#I am in disbelieve

[safitheartist]

Watching the hbomber video and I heard about the guy using a amv of all things to get clips only to still get gobsmacked by it because it's Mako and Wu of all ships and he legitimately tried to claim the show intentionally was implying queer subtext.

[asilcorner]

That moment when you wrack your brain about the name of a website you visited when you were a child, desperate and shacking, hoping you left a hint in one of your old word files/diary entries and then you find the one, single clue after 3 hours that leads you directly to it.

Are you guys having a normal day, I sure do.

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

yes i have personal & intimate reasons for my own (lack of) religious/supernatural beliefs, but it's not dishonest to admit: i am also an atheist bc at no point in my life have i, after completing a slightly unpleasant task, been witness to an angel/imp/sprite/devil/entity-of-any-kind manifesting in all their glory to offer me a pat on the head and a little plastic baggy of crackers (by way of encouragement/reward).

call me childish but in my heart of hearts i cannot truly participate in a belief system that tolerates such negligence

[creepypso]

Sorry sorry I know I'm being a little cringe pffF

I personally I don't headcanon him as trans all the time, however I do find the idea cute BUT it doesn't matter if he is trans or not, since I am and this silly guy helped me a lot through my top surgery that I had three months ago, as well as the recovery and especially through the post-op depression :')

So I'm giving him the honors of being drawn with my new scars <33

[witherbythesword]

if the theory of sam reich being replaced by .. evil wizard dalton reich (and i cant believe i am partaking in this discurse) is true..

i've seen some people asking the question about what those childhood tapes mean. Well i am one of the ancient ones that owned vhs tapes and you know you could replace whats stored on those tapes with overwriting it with new material but it would slowly degrade the quality as the magnetic tape the information is stored on isn't necessarly made to be re-recorded on indefinetly which would also explain the degrading quality of the gamechanger episode.

So my theory is that dalton reich wants to erase sam from history and to do this he is slowly erasing any proof that could hint on sam and dalton being two different people. One thing he appearantly needed to do is overwrite these old vhs tapes of sams childhood.

[stopper-my-heart]

Nick often visibly checks in with himself before agreeing to or committing to something, but I especially love this instance of it a lot for three main reasons:

(1) Nick takes a deep breath and settles into his body, which is important and helpful for figuring out how you're feeling underneath other things.

(2) He does it in front of people, not minding if Elle anyone notices.

(3) Nick usually does his evaluating and deciding in the moment, in front of the person, but here he doesn't let the fact that he's already said goodbye to Charlie and walked away stop him from reevaluating and deciding to go back to kiss him.

[aroanthy]

i love how fraught and complicated discourse around various utena characters ‘dying’ is when anthy is literally stabbed to death eternally by a million swords imbued with human hatred. and then utena gets stabbed to death by them also. like. ‘death’ is incredibly interesting in rgu because most of the time it’s this ambiguous figurative thing that has interesting implications re: ohtori as a closed-off world one can escape. we are all trapped in our coffins. mamiya is the only named character with a grave. nemuro memorial hall functions as one all the same. ruka is implied to have died in the hospital— was he dead all along? who was the boy we saw for these two episodes? is this dead boy the same boy, or is this just another coincidence from the shadow girls, cutting like a knife? it’s heavily implied that akio and anthy murder kanae by poisoning her, adding to the previous implication that they were poisoning mr ohtori too, but there are no perceptible consequences of this. kanae’s absence is not felt. she’s fed an apple slice. what happens to the bodies? we know what happened to the 100 boys, but what about everyone else? and so on and so forth. ‘death’ is a tricky thing in utena, i think it’s constantly functioning on figurative and literal levels in very different ways for very different purposes. dios died. dios was dying. dios didn’t die. he grew up. etc etc

[snaoisean]

im like a sleeper agent for newt and hermann pacificrim all you need to do to activate me is play touch tone telephone

[anxious-lorf]

U G H H H H

[menalez]

being middle eastern & mixed & a lesbian & an immigrant & a woman & muslim-born is like being everything and nothing all at once. like im not enough of any of those groups to anyone and being all those groups all at once means being under constant scrutiny. i cant talk about issues in my own country bc im not living there right now, but i cant talk about issues in the country i am living in because it isnt my country. i cant talk about womanhood and misogyny because im not experiencing womanhood as the majority (read: opposite sex attracted) women do, but i cant talk about homosexuality either because lesbians dont face anything worth talking about and because lesbianism is somehow undefinable to most and so strictly defined to others that it would exclude nearly every lesbian. i cant talk about islam impartially because i was born into islam and if i disagree with people who believe islam is the worst religion then i must love islam and be an “islam shill” but when i do criticise islam im an islamophobe who wants to kill muslims. i cant talk about my experience as a middle eastern woman because im not racially pure enough to be able to claim to be middle eastern but also im middle eastern enough to be lying if i talk about being mixed, i cant even say what im mixed with otherwise i must be lying bc how can i ALSO be mixed on top of everything else? also if i talk about being middle eastern i must be lying because middle eastern people supposedly cant ever discuss our experiences in english, and if i were truly who i said i was, i could only exist as a corpse or under a burqa and i cant possibly be a lesbian AND middle eastern, that doesnt make sense!! and also i cant discuss neither islam nor lesbianism because muslims cant be lesbians and lesbians cant be muslims so im simultaneously neither and both. not to mention that people find being more than one thing to mean u must be lying about some of it because how can u be from a middle eastern country AND brown AND a lesbian AND a religious minority AND xyz at once? u must be lying for oppression points. such people only exist in our imaginations and if they exist on the internet too then they must be lying.

so weird

[yaminerua]

nothing makes me feel more pathetic than when I’m trying to do a basic as fuck sum in my head and my brain is giving me absolutely nothing

not a single gear moving up there. Brain just clocks out when numbers are involved and trying to force it to figure out even the simplest calculations physically feels excruciating and exhausting

meanwhile my dad and my brother will be looking at me like I’m some alien experiment bc how can I be so stupid that I can’t do this shit in my head?

[californiaquail]

made a post but it wound up being excessive so it's under here

made the mistake against my better judgment of mentioning to my sister in law that i was trying to get a hysterectomy and she literally gasped and was like "what?! that's such a huge and permanent surgery with so many side effects it makes you go into menopause?!" like first of all it is not usually a very crazy surgery at all anymore and second of all if you only remove the uterus it rarely causes menopause. but even if it did ok so then i take hrt for some decades. which while not ideal is barely different than taking birth control for decades which is what i would be doing otherwise. then she asked if this was "the first of multiple life altering surgical interventions to [my] body" and i was like idk :) because she was so weird about it even though i am certain that i will be doing something life altering and permanent to these fucking g cups as soon as i feel like i'm in a situation where i can do so. and this is all not very lgbtq ally of her but quite frankly even if there was no gender component to it and i was a confidently cisgendered woman i would still deserve to have the ability to make such life altering and permanent decisions and not get fucking interrogated and talked down to about doing as an adult something i've been sure about for my entire life (or of course even if it hadn't been that long), which is a very obvious concept to me but clearly not to some people. this woman teaches feminism at the university level btw and has previously been involved in queer student organizations and advocacy. somehow. i give it a 78% chance she will bring it up again in front of my brother

[paulodybaeeela]

What are these rumors about Bono cheating on his wife???????????????????????????????????????

[royalphantompain]

Don't hang up yet

I'm not done

I'm an expert

I'm the one

The one who is right all along

Better to be laughed at than wrong

[russilton]

im really keeping my expectations low, but I hope the W14 is a championship winning car. I cannot stand the thought of max winning again (wouldn't surprise me if the Fia + liberty media) made sure.. although I would love a Charles - George- Lewis battle

My friend! Not to be rude! But it's literally is still 2022 where I am!

I understand always thinking about F1, I get it, but on the last night of the year I can't even slightly bring myself to give a single thought to next season! Not a solitary fuck!

Merc haven't even announced when they're ANNOUNCING the car! We have the same convo every month where someone worries about the next car at me and I shout back 'stop letting things you cannot change plague you before they even come to pass'. Tonight of all nights I'm shouting it louder! I'm not talking about the next season outside of jokes till we see the car. Y'all are banned, I will not answer anons on it!

I love y'all so much but *bruh* priorities!