I've memorized the whole Ninjago alphabet and I always write things on my math packets and it's just funny to me that literally only I can understand it. Like if the teacher looks at my work and sees the strange symbols, she has no clue ahhahaha😈✍️ I usually write names or just random things, or even things related to Ninjago. Like once I wrote what font the Ninja's element would be. (Ex. Fire would be pointy and written quickly)
I didn't memorize the numbers however, should be easy enough though lol
But like, what would their language be called? Does it have pronunciation? Can they speak these symbols??🤷♂️
I am, once again, upset about how much autism takes from me.
Was invited and went to a cast party last Friday. Just a group of us hanging out, smoking and drinking. I had a great time but I also was uncomfortably aware of just how much I dont know how it interact with my peers. I spent most of the party sitting with the group just watching and not saying anything. And I think some people were kind of weirded out by it, so who knows if I'll be invited to another.
Then back at rehearsal yesterday I had a meltdown and hit my head on a wall so now I have to hide the bruise on my forehead for the show, people saw it, and how can I expect to be an actor if the stress from just being in a normal dress rehearsals can trigger a meltdown?
I want to be an actor more than I've ever wanted anything but I don't think it's a realistic goal for me if I can't handle the job itself and don't know how to do the social climbing and connection making needed.
(This one's for the mod: I love how you always deflect anons pretending to be kouign/capsaicin 😭 it gets a giggle out of me every time please never stop)
When you want to do a stream where you sing because it's relaxing to just sing songs but your mom said you're tone deaf once and tried to force you into classes because "no one will want to be around you while you're singing if you keep sounding like that, it'll get worse over time if you do nothing about it" and you never got over it
I know I was complaining about weaving in ends when I was doing the sherb sweater, but let it be known I'm pretty sure imma have more ends than i did on the sherb sweater to weave in once I finish quixis' fit-
Kiss kiss I love writing a character with deeply flawed logic slowly revealing how untrustworthy their reasoning is as their inner monologue spirals further and further xoxoxoxo