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Hey!! I’m back😭😭😭was on vacation after my brutal exams!!! I passed!! But it was INTENSE! Anyway, I just read ur recent chapter and OMFG!!! WTF!! That was literally insane!! It felt like I was reading pure cinema! Like, I completely didnt think u were gonna have Demeter just straight up deleted like that💀💀😂😂.
(Although, not to be a hater, but she lowkey had it coming… I mean…that’s POSEDION’s daughter ur messing with hun. How else did she thing this would go?)
On that note, I DO feel a little bad for Persephone (only a little, tho, because who basically tries to get their cousin “date-raped” by their uncle so that they can get out of their own marriage 😑. Like girl don’t piss me off 😤👏) at the same time tho. Even tho I didn’t really like him, Zagreas (totally butchered that spelling😭😭) was still her son and I can imagine that no mother wants to have to chose between their kids like that.
(Even if she did have it coming)
With that thought tho…it does lead me to wonder…
If, hypothetically, Percy was ever put in a situation where she has no (absolutely NO) way to save all her yan children which group of kids would she choose to spare amongst the yan children?
Personally Im thinking…
Chances of survival (which group of Percy’s children is she most likely to chose all the way to least likely):
1: Anthonius kids (obviously)
2: Apollo kids- okay so I actually have a reason for this!!! Personally from what I can remember of past asks. Of all Percy’s children the Perpollo kids are the most likely to not turn out complete psycho’s like the rest of the yans because their dad actually raises them like a normal parent would. Apollo has experience with raising children too! And almost all of them were raised to be decent people. So their kids will have the most stable (as stable as it can get for a god I mean) household out of all the yans and are the least likely to be overly violent and sadistic.
3: Anubis kids- same as above^ honestly I think that Anubis’s kids will be pretty chill most of the time, like their father (unless extremely provoked), and stay pretty low key. They might be a little spoiled because Anubis seems like the type but not overly so. Like Apollo he also has experience so I think that their kids will turn out better than the other yans kids and I can’t see Percy as being the type to hate her children solely for their father’s actions towards her
4: Hades Kids- same as above.
5: beelzebub Kids- this is where things start to get…interesting. Percy loves all her kids but I’d imagine her kids with beelzebub will have it rough in a situation like this because if their anything like Beel… I’d imagine that they flip flop between cruelty, sadism, and/or indifference
6: Poseidon kids-bruh💀💀. With the way Poseidon be raising kids Percy would be lucky if they weren’t all sadistic monsters. She’d love them DEEPLY (I just don’t think she would LIKE them very much, you know?)
7: Loki kids- same as above
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8:Cu kids- I don’t know too much about their children yet but I don’t think they would be too bad so TBD
omg hey i missed you 🥺💖 i feel like it's been forever omg 😭😭
about your question, it reeeeaaaaally depends on the kid SPECIFICALLY in most cases. like for example, not ALL of poseidon's kids will be evil menaces.... or at least maybe not to a high degree lol, but since we're going my majority i'll judge them based on which yan dad are the most likely to have mostly unhinged kids 😂
1: anthonius obviously 💖 there's no damn way percy and anthonius would ever raise their kids to be evil, they would literally be the most normal, kindest, and empathetic of the bunch
2: cú chulainn! ok so i don't have much on sécy kids yet, but i plan on giving them more daughters and he sucks at handling girls cuz he's too clueless (he'll try tho!). but tbh, i think even the sons would just be huge assholes then psychos really 😅
3: anubis!!!!! you saw how he is with kebi, he's a really good dad 🥹 and he listens to percy (mostly) so he won't corrupt the kids too much.....
4: apollo! as long as they don't fall in love 💀
5: hades! hades is a decent dad so they won't be that bad.....
THE ABSOLUTE WORST WHERE PRETTY MUCH 90% OF THE KIDS ARE SHIT
6: loki. this guy is fucking crazy and unstable. YES HE IS A GOOD DAD but holy shiiiiiiit is he a bad influence on his kids
7: poseidon 💀
8: beelzebub 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
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My Original Character Heartsword: sentient sword given a body to control through magical means
T. Kingfisher's novel Swordheart: sword given sentience by having a man bound to it through magical means
#I THINK. im only like 4 chapters in or so#haiz reads things#i was going to read this book because i heard it had zale the non-binary lawyer from paladin's grace#but i am obviously drawn in by the title and thrilled about sentient swords#all caught up on the saint of steel series; im really enjoying it#BUT idk if i can recommend binging all the books at once - the romance structure is very similar and has p much the same beats#the fourth deviates a little bit#and it's a good structure#the romances are very enjoyable!! i just hoped for more structure diversity. they're also really really allosexual#which isn't bad but one does get a little bit tired of hearing about the same body part mentioned over and over#but i very much appreciate these books for prominently featuring big and fat women
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so i have a problem & its called rereading this fic i just quickly doodled these 2 thingss but ill prolly make an actual piece bc i think about this a lot
sunshine. falling.
u can decide which part of the convo theyre on kfjsdh
gift 4 @radioactive-earthshine
HERES THE FIC AGAIN BC I REALIZE THE LINK MIGHT NOT LINK? ignore mefjksdh\
((idk y the quality is so badfjsdgf BUT THE DIALOUGE WAS CUTE OK ik part of it was from superboy & the ravers (#7) but just ok just))
this is like a couple weeks old @ this point idk y i never posted it
#like i cant discribe how emotioons this makes me feel#that was not a sentence#this fic makes me spin like i am in the dryer just psinning!!!#i do have a google doc separate from my other comment doc bc of how long this is turning out 2 b#like ohnofkjdshfks MOST OF IT IS ME SCREAMING I FEEL BAD BUT LIKE FDJKASHK#LISTEN LISTEN THIS FIC IS JUST IF U OSMEHOW R READING THIS & HJAVENT READ IT PLS READ IT PLS#ik this is only art 4 the 1st 2 chapters but i AM planning more#specifically w/the kids & 1 w/preston + thad bc omg i didnt think i would find them as cute as i do rn#spoilers im totally drawing them sk8ing & u CANT STOP ME#u dont even want 2 know i mean im ogin 2 say it anyways but im totally planning on drawing when kon & bart go through the files#y???? uhmmmmmm bc BC I CAN man idk im still so caught on capt 13 & the emotions from it just#anywaysfjkdshfk#srry 4 the tag :'3#kon el#bart allen#konbart#kart#dc#puppee art
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so once again i don't really have any clue as to where higurashi's story is going as i've never seen Anything about the entire game besides maybe one or two sprites. i didn't even know it would be horror. but i'm very interested in seeing how this game continues as i still have 7 chapters to go?
#leevi liveblogs#i dont think we're getting new characters and it's unlikely this will be a continuation of what we just saw#bc the little i know is that ch 1-4 are questions and 5-8 answers. so my guess rn is that we're going to go through the cases in a similar#manner in reverse-chronological order so ch2 would be about satoshi?? but that cant be#bc ok i do know ONE thing about this game and it's that when i went to look at the console voice voice actors vndb listed keiichi as protag#which. very strange.#i cant imagine this game moving forward in time in the next question chapters???#hmmm im so intrigued but i dont think i want to start a new chapter today#also im understating how little i know of the game. one time i went to the movies with a friend to see the lighthouse. and i only knew the#name of the movie and briefly saw the poster in the theaters. nothing else. i didnt even know it was b&w gfsahgfakj#i think i knew equally as much about higurashi as i did of the lighthouse#now i know 1st chapter and also i read the synopsis of the game#''wait you didnt even read the synopsis??'' the one on steam just says higurashi is a sound novel and i was afraid my beautiful wife vndb#would spoil me#this game could have been an fps or something and i wouldn't have even questioned it#or it could have been a lighthearted slice of life all the way through and i would have been just like ''oh ok makes sense''#anyways let's do the all cast review session#i didnt know higurashi had them! i knew umineko does but idk what they are but we'll see
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up next on chapter 36 of idol sengen… _(:3 」∠)_
#(my toxic trait is that i’ll complain about my work endlessly but still end up doing it anyway… eventually.)#there’s rant 1 (ft. a need to deduce what asuna is saying in full) and rant 2 (which is available in full but still…)#there’s also another mona-rambling session in chapter 38… that im not touching with a 50 foot pole#(all you need to know for that mona-rambling [about frusu] is that mona’s frusu oshi is all of them)#(and that she thinks miyu is like *the* pinnacle of centres in idol groups)#(also someone won a junior dance competition but idk who bc it’s obscured lmao)#can i outsource these panels for a corn chip lmaoooo#m. maybe i should’ve actually worked on this while i was still unemployed last month huh…#bc excuse me company wdymmmmmm im starting work next monday?? the interview was just this monday hello?#ig the interviewer was legit when she said ‘so if i asked you if you can start work next monday—’ huh…#sigh… maybe ch 36 next month then… i’ll do my best over the weekend thoughhhhh#seriously though why is this volume so text heavy l m a o i really wanna get to chapter 40 but…#and then there’s the hard to clean text boxes which… aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#…though i guess i should just count myself lucky that the chapters are still short enough to fit into a single post (with the image limits)#but dang. i just realised that my manga sengen thing has a page on manga updates lmao#who put it there lmaooooo and why is it only up till vol 2? wait. no. what. why does it link to manga.dex#bc dang. someone really had the time to dl the thing image by image? no wonder why they stopped after vol 2…#guess i might as well say why i dont want people to reupload my tls… since we’re in the final stretch and all#so. aside from the obvious ‘idw the creators to find out about it’… i probably made a ton of mistakes while tling it. esp in the early chaps#so i’d like to. y’know. have the chance to update the tls where possible. i’ve done that a couple of times already tbh.#like with rippei’s name post-vol 4 release. and some of the typesetting is p. gross in the early chaps tbvh#i swear tling idol sengen has made me incredibly conscious of grammar and typesetting like you wouldnt believe#esp with official tls… fan tls will always be perfect to me no matter how wonky the wording bc it’s hard but honest work yk#official tls (esp a.i tls) get no concessions from me bc it’s their job that they’re getting paid to do yk.#in any case (if you’ve read this far) if you see any mistakes in the tl please lemme know~~~ please dont hold back on your criticisms ok~~~?#just sound ‘em out in dms here or sth. don’t worry~~~ i won’t eat y’all if you try to correct me~~~~~ unless you’re the md reuploader (jk)#and ik i disabled comments on the other blog (or tried to at least) but that’s bc idw bots to flood the comments bc that’s annoying as he—#anyways sorry for the idol sengen wait (if anyone was waiting for it…) i’ll improve on my work ethic… tomorrow. maybe.
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The Weekend
Oasis Springs - Marcus & Gwen's
Gwen: If you need help Cord, you have to ask for it- are you listening?
Cordy: Huh?
Gwen: I was saying if you need help-
Cordy: [yawns] I don't. I've got it all covered.
Gwen: If you say so.
[Mae: Up! Up!]
Cordy: Just was resting my eyes, that's all. If you can manage two teenage daughters I can manage my singular toddler.
Gwen: Yes, but I do that with the help of the greater Steele village we have. You don't have to do everything, Cordy.
[Mae: GIGGLING]
Cordy: [waves hand] Whatever. Change of subject, do you know Dad's friend Joy?
Gwen: High five? Good job! Joy? Oh yeah, his girlfriend. Met her last week.
Cordy: His WHAT?! Watch Mae, will you? I need to go tell off our father.
Gwen: .... Oops.
Mae: Hi Fi! Hi Fi!!!
#simblr#ts4#sims 4#ts4 story#ts4 legacy#sims 4 story#sims 4 legacy#the steele legacy#the steele legacy: chapter one#gwen#cordy#mae#lol#also hi gwen's so pretty!!!#i decided it was time for her to go back to short hair#since it makes her look older#im so curious- what do you think joy will look like? what kinda gf has old man arturo snatched up?#i've only shared pictures of her with dani teehee
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do you think agent savage was able to hear the spirit train in chapter 4? bc if baxter was only able to hear the pixel hounds, then that meant that someone had to lose that ability
#IM WRONG IM WRONG BAXTER COULD ONLY SEE THEM. got my senses mixed up ✊😔#the spirit train couldnt really talk so its not like we could tell if they responded to it#if you only could see the spirit train attacking then i could see how that would frighten you enough to unthinkingly trap everyone#paranatural#oooooh baby im thinking about chapter 4 again
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i need 2 interact w media in order 2 draw bc im obsessed w just redrawing existing things but that means having 2 interact w media which takes time n i dont have time 4 that . personally .(<fake)(<plays on phone for hrs instead)
#u know that pic of the guy 👉 at the other guy n hes being struck by lightning or whatever#me when smone suggests oc stuff#I CANTT I CANTT im not creative like tht 💔#manga redraws r my bsf 4 life.#i almost posted that mahito wip yday that i keep talking abt but i actually picked at it again and like . its coming abck to me#so i want to finish it but i feel like i need 2 watch the ep or read the chapters but i dont rly want 2 do that#and ive forgotten like .all the fun stuff ab triguns . atm . but also like#<this is what happens when u omly have two interests#i need to catch up on g0karakugai tbh#or actutally start dorohedoro 4 realsies n not ust the first thee chapters#or . h0usei no kuni .oops i didnt censor drhdr sry 4 the tag sry saorry#orrr uuhhmmm.. chains@wman but only the asa chapters☝️#orrr … thinking .#jst get bsck into deathnote tbh
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(major dgs 2 spoilers) might be because i'm not that immersed in the fandom but the disparity in how people treat gregson versus jigoku is so funny. one of them killed 1 person under duress and then planned to assassinate another person though not by their own hand. one of them was the successful tactician behind assassinating 16 people though not by their own hand. you'll never guess who people dislike more
#dgs#dai gyakuten saiban#tgaa#the great ace attorney#g: ace attorney#i think this is because we get to know gregson throughout 2 games#so we know what Highest Morality Gregson looks like#whereas jigoku only appears in… 4 chapters#in two of which he's having one of the worst times of his life#jules.txt#dgs spoilers#dgs2 spoilers#dgs 2 spoilers#tgaa spoilers#tgaa2 spoilers#tgaa 2 spoilers#okay i think im good
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tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry
#tw rant#studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not#its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels#so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday#i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me#n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone#yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my#friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep#of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle#but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today#i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts#and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics#just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people#im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier#im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk#and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know#but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac#h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe#ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch#people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and#seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want#are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to#spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was#i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next#“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes#me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good#but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im#intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout#but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one?#the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone
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Reading the Orchid Thief and lemme say. So fascinating to see someone like. Try to come up with a Reason Why humans like orchids. Two chapters here in a row pretty much treating Orchid hobbyists and plant hobbyists in general like one would an entirely alien culture- and don't get me wrong I understand why to an extent. Trying to make this book marketable outside just plant circles and what have you. But some of the way the camera is angled here is just. Fascinating.
Like, she explains how there are so many unique ways orchids evolved, as an attempt to contextualize for a reader why people might go crazy for them in specific, and describes individual species unique mating strategies, and the inability of them to self pollinate- but while I think that context is interesting it doesn't explain a damn thing. For one thing, having an extremely specific mating strategy is not solely an Orchid thing- a LOT of plants do it like that. Lots are flexible but I would say a vast swath are not and require specific things. For another- apples also don't self fertilize, but you don't have hundreds of thousands of apple varietal collectors.
She discusses their beauty as a reason they're collected- I won't deny that being a factor for sure, plants that humans like the shape of have a tendency to get collected and overcollected all the time- but like. A lot of people collect things that are traditionally ugly or even smell bad- and if it was exclusively a shallow pursuit, no one would work as hard as is required for an insane amount of orchids.
Part of the reasons orchids in particular are popular has to do with colonization. I can't articulate it all myself bc I haven't done research- but a genus that largely exists in tropical regions, that became popular in the late 1800s, that, in order to get in homes, white men would travel to all sorts of regions to take plants out of to get in the home? That is gonna help it get more popular than tomato or apple varieties for sure. I'm sure she's gonna touch on this eventually, given that the story she's covering actually involves the Seminole nation so I'm not holding it against her.
I suppose I'm just fascinated by her approach so far as to trying to understand why anyone would. Work to grow something? Really like something? I mean she pretty explicitly states that she "wants to want something" as much as these people want their plants- describes hobby communities and the idea of like. Working a hobby into your schedule or having friends related to the hobby as a "religion". She's baffled by like. Putting time and energy into a hobby and gaining joy and community from it and is trying to like. Break down orchids into their component parts to understand what makes someone. Want to grow a plant? And get community out of a hobby?
I'm going to be charitable and not make presumptions that she doesn't know like. The concept of loneliness and therefore a longing for community. Or that on some level she must know what common signs of autism are (ignoring her having spent several paragraphs describing several different people with classic signs and symptoms and then settling on "weird"). But it makes me want to turn the camera lens around for a moment. What makes someone presume that it's Orchid "obsession" (the word hobby is rather rare in the book acrually) that is particularly strange or more obsessed than other obsessions? What makes one abstract others hobbies and interests as needing a solve while the ones you surely have seen all over and even participated in aren't worth that examination? The line between "normal" and "abnomal" is entirely one made by dominant society
So this is why hobbies and kink aren't so different in the way they're perceived-
Orchids are an obsession to this author, to be highlighted and examined, or a hobby, to most people. They get a noteworthy category because they are seen as atypical. Sports-watching, however, is like. Never discussed as hobby. Watching football, watching soccer. It's just normal. No one says "that's my hobby." Even if a guy had a room full of memorabilia he would be noted as a "team fan" not a hobbyist. Sports has been declared normative, so it's not really considered a hobby by anyone. Plants? Non normative, therefore the same exact behaviors will get you considered unusual and a hobbyist.
Kink is the same way. People who are attracted to women being interested in breasts is so assumed to be normal and natural that no one calls it a kink. Breasts, the fatty deposits intended for feeding young, are expected to be hidden bc this kink (which everyone refuses to call a kink or a fetish or what have you) is seen as so universal. It's seen as immutable fact that there is a sexual nature to them. Feet however? If someone's into that that's a kink or a fetish if you're feeling kind, an obsession that makes you strange and worthy of examination and explanation if you're not.
I'm not arguing for doing away with calling things hobbies or kinks- I'm actually advocating for calling more normative things those words actually- I think it's just helpful to see where the framing of something, the way in which we choose to examine it, also has a lot to say about that which we leave unexamined, and unnamed. Because we don't categorize the normal.
#bookblr#just left me with thoughts tbh#the orchid thief#literally only like chapter 3 rn to be clear maybe a lot of this framing shifts. but like#she does go on discussing how she avoided keeping an orchid because she was afraid of it making her like everyone else she was speaking to#and like. thats when i was like. okay shes being exceedingly fucking weird in her approach to this.#and it makes her seem like. an evangelical xtian trying to avoid becoming corrupted. it made me start thinking too much#and then like. she also is like 'whats the deal w these orchids! why does everyone like them! ill go traipsing thru a swamp to find out!'#which is wild when like. maybe you could find out by growing them. the thing that all the hobbyists you find so strange are actually doing.#like only very few are going into swamps to find them bro#trying to explain why people like sports by going to the local park and watching children play basketball without understanding the rules#and then being like i dont get it!! like. yeah there are some noted differences here.#and also like the whole hike she hates it and doesnt want to hike and is unnerved by outside and walking. like girl! come on#she talks to a guy and is like why would you like orchids why would you waste your time waiting years for a bloom#and when hes essentially like. the time will pass anyway. shes like i still dont get it. but if i touch an orchid i might become insane so.#to be clear im enjoying this book. i think shes very funny. i also just think like okay. lets turn this lense back at u and ur weirdness#for more than 4 sentences girl. you read an article about a plant crime in fl. you. a woman who neither likes plants of any kind#nor lives in fl. and you flew down to learn everything you could. then you refused to actually grow a plant while trying to supposedly learn#everything about these plants to contextualize why someone would steal them#dude. girl. my friend. why did YOU do any of that?? you seem markedly stranger to me- someone who professes to care about nothing#but does all that. and then is terrified of. plant.#krogans thoughts
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oh i think now are the chapters ive never read
#interesting#i dont remember kitamoto getting briefly hospitalized#exciting!#i think theres 132 chapters?#the website im using only has the english official translations so tir goes to 119 i think#so lets see#thats 42 unread chapters i believe?#and this releases monthly#damn so i havent read in like almost 4 years?#that doesnt sound right......#well whatever#michi tag
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Dont be angry, Finnula said. Be smart.
#Chapter 23#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Elide Lochan#Finnula#no spoilers pls first read along w me chapter spoilers in post & tags below w more annotations/quotes/notes/reacts/perspective 3 of 4#The City of Rivers… can Aelin get a City of Fire? cuz that would be cool & Elide already said “fear was another companion it can’t be worse#IT WAS LORCANS SHIRT😭 & he cared so much he lied so she’d use it from Gavriel/Rowan😭 OH ELORCAN😭😭😭#Yet this place seemed like a paradise. WHATS REAL? is it a Maeve illusion… but it sounds lovely; like Rowan could just fly around😭#Pink and blue flowers draped from windowsills; little canals wended between some of the streets ferrying people in bright long boats.#And though a good dose of fear would aid in her cover too much would spell her doom. -smart clever spy gal Annabeth Chase would be proud#And this city Rowan had told Elide had been built from stone to keep Brannon or any of his descendants from razing it to the ground.#when u know ur evil cuz you had to build in a backup plan for the day Brannons peeps eventually come to shut that shit down… my poor Aelin#Elide fought the limp that grew with each step farther into the city--farther away from Gavriel's magic… or Lorcan’s👀😭🖤🤨#okay Elide I see your mirror mirror Aos moves with the berry listen and compact trick she can do it with a broken heart#cycle. She hadn't been able to find the words anyway. Not with what it would crumple in her chest to even think them. WELL NOW IM CRUMPLED#As if she'd been weeping for weeks… yeah that fits the KoA vibes#But it wasn't the reflection she wanted to see. But rather the square behind her. — BRILLIANT QUEEN — lol thx Lorcan for having a mirror#if only anything could be a witch mirror then they could all cell chat and communicate cause the travel time in this one is rough#she was merely staring into a compact mirror no more than a self-conscious girl trying to fix her frazzled appearance — she is the best spy#A girl trying to muster some dignity. Let them see what they wanted to see-A girl far out of her element in this lovely well-dressed city#cornflower blue ALWAYS THESE SHADES#her golden-brown skin shone with an inner light. Her eyes were soft with kindness. And concern.#had always made them foolishly off guard and eager to get away. To tell her what she needed to know. — funny 2 watch Elide do this after HoF#The sort of voice Elide had always imagined great beauties possessing the sort of voice that made men fall all over themselves.#Cairn. One of the males swore; the other scanned Elide from head to toe. But the two females had gone still. — agreed he’s the worst#the portrait of hope—yeah child’s right cause no—Elide always naming people—If you escaped Cairn don't go looking for him again.—true#Cairn is blood-sworn to our queen. Still makes him a prick TRUTH — doesn’t need to be a far to catch the lie — WHERE IS SHE DAMNIT#She was about to do it again wheen… The dark-haired beauty from the tavern was standing behind her. — SHIT#Maeve was not in Doranelle. How long would that remain true? Had to make the next performance count. — how many had she done this already?🥹😭
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reasons i havent been writing number 1...
(spoiler: its an hour long again)
BUT!
good news! i know we've really just been teasing you and stringing you along here BUT! BUT BUT BUT!
ive started my ftf (face-to-face) college classes! WHICH MEANS! I AM GOING TO BE WRITING A LOT INSTEAD OF PAYING ATTENTION IN CLASS! (dw it's how i learn best/stave off the boredom)
now i think i'll write a chapter for my WGTKITD? fic (LMK fandom) first just because writing about the complex character relationships and family angst does something to my brain
BUT AFTER THAT! i will start getting myself back into the Burning Thistles GROOVE!
#it doesnt help that we like left off on a filler chapter i think gjksdfgkjsdf#our writing speed deffo wont be as fast as it was in hs bcus i only have 4 college days and then 3 work days#and i have 3 classes one day and 1 class the next and then repeat yknow#sooo its looking like my 1st class on the 3 class day and lunch are gonna be my prime writing times#but i likely wont get any on the 1 class day because its Algebra#and if im writing during math it means i am incredibly depressed/struggling/crying over math and want to ignore it#so really this is 2 writing days out of 7 a week. i can work with that but only one scenes/chapters i really like#what was the last chapter even. scourge had a baby#lolling thoughts#burning thistles#burning thistles au#update#bt update
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#blantantly not working right now (i finished my Big Task at least)#but i think i have a solid plan for the fic#i see myself finishing up (!) grammar edits today or tomorrow#meaning those chapters COULD be posted#but part 3 is still only marginally written and im taking a trip next week where i will get no writing done#so i want some more buffer time#so that equates to finally posting the first chapters (so far i have three parts) next Saturday#giving me like 4 weeks of buffer time for part 3#*slaps face*#miscellaneous#anyone else's body fuckign suck at temp regulation#cause tell me why one moment im sweating to death and the next im sitting outside with a blanket on in 78º weather
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how long will chapter 5 even be my g o s h
#(out of concontext concon is us; we are all out of concontext concon on this accursed day)#lemme innnnnnnnnnnnnnnn#w h a t new character is being introduced at the end of it hello?????????????#is the author referring to renren or??????????#to think that chapter 5 has been releasing since end of june… m a n.#unless each part of ch 5 is like 8 pages long at max… man. even ch 1 of the [redacted] manga wasnt this long…#im half expecting to see an entire bible’s worth of renren lore when it’s finally free from region lock l m a o#speaking of the region lock!!!!!!! the chapter editions of the chizuutan manga are finally freed from region lock!!!!#…but only for the first 3 chapters. chapter 4 is allegedly releasing at the end of august (according to amjp)#which is really funny bc the first released volume contains chapters 1-4. so. like. y’know.#i dont think we’re gonna see chapter 5 till at least september my dudes :( free renren!!!!!!!!!#man. looking back on the author’s twts the other chapters were like 3 parts max… is the author ok? i hope they’re not working too hard…#ok yup enough chizuthoughts for one afternoon. back to v o l t o r b f l i p (and maybe idol sengen in the evening lol) byeeeeee#chizuutan chizpost
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