#I HAVE SPOKEN ABT THIS BEFORE
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switch climax is now just around the corner and i need u guys to know if akira fucks up the writing u will never hear from me again.
#not true i love posting online BUT IM SCARED#IN A PERFECT WORLD THE STORY WOULD BE ABT SORA AND MUGI#AND THEM GETTING CLOSER#I HAVE SPOKEN ABT THIS BEFORE#DOES IT HAVE TO BE ABOUT THAT? NO. SO LONG AS THE STORY IS GOOD#BUT DO I TRUST AKIRA? ALSO NO#at least switch hasnt been fucked over as badly as other units in !!-era#but im so scared. How am i supposed to be excited for switch climax when theres a chance#they do my boys DIRTY#its ok tho......... new switch song and switch album has me shaking at high frequencies#nat rambles
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hey good omens fans: looks like georgia and anna have both unfollowed neil on instagram (it was very recent, i checked their accounts right after the vulture article dropped and they were following him, and now they aren't). i think the chances of the cast publically speaking out on the allegations right now are pretty low but if you were worried where they stand on the issue due to their silence i think this gives us a pretty good idea.
#good omens#georgia tennant#anna lundberg#david tennant#michael sheen#i don't want to add screenshots (mostly bc i don't have a 'before' picture) but if you have insta you can see for yourself#they are aware of the situation. nobody has spoken out publically but they are aware and have reacted accordingly#also god fuck please don't misconstrue this as applause for celebrity blorbo.#this is information that i feel like is important for the people in the fandom to know.#especially for those that were worried ppl who worked with neil before just don't give a fuck abt this situation/are still supporting him
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yargh. complicated characters save me complicated characters…
#im thinking about ceroba…#im thinking about how ive seen so many ppl (in ‘hot takes’) call her a bad mother for what she did to kanako#and im thinking about how its. silly to base the entire view of her as a character around one mistake#yes sure a very BIG mistake but still one mistake#i dont know if i would even say shes a bad mom. to do so would require me to make some kind of criteria to actually define#what MAKES a bad person#ive spoken before to a friend about how our concepts of good and bad as a whole r subjective anyway#but thats besides the point#i think ceroba as a interesting character becauseee of her mistakes because of her flaws#i think (er. KNOW) that she was a very caring mother. she loved kanako lots lots lots and did everything in her power to fix that mistake#but that doesnt take away that it still happened#im just rambling at this point. nonsense probably#but i think the reason i dislike the bad mom ceroba takes so much is that its reduction to her character in a way…#and that it cant and shouldnt rlly speak to her characterization before and after. yknow the incident#sorry thats a big mess….. i have thoughts i dont know how to speak them#i could say the same abt the other characters too… how ppl like to equate their whole view of a char#to only a few moments with that char#weve forgotten star tried briefly to take clovers soul </3 but oh well#ok im done jfkdkd this is disorganized
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sobs now im thinking about what an absolute novelty it is for shri’iia to spend all night talking to someone considering she’s either left in isolation or in the chances that her matriarch does visit she didn’t want to hear her opinions anyway (hence her tendency to just say whatever she thinks the other wants to hear) so the fact that she actually gets the chance to just talk to someone, and talk about whatever, and they’re actually listening to her, and they want to hear what she has to say and not hear their own thoughts coming out of her mouth - I think that would be such a revelation to her……!! and she wouldn’t realise how much she craves that kind of interaction or how lonely she is until after that.
#and for all my talks abt what a gremlin and rat she is she’s actually pretty quiet#and she has a permanent (: smile that doesn’t reach her eyes. and most of the time she only speaks when she’s spoken to#and if someone asks her a question she only says what she thinks they want her to say and it’s not her genuine opinion#it’s only in the oathbreaker path that she starts being more opinionated. being more comfortable with talking#but in an ending where she regresses she’ll clam back up again#shri’iia realising how shitty her circumstances were the moment she gets given a shred of kindness bc now she#has something to compare it to gnawing my armmmmmmmmmmhnhggghnmm#n just learning that kindness IS an option and something like that existed bc she never knew such a thing before not with her past and her#past environment… im so illlllllllllllllllllllll#hope is a dangerous thing for someone like me to have…..but I have it…..real…..
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i rly like when people use words incorrectly and then trying to reverse engineer what they think the word meant. it's like a game
#we could of course get into an entire convo abt the symbolic nature of language and semiotics#most of the time it's clear what they were TRYING to say or assumed the word meant#i have a lot of respect for people who actively try to broaden their own vocabulary (esp through reading bc learning-#how to correctly integrate unfamiliar words you've never actually heard spoken before into your own use is HARD.)#but i think sometimes people choose to use words they don't actually understand under the pretence of sounding smarter#i'd argue someone who expresses themselves and their ideas clearly with a basic vocabulary is more impressive than-#someone who uses words they don't understand to sound impressive
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subconcious homicidal urges are triggered whenever I see guys in business suits ig I just want to inflict harm on them :/
#and women are on thin fucking ice too honestly. why are you in a business suit. are you some kind of corporate shill#unless it. looks really nice#I have spoken abt this before. my hatred of business suits#men don't look nice in them. men need to look a little gnarly to be hot. grow that hair out and roll in some dirt. put on some eyeliner too#and cry a little...get beaten up a little too honestly. the more bones your break the hotter you are#a hot woman can make a slick business suit look hot but ideally she's also a little messed up a little tousled#cor.txt
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thrilling sequel to my poll from back in January
#I wish I was kidding about the eulogy one. I really wish I was#decisions decisions. who to chose#the people I actually like…?? or the people who like me?#these are so stupid I love making them.#bbge polls#bbge.text#more info on each#bc I want to yap abt em#1 - PLEASE return my calls… this girl was so kind and gentlemanly and we had suchhhh awesome chemistry#she goes to an Ivy League so it could be she’s just hella busy w work not ghosting me#I hope it’s that I really liked her :’)#2 - I actually did ask him out. kinda indirectly . and casually. too casually bc now neither of us have brought it up again#he makes me so happy to be around 😭 it makes me kinda emotional#he’s just like… sHOCKING and endearing and never the same#I love him unfortunately no matter what. as a human#3 - SAME FOR HERRRR OMG :( my beloved.#no one has ever been kinder to me maybe.#‘British’ is a downside here bc that means v long distance and . also bc I thought it would be funny to count as a point against her lol#we met during the summer and I miss being around her every day#4 - OKAY. we TOTALLY have chemistry and NOO ONE has acknowledged it. but it’s THERE every time we talk.#and I’ve never really had that w somebody before in this way idk 🫥#I accidentally referred to her as my ‘partner’ when our party members were teamed up together to do something and it was probably FINE but#it sounded so romantic I got embarrassed asf#she can probably tell I like her I don’t think I’m slick 😭😭#and I feel like she might like me too? or we just get along real well I’m not sure#bc we get along like. REALLY well#5 - I stare at her all the time… she is stunning. she writes great poems. soft spoken in this incrediblyyyyy endearing way#I worked up the courage to talk to her n get her number for WEEKS!!!! and then. nothing lol#6 - he’s a great conversationalist… and I know he’s single….. but he also likes Quentin Tarantino like. abnormal amounts idk#shit . I’m out of tags. for the rest uhhh use ur imagination bye :)
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mkay its been a few days and i dont have the most perfect words to express this but uh. please remember just bc i reblog certain kinks on this blog and am publicly horny in general doesn't mean that you can try to engage in that kink with me without asking first, especially if we are not mutuals.
#i feel like I'm pretty open in my tags and rbs and vents about being actually Very anxious re: sex and penetration#and I know I've said a couple times the way to flirt with me is thru my ego#but like. pls dont come in my inbox detailing how u (a stranger i dont follow who follows me) are going to submit yourself to me & knot me#like (A) im a switch yes but i do not dom freely. its a very intimate act for me bc i am not like a hard dom. i am basically mommy in bed#(w/o liking being called mommy) when i dom so yk. and (B) yes i love knots and i even have publicly talked abt taking some mutuals knots bu#that doesnt mean i want Everyone to knot me yk? and it was a mistake so im not sharing this person's name or anything else i just yk#general reminder uh. if we're not mutuals and u wanna send me a fantasy about what u wanna do To me pls just do like a 2sec check#i promise it'll be better for both of us if u go “omg i had this fantasy wanna hear it” first#(** misunderstanding not mistake)#tldr: please just like. if we have never spoken or we're not mutuals Ask me before sending fantasies that Involve me esp if dynamics based#also if we are mutuals like i follow ur side blog/u follow me from main ik thats a different circumstance#and in those cases uh. if u don't interact frequently from main just lmk Who u are first bc i am actually very bad at social cues#and do not pick up on if a side blog and main are run by the same person unless its spelled out for meeeee
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when you express your feelings to one of your parents and they take it as a personal attack..................
#like no because i was telling my mum for years that i cant just have a film degree and then walk into the industry#i kept telling her i have to make my own stuff to build up my portfolio cause the reality is they don't give af abt degrees#they just want to know if u can do what u say u can and she would constantly discourage me from making my own stuff#and now she wants to call me to say that shes encouraging me to pursue my dreams like... this always fucking happens#i will say i need to do something and she will disregard it or or shut it down and then years down the line she will tell me#to do what i was suggesting years before that... and when i tell her i said this years before she gets upset and starts yelling#when i told her shes been constantly discouraged me from making my own stuff for 3 years she started telling me its not true#because she helped me apply to a bunch of film residentials etc when that's not what im saying???? im saying when i#told her i wanted to work on personal projects. just because im excited she would shut it down immediately im not talking abt#you helping me find out about the bfi film academy??? but now she wants to push me to do it.... telling me about it like I've never#spoken to her about this before. she still has the mentality of no matter what age you are everything you say shouldn't be taken into#account because im older than you and i automatically know whats best. this happens all the time#all i can say is she actually apologised because in the past she used to never say sorry. i would just tell her im sorry and we'll leave#ot at that but atleast she said sorry. even tho she kept saying 'im sorry if u felt i discouraged you' like she still doesn't believe#what im saying. unsolicited advice but the advice is just shit i said to her years before..... its so infuriating#its why i rarely ever talk to her
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worst fandom thing is when you get into something because of your friend(s) and then you're still hyperfixated on it years later and they don't at all care about it anymore. bonus points if you're not friends anymore but you're still in the fandom they got you into.
#i got into tokrev right as they got out of it n i used to joke abt it#now sometimes i see a tokrev post n go “ah. this is a piece of me now. from someone that i haven't spoken to in years but still love & miss#the fact that one of them hasn't played genshin in months & my ar is “finally” (we made a bet. she started playing before me n bet that i#would never have a higher ar than her. i bet her i would.) higher than hers made me cry when i realised for the first time bc that made me#realise that. huh. i've really lost her now.#the genshin ar thing means sm to me#probably incomprehensible for anyone else but. yeah. i won the bet. but at what fucking cost.#“it was just a silly bet. what did it take?” “everything.”#yeah#idk#divine rambles. ` 🕊
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i went to therapy today ‼️‼️💃🎉💣💯
#it went#she seems nice i think i’ll like her#i did almost cry a little bit when i was telling her abt stuff#and she told me to call her anytime i need especially if i have a breakdown as bad as last months was#and said i shouldn’t have to go through that alone#i know like. it’s her job to say that kinda stuff#but no one’s ever said that to me before ..#i’ve always dreamed what it would be like for someone to say that#’you don’t deserve to go through that alone’#it was. nice.#and she said i’m very articulate and well spoken :]#that made me smile#snow.txt
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bitches at your old job sound so childish I haaaaate when grown adults act like literal high school meangirls like grow tf up. good for you for getting out of there tbh
❤️❤️❤️ thank you so much for reaching out and saying that anon ;_; sorry ive been bitching about it nonstop but like...I truly can't reason or reconcile (or whatever tf the word im looking for is lol) with any other excuse this happened like it really is just high school drama behavior. I straight up don't know what i did. I feel like if youre in your mid 50s you should be able to figure out that someone not being talkative isnt something to take so personally. She could've just asked too like...hhh idk. Idk but youre right its a good thing I got out of there, I've been meaning to anyway but I was hoping I'd have another job lined up.
#everybody elses behavior i cant justify at all though. there was no reason for ppl ive never spoken to to have been so fuckin cold and rude#so i can only assume i was a topic of gossipy conversation the other night. which sux pretty badly lawl#idk what it is abt me that when ppl hear rumors they never bother to check with me before deciding im a bad person#like man just fuckin talk to me... why is everybody stuck in grade fuckin 9 i s2g!!!#anonymous#thank you again tho i appreciate you <3 hope ur having a good day
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I just realized we didn't get Death Game this season either. i see .. Well that's okay *deflates like a balloon*
#kyuushi#I'M SAYING THIS IN A JOKING TONE BTW im literally So grateful for all that we did get during this season#I MEAN WE GOT PLENTY CHARACTER INTRODUCTIONS SO I RLY CAN'T VOICE ANY COMPLAINTS ON THAT DEPARTMENT LMAO#But like....</33333 My DEAREST LITTLE GUY.. MY DARLING BABY ANGEL !!!! (<- spoken abt a literal game console)#me w/ a completely altered reality perception: Ok if they animate the shitty game chapter+establish Drаluc's collaboration w/ Autumn Books#then Naturally what should come next is DG's introduction right??? :△ (<- Misplaced Confidence)#ngl i was pretty much convinced we'd be seeing him animated this time ‚ i feel like a real fool now HSJQJFJ That's on me tho ofc#'nyways .. weepweep sobsob I can't believe S2's over already!! those past months sure flew by! ( ; ω ; )#I can already feel a TVDINT-shaped hole forming in my TVDINT-shaped heart all over again . just like when S1 ended 🤧#i'm holding out for a 3rd Season confirmation already tho!! Let us hope that we get some news abt it in the future🤞🏼#Then again i should probably catch up w/ the one that just ended first before that time comes 🧍 HKJAWHSJF#i wanna marathon the hell out of it so bad . . . Hopefully i'll have some time to do it soon !#wondertext#Nostalgia aside tho; everyone involved did an absolutely Remarkable job throughout this season once again‚ im still marvelling over it#I srsly cannot be thankful enough for all the arduous work they put into bringing us this new season :'3 I cherish it greatly#i kinda went off on a tangent there oops. Anyways i hope my boy DG makes it into S3 in the future‚ hashtag DEATHGAMESWEEP‼️‼️#tvdint spoilers#kyuushi spoilers
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just encountered the Having a Coke With You poem for the first time in a while and im. im definitely fine
#its very museum heavy#and it makes me so so sad#cause the last time he reciprocated flirting w me before he pulled away#i was talking abt how happy id be to just watch him be enamored with art#i lost him in the art museum at one point and found him tearing up over the water lilies#i think abt it#all the time#it was definitely one of those heart tugging i want this forever moments for me#and now someone else gets to do all that with him#but i was talking abt how i wished he was at the dumb light walk my mom brought us to#cause he wouldve thought it was a little more fun than i did#and i couldve had the time of my life being warmed by watching his face in the lights#if he'd been there i wouldve loved the lights and taken so many pictures of him#that poems always been one of my favorites but having a real person to think of that i was close to#instead of crushes who ive spoken to twice#its a different beast entirely
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god i dont know what to do
#since theyre in my mutual circle i feel like its better to talk to them abt it rather than just softblock & feel tense about it#& id be sad because they have been nice to me before & i like their blog#but i have no idea how ill come off or if itll make things worse . & again ive hardly spoken to this person#they posted something that was really upsetting to me but do i even know them well enough to tell them that#i need to decide by tomorrow because its late right now & i need to go to sleep
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everyone always wants to talk about jenny nicholsons video essays and i’m like does ANYONE want to talk about the art of the mattress aka the sleep song. bc it plays in my head every time i see anything about her.
#sleep sleep sleep time to go to sleep now… it is night and i need to sleep while it is dark….#also of course it’ll be okay from the wedding episode <3#anyway she blocks me on twitter also. not as scandalous as it seems i just made a vague tweet abt friendship is witchcraft#and presumably got auto blocked#i wasn’t even calling her out either i think i was just like. reflecting on how the song from it was trending on tiktok#it’s an understandable reason to block people just. not wanting to engage with that part of her history i get that#this was also before her briny video so she hadn’t spoken on it in a long time#brony*#i genuinely like that video a LOT i think she is able to offer a really unique perspective on a lot of brony fandom culture#not just as a big name creator but as a long time fan of older mlp gens#and ofc what she had to say about the use of the g slur in fiw was like. i mean i believe her.#that she and the cocreator had no idea it was a slur and dropped that aspect when they realized it was.#like i didn’t know for a long time either. it’s not my place to be like ‘and that means it’s fine and not a problem’#and i don’t think it IS fine. but certainly everything she said about her intentions seems like. true and honest.#anyway brony stuff aside i hate her for the way she’s spoken about john boyega. no apologies for THAT huh!!!!#there are some things out there that ppl attribute to her that are fully fake/edited but#ppl will also say ‘oh she didn’t say anything bad about him that was fake’ no she very much did#but i’ve followed her on youtube since she was still actively making fiw like she had a bit with a pony oc that she did for a while#i remember the first star wars video when i was like oh she Is A Reylo#which on its own is like. ew but i’m still interested in her stuff#but you know. she crossed a line i think#and i do still find her stuff INTERESTING#and i am genuinely still fond of fiw though a lot of that is nostalgia#but like she has a lot of interesting stuff to say about mlp and obviously as a theme park fan she’s inescapable#and it pisses me off that she’s friends with other creators i DO like but also they know her as a person and i don’t#sorry this was gonna be a short post i just can’t talk about her a normal amount#i have to explain every thought i have about her#anyway i haven’t watched the star wars hotel vid but i probably will eventually#in like an incognito tab#r.txt
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