#I WANT to GAIN weight…so bad
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vlovann · 3 days ago
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Just to elaborate on this, my job used to say if you don’t make $50 in tips, you get free food. You also get free food if it’s:
• A mistake - Someone rang an order in wrong and they remade it, so it’s just sitting there.
• A reward - You picked up someone’s shift for right after yours. Sometimes they overlap and they don’t want you to have a break and you have to refuse not to take one for yourself.
• Pity - You didn’t make “enough” (for fucking WHAT? It is NOT EVEN in my FUCKING pocket and it WON’T be…for 1-2 WEEKS)
• Scraps - something that’s past it’s sell by date and might expire in your fridge.
Never acknowledged, of course!
Yeah so they took it down to $30 in tips.
Hence, the wishing I wouldn’t make 30 untouchable numbers, so I could eat today.
I made over $30 today. Only on card because cash is disappearing like dvds (typed wrong and it auto-corrected to “dads”…still works)
I am starving.
The rest of my money has dedications I’m waiting to pay.
I am on my shark week and in even more pain. Can’t take pain meds because that’ll just make it worse without food.
Didn’t sleep well, had to rush out the door, so no cereal.
My hands were shaking while checking someone out for a to go mocha I had to make too.
I almost put the silverware holder (for polished ones not meant to go in a dishwasher) and fucking table napkins in a sanitizing machine instead of on a shelf under the counter.
I scooped sauce out of a ramekin into the Petri dish that the silverware sit in, waiting to be washed at the end of a shift instead of in the trash without even questioning it until it was already done. I never fucking do that. I clear everything where it’s supposed to go because I’ve been a dishwasher and have had personal vendettas against the servers that didn’t.
Had to ask someone else to fill the ice bin even though it was my task because I just didn’t have the energy for going all the way back to the machine and then forgot I didn’t already sweep my section. So I had to do heavier physical labor anyway. I might’ve half-assed.
I was supposed to leave at 1. They wouldn’t let me start closing my shift out. It is 3:30. I got here at 7:15 am. This shit is completely avoidable.
I can’t get home till my partner is off and if I had the car, I wouldn’t trust myself to drive. They don’t work in the food industry and they get a meal, so they’re okay enough to get through, at least. (Genuinely)
Refusing your food service workers food when they have to smell, touch, and see food, watch people eat, and overhear conversations at tables about their corporate level job and being able to afford anything at all is literally torture.
Let’s start calling it what it is. It’s inhumane. Neglect. Greedy. Physical and physiological TORTURE.
Servers shouldn’t have to think “I hope I don’t make $30 in tips, so I can get a free pity meal”.
Free shift meals should be standard for everyone in food service and any low paying job.
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torra-and-the-toons · 11 months ago
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Some notes on Nigel from my modern adult AU, where all their adventures were just them playing pretend as kids and now they're grown up.
I always liked the cancer theory for Nigel, so I went with that. (what can I say, I love angst...) He left because the US healthcare system is a joke.
I made this for outfits, but it kinda just evolved into random notes.
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thefatisland · 2 months ago
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Okay so I tried looking back at "Sexercise" and by all the things in heaven I had forgotten how porny it was... I mean what else am expecting with porn content but... Ah, the thing is I'm getting old. I'm not actually old but I am not the teenager I used to be when starting Tumblr. And I am asexual, you see. Not as in "repulsed by sex" (though I used to for a while), just... it leaves me indifferent. This allowed me to go through porn works back in the days to look for all the things that were around the actual sexual things happening. But as time flies by and I grow older I just... you know it kind of tires me.
Take Sexercise. I LOVE the way the main character's body is drawn, I love that we have a full weight gain then weight loss allowing us to see his body evolved from muscular-fit to handsome-thickness. But... while before I could go through the whole thing while just scrolling mindlessly the porn sections, now I just get tired of them. Tired of how over-the-top and ridiculous some of it is, and tired of how just plain cringe sometimes it is. It is part of why I kind of slowed down overall in posting - especially with animes as while when you're a youthful teen you can pass off all the sexual and perverts elements in anime as just another joke or just the weird Japanese tradition, after a while you get to spot it everytime and realized how weighing and heavy it is (no pun intended) and it kind of wears me out. Especially when you realize how gross and wrong a lot of this is (because when you look for things touching the fetish in the scenes of mangas and manhwa, BY GOSH you fall on some disturbing stuff).
Anyway... If anyone wants to relay me or take over the look for good Sexercise picks to appreciate the weight gain of our chubby boy, don't hesitate. It seems I was the ONLY one to talk about this because of how only my pictures come out on Google Image when searching for this...
Meanwhile I found out the existence of a new, softer BL manga called "I'm kinda chubby but I'm your hero". I heard it is nice, so in case you want something a bit sweeter
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neverendingford · 11 months ago
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(alternative title: photo dump of a midnight desert run)
#photography#Ford's Art#color says shit#it was either go on a twelve mile run or re-download grindr and get absolutely blasted so I went with the more responsible option.#b because damn I'm feeling it tonight. or at least I was before the run. I need to shower and then I'll cook dinner and go to bed satiated.#I did also jerk off under the bridge and then piss on someone's flowers on the way home. gotta get those animal instincts out somehow right?#anyway I've successfully vented most of my manic energy and a cold shower will finish it off and then we're good.#the mood meds have been helping a lot. last time I got hit with this kind of a mood I came out of it with huge bite marks and chlamydia.#and I haven't been feeling it nearly as bad this time so that's nice. more like a restless dog and less like a caged wolf thirsty for blood.#yes I'm making references to Call of the Wild again deal with it.#anyway sorry to anyone who sees this from the tags and not because you follow me. you didn't sign up for this lmao.#also. this is why I can't be a binary trans woman. this night photography shit is the most gay-man thing ever and I enjoy it.#I was doing it before my last boyfriend but he got me even more into it.#anyway bye I'm gonna go shower and then eat food. I've been hungrier more recently.#between the meds and the hrt my appetite is bigger and I'm gaining weight with the hrt fat redistribution which is cool and good.#I want to be a healthy weight and maybe even a lil chonky? we'll see we'll see.
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bunnymajo · 1 year ago
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I think I will wear lolita fashion when I get home. As a treat.
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labradorite-princess · 5 months ago
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I'm not going to the wedding. I can't do it.
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killmymind · 2 months ago
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need to do stuff before i become suicidal again. LOL
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whsprings · 7 months ago
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I'm so fucking hungry and tired and thirsty and am I doing anything about it?? no!!
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wow-an-unfunny-joke · 1 month ago
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I for one head canon that Martin started loosing weight during season four as the lonely got its grips on him, it’s a sort of physical sign of his loss of interest, how depression (or like- the lonely or whatever) has been affecting him.
Basically, the time travel au that lived solely in my head has like a whole bit dedicated to Martin seeing his younger self- how he looks younger, happier, healthier, etc.
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primrosebitch · 8 months ago
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Gastroparesis is honestly so annoying, like when i eat meals and stuff i get full pretty quickly which is bad enough on its own, but then after just enough time has passed where meal time is over and i'm doing other stuff (like 40min to an hour) i'll get hungry again, and this after meal hunger is usually worse than my before meal hunger, and it's like wtf i just fed you a full meal (that you probably didn't finish) why are you hungry now, stupid slow digestive track
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pudgypuppy · 2 months ago
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my partners going to be gone for a week and wants me to put on some new weight for him to play around with when he gets back…
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endeverous · 3 months ago
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