#I STILL WANT MY PARENTS HOME THO
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Watching clone wars once again. All is fine. I am fine. And my parents are definetely not getting split up.
#BY PARENTS I MEAN#OBIHERA#all is fine actually#(relatively)#papa is just very good friends with satine#such friendly banter they have#they actually do without sarcasm#they give me major bestie vibes#I STILL WANT MY PARENTS HOME THO#please 3 people who ship obihera#do something :_)#form a prayer circle or whatnot#star wars#clone wars
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potentially batshit headcanon, but i think it'd be funny if these two were related somehow.
#i'm inclined to say they're cousins but it'd also be interesting if they were siblings ngl#gustafa hasn't really brought up his own upbringing so far in my playthrough so i'm running hogwild w/ his backstory#i hc that gustafa's parents were classical musicians and pretty strict (very much the types to force what they think is best on their kids)#he felt like the environment was too stifling not only for his music but also his spirit so he left home as soon as he could#he's still proud about his family's history as musicians but definitely doesn't want to raise his kids like his parents raised him#so that's why he's pretty laid back when it comes to raising bea and encourages whatever she loves doing no matter what#wait now that i think about it carter organizes the music festival in mineral town doesn't he?#shit i'm connecting the dots#carter would probably be older than gustafa so i guess he left home as soon as possible too#he just went the route of joining the clergy to get out of town rather than becoming a hippie like gus#imagine going to the next town over to check out their music festival only to be reunited w/ your estranged older bro >>>#you haven't spoken to in like 10+ years#i feel like they'd be okay terms tho they'd definitely bond over how shitty their parents were#okay i'm having fun w/ this headcanon i'm gonna keep it i think#story of seasons#bokujou monogatari#a wonderful life#friends of mineral town#sos awl#sos fomt#sos gustafa#gustafa (awl)#sos carter#carter (fomt)#hc : (sos) awl / fomt#mj.txt
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i would like to stop experiencing the full spectrum of human emotions every day please. putting this out into the universe
#had suchhh a good workday. had hot pot with my roommate where we talked about our quarter life crises#and then came home and had a 3 hour screaming match with both of my parents where i said i was cutting them out of my life#it turns out. my dad still does not understand what the word bi means even tho his fucking wife is bi#he was like 'so you marry someone and six months later you see someone else you like and u go marry them instead?'#like genuinely. truly trying to understand#and that shocked me enough to stop crying#do not reblog please#like in hindsight it is SO funny#and that was the point where i was like. wait is this not malice#this is homophobia but i don't think it's malice#anyways we're all Ok now#we've agreed that i'm going to do what i want#and even if they're unhappy they're still gonna have a relationship with me#and they'll figure out how to adjust#my brother periodically came into the room and also screamed at my parents#i feel bad for them a lil bit. like they're not bad people#after he left my mom told me that a week and a half ago#my brother came into her room and told her that when she died he would bury her in a grave instead#of the traditional last rites (cremation rituals etc etc)#if she wouldn't accept me#and my mom said she was on a bunch of meds cause she's sick so she was so out of it it didn't even register what he was going on about#and then today after that convo she was like WAIT A MIN WHAT THE FUCK DID THIS BOY SAY TO ME#funniest 16 year old u could have on your side#truly he kept coming into the room every 5 min and going HEY HAVE YOU BOTH CONSIDERED NOT BEING HOMOPHOBIC. HAVE YOU.#HEY CAN U TELL YOUR DAUGHTER YOU STILL LOVE HER MAYBE??? THINK??? USE YOUR BRAIN???#this is why i would die for this kid#he's the best#he's such an idiot most of the time but when he's not being an idiot he's my favorite person on earth#don't tell him that tho anyone please#he'll hold it against me forever and ever as siblings do
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im GOING to write today ........ i WILL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#the sky speaks#i havent used twitter in so long and lemme say i missed using tumblr like twitter. just putting my long rambly notes into a single post#anyways onto the rambling#i havent been writing or drawing like at alllll#too busy#also was so sick#but now that i have my new job and i know what my schedule is gonna sorta look like#3 days at joann 2 days cleaning w mom and 2 days nothin#PLUS i dont have to spend money on therapy til after the new year now#and mom is coming home and she seems rly optimistic abt sobriety#im feeling like i can finally create again !!!!#i have 2 creative presents i need to do before christmas#but aside that and 1 prompt still in my inbox (that i rly wanna do anyways) everything else i wanna do is all for Me :)#im kinda put out bc a lot of stuff i wanted to do this fall got shelved.. i wanted to make bday art of kirishima xinyan and kazuha.#i wanted to open comms. but im way too rusty w art rn to be confident doing that. maybe after new years?#god i wanted to come out to my parents properly. the day my mom went to rehab was national coming out day.#it was also one of my last therapy sessions. i came out to her instead#i still managed to do stuff tho. started my new job and got together with friends TWICE !! and i've kept up w doing my moms job alone#idk where im going w this anymore ive lost steam. but yeah. i wanna write today! idk what yet. i hav so many wips i could work on..
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they don't know i'm planning major changes to my da worldstate,,
#wish i could be normal abt this silly game series. wish i could just go with whatever im vibing with#but nooooo i have to lose sleep thinking abt the Most Perfect Worldstate hhhhhhhhhh#think i might have to go with a dual worldstate solution. it's so much work tho...#anyway i loveeeee andrale but what if my warden was a brosca actually. what if andrale was a mage lavellan and my inky.#what if i was finally brave and conscripted loghain. alistair would become king... or exiled..... ough#i could see andrale making all the choices i'm abt to make in dai#but also i don't want to put her through the torture that is dai's story ahah#she loses a lot in dao but also gains a lot. love and friendship and a new purpose etc. meanwhile dai is just loss loss loss <3#or maybe im just being overly pessimistic abt dai again idk <3#also where would celyn fit in all this. would she still be a dao companion oc... or something else..... a dai companion?????#anyway i need to get back to my puter i need to plan this more. i need to make a brosca and see what happens#oc: andrale#oc: celyn#el.txt#i've spent the past couple weeks at my parents' n that's why i haven't rly engaged with anything here#the area my childhood hometown is in is so beautiful btw. every summer when i visit it hits me again#its the lakes!! they dont fuckin have lakes in the south!!!!#but there is so much lake here i am surrounded by beautiful lakes in every direction. sigh#anyway im going back home this sunday. will have more time to be here again :)#alsooo how do we feel abt the name ronya. i want my brosca's name to start with the same letter as rica's hehe#and ronya was the first name that came to my mind#idk... ronya brosca...... does it work
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I don't do much traditional art anymore because tremors but I just wanted to doodle and not get out my tablet. Some Vaher and Dorian <3
#they're mage4mage#vaher is trans and i think about him and the story i have for him in inquisition so much#im still. working out the kinks learning how to draw dorian....#post end game w/ longer haired dorian#vaher is a half elf. i don't have a place where he was born but he spent a lot of his later teen years and on in tevinter for study#he considers it his home more than anywhere else tbh#he and dorian have had a mostly physical relationship bc vaher wants children and the idea scares dorian#they are in love with one another tho... but this is a firm thing for vaher. but later on dorian is like#i want to be a better parent than mine were. im ready. a few years post trespasser#rattles the bars i just love vaher in the dragon age universe he's so fucking weird#dragon age inquisition#my art
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#just an observation bc im avoiding working on stuff but i draw a lot and post basically everything i draw thst gets finished#and its v funny to me how u can tell how out of focus i was based on the quality of the drawing#or like when i post something and its like ok some of that was good but u def gave up halfway thru one of those lol#inconsistency i funny like that. its also funny to me that now a days i get comments like COLORS!!!#which is funny bc i notoriously haaaaaate coloring. like i will sit around whining and complaining when im home with my parents bc i dont#wanna color. its just so easy to fuck things up when u draw traditionally and it takes a million years so its a big ask lol#but i guess i dont hate is so much right now bc i kinda just slap whatever colors i want together like fuck it we ball#and thats kinda fun. reckless i suppose#its agony when u wanna try to do shadows and lights tho. like finding references ugh#or wanting to draw big ideas but then its like oh god its gonna take so long and if i dont do it all in one sitting i might die#im a lil better abt thst now bc it would b impossible but in my head i still hate it#ugh. all i wanna do is draw. theres another universe where i went to art school. or just like took art classes. and i wanna say id b happier#but thats def a lie XD i like learning too much and i dont have the attention span to hardcore learn genetics outside an academic#environment. and i got way too excited abt exploring the genetic traits of my cyano species#like i can make genetics trees for traits and look for. fuck. i forgot the word. how tf did i forget the word. oh god. horizontal gene#transfer. jesus christ its like theres a hole in my brain. well. i guess i did get only like 4hrs sleep. ugh im rambling.#i need to finish getting ready for Monday so i dont have to tomorrow and ill have time to draw. prob wont stop me feeling nauseous abt#teaching tho. OH FUCK. i just remembered i have a new office space now to decorate. fuck i need to hang up pictures and stuff#what would b the funniest way to put narut0 on my deskspace? idk ill have to think abt it. oh god im not ready#my head is like a handbell. one of the big ones when u ring it and it hits soft and u can feel the vibrations. someones wrung my head lol#unrelated
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Looking at apartments online and dreaming about the day I have enough money to move back out of my parents’ house. That day can’t come soon enough.
#helena rants#I love my parents and I adore them for letting me move back in#but I’m going insane and I do not want to be 30 and still live at home#they’re on holiday rn tho#so it’s just me and my sisters#I still have to cook and do their laundry tho
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can I be vulnerable with u guys tonight the only thing I actually want for my birthday is a hug. just one i dont wanna be greedy that's all 🥹
#like a proper one. feasibly achievable but will i ask for one? no 💞#the boundaries i set for physical contact out of fear of making other people uncomfortable are unfortunately set in stone#i will not be initiating anything ever until i feel safe enough around another person to do so#have i ever felt safe around another person in my life? ahahahahahaha. lets not answer that#its just been a week. and a whole year. and a lot of good things have happened this last year but its still been a hard one!#and I would just like to be held a little while. I know I could want a lot more than that but it feels beyond even imagining#its ok tho im gonna get cake and maybe some new work clothes. might go to the cinema but depends on how sick i feel..#if i dont ill watch a movie at home instead. and ill call my parents too and do my ironing. i dont think theres anything else#apart from gp registration but not counting it as part of my plans bc its a Necessity not optional 😡😡 ive left it too long already#sigh okay going to sleep for real now i tried an hour ago but couldnt. shakes my fist at my meds. hope my dr gets back to me tmr#.diaries
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I'm REALLY tempted to reread Matilda now because I'm so tempted to write a mini essay on how Matilda Honey (ugh, FINE, Wormwood 🙄) and Carrie White are two sides of the same coin.
#damn it toby#I know I KNOW Matildas last name is originally Wormwood and ngl it's a badass last name#but Ms Honey was more a parent to her than her own parents that much I remember despite not reading the book for like a good 10+ years#anyway yeah in this essay I will osnwksn#but seriously both had telekinesis both where the 'weird kid' in a sense with a shitty home life#Matilda is the 'good' whereas Carrie is the 'bad' (I don't actually think shes bad tho Carrie had every right to loose it)#both deserved better#I know technically Matilda got a 'happy ending' by being adopted by an actually caring person but like there HAS to still be some trauma#in the sense of 'my parents never wanted me'#im saving this before I ramble more because I have opinions that idk how well I can articulate atm
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I went on a random walk around my neighbourhood and I realized a few minutes in that I was accidentally taking the route I always took with my dog and now I'm literally heartbroken all over again lmao
#how does one go through the grief of losing a pet? i quite simply don't know#i was very young when we got our first dog and very young when she passed away so i think losing lola truly feels like#my first time experiencing something like this#she spent 14 years with me and now it's like my parents leave and im home alone and im actually really alone#how can u spend 14 years with a living creature and then forget her just like that#like i remember the morning she passed i had to go to work??? girl i wanted to cry and cry and cry. not teach the fucking to be verb#god it feels nice to say it tho#miss her soooo much#i never knew u could form bonds like this w animals until her#sweet girl#sigh ANYWAYS#gonna go have some mate outside while there's still some sunlight#rose.txt
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happy birthday to midnights and yoyok you were the background track of my first ever very public breakdown ill always love you
#i remember coming home from mumbai alone on the train and not wanting to go back after seing the freedom my bestie has how she gets to just#not live with her parents??? and “i didn't choose this town i dream of getting out” played and i started sobbing#like have to remove glasses to wipe tears and wear them again and have to remove them again because you're still not done crying even tho u#thought u were wali crying#thank god it was a window seat 😭#i still don't know if the guy next to me noticed
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Why did my brain randomly dump story lore on me. Do you really want me to make a sad one piece ripoff
#it was basically about this girl who had a little brother and her dad dies in the future and she used a memory she had to manipulate time#or something#to talk to her dad but she was too nervous she started shaking the boat a lot and the enemies came on#her dad was a slow fighter because he was confident about being the strongest#he got killed before he could use a syringe or something and then the enemy kills him#the girl knew the enemy was coming and they only got a split second longer#the enemy didn't want to kill the kids despite the enemies pets wanting to eat them#and left them to die on the ship#they sailed away i guess and went to this world and met a baby who was obsessed with them#and the baby grew up like idk three years. and kept trying to hangout with them#and they are like 'i lost my brother and father once i won't do it again'#basically the ''''one piece'''' is a journey of bringing her dad back#which was just me venting about how i miss my dad a lot#the baby became named Cadence Persistent of the Sea and went back home to see the MCs parents#and Cadence owns a dinosaur my childhood fav BTW#the girl MC is about 30 but she's stuck in her brain or something and she's a kid so her brother doesn't die#bc he does die like the dad but for some reason the enemy didn't kill him too#even tho she was canonically 31 in my dream i might change it bc she generally acts childish#(she IS her child self so i could twist this to be her also '''' regressing '''' back into it)#i would 100% try to put my faith in here somehow. Cadence becomes a nun and her Dinosaur is still her best friend and she's a boss that#never marries#who knew it was that easy to pump out lore i got a huge chunk of it after sleeping this is awesome
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#had the worst day ever#last week things got a little better but today just destroyed all the progress i made#its so FRUSTRATING#how emotionally unstable i am 🫠#like idek if im just overly sensitive or ive really just been let down over and over again#and like bc of this i KNOW i shouldn’t expect ANYTHING at all not even human decency from others#but i still have hope unfortunately so i get crushed every time something goes wrong (all the time everyday)#today i woke up early to go run some errands and got home late at night#and the whole day i only had one piece of bread and iced tea#and like. i KNOW this is exactly why i feel awful and terrible and everything is shit#which is why its even more frustrating bc i can’t do anything about it when im this depressed rn…#and like . its really annoying that everything is just going so wrong that i give up on it all bc i just can’t deal with anything#i don’t even have my best friend anymore to complain to#i really really reallly can’t do this alone but ig this is how it’ll be for a long time#it’s been like this since early july… honestly i don’t even think things will get any better soon#seeing how even tho i made some progress last week i lost it all now and i will keep losing it over and over again#im going crazy really#and i wish my parents would stop making me feel guilty that im depressed#like genuinely what do you want me to do about it?????#you get annoyed at me when i don’t eat the food you make when u know im insane and paranoid and cannot eat this ive told u a million times#and the worst thing is that they KNOW what i like and eat but they don’t make it ever they keep making the food i can’t eat#like u can’t expect me to go inside the kitchen and make it myself bc i will literally pass out and die#im not kidding when i say this bc so many times i try and i really faint bc of the distress it makes me feel#i feel like this might sound extremely stupid to anyone who hasn’t experienced it but that’s just how it is here#anyway im gonna go to sleep now even tho im probably gonna die of frustration#i don’t think i’ll even wake tomorrow x_x my head feels like it might explode any second now#we have a family gathering tomorrow but im ditching them so ill probably just sleep until tuesday 😀 great#(i say this bc its 7am rn… by tomorrow i mean today but it’s tomorrow in my head bc im still up)
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yeah that game is good, but is it the re4 remake minecart section tho?
#i didnt think so!!!!!#im still thinking abt it lmao#i cant play for a long time 😭😭 bc im back home at my parents again#ill have to see if i can start path0 2 right away but i have a lot of stuff to do with my parents so it might actually be next week#next week is the star ra1l update tho......... aaaaaaahdfkfjjd ill have to just go with the flow and see#omg btw my mom and i rode back home on her motorbike today it was so fun ;___; i want to do it again asap
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oh aw my sister wants to know if my graduation will be livestreamed cause she wants to watch
#sasha speaks#we don't get along the best in person and we almost never interact via text or call or anything when we're apart#so i sort of forget that she like. cares about me sometimes#didn't realize she'd be interested in watching my graduation. mostly bc i am not even that interested in graduation...#i mean i want my diploma and everything but i'm sure the speeches etc will be boring#also her undergrad gown and cap are still at home so i can borrow them if mine never turn up (anger. rage.)#and she'll keep her grad stuff too so i can recycle that in three years too#her grad ceremony was today she got her master's. i almost forgot#but i couldn't have made it even if she was able to have a bunch of guests anyway since she's across the country atm#very lucky for our parents tho that her graduation and mine are not on the same weekend lol#i wanna talk about me
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