#I FUCKIG KNOW
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
berriecomplex · 1 year ago
Text
i am so normal about them (i talk to my walls about them)
3K notes · View notes
hematophagys · 1 month ago
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media
unfinished soljackies frum my files . im probably neber gonna finish these LOL
306 notes · View notes
daftpatience · 2 months ago
Text
no y'know what. I did my time idolizing gay twinks. reblog if you love fat ugly boys with gay earrings rat nao
355 notes · View notes
vesperscas · 1 year ago
Text
cas deserves to be SOOOO loved... he deserves to have someone hold him gently and tell him he's kindness personified and that he's all that's good in the world...
207 notes · View notes
bananakeiky · 8 months ago
Text
This isn't about Hoyo I just needed to vomit some AFTG thoughts into a public space and I just finished ToS and I'm rabid. I have no idea how many of y'all even read this series but spoilers. And trigger warnings. Anyways.
Okay what the fuck ever the thing about ToS isn't just about of the extra trigger warnings and things that made me wanna throw up and cry at the same time. It's about how horribly, tragically awful it is that Jean is full of so much love. He always has been. It's not just haha what a pansexual no. Jean craves affection so fucking much. He's weak to pretty people and devastated by kind people. He clung to Kevin. He clung to Renee. He even clung to Thea, who affectionately called him Paris as he trailed her like a little duckling. He spits and rages and claws at them all, calling them every rabid name in the dictionary and beyond. He has a laundry list of insults for Neil, who freed him, one of the only people he truly trusts. It's just that he never expects it back. He never wants it back because it hurts so much worse when it's gone. People hurt him when it's gone. He says "I can take it" and "this is normal" because he would burn if he couldn't.
This is why he rejects the Trojans. Every "don't you see" and "why do you look away" is well-meaning but twice as hurtful because accepting it would mean Jean didn't hurt because he deserved it. Without that crutch it means he suffered for nothing. He hurt for nothing. Accepting it would mean that Jean would have to open up and fully comprehend the absolute horrors that were done not just to his life but to his personhood. To him. He was a child and a victim and he deserved to be saved and he wasn't. Not until it was too late. All of those years after being sold by his parents, yearning, aching to be loved by somebody and used as a toy and a scapegoat in return by anyone who touched him. Love is painful. Trust is painful. And Jean will love and love and love until it kills him and he knows it.
But this is why Kevin sent him to the Trojans. They may not understand survival and suffering the way the Foxes do, but they're genuine. They may be misguided with some of their efforts and need to take time learning how Jean works but they try and try and keep trying. They understand their own faults and healthy coping mechanisms and how to treat your worst enemies with respect. Hell, nearly the entirety of Jeremy's inner circle are in queer relationships with each other except for himself because he's too busy thinking about other people to work on that. This is what Jean needs to learn, that people can give without asking for anything in return. That people can be selfless and care for one another without ulterior motives. That love can be healthy and beautiful and not cruel.
And listen. I've been rooting for Jerejean for eight goddamn years. You have no idea how hard I fell when I realized that the ship that embodies the entire idea of healing, self-growth, and respect had been actualized and it's everything I ever wanted and more. The fact that Jeremy helps Jean buy his very first possession. The fact that he's so protective of Jean and thinks he's more important than exy, that Jean will be his success story. When he holds his hands and begs him to open up and backs off when Jean needs space, but never leaves and never gives up. How he spends so much time organizing people and schedules and events just so Jean can feel safe walking around campus. He never pushes too hard, but he never stops pushing. He's so patient. He wants Jean. He wants him so bad, but more than that, he wants Jean to love himself above all else. He's there when Jean has a panic attack at the pool, and sticks around as close as he can after Jean gets attacked. He stays up by the door all night when Jean goes out with Neil to an unknown location. All of this on top of revitalizing the Trojans, dealing with his shit family and the shittier rumors, having to train Jean out of killing his team and teaching his team to trust Jean in return.
Even after all of that his number one priority is always Jean, his head is filled with Jean, making the world comfortable and safe for Jean. It's making sure all of his friends know Jean. Never letting Jean be alone. Getting another twin bed so he can room with him. Always correcting himself, slowing down and speeding up so he can match Jean's pace. Fucking Barkbark. And yes, Renee could have done this too. She was the right person, and yes, the wrong time. But Jeremy found Jean at the right time, a time where he would dedicate everything to Jean. And if Jean one day turns around and wants to give that back, he'll be there, but he'll be just as happy knowing Jean is going to be okay.
ToS is a story about healing. It's about growth and battling the consequences of a life you did not choose. It's about unfairness. It's about what happens after a tragedy, and how to cope with yourself as much as you cope with the outside world. It's about becoming. It's about demons. It's about loyalty. It's about love. It's not about romance. Not yet. But it's about a romance that couldn't exist without it. It's setting up a story about someone who learns to accept that, tragically, he deserves to be treated like a human being. With love. And that he can still have it. That it's right there, waiting for him, when he's ready. He just has to reach out and take it.
79 notes · View notes
lavendersgirl · 10 months ago
Text
Tumblr media
DAMN WOMAN
Arcane Sevika 3D Model by Romain MAZEVET (posted by /spideraxe30 on twt)
84 notes · View notes
dragonpyre · 20 days ago
Text
Funny dnd thing that happened
Bloodhunter: oh no, they found in I’ve been cursed with lycanthropy! I have to run away before they kill me in hatred
The rest of the party: hey why’d the furry run off?
42 notes · View notes
sepiamestus · 4 months ago
Text
Ive been on tumblr for nearly a year and a half. I still dont know what homestuck is and at this point im too afraid to ask
19 notes · View notes
chongoblog · 8 months ago
Text
Looking into the English Jojo VA is something else. Why did no one tell me that Patrick fucking Seitz voices DIO?
37 notes · View notes
puppppppppy · 1 year ago
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
how. do u sona....
120 notes · View notes
leaf-in-a-flower-garden · 3 months ago
Text
It's come to my attention that I am only known as the Daleth Enjoyer, which is not true, I enjoy other things such as.
as
Other things.
12 notes · View notes
narugen · 2 months ago
Text
Tumblr media
can we talk about how in terms of strength wise hoshina is RAPIDLY moving forward and going past mina. hoshina who is starting to leave mina behind. mina who ends up watching everybody she treasures disappear. hey
(i also have a fic about this btw . where mina is tired of being left behind but is rooted to the ground despite how much she detests seeing her comrades go further and further away from where she stands)
19 notes · View notes
ink-man-sam · 1 year ago
Text
Can I say that I cannot fuckig stand grace chasity as a character or will the fandom have my head on a stick?
33 notes · View notes
disenchanted2006 · 8 months ago
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media
i just KNOW Charles was watching this scene and jumping up and down cuz they cast an absolute angel to play him
19 notes · View notes
lapdogchase · 11 months ago
Text
ive been watching The culture on here … Studying The Patterns … drawing conclusions , conducting research … i think ive Figured it all out
27 notes · View notes
thalassous · 1 year ago
Text
Tumblr media
"i believe, we have to kill this guy, citizen kuragin." "damn!"
or, war and peace as well as les miserables happen at literally the same time interval.
[ ID: A halfbody, coloured drawing of Enjolras standing partially in front of Anatole Kuragin. Enjolras is on the left, he holds a pocket watch in his right hand and a gun in his left. He looks troubled. Anatole is on his right, and he lifts his head above his left hand while looking pleased. Enjolras says, "Je crois, nous devons tuer cette homme, Citoyen Kuragin." Anatole responds with, "Zut!" The background is plain grey END ID. ]
35 notes · View notes