The nurses cheered you on.
You looked back and up at your husband. He's never looked so sure of anything else in his life. He knew he wanted to marry you. And you can see in his eyes now that he's sure he is ready for this baby. Which is more than you could say for yourself. But it was a little too late to go back now.
"Hnnnghhhh-ahhhhhh!!! FUCK!!!" That was it. That was the last one. Your baby was born. Your husband got up and ran around to kiss you on the lips before he even saw your newborn child.
"I ..." he had tears streaming down his cheeks. "Oh, honey, I -" You kissed him back and waved at him to go see what the baby was.
You'd both agreed on names; Tilly Braun for a girl and Jules Braun for a boy. You were so damned tired you didn't know what you wanted at this point.
"Oh! Hoh my god, babe! Baby! It's a girl! Say hello to Tilly. Tils, this is your mama. She's the most beautiful girl in the world. Next to you, of course."
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thepnwvarmints · 1 year ago
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Had a very intense moment the other day (not a negative - I promise) and I kinda need to share. Gonna put this under the cut, cuz it’s a little long, but dayum… sexy as Hell!…
I am very confused. I had taken my kiddo out the other day (when we had a break in the smoke) and there was this girl…
My kid was out walking while I was sitting in the car. I had been doin’ deliveries and going up flights of stairs so I decided to hang back while they walked around the park. Just before they came back, this blonde, short girl with this blue and white checkered sundress started walking over to the car parked next to me with her friend. Her friend (possibly sister?) went to the driver side and she moved around to the passenger side next to my side of the car.
When I say this girl was eye-fucking me, that is a GIANT understatement. She would not take her eyes off me, started biting her lower lip, went and opened the door to her car with this lusty smirk, sat sideways in the car and angled to lean forward, ankles crossed while she started running her hand down her calf. STILL staring at me, and then licked her lips.
When I tell you, I have never been so blatantly hit on to that extent, I mean… holy shit. This girl’s friend then tapped her on her shoulder and she jumped, turned around to quickly ask her what she wanted and her friend started saying, “Can you close the door and get buckled so we can go!?”
She then whimpered and went, “But I-…” cut off. Turned and looked at me with the biggest pout, sighed and slumped a bit as she swung her legs into the car, then waved with her fingers folding a couple times and mouthed the words “I gotta go” and closed her door. She kept looking at me while she buckled up, her friend seeming to be completely oblivious to it all, and this girl’s fucking eyes welled up like she was about to cry while the car backed out. Simultaneously, I was about to get out and see if I could flag down her friend to get her to stop RIGHT as my kid opened the passenger door and started to get in the car, babbling to me goin’, “So, Pa, you should’ve seen this big ass Heron that was right by the river over there! It was (blah, blah, blah, blah)…” as I watched the car drive away.
I have never seen that girl before and I don’t know if I ever will again. But goddamn, she was WAYYY outta my league and I am soooo highly confused by the whole interaction. Because if it was a joke or if she was just fucking with me for kicks, she was a master manipulator and I’m better off never getting her number. But if that chick was actually that interested in me and seriously wanted to maybe get to know me, my question is whyyy!?
Best way I can describe this girl is like a younger Kate Hudson, but with freckles, curly blonde hair up in a twist, wedge style sandals, was maybe 5’ 5” height, but had tits that looked like… C or D cup? I mean, she coulda been a supermodel. No makeup, slightly tan, and a legit natural beauty. And she was acting like I looked like one of my fuckin’ muses or something. Which, let’s be honest, I know I’m no fuckin’ Hunnam or Holbrook. Or Hedlund, for that matter.
Wait… Hemsworth!? How is it that I just realized while typing this that almost ALLLL of my muses just happen to have a last name that starts with the letter H!?!?!? WHAAAT!? Travis Fimmel is the only exception!? Weirrrrd. 🤣🤣🤣
Anywayyy! Squirrel! No, I’m not attention deficit at all! Why do you say that!? 😂🙌
But yeah, this girl was just… *bites fist* Fuckin’… talk about insanely hot and just soooo fuckin’ cute with her pouty face and big, blue, doe eyes just devouring me with her nonstop gaze. I dunno what was up, but that girl got me. I mean, she looked like she was ready to just open my car door, straddle my lap, and start making out with my ass.
Ladies? If you ever wanna get a guy’s attention!? THAT! Do that kinda eye contact, look at him like you just found the hottest creature on earth and would do anything to keep his attentions, and you’ll have him. *snaps fingers* Like THAT! Hook, line, and sinker. That girl woulda had my ass whipped.
Like… this shit’s gonna sit with me for the rest of my life. I kid you not. If I ever see her again, I’mma let y’all know. But hey… if nothing else, feel free to use my random flirtation as a basis for a fanfic plot or roleplay starter. Lol! I’d be curious to see where it goes, regardless of how y’all play off of this situation. It’s def got my head spinning, that’s for DAMN sure! Heh!
Ahh well. Guess I’ll never know. If it was real and genuine, and if I’m meant to be with that girl, I’ll meet her again someday. If not… another life, perhaps. *shrugs* Or it was just some head game, but… meh. She looked sincere so… like I said… I am very confused. Flattered! And swooning AF, but still very confused. Lol! C’est la vie. Had to share. 😂🤷‍♂️
-Dax
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fixfoxnox · 2 years ago
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I love that I've graduated from the biting anon to the napping anon,,, I'm like a fucking toddler in here ahdlshalsgslsg
That being said I got home from work way earlier than usual so I was already asleep when you posted akdhsksgslsh (I get like 4 or 5 hours of sleep on weekdays and have to get up between 5 and 6am on most days so I nap to make up for the deficit which is why I'm always napping lol)
Anyways onto the important stuff:
FUCKING SOBBING OVER PAST SIMONS GOODBYE HOLY SHIT IM GONNA CRY AGAIN JUST THINKING ABOUT IT
And jo telling Roach who she is and Roach immediately exposing her to the team <<<333
And that entire smut scene 👀👀👀 I love when Roach takes charge ajskshsosgaksg
AND THE PARTY!!!! SO SWEET AND CUTE AND PRICE SCARING JACKSON AHDKSGSK I LOVE THEM SO MUCU
And the little wrap up at the end,,, I am expediting emotions heretofore unknown to humankind (you got me pulling out words like heretofore ajelsgqkqh)
I absolutely adore sito and I'm gonna reread it a million times and I'm so excited to keep sending nonsense asks on here bc you're legit like my favorite cod author
(Also more soap biting his hand <<33 he's just like me fr fr (I read that bit with my own teeth very much buried in my flesh I love that character trait so much ahslsgslsgslsh))
We get both Soap and Roach as biters because Soap bites his hand and Roach bites Ghosts nipple and Soaps ass sjfjjfjfjfhfj
I love that we're all "okay, its finished....time to reread it" sndjdjndnd
I HAD TO THROW IN PRICE THREATENING JACKSON I COULDN'T NOT IT MAKES ME WHEEZE I WAS LEGIT CACKLING WHILE WRITING THAT ENTIRE SECTION SJDBDJDJF
Thank you for all of your support biting-napping anon, I look forward to be yelled at more by you in the future 💙💙💙
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fabbyf1 · 2 years ago
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MY FAVE KATE FIC MOMENT???? This is my time 😌 I have a clear fave out of everything you’ve written! It’s the whole section in Long Live when Charles and Max have their angsty moment after the club in Monaco.
Like this bit specifically “Max made a sad noise as he closed the distance between them, sliding up along his back and wrapping his arm around Charles’ chest. He dug his nose into the back of Charles’ neck, breathing him in, making a rough sob leave Charles’ lungs.” Holy shit dude it made my heart literally hurt while reading it it’s so fucking good 😭 I’ve been where Charles was in that scene (unfortunately the man in question for me was trash and not Max Verstappen so things resolved differently for me) and to read it written out in a fic… HURTS SO FUCKING GOOD! I AM S E E N BABY!
On a different note my second fave Kate fic moment is in Breathe You In when Maxy is talking about the fish being home with their families for Christmas lmaooo he’s so cute I want to bite him 🥰
A question for you: favourite fic you’ve read recently? Or all time fave if you can choose one 😁
OMG 😭😭😭😭😭😭
YES, god, that part in Long Live tore me up. When he rolls Charles over and says "Please don't cry, baby" even though they're still just besties at that time and NOT together at all... FUCK ME. That part haunts me. That part hurt me so bad to write. It still makes me gasp every time I think about it. It's just so soft and sad and aiofjasiofjoi.
AND OMG THE FISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You're the first person to ever point that line out to me 😭😭 I thought that was such a drunk Max thing to say and I'm so glad somebody else appreciated it!!!!!!!!!
god........ my fav fic I've read recently is so hard because my friends are all so talented. But All The Kings Horses, All The Kings Men by @oicawas was legit one of the best fics I've ever read. I know everyone will roll their eyes at me because everyone knows how far up Esti's ass I am, but I'm not lying. It's just that good.
My all time fav fic is NOT F1, and I know that's what most of you are here for. I have lots of F1 fics I could rec, but I don't have the links on me right now. I can circle back to this later to drop some of my fav F1 fics.
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hufflepuffsthunderdome · 20 days ago
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(don't judge me I'm overworked and will cry, ty) this idea has been bothering me for weeks. Tom Delonge and a weak fem reader who tries to ride him even though she knows she won't be able to, purely because 'he deserves it for being such a good husband'. You know, she gets on top of him and all and does her best but it's slow and frankly pathetic. She has to pause almost every thrust because it's too much for her sensitive body to handle. So in the end Tom has to take over. Knowing myself and how much physically smaller I am than him and generally knowing myself in situations like these this is a 100% legit possibility and I'm just curious how he'd handle it. Would he get frustrated? How long would he be able to last with such a slow and pathetic attempt at sex?
Also I don't blame you for crying, they truly are amazing live and that song is so good.
Hello lovely anon! I have finally gotten around to writing this!
I'm so sorry this is stupidly late, I fell of writing for a bit but I'm back with a vengeance so keep the requests coming.
Your request awoke something in me holy shit I had so much fun writing these!
To say sorry for how late these are I've written you two versions of how I think this situation could play out in two different ways. A sweet fluffy one and a rougher one
I hope you enjoy! please request again if you liked, I love writing for tom
ily 💖
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kaiserkisser · 28 days ago
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you 🫵 my dear i heard you were quite upset about your marks and that it soiled your day recently (sickness is gettingnto me i sincerely apologize for not remembering the date💀) but i came here to remind you around(?) dinnertime when youll see it that you are GENUINELY the smartest person i know. and im like rank 11 in my class idk i dont actually check point is IM QUALIFIED TO SAY THIS OK! you worked so hard and ill say this time and time again but i truly know in my heart that there are some tests and some papers that are out to GET YOU, and you did everything in your capacity to get the highest marks you could. and its okay that you didnt get what you wanted!! you take what you did wrong and you learn from it, but you never. and i mean. never. skylia. NEVER again am i gonna hear that youre dumb or failing or something of that vein that indicates you didnt try because i know you did, gorgeous. and i know you did a damn good job doing it
academics are one of those things that you have to learn to be okay with falling in sometimes because it gives you wiggle room to improve your work. ive also seen that youre taking ORGANIC CHEM?????? bro i GRADUATE this year and i took organic chem and it broke me. ruined my life. you are a BEAST for even taking that and doing well in it?? honey youre already there. i sincerely wish your parents saw this but along with a lot of other parents with high expectations (mine included) its literally physically incapable for them to even have a little bit of grace surrounding this but. i digress. lia you are doing the best you can and you cant beat yourself up for this!!! i truly believe in you pretty girl youre gonna do amazing things and youre gonna grow and write better papers but youre doing everything you can with how stressed you are, you deserve a break, or atleast a breather. youre doing amazing hon i dont wanna hear you say otherwise ever again🙁🫵 i love you very much youre too smart to waste time thinking about what couldve gone better when it isnt in your control anymore
UH HELLO????? NOAH?????? HOLY SHIT YOU ACTUALLY TOOK THE TIME TO TYPE OUT ALL OF THAT HSKAJSHSJSJSN OH MY GOSH i was SO tempted to just let this stay in my inbox forever oh my god how are you so sweet and caring wtf i have literally reread this like ten times seems like everyone today is dead set on making me cry /vvpos
i was actually vv upset abt a few subjects coz thats like the lowest ever but like NO ome has gotten good marks so like its fine..... ill do better next time for sure :3 (oof dont apologise i hope youve been taking care of yourself :(((( ] OFC UR QUALIFIED EHEHE and youre absolutely right actually!!! its been unuversally acknowledged atp that the prelim/preboard exams are in all honesty way tougher than the actual boards so i kinda knew it was gonna be shitty but still ehhh comparatively i HAVE done okay! oh my gosh noahie 😭😭😭 okay okay mister ill try to never say anything like that again and if i think of it ill remember what you said and shoo the thoughts away 🙁🙁
you do have a point tho! im gonna like microanalyse everything i did wrong so i dont get stuff wrong next time :333 AND HELP SJSHSU actually we dont have a CHOICE :(((( we have ten compulsory subjects till 10th and in chem we have compulsory organic by default and im taking pcm after this so ill never get rid of organic :( so like rn we only have basics djshsh but its better than learning how to prepare compunds :((( gosh i agree so much and i love you SO much too holy shit thank you so SO much noah for taking the time to write all this it genuinely means SO MUCH to me it legit made me feel a 100 times better abt this 🙁🙁
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orchidyoonkook · 1 year ago
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My favorite fic of yours: Under The Willow Tree, which I know you know, but I never get tired of talking about it. Every word of this fic is written on my heart. 💘
5. A fic of yours I haven't read but want to: I had just barely started TWWWBAATTA just before heading into my stormy period where I didn't do hardly any reading or writing. It was lovely and your JK is such a cutie and a knock-out, and I'm excited to continue it soon!
8. What I most like about your writing: Firstly, your emphasis on nature and your use of it and its imagery to contribute to the feeling and setting of your plots and scenes. The way that you communicate beauty is really romantic and poetic and I DIG IT. Also, I feel like you are very confident in your characters and who they are - this comes across strongly in your writing and is something I greatly envy.
11. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PLEASE WRITE MORE SMUT IN THE FUTURE. Now that The Devil Wears Valentino is out there, the cat is out of the bag - you have an incredible gift for filth, my friend.
12. A fic of yours that I've reread: There are legit chunks of UTWT that I could recite by heart on command.
LOVE YOU BB 🥰🥰🥰
VIOLET HOLY SHIT???!!!??? Literally what did I ever do to deserve such amazing humans around me like??? What god am I in the favour of cuz I need to set up an alter for them rq:
Onto! (this is literally so long im so sorry)
DUDE. I'm on the ground 50 yards away from where i just was cuz thats how hard you've blown me away rn.
1. My favorite fic of yours: Under The Willow Tree, which I know you know, but I never get tired of talking about it. Every word of this fic is written on my heart. 💘
I love how much you love them. And I'm so very glad to have been able to have made something so special to you. It's truly my honour.
5. A fic of yours I haven't read but want to: I had just barely started TWWWBAATTA just before heading into my stormy period where I didn't do hardly any reading or writing. It was lovely and your JK is such a cutie and a knock-out, and I'm excited to continue it soon!
A stormy period??? Did I know about this and completely by accident flake on you??? I'm so sorry if I did. I'm always here I hope you know what. (And please pardon my god awful memory. Short term memory loss sucks so much.)
And never any pressure to read, but when and if you do I hope you enjoy!!! TWWWBAATTA is my brain baby. My first fic and by far the longest thing I've ever written. I love them so much and I hope you will to, but I also understand how daunting getting into a big series is, so literally no pressure at all. You've already been kind enough to me to last a life time <<33
8. What I most like about your writing: Firstly, your emphasis on nature and your use of it and its imagery to contribute to the feeling and setting of your plots and scenes. The way that you communicate beauty is really romantic and poetic and I DIG IT. Also, I feel like you are very confident in your characters and who they are - this comes across strongly in your writing and is something I greatly envy.
WHY IS IT MAKE YOON CRY NIGHT???!!!!!! Im sobbing. I'm facedown in my pillow. A walking waterfall of tears. I dont even know what or where the hell to begin with this. So i'll do what i do best and let my brain vomit on my creative process a lil bit:
i dont even realise i do this until after, the emphasis on nature and imagery and setting plots and scenes. But for me to understand a story, i need a place where i can see the characters, i need to know their place in that setting, and i need a bit of background that sets everything.
-> For UTWT, that was the solace of the tree in the shitty hometown for reader, a reader who's desperate to leave, why they want to leave, and then i give them something. in this case yoongi.
-> for TDWV that was the bar. Why a bar? it's where creatures of the night can go to destress becuase even they aren't always "on." and then why is reader there as a mortal, oh shes a bartender, but that gives her special priveledges with the other species becuase now they cant do anything to her, so shes safe. except for the one thing that disrupts her night. the one thing that goes bump in the night for her. and so how do i take that a step further? I make him obscenely powerful, so powerful that the people who kill her kind for fun are scared of him. And then to seal the deal? I make the big scary man care for the one thing he's supposed to see as less than dirt. I make her special. And you learn this all early on in the story. It cements the who what where when why and you learn the how as you go.
and then when im describing a setting and using things to cement the reality of my stories i go into almost a trance and literally insert myself into it to pick out the details. Visualization is something i've always had "a gift" for. It why i usually dont draw with references, and can look at something crafty and just "know" how to make it. So i guess thats how i do that.
-> like in UTWT. I am the tree and the reader and yoongi. I'm the wind around them and the pond watching them learn to love one another. I'm the motorcycle and the books and the leather jacket shielding them from the rain. I have to be everything to be able to write it the way i see it.
-> and in TDWV i was the bar and the music notes and the black tiled floors. I was yoongi and the reader and the banshees on the balcony and the other creatures. I put myself into everything and think about what they see. what they hear. what do they look like. How do they feel. whats their background, and i think that's why they feel so confident to you. I just - know - everything about them. i need to. to fake it till i make it. to baffle with my bullshit.
as for romance and poetic-ness(?). I've said this before, but it makes me laugh in a good way cuz if you know me irl you know i am the least poetic person alive and i dont do romance. Like i dont even let my partner get me treats bigger than a chocolate bar. (I am learning to be better tho.) So the fact that my writing is two things I am very much not in my waking life, it just goes to show how many sides a person has.
11. (*Something I wish/hope you write) FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PLEASE WRITE MORE SMUT IN THE FUTURE. Now that The Devil Wears Valentino is out there, the cat is out of the bag - you have an incredible gift for filth, my friend.
dude i was so so scared for the smut. i told you in dms but like i was sweating BUCKETSSSSS. I followed the same process i just described, but then i also had to go over the scene with a completely unsexual, professional and almost sterile eye. I had to think about what would work here. what would work there, should i switch out this word. I should come up with a more creative way to say that, because everyone writes it that way (not that theres anything wrong with that, it's just personal choice.)
and so for example, I'll go with something you pointed out recently from TDWV:
*NSFW INCOMING*
That filthy line when instead of saying he cums, you wrote "as he covers your inner walls in the most sickeningly sweet shade of white." Like, how DARE you?? No one talk to me. I'M NOT OKAY
I've seen this exact thing written as "he paint your walls white" and thats fine. that gets the point across, but i wanted this scene to hit different, i wanted it to show how engrossed he is and she is in this. And so i switched up my words to create a more sensually graphic imagine in the readers head.
and your reaction is all the proof i needed to know it worked the way i wanted it too. And these arent things i think of on the fly in my rough draft. These are things I sit with and brainstorm and tweak to make just right so i get the mental image i want.
*END NSFW PART*
12. A fic of yours that I've reread: There are legit chunks of UTWT that I could recite by heart on command.
Maybe one day i'll test you on this. (jokes) BRO THATS SO FLATTERING LIKE WHAT???!?!!!?!?! I CANT EVEN BEGIN TO COMPREHEND THAT.
LOVE YOU BB 🥰🥰🥰
I WILL BET MY ASS AND YOURS I LOVE YOU MORE <<<<<333333333333
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chronic-ghost · 1 year ago
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alright I can’t wait because this
The white bathroom door.
This is the moment he realizes that blank door will haunt his nightmares for years to come. What he could have found on the other side. What he nearly does. 
FUCJING DESTROYED ME 😭😭😭😭
Like holy crap this chapter was so so amazing and I think despite the absolute heartbreak, it’s my favourite so far! Just like the emotions??? The intimacy at the beginning and then then everything turning into a war zone.
And then my heart literally sank when Oliver was there and saying all that shit. Oh my god.
Firstly tho, god damn you Chloe. Like, I don’t believe her! If she is pregnant then it’s probably not Dieters… (I hope lmao) or she’s lying because she knows he’s going to leave her otherwise. But girl, you’re not having his baby!! 😂 I can’t wait to see what is actually true and to hate Chloe even more lmao!
But their fight 😭😭😭 so much emotion and aggressions and sadness and hurt. All the freaking hurt in that room in that moment 🥺🥺 my poor little heart!! Poor Natalies heart too because I’m sure you could probably actually hear it break.
But I’m so glad Dieter could call Heidi and she came and helped him 😭😭 and he’s gonna go to rehab for himself and get better for himself and be happy for himself 🥺 and he was nominated for an Oscar!!! 😭 I’m sure it will be such a tough and hard road but I’m glad he has someone there for him!
And Natalie.. 😭😭 I had a feeling something like this was eventually going to happen and while I hate to say it.. maybe it had to. For her to also realise that this isn’t the life she wants to have. That she deserves a better one, a happier one! I’m just so glad she made it through because you could’ve absolutely shredded our hearts right there lmao!
But the way you wrote that, the way Dieter found her. It really was like I could feel his desperation and fear, got my hands all sweaty! It was written so so beautifully and so sad and I legit wanted to cry a bit.
Fuck Oliver obviously, hope you rot in jail 💕
(btw I’m watching the new season only murders in the building and for some reason I always picture that Oliver and it’s absolutely fucking hilarious 😂)
Just.. Aaaaaaah!!! Like this was such a sad and heart breaking chapter but I also feel weirdly hopeful? Like shit went down. Absolute rock bottom and it sucks! But now the only way left is up again, working on rebuilding the rubble and maybe it’s gonna be so so much better then.
Also Natalie finally said she loves him 🥺 I know they’re gonna find their way back to each other eventually and hopefully have their issues and problems worked out so they can finally get to know who the other person really is and love each other even more and better than before 🥺
AND RECOVERY ROAD GOT AN OSCAR! 🎉
Man this was just an amazing chapter and I am so soft for these 2 characters and I just.. sigh
You’re such a brilliant freaking writer! Thank you for sharing 🥺 (also I wasn’t sure where to send this ask so I hope here is okay but if not then the next one will be to your Pedro blog!!! :))))
im having kind of a rough day and this . . . ooof, this got me real good.
aldjfalkadsf i would never do anything to actually hurt Natalie forever, she's come too far. fanfiction is supposed to be fun and i am too much of a wimp to really kill a character forever -- or do something that prevents the blorbos from being happy in the end. this is the lowest the fic will ever get, so you're right! the only way forward is up!
I've been writing fic for years and the scene in the hospital is the only time i've actually made myself tear up. i think it's easy to forget that natalie is 13 years younger than dieter and just by the nature of time itself, has more life experience than her. she's still young herself and trying to figure it all out. my heart just broke for her :(
I LOVE only murders in the building and that oliver would be horrified and disgusted by this oliver! Martin Short is absolutely hilarious in that role -- i need to catch up on the next season!
thank you so much for all your words and support. it really truly honestly means the world to me! i was really, really hoping you'd like this chapter and i can't wait to hear what you think of the next one.
You make all of this very worthwhile!
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