#I am a slave now
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i miss being a student on exchange in san diego california usa
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I wanted him dead; I wanted him all to myself.
get him back!
#iwtvedit#interview with the vampire#louis de pointe du lac#loustat#loustatedit#iwtv#ok disclaimer : i am sure others have made edits to this song however i am not 100% tuned in to all of that activity#and i deliberately did not to do a search to find out bc i have to follow my heart.#therefore any similarities to existing edits are purely coincidental and/or the nature of the beast.#again not trying to step on any toes i am merely a slave to the muse. and SLOW AF at getting shit done now that i have a 9-5job lmfao#orig#my edits#and we are all just gonna deal w the black bars and not talk about it. 👍
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The michelin stars au reminds me a lot of the videogame Dead Plate! Was it intentional?
(Love the artstyle btw <3333)
In the early concepts of the AU, I actually didn't know what Dead Plate was until I had to research existing stories or whatever about culinary work. Took my sweet time knowing the game and figured yeah I can take inspiration from that! hehe
#messyr#did an illustration with a DP ref too ::)#ok im spamming now - SORRY!#the au is insp with a lot of other stories/infos but it's usually whatever the hell my brain can whip up - i am my brain's slave#hazbin hotel: michelin stars au
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Psst want some some angst?
Odysseus with flowers woven into his hair, around his wrist, his ankles/ his neck/. Odysseus with his hair oiled and his skin scrubbed clean.
Calypso forces him into the bath. Forces him into clean clothes makes it so that he cannot move protest or breath while she brushes his hair. The flowers won't come off, even when he claws at his skin making himself bleed, even when he yanks chunks of his hair out trying to dislodge the pretty blossoms. Calypso heals him anyway makes his skin flawless, regrows his hair. She likes him looking pretty, likes him looking like he's loving life. Won't allow anything from the outside world to touch them, even if that's odysseus himself.
After all, she can't have anyone thinking she doesn't look after her beloved mortal. She's heard how the other gods treats their pets, how rough they are. But she's different. See how well odysseus is taken care of? And why would he even want to think about anything else when /shes/ right here. So what if he's a little resistant to the idea right now? Odysseus, the poor thing, is battered and traumatized it's natural that he'd be a little confused. One day he'll snap out of it and thank her. She just knows it.
#The odyssey#epic the musical#Odysseus#Calypso#Tw: self harm#Tw: rape#Tw: that time Calypso kept odysseus as a sex slave for seven years#Saw the idea from a different Tumblr user of odysseus looking healthy and clean on Calypso's island and that stuck with me#Bc historically sex slaves were kept as pretty as possible and I don't think odysseus would be an exception to that#And Calypso strikes me as someone who wants things to be pretty and prefect at all times (this is paradise afterall)#And this fits well with Calypsos whole oh but I'm /helping him/ I'm not the issue it's all the other trauma#That I'm so bravely helping him through even though it's so hard yes I am good for him see how much better he looks now shtick#And this really drives home odysseus's lack of agency here#Ohh odysseus developing an eating disorder because the only thing he can control (sometimes) is his refusals to take meals with his abuser#Tw: eating disorders
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art idea: schumi!
i have drawn him actually when i was first getting into f1!! and im very proud of the way i rendered his racing suit, but it wasn't his face...
anyways I will definitely do some doodles of his face tomorrow because he's such a shaped fellow but here is the drawing of him i did in the past:
#his face is so recognizable idk i feel like it would be so easy yet so hard to draw#ive seen so many good renditions of him though im excited to actually draw his face#but alas i have work to do and also an 8 am tomorrow so#for now have this drawing which i slaved away on and no one cared LOL#f1#formula 1#f1 art#michael schumacher#myart
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#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#everysanji#fishman island#ch644#i'm actually reading these chapters right now bc i know that fishman island is like.#a metaphor for racism and to some extent isolationism of communities#and how that allows for hatred to grow unchecked and hate is a very unproductive emotion#i dont think the hatred/dislike towards humans is entirely unprompted#i mean obviously we see how fishmen are treated above ground thats what sabaody is about#priming us for fishman island and the conflict here#since hody jones. you can see where his mindset comes from#and why he thinks that way. but at the end of the day he just wants mindless violence against the oppressive class#and that's just going to be unproductive and make things WORSE for EVERYONE#inb4 anyone says anything i am native american and have kinda sat with these feelings a lot#not about to go into my whole complicated feelings abt my own heritage here#that's what random posts on my main blog are for#but i also dont think otohime's idea of trying for peace without any violence was going to work either. not in the climate they were in#like its a very noble idea but at the end of the day... there does need to be some pushback but you have to target it in the right areas#like i think fisher tiger targeting the slave auctions is more of the direct action called for#and obviously people get caught in the crossfire on both sides.#but that is directed violence vs directionless violence ie what hody jones wants#its a bastardization of the cause to create more bloodshed than necessary. you know.#idk where i'm going with this anymore okay i'm gonna go back to queuing more sanjis
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“I think I’ll die if she doesn’t kiss me. And I think I’ll die if she does. What bittersweet solace”
#my art#oc#ocs#oc art#my ocs#sorry for not posting im ages#im engaged now yay!#i am also a corporate slave lol#but here are my blorbos
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Seo Jongryeol-The Worst of Evil Eps. 4 & 5
#i just think he's neat#will i slave and figure out how to make gifs just for him#maybe#for now i am taking screenshots for my own satisfaction#and anyone else who may see the vision#seo jongryeol#the worst of evil
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having thoughts about how Husk actually has very little left to redeem bc he started his journey of self-change before even coming to work at the hotel, but at the same time redemption isn't even his goal- he ain't even aiming for heaven, he just wanted to be a better person and maybe now with friends and especially Angel, who he supports so much and wants to see succeed, maybe now he has a reason to be a better person
#hazbin hotel#husk#warning I am about to ramble in these tags O7 I have a ridiculous amount of thoughts about this cat bird man#thinking about that word of god from vivzie that Husk is actively fighting his gambling addiction in hell#which besides the pilot we've only seen his gambling mentioned in the past#and idk if it's just because they had to focus on other things but we don't see him drinking as heavily as he did in the pilot#and first few episodes. like he actually wants to be sober#we know he used to be an overlord and we assume that comes with all the terrible overlord qualities#(aka there's no such thing as a good slave owner)#but the Husk we know now has been on both sides of this chain#he knows and respects boundaries. consent is super important to him. this feels like a moral you can't really have to be an overlord#he also sees everyone as more than just what they can do for him specifically. he gets NOTHING out of being Angel's friend#he gets NOTHING out of defending Angel and Cherri during the fight with the Exorcists#he knows when to open up and who to open up to and trust. and he extends a hand to someone in need. someone he ain't even close to-#and if it hasn't changed he is trying to beat his own vices despite not even being a guest of the hotel. he's staff. he doesn't HAVE to#participate in their activities or try to change. he was dragged into this#but dammit he does it anyway#(also if he is still trying to beat his gambling addiction I wonder if the pilot was a relapse. hm)#anyway ig what im trying to say is husk isn't a guest at the hotel but plays the role of a guide for the guests bc he's already#got a very strong and *GOOD* set of morals considering they're in hell#like his level of morals we've only seen /explicitly/ shown in hellborn. and yeah consent and boundaries is rock bottom even for Earth#but they're in hell so somehow the bar manages to be even fucking lower than that so I consider it a win#ALSO THE FACT THAT HE STOOD BETWEEN ANGEL & CHERRI AND THE EXORCISTS??? this mf is willing to DIE for these people#I am 100% sure that if Husk's soul didn't belong to Alastor he would already be redeemed#we don't know what he did in life and we don't know how bad he was as an overlord but we know who husk is /now/#and that person is a pretty damn good guy#he might have some work to do sure but he's already at least started his redemption before the show even began and#we're just seeing the tail end of it#god damn I really rambled in these tags i am so sorry#I just have so many thoughts about him
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Considering the parting of ways with Lily and KP, I guess you're not a mod in her discord server anymore?
Oh hell no. I dipped the moment KP pulled that shit and I haven't looked back.
Fun fact about all that btw
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KP KNEW about all these 'allegations'. We literally talked about it in a podcast abuse and dedicated harassment. We went over how easy it is to rouse a 'trans woman bad' bandwagon, to the point where it's literally baked into the campaign promises of conservative politicians.
KP only gave a shit about these allegations when they got in the way of her slinging shit at VivziePop. And even before then, she only interacted with Lily insofar as it would boost her platform. Like she was nakedly transparent about that even then, but we let it slide.
But then after diminishing returns and randos on twitter slinging 'whataboutisms' at her over Vivzie, suddenly being associated with Lily was a liability. Nevermind the fact that the video made by those goons was taken down because their 'triumvirate' fell the fuck apart. Nevermind the fact that the person who made these accusations openly confessed to doing the same heinous shit but 'it's totally different'. It effected her PR and that's all she cares about.
She's a fucking flake who only considers what will further her career which was already diminishing long before all this.
If KP ever makes a video about my wife, you'll know she's only doing it to get attention and notoriety.
#personal#I am fuming#I worked for that fucking woman#Lily and I stood by her while she was onset by hate mobs accusing her of slave labor#And she was barely a fair weather friend#all she cared about was promos and collabs#and of course we're going to be framed as the villains for being mad about all thise#while she's just going to say how 'disappointed' she is by the circumstances#cuz she couldn't even openly comdemn JK Rowling in the FUCKING VIDEO WE DID TOGETHER ABOUT HER BEHAVIOR TOWARDS TRANS WOMEN!\#And now she's going to try and make another flimsy clickbait video about my wife#I am mad
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Tease tidbit Tuesday
i want it sooo early cause it officially Tuesday for me, today going to be hard day and I'm not sure if will open Tumblr and because I ENDED ROYAL FIC . interact with the post if you want to be tagged
and last snippet of King Eddie/Lord Buckley fic
It is a sinful obscene beauty King was blessed with when he met his lord. Squeezing gorgeous thighs tighter, Eddie bends his knees to have more leverage for his movements, already feeling the end approaching. He sees more white in front of his eyes and wants to take Buck with him to this climax. “I’m close, my love,” Eddie whispers and Buck nods , not saying anything. Eddie still knows it means he is close too so he helps with strokes on the dick he thinks he should give attention tomorrow. It was long ago he played with it how his lover and him deserves. “Come for me, my soul. Come with me.” Two more synchronous movements towards each other, and two loud moans into the quietness of the night and lord and king come together. Buck again makes a mess on their bodies while Eddie empties deep into his lover. Buck lies down on Eddie’s chest, but does not move so as to get away from the cock inside him. Just lies on the chest, hugs his king tight, with eyes closed enjoying the afterglow of their night.
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#right now it is 8033 words i will edit so it might change but not a lot#fic: you rule my heart(I am your royal slave)#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#evan buck buckley#911#my wips
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Haunting
Will Byers + Strangers by Ethel Cain
@bylerween2023 | Day 1: Ghosts & Hauntings
unfortunately, it's not looking like my fic for bylerween will be done in time to share today, so I'm sharing the graphic that would have gone with it! strangers is one of my favorite songs, it's very haunting and very will coded, and I felt that it fit for the theme lol. the larger fic idea is that will did die in the upside down, and when mike goes to visit the now abandoned byers house, he sees will's ghost. hoping I can finish it by the november 22nd deadline🫡
#mike after being metaphorically haunted for years and now it's literal:😃😃😃#strangers is not a song about ghosts but also it is. to the enlightened mind. I get it. ask me i could talk about it#hope this is ghostly enough for the theme#the background thing behind will also has ghosts if that helps. that's blue ghostly artwork#stranger things#byler#bylerween2023#will byers#day 1#ghosts & hauntings#tw implied death#also sorry this is more just a will thing and doesn't really have mike lmao. testing the limits on what is a byler post#saw bylerween rb a gifset that just had will though so I hope I'm correct in assuming it's ok if it's got a stronger focus#on only one of them#ok I'm done talking now I am overthinking this everyone enjoy i slaved for hours in picsart like a loser without photoshop#happy bylerween everyone!!
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Will can't taste it or it doesn't have a tasteless at all. But it still burns the throat and after a while the current sticky heat spreads through the body. Will sobs, pressing his hand to his stomach. He doesn't know if the internal parts will change and he's afraid to ask.
Hecate sits down next to him, stroking his head, a silent maid, a lilac dryad, with sympathy in her chestnut gaze removes a golden tray with empty vials of today's potions. Will was sick of the sight of sparkling glass with the occasional drop of pearl liquid residue.
He knew, he understood, even if Hecate was silent like a fish from a mixture of shame and guilt, and Hermes limited himself to distant, vaguely formed compliments. Will understood everything, Will's tongue was cut out in the end, not his eyes were gouged out.
Will looked in the mirror and clearly saw the changes that made him want to get to something sharp and cut himself - the way his skin paled and lost its natural dark shade, turned porcelain white and much smoother, sparse down on his body became even thinner and even whiter, his hair grew much faster and thicker, shining and lush, voluminous like his mother's, he gained a little weight, his body seemed to blossom and curves appeared where they should not have been.
With each passing day, with each cursed use of these potions, Will looked more and more like the photographs of his mother taken in her teenage years. His body was becoming feminine and as unlike him as possible - a subtle hint of breast development, the newly formed curve of his hip, a soft face and hair falling to his shoulder blades.
Will slowly turned into something that could not possibly be him, Will did not want to look in the mirror, Will avoided taking a bath like the plague, Will wore the most shapeless and long chiton and began to cover head with a veil to hide his face and hair that could not belong to him.
Lee was still there for him, Ethan was still supporting him, even though Will felt like an ugly abomination and like a big part of him was dying - Lee still called him his brother, Ethan still kissed the top of his head. They still loved him, even though Will felt unworthy of it.
"Koros" Hecate's voice pulled him out of his thoughts and Will looked up at her - her face was absolutely calm, but her green eyes glittered painfully just like Al's after another night with Zeus "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."
Will felt something snap inside him, he sniffed tearfully and pressed into her, her soft warm belly, the goddess seemed so maternal and kind... Hecate hugged him too, her hands were pleasant and gentle on his skinny back and a couple of scalding drops fell on the top of his head.
In the bluish surface of the smooth mirror in a gold frame with sparrows carved on it, those who could be mother and daughter were reflected.
Will suffering brings me pain. The fear, the absolute disgust of himself. "He doesn't know if the internal parts will change" them changing means loosing the last part of his old body, his old person.
The whole transition robs him of his body and identity. "Will looked more and more like the photographs of his mother taken in her teenage years" and "Will slowly turned into something that could not possibly be him" show exactly that. Hermes wants his May, a lover gone insane, and he forces it unto Will, transforming him slowly into her little copy (May is legacy of Apollo in this AU).
This body is not his anymore and he can't look at it anymore: he feels like an imposter in his own skin. Is it his now, though? The boy from before wasn't this pale and broken. He had freckles skittered around his face, torso, arms and legs. There aren't any on his face and he can't handle looking down on limbs and torso to check.
Lee and Ethan are still caring and try to distract him from these thoughts. But how can he accept it? It's wrong, it feels like he's stealing it from the bright boy that is fading away now. He doesn't deserve this love and affection; it was Will Solace's first, not whatever's he has become.
Hecate is gentle and apologetic with him. He had prepped all of these potions, but he understands that she would've never done that if she wasn't pressured by higher gods. She was as helpless as him, sitting before him and consoling, hugging his small shoulders.
But why should it be like this? Why can't he stay himself? He has already lost his voice, innocence and many siblings. Why can't he have this, why must he lose the last piece of himself?
#i am emotional over this#very emotional#dont mind me giving him gray hairs#i didnt notice his skin having gray undertone but i dont regret it#and the line color is pretty pale too#now that i think about it it makes his face features kinda disappear?#it makes him just a faceless slave with no identity#huh#will solace#hecate#not tagging that guy#lee fletcher#ethan nakamura#< they are mentioned but we love supportive brothers#pjo#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo au#pjo hunger games au#rizasks#rizart#tw rape mention#tw noncon#tw forced feminization
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#My parents are yelling at me and expecting that wow! It'll help my education#What if i just exploded#Fucking hell#I'm so fucking tired#What am i supposed to do!#And my mother keeps comparing me to people she hates#I'm sorry i just I'm so fucking tired!!!!#I can't do this#Being yelled at and sworn at every single day just because I'm there because I'm an easy target#And I'm supposed to live for this?? And for their ideal???? What the fuck#And I'm supposed to pick up the pieces after and pick myself up again after they've just bullied me#Fucking hell I'm so tired!!#And#The slurs and swearing my mother uses against me#Like I'm so tired#So tired of this shit#I'm so sorry i did the stupid thing of being born i guess!#I'm so sorry you decided to have kids because you thought they were just slaves to run about and make them do whatever#I feel so so loved by my parents!!!! :D#And you know the worst thing now#An hour of them shouting and swearing later#I just have to dust myself off#Pretend my souls not being ripped out#And go back to work because the fucking exam won't wait!#Goddamn what's the point of living if it's like this#Tw vent
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ok i need more information on rook right this moment so i know if any of my ideas are going to be possible at all. bioware give me crumbs please
#etxt#i’m thinking elf… rogue?… former tevinter slave#which has been my dream ever since they said we’re gonna be in tevinter u better not take this from me#name livia she’s gonna be a silly little goth with a stupid mullet and DIY piercings and she is going to Fuck That Old Man#those are my thoughts. i am rotating her inside my head right now. thank you
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