#I WAS HALF ASLEEP AND IT WOKE ME UP
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i think i was just having an auditory hallucination or something it was so scary i want to die
#krestel speaks#IDKKKKKKKKKKK#I WAS HALF ASLEEP AND IT WOKE ME UP#I WAS LITERALLY SEARCHING FOR THE NOISE#UNTIL I REALIZED IT WAS IN MY HEAD. I HATE IT HERE#PRETTY PLEASE CAN I GO BACK TO JUST THE TINNITUS??
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Do yall think sometimes Siffrin does normal human things that make sense but are deeply unsettling when you remember they dont remember their childhood. Like do you think Siffrin once woke up startled and shouted "Oh SHIT MY HOMEWORK" and scared Mirabelle who went to wake him up? Or they complained about not wanting to eat certain things cause it made them sick and their parents were upset about it when they were a child? Or they see a stuffed animal and buy it for Bonnie cause they wished they still had their stuffed animals when they were Bonnie's age? Or he sings a lullaby to himself when trying to fall asleep and Isa asks for its name and Siffrin just kind of shrugs and says it was what his mom used to sing for him? Just so normal and deeply ingrained but forgotten? Like I think that would be fucked up, yall think its fucked up? Also it would be mainly childish things cause ya fella ran away when they were a kid </3
#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#I am THINKING!!!!!#Just the homework one really got me#maybe one time someone woke them up and they were disoriented and said something abotu being late for school#and they kind of laugh and ask home about it#and still half asleep he mutters something about how hes gonna be in soooo much trouble he hasnt been to school for years hes so late#and they kind of laugh about it but Siffrin keeps going and it gets increasingly clear something Happened to make him not able to go#And then they forget. They forget and suddenly the party knows more than they should.#YALL THINK ABOUT THIS???? I THINK ABOUT THIS!!!!
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#it is 3:30 this came to me in a dream and i woke up to make it it is so bad and stupid. enjoy xoxox#image#im up now??? hello??#why do yall like this so much i made this while half asleep#greatest hits#i fuckin guess#patroclus#antilochus#balius and xanthus#so happy when people realize my stupid little posts have themes#themes#just a bit
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i just think itd b cool to wake up to someone shushing me n telling me to go back to sleep while they fuck me ://
#except i know its cool i just wnt it to happen again#bc it was cute#n when im all sleepy brained n confused its nice to hav someone tellin me wht to do#thinkin ab when it happened n they told me it was just a dream n to close my eyes again#n when i woke up in the mornin they wouldnt tell me if it was a dream or not for so long i convinced myself i dreamt it all#do u think i just crave the sleepy sex bc im half asleep n still needy#just lemme come nap w u u can do whtever u want bc i wont know if i just dreamt it or not:oooo
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I said this on twt already but Boothill’s light cone line “he would no longer live for himself” is SOOOOO much heavier now with the added context. He willingly turned himself into a weapon to fight against the IPC. He has an entire planet to fight for, the memories of his family to preserve.
If he cannot live for himself, then at the very least may Boothill live for his people.
#.txt#boothill#his lore genuinely. woke me up.#i was like half asleep up and then i read part 2#the whole ipc = colonizer thing was already so clear with topaz and aventurine but boothills lore makes it even more frustrating oh my god#like FUCK THE IPC!!! GENUINELY!!!
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it just occurred to me, martin wilby is the alex rider tv show's ash. there's a line in season 1 where the department is talking about wilby being responsible for ian's death and how ian “thought the world of him.”
very similar to how ash was responsible for john (and helen's) death, but john very clearly loved the guy. enough to make him alex's godfather and save his life. another very interesting parallel for the rider brothers.
ash and wilby are different to each other however. at least ash had somewhat more of a reason to join scorpia? a vendetta against alan blunt. wilby just straight up wanted money. yassen gregorovich stabbed both of them though.
#i kept typing wilby wrong and it kept autocorrecting to winky and i thought that was funny#but thats besides the point#both ash and wilby were killed by alex's older mentor guardian figures too. ben and yassen respectively#poor rider boys keep getting betrayed by being too loyal to men who didn't deserve it#i didnt wanna say it in the main post because it seemed to mean but wilby seems like a bit of a sad wet loser of a man#unlike ash who seemed a bit more. idk the words for it. cool? suave?#idk call me yassen gregorovich with how fascinated and obsessed i am with all the rider boys#alex rider#yassen gregorovich#john rider#ian rider#martin wilby#alex rider tv#alex rider books#maybe this has occurred to people before but i woke up from being half asleep and frantically skipped through the episodes until i found#that quote that john crawley said about what ian thought of wilby
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life update: solangelo cameo at my C Programming course to demonstrate Structures! LOL
#pjo#solangelo#nico di angelo#will solace#ngl i was half-asleep in the middle of this lecture but this woke me up thankfully!!#🥠 l is typing
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MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!
#jane journals#HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE#im the spongebob number now#25 😂😂😂#it feels strange to be half of 50 but im out here vibing#i just woke up. partners still asleep next to me. cat on my tummy. raining outside#i kinda wasnt counting on rain today but thats ok!! im still gonna enjoy today 🫶🫶#no matter what 😤
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Tbh the way that kubosai is literally just 2 traumatized silly billys finding comfort and healing in each other is something I love so very very much
Like both of them may not realize it at first that they need the comfort or the lack of control but as time goes by they get more comfortable around each other and trust each other to be there for them so they can let themselves fall, let themselves give up on control and have emotions
Whether it's sadness, anger or just the genuine want of human touch and comfort
They both are so similar in a sense that they're relationship could blow up so quick if they don't learn to trust but they can do it since they both are stubborn and care way way to much about the people around them
#Hoping I make sense#I just woke up like 10 minutes ago#saiki k#saiki no psi nan#kusou saiki#saiki kusuo#kuboyasu aren#aren kuboyasu#kubosai#They are so important to me#Also this may a tad ooc because I'm very tired and relying mainly from my half asleep brain so sorry
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I don't care if we've never seen Verin, this concept of a man would 100% steal Essek's people's silverware and bury them in his their backyards if let anywhere near a kitchen.
#i will die on this hill#why? i dont know its just that unreasonable conviction you get when you think about something while half asleep#woke up and decided verin is a little shit and torments everyone#its more concerning that anything about the thelyss family consumes at least 70% of my unconscious thoughts#my brain told me theyre the Addams family of Rosohna and its been ingrained since#im miserable i have no idea where it came from but i cannot see that family and their dynamics and reputations any differently now#crit role#critical role#critical role mighty nein#the mighty nein#mighty nein#critical role essek#cr m9#m9#cr mighty nein#cr essek#verin thelyss#essek thelyss
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#lmao this is why I can’t get married I swear#fictional men#I spoke with a potential guy yesterday#and then last night I had a dream that I fell in love with someone and I woke up and was half asleep trying to figure out who the guy-#in my dream was cuz the dream felt so realistic and maybe it was a sign#GUESS WHO the guy in my dream was which I figured out with great effort while half asleep#it was. the freaking RED POWER RANGER from zyuogher#🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡#freaking yamato kazakiri#lmaooo#the utter absurdity#like??? I haven’t thought abt this dude in years#me: pls give me a sign#the sign: you will fall in love with the red power ranger#thanks 🤝#sorry this is so funny to me#lol like what?#not even any guy from any drama I watched (which at least would make some sense)#nice#imagine someone says what’s ur type and u say ‘the red power ranger’#abt to be me
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when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. then, send this ask to 10 of your followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool) < 3 <3
OUAA 0,0
this might be a little hard because, as strange as it is, I don't know a whole lot about myself via myself tbh. I absorb most information from the people around me-
[1.] uuohhhg I like my poetry. it's not always very good, but it's always there as a mechanism to turn to so I can scream into the void when upset
[2.] i like my bracelets that I wear, both of them are rainbow n pride and they were both gifts so they're very close to me :,D
[3.] i like my collection of figures. i have so many dinosaurs I think it's an obsession at this point but I wouldn't trade it for anything. it's childish but I think it reminds me that I have an identity
[4.] i like how I help people sometimes. or try to if I can, not everyone wants help and that's respectable. i wanna be like a lighthouse so people can dock their ships full of baggage and just rest for a while <3
[5.] i like my drawing skills(??), to an extent. i haven't really found a style yet on account of still needing to get better at drawing in general, mostly humanoids though
I HOPE IT'S ALR IF I TAG PEOPLE INSTEAD OF SENDING IT AS AN ASK BC I THINK IT MIGHT PROVIDE MORE CONTEXT THIS WAY 😭
tagging; @vallkary @ratmouseshrew @semidecentpoet @saltedcaramelchaos @wet-ass-pigeon @traygaming @nachtsynth @internet-cheesecake @ceramicbirb @hallytall12022002
#positivity#self love#self positivity#positive thoughts#tag chain#tag game#maybe ??#it's three in the morning where I am rn#just woke up from like a 12 hour nap and I'm STILL tired 💀#the insomnia's been getting worse and this is the first time in weeks I've managed to sleep what might equate to a full night#i wanna go back to sleep but my body won't let me#it could be better rn but getting this ask made half-asleep me happy :
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stop bursting crackers for fucks sake diwali is over
#and it's fucking 11 pm this is ridiculous#god i really really really hate diwali#i was in such a perfect half awake half asleep earphones in state and a fucking blast woke me up
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Go to bed you asshole
no? get fucked
#ask#madbanquetofdark#i went to bed at eight yesterday and woke up today at half ten#me staying up this late is simply me making sure my sleep schedule doesn't get fucked over#and by sleep schedule i mean me waking up at three because i don't have anything to do during the day so i might as well spend it asleep
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waking up from.a frightening dream at 4am in which a scary book was central which in the dream (could sort of tell I was dreaming on one level) I thoroughly believed was a real book that had been brought up the other day irl & that my dreaming mind was riffing off of bc I had not read yet. but having woken up. I'm not entirely convinced this is the case. and now I'm kind of scared to look it up tbh bc what's worse that it doesn't exist but I've dreamed about it several different nights & it's broken down my dream/reality conscious barrier (& I might dream it again??? this does happen to me) or that it does & I have to live in a world where it exists & I could read it.
#seriously considering just not sleeping any more & just getting up now at 4am now lol. i don't want to go back to sleep#thoughts#tbc in the dream the book was just a horror type deal it wasn't actually like. powerful. beyond the way it warped my 'levels' of reality#which ngl has shaken me bc i can usually tell well enough if I'm dreaming even if I can't act on it#so some sort of scary narrative/reality breakdown here#<- sorry for the distracted rambling I'm still half asleep & twitching at weird sounds. i will feel better shortly though i usually do#the last time this happened i was in high school & having a dream i could tell i was dreaming in & then 'woke up' & rolled over to find a#perfect representation of my room except the lady from my dream was standing in the middle of it facing away from me oddly still. & then#when i woke up for real I couldn't make myself turn over for like an hour i was so distressed abt what I'd see but also more importantly#that i didn't know/couldn't reliably trll if i was dreaming or not. terrifying prospect tbh#also like i DO have dreams with sequrls/repeats/returns sometimes even years later & 'remember' the last one. nightmares included.#which i hate btw
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I need this shirt so people know the absolute beast they're dealing with
#I was half asleep and just woke up with the WORST gut pain imaginable#Free me#I can't eat shit without my guts acting up#doodles rants
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