#I STARTED THE DRAFT AND THEN JUST............... FORGOT ABOUT IT
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The fight - Q. Hughes
pairing: Quinn Hughes x girlfriend!reader
summary: Quinn's girlfriend is turned on after his fight during the game against Kings
warning: NSFW, graphic sex (18+), dom!quinn, dirty talk, degradation, spit, oral (m and f receiving), dacryphilia, spanking, rough sex, swearing
words: 1.9 k
note: i forgot to add this and it was saved all weekend in drafts haha enjoy it guys!
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ââŚAnd Quinn Hughes lost his temperâŚâ Thatâs all she heard from the tv. The score was showing 3:2 for Vancouver, so she decided to get ready for bed. 5 minutes of the game were left, and she felt confident that Quinn and his team were gonna win this. Although, when she heard the sentence from commentatorsâ mouths, she froze in the bathroom with her toothbrush in mouth.
She ran back to the bedroom to rewind and see the situation in which her boyfriend lost his cool. When she saw the way Quinn threw Kingsâ player into the bands, she felt her cheeks burning. Quinn was the definition of a calm and composed person. She barely saw him losing his temper. She watched this clip all over again. The next thing she saw was Quinn chirping at the guy in the penalty box. All she had in her mind was this fight and him in the penalty box.
Right after the game was over and Vancouver celebrated a 4:2 win, she reached for her phone and sent Quinn a message, âYou did incredible today, but the fight?? Youâre badass out there, so hot captainâ. She couldnât stop thinking about it. She laid in the bed and watched the clips on social media. After two hours, Quinn called her.
âYou really enjoyed me throwing the guy into bands?â He laughed. She knew that sheâs on speaker when she heard his voice muffled and him packing suitcase.
âWell yeah, I didnât know you could be that hotâ. She said biting her nails.
âDonât tell me this turns you onâ. When she was dead silent, he continued. âYou canât be serious. Me being mad got you on?â
âI⌠Yeah.â. He giggled. âBut in my defense, I never saw you in this wayâ.
âOh, what I should do with you nowâ.
âYou can be mean to me tooâŚâ Before she could speak again, he interrupted her.
âPrincess, you're ridiculousâ.
âWhy? We can always spice things up in bedroomâ. He hasnât said anything, she felt that it was dumb suggestion. âOr never mind, forget what I said, it was stupidâ.
âNo, it wasnât. I just got lost in my thoughtsâ. He took a deep breath and spoke again. âIf this is what you want, we can do itâ.
âOh, I want toâ.
âGood⌠good. Then I expect you to be ready when I get back homeâ.
âYes captainâ.
âYouâre playing with the fire princessâ. He already was turned on by the thought of her at his mercy . âI love youâ.
âLove you too, canât wait to see youâ.
They hung up and she finally could fall asleep. She set her alarm clock early to get ready. When she woke up, she went to take a shower and shaved her body. After it, she went to their dressing room and picked his favorite lingerie. To make it not too obvious, she put on one of his old shirts and went to the kitchen to make them breakfast. She knew, heâs probably hungry after the trip.
On the other hand, Quinnâ mind was thinking all the time about her words. He couldnât believe that losing his temper turned her on so much to want to have rough sex. He started to think of the ways to make the most of it and at the same time not to hurt her. There were so many things he always wanted to try with her and now, he saw the perfect opportunity.
When Quinn finally got back home, the first thing that hit his nose was the smell of bacon and orange juice. He dropped his bags by the front door and went further to their apartment. She was placing all the food on the table. She turned and saw him standing in his suit, hands in his pockets. She was already turned on.
âHi baby, great games in Californiaâ. She went to kiss him and placed his hands behind his neck. He grabbed her by the waist and hugged her. His hand went to grab her ass and play with her panties.
âYou look beautifulâ. He spanked her. âAs much as I would love to fuck you, you need to eat because I know that you waited for me. Get your cute butt on the chair and letâs dive in your delicious foodâ.
She did what he told her. They sat at the table and ate breakfast together. Quinn was telling her how roadie went, and she was telling him about her work. When they finished, she stood up to clean the table, but he grabbed her wrist and pulled her on his lap.
âNot so fast princess. We have things to discussâ. He kissed her behind her ear, knowing how much she loved it. âDo you trust me with whatâs about to happen?â
âYesâ. She kissed his lips.
âGood. Now, if anything I did will make you uncomfortable, you will tell me, right?â She nodded her head. He grabbed her chin so she could face him fully. âWords princessâ.
âYes, I will tell you. Can we start?â He laughed at her desperation.
âYou really turn on, huh? I bet youâre already soaking wetâ. He placed his hand in her panties and started rubbing her clit. âGosh, youâre pathetic. I havenât done anything and youâre wet. Is the fight really got you going?â She moaned at his words. Quinn never spoke to her like that but she already loved it.
âDonât tell me that you enjoy when I degrade youâ. He said not believing in this but seeing how she blushed, he realized that she enjoys it.
âYouâre so simple to read, itâs such a shame that Iâll ruin you todayâ. Quinn whispered in her ear. He took off his hand from her panties and put his fingers in her mouth. She gladly accepted them and sucked on them. âBedroom, naked, now. Iâll come in a minuteâ.
She listened to him and stood up. She went to their bedroom swaying her hips and undressing at the same time. Quinn watched her every move, feeling the bulge growing in his pants. Before he went to her, he undressed by himself, throwing his suit in the bathroom. When he finally stepped to the bedroom, he saw her all naked, kneeling next to their bed.
âHow cute. Judging by your position, you want me to fuck your mouth. Am I right princess?â He closed the distance between them and started caressing her cheek.
âYou deserve a reward after those gamesâ. She said and grabbed his underwear to take it off, but he stopped her.
âNot so fast. Let me enjoy the view for a bitâ. She felt objectified by his words, but she loved this new side of him. She started getting ever more wet. Quinn finally made a move and stepped out from his underwear. âSpit on itâ. Thatâs all he said to her. She obeyed and played with her tongue on his tip. âOpen up and start the workâ. She took him to her mouth but couldnât fit his cock. He laughed, seeing her struggle. âAww, poor baby, canât even fit my dickâ. He mocked her and pushed himself further into her mouth.
The tip of his cock hit her throat. She was gagging around him. Her chin was covered in her spit and tears were falling from her eyes. Quinn looked at her and felt even more turned on. He loved seeing her face so helpless. Before he could release in her mouth, he took off his dick. She pounded on his action.
âYou wanted my cum?â He asked, wiping the tears from her cheeks. She nodded but corrected herself.
âYes⌠captainâ. She used this phrase on purpose, to see where this will bring her. His eyes darkened hearing her, saying captain in a sexual way. This woke up a new side of him. Quinn pulled her by hair so she could stand up. He pulled her closer to his face and grabbed her throat.
âYou shouldnât have said thatâ. He whispered to her ear. âYouâre gonna regret thisâ. Before she could react, Quinn turned her around and bent her over the bed. The first slap laid on her ass.Â
âYou think itâs funny?â Second slap. âTo call me captain?â Third slap. âIs this some kind of game for you?â Fourth one. âAnswer me or have I already made you dumb?â Fifth slap.
âNoâŚâ Her voice broke down. âWanted to see your reactionâ. She said all in tears.
He helped her stand up and turn her so she was facing him.
âPoor baby is already crying. Wait until I ruin this pussyâ. He kissed her and pushed her on the bed. âGrab your thighs, raise them and keep your legs openâ. She obeyed him hoping for him to fuck her. Instead, he played with her clit. âSo wet just from using your mouth and spanking. Maybe I should leave you like that. Do you deserve my cock in your greedy pussy?â
âYesâ.Â
âThen beg for it. Be a good girlâ.
âPlease Quinn. Do something, Iâll do anythingâ. She felt humiliated.
âAnything you say? So patheticâ. He pushed two fingers into her pussy. She screamed, not expecting this. The pain soon became a pleasure to her. He was fingering her at a ruthless pace. She was moaning louder with each thrust. âShut up. Youâre so loud just around my fingersâ. She tried to keep the noise quiet but couldnât. Quinn took his fingers out of her. He went to the nightstand and grabbed a condom. She laid her legs on the bed.Â
âHave I told you to do it?âÂ
âNoâ.
âThen why did you do it?â He asked, looking at her with his piercing blue eyes.Â
âI⌠I thought youâre done. Iâm sorryâ. She felt ashamed and tried to ignore his eyes.
âIâll be the judge of when Iâm done with you. Good thing you remembered your manners and apologizedâ. Quinn caressed her cheek and spread her legs open. He put the tip of his dick in her. He pushed his all length into her. She closed her legs out of habit but he grabbed her knees and spread them again.
âDonât do that or Iâll not let you comeâ. He threatened her. The thought of not being able to cum scared her and decided to act like he plays her. Quinn was fucking her fastly. He was abusive to her pussy but she loved every minute of it. She was moaning his name like a mantra. This was a motivation for him. He felt her wall tightening around his dick. He knew sheâs close.
âCumâ. Thatâs all that he said to her. She screamed his name loudly when she reached her climax. Two more thrusts and he also cum. He pulled his dick out of her and threw away the condom. Quinn looked at her trying to catch her breath.
âHey, you alright princess?â She nodded her head, too tired to speak. âYou did so good for me. Iâm proud of youâ. He kissed her forehead. âCâmon, letâs get you a nice bathâ. She followed him to the bathroom. Both of them laid in the hot water. Quinn helped her to wash her body.Â
âYou were so hot today. Even hotter than in the fightâ. She joked when they left the bathroom and headed out to the living room.
âThanksâ. He smiled. âI still canât believe that you got all worked up only because I threw a guy into bands. Youâre somethingâ. He kissed her temple and went to the kitchen to prepare lunch when she sat on the couch and turned on the tv. They spent the rest of the day laying on the couch, cuddling and watching movies.
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#quinn hughes#quinn hughes x reader#quinn hughes fanfiction#quinn hughes imagine#quinn hughes oneshot#nhl#nhl fanfiction#nhl imagine#vancouver canucks#v' work
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đđ (blue heart to subtley request perc'ahlia ideas but no pressure)
nerkjgnekjrgn message received!! no need to be subtle, if you drop "perc'ahlia" anywhere near me i will immediately go insane about them
send me a book emoji and i'll tell you a fic idea i haven't written anything for yet/won't write for at all
okay so. this is something iâd initially thought of for another au, but decided not to go with - it was a minor detail anyway, just some set up - but since itâs scrapped i can toss it here!! the premise is basically that orthax still has a hold on percyâs soul at the end of the series, despite keylethâs intervention. (the whole reason i scrapped it is cause i remembered what keyleth did and went âoh shit lolâ and had to start over, so iâm just... hand-waiving it. lol) and vex, once she dies, takes her place as champion of pelor in the elysian orchards, and realizes that percyâs not there. itâs been a while, she thinks, so maybe heâs just wandered somewhere, or heâs visiting his family, or heâs visiting other vox members - all these mundane explanations, all ways to distract from her worst fears.Â
she goes looking for him through the resting places of vox machina members, and then through other godsâ domains, and finally she goes searching through the abyss to find him. eventually, she finds him in the grasp of orthax - tattered and damaged, but sheâs gotten there in time, heâs still whole - and with the power of the sun god, manages to burn orthax enough to pry percyâs soul out of there and leave. and by âburn enoughâ, i mean sheâs basically killed him. heâs done for until he manages to manifest again.Â
and then she takes him back to elysium and they live happily ever after in the funny sun orchard <33
#SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG FOR ME TO REPLY LOL#I STARTED THE DRAFT AND THEN JUST............... FORGOT ABOUT IT#WHOOPSIE#vexâahlia#percival de rolo#percâahlia#critical role#vox machina#enchantedmerry#ask meme
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Kinda gay to be an avatar of the Buried, why do you want so much pressure around you? To mimic the embrace of another man?
Kinda gay to be an avatar of the Corruption. "You can be fully consumed by what loves you" what loves you? Other men?
Kinda gay to be an avatar of the Dark. Why do you want it to be dark? So no one can see you blush when pretty men talk to you?
Kinda gay to be an avatar of the Desolation. You like things that are hot? Well men can be hot
Kinda gay to be an avatar of the End. What do you want to end? The "are we /r flirting or /p flirting" you have with your friend? Who is also a man?
Kinda gay to be an avatar of the Eye. What do you want to see? Other men?
Kinda gay to be an avatar of the Flesh. This one just sounds like a euphemism for sex and straight people only have sex in TV shows
Kinda gay to be an avatar of the Hunt. What are you hunting for? True love with another man?
Kinda gay to be an avatar of the Lonely. Why are you lonely? No men around to be gay with?
Kinda gay to be an avatar of the Slaughter. You're bound to end up covered in blood, why would you want that? Because other gay people find men covered in blood attractive?
Kinda gay to be an avatar of the Spiral. I mean, look at them.
Kinda gay to be an avatar of the Stranger. Why do you feel like you're other? Because you've been othered by society for being gay?
Kinda gay to be an avatar of the Vast. What's so massive? Your love for men?
Kinda gay to be an avatar of the Web. What strings are you pulling? Strings that bring other men to you?
#found this in my drafts and just started laughing I totally forgot about it#had to finish the web really quick to.post it but fucking. the flesh and the spiral are so funny#tma#the magnus archives
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You were created by humans to protect. They died, so you continued to protectâprotect everything they hold dear. You rest in the corners of hell that make mockeries of their holy places and tell yourself that you, you are the last bastion of everything they held dear. You are more than a machine, you fight like manâwith honorâas you still bow before the thing that claims to be you. It fights like a dog, and you flee. You can't bring yourself to go back and see what has become of the temple.
You have a new purpose now. If it seeks to destroy, you will give it destruction. You use everything that humanity taught you to create, study the curvatures of their statues to weld together a new arm out of the remains of a sentry you mangled (what a worthless, worthless warmachineâknowing nothing but itself) resembling their own. You settle, once again, in a faux templeâthis one of golden stoneâand you wait.
It arrives. Of course it does. And you rend it apart. Piece by bloody piece. You take apart everything that you hate, hate, hate. It takes until your chest is dented in for the red haze in your vision to clear, to realize the scrap lining the floor is your own.
So you flee. Not in cowardiceâyou are not human enough for cowardice, you have always known thisâbut for the most mechanical thought of self-preservation. You flee and it follows, and some sinking feeling knows that the only thing the two of you feel is hunger.
You were never human, nor did you truly seek to protect anything but yourself. You will never know peace, for you were nothing more than a leftover of war.
It hardly matters. You were created by humans to dieâand you die like the machine you are.
#Ultrakill#V2#I was encouraged to post my V2 ramble here a while ago and just⌠never did. So here it is#Text Files#<- Going to start using that as a catchall for both bigger written works and snippets like this.#EDIT: THIS HAS BEEN IN MY DRAFTS FOR SO LONG. I FORGOT ABOUT IT#1k
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[WVW Exchange Event 2023!]
"The kisses on your lash, your ears, on the nose that keeps scrunching. The kisses on your hand, on your cheeks, and the exchanging soft words waiting for the break of day."
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A total of 6 pages of comics, starting with a close up shots of vash kissing sleeping wolfwood's nose, eyes, lashes, and he furrows them a bit. an overhead shot of the two of them in a motel room, on the bed with vash leaning over wolfwood from the left, laying soft kisses on him. their legs tangled. their normal outfits are thrown haphazardly on the floor, instead donning comfortable clothes. on the outside, the very first ray of lights are yet to shine.
"what a face you're making pfft" - vash says as he grabs both of wolfwood's cheeks, squeezing them a bit. wolfwood mumbles, "There's something that keeps landing on my face, it tickles." he grabs the hand that is on his right cheek. "Well you're letting it happens anyways right?" Vash muses, bringing the hand up to kiss on its knuckles. "Good morning Wolfwood. It's almost dawn"
"⌠Isn't it way too soon?" - wolfwood asks, but keeps to himself the prayers he's sending to god because the the boy on top of him was such a sight to behold. Vash flops down onto him, leaving the hand hanging and lace his own hand into Wolfwood's hair, peppering kisses to the side of his face. "Yep" - he answers - "But you woke up on your own tho" - facetiously. He giggles, saying that it was a joke after a beat of silence. A sigh, "don't make me upside you first thing in the morning." Wolfwood closes his eyes, hand combing through golden strands. "Heh, how merciful~" "We have a meet up with Milly and Meryl today, remember?" Vash reminds him, which does raise some vague memory. wolfwood hums, the other hand reaching around vash's torso, hugging him. " So, the sooner we arrive, the less likely she'll chew through my head." - Vash adds. "riiiight. And you were SO urgent in waking me up." in wolfwood's hold, both of them slowly turn to the right, towards the edge of the bed.
Well, you were just soooo cute, I couldn't help it! didn't thinkk you'll actually wakE UAA-!"
the bed creaks under the sudden shift in weight as wolfwood tosses vash over and under him, arms firmly hugging him, one at his back and one at his head, hungrily dives down to kiss. "!! Wolf-! Wait-!" Vash yelps, leg instinctively curls around the other's man hip to hang on, trying his damnest to grip on his shirt as HE is now half airborne, barely has any contact with the bed on his upper body. However, wolfwood seems to have another idea as he keeps deepening the kiss, pointedly holding Vash close, hands spread guarding the back of his head as both of them are sliding off the soft fabric.
"THUD!" a resounding fall, possibly enough to wake the room downstairs, followed shortly by laboured breaths amist wet smacks of lips. Heaves and huffs of air exchanging between the two bodies when the need to breath made itself necessary. They press close, cradling each other, and are lost to their own world. After a while they had to part. Metal arm shifts through black locks, caressing down to his nape and they hold eye contacts there, with lidded eyes, strands of saliva thins then breaks.
Wolfwood pushes up on his arms, looking smugly down at his now disheveled partner: "Now this is how it's done, Needlenoggin." he remarks. Vash tries to wrangle his thoughts back in order, but strings of Wolfwood's name and a wonderous question keeps filling his mind, of whether he should risk it all and have fun for a bit more. Regardless, snapping out of his trance, Vash sourly asks, with a wry smile and an aching head: "But did you really need to roll off the bed?" "Wrong side, whoops" - Wolfwood anwers unseriously, laughing as he finds the situation quite amusing.
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#sorry if the ID is weird it happens everytime i tried to ID my comics it turned into psuedo-fics-#the cap is the prompt btw#the exchange is basically secret santa except it was in may lol#it was incredibly fun to work on this!!#and originally i drafted this to be like 4 pages and it got longer and l o n g e r and i was like oh no#all is good i made the deadline dont worry#yeah only some ten minutes left before it was overdue lol#oh and the event was last month i just procrastinated and didnt post it on anywhere except fb mb#half the reason was because i do NOT know how to ID and half way through it was feeling like writing a fic and that took. time#didn't help that i started writing when i was very sleepy and basically forgot about it for weeks#wElL aNyWAys#hope you enjoy this <3#i really really love the prompts that i was given there were 3 in total but i only did one#they were all superb#vashwood#woodvash#wvw#vwv#wv#vw#trimax#trigun#trigun maximum#trigun manga#vash the stampede#vash trimax#wolfwood#nicholas d wolfwood#wolfwood trimax#wvw exchange event 2023
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This is a pretty good point in the wip to share this, methinks :]
Map part for the hole dwelling map, starring... Not my ocs! I wanted to use ocs, but I don't have any-- so I just used the characters from a fic I was reading at the time đ
Turns out, the symbolism was so much fun to twist into the 11 seconds I had to work with, I ended up going way more complex than I meant to. If you wanna read the fic this was based on, please do!! And tell the author I said hi! :D
#Hole dwelling map#animation#video#art#Wip#rain world#Artificer#five pebbles#I ofc got the go-ahead from the author on disc. They really enjoyed it yaaay#Fun fact btw- the author is a better artist than I am but doesn't share their art đđđ I had to personally request to see it#Mood tho#As for the story: it good. me likey. mucho gusto. Basically its a parallel story#So half the story is the distant past and the other half is the distant future. It starts with them being totally disconnected#But by this point- chapter 14 I think?- it's like OOOOH SHIT IT MAKES SENSE NOW#It's personally one of my fav fics and I'm glad I found it :> fr up there with 'taking life as is'#and the other top fic about pebbles getting anxiety attacks over Talking To People /pos#I wasn't kidding about using these characters purely because I was reading the fic when I signed up for the map. My thought process was:#Hey wouldn't it be funny if I just made an entire map part about this random thing? And I was right. It was#OH before I forget. I forgot I left a ref image of the Creature⢠in the first shot- that's the authors art :] I'll animate it later#Sure enough I put this in my drafts for like a week lmfao. There's some missing elements and it's scuffed and it's a WIP LOL
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Eddie: What? I'm not aggressive!
Steve: Last Tuesday, you wacked me with a pair of crocs and stole my chocolate chips?
Eddie: Survival of the fittest, bitch.
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Eddie: Thatâs the longest worm Iâve ever seen.
Steve: Thatâs a snake.
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Steve: State your name, rank, and intention.
Eddie: Eddie, Eddie, fun.
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Eddie: I canât believe all these people are wearing black. black is supposed to be my thing, theyâre all just posers.
Steve: Eddie, for the last time, weâre at a funeral.
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Eddie: Which is correct, seven and five IS thirteen, or seven and five ARE thirteen?
Steve: Neither.
Steve: Because it's twelve.
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Eddie: I need you to come meet me, and I need you to come alone.
Steve: And I need you to be less vague and weird.
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Steve: I have to say, I'm a little embarrassed for you.
Eddie: This is a sports-related injury. It makes me look cool!
Steve: Tripping over a basketball on your way to the bathroom is not cool!
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Eddie: Hey there Vecna, It's me, ya boi.
Steve: Eddie, NO!
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Eddie: I was going to suggest we do Marilyn Monroe and JFK roleplay, but Iâd get way too into it.
Steve: What- how?
Eddie: Youâd be like âcome to bed ⌠Mr. Presidentâ and Iâd be like, âI need to increase the amount of American military advisors in South Vietnam by a factor of 18.â
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Eddie: Y'know, I once knew a man who said to me: âWhen life gives you lemons, make lemonade.â He also had a pair of sideburns that would cause even Jude Lawâs face to weep in forfeit. You put those lemons in a sack and beat your enemies with âem! And maybe if you beat âem hard enough the bag will split open and lemon juice will spray into their eyes, causing intense burning pains as you crush them into a citrus-y pulp!
Steve: Wait, wait, wait, wait. Their heads or the lemons?
Eddie: Whatever caves first!
#RAHHH#I kinda forgot I had this in my drafts#wellllll Ik yâall donât care cause this is not my fic butttt hereâs an update on it:#um well. writers block. is happening. Iâm not even that far. I wrote like two paragraphs today. progress ig#but in other news if I keep this up ill start a new fic#I have it all planned out (literally not even close to all of it)#I just got the main concept. which is what I said abt this one. SIGH#also if yâall didnât see my post#pt two is on ao3 now#anywho#I love tv girl#and my wife (I donât have a wife. if I ever reference my wife just know I am talking about Maya Hawke.)#anywayssss#steddie#stranger things#eddie munson#steve harrington#stranger things incorrect quotes#incorrect quotes#incorrect steddie
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DO YOU KNOW MY NAME?
#gregory horror show#gregory horror show fanart#ghs judgement boy#judgement boy#digital art#my art#artists on tumblr#this sat in my drafts for like a whole day cause i forgot about it#the sketch started out p simple and i just kept adding stuff to it#also hi im not art dead yet just been rotating this guy around in my head#im still adapting to full time work and its sapping all my sanity away at a rapid pace <3
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Tumblr's stupid queue doesn't work.
Ok y'all it has just come to my attention that tumblr doesn't let you have more than 1 000 posts in the queue (mean), and I gotta clear out my queue so that I can move the 1 000 posts in my drafts into the queue. This would mean that for the next couple of weeks I might have to increase the post frequency from the queue. By a lot. I'm indecisive though, so I'm putting the burden of making a decision on how many times I should post on my own blog onto anyone who sees this post. Right now I post 12 times a day from my queue.
#poll#blog in crisis#uchiha-gaeshi ramblings#(in the tags)#ah the irony#i used the queue as a way to not âoverwhelm the dashâ (i didn't have a gauge for this when i first started my blog and still lowkey don't)#and now look at me#i pretty much have to overwhelm the dash because my all or nothing brain flooded my queue#tumblr should let you have as many posts in the queue as you want#this is 100% tumblr's fault and 0% my fault#i refuse to take responsibility#how does one use the queue in moderation?#what other tumblr feature should i abuse next đ¤#i can only use my drafts as a temporary reblog shelter for so long because i have *actual* text posts there waiting to cook#and i have to scroll through wonderful hsmd fanart from 2015#a media literacy post#a âfuck israel postâ#sns fanart#and meta posts i need to take my time to read#i need to scroll thru all of these at *just* the right spot to find that crack post i was cooking up back in august#i almost forgot about it until i scrolled thru my drafts reminiscing on my growth in the fandom#i already have a bunch of posts i swear i reblogged in july but have been sitting in my drafts since july for some weird reason (me)
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Sunday doodles
#you ever just *puts feet on the wall*#or sit upside down off the side of your bed#i saw a post earlier this week I've been trying to find about fearing god#i read it but didn't have time to share my thoughts and i forgot to save it to my drafts so i lost it#anyway they talked about fearing god in service today#the overlap of related events like this scares me all the time#like... i know this stuff just happens and they had this sermon planned for months and it's coincidental#''but what if god is actually real and this is him trying to talk to me? what if he's trying to move me back on track?''#that's something i can't help but think#i'm starting to think I'll never know what is real and whether there's a god and if i really am setting myself up to burn in hell#i have to make a choice whether to leave my friends and hide who I am and go back to the church#or be myself and enjoy my time alive knowing what could be waiting for me when I go#I know that sounds extremely dramatic but it's something I think about a lot#it's one thing for someone to have never gotten to known God#but some say that the one unforgivable sin - the only thing that can keep you out of heaven forever...#...is knowing god and accepting him in your heart but then turning your back on him#I've done those rituals; been baptized and taken communion and said the famous prayer#if that unforgivable sin is true then I guess i've already made my choice; there really is no going back for me haha#damn right that god is scary lol#not tagging the game because I monolouged too much lmao#doodles#sunday doodles#depressing sunday doodle posts have arrived once again#dw im chilling today just lost in thought#was able to put in pto so i get the day to reflect on the very important things 21 year olds think about#things like ''what could've been'' and ''how do i want to draw my next fluffy boy''
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Song meme - Ieeha
Choose a song with a title that goes with the first of each letter in your characters name (last name optional).
I - Intro / il y a - Mutyumu E - Ett Dolt Begär - Garmarna E - Endless - Exist Trace H - Heaven - 9GOATS BLACK OUT A - Au Revoir - Malice Mizer
D - Die - BUCK-TICK E - elephant - the god and death stars
V - Virus - BjĂśrk E - elephant in the room - the god and death stars R - Ranunculus - Dir en Grey R - ROKA - the god and death stars A - Aftermath - sukekiyo L - Le Ciel - Malice Mizer
Tagged by: No one. I did this years ago and wanted to again. <3
Tagging: @amberwound @captainqster @ahollowgrave @fourfoldfires @zylphiacrowley @neoma-eltanin @ffxivtribehydrae @witcherbatard @apheliondusk @avampyone if you wish to of course (and also anyone else who wants to do it!) EDIT: tags arent working save me
#greatest challenge: using his whole name to squeeze in more songs but then needing to find enough starting with E and struggling#which means i couldnt make it as varied with artists as i hoped <3 but thats fine i love tgads#so many others i WISH i could have included but alas no letters for those in his name....#a select few from his playlist(s) though#ieeha de verral#character meme#oc meme#ive had this in my drafts since december it turns out but then i forgot about it#so swapped the screenshot and swapped around some songs and yknow what im done HAHAH#idk if i can pick just one song that fits best out of all these..... but au revoir with malice mizer is UP there. le ciel too.#okay all of them are but those two have been two of his main ones for a decade now#and just as relevant now as they were back then
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i got addicted to a losing game;Â for when your OTP just doesnât quite make it thanks to canon going to shit
YouTube Playlist Here
Duncan Lawerence - "Arcade"
A Fine Frenzy - "Almost Lover"
S10 - "De Diepte" [Translation]
Leona - "Undream You"
Krick - "Drowning in the Rain"
Cornelia Jakobs - "Hold Me Closer"
Madame Monsieur - "Ne me laisse pas" [Translation]
Tove Lo - "Habits (Stay High)"
Rosa Linn - "Snap"
A Simple Plan - "Untitled"
Yohanna - "Is It True?" Johnny Logan - "Hold Me Now"
Scala & Kolacny Brothers - "With or Without You"
Emmelie de Forest - "Only Teardrops"
Ĺ˝eljko JoksimoviÄ - "Nije ljubav stvar" [Translation]
Les MisĂŠrables - "I Dreamed a Dream"
ABBA - "Knowing Me and Knowing You"
Rascal Flatts - "What Hurts the Most"
BjĂśrnzone - "Still the One"
ABBA - "The Winner Takes It All"
Norma John - "Blackbird"
Broods - "Never Gonna Change"
The Common Linnets - "Calm After the Storm"
Sanna Nielsen - "Undo"
Lisa Ajax - "Awful Liar"
Johnny Logan - "What's Another Year"
Adele - "Someone Like You"
Enya - "Only Time"
No Maka FT. Ana Maria - "Aceitar" [Translation]
#I actually started this mix 10 years ago and never finished it#before Arcade was even a song lmao#anyway have this lmao#(that stock image I edited is also from 10 years ago lmao)#god this is the most depressing mixes I have ever made#and weirdest because of some meme songs but HEY#while obviously this was in part inspired by a certain TV show#itâs not entirely about a certain TV show#and technically I have a separate mix related to that and what all went down#but Iâm not making that public whoops#this is more in general and some of the songs are here from when I started at 10 years ago#and I couldâve probably spent more time on it#but then I also donât want to just be shoving every single sad song I know into it#And also I would like to get this 10 year draft out of my drafts lol#music#mirai's fanmixes#my edit#also whoops forgot I was going to post this today anyway here have it#msatd rambles#(because face it it's why I finished it)
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it may have taken me 15 years but i have finally learned to make sure each draft of a book contains a note right at the start saying "Here's when I started this draft and why and how it relates to the other twenty-seven-and-a-half drafts with titles like 'The Remaining Gods 2018 (Older) Unabridged Edited.'"
#writing stuff#i doubt that i will ever fully unravel the mess of TRG drafts but this is a start ay#i have 19 drafts saved locally#which doesn't include the folder of individually edited chapters#of which there are 35#no sorry 36 i just found another one#wait no sorry i have 21 drafts saved locally#i forgot the two on my desktop#AND WOULD YOU BELIEVE#even a note saying 'this is the draft i'm using for this plan' has left me confused about which draft im using#bc surely the draft i'm using would be saved on my desktop??#the remaining gods isn't the only book this has happened with but its certainly the worst#most of the others have infinitely nested folders containing older and older drafts#which it turns out was a better system!!!
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Will you draw Violet & Jasmine or Philomela?? If so, I'm really looking forward to it
For now my plan is
Chise x Chise
Chise x Elias
Chise x Elias (female form)
Chise x Joseph
Chise x Philomela
If I included everyone I want to draw in the list it'd probably have 50 entries, including but not limited to Violet x Rian and Philomela x Veronica, so I had to stop myself at 5 for now. But I do understand that these won't be the most popular designs and I should also make some single character pins/charms
#keep your questions coming anons... thank you v much this is super fun#i just saw i have some asks i started answering 1 year ago. but then saved my answers in drafts and forgot about them#im good at talking to people i promise (im sorry)#chaika jpeg rant
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Iwaizumi Hajime X Female Reader
Last Christmas Themed~
Last Christmas, I gave you my heart~
"I- um-" "Y/n? Are you okay? Do you want some warm teaâ" "Hajime, I-I like you!" Hajime went scarlet. "I- Um...I like you too," He muttered. Your eyes sparkled and your heart thumped in your chest.
But the very next day... You gave it away...
You were walking down the school hall, trying to find your best friend, Aoi, your friend since your two were kids just mumbled something to you and ran off, leaving you absolutely confused about where her whereabouts were.
you were checking each corner and there you spotted her... with Hajime Iwaizumi, your boyfriend, your crush since middle school, the boy you confessed your love to three years ago today.
They leaned in at each other's faces, kissing each other with passion on the lips, leaving you stunned and heartbroken. First of all, your boyfriend of three years is kissing your best friend? H-How could they?
A single tear slipped down and streamed down your face and dripped to the floor, as the couple broke apart and giggled and looked your way, their eyes widening.
"Y/N! i-" they both said, but before they could say anything, you ran off, and stormed to your aunty's home, since she was quite close to your school, unlike your actual home. You knocked softly and your auntie opened the door and gasped at your state. She ushered you in and made you some tea.
"Oh dear, what happened?" She asked, her tone wavering with worry. You explained to her what happened just now, and her jaw dropped. "Truly unacceptable! let's go shopping to distract you, we don't need men!" she grinned.
This year, to save me from tears... I'll give it to someone special...
You showed up to school the next day, completely forgetting about Iwaizumi and Aoi, ignoring them as they tried to talk to you, but failed miserably.
"hey y/n! are you okay? I heard what happened, I didn't know Iwa was such a jerk!" Oikawa Tooru, Iwaizumi's best friend said to you. He was very handsome, you had to admit, that's why all his fangirls fawn over his looks.
"I'm okay, thank you for asking me Tooru." You said, voice shaky. You are not completely over it, but you know you deserve more. You hung out with Oikawa all day, happy you have some company.
"Do you wanna watch our practice today? You know since iwa's going to be there and all?" Oikawa asked you worriedly. "I think I'll be okay, I'll watch it!" You chirped. He grinned. "Well, since you are going to our amazing practice, make sure to cheer for me, okay?" He and you laughed, but you agreed.
"Woo!! go oiks!" You cheered, and Oikawa blushed at the new nickname but plastered his face in his gorgeous, handsome smile. Iwaizumi raised his eyebrow.
You never once talked to Iwaizumi or Aoi again, you blocked them from all social media platforms, not even thinking of giving them a second chance.
'Time passes quickly' you thought as you looked back in the mirror, fixing your graduation hat. Oikawa peeked in the door. "Hello beautiful~" He smiled. "Shut up Oikawa." You said as you rolled your eyes.
'Oikawa is such a flirt' you thought as you looked away to hide your now, blushing, face. You gained feelings for him after some time but tried not to make it obvious that you did.
Cheers boomed throughout the area, as everyone's graduation hats flew into the air and dropped onto the grassy ground and stage. You ran over to Oikawa, hugging his neck tightly while he held your waist. You looked into his eyes as he looked into yours. His chocolate brown eyes stared into your e/c ones, you felt pure bliss under his gaze.
As if time slowed for the two of you, you both leaned in and kissed. It felt as if something inside you burst with love, heart-melting. You grabbed his face and his hands brought you even closer. You opened your eyes and smiled, and so did he.
You hugged him, tight. Not only did you just graduate, but you also got with the person you liked for a while now.
Oikawa and Iwaizumi were still friends, but definitely not as close as before. But Iwaizumi told Oikawa that he and Aoi only lasted a few days after you caught them, and they've been doing this for about a year now. He claimed that Aoi suggested it to him first when they were alone together. He also claimed that Aoi was talking about you behind your back, to him & her friends.
But right now, Aoi has a job as a shopkeeper at the convenience store and gets paid low, as she got kicked out of her house by her parents because she didn't get into any collages, so she's living as a 26-year-old woman who's living in a cheap apartment. Iwaizumi is 27 years of age and an athletic trainer. He says he's happy in life and gets paid well. He also states that he feels sorry about what he did to you.
He and you are friends, or well, sort of. If you see him passing in the streets or in the shop, you'll say hello and 'how are you' and stuff, but you will not request a hang out of anything. You're not that comfortable with him yet.
"GAHH!!" Oikawa Tooru screamed, his muscular hand gripping his shirt, hand over his heart as if to stop it from beating so loud.
"Gotcha!" Your son, Yoshi Oikawa, said evilly, scaring his dad just not even 10 seconds ago. "Oh boy, I'm going to get you!!~" Tooru said, chasing after a 5-year-old. "MOMMY!!" Yoshi screamed as he cuddled your leg.
"Hm?" You wondered as you turned around. You kneeled down to his level. "What's wrong Yoshi?" "daddy's running after me, he scared me!" He whined. You furrowed your eyebrows and Tooru came in, head swinging from side to side, looking for a small boy.
"Aha! I found you!" He said evilly. You stared at him, dumbfounded. "Tooru. Stop acting like a child and clean the table." You said and tilted your head. "But he scared his amazing and handsome father when he came in!" "i don't care, I've been cooking and cleaning all day," You answered, Yawning in the process. "Ughh! fine, only because you are my wife and I love you!" he strutted over to you and gave you a long kiss on the lips. "EW!! MOMMY AND DADDY ARE KISSING!" Yoshi groaned as he made fake gagging noises. You two laughed and Tooru walked away to clean the table. You wondered if your life could have been different if you were with Iwaizumi, but you didn't love him anymore, so there was no point in thinking about him. You were perfectly content with your life right now, and you hoped that it will always stay like it.
Bonus!! ( â˘Ě Ď â˘Ě )â§
"Hey, Y/n! I forgot to mention that we're going to Tokyo for a few days!" Yes, Oikawa Tooru is a professional volleyball player, and yous have been traveling to places recently.
But you? you took up (a famous dream job), which you get flashed by the paparazzi every time you are out in public.
You and Oikawa are always featured in magazines, newspapers, the news itself, and everywhere public, 'The perfect Couple', which you always giggle at.
You don't mind the paparazzi nor Fangirls, but they get sometimes go a bit crazy.
You and Oikawa went out to a fancy restaurant since it was your anniversary. Oikawa spoiled you rotten. You two were laughing and giggling, holding hands when you were exiting. And it seems the paparazzi and the squealing fangirls were outside, waiting with their cameras, but you were used to it.
But the smiles were wiped off your faces when one certain male with a camera screamed at you to look at his camera, he grabbed your left arm to get your attention. He pulled too hard, which made you almost fall right on your face on the concrete, but luckily Oikawa caught you in time.
When the paparazzi are doing their job, Oikawa smiles and waves, His fake smile remains until he gets to his destination and lies his head on your stomach and whines about how the paparazzi are annoying.
But when the topic flips to you, his smile is dropping and he's getting serious. So that's why he started lashing out at the paparazzi.
"Get away from me and my wife! now!" He yelled will a scowl on his face and eyebrows furrowed. The paparazzi rolled their eyes and tried to be smart. "Or what? what are you going to do about it? and chill, it wasn't a big deal," That. was. his. last. straw.
You gripped onto Oikawa's shoulder whispering to him that we should leave, but Oikawa was fuming. Oikawa whispered, "go back to the car dear, I'll be over in a minute." he said, voice stern as he called over the bodyguard to help you get to the car safely.
Oikawa walked over to that one. certain. male. and as soon as he got close to his face, the paparazzi's face drained from color and he looked as if he was about to shit himself.
Oikawa grabbed his right shoulder, his rings shining in the moonlight. "If you ever lay a fingertip on my wife again, you won't even see daylight again. you hear me, man?" The paparazzi nodded his head multiple times, legs shaking and heart pounding. Oikawa stepped back. "Amazing! glad you can understand!" He chirped before walking to the car where you were sitting. The driver of the car started the engine and drove off.
"Thank you tooru, I love you" You whispered in his ear, wrapping your arms around his neck and inhaling his scent before closing your eyes. "Anytime, dear." He mumbled before kissing your cheek.
Likes and reblogs are so much appreciated!! thank you for reading! I hope you have a great morning/afternoon/noon/night!! â°(*°â˝Â°*)⯠Bye now!~ q(â§â˝âŚq)
#nat writes#okay i can explain okay#so a few months like idk maybe October? i was thinking of Christmas so i just thought and i was like#"What about a short drabble of 'last Christmas' lyrics so i was thinking of iwa at that time#and i just started with the short paragraph and i totally forgot about it now and i was going through my drafts#and i found it so i just quickly made it on the spot!!#i hope you like it :)#hq x reader#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu#iwaizumi x reader#iwaizumi fluff#iwaizumi hajime#iwaizumi x y/n#haikyuu iwaizumi#hajime iwaizumi#iwaizumi#iwaizumi fic#iwaizumi hajime imagine#iwaizumi hajime smut#iwaizumi hajime x reader#iwaizumi hajime x you#iwaizumi smut#iwaizumi x reader smut#iwaizumi x you#iwazumi fluff#oikawa scenarios#oikawa x reader#oikawa tooru x reader#oikawa fluff
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shaking of leaves by into it over it is genuinely one of the top songs of all time
#the sun is setting later which is a shock because i was too bruised up to celebrate the winter solstice this year#i got lasik surgery just to start a staring contest with the sun. two of my names mispronounced in a row by the butchers. i can still see#arithmetic as construction in space and geometry as construction in time. follow two parallel lines until they meet.#piazza stairs in the sun drinking aloe lychee juice watching young and beautiful people talk about money. notice the small fine lines#forming at the corners of their lips between their brows the sides of their eyes. what is representable for you is necessarily what there#is. subjective necessity transfer to objective necessity. why is this compelling? why are you compelling? would you like to kiss#by the river? would you like to walk 30 minutes to broadway so we can kiss by the river? ar 3Âł#ive learned a lot about turner's watercolours but i havent said enough about the ways neurons dance together. about the way all of it is a#process without emotion and how that makes it beautiful. chipped nailpolish on his nails and dark circles under his eyes and a smile that#says i have learned to study the nature of the mind and how intuitions form reality and i no longer want to die. instead of taking#that horrible fall he reads kant to himself and he reads her to sleep and he reads my horrible jokes.#dont think like a psychologist and dont write like a philosopher. dont do maths like a physicist.#ironically read the science of logic. ironically a caffeine adict. ironically drink steriliser for its 74% alcohol solution.#ironically a 1:1 student. there are birds hanging in the archives. orions belt over the red glow of a very normal house.#each time i walk home the stars are brighter. i hope you are brighter too. i hope i am brighter too. i am going to win#that staring contest with the sun.#[i drafted this post on jan30 and forgot abt it]
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