#I am inconsistent but I am free
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Eusine rides on the gentle beat of butterfly wings. He does not foresee the storm.
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#/slaps eusine: “this baby could fit so many family headcanons in him”#I made myself sad while writing this I think that says something /lh /cryingn#happy to announce that it'll get worse before it gets better 👍#I am also aware of how terribly inconsistent my artstyle is throughout these updates im yelling#if I gaslight myself hard enough then I can see it as improvement . skdjfsndfs#I am inconsistent but I am free#gym leader morty#eusine#mystery man eusine#morty/eusine#sacredshipping#pokemon#pokemon hgss#pokémon heartgold/soulsilver#heartgold soulsilver#pokemon gsc#pokemon fanart#pokemon art#pokemon comic#pokemon fancomic#fanart#art#fluff draws !!!#Destiny Bond comic
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Part 1 of some specimen AU angst
#art#my art#sergio perez#checo perez#max verstappen#chestappen#helmut marko#specimen au#f1#f1 art#please feel free to send asks about the au#i am so inconsistent with my style ToT
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when i think about the criticism that C3's god's plot doesn't work because there was no indication the gods were worth questioning in previous campaigns, i think about-well, first i think about the fact that this isn't true. criticism of the Matron's actions with Vax exist within the text of C1 itself, and even then Ioun suggests that the best course of actions for the gods might be leaving Exandria to the mortals. we learn of what happened in Aeor in C2. we spend quite a bit of time there!
i also think about Matt saying during his fireside that considering Ludinus, his motivations and perspective, made him start to rethink his own opinion on the gods. and that Abubakar made him rethink things even more. imo he was right to follow that instinct, but it's no surprise that part of the audience didn't follow in turn and are now frustrated at where we've ended up. i remember when we were introduced to Hearthdell, and the angel of the Dawnfather showed up, and how a few people went beyond being upset at the Hells in-story to taking umbrage with Matt for the scenario he set up, for what it might have said about the Dawnfather. i mean shit, the angel appearing filled me with a sense of dread too!, even if only because it made it clear that the Hells didn't have real allies on either side of this fight.
it's been almost 10 years. longer, even, when you include the Exandria that existed prior to CR. of course an artist, and his opinion on the world he created, is going to change in that timespan. not even just Matt, but much of the cast as well! in TLOVM they've started to go back and more overtly set the stage for C3's themes and story in a way they can't with the actual C1. that's all part of the beauty of telling a story for so long and in so many forms.
admittedly for me it's a little like idk, i am now the fan being serviced, skill issue on y'all's part. but i do get that realizing something you loved so long is heading in a different direction than you are is a devastating experience. i don't think that's a good reason for it not to change though!
#critical role#maintagging this is crazy but i am free#crposting#tldr i don't think the direction taken it at all out of nowhere or inconsistent with what we've previously seen with gods.#in fact i think the fact that the gods have done good just enhances it lol#so if you're really unsatisfied with it i suggest shaping up or shipping out bc i know what it's like#to stay invested in art that has continuously disappointed me and only promises further disappointment-not fun! very sad!#cr meta
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So a while back I decided to make ryomina fankids but I never shared them on tumblr until now, soo lets rectify that! (Plus the jundori kiddos, who've I've neglected :,) )
Ryomina kids:
Kokoro and Haruki Mochizuki (Twins, aged 15, DOB: March 20th)
Jundori kids:
Kaito Iori (age 18)
Megumi Iori (age 15)
Aiko Iori (age 13)
#persona 3#persona 3 reload#persona#p3#ryomina#jundori#fankid#love child#2nd gen#i am cringe but i am free#if some of these seem inconsistent thats bc some of these are older while pthers were done like yesterday#yeah ive been sitting on this for a while 😭#anyway im more than willing to ramble on abt them#im insane 💀#minnidraws#persona 3 art#persona 3 fanart#persona fanart
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I cannot imagine being a Damian stan right now. You've got both Zdarsky's bullshit (where he clearly doesn't give a shit about your boy) and The Boy Wonder (where Juni Ba clearly gives so many shits about your boy) coming out on the same day. The whiplash must be insane. I hope y'all get some nice warm soup for your efforts jfc
#damian wayne#damian al ghul#damian al ghul wayne#batman#batfamily#for all of the issues that come with having Steph as your fave having too much wild shit happening at once is never one of them#btw I quite like The Boy Wonder Issue 1. wow shocker an artist and writer who I have liked everything they've ever done#has once again written something that I am enjoying with art that makes me want to be part of its world.#it's almost like Juni Ba is really freaking talented or something#like I have some problems with it but it seems like many of those are part of the point. Damian is learning that his siblings are more#three-dimensional than he realized and that is part of this 'coming of age' story merged with fairytale#so I can't be mad at the oversimplistic defining of Dick and Jason and Tim until the conclusion of the series. that might be the point.#I hope that the series will address Steph as a Robin but if not then frankly it's not an issue unique to this series.#I'll be annoyed and disappointed but ultimately roll with it like I am with Babsgirl being here. There's too much good stuff here to get#hung up on shit that seems to be almost an editorial mandate at this point. at least that's where I'm at.#I am also very sorry that Chip Zdarsky is massacring your boy. he has 'X (Tim for him) is the best Robin so everyone else must suck' diseas#where a writer really likes one specific Robin and in trying to uplift them demeans all of the other Robins. instead of like...just writing#for that one character only or alternatively not demeaning the other characters in order to make his blorbo look good#it's wild because I actually think his writing for Tim is pretty solid. but he's not writing a Tim series. he's writing a Batman series.#and if you are going to write a Batman series and include other Batfamily members you need to actually write them well.#instead of assigning them like 2 personality traits while Tim gets to be a whole character#I accept that behavior in fanfic where I have lesser standards because it's fucking free. not a comic run that wants me to pay#tens of dollars in order to understand what the fuck is going on. he's been going for a while now it's gotta be a lot of money.#I can buy Steelworks with that money. I can see John Henry and Natasha Irons in a trade. Fuck you Chip.#it's why it takes such a special person to write a good ensemble story/a good Batfamily story. you have to be good at writing a LOT#of different characters. which I don't think most people are. I sure as hell am not. I can write maybe 3 at a time confidently well.#and you also have to give all of them at least SOME love or else people will be upset that you aren't focusing on their fave#and also the writing as a whole will suffer. Chip Zdarsky is a pretty good Tim writer. I'd maybe read a Tim solo written by him.#I would not read a story focusing on multiple characters that I like written by Chip Zdarsky. because every character who isn't Tim#is at least a bit weak/inconsistent/out of character INCLUDING FUCKING BATMAN. THE NO. 1 GUY MOST ARE HERE FOR
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commissions!
the job search is taking a while so i'm opening commissions to get some extra money for food and things of such nature
3 slots for now!
details:
pay platform: https://hipolink.me/seefaster (uses paypal and card)
- i don't do RPS (Real Person Shipping) or NSFW
- payment upfront
- refunds are currently not available
- +50% of the price per additional character
- +10-20$ for background
please DM me if you want to claim a slot!
edit: had to make payment fully upfront because the platform fees are really bad and i end up getting a lot less money if i split the payment
#commissions#< this is my comms tag if you want to see commissions i've done before#also i know the examples are kind of inconsistent in style so feel free to dm me with any questions you might have about that lol#you can also just send me a picture of mine that you want your comm to look like and we'll work from there#if i don't reply right away i am probably asleep! european timezone and all#i realize opening commissions when i post like a picture a month at best is wishful thinking however we live in a society
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Look at him. look at this morally complicated skeleton bird man. look at him. Or 'Khonshu! Because why not!'. I've got some other Moon Knighty stuff I've been doodling tonight but they don't really fit in with eachother so I dunno if they'll all be up tonight but at least you get this.
#moon knight#khonshu#digital art#my art#feel free to reblog#He's the problematic fave honestly#I tend to range from writing him as a total ass to writing him as bird dad I am very inconsistent about this#You can tell I doodle plague doctors can't you#I love him and his stupid little neck string..fly away..things#oh gods are those supposed to be nerve ends??#this is an important question#also I have no idea if the little doodle was supposed to be Marc or Steven#Take your pick ig!
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It’s possible there’s still someone in there…
…but he’s buried very deep.
Those chains will be hard to break, if he even wants them broken in the first place.
Swapdream original concept by Song_A, og Cross by Jakei95
#utmv#undertale#cross sans#swapdream#dream sans#undertale au#corvus!cross#sgs!swapverse#cross#sketches#saff art#sorry these are so rough#really just kinda formulating ideas#the two drawings featuring SD/helios are one of my earliest and one of my most recent doodles respectively#so you can kinda see how it’s progressed haha#hence the inconsistent scar lol#cross x dream#sourcream ship#i am cringe but i am free#i am fREEE#I literally have no idea how to introduce any of this stuff lmao#just??? have it? here??#helios!sd#cw eye contact#a lil swan/swap!nm narration
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Mmmmmm did some browser history doodles to de-stress yesterday here have em
Uaaahhh my comfort ship,,, save me,,,, one week left and I can SLEEP
As always, Click (pink) belongs to @/brightgoat and Link (green) belongs to @/e40536 :3 (I may edit this to actually @ them but later after I am not Full of Anxieties) (I may forget though oops)
#drew them by memory if theres any inconsistencies then uhm uhh FUCJ YOU#/j /j#Iam so tireddd#oh if any creators see this before I @ them uhhh.. hello :3 feel free to aknowledge this exists doing @ stuff is just hard#deltarune#addisons#bush art#pink addison#green addison#browser history#I NEED to draw them more#gosh they are so. GRRRR THE#they make me so hhapi#Fuck okay I am zoning out go to sleep bush
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suddenly remembered this thing from an old interview soooo
Q: You mentioned that the characters, Suzumi Hiyori and both Someya Yujiro and Shibasaki Aizo of LIPxLIP, were created at the same time, but how did they come to be?
Yamako: Yujiro and Hiyori made their first appearance at the end of the MV for “Koiiro ni Sake” to indicate that a new generation was about to begin as the first generation of characters from the CEC graduated from high school. At that time, I didn’t have a specific vision for their future, but it gradually took shape as I thought up Aizo’s character visuals afterwards. I think LIPxLIP became idols because shito said that he wanted to create idol characters in the series.
shito: Yes, that’s indeed the case (laughs). Up till then, we had only written love songs for the CEC, but even before that, I had wanted to write idol songs. So, since we’re able to create our own characters and have them move around as we wish through our songs as HoneyWorks, I proposed the idea of creating a two-man idol unit. Around the same time, we also created Hiyori, a girl who could bring out the two-faced nature of the idols, since a completely ordinary girl like her would be able to bring out both their natural personalities and their bad-tempered natures (laughs). So I get the feeling that Hiyori naturally came about as we were creating LIPxLIP.
#tl;dr: yhy scene at the end of koiiro mv means absolutely n o t h i n g.#y’all can feel free to plug the text into mtl and fight me if you disagree~~~~~ (ง ͠° ͟ل͜ ͡°)ง#idkkkkk i just recalled one too many koiiro yhy defenders so. heh. im sorry#it’s from vol 85 of spoon2di so it’s. like. old as sin. like. ‘[redacted] anime was still airing’ kinda old. but still#a n d i think that fulfills my ✨problematic urges✨ quota of the day!!!! see y’all when the next chizuutan chapter preview drops—#wh. who am i kidding. it prolly won’t drop today… i mean why would it#the updates are more inconsistent than my paydays at my former workplace.#in the off-chance that it does update though… you k n o w i’ll be here with mini spoilers~~~~~~~#s. still wondering what ymk’s upcoming mv could be though………
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Mickbell Tomas it seems I’ve grown quite fond of you you come to me as a long lost friend whom I once picked apples with in papa’s orchard
I headcanon his nose scrunches up and he bites his tongue sometimes when he’s reallyyy laughing… And he’ll snort sometimes of course. Free serotonin. Yk I connected the dots recently that since my twst 2nd top fave is Ruggie it was truly only a matter of time before the Mickbell brainrot got to me. Little "shhh-shh-shhh" laughs please and thank you
#Process pics/alt in reblog#Just a thing i did to unwind and practice my painting style rendering. I loooove painting skin my favorite thing to do. Oh the hair……? Um….#I’m still working on my mickbell omodoki plush btw and omfg his hair color is so hard to find an accurate fabric for#Mickbell Tomas#Dungeon meshi#The hands here are really emblematic of how inconsistent I am in style both lineart and rendering ueghhh… but both look fun……#Don’t mind his pose. I wanted it to be like lightly grabbing his stomach from laughter and a hand going to his mouth in ~disbelief#But it kinda just looks like nothing lol. He has his beautiful beautiful sneer which is most important tho#Still dunno how to handle lips while rendering tbh….. trust the process tho. The face was took quite a while and reworking my approach#after my third attempt of his skin making him look like a buttered smoothened baby lmaoo#Should have added more lineart to the hair… gnawing on my handkerchief. Anyways this was always meant to be loose free me#I really do prefer the noticeable opaque splotches shading painting style as opposed to just smooth and gradients is what i confirmed#I should paint a portrait traditionally i want to sooo bad rn. I missed many character bdays….#Omg right. Inktober right. I am definitely on schedule for inktober yes#Dunmeshi fanart
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these are super, super informal and unorganized thoughts but god these panels are haunting me so:
it’s interesting to finally be reading some of the issues that i assume influence general fanon perception of damian because there’s so much emphasis on the actions against tim (and like yeah fair, fucked up let’s not move past that) but also there’s little moments sprinkled throughout that made me go “…this is a child. This is a whole child.”
like idk man! These two pieces of dialogue are very striking to me! “See? I can be useful!” And “Look at me, Mother!”. Maybe it’s just because I work with kids but i read this and very clearly hear a child’s voice! And sometimes i think because a lot of people get caught up in the “formal” way that damian speaks that people forget he’s a kid. A very competent, highly trained kid. But he’s a kid.
Again, i don’t think Damian’s actions can be brushed off just because he’s a kid, and (within the content of the Morrison run), has had some fucked up shit going on. But like - for fanon, I’m just begging folks to strike the balance between talking about Damian being held accountable for his actions and also understanding that in this point in time he’s like maybe nine or ten-years-old. Idk! I’m tired of reading analysis and fan fiction that absolutely crucifies Damian and doesn’t try to find the nuance at all.
#Ramblings#damian wayne#batman comics#batman#batman and son#i don’t wanna give any flowers to Morrison because these are also the issues with the most insane depictions of talia i’ve ever seen#But like. These moments are in here for a reason okay#I don’t have enough brain cells at the moment to talk about how there like. Might be some adultification bias somewhere in here#From the fandom side#Peace and love i am also a Tim Drake stan but why is he allowed to be a hurt child and not Damian#Examine that perhaps#And I’m so dead serious when you read or re-read damian Wayne’s dialogue#When you read him in fics#Do you actually hear a child’s voice. Im so dead serious#I’m just feeling particularly reflective on how we teach and treat children because I’m in the middle of an intense work week w my own kids#And so. These panels are haunting me#Also like if u made this far into the tags please feel free to correct me on Damian’s age in this particular run#Cause I’ve been hopping around from run to run and so i get confused#Anyways please look at all these characters as humans#Im scared of fandom so I’m dropping this and running away bye#The formatting on this post is so inconsistent sorry if it’s not readable
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oooo baby . this kittens got claws (“kitten” being this animatic and “claws” being me spending the entire day working on it nonstop)
#I did this in 24 hours I am going to go pass away rn#there are so many inconsistencies in this but I don’t give a fuck I am exhausted#I love them tho . giggles and kicks feet#im cringe and free life is good#hermie unworthy#hermie the unworthy#normal oak#dungeons and daddies#dndads#oakworthy#digital art#animatic#Youtube
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just queued a lot of things and my fever is wavering at 40c so i think i sleep now
#if all goes well. this weekend i will catch up on asks because i am finally free from obligations 🪽#at least for a short while... work won't start for another couple weeks so :'D i want to talk to you guys again#dms will probably take priority for the obvious reasons though... thank you all dearly for your patience despite my inconsistency 🙏#between energy + travel + work/school course stuff... ahhh i know it's been months but i do genuinely think abt a lot of you every day :']#jestersvaguely
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Words are the closest thing to a way I can make sense of my somewhat-of-a-self-identity-crisis-but-in-writing thing, and even then it can only express a mere fraction of whatever it is that I'm feeling. So bear with me as I try to verbalise this in an at least semi-coherent way.
I've been trying out a variety of writing styles and techniques lately. I've been discovering ways to do more of 'showing' and less of 'telling'.
I like the indirectness of it.
Actually, no -- that's not quite it. That's not it at all.
I think I like telling stories obliquely and only providing vague details not only because I'm a lazy arse who has no idea how to describe things in a direct and clear way but also because-- actually, I have no idea how to explain this in a way that isn't incomprehensible.
I can't quite explain it, but I think I like stories that can only be told in a vague way, like providing the puzzle pieces so that you get to piece things together the way you want it. The resulting picture would just be your own interpretation. I just like being subtle and merely imply the meaning of some things so anyone can interpret my stories their own way.
No, no. That doesn't make any sense either, does it?
And that's only one of the many things I'm still trying out and working on!
It's just. There's so much to try! I don't even know what I want. I've said this in my recent fic's A/N and I'll just say it again here: I'm experimenting with different things in writing the way a child would mix soap and shampoo in a bath. Which is a waste of time (and of shampoo and soap, which clearly does not apply in this scenario, but again, really cba to think of a better analogy here) but I can't help it because it's so fun.
Sometimes I think I don't even *have* a style. Sometimes I think I'll never have one. But I dunno.
Just ignore me as I try to mull this over. I'm just 'in my feels' and screaming this out into the abyss that's in the form of my silly little blog. Thank you for indulging me.
#ramblings#writing#tw long tags#tw excessive use of tags to avoid adding things to the body of my post 😛#my writing style is inconsistent at best#i'm only ever consistent in inconsistency#one second i'm a shakespeare wannabe and the next#i'm if douglas addams and terry pratchett had a lovechild#except it's less flattering than you think#three entirely different authors with three entirely different styles that i'm only a poor imitation of as an amateur author#yes i do know that#and the next moment i'm just a whole different person entirely#and i switch to whatever else my style is#but i *am* having fun discovering it all#there's just so much to try and i'm a little overwhelmed with it all you know?#i may speak as if i loathe having an ever-changing writing style#but in truth?#it feels very. freeing? i think#like i feel as if my writing isn't set to stone and i get to express things differently#depending on what i'm feeling at that moment#it's the freedom of self-expression except i'm not really sure who i am and what i want#and i honestly like just staying in this confusing grey area of 'what am i doing?' and 'what do i like?'#but simultaneously i *do* want to find out what style fits me best#i try not to think about it too much though#and just be a carefree little thing and have fun as i play around with words#i just wish i tried my hand in creative writing in a younger age#so i dont feel like a naive little young girl who doesn't really know what she's doing#shout out to my og followers for witnessing my growth from the very beginning of my writing journey#(admittedly i'm a little ashamed of that fact and how different i am from my early writing days now but i try not to hate myself for it)
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barkbarkbark Riichi Book I's writing is like screeching chalkboard to my game designer's, translator's, and writer's ears all at once
it's got great concepts buried in there but it's in like the most anti-comprehension packaging conceivable
#what the hell is wrong with you#folks like you are the BANE of game designers everywhere#and game PLAYERS for that matter#THIS is the best strategy reference the English speaking world's got?#baddabingbaddaboom ladies and gentlemen#im about to make bank writing the West's first riichi primer that actually meets the standards of the modern analogue game industry#(which to be honest is abysmal right now the industry's in an insane 'text free' fad right now where every word is replaced with a symbol)#alright then im gonna set the new standard then#imma bout to do for Riichi Mahjong what i did for Ryuutama Traversées 🫸🤛#and for all the dudes at unpub who know how to design incredible games but dont know how to write instructions#alright sorry I'll calm down#but seriously i am gonna start throwing together an actually quality-controlled guide#cause every english resource ive found so far has been like this... inconsistent and full of holes and omissions in explanations#chiba talks about the game's strategic immaturity in the west... well it's got an even bigger gap of educational immaturity#anyways.... I'll toss a bit of effort that way#we'll see how far i take it#I'll either make a few loose articles or a fully fledged book. no in between#god i dont have the energy to make another book when i dont even know if Traversées is ever gonna see the light of day#100% complete full color layout and everything. publishing limbo is real and it's every bit as stupid and unnecessary as you think.#(my case is much simpler than most though cause im only working with two small publishers rather than a big corp)#but still. damn#anyways im so tempted to throw some of my rulebook magic at riichi while it's got my interest#not like i need to write a strategy tome the game just needs a professional quality introduction#don't make me do it i absolutely will do it#i did it for ryuutama when no one wanted to give a decent publication-quality localization for the supplements#and by garriot i will do it for riichi mahjong too if no one gives me a quality guide. i aint afraid of a global high strategy game#<- manic#(im not manic im just extremely restless having not been able to do any solid design work in a while and this book is getting me riled up)#cause it's like “i could write such a more coherent rulebook and HAVE written a more coherent rulebook. so why don't i do it again?”#the Disease is why. but maybe I'll give it a shot anyways if i get a second wind (i guess im otakaze right now harharharhar)
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