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heaveniowa · 1 year ago

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keep a calendar, this way you will always know.

#fall out boy #fall out boy edit #fall out boy lyrics #fob lyrics #fobedit #folie a deux #joe trohman #patrick stump #andy hurley #pete wentz #headfirst slide into cooperstown on a bad bet #sye did something #WAAAUGHH I FINALLY made a decent looking headfirst slide edit #the calendar starts with saturday because I fucked up the year and just realized after I finished itkjdhjd very fitting in fob world I gues #I know october is like a week something away but I have to upload this now because It's starting to look ugly #fun fact headfirst slide is my all time fav song if anyone cares #q

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rushinintolove · 7 months ago

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#doctor who #doctorwhoedit #tenrose #myvids #about halfway through this edit i realized just HOW FUCKING LONG the section of the song that i wanted to edit to was shgadjkf #anyway here it is!!!!!!! the lyrics are so insanely doctor/rose i-#i love how well the shot of the doctor running towards rose and their hug at the end of idiot's lantern went together #and to make it more cohesive i thought the shots of tenrose running -> ninerose running also went well together <3 #also i really liked the rose/beige gradient that i ended up with on the christmas invasion shots and so then i tried to make the rest of th #scenes match that vibe #(mostly. the scene with donna and the on of the doctor after the last gap closes i wanted to look less glowy/dream so ! yeah !)

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thecrowsart · 8 months ago

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#natsume yuujinchou #matoba seiji #natori shuuichi #horrible exorcists #sorry i couldnt think of a caption i literally sat here for like 2 minutes lol #usually i use a quote from the scene or a lyric from a song but in this scene they're just Looking #anyway FUCK architecture #really though this is csp's perspective ruler's fault. i shoulda just done this by hand #but i made it work. since it wasnt super super complicated lol #ummm i feel like natori looks like a baby ceo but that is what he was wearing at least in the anime version of this scene #and midorikawa's kind of vague about clothes so i made it easy on myself #but why are you rolling up to the exorcist meeting in a navy blazer and tan chinos?#his uniform color is tan so ig the pants could be from that but the blazer......#tryna represent the natori clan in front of the other exorcists ig idk #meanwhile matobas just in his gakuran lol #hes not the clan head yet so he can just be there as a kid #he even gets told off by takuma and called seiji-kun.....could you imagine like.#it's weird for him to not be matoba #anyway. um i completely kind of fudged the architecture because its hard to tell where exactly in the building this scene is and #i had a specific composition in mind #i only realized i messed up how the windows work like 3/4 of the way into lineart soooo #but thats the kind of thing only i would notice probably #btw i was originally drawing a different scene of them but i was faced with the reality of foliage.#and i remembered this romeo and juliet ass scene existed so #i chose architecture LOL #okay last thing. i feel like natoris haircut is too polished and nice but fr wtf is his canon hair #im doing my best LOL.........but boy #OKAY im done

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vervaincircle · 24 days ago

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coryo getting so lost in the weeds of lucy gray's song and his jealousy over whatever she had with billy taupe or (in his head) potentially other people... underrated. i love that being obsessed with her made him feel that crazy because prior to that he held people at his age at arm's length. he went through school focused on his grades and keeping his family's secret and he had all of these very 'adult' tinted views of the world. like don't get me wrong, tigris was the one actually doing the adult things to support them. but coryo had this pessimistic and pragmatic worldview already and he held on sooo tightly to it that i'm positive there were moments where tigris just worried about him and wished he would act more like a teenager and prioritize being a kid instead of what people thought about the snows or how they would get their fortune and status back. and he finally has this love and connection with lucy gray, where she even knows he's poor, and he's so unfamiliar with it and possessive that the second he gets even an inkling of her feelings for anyone else, he starts thinking like a crazy person

#and he later on realizes that his thoughts were stupid too #like both in his inner monologue and when he tells lucy gray it was stupid of him #we also know from what lucy gray says (and i believe her) that the extent she went for money was flirting #coryo tried to repress his knowledge of the things tigris had to do #and repressing it meant he never fully grappled with it and what that would be like for tigris or in theory lucy gray #which is why he's so surprised when tigris snaps back too #but anyway he was wrong and being narrow minded and just an asshole #so all of the reading into her lyrics was projection #all because he was being a freak over lucy gray #like be calm... but don't because i love how fucked up you are over being in love #snowbaird #m*b #m*coryo #m*snowbaird #m*m

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bmpmp3 · 7 months ago

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i do think its kinda funny when i see someone in the year of our lord 2024 talk about vocal synth music like its all gone downhill since like 2010 because like dont get me wrong i love a good niconicodouga-ass 2008 ass vocaloid joint BUT also like. the past couple years have had the most fascinatingly creative and expressive uses of vocal synthesizers ive ever heard in my life DJFSKHJDFS dont write it all off just yet!!

#usually i only see that from people who havent actually listened to any vsynth music from the past 15 years so i understand why they got to #that conclusion. and also usually theyre people who didnt listen to much vsynth music in the first place LOL they just dont know #but it is still a little funny. brother there are things beyond your wildest dreams if u just look #like some personal highlights: the stuff by rinri - particularly their use of the meika girlies #dont carry our memories away is LIFECHANGING the whispers. the spoken parts. the BELTS #plus the haunting and unrelenting instrumentation. fantastic song #and naisho no pierced's propose + birthday + gift sort of trilogy of songs. gift especially has been unreal #again the dynamics of soft intimate whispers to belts but also those fuller high notes with edges of growlyness.#plus the songs just generally rock. and those LYRICS. absolutely intense like physically painful and frightening like #yearning and codependency and possession. and the tuning and production just amps it up more #OH and slave.v.v.r has been doing crazy things for even longer but i only started getting into his stuff recently and holy shit #love eater is like. the scariest vocaloid song ive ever heard not because of the lyrics. but because of the tuning #im like. scared. i cant stop listening to it. the heavy synthesized breathy main vocals and whispered harmonies plus the VOCAL FRY #i didnt realized vocaloid5? i think? has a vocal fry option built in i heard? thats crazy #but specifically in love eater the fry and growl is amped up so deep and loud and clear compared to everything else it like #emphasizes the artificiality of the voice while also amping up the expressiveness #its awesome. and on the older slave.v.v.r songs i heard i will hit you 8759632145 times with this piano. also so fucking cool #addicted to that song. 1) its a great jazzy rocky piano tune with this piano flourish at the end of each phrase that sounds fantastic #but also 2) the lyrics are insane. using kanji to write english??????#people are doing wild ass things with vocal synths rn you guys #this isnt even getting into some of the really unique synths themselves too. adachi rei is awesome i love that shes just like #the perfect inbetween of sample based and reconstruction based vocals. shes a sample based synth #but her samples were drawn by hand LOL shes like dectalks granddaughter to me.....#a really good use of adachi rei is iyowa's heat abnormal/heat anomaly/whatever its called ITS AWESOME thats what it is hjrkfdgfd #i think the fact that vocal synths can be so realistic and clean and noiseless out the gate now has made people really stop worrying #about like. realism all together and looking more into expressiveness. omg vocal synth modernist movement

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elegyofthemoon · 6 months ago

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i finally read the lyrics for "honkai world diva" and

#guys what the fuck alsdkfasdlkfahlk #ITS A BANGER SONG BUT THE LYRICS ARE SO SAD IN RESPECT TO MEI'S CHARACTER ARC DURING WHAT THE HELL #'the diva who gave into lament' girl ok what if i just melted and vanished from existence what the hell is this #I CAN HEAR THE VOICES OF THE PEOPLE I MISS IN THIS SONG #(SHAKING MEI) STOP IM GOING TO CRY HARDER #also found the live version of the song from the dream euphonia concert holy shit does the singers voice do it so well in live damn im-#'I WOULD TREMBLE JUST TO HOLD THEM ONCE MORE'#is2g when i go back to play honkai some more and we come back to world serpent mei im just going to start crying and wailing #im actually kinda surprised how mei jumped up to one of my fave as fast as she did #like good on her because her character arc is really good #but also Q _Q everytime i think about it i am filled with a neverending sadness :(#because its half MEI NOOOOOOOO STOP YOUR FRIENDS LOVE YOU #and half mei for the love of fUCK STOP GO BACK TO YOUR LOVED ONES #aggressive care #avil plays hi3 #but on top of that #having honkai world diva be the basis of the bgm of kyoden makes me feel even more pain #LIKE i thought it was a cool reference at first #until i realized the lyrics of it and now im like 'oh. acheron alone. :('#rolls around in pain #if youre wondering where i am story wise in hi3 im in ch 20?? starting fu hua arc stuff #hsr.... i have........ put on hold. for reasons. :D

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minakoaiinos · 6 months ago

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The end credits of this season have such a Ciel in Wonderland thing going on where Ciel has to face the bad things he's done to people and doing so casts him adrift and he has to wonder who is still going to care about him after all of that and the answer is Sebastian every time. And it's interesting Sebastian is always who he is the most worried about still liking him in the end bc Sebastian is both the person that knows the full extent of who Ciel is and what he's done and Sebastian is the very person who has been enabling Ciel the whole time.

#ciel's morals are so fun to talk about bc i think it's funny when he doesn't give a fuck which is 99% of the time which makes the ways...#...he does give a fuck really really interesting. like it is interesting he's so worried about what sebastian thinks about him when it...#...technically doesn't matter. it's interesting he's so worried about it still when he's made up a hundred ways to make sure sebastian...#...does care about him. it's interesting all of the people ciel hates and he still really loves finny/mey rin/bard #and it is interesting at this point in the narrative he doesn't realize the full extent of how its not just sebastian who loves him...#...unconditionally bc the rest of the people that live in his house and lau and ran mao do still love him knowing who he is #i don't think ciel in wonderland was in a place yet to explore that aspect where they framed it like the whole house hated him post s1 #anyway so much of ciel's feelings are there and concealed under ten different layers so it's interesting how they chose to go with the...#...weakest spot he has for the end visuals and through atonement #and that its interesting its through ciel's perspective bc. i said this when it came out but the lyrics do call back to a lot of...#...hallucination in sebastian's perspective. it's interesting sid brought that vibe when the vibe is a lot different than it was in 2010ish #kuroshitsuji #my kuro posts

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ereborne · 8 months ago

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Song of the Day: March 17

"I Like It" by Cardi B, Bad Bunny, J Balvin

#song of the day #a real train-of-thought adventure today #I was talking with Duncan about poor narrative structure in some of the less fortunate parts of our respective fandoms #and I said 'what in the fuck were they trying' and then Cardi B's new song 'Enough (Miami)' started playing in my head #('I'm like What in the Fuck / if you scared then just say that ho Enough is Enough')#I'm a big Cardi B fan she's got great lines and great delivery very very fun #right before 'Enough (Miami)' she put out 'Like What' which is similarly angry and proud and still having fun with it #('I'm rich I ain't gettin in no pool that's not heated')#but more than any other Cardi B song I love 'I Like It'. my absolute favorite #her whole first verse is wonderful but of course nothing compares to the single greatest line #'I like those Balenciagas / the ones that look like socks'#the first time I heard the song actually I was eating a gumball and I swallowed it whole laughing and nearly choked #(her whole verse there does have an incredible rhythm and I do enjoy it all and it does live in my head #and I did for a good couple weeks run the constant risk of being in the office looking for something and saying 'where's my'#and having the lyrics start up in my head. 'where's my pen? bitch I'm signin'#I did say it often enough with that cadence that my boss one day realized what I was doing #she called me Cardi for about a week straight and then intermittently for years after #any time I put my foot down and /made/ something be the way it needed to work she'd call me Cardi again it was wonderful #'yeah they call me Cardi B / I run this shit like cardio'#there's a whole second layer to it if you know my full name and it made her very happy #honestly it did make both of us happy. very very flattering every time she said it she was so proud of me)

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thosetwofirefighters · 2 years ago

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5 songs I’ve been listening to on repeat

thank youuuu @mooshkat for the tag!! ❤️

I’ve been rotating between all of endless summer vacation and Wisconsin since they both came out so really. count those songs as the whole albums hehe :))

no pressure @lilbuddie @shortsighted-owl @the-likesofus @wheelsupin-five @paqerings @the-likesofus @ajunerose

#Wisconsin is the best thing to happen to music in so longggg #the fact that it’s like. slightly above endless summer vacation in my mind is WILDDD #like. Usually no one can beat Miley for me (…to a certain extent)#(that’s actually probably a lie because like. I can never choose my favorite people lmao but anyway)#Wisconsin is everything I’ve ever wanted and I feel so in tune with all of the album #as someone who grew up here and left and then came back it is just. so fucking good #also one of her lyrics is a line I’ve written in a poem so like. we are SO IN SYNC and I may have sobbed realizing that #but I cry every time I listen to the album oops #centipede is such a bop too for what it is #also float??? hellooooo self love anthemmm #ugh and bad bandit just like. Gets stuck in my head in the best way #music #mine #me #tag game

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variaandroise · 10 months ago

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A thought crossed my mind.

#Inspired by my brain playing Jubilee Line‚ Dragula‚ and Bring the Pain all at once.#Nothing matches the vibes of the following lyrics at the same time:#“Your city gave me asthma‚ so that's why I'm fucking leaving.”#“Dig through the ditches and burn through the witches and slam into the back of my Dragula.”#“Is it real‚ son‚ lemme know it's real‚ son‚ if it's really real.”#Also I had to look up the actual lyrics on that last one and I didn't realize just how vulgar that song was.#I knew it was vulgar‚ I just didn't realize precise levels were higher than thought.#Polls #Music Poll #I think?

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antihcroes · 1 year ago

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not me crying IMMEDIATELY the second i heard taylor’s matured vocals - i’m gonna be crying all night my god i’m a mess

#( ooc )#( mobile )#(no one touch me when i get to long live or FUCK NEVER GROW UP)#(i also started crying bc of the lyrics & just the symbolism of her singing it to us idk)#(edit: i meant mine i realize i did not clarify that - i’m listening in order lol)#(i’m a mess i’m emo i’m not okay)#(maybe listening in order was a mistake but i also had no choice to bc the tracklist wasn’t showing up at first)#(n e ways i’m a mess yeah)

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bloodxhound · 2 years ago

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𝟓 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄.

i. underdog - kasabian. it don’t matter, i won’t do what you say / you’ve got the money and the power, i won’t go your way / i can’t take from the people, they don’t matter at all / i’ll be waiting in the shadows ‘til the day that you fall

ii. bullets - archive. come touch me like i’m an ordinary man / have a look in my eyes / underneath my skin there is a violence / it’s got a gun in its hands / ready to make, ready to make sense of anyone, anything / anyone, anything

iii. ful stop - radiohead. you really messed up everything / if you could take it all back again / strike up the tinderbox / why should i be good if you’re not?

iv. feral love - chelsea wolfe. your eyes black like an animal / crossing the water / lead them to die

v. choke - hybrid. i’ll stay here with my secrets / sink / into the storm again / cold and disconnected / we’ve opened every door

stolen from: @bonescribes hi / tagging: @kagoshou, @kamipyre, @kilamantras, @bloodthirstyflower, @guilt-rips ( both? i’m greedy hehe ), @lovlorne, @silenthcwl

#【♞】 tag game.#this was fun but also kind of difficult bc? i usually pick songs by vibe and not so much by lyrics #like whatever i can picture would play in a movie featuring him #i love how most of the songs i associate with him somehow revolve around his father though :’ )#first song has such a ray vibe in general #especially the chorus...#''kill me if you dare hold my head up anywhere'' like. he gives zero fucks #and i love that for him #2) rlly highlights his struggle of being his father's son; knowing he Could be just as bad but trying to be better #throughout the song it keeps repeating ‘’personal responsibility’’ like some sort of mantra #and to me that reflects one of ray’s principles #he refuses to hide behind his upbringing #whatever choices he makes; they’re his and he is responsible. not whatever happened to him during his childhood #he views the criminals he deals with much the same #3) is all about him realizing the truth about his father and starting his vigilante arc #‘‘why should i be good if you’re not?’‘ the beginning of his moral descent yay :- )#4) is mainly a vibe song tbh #‘’lead them to die’’ makes me think of a conversation he has with his father while he’s on death row though #when he accuses ray of being just like him #his father has orchestrated deaths to keep his illicit dealings hidden / to turn trials in the favor of his clients / etc.#but in a roundabout way ray too has blood on his hands #investigating murderers and getting some of them convicted with a death penalty?#to his father this reeks of hypocrisy #this fucks with ray ngl #especially after his father tells him he would’ve never caused the death of his own flesh and blood. a line ray has crossed himself #5) vibes for his vigilante arc... simple as that #OK IM DONE RAMBLING #if you read all of this; you're a real trooper and ilu

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bordonfreeman · 1 year ago

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Been slowly realizing just how much i mentally translate everything i say before i say it.

Not because of speaking a second language or anything but because i fundamentally Do Not Think In Words. Maybe sometimes, but thats usually when im translating.

In fact it's become so normal for me half the time i don't realize I've been doing it, and yet i wonder why it's hard for me to say things sometimes or it takes me a while to respond.

And i think it's not a one way thing too. Probably at least part of the reason i struggle to process things sometimes beyond my like, general processing disorder, is because i have to translate everything coming in too! I have to turn all those words back into feelings and sounds and images or whatever.

Idk if this is a nuerodivergent thing or not but god, does it fucking explain some shit and i want some way to research/explore this more

#a shut up #this also explains my struggles with learning other languages too!!!!!#ive noticed the words and stuff i remember most are either ones i see/hear a lot #OR ones that easily relate to a feeling. and i can just like. the vibes of it make sense to me idk #this also explains. like. my entire experience with music.#explains why a song even without lyrics can speak to me so well. or invoke emotions better than words #bro i will listen to a song and get a whole ass story and there wont be a single word in that song.#or if there are words sometimes the story im getting is different because the vibes of the song then warp the lyrics for me #.... i just realized that this probably why i remember most shows and movies so well. there's usually good visuals and music that speaks #-to me and i remember it BECAUSE I ACTUALLY CAN FULLY FUCKING UNDERSTAND IT GODAMN IT #me when i realize there's a reason im drawn toward visual and audio stuff.#i am. almost constantly listening to music.#idk if any of this actually makes any sense nskakdbfhsj

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cosmogyros · 1 month ago

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#it's so weeeeeeeird to get my parents' feedback on my songs #they're both very artistic types and i always enjoy sharing my music with them #and they tend to give extensive and always-positive feedback. which is. great?#but also they both have this weird habit of assuming that every narrator of every song is always 'in the right'#and should be respected and agreed with and supported #which... kind of makes me feel like they're assuming every narrator is me?#and that's very unsettling bc most of my fictional narrators are uh. lol. Not Great People #ranging from just kind of weak and craven and avoidant (see: the narrator of a certain recent song)#to full-on violent and cruel and fucked-up in the head #ffs i wrote a song recently from the POV of a creep who fixates on a woman he's never met #and eventually murders her (before which he may or may not have raped her. the lyric is intentionally ambiguous)#like... most of the time i thought it was pretty obvious that i'm telling a story with my songs #but either i'm really failing at accurately portraying all these flawed characters #or else my parents have some other reason for constantly reacting to every song narrator #as if said narrator were Not To Be Criticized #my mum described the narrator of this certain song as 'fearless and self-confident and in control'#and i was like... are we referring to the same song?#the one where the narrator is in a super toxic relationship but just pathetically runs away from their reality #instead of ending the relationship and getting their freedom?#the one where - despite feeling trapped by the other person's love #the narrator is also kind of shamefully addicted to being the worshipped idol on a pedestal?#none of that sounds like those positive-coded words you used #but maybe she assumed the narrator was me and therefore didn't want to say anything negative?#(in which case AARRRRGHHHH how do i make people realize that songwriting is ART NOT AUTOBIOGRAPHY???)#or maybe she visualized herself in the place of the narrator?#(in which case: oof. oh dear. but i suppose that's none of my business. i'm not a therapist)#i just get very tired of my parents' inability to accept the existence of bad things in the world sometimes #but i know it's my own problem: i can't assume people will always 'get' what my lyrics are about #once you put your art out in the world you have to accept that is not entirely yours anymore #people will take it and make it their own until you don't even recognize it anymore

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tortoise-teapot · 2 months ago

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i swear i listen to other genres but i'm just going to keep making high brow looking playlists with electronic music until ppl start to take it seriously

#i could rant and fucking rave about electronic music #'it's just loops :/ it's just some gamer bro thinking he's a musician there's no skill involved ://'#my friend you have been listening to amateurs #look up savant. creo. inzo. please. i'm begging #he has some meme songs but camellia oh my god. killerbeast i love you #sakuraburst??? pls theyre masters of bait and switch tunes #ohhhh i have such a soft spot for pre-dubstep. bloody beetroots i love you #and if you want big names... (GESTURES WILDLY AT DAFT PUNK)#THEN there's the semi-electronic... irl instrument-based through an amp 'electronic'. ratatat. everyone to listen to ratatat right NOW #they toe the line between acoustic and electronic and it makes me WET. bilar???? oh my god #guess i did rant and fucking rave #i think it's s special interest?#i just got into it around 2005 and then got into the history of it #and god.#I NEED TO MAKE MY ELECTRONIC EVOLUTION PLAYLIST #ESPECIALLY DUBSTEP. THE INCREASE OF CRUNCHY SOUNDS IN INDUSTRIAL TECHNO LEADING SO SO SMOOTHLY TO DUBSTEP. THEN SKRILLEX FIRMLY SOLIDIFIED #IT AS A SUBGENRE #ok i'm fine. i'm fine i'm normal about electronic music i'm normal #god. and pour one out for the dj's that sold out to pop music. zedd your capacity for strong melody is wasted on mediocre lyrics & vocalists #go back to instrumental zedd. go back to instrumental zedd. GO BACK TO INSTRUMENTAL ZEDD #like do ppl realize that electronic music is the MOST human form of music??? these sounds DO NOT EXIST. we r MAKING SOUNDS OUT OF LIGHTNING #WE M A D E THIS #AND WE'RE WATCHING IT DRASTICALLY EVOLVE OUR O U R LIFETIMES #IT'S SUCH A GIFT??? WHY DO PEOPLE POOPOO IT????#shoutout to cascada for starting all of this for me. the true pop edm legend 🫡

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omotelie · 2 months ago

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WHERE’S MY FUKING CAPO

#my post #funny #relatable #guitar #music #bjork #wait you can only have 30 tags the joke is much less funny if i don’t have a fucking wall of the stuff i guess i’ll just make this one reall #and 140 characters per tag this is stifling my creativity meh i was running out of popular tags anyway bjork’s not that popular of a tag tho #tbh i was running out of inspiration after like the 4 tag this joke was not meant to be at least not by my hand and i guess it wasn’t that f #unny either i cooled down real fast on that one you know what i’m pivoting this is no longer popular tags just my train of thought for as lo #ng as i feel like it the first few one might not even make sense when i’m done but who cares not me clearly it is quite annoying how i can’t #use commas tho make’s this harder to read than it needs to any way i lost my capo for like the third time my desk isn’t even that messy but #don’t know where else i would’ve put it it’s not lying on any of my instruments either i probably put it quote somewhere i would remember un #quote but clearly i didn’t i’m usually very good at remembering where i put things put the capo is the zone in between i use this often and #i use this every other year so i never remember where it is stored it is 1 am so i guess i’m going to bed soon anyway but still this is goin #g to annoy me until tomorrow i don’t even need it right i’ve had to remove so many tags the original joke barely makes sense anymore i’m kee #ping bjork tho you can pry her out of my cold dead hands not that i really listen to her music or know her i just like saying her name i’ts #got good mouth feel and it’s fun to spell i didn’t realize how long filling 30 tags would be what’s 140 times 30 let me look it up 4200 this #makes this post my biggest project by like 3000 words the only time i’ve written any meaningful lengths of texts was in college and i’m a dr #opout what 4200 characters not words silly little me makes a lot more sense now that i think about it i’m getting tired of writing so this m #ay end soon i would like to not go to bed at 4 am for a silly little post 2 people are going to read plus i am running out of ideas of thing #s to write i am very much not a writer writing scares me even writing lyrics for songs terrifies me i’ve only manage to write lyrics for one #without getting too self conscious and imploding but i’m better at writing songs with vocals i’ve never had anyone to write music with and w #ithout the ability to sing or write lyrics it’s been difficult the singing has been more or less remedied with synth v but the puter can’t w #rite lyrics for meso until i get a lyricist friend i will have to toughen up you can’t make art without making yourself known to those who c #onsume it but lyrics and poetry has always been 1 step too far for me tbh i’d rather spontaneously combust rather than let people know me i #do not look at my very numerous in stars and time posts and reblogs they are completely unrelated to this don’t think about it oh look behin #d you there’s a distraction oh you’ve missed it i have been writing this for half an hour and i am getting so sick of it i revealed informat #ion about the inner machinations of my mind i have not done this since last time i saw a therapist 5 years ago this is fucked up what a self #impose writing challenge can do to you luckily this is the last tag i’m doing lucky me well this was fun this is going to end suddenly so do

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