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supposed to just be doing a run of just…playing through to make sure it Works and instead have somehow reached 70k words 👍
#ramblings#I just read a scene think yea this can be so much better#I also got super sick again#I think my dog’s excessive shedding has gotten to me#alas
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Wanted to doodle some comfort bros to balance out the angst of my recent posts lol
Hey pookies! Just wanted to say I really appreciate all the love and support I've been receiving lately for Decoded! I always love your comments/asks/fanart/memes, it genuinely has been bringing me so much joy and I'm so grateful for it <3
I know I said I had a lot of art to post (and then proceeded to post none of it LOL) I'm just a little overwhelmed rn with some life stuff so sorry for the wait! I also have a lot asks that I haven't gotten to and I apologize for that as well!
Trying my best to keep up, but I haven't had a lot of time recently. Art's gonna be a little delayed, but don't worry Chapter 8 is still gonna come out this Saturday as scheduled!
#wild kratts#chris kratt#martin kratt#littlecrittereli#also if you ever make fanart or smth and I don't respond after a while its probably bc it got burried in my notifs#feel free to @ me again or send me an ask#i promise im not sick again LOL#(though I probably just jinxed it watch me come back on here tomorrow and tell you all i got Tuberculosis)#KNOCKING ON WOOD SO HARD BC MY BODY WOULD ABSOLUTELY DO THAT TO ME#ANYWAYS IM rambling Im just super grateful for the feedback Ive been getting and I dont know how to express it very well#so i hope i can make it clear!! i appreciate it!!!#ok thanks bye im gonna go pass out for 13 hours now <333
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"ooooh thank you! Thank you! Thank you!!!"
They'd be good friends I like to thinmk
#hoppy being very super touchy when happy or excited#catnap being touch averse with some exceptions (and preferring prior warning)#hoppy forgetting this fact and grabbing n' tugging him around when she gets excited anwyas (she'll apologize later)#they're so sillyyy#all the ways the critters get along on a one by one basis is so interesting to me I like to think about what makes them all click#im rambling again oops oops hoppy catnap friendship is also peak i take no criticism /silly#poppy playtime#poppy playtime chapter 3#smiling critters#smiling critters fanart#catnap#hoppy hopscotch#poppy playtime fanart#sorry for disappearing for half a week I got sick and then just. didn't really draw sorry about that one chat#thats pretty normal behavior for me actually dw if I ever go silent for a while that's my norm unfortunately
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#kirby#food#mouse#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#gonna go to the pet store tomorrow to take a look 🐭#(I've wanted more mice for like. a couple years now. but I kinda forgot when I got super extra sick last fall.)#also fun fact today's kirby is number 2222#it won't line up again like that for about 3 years (for 3333)
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my friend from public speaking saw me down the hall and went EEEEEBIEEEEEE !!!! and ran up to catch the elevator with me. we went for a walk around a nearby park and took in the destruction from the hurricane together ^_^
#also I hung out with a couple buddies the other day !#we talked about conspiracies and Existence and shit#it was awesome#im on the school discord w/ one of them and he's super chill I want to hang out with him again#I can always spot him because he has the POOFIEST hair I've ever seen#he had a SICK fucking backpack that was like. some goblin thing out of the 80's. it looked soooo cool. we ate lunch together#I asked him where he got it and he said some website along the lines of Joyful critters. and I was like does this critter bring you joy#and he was like Oh yeah#we were supposed to go to a live model and draw naked people but they cancelled it because of that bitch Helene#I have so many friends here .. it's so nice ....I want to hang out with and get to know all of them !!!!!!
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PHOBIA OF SEAWEED IS AN ACTUAL THING?????????????????? you see i am not afraid of the open waters nor am i scared of the things that live there,, like i regularly spend time watching deep sea videos i think they're so cool but oh my fucking god the idea of KELP IS MAKING ME LIKE ACTUALLY TWITCH EEEEEEEEUUUUUUUGHHH okok actually looking at it is kind of fine but the thought of it touching my feet is genuinely making me wanna throw up😭😭😭😭😭
#this is such a stupid thing bc sometimes it's fine#i live by the ocean i am a fish i have seen seaweed i have touched seaweed but it's different when you grab it on purpose compared to it#just randomly touching you#DOES THAT EVEN MAKE SENSE#OMFG I'M GONNA SPIRAL#like once i thought i was gonna drown#mickey lore time#we were paddleboarding with my family and then me and my brother got off it and we started swimming to the shore and like we're both very#good swimmers so this was nothing insane aaand there were no waves or anything and my parents were still close by#but then at one point i was like oh i wonder how deep this actually is and i went under and i tried to touch the ground and sEAAWEEEDDDDD#EEEEEEEEEEEEEEUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I FEEL SICK JUST THINKING ABT ITTT#and it freaked me out so fucking bad and then i suddenly felt so tired and i just wanted to get out but i was still far away and i couldn't#stop thinking abt how it's gonna touch my feet again lmao#and i was very very very close to a panic attack in the water😭😭#oops#anyway i survived and i never told anybody i thought i was gonna drown bc i am not a pussy like that whewwwww#also. when i played subnautica (i only played for a few hours) i was more afraid of the fuckass kelp forest than anything else😭😭😭#i started thinking abt this bc i saw a video of a man in this dark scary cave (????) and like it was fine i was super intrigued until he pu#his fucking foot on the rock and you can just see the layer of seaweed i almost jumped out of my bed FUUCKKK THATTT
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Hey y'all! Do you have any advice for a nine year old who wants to make video games? Is there like a program he can use to learn how to do that, or a game that teaches programming aimed at kids, or heck idk what to ask here I know pretty much nothing about making games Basically, the kidlet I used to babysit wants to make his own video game, and has been (somewhat inexplicably) making google doc slideshows about it because he doesn't know how to make games but if there's a way he could that would be awesome! Any advice is appreciated, I seriously know nothing about this but I want to support him
#the person behind the yarn#I love him so much but also I have no idea what he's talking about#and tbh I don't think he knows where to start either#I only know very very basic programming#because one summer as a teenager a then-friend bet me I couldn't learn it#so I did a whole bunch of...codecademy? I think?#but that was before I got sick-sick and the memory is sorta blurry#like. I know at one point I knew it. I also know I do not know how to do it now#but suspect if I tried learning it again it'd be easier the second time#for the record I did prove that friend wrong! I did learn programming#my memories from before I got super sick are just very hit or miss and that's not one of the skills that I kept once I got better#I am also not as good at catching lizards as I once was and I gotta say#the lizard thing is more disappointing to me than the coding thing lol
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To me personally malistaire is the funniest and most pathetic villain wizard101 has ever had AND I MEAN THAT SINCERELY!!! Between doomed children who have been manipulated, groomed, and isolated into becoming products of their environments, someone scorned who has been punished unfairly by having your biological heart torn out your chest and turning your children and all of reality against you to satiate their own ego, a nonhuman entity so powerful and so clueless they unintentionally threaten the lives of everyone around them, Malistaire FELL DOWN BRO. Like yeah you're bitchless now. You and me both. Get in line. Everyone in this room is bitchless. We are ALL living that ✨💅🏾💃🕺 Single Life™. You are a middle-aged man. Cope
#this post is lighthearted btw JELAJWODJTU i aint actually mad#but like...... malistaire as a villain is kinda mid though im sorry. IM SORRY ill take the L opinion if i have to#its one thing if he lost his wife to unfair systematic negligence or thru someone else's doings or smth but. no she just got sick bro 😐#HWMSNFLEKSDIDOA EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE I WILL GIVW A BAD OPINION AND THIS IS ONE OF THEM. i cant be right ALL the time /j#like if i dont focus on malistaire's motives and just his ACTIONS he seems super metal#but then he does ALLLLL of that heinous shit because his wife died. like thats absolutely very sad but damn get a grip#(fandom starts breaking in my windows and drags me out into the street) IM SORRY IM SORRY LOOK ITS JUST NOT MY CUP OF TEA#ive never been invested in those Mr. Freeze types of villains where a person they love dies due to normal circumstances-#and they go fucking BERSERK. they LOSE IT. they go like “well okay fuck the entire world i guess nothing matters” and then kill people#LIKE IF IT'S DONE IN A CERTAIN WAY I CAN BE INVESTED but more often than not to me? its just kind of funny#like “okay damn there was only ONE person keeping you from being a national criminal? okay”#and you know what? thats a mood actually. thats a mood#without my cat i probanly would have become the president by now#for some reason its a little diff for me if its like a child you lost and idk why#like if malistaire lost a kid instead of his wife id probably be more inclined to feel bad and thats terribly fucked up JSLSJSJSJ#you know what its also bias because in some shape or form i relate to all the other villains. morganthe and duncan especially#whereas in malitsaire's case i have never been married. which i mean doesnt stop me from tryna be more synpathetic i guess but im just not#ONCE AGAIN FEEL VERY BAD FOR HIM AND SULVIA. like losing someone to sickness or any reason really is a serious thing#but in terms of a fictional setting with fictional characters where one of them decides to commit genocide over it? 🧍 like okay boo u do u#i will gladly give up my mantle for the “most reasonable opinions” guy in the fandom foe this one. i deserve it#wizard101#w101#wiz101#text posts#malistaire drake
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my mum picking me up this morning: you're not as hungover as i thought you'd be
me, just yacked in an alleyway: yeah haha
#it's 3pm now and i still cant believe that happened that was. an experience#basically my mate's 21st coincided with her sister's 30th so they both had this big joint Event last night#where they literally rented out a farm house and the field nearby and set up a whole campsite and barbeque and everything#it was really random but also really good esp bc ive been friends with this girl since we were super young#and our mums were friends so ive just got. lots of connections to her family and it was nice seeing them all again#but there was fully like 60 people at this thing and i DID drink more than i meant to but i wasn't paralytic which is good#and my hangover ISNT that bad in terms of how bad my hangovers can get#it's just that my mate's dad picked us both up at 9am this morning which was already going to be... rough#and then proceeded to do the bumpiest drive down the country lanes ive ever experienced#i was literally grinding my teeth like i am NOT about to throw up in this man's car please if there is a god do not let me throw up#and i didn't! my mum picked me up from this (thankfully very quiet) road that has this rickety old alley coming off it#and i had the very humbling moment of 'im actually going to be sick aren't i' and had to WAIT FOR AN OLD WOMAN#TO FUCKING MEANDER OUT OF THE ALLEY AND WALK FAR AWAY ENOUGH FOR ME TO AT LEAST HAVE A SHRED OF DIGNITY#and proceeded to throw up. in a public alleyway. at 9:30am on a sunday. so of course i needed to tell you guys about it#im now force feeding myself garlic bread. im going to manchester tomorrow. i have a flight at the crack of dawn on tuesday#what is even going on anymore#also fully did just do nos last night with some 30 year olds. i cannot express how fucking odd a thing that is for me to do#actually no i can express it bc youse know that im funny about drugs so for me to not even be that drunk#and get offered a fucking balloon of all things and be like 'yeah why not!' is.... odd#i know i inhaled wrong though bc it didn't do a thing which honestly im happy about <3#hella goes home
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heres to another 3 hours (at minimum) of school work! (ive been sick since last week Wednesday. ive been working on catching up since 8:30am. its is currently 6pm. ive taken another small dose of adhd meds so either this work is getting done or im ending up on the news)
#adrian.txt#last week of the trimester always kicks my ass#oh yeah i also have band chair auditions suposed to be today but postponed till wednesday#so i need to carry a whole as bass clarinet case with me back to school tomorrow then back home again in order#to utalize the fuck outa this extra time#ive actually been super productive tho ive emaildd 2 of my teachers got 2 extentions#interveiwed an interior designer for my architecture and design class#finnished a whole days work worth of ap world notes (ive still got another half of day work left tonight)#being sick (mentally first then physically cause mental health can turn physical real fast so take care of youself) sucks#but that comeback if whenever possible feels GREAT#RAHHHHHHHHHHH#i need to learn how to remember this feeling for when i inevitably get worse again cause the definition of pmdd
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wow so...that was a week.
#so much happened#and it feels so bittersweet#i celebrated my birthday with friends for the first time in a long while#and im still gonna be seeing them again for another outing#but at the same time i lost a dear pet and my emotions are all over the place#85% of the time im just chilling and doing my own thing#and then ill look back on my gallery and shared media i see her and i get sad all over again#doesnt help that its been super rainy and overcast (in a compounding depreshun type of way)#she was one of my biggest comforts during the worst of the pandemic#and it tears at me that she just got sick all of a sudden i wish i knew sooner#if i end up writing smth sad thats how u know the demons won#dellet-asides#also on an unrelated note: with the weather issues my tumblr mobile cant load any pictures
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solvei in the ancient hook au has this recurring nightmare about her waking up in the middle of the night to her family eating rotting fish and crude oil, and her being served skagen's eye with the ancient hook that gives peoples stands through it 👍
#i think in this au she was with him when he got hooked through the eye#maybe. i think. i havent decided yet#also super hard trying to translate pyret into something that makes sense in english lol#pyret is usually used as like. a word for a small child you love a lot but feel bad for?? but my dad calls me it all the time lol#feel bad for as in 'aww poor sweet thing' for example when a child is sick. does this make sense#but again solvei is in her twenties here its just a nickname for her#jjba oc#solvei stiltje#corps.oc#ancient hook au#corps.art#my style when i draw comics is always so goofy and stupid lol its quicker to draw this way
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#I had to go out and run some errands since my wife can't do them while she's in the hospital#I got it all done and I've been aggressively medicating but wow I am super tired and sick#my normal available energy in a day is 'sit uprightish on the couch' not 'walk around town for 2 hours'#she feels well enough that she would be comfortable coming home tomorrow#it's just a question of whether the weekend staff is willing to do the paperwork or not#cuz a lot of places don't do weekend discharges for her stuff#so she may be coming home monday instead.#we are working together (along with her more official types of support) to make sure this doesn't have to happen again.#(one of the people from her work wants to go visit her sunday if she's not home and offered to give me a ride)#(which will be uh. also really exhausting and painful.)#(especially with all my ~medical trauma~)#(but it would help her feel better.)
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#ignore me needleslly bellyaching into the void but this has been a very rough start to the new year#got a panel proposal to a conference rejected which sucks#next semester is looming and i have so many things to do ahead of time to meet different program requirements#i’ve been sick for like two weeks now#estranged relationship w one of my bio parents is getting difficult again#also feeling kind of strange about the new chapter of gz#it was difficult to write and i sort of wore myself out getting it done and sending it out into the world feels strange#anyway if you read it and want to lmk what you think i’d be super grateful bc it was def a work of excruciating love#(consider this me begging for comments but in a totally cool and really detached way with no hint of desperation whatsoever 🥲)#etc etc etc nothing new under the sun and i’m okay in the grand scheme of things#🤡
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I got covid for the second time probably on sunday though it wasn’t confirmed until monday, but since then certain things have tasted differently, though I'm hoping it's just the head-cold symptoms that are messing with my sinuses that's doing it, and that it will go back to normal after the cold symptoms pass. But so far it's only very few things that taste different and I'm so glad I haven't completely lost my sense of taste or anything x.x
#also I'm not even that snotty at all like I can still breathe through my nose most of the time (even though I do also sometimes struggle to#catch my breath for some reason even though I'm also not coughing that much really) but pretty much IMMEDIATELY when I got covid my voice#has gotten SUPER nasally as if I was fully congested which is so weird to me because I'M NOT?? Covid what are you doing to my body this time#i will say while i do have cold like symptoms including a sporadic mild fever so far this bout of covid is much better than last time#like at this point the first time I had covid I had trouble breathing constantly and I was so dizzy and had such bad vertigo that i could#barely walk or be upright and the room was spinning even when i was lying down (which was almost always)#it's much milder this time i think#so far at least 👀#hopefully this time i wont immediately get hit with bronchitis after it passes again#anyway this sucks wash your hands folks and wear a mask if you're sick and have to leave the house#this isnt fun#covid#my post#corona virus
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i want to read everything at once. which of course means i read nothing. obviously.
#i want to read the queens gambit and the lottery and night crawler and youth childhood dependency and the memory police#i want to reread meat market and brutes and sunburn and charmed life and the lives of christopher chant and lolita#and the haunting of hill house and her body and other parties and bestiary and the importance of music to girls and the theban plays#and so so so many more those are just the ones i have in a pile on my floor waiting to be reread but for some reason i CANT im going INSANE#also im super curious to read flick by geraldine meade bc i tried to start it when i was 14 but only got a couple chapters in before having#to stop bc i felt sick#but i dont actually remember why????#like what happened that was so bad#i was not squeamish or anything id read tons of awful shit so#we will see when i get around to reading it again ig#mo rudaí
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