#I NEED THAT FOR HER SO BAD.

[alliluyevas]

as a nicki stan above all else i do kind of think the epilogue did her dirty. like the whole arc of the final season is kind of the wives all on some level realizing that this marriage is constricting them and they all have different elements of their life they want to pursue that bill is restricting them from doing. and i think in some ways it is harder for nicki to figure out and chase what she wants than for the other two--i always think of the scene where the three wives are all together in barb's car and barb and margene are laughing and looking forward to the future and nicki is in the backseat looking grim because she's apprehensive.

that being said it leaves a bad taste in my mouth that basically post-bill we find out that barb and margene are doing the things he held them back from doing--barb pursuing female priesthood leadership, margene traveling the world--and what is nicki doing? like it's never elaborated on at all but i guess the only assumption you can make is that she's at home with the kids while the other two chase their dreams which is so fucking bleak and i'm not even sure if they intended that to be the implication or if they just didn't bother to flesh out her ending.

i actually think something that might have really worked is giving her her own similar ending by making it explicit that she's also found something that she couldn't have while bill was around. and frankly i think what she is struggling with in the last season and can't even voice the way the other wives voice their dreams is the fact that she doesn't like bill, isn't attracted to him, and doesn't really want to be married to him. like she talks about wanting to finally have romantic love and recognizing that and i think she does but what she can't fully admit is that she doesn't actually want that with bill.

anyway i think they should have revealed in the epilogue that nicki is now dating some normie mormon dentist she met on eharmony.

[kensatou]

i'll let phie-san say it:

[formulanni]

Roan of Arc

Tag list: @st-leclerc @rubywingsracing @saviour-of-lord @three-days-time @the-wall-is-my-goal @albonoooo @ch3rubd0lls

[djnusagi]

this is like half of my mutuals

[mountainshroom]

can you guess who’s in my top 3 best female characters of all time

[saragrosie]

Sketching while streaming s5...

Jonathan Sims I will learn to draw you (this is my doing. I could draw him however I want and I choose to stick with an image of him in my brain that is difficult for me to draw. Masochism.)

Not s5 Mahtins below I enjoyed drawing cuz hes neat:

(Edit: I yassified Martin in the do not separate cuz I wanted his hair fluffier)

[chloesimaginationthings]

FNAF movie Vanessa was out of pocket for this one..

[skiptoyuri]

i'm gonnna eat my arm

[luuciidaasimon]

Knight lumi thoughts....aouagghhhshfhdaj

[ribbittrobbit]

these kids are incredibly stressed out

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

I know those eyes.

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[zaana]

Crosshair being a big brother

[droodlebug]

OHH btw here's Maru peeks for the stardew mod i've been working on... I haven't given up i just had a lot of stuff happen that made me pause work on it lmao

[inkskinned]

so one of the things that's so horrifying about birth control is that you have to, like, navigate this incredibly personal choice about your body and yet also face the epitome of misogyny. like, someone in the comments will say it wasn't that bad for me, and you'll be utterly silenced. like, everyone treats birth control like something that's super dirty. like, you have no fucking information or control over this thing because certain powerful people find it icky.

first it was the oral contraceptives. you went on those young, mostly for reasons unrelated to birth control - even your dermatologist suggested them to control your acne. the list of side effects was longer than your arm, and you just stared at it, horrified.

it made you so mentally ill, but you just heard that this was adulthood. that, yes, there are of course side effects, what did you expect. one day you looked up yasmin makes me depressed because surely this was far too intense, and you discovered that over 12,000 lawsuits had been successfully filed against the brand. it remains commonly prescribed on the open market. you switched brands a few times before oral contraceptives stopped being in any way effective. your doctor just, like, shrugged and said you could try a different brand again.

and the thing is that you're a feminist. you know from your own experience that birth control can be lifesaving, and that even when used for birth control - it is necessary healthcare. you have seen it save so many people from such bad situations, yourself included. it is critical that any person has access to birth control, and you would never suggest that we just get rid of all of it.

you were a little skeeved out by the implant (heard too many bad stories about it) and figured - okay, iud. it was some of the worst pain you've ever fucking experienced, and you did it with a small number of tylenol in your system (3), like you were getting your bikini line waxed instead of something practically sewn into your body.

and what's wild is that because sometimes it isn't a painful insertion process, it is vanishingly rare to find a doctor that will actually numb the area. while your doctor was talking to you about which brand to choose, you were thinking about the other ways you've been injured in your life. you thought about how you had a suspicious mole frozen off - something so small and easy - and how they'd numbed a huge area. you thought about when you broke your wrist and didn't actually notice, because you'd thought it was a sprain.

your understanding of pain is that how the human body responds to injury doesn't always relate to the actual pain tolerance of the person - it's more about how lucky that person is physically. maybe they broke it in a perfect way. maybe they happened to get hurt in a place without a lot of nerve endings. some people can handle a broken femur but crumble under a sore tooth. there's no true way to predict how "much" something actually hurts.

in no other situation would it be appropriate for doctors to ignore pain. just because someone can break their wrist and not feel it doesn't mean no one should receive pain meds for a broken wrist. it just means that particular person was lucky about it. it should not define treatment.

in the comments of videos about IUDs, literally thousands of people report agony. blinding, nauseating, soul-crushing agony. they say things like i had 2 kids and this was the worst thing i ever experienced or i literally have a tattoo on my ribs and it felt like a tickle. this thing almost killed me or would rather run into traffic than ever feel that again.

so it's either true that every single person who reports severe pain is exaggerating. or it's true that it's far more likely you will experience pain, rather than "just a pinch." and yet - there's nothing fucking been done about it. it kind of feels like a shrug is layered on top of everything - since technically it's elective, isn't it kind of your fault for agreeing to select it? stop being fearmongering. stop being defensive.

you fucking needed yours. you are almost weirdly protective of it. yours was so important for your physical and mental health. it helped you off hormonal birth control and even started helping some of your symptoms. it still fucking hurt for no fucking reason.

once while recovering from surgery, they offered you like 15 days of vicodin. you only took 2 of them. you've been offered oxy for tonsillitis. you turned down opioids while recovering from your wisdom tooth extraction. everything else has the option. you fucking drove yourself home after it, shocked and quietly weeping, feeling like something very bad had just happened. the nurse that held your hand during the experience looked down at you, tears in her eyes, and said - i know. this is cruelty in action.

and it's fucked up because the conversation is never just "hey, so the way we are doing this is fucking barbaric and doctors should be required to offer serious pain meds" - it's usually something around the lines of "well, it didn't kill you, did it?"

you just found out that removing that little bitch will hurt just as bad. a little pinch like how oral contraceptives have "some" serious symptoms. like your life and pain are expendable or not really important. like maybe we are all hysterical about it?

hysteria comes from the latin word for uterus, which is great!

you stand here at a crossroads. like - this thing is so important. did they really have to make it so fucking dangerous. and why is it that if you make a complaint, you're told - i didn't even want you to have this in the first place. we're told be careful what you wish for. we're told that it's our fault for wanting something so illict; we could simply choose not to need medication. that maybe if we don't like the scraps, we should get ready to starve.

we have been saying for so long - "i'm not asking you to remove the option, i'm asking you to reconsider the risk." this entire time we hear: well, this is what you wanted, isn't it?

[wasyago]

a random cleo in armor

[mascxdaddy]

when a girl is under you looking up at you with glistening pleading eyes while you're rubbing the strap just barely up and down over her pussy and she's whimpering, leaning down to kiss and bite at her jaw and neck and whispering "𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺" to make her whine and plead even more