#I LOVE ITT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[teddybeartoji]

I’ve got an idea okay OKAY OKAY so.

You take naps with sukuna all the time, right? He’s SO warm. Wayyyyyy warmer than a human.

Y’all don’t cuddle or anything, you’re either next to him or literally just sleeping on top of him. He’s huge so… why not? It’s a very regular thing. After meals? Nap time. After drinks? Nap time. When yall are bored? Nap time. But here’s the thing…

He’s always awake first, you start to realize that you are always the one asleep the longest. So one day you decide to take a nap with him after he’s had an eventful day and HE STILL WAKES UP FIRST? You mention it and he just looks at you like he’s insulted?

Tf? “I don’t sleep”

What. So all this time? You’re humiliated 😔 why didn’t he say anything? You feel like you’ve been wasting his time, he doesn’t need sleep but you’ve just been all up in his space thinking he’s just like you. So you take it upon yourself to avoid sleeping in his presence. You won’t make that mistake again.

This goes on awhile and don’t be a fool plz, of course he notices. He’ll bring it up, “what? you don’t have mid-day sleeps anymore?”

Imagine his reaction when you admit that you’re just embarrassed you’ve been taking all those hours out of his day.

OH MY FUCKING GOD??????????????????????? HELLLOO??????? THIS IS THE CUTEST FUCKING THING EVER???????????????????? HE'S SOOOOO FUCKING BOYFRIEND IT'S MAKING ME WANNA CRYYYY:(((((((((( HE ABSOLUTELY WOULD DO THIS BTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH he just let's you sleep next to him and on top of him and he would never ever fucking complain even if his arm dies or smth!!!!!!!!! he might grumble under his breath but he doesn't mean it - if his beloved wants to sleep then they will. fucking sleep okay. OUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHH I LOVE THIS SO SO MUCH ACTUALLY:((((((((((((((

AND THEN WE HAVE THIS. yk i think about this little fact all the time btw,, genuinely one of my favourite things ever i think it's soso sweet:((((((( sukuna's chest just fucking swells with pride when he reads that.... but not in like an arrogant way, he's just happy. he's fucking elated that you feel that safe with him yk? he feels very protective over you and so whenever he feels your head rest against his shoulders, your heavy eyelids falling shut just because you know you're in good hands - sukuna's heart just melts. he loves you sm<3333

[ethosiab]

the beginnings of a breeze etho design...

[freshgreenmilk]

live in my broken world.

[punnifullife]

pretend this was posted on Christmas

[the-original-skipps]

The simple fact that he’s not wearing his usual style of clothes is making me feral

SUO IS WEARING SNEAKERS AND FREAKIN JEANS!!!

[keferon]

"One missing, presumed dead." 

Blurr doesn't presume.  Blurr knows.

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"Stay a minute," Blurr says, settling back against his pillows.

"You know I need to get back.” Even as he says it though, Swindle is stopping, half-turning away from the door to Blurr's hospital room.

"This is important.  The attack.  You said there were no casualties." Blurr is careful to keep his voice level, without accusation as he speaks. "What aren't you telling me?"  He watches Swindle for any tell that might give away what Blurr already knows to be true.

"I told you everything you needed to know.  There were no confirmed casualties.  Get some rest."  Swindle tries to make for the door again.

But it's not lost on Blurr how carefully Swindle's response had been shaped.  How Swindle is trying to cut off this line of conversation with the assertion Blurr needs rest.  The way Swindle addressed his question without really addressing it.  Deflecting.  Refusing to outright confirm or deny there was more information.  Repeating what Blurr already said.  But with one minor addition. 

No confirmed casualties.

A statement Blurr has already heard once today.  With a significant addition.

"Swindle," Blurr says.  "They had the news briefing of the official incident report on out in the hall.  No confirmed casualties--" Blurr lets the words hang in the air for a moment. 

"—except one missing, presumed dead."  Blurr doesn't presume.  Blurr knows.  Blurr remembers seeing the ghost, vaguely.  But still, he needs Swindle to confirm it.  Needs to know for certain.  "Who was it?"

Swindle mutters something under his breath that Blurr thinks might be a curse and returns to sit on the couch across from his bed.  "One of the mechanics?  Engineers?  Something like that.  Swerve."

"The one who went into the building with me."  Blurr isn't sure whether he's asking or telling Swindle.

Swindle just nods.  That tiny motion is enough to send Blurr slumping back against his pillows, turning away from Swindle to face the wall.  No longer caring how that might look.

No longer caring about any of it, really.  Because what the press says – whatever Swindle says – is wrong.  What Blurr had done that day wasn't enough.  Someone had died.  Had died because of him.

"…Blurr?" Swindle's voice calling his name sounds distantly to Blurr. 

When Blurr looks up, Swindle is hovering next to his bedside.  Swindle shifts awkwardly looking like he wants to say something.  Looking like he has no idea what to say.

"You were right," Blurr whispers, filling in the silence for Swindle. "I should get some rest."  Another time he might have felt guilty, turning Swindle's own words against him.  Now, he is just grateful when Swindle doesn't argue -- doesn't try to find words, instead making for the door, turning the light out when he leaves.

Blurr closes his eyes.  But he does not rest.  His waking dreams are haunted by ghosts.

It turns out that the full details of what occurred that day are far from the only thing Swindle hasn't been telling Blurr about mecha.  A part of Blurr isn't surprised at the confirmation that Swindle's secrets hide secrets.  A part of Blurr also wonders if he'll ever know the full truth of what he's gotten into.  Wonders if he really wants to know.

Those thoughts in mind, when Blurr re-enters mecha for the first time, he is glad to be largely ignored outside a formal, staged welcome.  Blurr smiles his way through the photographs and handshakes.  And is thankful Swindle has had the foresight to keep this short.

They walk out of the lobby arm in arm – as much for Blurr's support as for the image it presents to observers.  And despite the secrets, Blurr is glad it is Swindle standing there beside him.  Because he's not sure he could make it through this on his own.  But it has to be done. 

The gazes from the pilots they pass in the halls of mecha on the way to Swindle's office are a lot less enthusiastic than those of the crowd in the lobby.  Blurr doesn't mind.  He's not sure he could have handled being lauded as some kind of hero inside mecha.  He cannot begrudge them the resentful glances that occasionally flash his way or the whispered words behind his back. 

Not when he knows that every pilot in this building would have done what he did at mecha headquarters that day, given the chance. 

Not when he knows that they are expected to take the same risk that he took every day and they get no recognition for it. 

Not when he knows they do not receive the same level of individualized care and treatment he has when the costs of those risks come due. 

Not when he knows it costs lives. (Because how many of the faces he passes have lost friends, family, partners to crashes like Blurr's?  How many would still have been lost if they had been Blurr?)

Not when Blurr knows that what he did cost a life – a life he had promised to protect. 

Not when he's failed.

Oh god….oh yes. Oh No. Fuck jfjfjfj. YES they all are expected to be heroes daily without any praise. He saves people and gets to brag about it in front of the whole country. They save people - and they just “doing their job”. This is exactly why all pilots hate Blurr even if they barely met him. All they see and know is this already rich and famous guy being praised and paid and cheered for the same fucking thing they do every day without any recognition. I’m okay I’m okay I’m oka

[jazzy0clock]

I love beast a normal amount

[londoneh]

Goofy lookin’ clock.

*❤️‍🔥*

[livdfree]

Silly lil throwback from August-

Still gotta do a photoshoot for like... any of my Destiny cosplays, but I still love the pictures I do have 💕

[olteacup]

XYX??? FJJDNV THIS IS SO SILLY I LOVE DEJA SM

DEJJAAAA, MY BABY, SHES SO REAL BC WHY IS ELIO NOT REAL ?!!??!?!?!! FREE MY MANN FROM HIS SCREEN </33

[lonelyzarquon]

[neonghozt]

The administrator:]

[star2stop]

the slut ever <3

[lemongogo]

anyways

[carrioncider]

gonna be unable to draw for a week so i offer buttercup calcite ROUGH wip that i'll return to later :D (design by @marblegroves). i am not immune to rolleskating disco swag

lil bonus. i love four-armed characters, love to draw 'em. never ask me to animate four-armed characters SJSJ

[bobosbillionsknives]

AWSOME BADASS COLLAB with my lovely friend @kalakamekanika 💖💛