#I am NOT ready for that convo
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my mother: *talking about inclusivity at her work and how she supports everyone and who they love whilst looking directly at me*
me, who’s so far into the closet that I’m playing uno with Dean Winchester: *gulp*
#hehehhe#not joking#i was terrified#but it’s fine#totally#completely#like I love her but god#I am NOT ready for that convo#dean winchester#closeted#bi dean#bisexaul#genderfluid#polyamourous#panic#don't panic#destiel#deancas#casdean
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Ramadan Mubarak everyone 💖 Hope to see y'all again sometime after April 11th
#quotidian convos#guys i am SO ready#and pumped#for two things:#Ramadan obviously#and content#i have so much content already done and edited its amazing#and so much more in the works too#but! After Ramadan!#this month is me time where i focus on the things i need#not just as a Muslim but as a person#and frankly#i'm a little more than excited to engage in this me time
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Watching the heartstopper podcast and there's a bit like:
Joe: Tori's gonna have a much bigger role this season, she really gets her moments
Tia Kofi (the host): giving that big sisterly advice, yeah?
Joe: ...........yyeah.
Having read the comics (and This Winter) and knowing that Tori is actually gonna be going through it pretty hard this season, I bet Joe was thinking 'well no not really' in his head when asked that LMAO
Like this is the season where she's finally gonna get to be more than 'big sister who pops up and gives random advice + banter for 5 seconds before leaving', come on now!!!
#jay talks#heartstopper#tori spring#she is the thing i am most excited for#AND DURING THIS CONVO THEY SHOWED A CLIP OF WHAT MUST BE THE THIS WINTER BIT#WITH CHARLIE ABOUT TO LEAVE THE HOUSE TO GO TO NICKS AND TORI CRYING#I AM READY. I AM SAT
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mwa! :3 💖(nervously...i apologize for not interacting with u more T_T)
mwah!!! <3333
and dont apologize youre totally fine! im not the best at interacting either, plus ive been too hyperfixated on mha to think about much else T-T
#im still not used to tumblr#its also a weird period rn because im getting ready for college#teehee!!#but dw youre totally ok!!#if u ever just wanna start a random convo with me somewhere i am totally fine with that !!#i say that because im bad at starting convos myself lmaoooooo T-T
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#okay I have had one very good venting convo to industry colleague bff about interview consequence anxieties#and I feel like I was just exorcised.#I needed that#anyway I am feeling mostly prepared for the interview#and mostly somewhat prepared to deal with the aftermath whatever it may be#and a little less alone#and honestly just ready for the relief of being out of this limbo#it was a year and a half of application limbo#and almost four months of interview limbo#and it has really fucked me up in every way lmao !!!!! like I am at least medicated now but christ alive#anyway. cheers
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CLOSED STARTER for Lilette Vaz location ; the Sikkerhet trail
Decorating the trees and boulders along the Sikkerhet trail was a tradition, and even if not every witch participated in it every single year, Helia had made sure to make it consistent. After all, Easter itself didn't much draw her in, but the legends around the original holiday and how it had merged into the Catholic version did interest her. However, she'd simply made her own thing out of it, combining it with traditions she'd picked up back home.
She hung the necklace around the tree, whispering her promises and love into every knot she made as she tied it closer to the trunk. It would break at some point, but that was the promise she shared. As with every ornament on the trail, it was meant to slowly return to the forest. The magic was in the creation and the care.
The spirits fluttered around her and pushed her mind back to reality, as she was told of a familiar soul nearby. She turned swiftly.
Two years.
It was almost like she was in a dream. Because she had started to forget her promise to wait, the one she'd made herself when Lilette had left. "Am I dreaming?" she asked.
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Played fuckin D1 rugby players today (we are D3 for the record) and for the entire 30 minutes I was on the field they did not score. Neither did we, mind, but while I was with the pack those fucks did not score and that's what matters.
#i landed in two inches of frigid standing water at least three times. did about twelve back to back scrums. dunno the tackle#number there were many. one dog pile that fucked my neck a bit because that blond bitch diagonal from me kept wrenching#i played with the starting pack and im very proud of everyone. i could have done better but I didn't go into it with the best headspace#had some good convo with coaches tho about the pack and our set up and tbh they felt i did solid for my game time so maybe its me#being hard on myself#got a lovely drunken ode of admiration from the fierce side captain which had me ready to cry#rest of my squad is out partying with the dc team. i am soaking these old bones and hoping they get home safe#im the sober dd as always this season#brunch at 11 tomorrow 🥂. Saturday is a Rugby really means your weekend is never your own lmao
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I want to become The 03!Royai Woman but I need to also keep making mangahood royai for clout and numbers on the internet
#crystal convos#disclaimer: i love mangahood royai!!!!!!!!!!!!#But 03royai is underappreciated and underutilized and i am a little critter ready to fill that niche in the ecosystem
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I've never been a "born in the wrong generation" type of guy because for So Many reasons I would be dead. Full stop like I would have died during childbirth I would have died of appendicitis age 8 and that's not even factoring in my queerness and neurodivergency and ultimately my mental health (carefully maintained thanks to support/modern advances in medicine and treatment). On Top Of That my hobbies include The Video Game and many such things that are of modern invention (adjacently: including The Device I'm typing this out on right now which has become my main avenue of communication to the outside world)
But I'm just saying that. It WOULD be nice. To exist in a world where fluorescent lighting doesn't exist and everything is possibly 99% less overstimulating all of the time forever.
#and like. a little less capitalist dystopia. i could do with less of that.#but focusing primarily on my own struggle. it's just a bummer sometimes like#i genuinely had fun!!! w my sisters and friends!!! esp at the arcade w ddr that is ALWAYS so fun#but man you can't even take me to your own damn house unless if you're ready to accept vampire rules.#my sister can/does dim the lights if i ask and i don't mind asking it's just fucking crazy to me like#damn uoy guys live like this. bright ass lights ten diff convos at once music in the bg. what if i died on this beanbag#BUT. THAT IS. one thing that is very nice i AM allowed to die on the beanbag!!!!!!! i'm allowed to cozy up and rest#while everyone does their own thing and i can listen in and chime in every now and again. severely underrated tbh#i really only feel a little hopeless when i think about like. public spaces where the only thing i can control is myself#IF i am ever employable again my requirements would be. no florescent lighting. i will die.#which like. kind of limits my prospects.#i do enjoy outdoors/physical work actually though so. i'm just limited bc i have to bind.#i am. so severely. banking on top surgery working out. it won't be a cure-all but by god it WILL open up my options#plus the. constant fatigue. of binding. but not binding is even worse. i need divine intervention (surgery)#SAD. well there are other people in yhe world#but man rhat is like my fave joke to make but i feel so much sadness attached to it. the world will move on without me.#there are a million other people who are far more capable. much 'easier'. ect.#and i know the answer is well there's only one me and there are a handful of people who love me. who keep me and include me#i am very thankful for that.#it's just a bit of a bummer sometimes. i stay silly and have the most fun i can but i am a little sad about it.
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i love my gf dearly. but she is very much often oblivious to things and still not well informed in how to talk to someone who has struggled with eating disorders and body dysmophia for over a decade
#we had a conversation the other night and she asked if i wanted to get summer bod ready with her#and it’s been pvp me vs brain ever since. at the point where i must admit i was triggered#i knew when she said it 😭 i was like oh no this is gonna be bad#so i tried to steer away from the convo and be like ‘ehh that’s not really a good idea for someone who’s had my type of food relationship’#and she was like ‘oh no but it’s not about eating! it’s about etc etc etc’#and every comment she’s made about me bein soft in the tum is back and the thought loop of#wondering/ knowing i’d be more attractive to her if i lost weight again#fighting it so hard and i am not winning this battle and she’s feeling really shitty about stuff rn#so i don’t wanna say anything#ed tw
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// @lullcbies
scotty grumbled under his breath as he pushed his way through the very crowded club, trying his best to find where aurora had run off to. all eyes were on her after the breakup with her on and off again boyfriend, who scotty wasn't a huge fan of. he thought this would be great for her, she could start fresh without him weighing her down but it seemed to be doing the exact opposite. he had been instructed to keep a close eye on her, the last thing her manager wanted was for more damage control as they called it. already it seemed easier said than done, it was like at every turn she was slipping out from under his gaze and sneaking off. when he finally caught up to her, he grabbed her arm for a moment so he could catch her attention. "hey..." he muttered, giving her a serious look as he caught her eyes. "we should get going. finish your drink and i'll get the car to come around front. we've already overstayed our welcome."
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Transhumanism sounds great until you think about the megacorporation formerly known as Alphabet-Meta-Apple-Amazon paywalling the memories you uploaded onto their servers, or repossessing your cybernetic eyes bc you couldn't afford the Shrimp Vision subscription anymore, or what might happen if you try to jailbreak/root your neural uplink and brick it instead. It's like these people read Neuromancer and didn't realize it was meant to be a dystopia.
#who am i kidding. they probably watched ready player one and overlooked the environmental catastrophes there in favor of the cool VR tech#ignore me i've just had a v annoying convo with an irl friend lol#self.txt
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I just love it when other Muslim people see me then say "Assalamualaikum". Like- that is such a gratifying experience??
I could literally be walking, then a mom with her two kids, wearing a white hijab says "Assalamualaikum" and I'm like ma'am, are you aware of the overburdening and crushing respect I have for you?
AND MEN! When men say "Assalamualaikum" 😭 unprompted? Clearly? With a smile?
Dude, hey, if you need someone to take a bullet for you, I'm there.
But every Muslim who displays their religion outwardly and proudly like that (if they are able to ofc)? With a deep passion for their religion?
You are... literally one of the best humans in the universe. May Allah grant your biggest duas as quickly as possible cuz you guys are literal royalty and I love you. Just a reminder. Thanks for coming to my little rant.
#i wrote this immediately after i got greeted with assalamualaikum#i was ready to burst out crying#im sorry i say a stuttered assalamualaikum back#im just dazed and am wondering if im tasting heaven#the sense of community! TGE SENSE OF- SKAOSJBEJW#its amazing#islam#islamic reminders#islampost#muslims#assalamualaikum#muslim community#hijabi#muslimah#quotidian convos
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bouncing off the walls from our session today, we talked to people who're living inside a dead god which we found out THEY KILLED, had to make a hasty retreat as the dead god meat grew around our ship, and then landed on our witch's previous coven HQ expecting the worst but getting??? a very warm welcome????
#landfall!!#rambling miru#AAAAAAAAAAAA#i love these boys so much#and BELLA!!!!#I wanna know what's up with her I have mad respect for her leaving mid convo#and RAINE!! my BOY I'm so concerned#also a little bit expecting him to bring up the war crimes and what that might entail#AND ALUNNNNNN please please me and keith are praying and hoping you just have a nice time catching up and being deified but also#very concerned. very like ok this is very cool and I'm so happy for you!! I am still ready to kill at a moments notice!!#also you said there were attractive people where you're from and hot damn you weren't jokin' huh
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i want to make a long detailed post about how i personally characterize sparrow but i feel like nobody is ready for that conversation
#i analyzed sparrow oak garcia and the results are NOT what you think#no but really he is#i know everyone sees him as this exhausted overwhelmed emotional guy and#i get that i really do#in fact its probably more loyal to canon#however i raise you the idea that maybe sparrow would choose lark over his son#😳 oop#BUT YALL ARENT READY FOR THAT CONVO#who am i if not the person in the fandom with the most unpopular batshit crazy opinions#ill orobably delete this i need to go to bed#its gonna be alright
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not my coworker wanting to get a tumblr account. not her wanting to follow me 😭. PLEASE ABBY YOU DONT WANT TO SEE HOW CRINGE I AM ON HERE. sobs. we talk about arcane but she doesnt need to see an insane amount of caitvi fanart on her dash and how much i inherently thrist over vi 😭😭. dear titan ffs.
(shes chill but like hhhhh)
#why am i like this#look if she gets discord idfk what shed do on there#i wouldnt be mad if she had my tumblr but like idk if im ready for anyone irl to read my fanfiction and i kinda advertise that all over here#BUT we do talk abt writing. i do tell her abt fanfic. idfk if she does anytjing of the sorts but hhh im so cringe#convo w her is so nice i do like talking to her
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