#I am NOT ready for that convo
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my mother: *talking about inclusivity at her work and how she supports everyone and who they love whilst looking directly at me*
me, who’s so far into the closet that I’m playing uno with Dean Winchester: *gulp*
#hehehhe#not joking#i was terrified#but it’s fine#totally#completely#like I love her but god#I am NOT ready for that convo#dean winchester#closeted#bi dean#bisexaul#genderfluid#polyamourous#panic#don't panic#destiel#deancas#casdean
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jj died not because of rudy pankow leaving after s4
jj died because producers are too greedy to end the show exactly where it needs to end while it’s still a netflix cash-cow
#rudy is free to go like#are we ready for this convo or am i alone#outer banks#obx#rudy pankow#jj maybank#obx spoilers#outer banks spoilers#obx 4 spoilers#outer banks 4 spoilers
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I'm watching my first ever ashswag video and I'm only 8 mins in — cAN SOMEBODY EXPLAIN WHY HE'S TALKING LIKE HE'S TRYING TO SHOVE WORDS DOWN MY EARS AND INTO MY BRAIN????? WHAT IS GOING ON? IS HE LIKE THIS ALL THE TIME???
#i feel overloaded with information even tho not a lot has happened#like MY GUY. CHILL OUT#TAKE A BREATH I DON'T THINK I'VE HEARD YOU BREATHE THIS WHOLE ASS TIME--#he went from nothing to killing 2 ppl and having full netherite in EIGHT. MINUTES of video. what the fuck#also why is his video style like he's rushing through the homework IN CLASS bc he forgot and has to submit it RIGHT NOW??#like. he's RUSHING through this thing#does#does he even BREATHE#anyway#get ready for Djevel's Descent Into Madness™ — ashswag Edition!#ashswag#mcyt#he also talks in THE MOST monotone/neutral voice tone EVER#he's rushing through his words ALL THE TIME but like. is talking like this convo is about the fucking WEATHER#what's going on#what am i watching
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NO WAY THIS MAN JUST CALLED ME TO COME 😭😭😭😭😭😭
#WJEHSKSJKD??????#USING MY SISTER’S PHONE TOO#my ex situationship btw#we have a lil christmas party but i decided not to go since im so fucking tired and my feet hurts#but ajyway#the convo literally went:#me: who’s this?#him: its [name] 🧍🏻♀️ why aren’t you coming?#me: why?#him: what do you mean why? we barely see each other#THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKK#yeah so here i am about to be picked up in 30 mins as i get ready </3#fuuuuuuck#my gAWD i was gonna spend the night fantasizing about my 2d men … harumasa and scara </3#the way he was like “what could you possibly doing at 8pm” IM TUCKING MYSELF EARLY TO BED THAT IS!#pray for me
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Ramadan Mubarak everyone 💖 Hope to see y'all again sometime after April 11th
#quotidian convos#guys i am SO ready#and pumped#for two things:#Ramadan obviously#and content#i have so much content already done and edited its amazing#and so much more in the works too#but! After Ramadan!#this month is me time where i focus on the things i need#not just as a Muslim but as a person#and frankly#i'm a little more than excited to engage in this me time
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Watching the heartstopper podcast and there's a bit like:
Joe: Tori's gonna have a much bigger role this season, she really gets her moments
Tia Kofi (the host): giving that big sisterly advice, yeah?
Joe: ...........yyeah.
Having read the comics (and This Winter) and knowing that Tori is actually gonna be going through it pretty hard this season, I bet Joe was thinking 'well no not really' in his head when asked that LMAO
Like this is the season where she's finally gonna get to be more than 'big sister who pops up and gives random advice + banter for 5 seconds before leaving', come on now!!!
#jay talks#heartstopper#tori spring#she is the thing i am most excited for#AND DURING THIS CONVO THEY SHOWED A CLIP OF WHAT MUST BE THE THIS WINTER BIT#WITH CHARLIE ABOUT TO LEAVE THE HOUSE TO GO TO NICKS AND TORI CRYING#I AM READY. I AM SAT
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mwa! :3 💖(nervously...i apologize for not interacting with u more T_T)
mwah!!! <3333
and dont apologize youre totally fine! im not the best at interacting either, plus ive been too hyperfixated on mha to think about much else T-T
#im still not used to tumblr#its also a weird period rn because im getting ready for college#teehee!!#but dw youre totally ok!!#if u ever just wanna start a random convo with me somewhere i am totally fine with that !!#i say that because im bad at starting convos myself lmaoooooo T-T
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CLOSED STARTER for Lilette Vaz location ; the Sikkerhet trail
Decorating the trees and boulders along the Sikkerhet trail was a tradition, and even if not every witch participated in it every single year, Helia had made sure to make it consistent. After all, Easter itself didn't much draw her in, but the legends around the original holiday and how it had merged into the Catholic version did interest her. However, she'd simply made her own thing out of it, combining it with traditions she'd picked up back home.
She hung the necklace around the tree, whispering her promises and love into every knot she made as she tied it closer to the trunk. It would break at some point, but that was the promise she shared. As with every ornament on the trail, it was meant to slowly return to the forest. The magic was in the creation and the care.
The spirits fluttered around her and pushed her mind back to reality, as she was told of a familiar soul nearby. She turned swiftly.
Two years.
It was almost like she was in a dream. Because she had started to forget her promise to wait, the one she'd made herself when Lilette had left. "Am I dreaming?" she asked.
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heading to thanksgiving dressed as the weird emo cousin
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i'm so worried abt soobin like the fact he wrote a handwritten letter & posted it makes me feel so sad.. he shouldn't have had to do that but i understand it was mostly for moas sake. & all i see on twt is moas downplaying it & not treating his situation as anything serious which is pissing me tf off. honestly kpop twt is just a whole shitshow in general but it still somehow leaves me in disbelief how ppl ignore things & would rather fight abt stupid shit than worry abt what's happening to their favs & the emotional & physically things they're going through. like beomgyu literally hurt his foot a few months back & even then he barely got a break???? they scream abt wanting them to have a break and rest but then ignore everything a day later like what???? srry for venting in ur asks but everything that's been happening to these idols is rlly upsetting & the fact these companies keep treating them like objects instead of humans makes me mad, the same way "their fans" try to preach they're not doing but literally treat them the way their company expects, which is like an object. also srry if none of this makes sense its 6am, i should sleep anyways gn thanks for reading all this & srry again for ranting. 😭
don't feel bad for ranting this is all very valid! also i totally forgot beomgyu hurt his foot a while ago and he didn't get proper time to rest for that either omfg but yeah, the way twt stans react to these situations always leaves me in disbelief. they are gonna try to get hit tweets out of this situation and not even do anything about it. i already see tweets on my for you tab of just that and i know for a fact these people don't care about their well being at all.
what i keep learning time and time again, is that kpop fans just want entertainment and to not talk about how bad this industry is towards idols. i feel like, as fans, we should always acknowledge that while we consume their music and see their performances and also consume content. this is a conversation that should be had in our space and should be taken seriously but i remember a while back when my moa mutuals and i were concerned about them having yet another comeback and other moas on twt were telling the moas that were concerned to not talk about it because we were "ruining the mood" and we should be "happy" for them. it's mind boggling because i can't be happy in this situation knowing they had to rehearse for a comeback while also preparing for a tour and, as much these people wanna make you believe this is normal, it's not.
now we got to an extreme situation which was a member going on hiatus and it being the leader it makes everything more complicated and hard. i knew the minute soobin did a handwritten letter and posted it that this situation was definitely very serious and i think it's finally dawning on everyone that it is very serious because beomgyu was crying on live in front of thousands of fans and i don't think this would happen unless he wasn't very affected as well. i hate how moas on twt are gonna treat this as another "cute" moment that proves how close they are and not as something severe that needs to be actually discussed as a fandom. we could absolutely fight for their rights but these people would rather not talk about it because they are so concerned about their own entertainment and interests that they end up seeing txt as just that: a source of entertainment and not humans.
as you know, i'm constantly advocating for a hybe boycott (i think it's obvious by now kdjgkd) but days ago, there was this anti boycotter moa that posted a notes app rant about how a boycott would hurt txt and even went on to call them "products" and i don't even know if they realized they did it but i feel like that was a slip and that's how they genuinely see them. these kpop twt stans talk like music executives. they are constantly bringing up stats, stream numbers and album sales like that's so god damn important. we have a member that went on hiatus recently and this is all you care about? truly just depraved. i was once again reminded how this mass streaming/mass consumption culture that is so present in kpop nowadays is destroying kpop stans view on idols to the point they don't even realize they are dehumanizing idols. it's very bleak and i just wanna do everything i can to help.
this year has been a mess for kpop. that's why most of the year i was so disconnected to it because i was not enjoying any release because there was always some sort of problem happening. there's a humongous list of bad things that happened that just outweighed the good ones and from what i've seen, a lot of people agree on this. working with zionists, kicking out idols out of groups for dating, overworking them, mistreating them, the media going on a witch hunt to tear down anybody and anyone, the hybe vs min heejin debacle that ended up involving groups that didn't need to be involved and i could go on because this is what i remember from the top of my head (lmao).
all of this to say... we should do better. we should 100% try to get these companies to us no matter what. i feel like these situations will get worse since these companies are getting more and more desperate for money since many of them have huge debts and so what will happen is that idols will get even more overworked and mistreated and we need to actually speak up and take action. boycotting is one of them, talking about it constantly is another, and mobilizing people in any way also helps. if you are not happy about these situations just do something! just do anything!
#this is long i'm sorry LOL#but i am always ready for these convos and then i remember things to add#but don't feel bad for sending this because it's important we talk about these things openly#i just hope it gets people thinking in any way#and makes them change their mind#asks#anon
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Played fuckin D1 rugby players today (we are D3 for the record) and for the entire 30 minutes I was on the field they did not score. Neither did we, mind, but while I was with the pack those fucks did not score and that's what matters.
#i landed in two inches of frigid standing water at least three times. did about twelve back to back scrums. dunno the tackle#number there were many. one dog pile that fucked my neck a bit because that blond bitch diagonal from me kept wrenching#i played with the starting pack and im very proud of everyone. i could have done better but I didn't go into it with the best headspace#had some good convo with coaches tho about the pack and our set up and tbh they felt i did solid for my game time so maybe its me#being hard on myself#got a lovely drunken ode of admiration from the fierce side captain which had me ready to cry#rest of my squad is out partying with the dc team. i am soaking these old bones and hoping they get home safe#im the sober dd as always this season#brunch at 11 tomorrow 🥂. Saturday is a Rugby really means your weekend is never your own lmao
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I want to become The 03!Royai Woman but I need to also keep making mangahood royai for clout and numbers on the internet
#crystal convos#disclaimer: i love mangahood royai!!!!!!!!!!!!#But 03royai is underappreciated and underutilized and i am a little critter ready to fill that niche in the ecosystem
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I've never been a "born in the wrong generation" type of guy because for So Many reasons I would be dead. Full stop like I would have died during childbirth I would have died of appendicitis age 8 and that's not even factoring in my queerness and neurodivergency and ultimately my mental health (carefully maintained thanks to support/modern advances in medicine and treatment). On Top Of That my hobbies include The Video Game and many such things that are of modern invention (adjacently: including The Device I'm typing this out on right now which has become my main avenue of communication to the outside world)
But I'm just saying that. It WOULD be nice. To exist in a world where fluorescent lighting doesn't exist and everything is possibly 99% less overstimulating all of the time forever.
#and like. a little less capitalist dystopia. i could do with less of that.#but focusing primarily on my own struggle. it's just a bummer sometimes like#i genuinely had fun!!! w my sisters and friends!!! esp at the arcade w ddr that is ALWAYS so fun#but man you can't even take me to your own damn house unless if you're ready to accept vampire rules.#my sister can/does dim the lights if i ask and i don't mind asking it's just fucking crazy to me like#damn uoy guys live like this. bright ass lights ten diff convos at once music in the bg. what if i died on this beanbag#BUT. THAT IS. one thing that is very nice i AM allowed to die on the beanbag!!!!!!! i'm allowed to cozy up and rest#while everyone does their own thing and i can listen in and chime in every now and again. severely underrated tbh#i really only feel a little hopeless when i think about like. public spaces where the only thing i can control is myself#IF i am ever employable again my requirements would be. no florescent lighting. i will die.#which like. kind of limits my prospects.#i do enjoy outdoors/physical work actually though so. i'm just limited bc i have to bind.#i am. so severely. banking on top surgery working out. it won't be a cure-all but by god it WILL open up my options#plus the. constant fatigue. of binding. but not binding is even worse. i need divine intervention (surgery)#SAD. well there are other people in yhe world#but man rhat is like my fave joke to make but i feel so much sadness attached to it. the world will move on without me.#there are a million other people who are far more capable. much 'easier'. ect.#and i know the answer is well there's only one me and there are a handful of people who love me. who keep me and include me#i am very thankful for that.#it's just a bit of a bummer sometimes. i stay silly and have the most fun i can but i am a little sad about it.
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i love my gf dearly. but she is very much often oblivious to things and still not well informed in how to talk to someone who has struggled with eating disorders and body dysmophia for over a decade
#we had a conversation the other night and she asked if i wanted to get summer bod ready with her#and it’s been pvp me vs brain ever since. at the point where i must admit i was triggered#i knew when she said it 😭 i was like oh no this is gonna be bad#so i tried to steer away from the convo and be like ‘ehh that’s not really a good idea for someone who’s had my type of food relationship’#and she was like ‘oh no but it’s not about eating! it’s about etc etc etc’#and every comment she’s made about me bein soft in the tum is back and the thought loop of#wondering/ knowing i’d be more attractive to her if i lost weight again#fighting it so hard and i am not winning this battle and she’s feeling really shitty about stuff rn#so i don’t wanna say anything#ed tw
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// @lullcbies
scotty grumbled under his breath as he pushed his way through the very crowded club, trying his best to find where aurora had run off to. all eyes were on her after the breakup with her on and off again boyfriend, who scotty wasn't a huge fan of. he thought this would be great for her, she could start fresh without him weighing her down but it seemed to be doing the exact opposite. he had been instructed to keep a close eye on her, the last thing her manager wanted was for more damage control as they called it. already it seemed easier said than done, it was like at every turn she was slipping out from under his gaze and sneaking off. when he finally caught up to her, he grabbed her arm for a moment so he could catch her attention. "hey..." he muttered, giving her a serious look as he caught her eyes. "we should get going. finish your drink and i'll get the car to come around front. we've already overstayed our welcome."
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Transhumanism sounds great until you think about the megacorporation formerly known as Alphabet-Meta-Apple-Amazon paywalling the memories you uploaded onto their servers, or repossessing your cybernetic eyes bc you couldn't afford the Shrimp Vision subscription anymore, or what might happen if you try to jailbreak/root your neural uplink and brick it instead. It's like these people read Neuromancer and didn't realize it was meant to be a dystopia.
#who am i kidding. they probably watched ready player one and overlooked the environmental catastrophes there in favor of the cool VR tech#ignore me i've just had a v annoying convo with an irl friend lol#self.txt
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