#I WILL GO INSANE IF THEY GET A SHOW TOGETHER

[hornedstorys]

One Piece Shanks x Reader - Pirate bride

Warnings: Age Gap - (iam not sorry for this ;-;), Forced Marriage

You stood at the railing and stared out to sea. The sun had just set and the crew had gone to bed. The day had been relatively strenuous and had sapped the crew's strength. But you couldn't sleep. You felt restless inside and the sound of the sea mostly calmed you down.

You had been with the red-haired pirates for some time now and they were like family to you. You had grown together and your trust was growing. You laughed, ate and celebrated together and weathered every storm. Above all, you had a deep bond with your captain.

Shanks. The only man who ever became so deeply embedded in your mind that you almost went insane. But you became equally addicted to it. You couldn't deny that you had feelings for this man, despite the fact that he was older than you. But his cheeky manner made him seem ten years younger and that annoying… but breathtaking grin he always gave you made your legs go weak.

You sighed and the cold wind brushed your cheeks. You thought about how often he had saved your life. One moment in particular had marked you…

It was your wedding day. The day you thought you were looking forward to, but you weren't, because you were supposed to marry someone you didn't love and didn't know. Was there anything worse?

You knew Shanks before this big day through your friend Makino. You had worked in her bar in the meantime and had seen Shanks and his crew a lot.

“You look depressed, little one,” Shanks said, his eyes staring intently at you. Your heart warmed when he showed you that he noticed how you were feeling. You told him and the crew your story, not realizing how Shanks gripped his beer mug tighter and his eyes darkened.

He saw the tears in your eyes and the longing for unbridled freedom that you weren't allowed to have because it was simply taken from you without asking you what you even wanted. His usual cheeky manner had disappeared and he seemed thoughtful as you turned back to your work.

He and the crew came by every now and then and one day, they stayed a little longer. Right on your wedding day, as if it was destiny. You stood at the altar in a dress that felt tight even though it fit and with your heart pounding, but not with joy.

What had you done to deserve this? All you wanted was to be able to be yourself and make your own decisions. You had hoped for a miracle when the words were spoken: “If anyone present has any objections to this union, let them speak now or forever hold their peace.”

Please… all you needed was a miracle…

A single miracle… that's all you wanted…

Suddenly the door of the church was flung open and a familiar red mop of hair entered your field of vision. It was Shanks, closely followed by his men. Your eyes widened and your heart started pounding again, but this time with joy.

“I have an objection,” growled Shanks, a dangerous and confident grin on his face. Panicked pairs of eyes settled on the dreaded pirate, who was now striding towards you. His eyes never left your form for a second. You could feel your body arching in his direction as if it were magnetic.

“I'm going to get my wife back.”

Your eyes widened and Shanks pushed your intended aside, only to throw you over his shoulder. None of the people present said anything. They were too afraid of taking Benn's bullets to the face. Shanks carried you out of the church and towards his ship.

The crew jeered as their captain lowered you down, your veil still over your face. Shanks' eyes were on you again. Then he held out his hand in your direction.

“May I?” You faltered briefly, then realized what he was about to do and nodded, eyes wide. You didn't know what hit you when a stifled laugh came out of your mouth as he placed the veil over your head. But the laughter soon turned to crying and you sniffled.

“Don't cry, (Y/n). Isn't today a special day?” His voice was soft and you sniffled. He gently brushed a tear from your cheek and you blinked up at him.

“My horrible wedding?” you asked and a grin returned to Shank's lips.

“No, silly. Today is a special day because you're free to do whatever you want!”

At his words, your eyes widened and your mouth opened slightly, but no words came out. You just stared at the red-haired man.

Did he say free?

Shank's face contorted in surprise as you jumped into his arms and hugged him tightly. Tears ran down your face and wet his top. He gently placed his hand on your head.

“You don't have to worry anymore, little one,” Shanks whispers and you release yourself from his grip and look at him.

“How can I ever thank you, Shanks?” you asked, and again you let him wipe away your tears. His features were gentle as he spoke, “Stay with us.”

Actually, he wanted to say 'stay with me', he wanted you to stay with him because you were better off with him. He could protect you and give you what you needed without you having to worry about being locked up in a life you didn't want.

You didn't think twice and joined him. Then a grin crept onto your lips.

“Your wife, yes? I didn't know I was your wife, Shanks,” you teased him and you saw his cheeks turn pink and he scratched his head in embarrassment. But just as quickly as the embarrassment came, it went away and his look became more confident again as he scrutinized you.

“Well, you're already wearing the right dress.” You laughed and playfully punched him in the arm. But what you didn't tell him was that you would rather marry him than anyone else.

You woke up from the memory as footsteps approached. You knew exactly who was coming towards you and your head turned in the direction the footsteps were coming from.

“You're still awake?”

“I couldn't sleep.”

Shanks joined you, also staring out at the dark sea. You eyed him from the side.

“You still owe me a dance,” you said and Shanks furrowed his brows briefly. “A wedding dance,” you added, and now a light came on for Shanks. His head swiveled in your direction and you licked your lips. His shoulder touched yours and you felt the tingle forming in that spot.

“Is that so?” he asked teasingly and your cheeks started to glow.

“Yes!” You hesitate and your look becomes a little sadder. “Unless you don't want to.”

He looked almost offended, like a kicked puppy. Then he detached himself from the railing and bowed nobly, offering you his hand. His gaze lifted and there was something intense in his eyes.

You took his hand and suddenly he swept you away. You laughed as he led you across the deck. Whether you could call it dancing was a matter of opinion, but you had your fun. At some point, you were standing close to each other, swaying back and forth.

“You know, Shanks. When you said I was your wife, my first thought was that I would rather marry you than any other man in the world. There at the altar, I was really just waiting for you to get me out of there.” You tried to keep your voice steady as you confessed your thoughts to him.

You clung to Shank's coat as if you were afraid he would just turn around and leave. You were afraid of his reaction and whether he would push you away. But he didn't, quite the opposite. Out of nowhere, he pressed his lips to yours and you froze. Did that really just happen?

You returned the kiss and it quickly turned into a small, gentle battle of emotions. Unfortunately, you had to break away due to a lack of oxygen.

Shanks leaned forward.

“If you only knew how pleased I am to hear that, my pirate bride.

[pia-writes-things]

Others have probably said this more coherently and way better than I will but I need to get this off my chest to focus on work so here goes :

I'm obsessed with what Suzanne Collins did with Effie's character in Sunrise on the Reaping and what it means for the relation between her and Haymitch post-Hunger Games and Rebellion.

Like, obviously, it can become harder to ship Hayffie after the book bc of Haymitch's love for Lenore Dove and how he still thinks about her in the Epilogue. However, Haymitch was sixteen then, and tho I do believe you never stop loving the people you loved so fiercely as he did Lenore (especially when they die so violently), he's 42-ish in the epilogue and I do hope he's grown enough, and has enough space for healing, so that he could loved someone else.

And that's where Effie's development in Sunrise on the Reaping is genius for shiping reasons (obviously not just that, but it's a rant for another day ^^) : Effie is the only person who still knows what he was like before his Games, and she's probably the only person who knows the Games changed him and he wasn't like what the Capitol propaganda made it seem. She may not know the details, she may believe what they edited his Games to look like to the public. But she knows the whole "selfish rascal" thing was an act : she saw him with Maysilee and Wyatt and Lou Lou before the Games. So she must know. She saw how scared he was before the Games. She saw an knew him. And I personally choose to believe she at least suspects his Games were never what they looked like.

We see in SOTR how Effie is everything Katniss believed her to be in the original trilogy (clueless, naive, tone-deaf and Capitol af), but we also see that despite all that, she's not Capitol to her core. She never dehumanises the Tributes. She tries to help how she can with the little she knows and she's been taught. Suzanne Collins showed that even the most privileged people can still care and be decent and do the right thing. Yes, she drinks the Capitol propaganda kool-aid, but not to the point where she cannot even relate to and help the Tributes.

So, that, coupled with the fact that she's one of the last person to truly know Haymitch, makes me probably even more interested in their relationship and what it would mean for it to be romantic. What does it look like when you're healing with the only person who's truly known you for the last 25-30 years ish? What does it look like to finally be able to move on from all the shit that happened to you and there's this woman who's been one of the only constant during the worst years of your life? What does it look like to have your world disappear and to help rebuild a new one even tho you were one of the bad guys and there's this man who represent the other side and was also your entry and sole link to it for 25-30 ish years? How do you heal together and how do you move on from your traumas together? How do you build something when your both past your prime in life but it's also far from over and you have hope? How does it mirror Katniss and Peeta's healing?

Basically, what does it look like to heal and find your person when you're in your fourties and that person happens to both be "the other side" and the only constant in your life?

There's so much potential there, both about the larger themes in the books and for them, and I need to write it or read it, and they make me go insane.

Ok, rant over, back to work now.

[lemotmo]

911 8x18 episode thoughts and ruminations:

Okay, where to begin with this episode?

First of all:

I still think it was a good episode, but it wasn’t a good season finale episode. If this had been a midseason finale, it would have been fine, but as a grand finale? Nah.

It was still far better than the season 7 finale though. That one truly made me feel miserable.

Second:

What happened in 8b? It started out so great and then suddenly 8x14 hit us and it got progressively worse from then on, with one highlight in 8x17 and an okay 8x18 which wasn’t an episode fit for a finale.

And where is Tim Minear? He always gives a grand post episode interview and now he’s nowhere to be found? It does make you wonder what is going on at ABC and whether they still trust Tim after all of this mess.

Third: The Bobby storyline.

I really really really believed that the man was still alive. Every single thing in that narrative pointed into that direction. Not to mention the insane things that happened behind the scenes. Did Tim actually give out fake scripts to his actors to consciously mislead the audience? What a terrible thing to do. Why were the actors all laughing at that funeral BTS footage if they were all so sad that Bobby was dead? None of it adds up.

What happened with the Bobby tributes that were posted on the official social media? And why didn’t Peter get a bigger send-off?

I just don’t understand any of this.

So…

Either Bobby is still alive and we’ll find out next season OR he’s really dead and it was really poorly handled.

Fourth: The Buddie factor.

DISCLAIMER: I still very much believe that Buddie is going canon. If you don’t like that, turn away now.

(A cut to save your dash)

I have seen more than enough evidence in season 8 that it is happening. You don’t have to believe me if you don’t want to. It’s important to follow your gut on this and I’m following mine.

But please, don’t blame me or other Buddie positive people for ‘making’ you believe they would happen in season 8. That is craziness. I turned off anon for now. I’ll probably keep it turned off for a while during this hiatus. If you want to be mad at me because of a TV-show? You can do it publicly.

I have been here since day one and I have seen much more dire season endings than this one when it comes to Buddie. I’m not throwing the towel into the ring now. At least we got a lot of scenes of them together in 8, which is more than in some other seasons. And this time we got actual Buddie build up, so I’m not going anywhere.

That being said, I know full well that there was a big Buddie problem in the back end of 8b.

The problem once again comes back to Bobby’s death. Oliver himself said in a recent interview that a lot of the personal storylines were sidelined because of the Bobby thing. It’s obvious from the beginning of 8B that they were planning on doing Buddie. Everything in the narrative was clearly leading us towards an 8B ending with one or two realisations. Instead the Bobby thing happened and derailed EVERYTHING.

It didn’t just derail Buddie, it also completely derailed Hen’s storyline and even Athena’s story.

I’m still confident in Buddie canon happening, because of the crazy upfronts interviews. Ali reminded me earlier that the upfronts are basically there to promote the next season of TV-shows.

So yeah, I’m still going to follow the narrative here and trust that Bobby’s death pushed Buddie into season 9, where they will tell us their full story. At least we didn’t end up with a half-assed love confession and then off screen development to come into full-fledged ‘together’ Buddie in season 9. That would have been my worst nightmare.

I loved the Buddie moments we got in 8x17 and the very few ones we got in the finale. I’ve seen people talk about how those moments in the finale were the same thing that we got seasons ago. I have to respectfully disagree here. That rescue scene? Buddie gold that was filmed with clear intent.

I was puzzled with Buck looking for a place of his own though. He only just moved in and he’s leaving again? I was hoping for a Buddie roommates era, but alas… it might not happen. I’m interested in seeing what will happen there.

Fifth: Eddie my love.

Eddie Diaz has been treated terribly this season. The man is my favourite character and I really thought we were going to get more focus on him in 8, but his story never truly went anywhere. To be fair, he was probably doomed since season 7 when Tim came up with the stupid Vertigo storyline. I don’t think Tim knew how to deal with the consequences of that storyline, so then he half-assed it by making Eddie first choose joy to only then move to Texas, a place where he never knew joy.

Then he was sidelined in 2 episodes and was only brought back in 8x16, to say two lines or something like that. 8x17 was a great Eddie episode, but it wasn’t enough.

I loved Eddie in the finale. The hero music they played when he came in to save the day? Epic. But then he went straight back to looking for flights to go back to Texas. I am disappointed about that to be honest. His whole journey was about finding joy and choosing joy. Instead Chimney decided for him and everyone else that the 118 wasn’t going to split up.

Now, I do think that Eddie was already 90% with his heart in LA and that he wouldn’t need a big push to stay. Chimney just helped him along. It just would have been nice to see him make the conscious decision to stay in LA, with his family and Buck, because he is happier there.

And suddenly he is already moving in? What about his Texas house? Did he sell it? It didn’t make any sense.

Side-note: Eddie looked absolutely gorgeous in this episode. I legit crashed out when he showed up to help out the 118. It took me a few minutes to get my brain back online.

Sixth: a few miscellaneous topics that threw me off.

Athena selling the house didn’t make a lick of sense to me. This was hers and Bobby’s dream house. She told her kids she wasn’t moving out and then she suddenly changes her mind? What were her motivations? It wasn’t clear at all.

The second Madney baby was suddenly just there? This is a clear example of yet another storyline botched up by Bobby’s death. There was no emotional pay-off in that last scene. And sure they called the baby after Bobby, but I felt nothing.

The only thing that made me cry in the episode was that wonderful Chimney speech. Kenny did a great job there.

In conclusion:

Either ABC sits down with Tim and lays down some rules he has to abide to for season 9 OR they ship him off to Nashville, so someone else with a more clear vision, sense of pacing and natural flair for good storytelling steps in to take over.

If Tim does go to Nashville, I hope he takes Kristen with him.

I’m 100% tuning in for season 9, since I still love these characters so much and I need to see what happens to them. I am not giving up my Buddie-truther ways after 7 seasons. I have faith in them. I’ve been here before with other ships. This isn’t anything new. 😋

But I’m definitely going to go into that season with a bit more caution if Tim will still be there as a showrunner.

[laypis]

I'd like to throw in the very nice neka.cc, if you want something VERY similar to picrew

someone was cool enough to show me this a long while ago and though it's in Chinese it's not horrible to navigate if you're willing to fiddle and experiment

plus there's some SUPER pretty makers on there, but a noticeable lack of different styles, and skin tones are a. problem. but! it's a decent place to look

throwing in also, my ultimate:

heroforge.

I'm not joking when I tell you that if you spring for premium and get kitbashing, you can practically make anything you want character wise in here. just check the reddit for it and you'll see the insane shit people do on here

be aware this one comes with a learning curve, but if you're willing to mess around it'll come easy enough. has so many uses, one of my favorites being art references, you can use premade poses on your models with premium and put characters together individually or in a group shot, it's pretty user friendly and it's all browser based. genuinely does not have enough hype, and they're usually releasing new assets to use pretty frequently. even free to use features are excellent!! and there's lots more I didn't mention

plus you can get little acrylic standees of your models on the site shop or even 3d minis.... dream

anyway, yeah here you go you wretched little animals

be so free.......

I still think the most devastating enshittification I've ever seen has been picrew. One of the few dress-up game websites left that's not flash-based and it's become DRENCHED in ads. You can't open the home screen without being blasted by at least three or four ads. You can't open two picrews in a row without watching a video ad first. When you have a picrew open the ads cover up the different options and sometimes even stack on each other so you have to hit like 2 or 3 different x buttons to get it to go away, only for more to appear seconds later. Evil world

[moldybonessmell]

John Walker is a well-written character and you're ready for this conversation

// Thunderbolts SPOILERS

I went in to watch Thunderbolts before I checked out TFATWS and was under impression Walker's some kinda insane dude with anger issues by the way everyone treated him (including fandom) and how surprised I got when I actually watched his story unfold and realised...

..he's a saint compared to the rest of Thunderbolts lol.

Don't get me wrong, he definitely has sins, but compared to this particular group of individuals he's nothing😂.

He's a soldier, got a title of Captain America from the government, and tried his best to live up to VERY HIGH expectations (the same ones we later see Sam himself struggling from btw). The problem is that John's a soldier who can fight well and not a peacekeeper. Growing more and more frustrated with how he fails to do this very honoured job he ends up being caught up in being ridiculously human. And together with super-serum complications (I suspect it amplified his emotional problems because he WAS NOT behaving like this before taking it, even Lemar says he's always been good in battles and made right decisions before) and grief John let his emotions get control over him.

You DO know he killed this guy because he was strieken with grief over his best friend Lemar dying, right? It's important to me that you know that.

Let's be real, John is a soldier and admits to doing some bad stuff in Afganistan to get these 3 badges of honour. The only reason he suffered the consequences he did is because it was public and people had expectations of him. If he was a regular soldier and killed 'a terrorist' he would even get another reward.

The fight between Walker and Sam & Bucky was clearly his mental breakdown as guilt and grief consumed him. And it seems like the only way he knows how to handle his emotions is to turn them into anger. Which is quite common for men btw.

Is John Walker a good person? Not exactly. Does it make him an interesting, complex and realistic character? Hell yeah.

The thing is, we see him choosing to do the right thing aka let go of Karli and save people in the same show even before Thunderbolts.

In Thunderbolts tho we see him over and over choosing to save people even if it's some random assasins team. Shit, he even launches himself to shield Bucky from bullets even when Bucky would be fine to block them with his metal arm. The thing that I noticed in Thunderbolts is how he starts using the shield to protect others and not as a weapon how it was in TFATWS.

The other thing that separates him from most of Thunderbolts team is that he's not an assasin in its sense, but a soldier who does what he does from patriotic standpoint. It doesn't exuse or justify his actions btw I'm very anti-military, but it gives him more depth than just being a killer.

In the end of the day he's stuck in the same limbo of trying to show his worth and seeking redemption for his sins just like other misfits of Thunderbolts.

He'd definitely use some work on how to handle his emotions in a healthy way and not just resolve to anger every time, but I genuinely don't understand how is he hated SO MUCH in the fandom.

Isn't it like the whole point of releases of this phase to show that people can't be perfect and if they are doing their best it's enough?

I'm not a John Walker apologist or excuser, but a secret third thing of an enjoyer of morally complicated characters.

[elliespassagerprincess]

can you talk more about ellie’s grading and the feedback she gives? i wanna know how intellectual she is insane iq core 💔💔💔

Headcannons: professor!ellie williams x reader

masterlist

professor ellie / first time / nsfw headcannons / more headcannons / grading (currently reading)

starting a life together / getting married / having a baby

aurora bloom / baby number 2 / more headcannons

☆ Ellie uses red pens exclusively—not out of malice, but because she thinks it forces you to really see yourself. Her notes aren’t just critiques, they’re personal. “You know this theory, stop playing small” scrawled in the margins feels more like a confession than advice.

☆ She’s the professor everyone is a little scared of until they actually talk to her. Intense in lecture, terrifyingly smart—but she softens when she talks one-on-one. Her voice lowers, her eyes track yours as if she’s cataloguing your brain. She listens like your thoughts matter.

☆ If she sees potential in you, your returned paper ends up looking like a co-written piece. Whole blocks of her handwriting argue or build on your points, sometimes more verbose than your actual body paragraphs.

☆ Her most devastating feedback is always kind. “You hesitated here—why?” or “Don’t dilute a brilliant argument to make it sound ‘acceptable’.” You leave her office hours feeling like you just got psychoanalyzed and inspired.

☆ You notice she always returns your papers last. When you joke about it, she just says, “Yours require more... attention.” Her gaze lingers too long after. You think maybe she’s memorizing your arguments—or your face.

☆ You show up early. She pretends to be annoyed but always saves your favorite chair. Sometimes you catch her looking at your hands while you talk. She taps her pen when she’s holding back something.

☆ “Your phrasing here? Lethal. That’s how you cut through academic fluff.” It’s high praise from Ellie, but it feels like she’s talking about more than your essay.

☆ You don’t know this, but the first time you absolutely killed a complex theory with original thought, she kept a copy. She rereads it sometimes when she’s stuck in her own writing. She’d never tell you—but it’s annotated in the margins with her own thoughts. Like a conversation.

☆ She’ll slide your graded paper toward you and say, “Nice work,” before walking off. You find a sticky note inside later that says:

“Your logic here is brutal. You’d make a terrifying debater. You should come to my next seminar. If you're free.”

☆ If you ever push back on one of her comments (politely), she’ll go silent for a beat too long. Then she’ll smirk, lean back in her chair, and say, “Fair point.” But you catch the flush on her neck.

☆ When you lend her a book you love, she gives it back full of tabs and handwritten notes. Her handwriting shifts depending on emotion: neat when she agrees, sharp when she’s frustrated, small and slanted when something hit her too hard.

☆ She reads between the lines—not just in your essays, but in how you speak. If your writing suddenly lacks fire, she’ll ask, “What happened to your voice?” with more concern than she lets on.

☆ She has a private Spotify playlist titled after your most compelling paper. It’s full of moody, ambient instrumentals that make her think of you pacing a library aisle.

☆ Gives You Optional Extra Assignments That Are Secretly Dates “Analyze this journal article if you want... I’ll be in my office at 6.” She gives you wine after hours and calls it a discussion session.

☆ She never says it aloud, but in her mind, she calls you “Bright girl” or “My sharp one.” Sometimes those almost slip out.

☆ Has a Folder of Your Work. Digitally and physically. Not just because you’re a good student, but because she thinks you're one of the most important thinkers she's taught. It’s her little shrine.

☆ Can't Hide Her Pride When You Speak in Class. Even when she’s trying to stay composed, her eyes flicker with excitement when you raise your hand. Sometimes she smirks when you quote her back to herself.

☆ Touches Her Lip When She Reads Your Work. She doesn’t notice she does this. But whenever a line of yours punches through her, she’ll sit back, pen to her mouth, eyebrows slightly raised, like she’s just been got.

☆ Notices Your Scent. Once, you leaned over her desk and the smell of your perfume clung to her sweater. She wore it again the next day—“by accident.”

☆ You once mentioned a quote from a female philosopher you admire, and Ellie responded a little too coldly. Later you found your copy of that author’s book in her office—full of her annotations. She's studying your mind through what you love.

☆ Writes Feedback That’s Basically Poetry. Sometimes her comments feel like verses. “You bent truth until it screamed—good. Now own it.” You don’t know if she’s flirting or just brilliant.

☆ You Catch Her Staring at You During Lectures. She’ll be mid-lecture and pause just a second too long on you. It makes your stomach flip. She always looks away first.

☆ Hates Giving You Anything Below an A. If your work ever slips, she spends forever writing the feedback. It pains her to mark you down—but she refuses to baby you. You’d never respect her if she did.

☆ Has Dreams About Debating You. Sometimes she jolts awake after a dream where you out-argued her in front of a whole academic panel. She was proud and a little turned on.

☆ Knows Your Favorite Pen. She keeps a matching one in her desk drawer. She says it’s coincidence. It’s not.

☆ She’s the Only One Allowed to Critique You. If someone else in class makes a dismissive comment about your work, Ellie will eviscerate them—politely, devastatingly. You leave class blushing. They leave in silence.

☆ She Has Your Writing Style Memorized. If someone read her a passage of your work out loud, she’d know it was yours immediately—by cadence, syntax, and how you handle commas like you’re carving something open.

☆ Her Voice Softens When She Says Your Name. Even when she’s frustrated or passionate, your name is the one word that always comes out gentle. A pause in a storm.

☆ Writes You Into Her Lectures. Without naming you, she’ll quote your paper in front of the class. “A student once said something that stuck with me…” She knows you know it’s you.

☆ She’d Risk Her Career for You. She hasn't yet. But she’s thought about it. Late at night, with one of your essays open in her lap, wondering if knowing someone’s mind this intimately should feel like falling.

[azaharinflames]

Saw a Buddie say that Tommy hasn’t done a single good thing in his life which is crazy and I’ll outline two out of many reasons why that’s bullshit. 1. The last time we saw him, he literally saved Bobby’s life. So if we’re looking for a specific action, there you go. 2. Narratively, he’s one of the few people in this goddamn show that treats Buck like he is worth listening to. He self sabotages, sure. But while with Buck he was consistently thinking about how to service him.

That doesn’t even get to him saving their lives multiple times. Like… just say you don’t want them together because it gets in the way of your ship. Don’t flat out lie about who this character is. If you just don’t like him and Buck together then say that with your full chest. You don’t need to overcomplicate it and pull something out of your ass lmao.

But you know what, I’d be salty af too rn after this unrelenting buddie friendzoning campaign that Oliver and Ryan are barraging them with. We all get defensive when we’re under serious attack ❤️‍🩹

I’ll call it how it is: they project Eddie onto Tommy constantly.

Tommy is a flawed character. No one is trying to deny that. He is so, the same way that every character in this show is. But he’s also shown himself to be selfless, brave, and generous. And like you said, he’s been the only person who’s treated Buck like he’s worth listening to. He’s the only person who’s put him as a priority (which is wild to say to be honest), and the only one to clock him when he pretends to be fine, and be nice about it. Which also is not usual. Which is also insane.

I won’t get tired of saying this: Tommy is what they wanted Eddie to be. And lately Eddie is who they were insisting Tommy was. Personally, I haven’t read any Tommy bashing fics, but I can guess that some might resemble the kitchen scene we got in 817. Only that had Eddie in it. Not Tommy.

Add that to the recent press tour, and they need to project their hate about the situation on someone. And Tommy has been that person for well over a year. And if they have to make their arguments up? They will. Because at the end of the day they are a group of ignorant people telling each other: exactlyyyyy

[charcubed]

Doctor Odyssey finale (aka the Captain vs The Powers That Be)

WELL! My mind is powerful unfortunately.

That simultaneously blatantly looked like what happens when a queer story gets censored but ALSO felt it could be twisted as setup for a future throuple in season 2 if miracles happen, which is both better and worse than I expected (a la Max’s speech).

They packed several bits of ODY3 subtext in the last like 5 minutes of that episode and I will TAKE IT ALL:

Max and Tristan making up as a group wedding happens.

Here's a screencap I took that also captured my sister texting me because she heard me yell "FUCKING FINALLY" through the wall.

Bonus points for the Captain's speech about love.

Despacito (LMFAAAOOO) being a Max/Tristan moment before Avery returns. "It started with a dance on a beach," as we were reminded this episode. But that song and dance was always about all 3 of them.

Not ending it on Maxavery; ending it on the throuple. Despite how that makes Tristan a third wheel in a scene that would feel objectively insane in any other television program about a love triangle lol. But this was never a conventional love triangle despite this supposed "resolution"! It was a poly love story!

And Max said he'd take all the bad again for both of them.

Treasuring the beautiful morsels <3

But! Come for the ODY3 subtext, stay for the other tangentially related subtext in the episode.

It's not a joke anymore (if it ever was): I DO think there is credence to the Captain's story in this finale being about the censorship of the show. It felt intentionally blatant.

"Corporate" "The powers that be" The rest of the team standing in solidarity? Not a boat but a SHIP?

Yeah.

Sequence of events:

Captain Massey, #1 supporter of ODY3 in the show (like its creators/writers), is steering the ship.

Captain is removed from power by corporate and the ship is steered by Monroe to bring Avery to Max.

Maxavery ultimately decide on monogamy. (That hard cut from Max and Avery dancing without Tristan to the Captain looking upset while on the ship? Like holy shit lol.)

Captain is then put back in power in the end via solidarity and protesting from his team.

Only then does ODY3 subtext return.

Crazy work.

I see. I perceive and appreciate. I say "fuck you, ABC network executives." The usual.

But in all seriousness, one of the reasons I'm arguing this is that – if I understood/remember correction (I'm very tired so maybe I'm off with this detail lol) – the Captain was removed from his position for saying they were returning to land to pick everyone up. So corporate punished him for that.

But Munroe made the same call and then did THE SAME DAMN THING with no consequence. It wasn't a plot thing. It was a metaphor!!!

CRAZY. WORK.

I do think they set up potential for a season 2 fairly well, all things considered? Like Max/Avery are obviously doomed without Tristan involved. Framing even conveyed that:

Tristan being in the middle again, getting between Max and Avery just like when they walked down the aisle as a trio (as ODY3 truther Captain is reinstated)… likely thing for them to show.

Avery wearing red as a visual warning while Max/Avery's chairs are close together and Tristan is slightly farther with a different drink… sick and twistedddd. (<- Complimentary)

So like, I'm at the point where I believe this show either doesn't get renewed because they said no ODY3 allowed, or if it DOES get renewed it's because ODY3 is (temporarily) alive as a possibility. The writers left themselves enough threads and subtext to work with, though I'm not sure how they'd get around Avery not being on the boat.

...but Avery going to med school means Max/Tristan would physically be on the ship together as just the two of them for a bit. There's that.

So like. Am I satisfied? No.

Would I say I'm upset? Not on the level I could've been. The writers got to sneak in more crumbs than my low expectations anticipated tbh. I'm mostly just sighing heavily. I also think I'm entitled to financial compensation, and Tristan as a character is entitled to violence, after which I will wrap him up in a blanket to hug him.

Would I say this show has wasted potential if it's been axed via the behind-the-scenes ultimatum of network interference that I suspect? Yeah, obviously. ABC executives, you STUPID BIGOTED BASTARDS.

To recap from last week's post:

There is a non-zero possibility that the execs gave Ryan Murphy an ultimatum about no longer doing polyamory, and since that’s the premise of the show, he is stuck struggling to figure out where the show can go from here. Which is maybe why it’s a decision (but not much of one) that the execs say Ryan Murphy has to make, which positions him as the bad guy who has to take the fallout from fans if he ostensibly ~just decides not to continue the story~ if renewal doesn’t happen.

The way this finale went seems to support that. But who knows! Take it with a grain of salt.

Anyway. I'm chillin. Like I made my peace with this a couple weeks ago at this point because I could see the writing on the wall. This show was still a gift to me. Censorship is just seemingly alive and well in the big year of 2025 (that's not news, though I really appreciate it being written into a plot) but subtext is also alive and well, so! Fuck it.

Throuple slow burn love story boat show I will always adore yoouuu <333

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Lovers Quarrel

Daesung x AFAB! Reader Synopsis: Jealousy can be ugly, but it can also be a whole lot of fun Warnings: SMUT! Kind of rough, unprotected p in v, somewhat public sex, light degradation, praise, sort of getting caught. Prompt #6 "We wouldn't be stuck in here if it wasn't for you" A/N: Thank y'all for the requests and follows and love! I appreciate every single one of you! I'm so grateful for you. Life is being life right now so I'll upload when I can. I appreciate your patience.💖

You had gone to get a drink, leaving your boyfriend unattended for only a few minutes, and when you came back, you seen him laughing with another girl. Now on the regular this wasn’t a big deal, except for the fact that this girl was none other Park Jin Hyo, his latest ex-girlfriend. Your jealousy rises up, getting the better of you, and you march over to the two of them, Daesung’s hand on the small of her back as they smile at each other.

“No, no, I was just saying you look really, really good. You must be working out,” she goes to touch his biceps and Daesung just stands there. You notice a light shade of pink begin to dust his ears.

He chuckles nervously, still not spotting you.

“Thank you,” he says sheepishly, “But it’s not a big deal. Just some normal exercises.”

“Well, it’s showing,” she smirks as a hand runs down his chest. She tosses you a nasty glare and your done.

“Maybe we could hang out sometime? Drinks or even a meal at my place. Catch up some more?” She giggles as she bats her eyelashes.

“Can I talk to you for a minute?” you ask from in behind him, grabbing his arm before he can fully turn around.

You drag him off to a hall closet, just a bit away from the main noise of the party.

“What the hell, y/n?” Daesung asks.

“Seriously? You seriously were just going to let her flirt with you like that without so much as a mention of my name?” Daesung rolls his eyes.

“Don’t roll your fucking eyes at me!”

Daesung sighs.

“She was just being nice,” he tries to say but you won’t have it.

“Nice huh, yeah whatever. Just take me home. Go hang out with Jin Hyo,” you spit as you go to pull the closet door open. Nothing. You pull the handle, shaking it slightly as the small bulb of the closet light casts a faint golden glow.

“Move, let me try,” you back away, throwing your hands up folding your arms across your chest.

Daesung mimics your motions but the door doesn’t budge.

“I all ready tried that,” you grumble and Daesung’s shoulders tense.

“Excuse me for trying to help.” He barks. Your jaw ticks.

“You really don’t get it do you?” Your blood is boiling as Daesung leans against the wall.

“Get what y/n? That your insanely jealous?”

“Your such an ass sometimes!” You scream but with the music of the party it’s no use, no one will hear you.

“Y/n, you brought me in here, jealous as hell and got us locked in the damn closet, so I may be an ass, but it’s the truth.”

“We wouldn’t be stuck in here if it wasn’t for you! If you had brushed her off, mentioned my name, told her to back off or anything else other than what you did we wouldn’t be here!”  

“Oh so it’s my fault you’re jealous?” he throws his hands up.

“Fuck you!” you scream at him, he comes up closer to you, eyes dark, your noses barely scraping each other.

“What did you just say?” You can hear it, the anger but there’s something else mixed in his voice.

“Fuck. You.” Your eyes narrow, emotions high as your blood bubbles in your veins. Before you can register anything else, Daesung’s lips are on yours, rough, raw, desperate and possessive. You stand frozen for a moment.

“Dae,” you gasp against his lips.

“Shut the fuck up,” he says against your lips, passion and anger mingling together. He pushes you back against the wall.

“You think I don’t fucking want you, huh?” he asks breathlessly.

“I still have to prove to you that you’re all I want after all this time? How’s that fair to me? Hmm?” His hands run up and down your sides. His mouth is back on yours before you can answer. Your heart rate erratic as heat floods down between your legs.

His hands reach down, bunching up your dress, pulling it up to your waist, revealing your underwear underneath.

His hand dips into your panties, fingers spreading your folds, finding you already wet.

"So this is a turn on for you?" He muses sadistically.

"Getting me riled up, forcing me into a small space and wanting me to fuck you dumb," he purrs in your ear. You arch into his touch as his fingers barely brush your clit.

He rips the underwear down and you step out of it. His fingers rubbing tight circles onto the sensitive bud.

Your hips grind down, eyes shut, lip between your teeth as you hold back a moan. He smirks at you.

"Look at you, so fucking pathetic. If you wanted me to fuck you, all you had to do was ask. He slips a finger into your entrance, your walls clenching around his digit.

"Mm, you're gonna feel so good on my cock," he whispers in your ear, earning a whine from you as his fingers curl up at the perfect angle.

He can feel the way your walls are fluttering that you're close, and judging by the tightening in your stomach, you know it too.

"Oh, such a needy little thing, my little slut's gonna cum on my fingers." he smirks as he kisses your neck, teeth grazing the skin as your orgasm hits you rough and hard. You cry out, legs shaking, almost falling to the floor before Daesung catches you, holding you between him and the wall. He slowly pulls his fingers out. He lets you catch your breath as he licks his fingers clean.

He slides his pants down just enough to free his hard, aching cock.

He hoists you up, your back trapped between him and the wall. His cock slams into you, no warning, no teasing.

You cry out in pleasure as your body arches off the wall.

Daesung wastes no time, immediately his body slams into you like he needs it. Like he’s desperate to prove his point; and he is.

Your head hits the back of the wall as your body is jolted upwards from the velocity of his thrusts.

“Look at me,” he grunts as your walls begin to clamp around him.

“Tell me you love me,” he says breathlessly.

“I love you,” you whimper, fingers digging into the fabric of his shirt around his shoulders.

“I’m yours, do you understand me? I don’t want anyone else- fuck you’re so tight,” he groans as his head falls to your tits. Your fingers curl into his hair, your walls clamping around him.

“Ah, fuck, y/n,” he groans again.

“Fuck I’m gonna fill you up so good,” he pants. Your fingers grasp at his hair harder, the feeling of your orgasm on its brink.

"You want that? Want me to fill you like the dirty girl you are? Walk around here with me dripping down your thighs?" You gasp as his hips go faster, hitting the spot harder.

"Fuck yes," you groan as your head falls down a little, face in his hair.

“Say you’re mine, again,” you pant. You pull his head up from your chest by his hair.

“Say it, Daesung.” You say as you intentionally clamp around him drawing a moan from his throat.

“Fuck, baby. I’m yours. Only yours. Only you make me feel this good.” His hot breath is felt against the sweat slick skin of your chest. He leaves open mouth kisses there, tongue gliding over your skin. The room in the closet fills with the sound of your heavy breathing and the smell of sex and sweat.

“Fuck,” you breath as your lips come down to his, Daesung’s hips sputtering, impossibly faster. His hand comes around your throat, cutting off just enough oxygen, holding you against the wall as he uses you for his own pleasure.

“Touch yourself,” he commands and your hand in down between your legs.

“Fuck look at you, so fucking obedient and hungry for my cock. So fucking jealous that you can’t see I’m in love with you. Getting yourself off while I fuck you like a good little toy.” He grunts as he watches your mouth fall open and eyes screw shut.

Your muscles start to tense as your orgasm crashes into you, pleasure overriding every sense and emotion. A scream erupting from your throat. Seconds later Daesung’s own orgasm isn’t far behind.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” he moans out as he shoots his hot sticky load into you. The two of you take a moment to come down from the high, bodies sticking together as you pant, the air in the closet now humid.

“You love me?” you ask peering down at him. He looks up at you, still huffing slightly.

“Of course I do, y/n. I thought you knew that.” He cups your cheek.

“You never said it, I just, I don’t know,” you look away from him trailing off.

“Hey,” he pulls your face to look at him.

“You’re the only girl for me. Do you understand that? I don’t want anyone else but you. You’re my girl. My one and only.” He rises up to press a sweet longing kiss to your lips before pulling out of you, setting you back down. You get your underwear back on and pull your dress down.

“I think they’re in here,” you hear someone say before the door to the closet is open.

“What the,” Jiyong says as he notices your sex hair. A smirk appears on his face instantly. You blush as walk out ahead of Daesung who follows behind you.

“Daesung!” Jin Hyo starts to walk over but he puts his hand on your back and leads you out of the party.

“Let’s go home.” He says as you walk out the door.

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Hello my wonderful Fandom and readers. :) I feel like I blinked and this season was done. When in reality we've had it for a little over five months with one break. How can five months feel so short and a hiatus feel so damn long? Speaking of hiatus's looks like we're in for our third one in a row that'll be lengthy. Unless you are new to the fandom then God Speed for your first one haha Just kidding. They aren't fun but we always get through them together. It is unreal though. We're waiting streaming show lengths of time between seasons.

To quote Tim in this episode. Back in my day it was a 4 month wait and we got 22 eps and couple long breaks LOL We haven't gotten that since s5 which is wild to think about. Feels like a lifetime ago. This is our new reality I suppose. Since the streaming numbers for both s6 and s7 were out of this world good. Which is amazing btw. So proud of this show. So because of that, they wanna capitalize on that continued success by doing the same for s8. No breaks and a long wait. S5 had amazing numbers as well but it didn't have a writers strike to delay it or alter it's course. I assume it'll be 18 again.

I knew that strike might change everything especially when they started the mid season idea for this s7. *sigh* Such is life fandom. We'll make it though. We always do. Since it'll be mid season my in-depth's will start later then the summer most likely. Since there isn't a rush. Gonna give myself 2-3 months to decompress from the season before I head into those. Like them to line up with the premiere. Maybe I'll get the itch to add to my master list and do them sooner. We shall see. But let us focus on this finale and get started.

7x18 The Good, the Bad and the Oscar

We start off with Lucy getting introduced to her new squad. When her new team says they're the 'Dream Team' something felt off. I wasn't sure what though. Then we roll into Lucy on shift. Taking ALL THE DAMN CALLS. She’s Lincoln-300 now. I don't hate it. No more 7-Adam call signs for her. For now anyways. I fully believe she won't be night shift forever. But that's neither here nor there right now.

That new call sign will take some getting used to for sure though. The night shift is so busy it's insane. Also full of BS calls. Not one ended with her needing any back up. Which is good considering her team is sleeping.....Lucy is noticing a pattern and asks for updated GPS on her team. They're all in one spot and haven't moved.

Did love hearing 'Sergeant on deck!" That's right baby she's a Sergeant. Lucy rolls up and chews them out before heading back to her car. What a crappy roll of the dice she got in a team. It'll be interesting to see how this develops in s8 for her. I would love to watch her whip this team into shape. Flex those new Sergeant skills of hers.

Poor Lucy is so sad and bummed when she arrives home. Saying it's 'Wine o Clock' for her LMAO. She’ll get this team in line I'm sure of it. Just growing pains at first. Always is when you get a team for the first time. Celina asks a "Roomie question.'" Wondering if Tim is going to be around more? Celina just assuming Tim is going to be over all the time now. That they need to work out water heater situation. baha I'm hoping they’ll mostly be at Tim’s when they reunite and not at Lucy’s as much tbh. I love how simplistic Celina's thinking is. She's a Sergeant. Tim is a Sergeant. No more obstacles. Problem solved.

Lucy does not view it that way though. Saying they had a lot of other problems. I mean yes that is true. That's why you originally broke up for sure. But the Tim Bradford before you now, Lucy, is someone who’s mostly healed, who is more open, and more at peace with himself than he’s ever been. Which is why they need to have that serious convo. Which leads us to Lucy's reply. Telling Celina they need to have a serious conversation before they do "Anything More."

Celina replying back 'Ok... Well what are you waiting for? *mic drop* Celina Juarez you are an absolute gem. Does crack me up how she backs up as she says it. Knowing a sleep deprived Lucy might take a swing at her. lol Thing is. Lucy has no answer for her. It's not Tim holding that particular train up Lucy. That man has been wanting to have this convo since 7x06.... You know her face it almost reminds me of when Tamara asked Lucy why she’s waiting with Tim in 5x12. The same Oh. huh…face.

Bestie time has arrived and I'm a happy girl. Angela giving Tim shit saying he could find the time of he wanted to. I mean.....She’s right babe…You could. I love her straight up 'That''s a lie.' Can't throw lame excuses down at Angela Lopez's feet. She’ll spot the holes in it instantly and won’t hesitate to call you out Timothy. It's why we love her as your best friend. Gotta love Celina and Angela in these opening scenes. Doing the Lord's work ladies. haha A giddy Chenford fandom thanks you for your service. Tim is still gun shy nonetheless. It's the same hesitation he’s had all year with respecting her boundaries.

She refuses to hear his BS though and makes him take action. Tim's ‘Of course I want to.’ my heart Fandom. He doesn’t want to pressure her. Wants to be respectful of what he did back in 6x06. Breaking her heart and being the one responsible for it. He carries the weight of that with him everywhere. Every day really. Which is amazing to see I will say. Even at the end of the season, it still means so much to see him take responsibility for what he put her through. The severity in which he treats it. Means everything to watch.

This kind of content was but a pipe dream when I was writing stuff up post 6x06. To watch it come to life on screen is so satisfying. His growth has been outstanding this year to say the least. I could write a novel on this man this season but I won't. For now...lol Angela is understanding but letting him know if he doesn’t go for it. He’s gonna break her heart all over again…They’re both stuck in a holding pattern. Angela is trying to nudge him into ending it. Like I said last episode. I was more than happy to watch Tim be the one to fight for her. Angela has ignited a flame in him and I'm not mad about it.

When Miles was all excited to tell Tim he's dating I felt the danger zone coming. I didn't know why but he felt far too chummy about this. They've come a long way since the premiere don't get me wrong. But this was SOOO out of line it actually pissed me off. I haven't felt annoyance towards Texas in a long time. This one didn't sit right with me. The blatant disrespect is what bothered me the most.

Will say Miles saying that was very Aaron of him in the worst way possible. What I mean to say is it was very bold of him. Like how Aaron was with Tim. The friggin balls to even say that though... He was definitely getting too comfy. It was giving me 5x07 vibes. Except, unlike Aaron, he’s completely in the wrong here. Aaron had a point he doesn’t. You’re lucky you’re not dead Jesus Christ Texas.

Tim rips him a damn new one though. Resetting their power dynamic real frigging quick. As he should. God it’s sexy as hell if you ask me. Holy shit. *fans self* You tell em babe! It’s one thing to joke around. It’s another to bring up Lucy and his relationship. Not only that but disrespect Tim in that same breath. What were you thinking Miles?

This was the biggest no no he’s done in quite awhile. That is still an open wound and you hurt him Miles. Also Tim is very on edge about his future with Lucy. This was the worst timing. Disappointed my dude. I have to say. If looks could kill Texas would be dead. That was not a good idea. I’m a little pissed for Tim myself. That’s my boy and you don’t say that kind of shit to him. He still has struggles with loving himself. This is poking at that IMO. Just because he's more of a healed person doesn't mean he's going to take this disrespect. Especially on a personal level.

Oooh he’s pissed. Just look at that unrelenting glare. Holy fuck, Miles you really stepped in it my dear. You can see the absolute regret stained on his face though. Knowing he's lost some of the ground he's gained over the last five eps or so. You can also see how he doesn't want to lose Tim's respect. Like a child who's been scolded and deeply regrets it. It's the final stare Tim throws his way that gives me chills. You really brought back some old school Tim with that comment. Deserved though my friend deserved.

I'm the same way as Tim as a leader in that regard. While I mostly lean towards Lucy and her empathetic approach I pull from Tim too. Respect is the top of my list as well. To insult that is to cut deeper than any other offense. Especially Tim who we all know regards honor and respect so very highly. I think it was good Miles got this knock back into place. He hasn't earned that spot in Tim's life yet and he needed to be reminded of such. You are not Lucy or Angela bub. That was never going to end well for you...

We return to Lucy struggling to find any kind of slumber during the day. So she opens her phone to text her person. But she is hesitant to actually send anything. Just like Angela did for Tim. Celina got the wheels moving in Lucy's head about TIm. Wanting to reach out for that talk but not finding the words. Gah them both opening their phones and wanting to text at the same time. My god damn heart.

You can see his thumbs shake wanting so badly to type something. The way he looks away and tries to gather the courage to text her. Eric’s out here killing the game again. Containing multitudes with a single expression. Just as he's about to text something friggin Miles interrupts it. Ugh. It is cute how he's trying to make amends with almonds Tim likes though.

Unfortunately for him Tim is not in the headspace to receive his amends. He looks so upset with himself that he didn’t text her. Breaking my heart. No one does emotions better than Eric holy shit. King of expressions. Breaking my heart with just a look. He’s being so transparent, not even Miles can miss it. Which is what prompts him asking if he needs a minute? Tim being in a gruff mood with him cuts him to the quick with this reply. You tried Texas lol

Can we just talk about how Tim lights up the moment he see's Lucy? Just look at that man the moment she steps off that elevator. Lucy smile at the ready for her the moment she see's him. That man is so love with her. It continously blows me away how transparent he is this year. Just straight puppy dog in front of others. How times have changed. How soft this man has become this season. I will never be over it.

I adore her asking what advice Tim gave first? So cute eyeing him while she says this. Jesus, the heart-eyes these two are throwing around as Lucy gives Miles advice is unreal. It's very cute though. Like they're reliving their first (and second "first") date. I cannot.

It's a mixture of heart eyes and little bit of eye sex. I'm in awe of these two. How can two people exude so much chemistry just looking at each other? Eric and Melissa are pure magic. We truly could not be luckier that we have these two manning this ship of ours. Makes me emotional in the best way.

Celina can blatantly see what they're throwing down. She is playing Cupid in this moment. Wanting them to connect and talk, since they're being subtle as a hammer in their flirty looks. God bless her for dragging Miles away. She's the real MVP this ep. We love you girl. haha

Tim is SOOO eager to spend some time with her. Look at him being the one to break the cycle. Asking her if she can hang out Wednesday? Wants to catch up with her. Her new team interrupts their nice moment though.

What I love is even though they get interrupted he make’s sure she can. Doesn't let it fall to wayside. He's determined to find some time with her. Not make excuses in doing do. *heart clutch* She tells him she is in. Then it is heart eye nation up in here. Population: two.

Watching Lucy be a bad ass Sergeant is quite delightful. So proud of our girl. I loved her rounding her troops up. Yelling at them to get their asses in gear. They hop right to it. No question and follow her immediately to aid Miles. Then after she's done that calls Miles as she leads the calvary toward him. Asking him where he is and giving him a game plan in the process.

Look at her go. BAMF mode has been activated. Giving me Metro-Tim vibes with how she led her team and Texas. Tim would be so damn proud of her Sergeant skills in this moment. I sure as hell am. She looked comfortable af at the helm like that. I hope this is the turn-around she needs for her team in s8.

There is so much to unpack in this final scene it's unreal Fandom. First off I have to gawk at this man in a blue henley and jeans. Your girl is drooling. A lot. That man in my fav color and a tight shirt? *fans self.* Feral Caitlin has been activated and happy to ogle. Lord have mercy, this man does things to me, and I’m completely here for it. The giving season has been very kind to me Tim-wise. *drinks ice water.* I'm a happy camper.

Second he’s making all her favorites. He clearly put so much thought into this morning of theirs. I'm sure Celina was more than amenable about letting him in early lol He for sure spent an exorbitant amount of money on this to impress his girl too. Like I said last episode he knows everything about her. There is no one who knows Lucy Chen better than Tim does. He can't help when it's anyone else but Lucy? He'll crush that all day long. Also what an incredibly thoughtful thing to do for her. To cook all her favorites. Like Lucy says below she won't have to cook for a week now. It's so sweet.

I said this in s5 and the early half of s6. That Tim is a 10/10 BF to Lucy. The man is so thoughtful in everything he does for her. In the gifts he gave her and ways he cherishes/supports her. In awe of how he takes care of her. He's so excited to take care of her in this way too. The perfect lead up to the convo he wants to have. Tim is radiating happiness from the moment she walks in. His Lucy smile never fades throughout the entire scene. That cute laugh of his with Lucy's joke made my heart skip a bit. He's so happy to be here sharing this moment with her. He's also a little proud of himself for knowing and presenting said favs. Good job love.

Honestly this is a taste of what her future could look like if you ask me. Coming home from a hard shift, and having Tim there to love and support her. To have food ready for them and to talk about their day. In this instance to talk about them. The beautiful thing is with post-therapy Tim he wants to tackle the hard convos now. Is thrilled to finally hash all of this out. I love him telling her to go relax while he takes care of their meal. It's so sweet I'm diabetic. Lucy's face is precious.

She's trying not to get too excited but it's obvious she is happy he is there taking care of her. Also continuously taken aback (in the best way) with this new open Tim she is seeing. Still leaves her reeling. Me too Luce. I love his nervous start. You can hear it in his voice. How he repeats himself a bit. Saying 'so' twice. Trying to gain his footing in this convo. Eric you kill me in the best way. Once he starts he's off to the races though. I'm so proud of him. Telling her he's been thinking the last few months. About everything that has gone down with them.

About whatever it is that they've been doing. Between the hook ups and the potential convos they'd have once she passed. I just adore him thinking on this so much. You know he has been mulling on this since 7x06 really. That's what kick started everything for him. Because it was Lucy who went for it in that moment. Not him. Which got his 'serious talk' brain going. Saying now that all that happened it's time for them to talk. And god that is accurate. We've been waiting for this moment all damn season.

I love this puppy of a man still respecting her with his next line. Saying he never assumed anything about their future. Wants to make sure she knows that. Oh Tim Bradford I love you so much. We hear Lucy give a faint 'Mm.' Which prompts Tim to keep going. Because now that he's started there is no stopping him. Which I love. This has been built up in him for months. He has been dying to have this convo with her. You can tell in his inflection during this portion. Tim saying all the things she’s been waiting to hear. Hell we’ve been waiting to hear too. Oh my lord. I seriously had dreams about a moment like this. There's a great line from 5x18 where Lucy says they're in a 'Beautiful place.'

Tim is in a beautiful place right now as a character and I'm so happy I could cry. Idk that anything has deeply hurt me as much as 6x06 did. It's been a very long time since a ship rocked me like that. I think the last time I was that deeply hurt by a show was my first ever show in Alias. My first ever ship. I won't go into why. Gonna date my ass with this but it was a finale in s2 that scarred my shipper heart for life. IFYKYK. Even twenty-two years later that scene when I re-watch that series still hurts. That'll be 6x06. for me with this show. My point being is it's what makes this scene so god damn cathartic to watch unfold. I was sure she was asleep by this point, but that didn’t make his growth any less satisfying to watch and listen to.

Hearing Tim say he knows the damage he did. He's known most of this year but to hear him openly tell her wrecks me in the best way possible. Telling her after a lot of therapy he finally knows why. Letting her know how effective it's been for him. He's hitting all the boxes for this convo. Letting her know he's been putting in the work. To fix what's been broken inside him. Once again just crying over here everyone, at him saying all this. That she can trust him when he says that he'll never hurt her like that again. He won't. I know he won't. Tim says her name then that line. I'm dead. I'm legit posting from the grave at this point. This scene had me reeling in the best way.

I love him speaking his piece and then getting adorably nervous about the next part. Saying if they were to get back together then they need to take the next step. I've thought this since before s7. I knew this was going to be the rebuild, redemption and next steps for them this season. That after all this growth there was no way just 'dating' was going to be enough. It needed to be headed somewhere serious. A place they were blasting towards before 6x05 happened to them. Moving in together. They basically lived together from the moment they started dating anyways. Only right when they reunite that's where they land. To pick up where they left off now that all this work and healing has occurred.

I love his sweet smile as he wrings his hands turning the corner. His gorgeous Lucy Smile radiating out of him. He's nervous but so very excited as he presents this idea. It reminds me of his giddy smile from 5x08 when he asked her out. Wanting to let her know he is ALL IN. Wants to give them a real shot. Tim wants to move in with her. This is HUGE. He wants this to be their next step if they reunite (They will don't worry) This man loves her so much and just poured out his entire heart for all of us to see. We know what future he wants with her. Also I wouldn't be opposed to having more of Tim's place with her moving in. That would be a glorious upside to it. Eric fought so hard for that set. It should be used like crazy. Can't think of a better purpose.

Also let's note how Lucy couldn't sleep the entire episode. Not a wink. Then she comes home to Tim taking care of her. Not only that but being the emotional support he's been all year. Building her up and being her steady anchor. He's her safe harbor again. Lucy felt safe in every aspect around him again. This scene reflects that with her falling asleep. This a huge win for us. When Tim said 'That was a good try.' It was an incredible try Tim. Incredible. The tender placing of the blanket and the sweet kiss on her head. I'm dead once again. His hopeful 'To be continued.' has me squeeing. This man isn't going to give up just because she fell asleep. We are headed to wonderful happy things in s8 I just know it.

Season Wrap-This season has been crazy good. It was a Wildcard in the best way. I legit didn't expect more than half the things that went down. I keep calling it the giving season because it truly was. And not just for my feral Tim needs lol Although those particular needs were well met. So many reasons i listed over the season and will again in my in-depth. Kudos to Eric for how he portrayed Tim this entire season. He has been masterful. Tim was still his usual grumpy self at his core BUT he changed. He was more emotionally open and gave advice. To NOLAN. To JOHN FRIGGIN NOLAN. Not only did he give advice he was actually happy to. And the kicker was it was on relationships. He used his failings with Lucy to help him.

It wasn't just Lucy he was soft with either. It was everyone around him. He was more emotionally available to everyone around him. It's why he and Miles ended up in the place they did in their dynamic. Also need to give Kudos to Melissa this year as well. She played the conflicted side of it so well this season. You could see her slowly melt from 7x01 on up. Mixed in with a deep hesitancy to let Tim all the way back in. Did this just by her body language alone and incredible facial expressions. She too was incredible at portraying that in Lucy this season. We are so very blessed with the leads we have for this couple Fandom. It's not a secret how much I loved this season. I can see why it was one of Eric's favorites. That was easy to see further we went.

I would be lying if I said I wasn't a little sad they weren't back together at the end of the finale. But I'm not mad about it. I know some may be upset about this and frustrated. I get it. I do. But to me this season was about rebuilding them from the ground up. The deeper we got the more I saw that vision. I commend the writers for their mature slow burn. It's what they needed to get from 6x06 to where this season ended.

There was an interview way way back. I can't remember when it was. I wanna say pre-7x06. It was with Lis and Melissa. Where Melissa was asked how we would feel at the end of the season for Chenford. She said the fans would feel like they were left hanging. And that has stuck in my brain all season long. I guessed there was a good chance we would have a cliffhanger alluding to a reunion. Which we got.

Now this will be a long hiatus. Very long. Won't have those bad asses above on our screen for awhile. But the future is crazy bright for them. I feel it. I mean he wants to live with her. He thinks that’s the next proper step. To have her move into HIS HOUSE. Have it be THEIR HOUSE. They could be a little patch work family with Kojo. This man is going to give it another 'try' and Lucy is going to say yes I know it. We're going to get our proper talk. This episode surrounded around Nolan and that's ok it should. He is the main character after all. So there wasn't a lot of time left for a proper scene after Tim's catharsis and pledge to never hurt her again.

We didn't have enough time for her reaction and such. Would've felt rushed. A friend and I were talking about how this ending was Alexi keeping us on the hook. (I mean I'm always on the hook for them lol)That all he has to do in s8 is reel us in LOL That's what's on the other side of this hiatus Fandom. Getting reeled in. We're gonna get there. I guarantee you. But for now yeah the wait sucks but I am beyond amped for s8. Gonna be amazing I promise. Till then I shall see you all in my reblogs I do of sets and when I eventually start up my master list in-depth additions later this year.

I'll post when I'm ready to start those up. Probably wont be early summer like I had planned with mid-season premiere and all. But I'll let you all know when they are coming. Thank you as always for the support I was given this year. The likes, comments (love these) and reblogs. You are the reason and fuel for why I do this. It's so much fun to do first thoughts and do the season together. No doubt I'll do this again for s8. :)

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Side notes

My Millennial brain exploded at Celina explaining dating terms to Miles. Like WHY lol WHY is this dating now?

'Back in my day we went to bars' LMFAO I love you Timothy Bradford. Never change my love. Not everyone meets the love of their life on the job sweets.

Love some Harper and John goodness I will say. They were a huge part of the reason I loved s2 so much. I've missed the good duos and ensembles and this year delivered with that.

Sure I’m supposed to care about Monica but I don’t....Sorry lol I would be more fascinated if it was Oscar they cut the deal with tbh. He's terrible but god damn if I don't love it every time he shows up. He is right up there with Rosalind. RIP.

Lastly proud of myself for dodging spoilers like a god damn ninja. It wasn't easy. So frustrating that the finale got leaked. After all the cast and crew did to keep this season locked down. Heard it was accidental while that may be true sure that person was wicked fired lol

[lambilegs]

hey cutie can we get some more sub g!p lee >< i don't know if it's just me but something about lee's wide eyes and cute pout turns me into a mean condescending dom lol

💗 subby g!p lee x reader in public

💗 contains: g!p lee, breeding kink, dirty talk, reader being a gentle dom, public play (bathroom stall), tugging on lee's hair, not proofread 💗 note to anon: NO I FEEL YOU, she's just so... corruptable I'M SORRYYYY but she's so cute so I totally get it

you know it's evil for you to be doing this. spending the entire evening at your mutual friend's wedding teasing, coaxing and creating an absolute mess of your girlfriend. lowering your voice into that husky, molten tone you know drives her insane, and murmuring how no one will be in the bathroom at this time, since guests are getting food, and the two of you could be so quick. deriving so much pleasure out of watching her neck flush pink, her wide eyes darting between you and the growing bulge in her pants, the sight of which makes your legs clench together in anticipation.

in fact, one might actually blame your girlfriend for this predicament -- she looks too handsome, how could you resist encouraging her into a quickie? she's wearing a grey blazer and matching slacks, a plain white button-up underneath and showing enough of her chest that you can just barely see the edge of the hickey you left on her the other day. when you saw her walk out of your shared bedroom clad in such a dashing outfit, you felt practically ravenous for her, and that's translated to slight touches and whispered filth the entire night, including during the car ride over.

she hissed at you that it'd be inappropriate to leave to go to the bathroom together, and that it'd be obvious what you guys are doing together, and on top of that, what if you two got caught? but, nevertheless, you could see the telltale signs of her arousal -- the way her breaths were getting heavier and more scattered, and her wide doe eyes kept skipping to your mouth.

in a matter of a half hour, you two are locking lips in a tight bathroom stall, her slacks shoved to her shins as you grind your bare pussy against the hard erection tucked under the thin fabric of her boxers. her large hands grope your ass, fingernails digging in and leaving a pleasurable sting surging up your spine, helping you hump against her faster.

"god, you're gonna come in your boxers at this point," you tease, giggling against her mouth.

her narrowed look immediately crumples into creases of arousal when you grind your pussy down particularly hard. "I--I shouldn't--"

"awe, I know, baby, it'd be so embarrassing if it leaks through and creates a big spot on your pants too, right?" you sweetly whisper, cupping her jaw and forcing her to keep her eyes on you.

"it would, so just take them o--"

"ah, ah, ah," you tsk, putting just a tad more pressure into your grip on her face. "when did we say you can give orders, huh?"

she sighs harshly, her lips pinching into a dissatisfied frown. "we didn't." the words are breathy and drained of the firmness she probably intended them to have, which makes a little grin spill onto your face.

"yeah, exactly," you shoot back in a reprimanding tone, patting her cheek. "now, keep helping."

her bottom lip caught behind her teeth, you know right away the order has her turned on. with a meek nod, her fingers press harder into your ass and she uses her strength to drag you back and forth on her clothed dick. the hard curve of it presses against your clit with every push and pull, and your sensitive nub only throbs more when you hear her soft mewls against your lips.

when her dick eases into you, your mouth falls open in a silent gasp as you feel her thick size stretch you out, filling you to utter perfection. when she's fully lodged into you, her head tips back, eyes fluttering shut and you can't help but duck down, latching a spot of skin into your mouth, sucking in a dark mark.

when you release it with a pop, her hips flinch up, her cock pumping even deeper into you and making you both gasp at the sensation.

you lean away from her, trying to rein in the intense sensations shooting through your muscles as you clench tighter onto her. "that excited?"

you watch in fascination as her throat bobs with the deep gulp she takes. "you're so much trouble."

your smirk widens, your hand creeping up her sweat-dampened shirt, fingers hooking into her collar and dragging her forward. you relish in the way her eyes widen, long lashes fanning as she watches you carefully. it makes a sense of satisfaction worm its way into you -- your girlfriend, the special agent, reduced to putty just from your pussy clamping down over her cock.

"that wasn't an answer, harker," you hiss, using your grasp on her shirt to wag her side to side. to heighten your point even more, you adjust yourself comfortably on her cock, the motion of which makes a small noise catch in your throat. once you're done, you remain seated, completely still, raising an eyebrow at her expectantly.

she sucks in a sharp breath, your breaths continuing to shudder as she mutters, "fine, I--I'm excited for it -- fuck."

you barely give her time to finish before you're bouncing yourself on her cock, slick sounds echoing through the bathroom as you take and take from her cock, using her for your pleasure.

not that she seems to mind much, her head continuing to loll back against the wall as she pants hard and fast, little whines slipping through every now and then.

when she comes, it's with your back pressed to her chest, your legs splayed on either side of her lap, her thumb rubbing at your clit just as you directed her to, cock ramming in and out at a furious pace that has you both gasping. with your hand wrapped in her ponytail, tugging enough to make her jaw clench from the sting of it, you whisper in her ear, "you're already this close after just a few minutes, it's not like it's gonna be even more embarrassing to come. at least you'll give me something then, even if it's just for your own needs."

she makes a choked noise that dissolves into a moan, her other hand wrapping tighter around your waist as she continues jacking off into you, her body finally freezing with a long groan rumbling in her throat. you sigh in ecstasy as streams of her milky come leak into you, making you flutter around her cock and prompt a few last drops to burst into your hole.

her finger continues rubbing at your clit, her mouth pressing to the sweat at the back of your neck, and in a matter of moments, your walls are seizing at her, an ache running through through every muscle and making you tense at the overwhelming waves of it.

by the time you both settle down, your body melting against hers, she whispers, "I told you -- trouble."

[storiesofsvu]

WIP Roundup!

Alright, I've completely cleaned out the inbox and deleted "all" messages that I didn't respond to/that were "ghost" messages driving me insane saying they were there when they weren't.

Which ALSO means I've gone through my entire WIP folder and narrowed things down. Some got deleted, some I'm going to sit on for a little bit and see if something sparks, others I went through and added nearly 3000 words of blurbs/notes/ideas on how the fic is gonna go. The creativity is *flowing* so here's what we're working with now!

Addison Montgomery: A twist on the Seattle Grace prom ep. This time it's Addi off in an on call room cheating. She knows she shouldn't, that it's wrong and tells reader this, who agrees with a laugh. Problem is Addi knows it's not gonna be the last time. Amanda Rollins: her girl is supposed to be her gambling good luck charm. Amanda's not very happy when she ends up being someone else's and takes her home to be punished. Barhoun: 1 angst piece delving into one version of how/why they break up for good. Why things would never workout between them. 1 poly!fic where they frequent a high end sex club in the city and see a little timid thing that needs *guidance* (will end up w multiple parts) 1 poly! pure smut fic where they've both had long weeks and need someone to take it out on. Alex Blake: a minor hurt major comfort piece. Reader is hosting the team for post case drinks, but the case hit hard and she gets incredibly overwhelmed with the environment in her apartment. Blake is the one she trusts and wants around. Sonny Carisi: 1 hurt/comfort of him having to deal w his cop wife being undercover. He's now the ada and can't be on scene to help her/protect her and man does he ever hate that. 1 hurt/comfort potentially related to s26. Sonny needs someone, he needs to be comforted and taken care of by someone he trusts completely, someone he can relinquish all control to. CM Ladies: 1 comfort of reader coming out as bi/coming to terms with it and feeling a little bit insecure about it because she's only dated/been with men. Reassurance from the rest of the girls 1 mega smut club sandwich: Reader is friends with JJ, she's casually dated a couple other members of the team over the years and everything is on good terms. When she gets invited out for a night of drinks she meets the newest team member and is conflicted about how her night will end. Naturally, one of the girls comes up with a much spicier idea. One that reader doesn't need to make a choice. Elizabeth Donnelly: 1 mini series where Liz's relatively new gf starts to see the way other prosecutors act around her gf, how often Liz drops things to attend to their needs and how much she mentors them. She starts to get jealous/insecure about it and their relationship, wondering if she's enough or if Liz deserves/wants more. Emily Prentiss: 1 hurt/comfort in s17. Instead of getting high, emily devolves even more as she starts to spin out. It's only when reader shows up to yank her out of it that she finally gets a reality check from someone who cares and is worried about her. 1 smut. a continuation of "Seventeen" if you will, where em has tried to be good and play by the rules but she can't help it. Work's been busy and she's *needy* Olivia Benson: 1 mommy!olivia smut 1 that's a 5 times + 1 style of Olivia secretly dating Elliot's younger sister. Sara Kingsley: 1 either multi part-er or a 5 times where Sara has a crush but doesn't want to admit it. Joe Velasco: a 5 times one i've been working on for ages. Where he and reader have been sleeping together for a while but are in denial of all feelings and pretending their fling is a secret when.. yeah... everybody knows.

There's 20 all together in my WIP folder, but some I am sitting on to see if they develop something that might be deleted so I didn't include them.

That gives you a nice idea of what style/who is in the wip folder and what y'all have to look forward to!

Requests remain OPEN, so feel free to check out my pinned post and prompt lists to get some ideas. I generally DO like to get more than just the prompt as a request, send me even just a pretty vague setting/thought/what kind of situation they're in/how they got there. It helps me come up with someone more and there's a higher chance of it not getting deleted further down the road lol.

Happy Wednesday! <3

[kiyomitakada]

hi everyone i have just dug up my pitch for death note musical 2: musical boogaloo from the depths of My Drafts. would you like to hear about it. of course you do here it is

kiyomi is the one who gets the death note

in this adaptation i’m making her kill only politicians. why? because fuck you that’s why (and death note musical changed so many of the characters that i think i am justified in this)

mikami, who idolized the former kira, is really mad that there is now a Pretender To The Throne. he has decided to seek this person out no matter what and somehow acquire the power for himself instead, because he will use it Properly

he expresses this opinion to his good friend kiyomi takada over their weekly dinner meeting. kiyomi is normal about it.

near and mello are doing exactly what they were doing in the manga. near did reconstruct L’s whole case even though kira went inactive because he wants to know who killed L. mello is in the mafia still

(there is no watari-equivalent in the original musical so im going to say watari doesn’t exist but roger & the orphan making factory do)

(that could be a great willy wonka variant. Roger Ruvie & The Orphan Making Factory.)

soichiro retired from the police amidst the fallout from the kira investigation. he has not been doing good. sachiko made him enroll in therapy.

sayu, on the other hand, is still desperate to believe that her brother wasn’t kira — that L was kira and went to kill light but not before light shot and killed him in self defense…?

(this is in fact the more reasonable explanation. two people dead, one of gunshot wounds, the other of a heart attack; obviously the one without a heart attack was kira. obviously!)

(for some reason her dad doesn't buy this.)

so anyway she’s a cop now

(we’re allowing a longer timeskip let’s say 10 years)

pause in mourning for sayu becoming a cop

the task force immediately forms again once the new kira appears, since they all really want closure. sayu manages to force her way in as well despite her parents’ fervent pleas for her to Not Do That. the task force mostly treats her as a grieving young girl which drives her insane

the new kira is pressuring the government to support their new reign, like what happened in yotsuba arc, so the task force is unofficial and a secret

a month after the new kira shows up, beloved idol misa amane vanishes

because mello kidnapped her. that’s why. mihael “mello” “serial kidnapper” keehl knew from the records that L tortured her and decided she must be relevant.

musical misa unfortunately is a moeblob so she was genuinely just trying to get on with her life even though she dreams about scattering dust every night

mello figures out from this that light yagami was the primary suspect from the original investigation but realizes pretty quickly she genuinely doesn’t know anything else

this does allow him to zero in on sayu yagami however because the task force’s member list is not obtainable information but the npa personnel list sure is

mello offers to let misa go, obviously under threat to her life if she ever reveals what happened etc., but she decides that actually she wants to know what’s going on as well. her life as an idol is miserable anyway.

…………..that’s all i got for plot im sorry if i start a kickstarter scam will you pay me for more ideas

re: the musical aspect:

sayu and misa both sing solos that very obviously leave space where light is supposed to sing, because i liked that the original musical made them parallels

mikami’s songs are all solos. gospel music backing like with misa’s songs.

near and mello duet constantly but the spotlight is always only on one of them until the finale where near is explaining mello’s plan (sorry yeah mello dies in this i don’t know how but he does) (he’s very killable can you blame me. he inherited it from lawliet), at which point near finally sings simultaneously with an apparition of mello until they reach “together we can surpass—” and near finishes “L.” alone

miscellaneous:

midora’s the one who dropped the death note. in this universe kiyomi got it rather than c-kira

midora has never done something like this before and she heard from ryuk that rem died by getting too close to her human so after a very brief explanation of the rules midora just flies back to the shinigami realm and watches from there. this drives kiyomi up a wall

i really, really want mikami to kill god (ryuk). i think he deserves it. it would be healthy for him.

(no not by making ryuk fall in love. he sets that bastard on fire or something)

the theme of this musical is Succession. kiyomi is facing immense internal pressure to do what the original kira did but she can’t stand having as much blood on her hands. mikami & his god, sayu & light, near/mello & L, so on and so forth

misa is not in the above list because (as in the original musical) she is the exception to the rule

the finale takes place when kiyomi’s hosting the red and white song battle show. for maximum coolness.

misa doing spy things during the rehearsal for kiyomi’s show… breaking into her room… setting cameras…

i don’t know how the politics of this musical are going to turn out to be. in my head kiyomi is extremely politically minded but she’s also a milquetoast liberal. centrist accelerationism and all that. ideally she would get enough power over the current right-wing government that she can enact policies herself and then start slipping back into the exact same right-wing shit. but i have read exactly 0 theory so i don’t know how i would pull this off

reading marx so i can write death note musical 2 musical boogaloo

anyway the first musical kind of didn’t go into any of that (much less than the manga does as far as i remember) so at least there’s no precedent

oh also and this is important. musical!sayu is the kind of vengeful that makes her perfect for being a cop (derogatory). she’s kind of like matsuda. she’s doing this For Light (the way matsuda shot light For Soichiro) not because she actually has any meaningful objection against kira the entity. i’m sure this will be fine.

i feel like i haven’t talked enough about near… i don’t know how much he could glean from the case. there’s no watari around to press the self destruct button but maybe L just didn’t keep notes in the first place.

i think it consumes him though. it’s illogical because the kira case is over and if you can’t win the game you’re nothing but a loser, but also he can’t tell if L won or not and that drives him mad although he’s very outwardly calm about it.

it just occurred to me that if you somehow only know death note through the musical it’d be kind of insane to show up to the sequel musical just to hear “oh yeah by the way there was an unethical orphanage to replace the detective guy from the first musical, obviously, we all know about the unethical orphanage”

[erwinsvow]

if i think about pope crying to amy about forgiveness and what he did to cath i will literally start sobbing my eyes out. like i have to think of him going to wifey reader to be comforted and getting just an ounce more comfort than he did in the show because it actually makes me so insanely unwell. i understand for the show why they did that but oh my god how much can one man suffer. seriously. the escape is thinking about wifey calming him down and telling him no matter what happens she'll always be there with him and they'll get through it together.

[cantpickyourgenre]

Season 9 opens up. Some chipper ditty plays. Eddie is looking through the professional photos the realtor took of his Texas place. Buck comes back in after a showing at an apartment that he absolutely hated. He slides onto the couch, "sorry man, this one didn't even have room for a dining room table. It felt stripped of all the things that make a place, a home." Eddie just chuckles and hands over his iPad so Buck can look at the pictures for approval while he gets up to start getting together Chris's laundry. "It's no sweat, I told you I wasn't going to kick you out. When you find the place you should be, you'll know." Buck is lost in thought, scrolling through the pictures. Suddenly, he feels...weird. It's a far cry from the state Eddie first bought the house in. It looks lived in. It looks beautiful. He thinks about all the hard work Eddie put into it and he get a little emotional. He feels like how he felt the first time he was invited to stay at the Bedford Street home. He feels the insane urge to delete the photos, to send a message from Eddie's iPad to the realtor saying he changed his mind. "Eddie. It's me. I'm the buyer of your Texas house." And this is how Buck gets his own Texas arc by moving into Eddie's other house. It lasts the whole season. He only comes home after Chimney raises a disappointed eyebrow at him in the season 9 finale.

[geeky-politics-46]

Fluffy Sinister Stephen Strange Headcanons

Random thoughts I have about fluffy Sinister Strange. I separated them into SFW and NSFW. These may be elaborated on and expanded on later. If there is a specific headcanon you really want a story about, let me know in the comments or an ask.

SFW:

He wouldn't tell anyone, but he's more of a cat person than a dog person. They are quieter, and he thinks they are smarter. 

He has a specific place for everything, but it is an organized chaos. Stuff is seemingly everywhere, but he can tell you exactly where everything is down to the most obscure item.

He is a terrible cook. Every now and then, he gets the idea that he will surprise you with dinner. It usually ends with lots of crashing sounds and swearing.

When you are cuddling, he likes to be the little spoon more than the big spoon. You often go to sleep with him as the big spoon, only to wake up and have him in front of you as the little spoon. You always hold him a little tighter when you find him as the little spoon.

He hadn't really cared much about grooming before he developed feelings for you. In fact, he had stopped looking in the mirror almost completely. His first real hint that he had it bad for you is that he starts caring how he looks again. 

He's incredibly touchy feely once you are together. He loves to have you in his arms and will often go out of his way to be in the same room as you just so he can touch you in some way.

He genuinely thinks you are the most amazing creature in the multiverse. Sometimes, he catches himself studying you, trying to figure out if you really are a human or if you are some kind of siren or goddess turned flesh. He does not know what he did to earn your presence or if he just got insanely lucky, but he swears he will never take you or your love for granted. Not even for a single second.

The first time you have an argument, he practically has a full mental breakdown. He's sure you hate him now and that his reason for living is gone without your love. He doesn't mean to be such a drama queen, okay maybe he does a little, but everything in his world has been life or death for so long he doesn't remember any other way to be. Once you get him calmed down, he becomes very aware that he overreacted very quickly.

He hates apologizing and you may never actually hear the words “I'm sorry” without explicitly telling him he needs to say them, but he will go out of his way to show you he's sorry. Flowers, other gifts, holding doors for you, doing chores, etc. He will eat crow in his own ways, but he really would prefer not to actually say the words.

At first, after you arrive, he will occasionally get so caught up in his own work and in his own mind that he forgets you are there. So you have made Mr. Big Scary Sorcerer nearly jump out of skin on several occasions just by giving him a cheery “Howdy.” After all, no one else has been there for the longest time.

He didn't realize how much he had started talking to himself until you arrived. He suddenly became self-conscious of it, changing his full volume speaking to mostly murmuring under his breath. He is aware that actually makes him look crazier.

NSFW:

Thanks to being trapped in his universe alone he is incredibly sensitive the first time you have sex and he has to try really hard not to cum almost immediately. He still didn't last very long, and it definitely embarrassed him, but he was ready to go again almost immediately.

He also hadn't really felt much need to masturbate until he found you and you showed up there. After a while all thought of sex had just stopped. Suddenly, he felt like a teenage boy again. Everything you did got him aroused. You were the only thing his fantasies revolved around. He had a lot of wet dreams about you after you arrived and before you got together.

He was also a bit of a peeper once he discovered how attracted he was to you. Trying to catch glimpses of you getting dressed or undressed. Shamelessly staring at your ass if you bent over. He even debated “accidentally” walking in on you in the shower or the bath a few times. If he thought he might have heard you touching yourself, he absolutely urgently needed something from your room at that very second.

Definitely has a copy of the Kama Sutra in the Sanctum library and definitely wants to try every single position in it. In fact he has it marked with colored post it notes based on which ones he wants to try with you first.

He has magically hidden all of your clothes on more than one occasion to try to convince you to either spend all day in bed with him or just walk around naked. He's okay with either one frankly. He always gets a cheeky smile when he's busted but never pretends he isn't pleased with himself, because he is very pleased with himself.

He worries a lot about how he compares to your former lovers. So when you start having sex he tries his absolute hardest to make sure you cum hard every single time. The first time he can't make you cum he nearly has a meltdown. 

Definitely has his kinky side, but more than anything he actually really craves vanilla love making missionary or cowgirl position sex with you. It's an intimacy and a comfort level he has not felt in a very long time, and it nearly brings him to tears.

Is a big fan of mutual masturbation. He just loves watching you. The way your breathing changes, the way your back arches. It's like art to him and almost as erotic as touching you himself. He also likes to study how you touch yourself so he can expertly do the same later.

Thanks to his universe being completely barren and destroyed he will take you whenever and wherever he wants, but he has a soft spot for taking you against the large window bearing the seal of Vishanti. He likes the idea that someone could see you, but they won't because there is no one else there. He's not sure he could actually handle someone else seeing you that way. 

Like the other Stephen's, he has a lingerie kink and loves gifting you all sorts of pieces to wear. Some more demure and innocent, flowing nighties in soft silks and satins. Some barely cover anything at all and are intricately made of delicate lace in rich deep colors. He will pay attention to which pieces you like and wear the most, but some pieces are pulled right from his naughtiest fantasies.

His favorite position is you on top riding him, but he does like to plant his feet and thrust up into when he gets close. He gets the best view in this position, seeing every inch of you, but still gets to help set speed and pace. If he's feeling really soft he'll pull you down to lay flat on his chest as you grind on him and he thrusts in and out of you. He also loves that when you're on top and he hits that spot just right he can literally watch your eyes roll back in your head.

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