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poetryofyouth · 2 months ago

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boss went to the office sick last week, on a call she joked about how "she's gonna give it to all of us haha" now i am sick, most likely from her and joke's on her if I don't feel well tomorrow morning then I'll not work as is my legal right and she will have to deal with me not being there

#i like #KNEW it #when she was joking about this #I KNEW i was gonna catch something #now i feel a truck ran me over basically #i only have a low fever right now and hhnnggg i would feel bad calling in sick with 'only' a low fever but #i don't FEEL good and if I feel like that tomorrow then like i am not gonna be any use to anyone #and i would much prefer not getting anyone else sick unlike SOME PEOPLE #it is kinda funny tho because I have been worrying about maybe burn out danger #and tomorrow is my scheduled psychiatrist appointment anyways #and i was gonna maybe ask her to write me a sick note because of mental health reasons #(or at least ask if she thought it was justified)#if now i have early-ish stage burn out AND a cold /flu / probably Covid / whatever then at least calling in sick is twice as justified #or maybe - two half justifieds make one full justified?#I just hope if i still feel bad tomorrow morning i can have the psychiatrist appointment via phone or zoom or something #bc i do not want to have to travel to her it is a 3h round trip but that is the price i have to pay #to be seen by a doc who is not a psychopath #so many psychiatrists are just evil and she is the first of WAYYY too many (six not counting a few i only ever had one first apt with)#yeah anyways the only issue is there are a bunch of events this weekend i was really looking forward to #and i will legit cry if i have to miss them BECAUSE MY FUCKING BOSS WOULDN'T AT LEAST WORK ONLY FROM HOME if she didn't want to #take sick leave #like we have that option we can do almost everything without having to go to the office #i hate it here i wrote in my calender i would quit my job this thursday but i don't want to do that while i'm on sick leave yknow #well i'll figure it out ig

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lemonyfrog · 1 year ago

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Had a little photoshoot with Binkle yesterday since it was a bit rainy 🐥🌧️

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charlesreedscoolhat · 1 month ago

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Charles: and how do I contact you in the future?

Johannes: you don't 🌟 bye you soggy bitch ✨️🕺✨️🕺🟨🟨🟨

#and then you barely see him for the rest of the game #the sinking city #coolhatposts #man i would have loved to be able to visit johannes's house! maybe you go there to discuss a case or catch up or whatever #i can totally see a dramatic parlor scene playing out that could give a lot more foundation for future story events #and maybe you can just visit his place sometimes and read philosophy books or something. maybe he rotates a couple books out for charles #on a table or smth and you can go read it #or maybe it's excerpts from lovecraft!!#GOD you guys do you see what i mean there's so much to add to the game #Johannes is fascinating as a character but then we only see him like. three times max #and at least one of those times he's probably dead #i just think it makes sense for charles to seek company with the only person he knows in the city a couple times before the plot starts #picking up. i could see maybe they have two or three dinners/drinks with Important Conversations #but i do think it's a wasted opportunity not to have johannes be more involved. he's the player's window into the upper class weird shit #in oakmont. he's our connection to a secret society and he knows graham and i would bet money he knew about the cannibal restaurant #GOD as soon as I'm done w the project I'm working on I'm gonna be replaying and writing SO MUCH you guys #never been a writer before but I'll make it happen #the possibilities are too cool to ignore #please please please someone else start posting abt tsc I KNOW YOU GUYS ARE THERE. I KNOW ME AND LOVELYHEADS ARE NOT THE ONLY ONES W IDEAS

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sysig · 1 year ago

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can you draw edgar and scriabin playing on a park like brothers for the vargastober? ty!

Day 7 - Play stupid games

#My art #Requestober #Vargas #Edgar #Scriabin #I cannot tell you how tempted I was to make a Les Enfants Terribles reference for this prompt lol #I knew it'd be too much to ask for a daily challenge tho lol so single tube-tunnel for these two!#How /did/ Scriabin get up there tho - did he fly up? Think himself up there? Actually crawl up there?#He generally keeps his abilities pretty realistic when he's a kid which is very cute haha ♥#But even if he did cheat his way up there it's also a very charming thought to realize only in that moment that he's very small and scared #Got himself into a situation he didn't think through and was bad for him! That tracks lol #Edgar goes on a quiet rant about playing safely and Scriabin just ignores him haha #There's also something cute about them both agreeing to cheat for a moment and Edgar pulling him down into the tube with him hehe <3 #''Just close your eyes and fall through!'' ''Catch me!'' It's cute 💕#Kidverse is always cute tho ♪ And sad - but mostly cute!!#Also you know this is Requestober over here right? X3 I'm not doing Vargastober this year!#Shoutout to disposal-blueeee's prompt list tho :) Very cool!#One of these years I'm gonna do a doodle for every chapter of Vargas ♫ There's enough to choose from! Lol

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 9 months ago

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frickin shite that was the worst small group I've ever been to in my life

#the eisegesis made me want to rattle out of my bones in frustration #got corrected for trying to cross-reference because ''we only stick to our one passage'' and nearly fucking cried about it #I PHYSICALLY CANNOT NOT CROSS-REFERENCE SCRIPTURE #not only is it a shitty hermeneutical process but it's also just Not How My Brain Works!!#y'all have seen me crossreference on this blog it isn't just the Bible! I can't Not crossreference things to save my life #and I basically got (admittedly she was trying to be kind about it) corrected in front of the entire group of 20somethings #and the couple that leads it are so PARTICULAR and nitpicky and it has to be done their way or you're gonna get corrected #my first introduction to her was her coming up to me while I was working the sound booth and telling me about something #wrong with my production setup that I KNEW ABOUT and WAS AND STILL AM NOT ABLE TO CHANGE #(our camera for livestreams doesn't have a high enough mount and I don't have space to extend it higher so we catch the tops #of people's heads in the camera shot)#and the girl I went bc I want to get to know her better WASNT EVEN THERE #I spent the entire time trying not to cry or look at anyone #I need to find a different small group... sorry all the kids my age were nice but I can't handle the structure or leaders #Lu rambles #adulthood woes

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tittyinfinity · 4 months ago

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No seroquel means no sleep for me I guess. I've been trying for hours

#decided if im gonna be awake i may as well do something other than wallow in thoughts that cause me anxiety #just super fucked up that i went from believing i could no longer feel romantic attraction #to suddenly being flooded with feelings #and like he didn't even confess romantic feelings for me he just said hed be down to fuck sometime #usually id just be like yeah that's fine i don't usually catch feelings #so it's fucking me up that im having romantic feelings towards someone who probably doesnt feel that way #and it's fucking me up that i caught feelings from being TOLD he'd like to fuck we haven't even done that #sigh i can't pretend like those feelings weren't already there and just extremely repressed....#kept having so many dreams about being in love w him... I'd do everything i could to shake the feeling off #it comes down to insecurities #feeling like i make too many mistakes to be with someone as good as him #the fear that I'll stress him out #one of the most amazing people I've ever met. he has respected my boundaries for years #and i guess those boundaries were only firmly in place bc i knew deep down it would spark something #honestly i felt a huge spark hours before he even told me #whenever he came up behind me and hugged me on the neck #his lips accidentally brushed against my neck and i swooned #we haven't talked since that night but he said he wants to have a conversation about it when he's not busy #he has two jobs #his 2nd one lasting til 1am #but yeah thinking about what he might say is making me nervous #like what if he suddenly decides that it IS too risky #i don't think ill be able to kick these feelings #at least i let him know head on that i might fall in love w him if we pursue anything else #but we haven't even pursued shit!! and i feel this way already!!#i guess not ''in love'' but the crush is hard-fucking-core #the kind of crush i havent had since meeting my ex 7 years ago...#i forgot what the feeling was like. and it's.... so strong #.bdo

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pensivespacepirate · 7 months ago

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AM I IN FUCKING ESKEW AGAIN

#tsv 36 #liveblog #I KNEW SOMETHING WAS UP IT WAS SO TENDER IN THE BEGINNING BUT THE CHAPTER TITLE IS 'ALL LOVERS PART AS DUST' BUT WE GET A GLIMPSE OF HAPPY #MOMENTS IN THE TRAGIC SHOW YOU CAN'T HELP BUT SAVOUR IT. YOU GET HOPEFUL #you expect to see the other shoe drop but it didn't for so long so you maybe mayybe can try to settle into the comfort AND THAT'S WHEN IT #GETS YOU I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M BACK IN ESKEW #ESKEW PRODUCTIONS WHEN I CATCH YOU. WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU #STOP PLAYING WITH MY HOPE AND DESPAIR OMFG I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE (CLICKS ON THE NEXT EPISODE)#actually i think I'm gonna need more time before i eat the next one. this one is. fuckkkkkk #i didn't even have the emotional time to savour carpenter and haywards bickering THEY'RE SO CUTE (PLATONIC)#ANYWAY HOWWWW DO THEY DO IT SO WELL. IM FEELING BOTH HOPE AND DESPAIR TOGETHER #it's. you feel the same to Sebastian. when will the other shoe drop? when will the hotel be taken away from Sebastian? when will the #horrifying tragedy happen to dev and seb?#i kept guessing what's the worst thing to happen to them to try and prepare myself for it but honestly I'm glad I'm terrible at guessing #the dream ending. the dream ending. sorry limbus company canto 7 weighing heavy on my mind #the dream. ending #tsv #ALSO I CAN'T BELIEVE!!!! THEY GOT KISSING NOISES IN THE SILT VERSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#KISSING NOISES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#eskew is like. being incredibly aware will not make the problems out of your control better you will only be very aware and maybe feel #vindicated if they come true but you will not feel any better #<-projecting

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planetamarte · 2 months ago

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my pressure runs will always last like 30 minutes because i get so so scared and then die to something really stupid like the turrets 3 times in the same room

#talking #IM NEVER BEATING THIS DAMN GAME BY MYSELF 😂😂😂😂#made the mistake of buying sebastian's document cause i had enough research for it. i knew damn well i was not gonna beat the game this run #he went ''stay safe~!'' after i left his shop and then i died 3 rooms later. sorry for disappointing you sebbie #he made fun of me tho. ''were you trying to catch the bullets or something'' THAT FUCKING FISH THAT I HATE

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coockie8 · 4 months ago

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Drives me nuts when it comes out that someone's a predator, or whatever, and there will be droves of people saying shit like "gotta look into all the people around them too, no way they didn't know".

'Cause predators and abusers are so notorious for telling everyone around them that they're predators or abusers, right?

Did some of their closest friends know? Maybe, but keep in mind there are people who spend like 10+ years literally married to serial killers and never have any idea.

These people typically aren't obvious about what they do, that's kinda how they get away with doing it so long.

#that being said someone who aggressively insists that every single innocuous thing is 'pedophilic' or 'abusive' probably has some skeletons #but even then they could also just have POCD or something #without being outright told by the perpetrator or catching them in the act or finding irrefutable evidence #(like 600+ pieces of CSEM on a personal hard drive)#you *can't* actually *know*#you can have a really good feeling about it #but *vibes* aren't *facts*#and yes people can absolutely have long-lasting relationships with people who turn out to be predators and have never known #'cause the average person isn't gonna just assume their friend/partner is a child molester or a serial killer #most people inherently assume good in other people and don't jump to the conclusion that someone they care about is dangerous #this isn't actually about anyone specific despite the example I used up there #'cause this happens pretty much any time someone gets verifiably outed as a predator of some kind #and it's starting to really bother me #knock it off a little with this ''guilt by association'' nonsense when you have no evidence at all that the associate even knew anything

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skywalker-swift · 5 months ago

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I’m getting soooooo tired of spending time with my husband’s family, and then just kind of being ignored the rest of the day until I have to beg him to spend time with me because he knows I’m not that close with his family outside of his brothers and sister. His siblings I’m closest too aren’t here and it’s a huge bummer for me

#btw he’s the oldest and the rest of his cousin are like 11-17 and do NOT want to hang out with me #they don’t think im cool #WHICH IS FINE BUT HIS AUNTS AND UNCLES DON’T WANT TO HANG WITH ME #no one is being mean but they all want to catch up with people that they know well and haven’t talked to in a while #they don’t want to spend time getting to know the new girl #(and no I’m not new but they all live across the country from each other and I’ve literally met a few of them for the first time this week #I’m sorry babe but its your responsibility to help facilitate conversation for me bc you know these people and I don’t!#I’m just really mad because I wanted to go swimming yesterday and asked him to go with me like ten times and he was always busy or wanted #To something else and I just kinda had to sit there and wait and he was like well go kayaking after dinner which I knew wasn’t gonna happen #because all of his family SUCKS at being on time for things and it meant that I wasn’t gonna have anyone to do it with #’do it alone then’ but it’s a family reunion!!!!!!!!! I shouldn’t have to be #I hate!!!!! feeling like this

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years ago

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daigo lurking in the hot topic until finally someone asks him if he works there and he just has to awkwardly be like no...... sorry......