#I am a slave now
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i miss being a student on exchange in san diego california usa
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taash said "they were doing it" and people ran with the interpretation of an npc that doesn't know solas or the history of the elvhenan even when bellara interjected and said, no, that's not right. that's not how it was for the elvhenan. they formed bonds before they had physical bodies. and people ran to doompost or create weird anti-solavellan shit even though mythal & solas refer to each other as old friends and when she releases him there is no tenderness or love in it. it is the act of unchaining a dog from his post, the stepping down of a general. but to each their own ig.
#let the record show i think love was there. do I personally perceive it as romantic / sexual? no.#mythal's perception of love & care is warped in and of itself#i think they loved each other. but she loved what she could take from him and what he could give in terms of service#not because she was romantically into him#also i wish we knew more about her & elgar'nan. her regret prison form says she holds no love for him anymore#and it makes me wonder when that love soured. was it when she was blighted? before that? was that love also born of duty and companionship?#this is the last post i'm gonna make ab this i think#bc i believe people are too caught up in the modern western ideas of love as thing we give solely to our romantic partners#and we literally have a character go ”our perception is warped bc of the age we live in” and some of you are still being purposefully obtuse#and i think trick saying it's up to interpretation is basically admitting EA had them dumb down the game anyway#if everything ab the rise and fall of the evanuris in game#was condensed to five 2min cutscenes it says enough that whatever the writers wanted#was swiftly cut down by corporate dept. basically saying it's in the fans' court now#also bc it's an easy cop out around new players & non solasmancers who are indifferent ab him / dislike him#as a way to appeal thru a more sympathetic lense of look!! he loved and was led astray#not to mention the clear justinia / leliana parallels#and leliana gets angry if you imply she was romantically involved / in love w justinia#and the romance descr when you remake your inq saying the dread wolf could not predict what it would mean to fall IN LOVE#implying he had never fallen in love before or at the very least experienced a romantic love#also him saying drinking from the well would make you a slave and he gets really upset#yet ive seen takes of ”hes doing this for her cus he dgaf ab lavellan” ?? he got mythal killed when he told her ab the blight#whatever feelings of admiration he had for her have rotted. he is literally burdened by his mistakes and his choice in joining her#i feel like if i were a spirit bound and twisted into a weapon i would need my creator to tell me i am Free. i would need that closure#like when cole says its not abuse to bind him if he asks and solas said thats not always true???#if you perceive her interaction w him in vg third act as#anything more than the way justinia released leliana in inq then im sorry maybe youre just obtuse#solavellan#mythal#dragon age meta
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I wanted him dead; I wanted him all to myself.
get him back!
#iwtvedit#interview with the vampire#louis de pointe du lac#loustat#loustatedit#iwtv#ok disclaimer : i am sure others have made edits to this song however i am not 100% tuned in to all of that activity#and i deliberately did not to do a search to find out bc i have to follow my heart.#therefore any similarities to existing edits are purely coincidental and/or the nature of the beast.#again not trying to step on any toes i am merely a slave to the muse. and SLOW AF at getting shit done now that i have a 9-5job lmfao#orig#my edits#and we are all just gonna deal w the black bars and not talk about it. 👍
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The michelin stars au reminds me a lot of the videogame Dead Plate! Was it intentional?
(Love the artstyle btw <3333)
In the early concepts of the AU, I actually didn't know what Dead Plate was until I had to research existing stories or whatever about culinary work. Took my sweet time knowing the game and figured yeah I can take inspiration from that! hehe
#messyr#did an illustration with a DP ref too ::)#ok im spamming now - SORRY!#the au is insp with a lot of other stories/infos but it's usually whatever the hell my brain can whip up - i am my brain's slave#hazbin hotel: michelin stars au
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Psst want some some angst?
Odysseus with flowers woven into his hair, around his wrist, his ankles/ his neck/. Odysseus with his hair oiled and his skin scrubbed clean.
Calypso forces him into the bath. Forces him into clean clothes makes it so that he cannot move protest or breath while she brushes his hair. The flowers won't come off, even when he claws at his skin making himself bleed, even when he yanks chunks of his hair out trying to dislodge the pretty blossoms. Calypso heals him anyway makes his skin flawless, regrows his hair. She likes him looking pretty, likes him looking like he's loving life. Won't allow anything from the outside world to touch them, even if that's odysseus himself.
After all, she can't have anyone thinking she doesn't look after her beloved mortal. She's heard how the other gods treats their pets, how rough they are. But she's different. See how well odysseus is taken care of? And why would he even want to think about anything else when /shes/ right here. So what if he's a little resistant to the idea right now? Odysseus, the poor thing, is battered and traumatized it's natural that he'd be a little confused. One day he'll snap out of it and thank her. She just knows it.
#The odyssey#epic the musical#Odysseus#Calypso#Tw: self harm#Tw: rape#Tw: that time Calypso kept odysseus as a sex slave for seven years#Saw the idea from a different Tumblr user of odysseus looking healthy and clean on Calypso's island and that stuck with me#Bc historically sex slaves were kept as pretty as possible and I don't think odysseus would be an exception to that#And Calypso strikes me as someone who wants things to be pretty and prefect at all times (this is paradise afterall)#And this fits well with Calypsos whole oh but I'm /helping him/ I'm not the issue it's all the other trauma#That I'm so bravely helping him through even though it's so hard yes I am good for him see how much better he looks now shtick#And this really drives home odysseus's lack of agency here#Ohh odysseus developing an eating disorder because the only thing he can control (sometimes) is his refusals to take meals with his abuser#Tw: eating disorders
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#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#everysanji#fishman island#ch644#i'm actually reading these chapters right now bc i know that fishman island is like.#a metaphor for racism and to some extent isolationism of communities#and how that allows for hatred to grow unchecked and hate is a very unproductive emotion#i dont think the hatred/dislike towards humans is entirely unprompted#i mean obviously we see how fishmen are treated above ground thats what sabaody is about#priming us for fishman island and the conflict here#since hody jones. you can see where his mindset comes from#and why he thinks that way. but at the end of the day he just wants mindless violence against the oppressive class#and that's just going to be unproductive and make things WORSE for EVERYONE#inb4 anyone says anything i am native american and have kinda sat with these feelings a lot#not about to go into my whole complicated feelings abt my own heritage here#that's what random posts on my main blog are for#but i also dont think otohime's idea of trying for peace without any violence was going to work either. not in the climate they were in#like its a very noble idea but at the end of the day... there does need to be some pushback but you have to target it in the right areas#like i think fisher tiger targeting the slave auctions is more of the direct action called for#and obviously people get caught in the crossfire on both sides.#but that is directed violence vs directionless violence ie what hody jones wants#its a bastardization of the cause to create more bloodshed than necessary. you know.#idk where i'm going with this anymore okay i'm gonna go back to queuing more sanjis
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reeeaaally really empathizing hard w/ rots anakin right now. like. oh yeah ok i get it. he's been sleep-deprived & running w/ a high level of stress hormones nonstop for months. he keeps asking for advice and help and the jedi just say "what does yr heart tell you?" and "try not worrying about it. 🧘♂️" and the only person who actually seems to care about him is.... evil? but. that can't be right... what?
but there's no time to think about it because he did what he were supposed to do and told the jedi and now events are moving very fast and oops he got in the way and did something very impulsive and now mace windu is dead and it's anakin's fault, actually. and he still hasn't processed anything that's happened in the last... week? two months? ever in his life? but his friend palpatine is there and telling him that it's okay. that he did the right thing, that he did good. and guess what anakin? you don't have to worry about making any more hard decisions, because palpatine is gonna make them for you and you just have to do them. isn't that better? isn't that easier? isn't it?
#keeping it fun and funky fresh#personal#uh the empathizing part is that i am feeling Real lost and confused and scared rn. p rock bottom.#and i'm like. ohhh if my mentor/father figure/the only person who treats me like an actual person came up to me and was like#hey matty. i am gonna take care you from now on. i am gonna take care of *everything.*#i would absolutely be like. yes please. god. finally. what do you need me to do in exchange? i'll do it#and i haven't even been living in a cult of warrior-monks while fighting a seemingly futile war after growing up a slave.#the guy is... pretty primed for it is what i'm saying. inured to violence; accustomed to living in high-control environments#not to mention the decade of grooming palpatine has been doing offscreen#D:#i've also been watching star trek & any time there's an episore that's like...#would you rather live in that fake but peaceful+joyful world? or this real and violent+tragic world?#and it's like. hey man. at this point in my life i would take the good fake world p much without hesitation.#star wars
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“I think I’ll die if she doesn’t kiss me. And I think I’ll die if she does. What bittersweet solace”
#my art#oc#ocs#oc art#my ocs#sorry for not posting im ages#im engaged now yay!#i am also a corporate slave lol#but here are my blorbos
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Seo Jongryeol-The Worst of Evil Eps. 4 & 5
#i just think he's neat#will i slave and figure out how to make gifs just for him#maybe#for now i am taking screenshots for my own satisfaction#and anyone else who may see the vision#seo jongryeol#the worst of evil
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having thoughts about how Husk actually has very little left to redeem bc he started his journey of self-change before even coming to work at the hotel, but at the same time redemption isn't even his goal- he ain't even aiming for heaven, he just wanted to be a better person and maybe now with friends and especially Angel, who he supports so much and wants to see succeed, maybe now he has a reason to be a better person
#hazbin hotel#husk#warning I am about to ramble in these tags O7 I have a ridiculous amount of thoughts about this cat bird man#thinking about that word of god from vivzie that Husk is actively fighting his gambling addiction in hell#which besides the pilot we've only seen his gambling mentioned in the past#and idk if it's just because they had to focus on other things but we don't see him drinking as heavily as he did in the pilot#and first few episodes. like he actually wants to be sober#we know he used to be an overlord and we assume that comes with all the terrible overlord qualities#(aka there's no such thing as a good slave owner)#but the Husk we know now has been on both sides of this chain#he knows and respects boundaries. consent is super important to him. this feels like a moral you can't really have to be an overlord#he also sees everyone as more than just what they can do for him specifically. he gets NOTHING out of being Angel's friend#he gets NOTHING out of defending Angel and Cherri during the fight with the Exorcists#he knows when to open up and who to open up to and trust. and he extends a hand to someone in need. someone he ain't even close to-#and if it hasn't changed he is trying to beat his own vices despite not even being a guest of the hotel. he's staff. he doesn't HAVE to#participate in their activities or try to change. he was dragged into this#but dammit he does it anyway#(also if he is still trying to beat his gambling addiction I wonder if the pilot was a relapse. hm)#anyway ig what im trying to say is husk isn't a guest at the hotel but plays the role of a guide for the guests bc he's already#got a very strong and *GOOD* set of morals considering they're in hell#like his level of morals we've only seen /explicitly/ shown in hellborn. and yeah consent and boundaries is rock bottom even for Earth#but they're in hell so somehow the bar manages to be even fucking lower than that so I consider it a win#ALSO THE FACT THAT HE STOOD BETWEEN ANGEL & CHERRI AND THE EXORCISTS??? this mf is willing to DIE for these people#I am 100% sure that if Husk's soul didn't belong to Alastor he would already be redeemed#we don't know what he did in life and we don't know how bad he was as an overlord but we know who husk is /now/#and that person is a pretty damn good guy#he might have some work to do sure but he's already at least started his redemption before the show even began and#we're just seeing the tail end of it#god damn I really rambled in these tags i am so sorry#I just have so many thoughts about him
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Considering the parting of ways with Lily and KP, I guess you're not a mod in her discord server anymore?
Oh hell no. I dipped the moment KP pulled that shit and I haven't looked back.
Fun fact about all that btw
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KP KNEW about all these 'allegations'. We literally talked about it in a podcast abuse and dedicated harassment. We went over how easy it is to rouse a 'trans woman bad' bandwagon, to the point where it's literally baked into the campaign promises of conservative politicians.
KP only gave a shit about these allegations when they got in the way of her slinging shit at VivziePop. And even before then, she only interacted with Lily insofar as it would boost her platform. Like she was nakedly transparent about that even then, but we let it slide.
But then after diminishing returns and randos on twitter slinging 'whataboutisms' at her over Vivzie, suddenly being associated with Lily was a liability. Nevermind the fact that the video made by those goons was taken down because their 'triumvirate' fell the fuck apart. Nevermind the fact that the person who made these accusations openly confessed to doing the same heinous shit but 'it's totally different'. It effected her PR and that's all she cares about.
She's a fucking flake who only considers what will further her career which was already diminishing long before all this.
If KP ever makes a video about my wife, you'll know she's only doing it to get attention and notoriety.
#personal#I am fuming#I worked for that fucking woman#Lily and I stood by her while she was onset by hate mobs accusing her of slave labor#And she was barely a fair weather friend#all she cared about was promos and collabs#and of course we're going to be framed as the villains for being mad about all thise#while she's just going to say how 'disappointed' she is by the circumstances#cuz she couldn't even openly comdemn JK Rowling in the FUCKING VIDEO WE DID TOGETHER ABOUT HER BEHAVIOR TOWARDS TRANS WOMEN!\#And now she's going to try and make another flimsy clickbait video about my wife#I am mad
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Tease tidbit Tuesday
i want it sooo early cause it officially Tuesday for me, today going to be hard day and I'm not sure if will open Tumblr and because I ENDED ROYAL FIC . interact with the post if you want to be tagged
and last snippet of King Eddie/Lord Buckley fic
It is a sinful obscene beauty King was blessed with when he met his lord. Squeezing gorgeous thighs tighter, Eddie bends his knees to have more leverage for his movements, already feeling the end approaching. He sees more white in front of his eyes and wants to take Buck with him to this climax. “I’m close, my love,” Eddie whispers and Buck nods , not saying anything. Eddie still knows it means he is close too so he helps with strokes on the dick he thinks he should give attention tomorrow. It was long ago he played with it how his lover and him deserves. “Come for me, my soul. Come with me.” Two more synchronous movements towards each other, and two loud moans into the quietness of the night and lord and king come together. Buck again makes a mess on their bodies while Eddie empties deep into his lover. Buck lies down on Eddie’s chest, but does not move so as to get away from the cock inside him. Just lies on the chest, hugs his king tight, with eyes closed enjoying the afterglow of their night.
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#right now it is 8033 words i will edit so it might change but not a lot#fic: you rule my heart(I am your royal slave)#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#evan buck buckley#911#my wips
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boy do i love how the only reason bioware replaced Lucerni with Shadow Dragons was because they wanted middle class citizens being the driving force of the changes for Tevinter.....
.......... and STILL ended up with them being run by a former member of magisterium, a rich altus diplomat and a fucking BLACK DIVINE
#veilguard critical#dragon age#dav#no i can understand that desire for change honestly#it's shitty when the most privileged are the ones who make decisions#although there is a bit of truth to that. ppl who are educated are more likely realize that system is failing#rather than uneducated and abused slaves who is kept uneducated and abused FOR A REASON#but it also brings a lot of questions and skepticism to motivations of dorian and his pals#like ok babyboy you wanna change tevinter cuz your dad tried to change you with blood magic#how am i supposed to believe you're gonna change anything substantial? something that ACTUALLY matters#and that goes for the rest of lucerni. how am i supposed to believe you assholes are gonna change anything and not just put another archon#who's only difference would be that he's loyal to YOU?#and the funny thing is bw didn't fix shit#the altus is still ruling. elven cultural appropriation is not even ACKNOWLEDGED. slavery.... well there was no slavery to begin with!#keep the status quo guys or you'll be like evil evil bald guy who's bad and should be jailed unlike the slavers and#i'm rambling again now leave me#bioware critical
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Haunting
Will Byers + Strangers by Ethel Cain
@bylerween2023 | Day 1: Ghosts & Hauntings
unfortunately, it's not looking like my fic for bylerween will be done in time to share today, so I'm sharing the graphic that would have gone with it! strangers is one of my favorite songs, it's very haunting and very will coded, and I felt that it fit for the theme lol. the larger fic idea is that will did die in the upside down, and when mike goes to visit the now abandoned byers house, he sees will's ghost. hoping I can finish it by the november 22nd deadline🫡
#mike after being metaphorically haunted for years and now it's literal:😃😃😃#strangers is not a song about ghosts but also it is. to the enlightened mind. I get it. ask me i could talk about it#hope this is ghostly enough for the theme#the background thing behind will also has ghosts if that helps. that's blue ghostly artwork#stranger things#byler#bylerween2023#will byers#day 1#ghosts & hauntings#tw implied death#also sorry this is more just a will thing and doesn't really have mike lmao. testing the limits on what is a byler post#saw bylerween rb a gifset that just had will though so I hope I'm correct in assuming it's ok if it's got a stronger focus#on only one of them#ok I'm done talking now I am overthinking this everyone enjoy i slaved for hours in picsart like a loser without photoshop#happy bylerween everyone!!
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😭😭😭
#wdym she advertised her own therapy. why am i learning this only now and from a random yt comment. good lord#werent the trying to justify her family having a child slave not enough
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#My parents are yelling at me and expecting that wow! It'll help my education#What if i just exploded#Fucking hell#I'm so fucking tired#What am i supposed to do!#And my mother keeps comparing me to people she hates#I'm sorry i just I'm so fucking tired!!!!#I can't do this#Being yelled at and sworn at every single day just because I'm there because I'm an easy target#And I'm supposed to live for this?? And for their ideal???? What the fuck#And I'm supposed to pick up the pieces after and pick myself up again after they've just bullied me#Fucking hell I'm so tired!!#And#The slurs and swearing my mother uses against me#Like I'm so tired#So tired of this shit#I'm so sorry i did the stupid thing of being born i guess!#I'm so sorry you decided to have kids because you thought they were just slaves to run about and make them do whatever#I feel so so loved by my parents!!!! :D#And you know the worst thing now#An hour of them shouting and swearing later#I just have to dust myself off#Pretend my souls not being ripped out#And go back to work because the fucking exam won't wait!#Goddamn what's the point of living if it's like this#Tw vent
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