#I NEED TO FINISH ANOTHER FANFIC
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bestruction Ā· 2 months ago
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I was wondering what are your thoughts about how many children sasuke would have and what are their genders, ages and names. Maybe even their personalities and if they were mama's/daddy's girl/boy ( also, can I be šŸˆā€ā¬›)
That's such a sweet thought, šŸˆā€ā¬›ļø
I believe the answer to the question, "How many kids would he have?" depends mostly on you. He never thought he would go back to the village, rebuild his district, build a life with you, be loved, and be forgiven for everything. These are normal parts of life that he unlearned due to all his trauma and the war.
Your first child was an accident—him coming back from a mission looking way too good for your liking (and when doesn’t he?), mixed with impatient + your and his horny side and forgetting to check for condoms. You two were usually very careful, and he really thought he could pull out... But honestly, you both got too caught up in the moment to think about anything.
When you got a positive pregnancy test a few months later, he was down for whatever you wanted to do.
Do you want to keep it? Then he's supporting you.
You don't want to keep it? Then he's supporting you.
You were the most important thing in his life. Of course, he was ready to follow whatever you decided. When you chose to go through with the pregnancy, I swear to god, he was ready to build a crib with his own sword if you asked him.
On the outside, he looked calm, but inside, he was terrified. What if he didn't know how to be there for the child and for you? What if he messed this up? He had already broken your heart once by leaving. If he did it again—especially now—you would never look at him the same way. Plus, your friends would kill him for sure.
You two had cats, and they both adored him. That was a good sign, right?
He kept repeating that thought in his mind over and over again while your belly grew. And let me tell you, he was basically a hawk over you. šŸ˜®ā€šŸ’Ø He was already overprotective by nature, but seeing you pregnant made it ten times worse. That’s something else to explore later.
When your first boy was born, he was... too stunned to speak. The first Uchiha in years. The first after all the tragedies. He felt like he was holding a new beginning—one that had your nose but his sharp eyes. That’s why he named him Haruki.
Haruki was the spring he never knew he was waiting for.
For the first few days, he was so flabbergasted that you two had created a life together that he wouldn't let the baby out of his sight for even two seconds. How could the same hands that had caused so much bloodshed now hold something so fragile?
I know that in Boruto, he isn’t present in Sarada’s life, and that’s one of the many reasons I pretend that shit doesn’t exist.
Family was everything to Sasuke. After starting a new one, I don’t see him ever leaving their side. If anything, he was afraid—afraid that leaving would mean losing everything again.
He only started accepting missions again when Haruki was about five months old, and even then, he never took assignments that would keep him away for more than a week. I feel like every time he came back, he had this heavy feeling in his chest—this fear of opening the door and finding you and the baby gone, just like when he had come home from school and found his parents dead. That image would forever live in his mind. But the fear disappeared the moment he slid the door open and heard a small voice scream, "Papa!!" before little feet raced toward him, and you greeted him with a kiss.
Is your son a mama’s boy or a daddy’s boy? That’s hard to say. He follows Sasuke everywhere, yes. He’s observant, just like his father, so he picks up on things quickly and mimics everything he does—including protecting Mama at all costs. But he isn’t quiet... at all. Put this boy and Naruto in a room together, and they could destroy it. His observant side made him curious and adventurous. Plus, he wanted to be brave and strong like his father.
When Haruki was around five years old, you started thinking about having another child. After many conversations and making sure you were financially stable, you gave birth to a girl... more like a carbon copy of your husband. 😭 She literally got nothing from you. Nothing. Your genes didn’t even put up a fight this time.
And after seeing you suffer through childbirth a second time? Never again. 🫔 Not even if you begged him for another one. He couldn't watch you cry in pain like that a third time.
Miyuki wasn’t just Sasuke’s copy in appearance, she had his personality too. While Haruki was talkative, loved playing with his uncle Naruto, and ran around giving you and Sasuke heart attacks, Miyuki was different. There was no doubt, she was a daddy’s girl. She was more shy, especially around people she didn’t know, and clung to him constantly. Sometimes, you swore they could read each other’s thoughts. Sasuke didn’t talk much, Miyuki didn’t either, but somehow, he always knew exactly what she wanted and needed.
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starmocha Ā· 2 months ago
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be my eternity, say my name [Caleb/Reader ā˜… 2725 words ā˜…Ā MasterlistĀ ā˜…Ā Series IndexĀ ā˜…Ā AO3] The secrets only you and Caleb would ever know. A/N:Ā ;~; I've been working on this on-and-off since January. I'm so happy it's finally done. Title is referencing a verse in two TXT’s songs, Deja Vu and Run Away (9와 4ė¶„ģ˜ 3 ģŠ¹ź°•ģž„ģ—ģ„œ ė„ˆė„¼ 기다려), but for this fic, I drew more inspiration from Deja Vu (I will probably write something using Run Away in the future, because I have ideas, hehe) @deepspacenova I'm also tagging you because this is one of the Caleb song-inspired fics I mentioned to you last night <33333 Tag list:@solifloris @natimiles @callilypso @likewhyareyousoobsessedwithme @miudle @alfredosaws @nezuswritingdesk @valkyyriia @yourlocalcatscammer @qyuin 【 request to be added 】
It was a secret.
That you fell for Caleb first.
You couldn’t explain when it had happened, when you finally saw him in a different light, knowing he was someone much more precious than a mere friend. You knew, though, that since that one afternoon long ago when you both came into each other’s lives, you took his hand and never wished to let it go ever.
(I’m Caleb. I’ll always be by your side.)
It was a secret.
In the dark of nights, under thick cover, your hand wandered, slipping in between your legs, driving into your folds, curling just so as your thumb brushed over that sensitive clit as you thought about him just a few doors away asleep in his own bed, unaware of the shameful act you had submitted yourself to, unable to ignore the desires to have him unconditionally, claim him solely for yourself.
All of those close instances, seemingly innocent in the way his body hovered so close to yours, or the way sometimes his arm would wrap around your waist when he teased you, unaware of the effect it was having on you. He never knew how the warmth of his breath teasing against your neck would have your heart skipping several beats faster, how there would be a tightening in your belly when he loomed near you, or the way how sometimes when your playfighting would lead to you tumbled atop him, so close to him physically and yet you felt the vast distance from his heart.
You fantasized of his large hands behind you, resting on the small of your back, his eyes locked with yours, searching almost desperately for permission, an invitation to cross this invisible line between you both. You thought of his lips, seeing the way they trembled, see his Adam’s apple bobbed as he swallowed, looking like a man starved, salivating at the sight of the glorious indulgence before him. You thought of treading first, stealing his lips experimentally, swallowing his surprised gasps as you grinded down on him, feeling his growing arousal brushing against your own.
You imagined his restraints broken, picturing him yielding to temptation, his hands fumbling over your body, his hips thrusting up, needing to feel you through the clothed barriers between you both. Your name spilt from those lips, the rasp in his voice more noticeable as he groaned in pleasure, growing more and more delirious as this lust heightened between the two of you.
You panted harder. You wanted his calloused hands on your smooth skin, trailing over secret places he had never known until this moment. You wanted to discover together with him all of the places on both of your bodies that would have you buckling, your toes curling, a hungry desperation for more and more.
You quickened your pace, fingers rushing as you imagined how he would have you come undone fully clothed on top of him, hearing that sweet, sweet voice of his urging you, praising you, coaxing you until you were trembling and crying against him.
Just a little bit more.
So close. So, so close.
Almost there.
With a few more rushed strokes and you were crying out your orgasm, his heavenly name spilling from your lips. For several minutes, you lay in bed, panting and shaken by the pleasure you had just experienced. There wasn’t much thought left in your head, a sudden wave of drowsiness seeming to wash over you.
You sighed.
When you stared at your hand, chest still heaving from the adrenaline, you wondered what it would be like to be filled by him. You couldn’t seem to stop imagining his body against you, wanting to be pinned underneath him, trapped beneath the heavy weight of him, his forearms resting on either side of your head and his face so close to yours, and those soulful eyes imploring you to want him, need him in a way only lovers would ever know.
Your breathing grew shaky again. You wondered how big he was, wondered how well your body could take him. You couldn’t help but imagined this time his hands just gripping your thighs, prying them apart, letting him see just how wet and willing you were for him. That burning need to stretch around him stirred within you again, your hips unwittingly squirming, feeling nothing but also everything.
Inadvertently, you moaned his name again, your body writhing beneath the sheets, the ache inside you renewed. You tossed and turned, your face buried into your pillow to muffle the way you cried out his name over and over again, feeling like you were humping against nothing, your fingers barely able to satisfy you, not like how you knew his own could.
Caleb’s long, thick fingers filling you, thrusting in and out as he made sure you would be ready to take more of him later. You clenched, voice strangled, as you cried harder, feeling your climax approaching again.
ā€œCaleb… Caleb… please… please… Caleb…!ā€
There was a noise outside your room. You froze in that instance just as your second climax arrived and you bit down on your lip to stifle your moans. Someone was in the hallway. Was it your grandmother… Ā or was it Caleb? You didn’t know, too scared to even peek at the shadow beneath the crack in the door. Stay silent, you ordered yourself, your hand clamped over your mouth to muffle any sounds that could slip through. You could still feel the lingering shocks of pleasure coursing through your body.
You squeezed your eyes shut, curling up under the cover. Even after it was safe to stir again, you stayed still.
You almost wished it was Caleb who came into the room to check in on you. You almost wished he would discover the dirty secrets you kept from him, the way you pleasured yourself many nights thinking of him. You wondered how he would react seeing you in your bed with reddened cheeks flushed hot and fingers wet with your own arousal from the way you shamelessly touched yourself to dirty fantasies of him. You wondered if it would destroy your precious relationship with him, or just maybe, he felt the same.
Maybe he also felt the same about you. Maybe he had his own dirty secrets. Maybe he also carried lewd thoughts in his mind, thinking of you in ways he probably shouldn’t.
If he did, you couldn’t wait to uncover them, wanting his secrets exposed to you alone and yours to him.
(Mornin’, pipsqueak, did you sleep well?
…You could say that.
What is that supposed to mean—never mind, we’re going to be late for school. Hurry up and eat.)
It was a secret that you made the first move.
If there was ever a forbidden line between the two of you, you crossed it without a care, unable to ignore the growing feelings and desires within you. You could never entertain the idea that Caleb would be with anyone but you. He was yours from the beginning and you wanted him to the very end.
One warm afternoon, he was napping on the couch, a book facedown on his chest. You knelt on the floor next to him, drawn to how handsome he looked, peacefully slumbering away like an angel of God seeking respite for just one instance. Such long lashes, you admired with slight envy before smiling as you looked at his lips. They were just barely parted, his breathing soft and slow.
You swallowed, suddenly nervous, before you leaned in, pressing your lips to his, light and a little awkward, but that immediate tingle you felt was already an exhilarating rush that chased away your earlier coyness.
He stirred, but before you could pull away, his hand was behind your head, keeping you in place to your shock. He didn’t say anything, but you felt him kissing you back, and you yielded to him, savoring this moment like a sweet forbidden fruit you had shamelessly coveted.
When he opened his eyes, beautiful pools of violet stared back at you in relief. You smiled back, thinking you could drown in them forever if he would let you. His book dropped to the floor with a dull thud and you were dragged on top of him in seconds. You stared down at his smiling face, a warmth spreading over your cheeks, suddenly coy again now that it was apparent his feelings were identical to yours.
One hand reached up to cradle your cheek, your own two hands covered his as you gazed down with fondness in silent understanding.
The house was empty. It was just the two of you, in your own little world, your own little Eden.
Just like how it had always been, it seemed.
(Mm, are you… are you sure?
Never been surer in my life, Caleb… You?
If I’m dreaming, don’t wake me up.)
It was a secret how soft Caleb’s lips were, how quickly addicted you became, wanting and needing all of his kisses, wanting to greedily pocket them all for yourself. The short, fleeting ones, just barely there, stolen lips in passing when no one could see, or passed off as just a trick of the mind. The long, drawn-out kisses, both your feelings poured out in intense sessions that would leave you breathless but unable—unwilling—to stop, always yearning for more.
Fast, messy kisses, rushed with frantic hands grabbing at one another, bodies pressed together in secrecy, hidden away in dark corners or under covers.
The way he would kiss you all over. Gentle, tender forehead kisses. Playful pecks on the tip of your nose. Sweet, chaste cheek kisses. He would get bolder, kissing along down your neck, in the crook, along your shoulders, leaving not a spot untouched by his lips.
He would be more sensual, worshipping you all over. Down your chest, leaving you gasping and squirming against him, trapped beneath him in surrender.
Such lascivious kisses he would leave along the inside of your thighs. Heavenly lips seeking your intimate area, a secret place only he would ever know as he hungrily tasted you, devouring like a man starved and worshipping like a sinner seeking salvation.
Caleb was always smart, so it didn’t take him long to learn your body, discovering all of the ways he could make you cum for him. He could be the sweetest man when he wanted to be, but those little moments when he was just a little more taunting in his words and in his ministrations had a way of driving you wild, finding him even more desirable than you thought was possible.
(Ah… Caleb… I’m going to… ah… wa-wait…
Cum for me, my pretty girl.
Oh, fu—)
It was a secret how delicious you tasted afterwards on his lips.
(So pretty. So, so fucking pretty like this.)
It was a secret how warm Caleb’s mouth felt around your nipple, how the way his tongue swirled over the sensitive nub had you bucking shamelessly against him, his hands automatically forced to grip your hips to keep you in place on his lap. Even when your small hand grabbed at his hair, tugging and whining, he suckled harder on one nipple while he let one hand squeezed and groped your other breast, kneading the soft, supple mound with experimental strength, relishing in the way that you gasped out his name and how under your skirt, he could feel your panties getting damped, the soaked fabric brushing over his thigh had his mind racing, growing delirious with ideas of what he could do to you.
It wasn’t just the mere imaginary ideas of what he could do to you that had him going wild, but the very knowledge that you would willingly let him had him hardening, his control and self-restraints weakening as all he wanted to do was give in to his desires—give in to you.
(You make such pretty sounds. Is it only for me?
D-don’t tease me… Ah…!
I’m not teasing. I want to hear more.
Ca-Caleb!)
It was a secret how Caleb pressed you into his mattress, how you always and willingly spread your legs for him. This was always where he was meant to be, between your legs, his body looming above yours. No matter how many times he had taken you, it always felt like the first.
With Caleb, everything always felt like the first time, as if you and he were always restarting from the beginning, never letting the story of you and him end.
(Already this wet? I haven’t even done anything yet. Naughty, naughty.
I… I… can’t help it… you…
Tell me. Tell me how I make you feel.
Caleb…! Ah…!
Tell me. Did you get excited—thinking about my cock pounding this needy pussy?
Wai-don—yes!
Do you always think about me like that? Answer me.
…Yes…
Louder.
Yes! Yes, yes, Caleb, always!
Ah—oh fuck—)
It was a secret how you always would come so sweetly around him, muffled moans suppressed under his large hand, under his intense smoldering amethyst eyes before they closed as he filled you full with thick, heavy spurts of his seed, his own groans stifled, burying deep into your shoulder.
(Shh, we don’t want anyone hearing us, alright?
…Mmph…
I’ll spoil you next time. I want you to scream my name next time.)
It was a secret how many times Caleb had filled you. How full you felt as your belly bulged, the sight always clouding his mind with dark lust, the need to always keep you like this, completely ruined by him, made for him.
He kept you flushed to him, your body heat exchanged and shared. He kissed you soundly as he softened inside of you, but he showed no sense of urgency about parting, still wanting to stay buried in your warmth. He seemed reluctant to break the kiss, the sounds of both of your heavy breathing filled the room as he gazed down at you, wanting to keep you locked within his gravity.
(It’s like you were made for me. All mine.
And you for me?
Right. Yours. I’m all yours. No one else’s. Yours.)
It was a secret how you dreamed of a life of just you and him, hidden away in a paradise of your own making. There would be no sorrow, no anguish, or judgment from others. You dreamed of long summer days, basking in the day’s warmth with his fingers intermingled with yours.
You dreamed of laying on green grass, him on top of you with the blue heavens above as witnesses of your love for him, and within his vibrant violet eyes, there was a promise of eternity, his life was yours—was only ever yours and no one else’s.
(Pipsqueak… go to sleep.
No… I want to keep watching you.
Silly girl… You can watch me tomorrow.
I want to watch you now. And I’ll watch you tomorrow, too. Caleb…
Hmm… So greedy.
Only when it comes to you.
…
…Caleb?
I feel the same. I want to keep you all to myself. Forever mine.)
It was a secret.
That you and Caleb belonged together.
The world would never understand.
A bond this sacred was meant to last for eternity, your souls bounded together long ago when you took his hand first but he was the one to hold on tight, promising himself to you for all of your lives together.
(Caleb… I—
Wait—let me… just let me…)
Such heavenly secrets stayed hidden away from nonbelievers.
No one would ever know of him the way you did, just as he had uncovered all of your secrets, stealing them away to be his and his alone.
His hand on your cheek, eyes always finding yours, you knew already the words that were to come, but you waited in anticipation with bated breath.
In the next instance, his sweet smile filled your vision and you were pulled back into his orbit, locked within his embrace. When you looked up, his warm breath intermingled with your own, your heart beating quietly for him. He cradled your cheek, guiding your lips to his, and he breathed a secret to you, a promise of eternity only for you.
(I love you. I’ll always be by your side.)
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kjdkive Ā· 2 years ago
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couple questions with vogue — jjk.
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summary: yn, world-famous model and jungkook world-famous artist are invited as a couple to answer some questions for vogue on a video. both known to be a chaotic couple are expected to show their competitive side.
pairing: idol! jungkook and model! yn (afab)
warnings: cursing, some dirty jokes? jungkook being the best boyfriend ever i want him so bad, third person narration
a/n: thinking about doing this for some other bts members but not really sure lol let's see how this one goes and go from there. also i used to be a wattpad writer and there we use — not " and i actually hate writing dialogues with " oh and also i mention a few things that are not true about jungkook but this is my universe and in this universe that happened yn happened
— hello, vogue! i’m yn and it’s so nice to be back here — yn says to the camera.Ā 
— hello, i’m yn’s boyfriend, jungkook — jungkook says, smiling to the camera — i am also in a band but not that that matters.Ā 
— i’m your fianceĆ©, babe, remember? — yn lifts her left hand to show her engagement ring.
— she’s my soon-to-be wife, guys — jungkook giggles and stands up from his seat a little to give her a short kiss on her cheek.
— okay, my boyfriend’s humble as you can see but we’ll see if he’s a good boyfriend/fiancĆ© because we’re gonna do the couple questions challenge! — an assistant hands her some cards with the questions on them — are you nervous, babe?Ā 
— not at all, i actually think i’m gonna crush you — jungkook responds.Ā 
— confident much? — yn asks.Ā 
— dude, come on, let’s go, i’m ready.Ā 
video cuts abruptly to the intro, showing a few pictures of the couple and jungkook’s seven playing in the back.Ā 
question no.1 for jungkook: how did you first meet?Ā 
— it was at a party in L.A. — jungkook replies — june 28th, 2017. she was wearing a black dress and her favorite manolo heels because she told me that the same night, also her purse from a special chanel collection because she told me it gave her luck.Ā 
— it definitely did, baby — yn couldn’t stop smiling — it made me met you, so bless the chanel bag. so, answer’s correct!Ā 
— ever since that night i fell in love and my band members were sick of me talking about her.Ā 
— just want to say that it took him two months to ask me on a date — yn laughs — like i literally said no to a few guys in those two months because i was waiting for him to ask me out and when he did i just told him ā€œfinally, bro.ā€Ā 
— you guys don’t understand, she was and still is too pretty for me — jungkook whined, making yn laugh — i thought she was gonna say no and also tell me that she doesn’t date ugly guys?Ā 
— weren’t you literally like on the top 5 of the hottest guys of the world? — yn asks him and he stops.Ā 
— i think i was? i don’t remember.Ā 
— of course you don’t, darling. next question.Ā 
jungkook: 1Ā 
yn: 0
question no.2 for yn: who initiated the first kiss?Ā 
— oh! oh! this one’s good — yn says — i did! and it was a mess.
— no, you didn’t — jungkook tells her.Ā 
— oh, yes, i did because you were shaking when you grabbed my face and you literally froze so i was like ā€œwell, let ME do thisā€ and then i was the one to grab your face and kiss you — yn points at him.Ā 
— okay, fine, i did froze but you tasted like fish — jungkook starts — and although i love fish, tasting it from someone else’s mouth isn’t that delicious.Ā 
— you had just taken me out to eat sushi! what were you expecting? — yn asks him — besides, you tasted like banana because you had to eat your banana dessert of course.Ā 
— guys, if you ever go out on a date and you think you’re gonna kiss — jungkook looks at the camera — do not take them to eat fish or pasta because else they’ll get pesto on their teeth or their breath will smell like fish.Ā 
— oh, right — yn laughsĀ  — in one of our dates you got pesto on your teeth.Ā 
— stop, i don’t wanna remember how you had to get me a tooth pick cause i couldn’t get it out — jungkook rolls his eyes and yn keeps on laughing at him — if your girl gets you a tooth pick, marry her, that’s what i’m gonna do in a few months — he winks at the camera and laughs at yn blushing.Ā 
jungkook: 1
yn: 1
question no.3: which songs did jungkook write about yn?Ā 
— now this is a good one because you always get confused — jungkook laughs — which songs did i write about you?Ā 
— still with you, dimple, love maze, home, seven the explicit and clean version — yn winks at the camera.Ā 
— babe! — jungkook blushes and giggles.
— oh, so you can be no.1 on billboard, mind you the explicit version but your girlfriend can’t talk about it?Ā 
— don’t get off topic, finish the list — jungkook laughs again — and you’re my fiancĆ©e, not girlfriend.Ā 
— okay, fine — yn moves on her seat — your part in my universe, dna, paradise, best of me, my you and that’s it.Ā 
— WRONG! — jungkook yells at her and stands up from his seat to jump and laugh at her — you’re a loser!Ā 
— jungkook, what? i got them all correct! shut up!Ā 
— you forgot the one i have performed the most! — jungkook stands in front of the camera — vogue subscribers, my wife doesn’t love me.Ā 
— oh my god! — yn yells — i forgot euphoria and jesus christ, jungkook, sit down now, stop being dramatic.Ā 
— how dare you forget the amazing and unforgettable euphoria?Ā 
— i’m sorry, my love, please forgive me for i have made an awful mistake — yn holds his hand.Ā 
— i shall forgive you.Ā 
— thank you, my king.Ā 
— i love you — jungkook kisses her hand and doesn’t let go of it — but i’ll never forget this.Ā 
jungkook: 1
yn: 1Ā 
question no.4: what are the top 3 celeb crushes of yn?Ā 
— this one’s so easy — jungkook says — it’s matthew mcconaughey, chris evans and bradley cooper but as his character in the hangover.Ā 
— wrong — yn laughs.Ā 
— yn, you know i’m not wrong, those are your top 3.Ā 
— babe, you’re a celebrity too, you’re my no.1.Ā 
— don’t lie, yn, i’m not your celeb crush.Ā 
— yup, you’re right — yn gives up — he got the answer right, whatever, next question.Ā 
jungkook: 2
yn: 1
question no.5: when jungkook first started as an artist, what did he do to calm his nerves when he performed?Ā 
— I PRAYED — jungkook yells before yn can say her answer — I PRAYED AND I PRAYED.Ā 
— he didn’t — yn looks at the camera with a serious expression.Ā 
— YES, I DID — jungkook sits back on his seat — I DID. i did.Ā 
— can you shut up now? — yn asks him — he used to- — yn gets cut off.Ā 
— PRAY. HE USED TO PRAY. — jungkook yells again and all yn does is stand up from her seat and put her hand on jungkook’s mouth.Ā 
— he’s licking my hand right now but i couldn’t care less — yn still had a serious expression — he used to touch his bandmates’ butts and when they would question him he’d say ā€œnothing better than your butts, you guys!ā€Ā 
— she’s wrong — jungkook says.Ā 
— jungkook, ew, you left my hand freaking wet — yn wipes her hand on jungkook’s shirt — and yes, i’m right, you can call up jimin and he’ll tell you i’m right.Ā 
jungkook: 2Ā 
yn: 2Ā 
question no.6: yn has a scar and has had a broken arm, how did both happen?Ā 
— on her chin — jungkook replies fastly. yn nods and lifts her head to show up her chin. — that’s like the only one from an ugly accident the other ones are just her being silly cause she has some scars, blame of our cats when she tries to shower them and another one from when she was trying to make some chicken nuggets on the air fryer last month and she burned herself.
— he’s correct.Ā 
— the broken arm… she told me she was playing outside when she was in kindergarten and she fell and broke her arm, she also told me the school didn’t call her parents right away and waited until her grandma picked her up from school but she took her to the hospital right away. sadly, they didn’t sue the school because they’re good people, the teachers weren’t.Ā 
— that story is also correct.Ā 
— ugh, so tiring being the best boyfriend/future husband out there — jungkook sighs.Ā 
jungkook: 3
yn: 2Ā 
question no.7: how many tattoos does jungkook have? which one was for yn?Ā 
— jesus christ — yn says — i kid you not, jungkook doesn’t even know how many he has himself.Ā 
— i don’t know the total number but i do have a close number, if she reaches it she’ll get the answer right.Ā 
— fine, uhm, the eye he had before was my eye but i told him to cover it because it was done really bad like the eyelashes and the color were a mess but there are other ones about me, the thunderbolts and the flower on your elbow, right?Ā 
— yes — he nods with a smile.Ā 
— and i think, you have a total of 21? 22? with the new seven tattoo behind your ear i think so, yeah.Ā 
— she’s not close in the number but she’s right about the tattoos about her — he smiles at her.Ā 
jungkook: 3
yn: 3Ā 
question no.8: what are yn’s favorite hobbies?Ā 
— reading, learning languages and trying out new restaurants everywhere she goes.Ā 
— that is correct.Ā 
— she’s currently reading beach read but her favorite book is the portrait of dorian gray because my girl is into classics but they have to be a little gay; she speaks 4 languages those being english, italian, korean of course and french. the latest new restaurant she went was momofuko ko here in new york and she loved it.Ā Ā 
— i love you — yn couldn’t stop smiling as she got close to jungkook to give him a little kiss.
— i love you more — he said, after kissing her back.Ā 
jungkook: 4Ā 
yn: 3Ā 
question no. 9: what is jungkook’s pet peeve?Ā 
— damn, he has a lot — yn laughs — but i can name a few.Ā 
— i don’t have a lot!Ā 
— oh yeah? — yn asks and then turns at the camera — jungkook can’t eat if he notices people being loud while chewing but he is the loudest chew-er ever, he gets mad if whoever is driving doesn’t know how to park and oh! he despises when people walk slow but he had to be patient with me because i am a slow walker.Ā 
— she’s really slow but since i love her i can be patient with her.Ā 
— thank you, means a lot.Ā 
jungkook: 4
yn: 4Ā 
question no.10 (final question, decides the winner): if yn hadn’t been a model, what would’ve she been?Ā 
— oh, my girl’s born to shine — jungkook holds her hand — because she wanted to be a UN ambassador when she was young because she loved learning languages.Ā 
— oh my god, i did! — yn intertwines her fingers with jungkook’s — but i don’t even remember telling him about this.Ā 
— you said that on an interview but you also said that to me when we were on one of our first dates — he smiles at her.Ā 
— i did?Ā 
— you said you saw it on tv — jungkook nods — and that you wanted to travel the world like them. but now you travel around the world as a model, either way you were gonna be successful.Ā 
— reached full success now that i’m marrying you. — yn kisses him — i guess you won.Ā 
the interviewer behind the camera asked them if they wanted to say anything else before finishing the video.
— my soon-to-be husband has released a song called seven, not that it needs promotion because the song's killing it but if you haven't listened to it you should, the song saves lives.
— yeah, i released a song, i wrote it and it was just for her — jungkook smiles — my girl is also releasing her own clothing line so make sure to check that out too — jungkook points at the camera — and before we finish i want to say i won, yn lost — jungkook looks at the camera with a serious expression — vogue subscribers, i am here to tell you again that yn is a loser and i will write on my wedding vows to always call her a loser until death do us apart.Ā 
yn hits him on his arm and jungkook giggles.
— i hate you, jungkook.Ā 
— i love you too, my sweetie cutie pie, come here.
jungkook brings her in for another kiss.
— thank you, vogue! see you next time — jungkook says while squishing yn's cheek with his own cheek.
— save me — yn mouths.
and the video finishes.
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lamoureg Ā· 3 months ago
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writing post-canon jayvik who resent eachother a little and fight and feel but they love eachother and wont/cant leave. anyway they help eachother through it slowly but they are Sooo messy
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leftoverbriocheloaf Ā· 5 months ago
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is anyone gonna write a fic where poe goes back in time to save the bsd timeline from fyodor's ability motivated temper tantrum or am i gonna have to do it. am i gonna have to write poe killing fyodor to get the book just so he can go back to a world where ranpo isnt dead. because i will. i will write it. this is a threat.
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ninja-knox-ur-sox-off Ā· 5 months ago
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Only two chapters left of Wobbly Hearts and then I’m DONE. 21 is pretty much finished I just got to edit it and look over it and all that, and 22 needs some tweaking but its almost done too and I’m AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA longest I’ve ever worked on anything like this and it’s almost done!!!!
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asgardian--angels Ā· 2 months ago
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things I wish I could relive for the first time again:
that magical window where you finish a new piece of media, having watched/read it all by yourself with no fandom contact whatsoever, and you are just so happy about it, and full of interesting theories and takeaways, and just in love with it as a gorgeous piece of art.
because I swear to god as soon as you join the fandom for anything, you're bombarded with how you're supposed to view characters and their arcs, how you're supposed to morally and ethically judge the plot and the ways it apparently failed to present the right message, and if you don't you'll either be shunned for not sharing the popular headcanons or you'll be harassed for not criticizing the source material enough.
like how is it that the fans of a piece of media are also the ones being the most negative about it? If I like a show or a movie or a book, well, I liked it. That's kind of the point. I'm actually not here to tear it apart and talk about how it didn't live up to standards other people had! I enjoyed it for what it was, and forcing myself to find negative things to say about it doesn't actually bring me more enjoyment of it or reap any benefit to me. Fandom's a double-edged sword; you want to join a community to share your love for a piece of art, and the price you pay for a modicum of joy is a mountain of negativity. that's one main reason that I never engage with fandom until I'm completely done with a show, because if I was plugged into all of that commentary and discourse during the process, I'd be completely colored by how I'm expected to interpret everything this piece of art is presenting to me without being able to even form my own opinions.
#this is currently about arcane but it's also every fandom i've been in since the dawn of time#there is so much political discourse about how the show handled the piltover zaun conflict and class struggle and i just#like i don't even know what to say besides. art doesn't have to provide the correct answer you know#it's not asking you to accept their explanation as the right one. it's just presenting a story. a scenario. a nuanced one at that#which of course the internet is the enemy of nuance as we know#especially in arcane i thought it was fairly clear that the end wasn't the bright shining future anyone hoped it'd be.#was anyone right in their actions? did anything turn out the way they wanted? or was it just as messy and gray as real life#we're living in such a myopic time for art where it's believed every story must take the correct stance or be invalid or even harmful#instead of just offering a perspective. a lived experience. a hypothetical. a story.#and when it gets to be headache inducing all I can do is take myself back to how I felt when I watched the show for the first time#and I came away from the whole thing being incredibly moved and captivated by the entire story and its nuance.#i had no qualms and no criticisms and i was very impressed with the depth of storytelling surrounding the political parts of the plot#as well as the character arcs. i guess people like to dunk on viktor's s2 arc nowadays and i just. shrug. i was blown away by it#for me at least i have nothing but pure love and admiration for art after i've viewed it. it's only after interacting with fandom#that the criticisms seep in and now i can't unsee it and even if i don't agree with it it still muddies my ability to enjoy the art#fandom is a curse in that sense. like i seek out art that i enjoy. i have no desire to make myself dislike that art. whats the point#why are the biggest haters of a piece of media the 'fans' of it idk.#me finishing a show: wow i love all the characters and the plot and the cinematography! I want to talk to others about how cool it is!#meanwhile the fandom hating characters to the point of death threats to their creators#after 13 years in fandom i can say this - if you don't need to join the fandom for smth then don't lmao.#you'll be able to retain your genuine enjoyment of the thing.#that whole 'if you didnt like what i made then make your own' philosophy people use on fanfic/fanart should be applied more#to actual published art too. you should be able to meet art where it's at and if you don't like what it's saying or how it looks then#just move on and find something else. another branch of the 'the greatest enemy of the left is the left' tree imo#a show has a lot of queer rep? bash it to the point of making the creators go into hiding for not doing it how you think it should be#no artist will ever be able to satisfy everyone's demands. they just want to put their experiences and ideas into the world#creators that try to do good get more vitriol than those who never try. they're scrutinized harder and judged more harshly#it's just. one of those 'real fucking tired of fandom' nights. the best cure is just going back and rewatching the source material#all on your own and falling back in love with it. just you and your genuine connection with the art.#anyway what happened to steven universe was unforgiveable and it really ruined fandom for me. like. yall don't deserve nice things
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made-this-cause-why-not Ā· 1 year ago
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Rant post but like, Jordan Li is such an interesting character. They love Marie, confirmed by Derek and London, but they hardly know her. The entire show spans maybe a month at most, half of which they spent glaring at Marie, refusing to acknowledge their feelings. Because if they acknowledged them, really felt them, then they would be fucked. Truly and completely royally fucked. Because they don't know how to love, not really. They know how they want to be loved, but not how to love someone. And that's terrible for them because for them it is all consuming. They are desperate to be held and reassured at all times, and when they find someone that they think will give them that, they pour their entire heart out, no reservations.
And Marie, Marie is different than their past relationships she loves them entirely and so they give her everything they can. But Marie- she doesn't know what to do with their feelings, she hasn't been loved, felt loved, in years. Jordan is overwhelming, all consuming, everything that she should want and should be able to accept with ease, but she can't, not so soon. Jordan is too much, too fast and Marie is hesitant, wary of giving in, of getting hurt again.
Neither of them are wrong, not really. Just two, children desperate for a feeling that was stolen from them too young. And when they finally get it, get the chance to have the thing they have their hearts have ached over for years, they are inept. Unsure and over confident. Stubborn and uncompromising, fucked over by a cheap cash grab by their parent's when they weren't even old enough to identify shapes in their vision, too young to know what to do to better things.
They are doomed. Doomed. Doomed. Doomed.
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youchangedmedestiel Ā· 1 year ago
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I need help from fic writers. Especially long fic writers. I need advice.
How do you write a long fic? What's your process compared to writing short ones? (More questions in the tags below).
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loadingbones Ā· 8 days ago
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Mr Holy Yapper
Yeah I’m writing them being cute ā™„ļø yeah Ludwig is probably buzzing after being on the hunt and comes back to his tired partner who was fast asleep and is tryna have a convo with him but man is exhausted
And Dain mention because I can
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If u want my other fanfics,,,,
https://archiveofourown.org/users/Loadingbones
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strawberriesinmoominvalley Ā· 2 months ago
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i was tagged by @lottie1824 to recommend the fanfics i've written that i'm most proud of!
love will not break your heart (but dismiss your fears) - as of now, this is the longest fic i have ever written. i think it is my magnum opus; i don't think i will ever top this and i love it. i wrote it at a very hard time of my life and it's something i treasure deeply because it got me through. if ever i had to make someone read something i have written, this would be the thing i'd choose.
send you my love on a wire - i learnt html and css for this (and now i'm trying to learn to code and get a qualification in it because of this!) which was a big achievement. it definitely made me have to think outside the box and i genuinely find it funny to this day!
all the world will be your enemy - this may be cheating, as i only have one chapter up currently! but given it's part three in the same series as 'love will not break your heart', it automatically holds a lot of meaning to me. it's also the biggest project i've ever embarked on - i'm averaging just under 8000 words a chapter with 30 chapters! maybe i haven't finished it yet, but i'm going to be proud of it when it's done as it's a monumental task.
i chose these as my ones as they're ones i read back and enjoy. but, if i'm honest, i am proud of most things i write :) i'm proud of eat you alive, as i've never had to fulfil a prompt before and it was a challenge. i'm proud of secretly bleeding my heart out to you, because i think it's funny and sad all at once. i'm proud of illogical, because the only reason i started writing was for it. maybe i'm not so proud of fanfics i've abandoned, because i should finish them, but i'm not not proud of myself for writing, for trying.
anyway, i'll get off my soapbox. (no pressure) tagging @cx-boxbox, @beensinning, @lunahhhhhhhhhh, @amarynas, @481boxboxbaby, @zolica-ao3 and anyone else who wants to join in :D
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snakiest Ā· 3 months ago
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One day I’ll finish the second chapter of Love Taste. What day will that be? No Idea!
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i-will-go-with-you-five Ā· 6 months ago
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Ah yes time to jump on the angst train with me.
Here's a GREAT S2 M31 oneshot called Near Miss written by everyone's favorite @drowsystarlight go read it I beg you.
And she has EVEN MORE fics I'm gonna go binge be back soon.
EDIT: Slippery Slopes is the cutest most fluffy adorable mutual hurt/comfort fic and I adore it even more
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amplexadversary Ā· 1 year ago
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Completely self indulgent post but here's one of the post-canon scenarios I have in my head for G Gundam.
Maybe skip this post if you don't like dark themes. Not all of what I've outlined is dark (most of it isn't), but I do cross the line past what appears in the show in regards to DG cells and abduction.
The shuffles all get roped into restoration projects on Earth between the 13th and 14th gundam fights, partially to have something to do alongside their training, partially out of inspiration by the common points of the Kasshus' and Master Asia's goals, and partially because netting their countries some decent publicity is likely to earn them favors during the Gundam Fight's off-years.
Sai is contacted by Kyral about an effort to clear out the infamous buildup of trash and cadavers on Everest; he wants Sai to leverage Neo China's help as something of a reparation kind of deal and Sai goes sure why not.
Sai recruits Argo because Bolt Gundam is built to withstand the cold, and he thinks Argo and Nastasha could help reverse engineer that quality to enable the use of their Gundams as both heavy work equipment and protection from the harsh environmental conditions that normally prevent this kind of operation.
George gets involved because someone he knows has a distant relative who died on the mountain a century ago, and they wanted him to check in with the forensics team on the project. This detail is important because eventually it becomes clear that there is a mystery to solve (that I myself haven't figured out all the details of yet but broadly know the setup and conclusion); DG-infected people are disappearing and not being investigated due to stigma. Our heroes are naturally going to be pissed about this, and will need an "in" with the field if they want to do anything about it.
First massively self-indulgent element: The forensics/body identification team inexplicably includes the real-world author Kathy Reichs, who somehow exists in this universe, and there's a little side bit about her having written a Bones book right before the 12th fight that featured a cooked cadaver found inside a gundam after entry into the Earth's atmosphere. There are a lot of weird coincidences in the book that parallel the DG incident, which creeps everyone out, but the similarities are merely born of the writer threading the needle of being believable and interesting in a way that became very true to life.
What does become relevant is when the Shuffles eventually meet up, she's able to explain the implications of a bunch of weird shit the fighters discovered (also Marie Louise read her book, and one of the in-universe liberties Reichs took writing about the gundams' black boxes that she explains in the afterword leads to ML realizing something important; that Neo Germany does not have its gundam's remains.)
While the Everest project is happening, Domon, Chibodee, and Allenby all want to continue their training somewhere on Earth, and receive a proposal from (an OC of mine who is) a historic preservationist (and an acquaintance of Allenby's): she has acquired the grounds of an abandoned castle in Europe* after submitting a plan to restore it, and needs to hire people to help with the labor.
*the castle is probably somewhere in Germany because I also want this pitch to have drama over Schwarz (pre-13th fight), Schwarz (Kyoji), and Schwarz (the next guy who was supposed to inherit the mask when the older ninja retired). Also Germany is fucking pretty.
In exchange for the help of the three gundam fighters, they and Rain get paid, plus room and board anywhere on the grounds, plus full access to the grounds and miles of sparsely-inhabited countryside for training purposes, and the privacy and ability to practice with their gundams that comes with being in the middle of fucking nowhere. Rain sets herself up to work a clinic in the next town over as well as practicing pro re nata wilderness medicine (I'm convinced every medic supporting the gundam fight would need to be able to do this.)
The group involved in the Castle project sticks around for a time, makes some good progress, and engage in occasional Shenanigans that come up when you put a bunch of weirdos in a Situation.
They aren't in town a lot save for Rain, but when they are they eventually start to pick up on gossip and news about the Mysterious Disappearances correlated with DG cell infection (as well as details that turn out to be important later). Eventually Rain brings this to Domon and Chibodees' attention and they decide that, yeah, this is tied to the DG, this is their problem, they should convene with the rest of the Shuffle Alliance about it.
Also of course Schwarz is involved because I'm the one writing this; the culprits' DG-tissue harvesting operation relies on having him captured and helpless, using cells from his body to "update" other victims' DG infections to a less aggressive strain. One thing I haven't decided is whether I want a reinstantiated Wong to head this shit, or make up my own morally bankrupt opportunistic asshole looking to twist the DG to their own benefits. I also need to decide where on the planet the center of all this insanity is, and it needs to be a place that isn't going to have any unfortunate implications (because that's a genuine risk with dark story elements)
... That's about as much as I have that is thought-out enough for me to explain. I return to thinking about this scenario a lot because it puts most of the characters way out of their element (and has a bunch of details that appeal to me specifically), and it kind of evolved into an incomplete plot outline that I don't currently have any plans to flesh out.
I think it's an interesting enough direction to go, because it follows through with a lot of the themes present in G, but takes advantage of the genre shift to avoid DBZ-crazy power scaling and adjusts the conflict more to a matter of where the main characters' prowess is most effective (Both in and out of the gundams. I'm assuming there are a ton of guys similar to Michelo's gang that just need fighting interspersed with everything else I described. In fact, kicking Some Group of Douchebags out of their protection racket is probably how team Castle even gets ahold of evidence related to missing persons.)
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roomwithanopenfire Ā· 1 month ago
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The poll question wasn't asking who you want to be endgame but who you genuinely believe will be endgame. Some people probably are voting by popularity and it'd make sense that the fandom that had six years to develop would be dominant. I'm sure others voted by what they think the show will actually do. Those answers may not be the same.
In order to vote for Buddie, one has to believe there's a reasonable chance that a network show will give a coming out arc story to both of its heart throbs and they will fall in love. Even if I hated BuckTommy and loved the idea of Buddie, I wouldn't believe in that happening. I happen to love Buck and Tommy but I don't trust the show is ready for Buck to permanently give up his single life so I couldn't vote for them either. That left me with "neither."
sure! i can see why you'd think that!
but i do think there's genuinely a case for buddie to be endgame. tbf i *still* haven't caught up on the show yet (i only started two weeks ago but i have been watching WAY TOO much tv today so i only have two episodes left now loll).
I remain cautiously optimistic because i do get what you're saying, and while I would not be surprised if they get together, i also would not be surprised if they don't because of all the reasons you said.
but anyways, i think the way they framed buck and tommy's last argument is kinda telling (keep in mind that the last episode i've seen is 8x11), bringing eddie into it all, having buck say outright he's not in love with eddie, maddie asking if that would be so crazy. the way buck reacts to eddie "leaving him behind", i mean i think they have a fair shot. idkk man, a lot of these scenes would make a WHOLE lot more sense with a buck realizes he's in love with eddie arc
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tekablade-chronicles-3 Ā· 5 months ago
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wow look at that ! my first time posting to AO3 in years !
This one's about Junah and Will, and how she views a late-game event in regards to him.
Spoilers for late September !
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