#I NEED to know if my blorbo lives
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Wrote some Jonathan angst and cried. S5 cannot come soon enough
#I NEED to know if my blorbo lives#if I don’t see a set photo of him soon for the latest thing they’re filming I’m going to combust into dust#blorbo can’t die he needs to listen to creep by Radiohead and watch control (aka the Ian Curtis biopic)#he needs to become a fifty year old man who leaves comments on old music videos from the bands he likes and tell the story of how he#and Nancy made out to this song after leaving the prom early#he also needs to go to nyu and get his own college radio show#anyways I’m going to go find a funny fic to read so good night!#emily yaps
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psst, hey, fellow selfshippers and lovers of fictional characters!! something i want to share and reassure folks on as a person who gets character crushes super easily: don't be embarrassed by whoever's making your brain light up 🥰💖 i see some lovely folks get really in their head about this. perhaps they've always crushed on a specific kind of character, so when they get one who's a little different, they feel like they can't talk about it. maybe they've touted themselves as having one crush and have been super dedicated that whole time, so feel like it's a betrayal somehow, or makes them less of whichever label (e.g., yume, selfshipper, etc.) they've identified with. i'm here to tell you that's all nonsense!! 💖 this is fandom. you're not an influencer and you don't need to keep up a specific 'brand'!! if you see a character who makes your heart all gushy, don't think up an imaginary critical audience who is going to yell at you for not fixating on the 'right' thing. life's too short to deny yourself happiness 🫂
#inspired by seeing too many of my dear friends posting anxiously about 'not showing their love enough' or falling for a new character 💖#i know i joke a lot of the time in a 'i'm so sorry for this one' or 'are you guys gonna throw tomatoes at me' kind of way#but seeing people be unabashed and excited about their fictional favourites - no matter how weird or obscure - is a joy!!!#so if you've been sitting and fretting because you can feel a crush building and don't know how to handle it:#just rush in head-first. don't think about how it will be perceived. your happiness is not clickbait 🔥#and you know - sometimes we like different characters because we want/need different things!!#i may tout myself as a villain/nerd enjoyer but that doesn't mean i'm only allowed to like those kinds of characters. same goes for you 😉#(going to try to hold true to this as there's a crush who'll get me in the next couple of months who WILL be embarrassing to admit)#(but who cares? isn't getting to yell about a character who makes our lives nicer a wonderful thing? 😭💖)#selfship#f/os#oc x canon#blorbos#yume#starleskatalks
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Complaining abt Suicide Squad yet again but the fact that they have Waller exposing the alien community to space racist attacks and talking abt how she got to her position through deceit and being a terrible person and stuff is just. Ahsfiwueh JUST SAY YOU DONT KNOW WALLER.
Anyways literally the 3rd mission of the Squad ever (and the first framed as smth Waller picked and not orders from above) was the Squad discrediting and stopping a rogue vigilante who was only arresting POC and funneling white people into white supremacy groups (of which he was the most prominent member) in SUICIDE SQUAD #4. and it's explicitly framed as this mission being personal for Waller that she's hiding from the government bc its illegal like. Guys. Please why are we having her incite (space bc comics) racist attacks now
Also the whole "Amanda got her position through deceit and being a terrible person" NO. she KEPT her position through being shitty and playing complicated political games!!! She wasn't always that way like there is a difference and it is IMPORTANT ppl PLEASEEEE. In Secret Origins #14 we learn Amanda's backstory and she used to be a normal, caring person! Like even after she entered into working in government and politics she wasn't automatically morally bankrupt like please people. She was originally given control of the Squad by Reagan (*sigh* 80s comics...) to distract and get rid of her because she was so successful at pushing progressive social policy in Congress. Acting like she's this static pillar of evil is such a waste of her character and so fucking uninteresting and disrespectful to her arc it drives me MAD.
Like I am NOT saying Waller is all sunshine and rainbows, she fucking SUCKS (said w love <3) but like there's a human being there. It's a progression, she has a character arc like please, DC, please!!! They've fucked up Waller so bad and made her so opaque and uninteresting she can't even be the protagonist of her own story for fucks sake!
Like I don't know how many times I have to scream it until DC hears me or remembers but WALLER IS THE MAIN CHARACTER OF SUICIDE SQUAD. ITS HER BOOK. yet right now she's a cutout to be used as the villain wherever the writers please. Even in her book we get none of her perspective really displayed, no exploration of her thoughts with any kind of understanding of the role she traditionally has played and was made to play in the story.
#its like youre unable to root for her in any form. which is annoying bc shes actually awesome actually#also having her say “actually im the good guy fuck you'' w/o any actual deep analysis of her psyche or whatever while doing these things#doesnt count as development or showing shes 3 dimensional. its just having 2 dimensional waller say shes right when everyone is obviously#supposed to believe shes wrong#anyways i want real waller back please i miss herrrrrrrr#anyways hope mr john ridley has read secret origins no 14. i know its from 1987 but please guys please. my only hope#also it was a few months ago but i think they tried to push certain elements of a diff backstory in dream team and sorry but fuck that. and#any mention of another waller background like my eyes are closed sry. im a preboot truther#actually im just ignorant of most squad comics outside the original series. im gonna do a readthrough and become knowledgeable on other#stuff i just need to find time. so if im wrong then sorry if its smth factual and if you disagree with my opinion then uh sorry for ur loss#anyways shoutout to the time i had a nerd night w my one friend and she was asking me abt dc and said my favorite villains and i said waller#and silver swan. and she had a “yuck WHY” to waller and a ???? to silver swan. love shouting out my faves and explaining them to the less#informed. didnt say a number 3 but would probably be parallax ig. idk hes kind of slay. or maybe someone else honestly i like hal but waller#and nessie are blorbo level for me i could think abt them for hours#or maybe it wouldnt be parallax actually idk who my 3 would be. hes definitely up there but way below the other 2. maybe the cheetah#interpretation that i personally have. v different from the popular cheetah interpretation esp rucka vers actually. much closer to the pérez#and esp develops some subtext there surrounding barbara and the exploitation and theft of sacred cultural artifacts and pieces but also#like british colonization a lil bit#but i actually despise the cheetah that lives in my head but think shed be interesting to use narratively and see diana fight#vs the other guys who i find interesting and sympathetic and like for themselves#whereas my fave interpretation of cheetah can rot in hell#i got off topic here#blah#swishy rant#also disclaimer that w the main character ik dreamer is the main character of dream team. im talking more in general and that amanda should#always have a huge role as shes the main character of the squad and yet is treated like its villain and not its protag#sui sq
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He can't have shit in this family.
#ffxiv#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#ocs#atticus and his ~100y/o wisdom#knowing this poor man is stuck looking like his old man or his --old-- man#and at least for my adven!zenos he has no problem looking like young solus personally#its primarily for atticus and in part for meteor- luckily his height mitigates it for atticus- meteor is just stuck seeing emet regardless#other than that I just wanted to draw his hair short and the proper(?) outfit I have for him right now#aka what I imagine him wearing when he's not lounging in a turtleneck or his light sleeveless gear#also this is tank zenos so he fights unarmed- buuut he also just has like three knives strapped on him just in case LOL#I also just enjoy showing him being proud of his apperance#I just find it a neat- even if possibly unintentional- character quirk that he seems to be very particular of his appearance#and also might not actually want to show any scars he might have? I always found it interesting that#he always has gloves or armor particularly covering his right hand and the one time he doesnt is when its elidibus#which yeah- I also wouldnt want to have to look at the constant reminder that youre being biologically nerfed so much#-that you have to resort to sticking radioactive magical crystal straight through your hand just to do a single technique-#my mad little blorbo#fascinating giant of a man who is very fun to write#but yee- that is why I draw him covering the void arm or using his blindfold as a scarf for his neck sometimes#also#the next time I draw this outfit on him- i need to remember to put the sun pin back over his heart again like it was for EW#that also lives in my head rent free v-v
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goddamnit, who forgot to put the child safety lock back on the kitchen knife drawer again?
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(sinful circus au pomni belongs to @nobody-nexus )
looks like somebody walked in on something at an inopportune time :3
also pomni is definitely chattering her teeth like cats when they spot birds (prey) outside the window
#my art#traditional drawing#traditional art#tadc#sinful circus au#nobody nexus#pomni tadc#the amazing digital circus#i was released from school hell temporarily so i decided to do a lil drawing to relax#and sinful pomni is so shaped and i wanted to draw her in murder mode for a while :3#did you know: goats can climb basically 90 degree angle walls#now imagine sinful au pomni fucking chasing you down by just running at you straight up a vertical wall#sinful au pomni so shaped so blorbo#perfect for doodling#we all need a lil demon jester thing in our lives#welp art
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#the arc in which noir finally coaxes her inside and then doesnt let her leave for the rest of time dhfjfk#makes her wear cozy clothing and actually yknow. calm down for once.#i love to imagine her trapping her in her apartment like some cat like. you will live in comfort and you will enjoy it!#the care and keeping of eclipse <3#also :) these are all at home outfits of mine if you're curious!#finally i have drawn her in a bunch of my clothes after *checks paper* 5+ years#god i love her clothing colors(i say completely unbiased)#noir dressing her every day just for her to sit around the house(real)#hope you guys dont mind the sudden influx of oc stuff(i say abt two drawings)#the urge has suddenly hit me so i MUST#thinking deeply abt my woobie way too close to home blorbo <3#her and her oversized clothing 🥹🥹 ill sob 😭😭#also man i like these but im also like. did i really need to stay up way past my 'bedtime'#was it really necessary(no but i did it anyways!!!)#also if you get down this far! lemme know which outfit you think looks best on her? :)#catie.art.#eclipse
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tonight i'm thinking about hosea hmm i tabbed out and tabbed back in so i've lost my train of thought... i had a whole big post about hosea being pragmatic and knowing he's not going to make it out of this (rd.r2) alive but for all the wrong reasons.
#hosea matthews. ( about. )#cw terminal illness#idk thinking about him in chpt 1 & 2 talking about how he knows he doesn't have much time left#and he's RIGHT because [gesturing at chpt 4] but obvs he doesn't KNOW that#idk. he's sort of made his peace with his death but not like that.#i'm not saying this just bc he's my blorbo but i genuinely think he's a tragedy on two legs#the most tragic character (aside from arthur obvs)#he needs to die for the story* to shake out the way it does. but even in a hosea lives au. arthur doesn't make it out. thanks to micah.#(*arthur's story)#and i genuinely think seeing all that play out would ruin hosea/his faith in dutch#to see it all (his FAMILY) fall apart would probably kill him.#i do want a hosea lives au but i don't think it would be Good(TM) for him#RAHHHH.#rdr2 spoilers#idk if anyone's planning to play it#hi me again. back thinking about hosea in chpt 5 & 6. i feel ill.
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So does anyone else feel like this or is it just me
#ink arts#I GUESS#blorbo#idk what else to tag this as#anyways when a character lives rent free in my head#my sketches of them get increasingly unhinged as time goes by#please fuckign help i am turning my guys into stress squeaky toys#like thats how i know its bad. when drawing them as little creechurs unlocks new levels of serotonin#i have sketchpages of the most nonsense you've ever seen. they will never see the light of day#idk i mean unless someone really wants to see them#i need to go to fucking BED
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What the heck peepaw birthday real! (+ his friends because old ppl trio :])
#rye draws#monkey d garp#sengoku#tsuru#one piece#new tablet time so Incredibly messy sketch of old marine trio bc they live rent free in my head....#wanted to actually. draw it properly but </3 irl responsibilities derogatory#so im also ignoring the fact its also 2am on may 3rd instead of 2nd sdljsd#but garp my beloved blorbo..... i banish him to plinko always <3#i need to talk more ab him bc he has Soo many issues and the tragedy in his character though admits humor appeals to me#slams fist on floor shakes old marine trio around though specifically i wish!! to know more ab them!!#just.... shakes fist.... old gen my beloveds#rotates pre-canon op around in a microwave i think ab it a normal amount fr
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seishin is my fave character in shiki (if you don't understand, you must read the novel) so i'm redrawing panels to practice drawing him, as i find it strangely difficult.... like i go to draw his hair and my years of being into persona makes my hand default to drawing tatsuya suou
#shiki#corpse demon#seishin muroi#my beloved blorbo who is a traitor and a hypocrite and a coward#finished rereading the manga#he definitely gets shafted in it lol. that's just what happens when you get demoted from the protagonist to a supporting character#you kinda need to live in his head for a while to follow his '' you know what. i actually kinda hate this place and hope it burns'' arc#it also shafts his and toshio's dynamic which is a real loss for ME#even if shiki made a resurgence there still wouldn't be much of a surge of seishin/toshio content (even though there SHOULD BE)#because it's all primarily in the novel </3 such is my torment#anyways
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The brain rot I have of LU Sky is real help
#I need to do other things#but the only thing on my mind today is Blorbo#Blorbo beloved#Could talk about him all day#wanna ramble about my plans but i know ill spoil stories if i do that#Ahhhhhh#Sky my sweet blorbo beloved you live rent free in my brain and i cant stop
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Long time no Bud. Wow the last time I made her a ref was 2018. I experimented some with her pallet. Unsure if I like the profile head but oh well, open mouthed anime inspired profile faces are notoriously hard for a reason.
Sigh. What am I going to do with her.. my writing conundrum workshopping in tags. My tag rant mentions plot related suicide and ableism (in relation to the zombie trope).
#my art#my ocs#ft the irises#tw suicide#tw ableism#ft bud#sh e the yello one. can you tell she's thematically yellow?#as i don't care about 'spoilers' anymore because i'm doubtful i'll ever get to finish my writing stuff i'll just dump my writing hangup her#i think she's probably about 18 here (physically)#beware the in the tags plot includes suicide and ableism (in relation to the zombie trope)#Bud's voice specifically is tricky.. as Vera (the ghost) left her body (bud) when she was 10.#And vera took all knowledge (memories and words and thoughts) with her when she left.#and bud had to start mentally from scratch after rising from the dead. thus being interpreted as a 'zombie' sort of monster#Vera hatess Bud as hate of the self/ hate of the physical/ hate of the unintelligent (vera is in the wrong here. but she's complicated)#((lol can you tell why vera named herself that haha))#i want her to prompt characters/people to reininvestigate how they think of 'brainless zombie' tropes in relation to ableism but--#but i am doubtful of my writing ability and should probably change what i have going on to something less risky#originally when i was 12 and i first made them all bud was purely a chaotic antagonist. and i have def moved past that#12 yr old me expressing my suicidal idealization by having Vera absolutely hate her old body#and bud (formerly xqi for askew iris in middle/high school) being the body that was rightfully thrown away#but now that i'm past that all.. i need to make bud a character that can actually take up just as much importance as the other 3 irises#do i have the writing skills to do that? who knows.. Bud isn't even a 'main character' the way vera is. should i still try?#even if i never wind up trying and this conundrum stops me forever.. at least these blorbos can live in my head u_u#might delete the tag rant later if i feel self conscious enough about it :/#shrugs profusely#any suggestions are welcome. join me in untangling this gordion knot if u want ashdfhasdfjldf
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it's been 2 years since grymforge was added to bg3 but every time I post something about Nere here on tumblr or on youtube, people still comment "wait what? I had no idea you can save this guy" and "how do you get this option?" and I explain step by step every time. I guess this is protecting a blorbo since day 1 lmao your online guide for keeping the victorian child alive against all odds
#Protecting a blorbo but not in the sense that you get into fandom bs fights. it's just people asking “heh what? he can live?” and I explain#it's been 2 years since he was added to the game and people don't even notice they can keep him alive 😭#they don't know they don't need to kill him to save the gnomes and they don't know he can leave the absolute#everything in the game wants to kill him#to the rescue! helping people save blorbo since day 1#Bg3 mine#Nere#My post#My posts#bg3#about me#baldur's gate 3#funny#text post#victorian child#textposts#grymforge
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THE PROTOTYPE MOE............... 👁️👁️
#feh#WAAUGHGHH THEY'RE SO CUTE AND THEY ARE ACTUALLY SO GENDER HERE...... so proud of them 🫡#LOOOOOVE the slightest characterization of them being smug. so true and so real#it really does fill me w SO much joy though seeing the guy my guy is based off of.... literal prototype guy#also the. implication. you can summon more summoners. that seems like it'd be against the rules LMFAOOO#i also just really love the idea of kiran is just the guy we ended up following canon-wise.#beyond that there is a whole summonerverse.........#i MEAN that has ALWAYS been a part of the lore i guess LMFAO BUT LIKE. IT'S SO HARD TO KEEP TRACK TBH#like how is it we ended up w lif who ended up w A You (from an AU in the literal sense)#and then there's like one million other guys out there. who aren't you.#were all of those guys important to lif??????? does it just change based on the player's personal hc actually??????#like alfonse is just a blorbo in law to my sister. sometimes our tastes overlap and sometimes they don't LMFAO#actually so many questions. does every fe multiverse have a lif? surely not? does feh have canon events like in spiderverse LMFAOOOO#I NEED TO KNOW. AM I READING INTO THIS TOO MUCH??????????#WAIT NO OBVIOUSLY NOT ACTUALLY. WE LITERALLY LIVE IN THE UNIVERSE WHERE ALFPNSE DOESN'T GO LIF MODE#WHY AM I ASKING STUPID QUESTIONS ⁉️‼️⁉️‼️⁉️‼️⁉️‼️⁉️‼️⁉️‼️⁉️⁉️#literally i have one braincell and he is fighting for his fuckinh life at all hours of the day.#moe tag
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tbh am very fond of the acespec zoro I've created in my mind who is willing to have sex if and only if it is nasty and kinky
#this is Not a character I'd expected to project onto but here we are#oh zosan kink scenario that lives in my brain we're really in it now#here's the thing he doesnt know he's ace he just thinks sex is overrated and everyone else is being stupid about it#he absolutely does not know that asexuality is a thing he's just like. sex is boring why am i the only person who understands this. oh well#and gives it no further thought bc he's not about to waste his precious few brain cells on unpacking this#like there is a 0% chance of him figuring it out on his own bc he does not care#he's too busy being Swords Guy there is no room left for him to think about sex#......and then i get to make him find a thing that Does work for him hehehe#anyway! I've hardly known this blorbo but I've already headcanoned him into oblivion#like i needed another emotional support sword guy to project kinks onto. sigh#one piece tag
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i fear the 'surely someone's gonna save me' in sunshine baby has an incredible chokehold on me
#this Can't be the energy going into 2025 sighs#sabs speaks#lowkey had like four different meltdowns today over plans being changed and its like. can we be normal#and then my brain had the audacity to be like ur lying.#like girl what the fuck?? in what world are we doing this for fun#and then do u guys know the horror story of like vampire slumbering just have my headphones on genuinely vampire like and out of NOWHERE my#sister is just above me like Hi.#can u fix this dress for me#like in what world do u wake me up like that girl#i fixed the dress but still like. let me live#times like these im considering dropping out truly having that moment over u need to chill out before the stress kills you before the thing#that's supposed to has a chance#if this all seems disconjointed its because it is and is not hope this helps <3#i also want nothing more than to write about my blorbos but i saw people being wrong about them and now im like shit. maybe im wrong about#them#so i cant do it without feeling insane for that reason and for the second reason that i have other obligations#i think it should be illegal for education to give u things to do over the holidays they dont understand how much guilt i will feel not#getting things done and instead feeling horrific and not resting#i also think learning too much about my health has caused me to spiral a lot like the dr's being so chill about it whilst im in debilitatin#pain is not good for me actually. and has triggered the disability grief all over again#having my pmdd and my menstruation at the same time genuinely i felt like female hysteria and im scared for the next one#its a wonder i did Not do It#a little morbid i guess but i have Morbid hormone disorder shrugs#anyways. 2025 be better i hope#so scared to pull my cards for the year#less actually scared and more like. i dont knowww how much i have it in me to be brave anymore#congrats if u made it this far but mostly sorry to my scorpio rising
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