#I HATE WINTER—THE SZN.

[ninguitar]

its agcually so effing cold in the eastcoast ima kms HOLY SHIT i am lile freezinf my balls off even inside my house like. bro. 😭😭😭😭😭 this iz like the first time uts frfr snowing since 3 years ago. 🙁🙁

[alcohol-eyes]

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[cardierreh15]

The Stranger

A lil’ sumn, sumn just in time for spooky szn my dears 😩🧡 enjoy.

**I do not give anyone permission to repost and/or copy my work!!!

Warnings 18+: Cursing , Blood , Cutting & Stabbing with claws , Non-Con Sex , Full Nelson Position?? (I think lol) , Biting , Oral (Female Recieving) , Praising Kink , Breeding , Kidnapping .

Pairing: Vampire!August x Maria(Black!Plus Size Female)

Description: August has a lil fun with his food. 😋

Word Count: 2.9K

Song: Eat Your Young by Hozier

They’re having sex in a graveyard. Thought I’d make that clear. Basically: Dead Dove Do Not Eat

The woman wheezed as she rested her hands on her knees; trying her damnedest to breathe, but the cold air burned in her chest. Doubled over, she coughed hard before slowly inhaling through her nose and then out through her mouth. Standing up straight, her lips trembled as the winter’s air embraced her in a deadly hold.

‘Home, just— try to get home.’ she muttered to herself as she wrapped her torso up in her own arms. It had seemed as if she were walking for ages now, but at least she caught her breath. ‘Home… just…almost there.’ she shivered.

Run, girl, run. A dark essence whispered through a cool breeze, heart sinking into the pit of her gut as a familiar dark laughter followed suit.

‘Stop!’ she cried out, placing both hands over her ears as she started running again. She closed her eyes tightly, trying to focus on pure thoughts. ‘This— *huff* has to be— *huff huff* a nightmare!’ Suddenly, she tripped over a branch, tumbling and rolling until her weight betrayed her; head colliding with something cool and hard. Vision blurred and disoriented, she let out a pained groan as she weakly reached out, ‘Mmmmhhhff.’

Whimpering out, she felt something wet and warm trickling down the side of her face. Dragging her weight across the cool, dewy dirt and grass. ‘Please… please,’ she begged; placing her hands on the tombstone while struggling to pull herself to her feet. ‘Please just— leave me alone!’ she called out, her knees buckling as she stood up straight.

‘Hahah, and what’s the fun in that?!’

Heart ramming in her chest, her breathing had become shallow, the lump in her throat growing painful. ‘Who— why do you follow me?! Why can’t you just leave me alone?!’ she broke out in a hysterical sob, words inaudible. ‘Please! I have nothing to offer you— I can’t— I can’t…’

It grew quiet for a moment. Only the sound of the wind dancing through the trees and the dead leaves scraping against the ground filled the air. Suddenly, when safety seemed sure, she got wrapped up in a tight embrace. A cold hand covered her lips as she began squeal into the stranger’s flesh. The stranger grinned darkly as the woman flayed her arms and legs around.

‘Tag. I've got you now!’

He snickered, turning her around to get a good look at her. She was ravishing! Full puckered lips, gray eyes that made her tears resemble a rainy day. Her skin, soft and silky like raw honey. She was almost too pretty to eat. But he’d always been the type to play with his food.

Grabbing her jaw, his pointy nails gently stabbed at her flesh. She tried to let out a shriek but he placed his index finger against her full lips, ‘aht, Aht, — that’s not a smart idea sweet pea. He grinned, ‘Scream, and I’ll slit your throat ok? Give me a nod if you understand.’

The woman’s frightened eyes stared up into his bright blue irises that shone in the darkness, resembling that of the deepest depths of the ocean. She nodded hesitantly, never taking her eyes off of him.

‘Mmm, that’s a good girl. You are awfully pretty.’ He cooed, dragging his claw down the side of her face. ‘I would have hated to kill you before I've had my fun.’ he grinned; salivating at the thought of her being his personal blood bag.

‘Now, you’re going to do whatever I say… alright?’

The woman nodded again, a single tear falling down her face. She was freezing! It wouldn’t have been a shock if her tears turned into icicles at this point.

He brought her head towards him, gently sniffing at the open wound she’d created from her dance with the ground earlier. ‘Mmm,’ he hummed in delight. ‘So sweet,’he said, before licking up the blood that dripped down the side of her face.

She was stiff as a board, unable to move from the shock that coursed through her body. There was no way this was truly happening. No, no this had to be some kind of nightmare. Shutting her eyes tightly, whispering, ‘it’s just a dream, wake up Maria, it’s just a dream—‘

His thunderous laugh ripped through the air. ‘Are you sure about that princess? Seems real enough to me.’ He cooed in her ear as he pushed her thick hair behind her ear and ran his claw down her cheek, leaving behind a simple cut. She started to cry once again.

‘Awww, shhhh —don’t cry princess,’ he said as he wiped her tears away with the pad of his thumbs. ‘Everything will be over soon. And, if you behave, I might just let you go. All you have to do… is be a good girl.’

Maria swallowed her sticky spit and nodded once again, letting out a shaky sigh. She was willing to do anything if it meant for her to live.

‘Wh— what will you have me do?’

He smirked as his eyes flickered from her face to her breasts. ‘Well,’ with just a quick swipe of his finger, he tore the fabric of her shirt with his pointy nail. His eyes immediately landing on her silky brown skin, his fangs tingling at the thought of sinking them in that supple flesh.

‘Ah!’ she gasped, instantly wrapping her own arms around her body to conceal it. ‘Wh—‘ she backed up slowly until she tripped and fell back against a stone. ‘Oof!’ she whimpered, looking up at him. ‘H-here?! Now?’ she looked around as she quivered. ‘It’s cold! And we’re in a graveyard! Have you no respect for the dead?!’

‘Oh honey… haven’t your parents taught you not to assume?’ his smirk never faltered as he stood above her, glaring down at her like a hawk stalking its prey. ‘I am… the dead.’ His fangs seemed to appear out of nowhere! They were massive, frightening and white. Very distinguishable even with nights as dark as these. She stared up at him in fear as he reached down and lended her his hand.

‘Up…’ he commanded.

Maria swallowed her spit once again and placed her hand in his before he whisked her up to her feet in a fast motion. He pressed her against his chest, listening as her heart hadn’t ceased to keep its fast pace. ‘Why were you hiding that pretty body from me huh?’ he said, running his tongue over his fangs.

‘B-because I don’t know you! You’re a stranger! A monster!’

The stranger chuckled and backed her up against a tall tombstone. Her back was pressed flush against the coolness. ‘Alright,’ he placed his hand against the stone, ‘My name is August… there, am I still a stranger?’ He drug his pointy nail down the hill and the valley of her breasts, down her tummy until he rested it beneath her button to pop it.

‘I mean… no… I guess. B-but you’re still a monster!’ She bit back.

‘Oh really? Why… that’s not very nice.’ he chuckled, ‘You’re scared of me… aren’t you princess?’ he asked, popping the button to bring the zipper down. She jumped at the sudden flick before giving him a hesitant nod.

‘Good, you should be.’ he said before grabbing her wrist and swiftly turning her around and pinning her against the stone. ‘I’m not gonna hurt you… yet,’ he whispered softly in her ear. Something so sweet, like a lullaby. ‘Just—want a little taste,’ August added as he got down on his knees and pulled her jeans down to her ankles.

‘Wha—?!’ Her panties followed soon after.

‘What are you doing?! Stop!’ She tried to move but he grabbed her thighs and held it in a tight grip. ‘Aah!’ she yelped out at the sudden pain. His claws dug into her cool flesh. ‘I told you to be a good girl! Move again, and I will crush your femur!’

‘Ughh,’ she cried out in pain. ‘Please! Just let me go! I promise I won’t tell anyone!’

‘Well you may not make it out of here to tell anyone sweetheart. We might as well have a little fun huh?’

Maria’s bottom lip trembled before she sucked it between her teeth to keep from wailing like a wraith. But instead, she utter a sound.

‘Attagirl,’ he grinned as he released his grip on her skin, ‘Now… sit still,’ he said before inhaling the scent of her core. ‘Mmmm,’ he let out a guttural growl, stretching his neck and pressing the flattened tongue against her womanhood.

‘Ooh!’ Maria’s mouth fell open as a chill slid down her spine. She could feel her knees growing numb as his tongue assaulted her clit with a vengeance. If she were going to die, at least her last few moments would be of her experiencing a one in a lifetime moment. Fucking a monster.

August lifted her thigh as he flicked his tongue over her glorious abyss and her sensitive nub. ‘Mmmm,’ he hummed before pulling away for a second. ‘Fuuuuck, you’re delicious,’ he pressed a kiss on her inner thigh before he sank his teeth into her soft flesh.

‘AAAAAAH!’ she yelped out, startled by him biting into her. Maria looked down between her legs. ‘You said you weren’t going to hurt me!!!’ she whined out.

August licked at her punctured, swollen skin before placing a kiss on it, ‘Oh relax, baby girl. It’s just a love bite. You’ll be fine.’ He chuckled before his tongue was met with her pussy once again. Such a hungry lover he was.

‘Ooooh! Dear God! That feels sooo fucking good!’ Her head fell back as her fingers gripped at the tombstone. She subconsciously began to grind her hips against his face and reached behind her to grab a hand full of his thick dark hair. His face was just a seat for her at this point. And he didn’t mind it either.

A gasp ripped through her chest as her groin began to tighten as she grew closer to her orgasm. ‘Aaah! FUCK!’ She felt as if the world were crumbling beneath her feet.

August smiled softly as she came in his mouth unreluctantly. She was so warm on his tongue. He could stay here forever if she allowed it. Pulling away from her pussy, he bit into her other thigh. Hissing at the sudden pain, Maria gritted her teeth together and just bore it.

He bit her thighs, over and over again, as if trying to mark his territory. He stood up, peppering sweet kisses against her shoulder, and then her neck. ‘My, my— you are so delicious.’

Maria was lost in a world of pure bliss. The way he touched her, the way his cool lips danced across her now burning flesh— she felt like she was in heaven; or perhaps, hell.

‘How do you feel?’ August asked as his nose nuzzled comfortably behind her ear, in her braids.

‘Am I— am I dead?’ She whispered.

He chuckled darkly before grabbing her face once again as he leaned in for a kiss. ‘Not yet princess.’

Her now hooded, lust ridden eyes stared up at him as her lips parted gently, ready to embrace his frost bitten lips in a warm kiss. Once their lips met, it was as if she’d taken ecstasy. She never felt like this before on behalf of the lips of a man. Could it be the venom on this tongue?

The more her lips indulged on his taste, the more hooked she became. Plus, she kind of liked being able to taste herself on his tongue.

He broke the kiss and looked down at her with a twinkle in his eye. Hmm, he might need her after all. But he immediately pushed those thoughts to the side and walked over to a gravestone. August unzipped his pants and pushed them down along with his boxers.

Maria’s mouth fell open in shock and partly in fear when she saw that monster spring free from the prison of his pants. How was that thing going to fit inside of her?! She’s probably had sex only a handful of times in her life. It wasn’t at the top of her To-Do list either. So it was safe to say, she was scared.

‘Don’t be afraid princess. I promise I’ll be gentle,’ he gave her a devious smirk as he motioned his sharp claw towards himself. Her head fell forward, ashamed. Once in his grasp, he spun her around so her ass was facing him. August scooped her up effortlessly with a carnivorous grin on his face.

‘Whoa—‘ she gasped as she wrapped one arm around his neck for stability as he sat down on the destroyed grave.

August lowered her down on his dick. Thanks to the blood intake, he was standing at full attention and was ready to take advantage of this moment with her.

Maria hissed, digging her nails into his shoulder as the intrusive member basically split her in half. But the pain was blissful. He was filling her out the way she deserved, the way she needed.

‘Uhhh. Damn baby girl. You are so fucking tight.’ He lifted her thigh, hooking his arm beneath her knee and using his right knee to keep her leg up. He dug his sharp claws into her flesh. His other arm lay draped across her belly in a tight hold. This way, he was able to move her body up and down just the way he wanted.

The curvaceous woman threw her head back as he took full control of her body. And the way that he used her felt so good.

‘August! Please!’ she begged before she grit her teeth together, ‘Augh!! Fuck yes!’

‘That’s good baby? Damn, you take this dick so fucking well. Such a good girl for me!’ He let out an animalistic grunt, still bouncing her body but now adding in his own thrusts.

With the two frictions coming together to make one, Maria could feel her fragile human body begin to betray her. She breathed in short breaths, the cold air burning at her chest as she did so.

‘Ooh!’ With August’s fleeting movements, Maria thought she was seeing stars. The grip she had on the upright headstone was so tight, she split her nails.

August howled as his grip on her thigh grew a bit tighter. His nails finally pierced the skin and he drew a little bit of blood. But Maria was far too gone to even pay attention to the pain. August landed multiple slaps on her inner thigh as he reached between her thighs with his free hand and began to rub at her erected clit. He picked up his thrusts, ‘Fuuu—‘

Maria’s head fell forward, her mouth falling open in a big “O” as she watched his strong hand go to work on her clit. ‘Ohhh shit!’ Her bite ridden thighs began to shake as he handled her like a $2 whore.

‘Yeaaaah? You’re gonna cum aren’t you? I can feel it. I can feel you throbbing… that pretty pussy just begging for a release.’

‘Uh huuuuh!’ She whimpered out.

He thrusted harder, faster. Her cries grew louder as he abused her pussy with purpose. With the way she was wailing, someone would say this graveyard was haunted! ‘C’mon princess,’ he gritted his teeth, ‘Come on! Give it to me!’

Maria’s toes curled in her shoes as he plowed into her as if he were trying to explore new realms. She felt the numbness creep up her neck, and now she felt like she couldn’t breathe. This didn’t feel like a common orgasm. It felt euphoric but she felt as if he’d snatched her soul.

August let out a sinister laugh. ‘Oh you sweet thing. You don’t even know what to do with yourself!,’ he cooed teasingly before he grabbed her face. He opened his mouth to welcome her in another kiss. He allowed her tongue to slither between his teeth. And with just a gentle bite, he pierced the muscle.

She whined out in pain, squirming in his embrace as she bled into his mouth. Once he broke the kiss, she laid her head back lazily against him as he had his way with her. She’d lost a lot of blood now because of him. Her body felt completely numb and at this point, he was just using her like a doll. She couldn’t feel much anymore. All she could taste was iron, and hear his desperate grunts over the sounds of the night. Her eyes filled with tears as she knew what was to come of her.

‘Ugh. Fuck, you’d be the perfect mother for my children,’ he snarled out, his teeth clenched as he felt his member throb within her. ‘Sooo, fucking warm princess.’

Maria’s eyes grew wide as a tear slid down the side of her face. She couldn’t find the strength to speak! It was a miracle she was even alive! So she just laid limply on him.

His hand cupped at her bruised up thigh as he rammed his hips faster, coaxing and milking his own nut out of him, ‘Aaah. Fuuuck!’ His balls squeezed as he shoved his member deep inside of her, kissing at her warm cervix.

Used like a whore, Maria just laid there in his hold. Just waiting for her demise. She barely blinked as she felt it would be her last.

August let out a sigh before he laid her on top of the flat gravestone. He stood up, putting himself together. ‘Aww don’t play dead on me baby girl. You’ve proved to be a lot more useful than I thought.’ With the “warmth” of his embrace gone, she laid curled up on that cold stone shivering. She was mute.

‘You’re gonna be staying with me for awhile,’ he said before effortlessly scooping her up in his arms before he began to walk into the darkness of the night.

Her eyes were heavy… and she was growing cold by what had seemed to be the minute. ‘Sl—sleeep,’ she muttered out in pain.

Sleep my princess… for you will be my Queen once you’ve awakened.

[yunnathearcher]

To the beach I go.

35 feels good.

My year with the Moon, my year as the Moon.

My life in the Sun, my life as the Sun.

Mountain pose while standing in the water? Fire. Tree pose? Well.

So warm you forget it’s holiday szn.

Excited. About these books.

Coffee cake muffin. Omg. Supreme.

Then adrenaline. Coming back to the body.

Okay. Missing my bed.

Lunar return right after the solar return and Venus return. God said restart the clock on my Yunna.

Looking at my shadow like damn girl you fine & you mine. Blessed.

I love y’all. I do. Inspiring.

Winter solstice otw.

PFP giving Daria a lil bit.

Just a chill girl in her room fr.

“One convo at a time.”

The fire sign on fire sign hate crimes always blow me bc like.. wha?

You no like me flames? Okay.

Actually, no. “Only you can prevent forest fires.” I get it

Truth cares nothing about speculation.

Truth requires no participation or validation

Still stuck on the past versions of me? Cool. Stay there. Keep the throwbacks company

Obviously in need of a nap

Home.

Was exhausted and KO’d.

Will resume whattimeisit? mañana

[luvrhyune]

-; ✧˖*°࿐ CUFFIN’ SZN . SEO CHANGBIN .

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ EPILOGUE !

epilogue.

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AUTHORS NOTE : slay we’ve finished😻😻!! i hope u enjoyed this mini winter series. i’m ngl i absolutely hate the ending , i suck with written chapters for smaus </3.

AUTHORS NOTE : i have a spin off IDEA for this with channie that i might do, but we’ll have to see yet.

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[liminalweirdo]

For the Spooky Szn Asks

There's so many good ones so whichever you wanna answer! 🎃🖤

thank you! i'm gonna talk about horror movies, my biggest autistic interest fave thing

i usually spend october trying to watch one spooky movie i haven't seen per day because i always get upset about how few horror movies i've seen so far in the year and then watch them all in october and into the winter. idk if i'll do that this year because... i'm tired lol but we'll see.

re: Classic

I'll probably rewatch The Exorcist and The Blair Witch Project which I'm calling classics because THEY ARE. I think they're both just so... so good. And I feel special about these ones bc people who watch them tend to sort of feel disgusted about Regan and just randomly hate Heather when i just want to put my arms around them, you know?

once again thinking about how regan can be viewed as demonically possessed but can also be viewed as yet another young woman failed spectacularly by the people who are supposed to help her (doctors, psychologists)

and everyone's always like ''heather is so annoying'' like no? she's terrified? she doesn't know what else to do? she's tenacious and passionate and terrified???

anyway i love women in horror films, regan and heather did nothing wrong and i wish people would view women in films with more compassion

[yellowbluemoonshine]

Hey manhwa/sob anon,my thoughts on winter szn is EXACT same to same with you everything you said was what I thought.i thought I was just not satisfied with dongchae being not mc like he didn't really have much even tho it was HIS szn yeah I absolutely agree with u angry with jaemin nd also jaemin x eunchae r my disliked ship...I didn't like the winter szn as much as other cuz of all the things you've said but I didn't really know what nd which thing I don't like so after seeing u write ur opinion nd thought made me think "aah that why , I don't really like this szn"

Also the reason I wanted you to read sob,really like your opinions nd many match with mine although not all

Like you I enjoyed bomi x jinyoung more the cuz I think it would e been really weird between seonhui nd bomi if any of those two were to date jaemin really like their friendship so I didn't want there to be a wall b/,w them tho I will agree with you on jaemin with bomi thing cuz at first I see them nd think ah they will really make a good couple both r similar (bomi mom being strict nd jaemin also being strict although not with him but with brother) both popular kid good grade good personality they would a power couple I'm a sucker for short boy x tall girl so jinbomi won my heart over aslo like the grumpy x sunshine trope also I really liked seonhui & jaehyeon cuz I'm kinda a lover of side couple also their maple 🍁 scene made me fall head over heels for this ship so I didn't really like seonhui x jaemin cuz as I said before the reason of bomi nd her friendship to not fall apart but now that not a problem cuz bomi nd jinyoung bf gf but she had guilt over asking jaemin to come over when his brother was suicide that day tho not her fault(nd yes that the school & mom fault ,hamin flower was good but so sad ) so that why I didn't really like it

On gaeul flower thing I liked it but as you said the discomfort of subin being reminder of her being bullied was really not done well she really got over it fast as you said but beside that I really like them being in college(university? I forgot which one) hs romance is common

Overall Id say I liked the story+ the couple execpt for dongchae flower could be done so much better nd the couple wasnt really good imo maybe I was expecting too much but also I agree you on the speech part I also really loved it!

there's gonna be a sequel (author said it's light hearted than sob) I think in a year Im waiting for it

Really a big post sorry

(Response to this).

Its fine, i love to talk about series anyway.

Yeah, winter season could've been better. I really thought Jaemin was out of character. He was better than that and Eunchae too. Dongchae deserves better.

Actually, i love tall girl x short boy type of ships too and of course, opposite attracts thing. The reason i couldnt root is because she and Jaemin both wanted to be together at that time, even its not romantic love, it was sad to watch them like that. I wasnt into Jaemin and Bomi, i just support people who have healthy relationship and like i said, the way she described that comfort feelings for Jaemin fits more the actual love but at the end, both of them are happy so its fine.

And i really hated what Bomi did with Jaemin, Jinyeong. If my friend did something like Bomi did, i would absolutely hated it. Girl, you didnt make things better but actually worse! And this isnt for her, its for herself. If you dont want to date your bestie's crush, tell her that for God's sake. They are lucky, it ends well though.

I didnt like Seunhui at the beginning because she looks like just rude girl for no reason but the story progress, i find her very cute and i know she has guilty for Hamin's suicide but i still think they also look good together with Jaemin and the way he was teasing her at the start, i shipped them and i dont think her relationship would actually fall apart with Bomi, if they communicated properly. Just because they have past and regrets doesnt mean they cant be together and doesnt mean its not love. Jaemin and Seunhui c/would be really cute and funny too but again, at the end, both find happiness so i am fine with this too so whatever, lol.

I think university romance is better because of maturity, the idea that you will find real love in uni is more realistic to me because at highschool, you are just trying to figure out yourself, you will most likely have crushes than love, its imature form of love. Though, its fun to explore any type of love, especially if its well written.

I heard about sequel, i wonder what will it be about.

[canideadmeow]

as much as I love winter szn 'cause obvs anything is better than sweating, I hate how I'm not able to drink MY ICED COFFEE. I NEED IT IN MY VEINS. I MISS IT SO FUCKING MUCH.

[benefits1986]

Steady Small Streaks & Strikes

Alliteration and allusion FTW x WTF... now and then.

This week came with overthinking and being unfuckable with. Lala 'di ba? Saltik szn is on talaga, but in the name of being gentle but firm, let me list down the wins and losses that would remind me that, while malayo pa, malayo na rin naman.

Reclaiming my space after taking a solid step to address a trauma that I choose to bury deep in my closet.

Being able to sleep sa car on the way home means bumababa na nga ang adrenaline + fight, fight, fight mode ko. Also, sleeping well after so many months of having UGH sleep na 3 hours lang, mostly. Partida, kanina, I vaped pa right before dozing off. Nicotine keeps you up all night daw, but not kanina, Satan. :D

Praying passionately while my chest is pounding mala-180 KPH sa SLEX or Skyway levels for the things I need and want even if I hate a good number of those.

Syempre, Ateneo UP game. Sabi ko pa talaga, okay, malabo na 'to kasi nga malala din ang performance nila in 10 years. But, hey! That 1% chance of winning is still a probability. Lakas neto maka-good vibes kasi miss ko na talaga ex-team members na kasama ko sa silent battles ko kahit sobrang guarded ng emotions ko lalo noon.

Maroon-blue drip for a big meeting na bawat slide and pakikisuyo e dasal lang talaga ang kasama ko. HAHAHHAHA. And sabi is for the first time in forever, kalmado at excited ang vibes. HUHUHUHUHUHUHU. Para kasi akong nanood ng Netflix na literal na I'm on my toes. Pero, natawid. TYL. As in. Saka I know, this is the start of something worthwhile, collaboration from kaibuturan speaking.

Align-meant with mother dragon after avoiding this for a long, long time. Shemay. While mom is top tier in my terror list, this time around, the terror is transforming to distilled love from above. HUY.

Appreciating Taylor Swift apart from Beyonce, Alicia Keys, India Arie and Alanis Morissette. My soul sis is my go-to in every song, every line that hits home and hits hard. Syempre, rekta Reputation tayo pero may halong Midnights din. LUH. Hahahahaha. Ganda ng tunog e.

While work is so crazy, truth is that it is my first time to let my guards down sa lagay na 'to. 'Di ko siya expected kasi sa akin, trabaho lang talaga lahat, walang personalan. While I have a really distinct work persona, I'm trying my best to make amends with my non-negotiable bits and pieces. Probably, eto 'yung universe telling me, okay, ex-workaholic, since 'di ka naman din yata mapipigilan, sige, test natin if you can allow yourself to fuck off mga trusted trust issues mo. LECHE. Hahahahaha. Eto na nga po.

Seeing green and growing KPIs na talaga namang pong matindihan ang BTS and internal bugbog ng inner child ko. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Shemay. Wala e, siguro dala talaga ito ng start up life ko and my scarlet sins na on atonement.

Kasya na ulit 'yung Uniqlo burgundy pants na gamit ko sa Japan nung 2020. HIHIHIHIHIHI. Gulat ako ihhh. As in before going to the office, damn. Ready na nga akong mag-Japan. Also, super love my travel buddies talaga. Sabi nung isa, may pa-novena x daily devotion pa sila ni hubby niya para makasama na talaga ako.

Divine intervention talaga kasi nakita ko calendar ng ganaps sa opis sa meeting. It's giving... Ateneo season 86 na ang lala ng standing, pero pasok pa rin sa finals. SHET. Paano ko ba 'yan ma-wing? Let's see. Tapos winter pa yata 'yun. Baka final destination levels na siya kasi malamigin talaga ako BUT sure akong gusto ko ulit mag-travel kasama ng OG peeps ko. 'Pag natuloy ako sa Japan ng walang laptop and work phone, eto na talaga 'yun.

Tito Ro is keeping up with me and soul sis' pop cult indulgence. They're on a road trip and just got a KISS message. Pic ni soul sis sa Walk of Fame na merong Daniel Radcliffe mark. Sabi pa: Heard your also a fan. O 'di ba? As a legit Tito, win 'yan. Wala kasi pake masyado 'yun sa lahat ng bagay, pero anxiety and paranoia niya wagas. Hahahahahaha. Matuto kasi siya mag-Tagalog para ma-gets niya lahat ng sinasabi namin ni soul sis. Mukha naman siyang Fil-Jap e. LOL.

Second dad and I's convo are evolving. As an example, sabi ko thank you for always keeping up with my shit as I grow. Sabi naman niya: Can't take any credit... it's the inner thing and how you internalize the entire learning experience... Me: Bakit 'pag ikaw nagsabi dalisay saka ang ganda ng English? Hahahahahahahaha.

Tatay kong pakitong-kitong and I are reaching out to each other more and more. HALA. Stress pa rin siya to the point na gusto na niya akong ihatid-sundo sa BGC then bike siya and kape. LUL. Ganyan 'yan. Akala mo walang pake, pero 'pag may sunog, kahit wala siyang dalang tubig, susugod siya. Ni-hug pa ako and sabi na kaya ko na dahil anak nila ako ng nanay kong dragon. OPAK. Cringe. Hahahaha.

Chixxxx update. While I am getting bored kasi ambagal ng ganaps, I straight up asked her kung type niya ako. Sagot niya, kita kami December. HAHAHAHHAHAHAH. Bakit ba kasi sobrang complicated ng mga XX? Tacca. 'Pag ako sinaltik, rektahin ko na ba 'tong si legit rare Pokemon para matapos na rin ang pago-overthink ko? Maiba naman.

Friendship bracelet from one of the juniors. Alam mo, whenever I'm in doubt, I look at it. Touch it. Reminds me of my why and why not. Kahit na 'di madali. Kahit kakatamad pumasok kaso 'yung isang junior, excited siya and mas okay naman talaga personal alignments. UGH. FUDGE. Also, Gen Zs are teaching me lessons kahit ang hassle mag-adjust ng slang and lens. Perfect combo sa convos ng boomer second dad ko.

Small talks from the kaibuturan sa mga team members within and outside my team. And actually, looking each other eye to eye. Funny how I'm able to handle a specific one-sided sigaw-sigaw session with someone who told me that I'm political and a people pleaser. HAHAHAHA. That person expected na I will fight fire with fire and bugbog abot sa akin.

True naman, gusto ko talaga siya sampalin and tuhuran right because sobrang irrelevant and out of line na 'yung sinasabi niya. BUT... in the name of dalisay season and anger management 101, sinabi ko na: I'm loyal to myself, not my team. Also, I'm but loyal to the customer, the end user. And dahil kups talaga argument niya, sinabi ko na bawat linya, bawat spiel, bawat slide, buong team ang sumuporta at lumaban. Gulat siya ihhh. Sinabi ko rin na 'di ko na 'yan para i-explain sa lahat pero, ginusto mo, so eto. Politics is not my cup of tea. Wala nga akong pake sa org chart at ratings e. HAHAHAHAHA. E 'di natahimik at kumalma. Thicccc Virgo talaga, kaya I can handle as a Taurus-Aries impostor. Yep, kwento ko 'tong Aries development as a Venn Diagram girly soon.

Ako kasi, 'pag pinasa ko na bola sa work, kahit pa overthinker ako, tinatayaan ko na 'yung pinasahan. Periodt. Ganun ako magtrabaho. Walang personalan. I will continue advocating for my team so as long as dama ko 'yung full support which is honestly fullest support sila sa akin lalo the past months. HUHUHUHUHU. Wala rin naman kasi silang choice e. Hahahahahaha. Trust issues, pasowkkk. Dali. LUH SIYA.

Soul sis reels and memes deluge na hindi na lang puro rant and shit. Sineseryoso ko 'yung boss bitch era on training wheels niya. It's me talking to my naive self in the name of 14 going 40 peg namin. LOL.

My Genats home. HUHUHUHUHU. Sobrang care kahit mga ilang buwan na akong 'di nakakadalaw. Laging may message na 'wag akong pabinat and may padala pang food. :D Cabbage rolls na 'di ko pa nga pala nakakain kasi kakatamad mag-init ng food.

Better state ng skin tumors ni Vidi. He's really getting weaker kasi nga 11 years old. Tapos, may newly opened crematory malapit sa amin. Galit na galit tatay ko kasi bakit daw ako nagse-send ng ads na ganun sa kanya. Sabi ko, para lang prepared na sa tamang panahon. Sabi, until 20 years pa raw si Vidi. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Mag-roadtrip pa raw sila sa Bats area and hybrid bike with basket. LUH.

Souvenirs ng binyag ng bunso ng kapatid ko arrived. :D Takte talaga. Pero tuhog ito sa aking project so, test market na po tayo real quick para bago naman ilabas sa niche merkado, check natin anong pulso ng madlang pipolzzz. Shemay. Wala na akong pang-Shein dahil bibili pa ako ng gatas na hypoallergenic bukas. FUDGE talaga.

Kakiligan na tahimik pero tumatagos. LUH. ULOL. Hahahaha. Iinom ko na lang ito ng malala. Lagnat laki lang yata ito. :D LUL. Kinikilig pa pala ako noh. Baka nga hindi nga ako halaman after all. Pero 'di ko pa talaga sure kasi okay naman ako now. Isa-isa lang, pero derecho lang. Weekend naaaaa!

[vyvesvi]

why have i been striking out so consistently when it comes to online shopping recently TTTT all i want is to be warm and comfy

[dangireadtoomuch]

Fanfic Recs <3

hey mutuals! these are some of the fics ive been loving and felt the need to share w yall. working on updating this list as we speak, i just got too excited to share lol. this is honestly like the only thing im good at ( making lists AHAH). if yall have any fanfics u would like to see on this list, or any fics in general u want to send my way-- please feel free to do so!  ｡･:*:･ﾟ★｡･:*:･ﾟ☆｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆｡･:*:･ﾟ★｡･:*:･ﾟ☆｡･:*:･ﾟ★｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ ･:*:･ﾟ★

Euphoria 

fezco x reader

power outage || creator: rainywriter

Tw: fluffy

streets. ||creator: pussypockett

tw: slight jealousy. violence. fluff(?

summary: where the reader is at the new years party and nate jacobs starts to like flirt with her and fez gets like really jealous

say goodbye again || creator: dollybarnes

tw: angst, depression, threats of gun violence, heartbreak, canon-typical drug use, very brief suicide ideation, no hea

just angst….

earn it || creator: dollybarnes

tw: 18+ content, implied one night stand, implied unprotected sex, strong language, oral sex (f receiving), public sex (almost), dirty talk

summary: smutty 

oh, daddy || creator: dollybarnes

tw: *18+, detailed sexual content, d/s themes, oral sex (f receiving), dirty talk, light degradation, daddy kink, squirting, pussy spanking, praise, begging.

summary: more smut

jealous, babe? || creator: nexusnyx

tw: drug use

summary:  fezco's not used to sharing his girl's attention. when faye arrives, he and ash think that you are going to hate the new visitor. the only problem is—you're too kind to hate someone you don't know, and when she's not causing issues, faye can be... fun. that's when you find out fezco's definitely not a fan of sharing you.

papi bones || creator: pussypockett

tw:  masturbation. unprotected sex. dirty talk. very detailed blowjob.

summary: fwb

wicked games || creator: nexusnyx

tw: this is an 18+ work. minors dni. mentions of drug use, drug dealing, implied sexual content. you know—just all things euphoria-related. i do not give permission for my work to be copied or distributed anywhere.

summary:  it’s just another party and just another hazy night until it’s not. until he is walking around, having talks on the couch with people and looking at you from across the room, eyeing you up and down and then smooth talking you ‘till you’re both gone.

where the reader finds out about faye and is livid and he makes it up to her. || creator: lilaalouuxx

tw: szn 2 spoilers, swearing, smut

summary: “you mind tell me why this junkie ass bitch is here! in our house! with her feet on our godamn table”

good morning || creator: fezcossnowflake

tw: nsfw, clothed ridding, fingering, language, mention of bodily fluids.

summary:  this morning, you didn't text fez when you woke up and he's annoyed.

take me home || creator: fezcossnowflake

tw: none

summary:  fez's struggling with the idea of not being good enough for you.

fexco!fwb ||  episode. 2 creator: sublimecatgalaxy

tw: angst, swearing, tears, mentions of drugs, mentions of sex

summary: fwb

multi chapter

trails and tribulations of a dealer || pt.2 creator: vyserion

tw:mentions of dealing drugs, crude language, underage use of marijuana and drinking, kissing, not edited.

summary: fez had a couple favorite clients, but by far you were at the top of his list

just friends  || creator: glittersandsourcherries

tw: nudity, first time

summary:  you ask fez to take your virginity

forever winter || episode. 2 episode. 3 || creator: geekingyoufix

tw:cursing, drug use, mental illness

summary: fezco meets a girl that is desperate to subdue her brain. belle has never met anyone so kind. 

lucky penny || episode. 2 || creator: dollybarnes

tw: canon-typical violence, strong language, drug handling/usage, dark themes, past child-abuse, developing relationship, hurt-comfort, anxiety disorder, sexual scenes, d/s undertones.

summary: the day penelope holden walked into fezco’s life was one he’d never forget. it was a tuesday. she was wearing a cute little dress and she was looking to buy some coke. not the powder, the drink, and she wanted it in a glass bottle, not a plastic one. and she smiled wide and pretty when he ducked into the back of the freezer and procured a six-pack, ‘specially for her.

godspeed || episode. 2 || creator: nexusnyx

tw: : this is an 18+ work. minors dni. mentions of drug use, drug abuse, drug dealing, violence, implied sexual content, weapons. you know. just all things euphoria-related. i do not give permission for my work to be copied or distributed anywhere.

summary:  you come back to live in the same awful town you grew up in, and as a result of your n.a. meetings, ends up friends with a high-schooler named rue. when she takes you to a party, you find there an old classmate who always had something kind to offer, and he looks even better than you remember.

rule of three || creator: dollybarnes

tw: *18+, mom!reader, jacobs!reader, surprise baby, hidden pregnancy, past-relationship, strong language.

summary: ‘hey, uh– it’s mads. maddy. maddy perez.’ the unmistakably feminine caller stumbled over her words with nerves or adrenaline, you couldn’t quite tell which. “nate gave me your number. he’s–” her voice caught. “he’s in the hospital. he got hurt. it looked bad. really bad.” she whispered.

alone with you || episode. 2 || creator: nexusnyx

tw: this is an 18+ work. minors dni. mentions of drug use, drug abuse, drug dealing, violence, implied sexual content, weapons, murder, and death. i do not give permission for my work to be copied or distributed anywhere.

summary:  there’s not a lot of good in his life, but some things are just too good and some things are just not for him. you’re both of those mentioned, and fezco knows he needs to let you go ‘cause if it’s up to you, you’d stick by him.

vunerable || episode. 2 || creator: iheartlexihoward

tw: drug addiction, rue being a mess, regular euphoria type shite

summary: fez turns up at your window not wanting to talk about some “fucked up shit” that just happened, and you’re the only person he could even think of being with right now.

he just needs time || episode. 2 || creator: multifandomwhore-003

tw: mentions of drug use, season 2 spoilers.

summary: since the new arrival of an unwanted visit, things have been getting a little hostile at your boyfriend’s house.

elliot x reader 

unconditionally   creator: cryonme

tw: mentions of vomitting, drugs + alcohol, swearing, parental neglect, angst if you kinda squint.

summary:  “can i get a fic w elliot where he promises the reader that he would stop drinking smoking and doing drugs but goes to her house wasted one night and the reader is very gentle w him so he thinks she’s messing w him and they get into a fight pls (ends in elliot apologizing to her and saying something like “i’ve just never been w someone like you) thanks!!”

drunk words are sober thoughts creator: yourstrulyalthea

tw: alcohol 

summary: a night they knew they would regret turns out to be a night they needed.

fall in love with you || creator: sublimecatgalaxy

tw: swearing, drugs, and mentions of sexual activity.

summary:  this is super wholesome. this one is based off a request, "elliot is into the reader and they’re best friends and reader falls asleep in his bed and he takes a picture falls off her because he thinks she looked adorable and kisses her forehead and rue catches the whole thing and teased him about it?"

[universodamaquiagem-oficial]

Halloween Inspo 👻 @makeupby_tashxx Posted @withregram • @makeupby_tashxx 🍦🌸💖ICE CREAM💖🌸🍦 Cause I really do be melting in this heat😰 It’s been a hot min since I last posted makeup I know… This ones been sat in my drafts since June🙈 I kinda lost my confidence with it for a little bit. Everything I was creating I hated but when I did a comparison with this and an Ice cream look I done when I first started out it’s made me feel proud🥰🥰🥰 I really am way to hard on myself at times but the break did me the world of good… & we backkk ready to smash out the SZN we live for🎃💕 Inspo - @beautybymsh 💗 PRODUCTS💕 @plouise_makeup_academy BASE R2 + WINTER ROSE @maybelline FIT ME 332 + @nyxcosmetics_uk BORN TO GLOW ‘GOLDEN’ (mixed) @maybelline ERASER ‘NUDE’ @mehronuk paint palette @beautybaycom BRIGHTS PALETTE @iconic.london illuminating drops @makeuprevolution HL @sugar_andlash LASHES @foxwigs BARBIE WIG @lensofficial1 Solotica Hidrocor Quartzo Made the ice creams myself with expanding foam, a glue gun, actual ice cream cones & sprinkles🥰💖🍦 #icecream #icecreammakeup #DIY #melting #meltingicecream #sprinkles #icecreamqueen #props #specialmakeupeffects #sfx #sfxmakeup #specialeffectsmakeup #specialeffects #fx #fxmakeup #halloweenmakeup https://www.instagram.com/p/CVT5SbOsNgE/?utm_medium=tumblr

[likedovesinthewnd]

Herbal tea & early grey tea! 🥰

Herbal Tea: You’re at a candle shop, what scented candle do you buy?

I will always go for the lavender and vanilla scents, but if it’s the fall or winter szn, you better believe I’m getting pumpkin spice scented everything.

Earl Grey Tea: The inevitable zombie apocalypse is upon us! What’s your plan of action?

So I’ve actually thought about this a lot since I love The Walking Dead. For starters, I’m gonna pray that the shit doesn’t hit the fan on a day I’m not at work bc being inside a hospital would be less than ideal. Also, like who wants to die on the clock, I mean really.

I have zero survival skills and I hate being outdoors so it’s pretty much gonna come down to this pretty face and pussy to keep me alive, which I am so good with lol! Gonna find myself a murder daddy and be a good little apocalypse wife.

Thanks for the ask, baby yoda.

✨send me cafe asks✨

[ambam91]

Hi, I hope you’re doing well! What’s your favorite season, and do you have any memories about it? Thanks so much, I wish you all the best!

Hey! Thanks for the ask. I live in Canada so my favourite season(s) weather wise are late spring and early fall. Summer is a close second because it’s summer! And we really only get like 3.5 months of summer before it’s back to the snow so you really have to enjoy it, also my birthday is in the summer so 🤷‍♀️ hah. Winter is my least favourite because I hate the cold and snow. Snow is okay around Christmas time, but after Christmas I’m ready for the snow and cold to go away and the warmer weather to come.

As a good Canadian, my favourite non-weather season is Hockey SZN (Which starts in TWO days!!) GO LEAFS GO 🏒

[celosian-blog]

anyways back to Cal Content !

cal’s clan never celebrated christmas .   winter is a low month energy wise and they’re all pretty meh but cal when he was younger a wee lad in public school saw kids talking about santa and presents and christmas cookies and they were like cAL WHAT DID U ASK SANTA and he was like w-who ? and they were like :OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO  and he really wanted to celebrate christmas because HE HATED FEELING LIKE AN OUTCAST HE FELT LIKE THAT A LOT and he went home crying and his dad was ready to burn the school down and he’s like MY SON ? MY LITTLE CUB WHAT IS WRONG and cal’s like HOW COME SANTA DOESN’T COME TO VISIT I WANNA SANTA !!! 

and his mom never really celebrated christmas much either it just wasn’t a THing in her fam but her and his dad went HARDCORE on learning everything they needed and his mom baked christmas cookies with him and his siblings sang really purposefully out of tune christmas songs and like his mom went ham with decorating the villa and his dad got mad presents and he’s like so into it and he’s such a happy little lion baby so now everywhere they celebrate christmas and cal is extra sentimental bc his fam didn’t have to do that but it’s SO NICE bc they just all get together they drink they laugh someone definitely makes possessed christmas cookies ( its basia ) 

AZAR STEALS SHIT CAL DOESN’T INDIRECTLY SAY HE WANTS BUT HE KNOWS HIS BROTHER AND HE KNOWS HIS BROTHER DOESN’T LIKE WHEN HE’S MESSY BUT HE BECOMES OS MESSY AND JUST STEALS SHIT AND MAKES SURE IT’S INDIRECTLY KNOWN ITS STOLEN AND CAL LOSES HIS MIND BUT AZAR IS LIKE ‘this the szn brother ^_^”

[vancityryan]

#bviewtask ☆ spooky szn  — task #3 gettin’ deep and personal

what’s your favorite part of fall?

Family time is one of the most important things for me. That’s why I spend as much time with my motorcycle as possible before winter hits and I’m forced to spend time with my ‘real’ family. I love them almost as much.

what about your least favourite?

My wife starts baking hardcore this time of year. It’s a very bad thing.

what’s a song that always makes you think of Halloween?

Devil Woman by Cliff Richards. Jam to that one all year round.

describe your quintessential fall outfit?

Whatever my mom picks out for me. Or white shoes that I’ll ruin immediately.

have you ever played with a ouija board?

It’s how my daughters came into the world. Don’t use a Ouija board.

do you feel that fall makes you happy or sad?

It depends how often my wife is keeping me fed and whether she’s made me sleep in the dog house yet. Generally, it’s a happy time when the wife’s happy. 

what’s your favorite Halloween-related movie?

I’m gonna pretend The Shining counts and say The Shining.

now that the weather’s getting colder, what’s a go-to comfort meal for fall?

Really specific, but my wife makes an incredible bourbon chicken. And an incredible everything else. Essentially anything that I haven’t touched in the kitchen is a comfort food. 

do you believe in ghosts & spirits?

Yep. Sometimes I can still hear my dad scolding me from beyond the grave. I’m also pretty sure I’ve seen George Michael’s ghost. 

favorite fall-related scent?

My wife’s fresh baked pumpkin pie. God, it’s so good I hate it.

are you a generally superstitious person?

No, but Mom is, and I make fun of her for it sometimes. She’s going to disown me one of these days.

do you rake up the leaves in your yard, or leave them fall where they may?

I always rake up the leaves only so that my daughters and my dogs can play in them, to be honest. It’s kind of pointless to do it for any other reason.

if you were home alone and heard footsteps in your house, what would you do?

Tell my dad to fuck off.

hot apple cider or pumpkin spice coffee?

Apple cider wins by a landslide. Pumpkin spice anything is an abomination. Still mad that Tim Horton’s stopped selling their cider. I’ve been betrayed by my own people.

pick a team of three people to go with you to a haunted house if you wanted to survive?

Jake Gyllenhaal, my daughter James, and my wife to use as a human shield.

do you use the pumpkin seeds once you’ve scooped ‘em from the jack-o-lantern?

Personally, I’m not a weirdo so I have no use for them, but my wife uses them for baking sometimes. I never thought they had a purpose, but she proved me wrong.

favorite Halloween costume that you’ve ever worn?

Hei Hei, the chicken from Moana. My girls dressed me up real nice for that one. 

what’s your favorite fall time activity?

Letting my children play in the street. Just kidding—sleeping. Pumpkin picking is close behind in second place.

graveyards at night: yay or nay?

Graveyards in general are a no from me. They bring back terrible memories of that one movie I did where I was buried alive for two hours.

do you enjoy baking during the fall season?

Hahahah.

are you more into Halloween parties or trick-or-treating?

I do like going trick-or-treating with my girls. There’s nothing more satisfying than watching them knock on a stranger’s door, only to get it slammed in their face. Just kidding. It’s a joy.

what role do you play in a horror movie: the final girl, first to die, comic relief, the brain, or the murderer?

All of the above. I’m the comic relief brain of the group that dies first but then becomes a ghost and becomes a murderer out of revenge, and then I’m the last girl standing.

have you ever changed your appearance with the season? like dyeing your hair or doing different makeup?

I occasionally dye my grey hairs brown to convince other people that I’m not old.

after a scary movie… lights on or off?

It depends. If it’s The Conjuring, I’m okay with the lights off. If it’s Frozen, every light in the house stays on or people will die.

what’s your favorite candy that you look forward to getting around Halloween?

Everything that my daughters bring home from trick-or-treating. Then I convince them that they ate it all.

you’re a witch or warlock… what’s your familiar animal?

My three dogs, except combined to make this terrifying, deformed hell hound. 

it’s an apple, and it’s coated with what: chocolate, candy or caramel?

Anyone that says anything but caramel is going to hell.

do you believe in any urban legends like moth man or chupacabras?

Sometimes I’ll just turn into a full-on werewolf in the middle of the night. It’s kind of weird.

are you more into the fall aesthetic, or just in it for Halloween?

I’m in it for the candy. And my family, too, I guess.

supernatural time: do you wanna be a vampire, werewolf, or zombie?

I accidentally already revealed that sometimes I’m a werewolf, so I guess I have no choice.