#I Dont Know How
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#art tag#rottmnt#raph#donatello#leonardo#michelangelo#this thing took me so many days for no reason help jesse#i think mikey isnt my fav exactly but he got another him-centered drawing#i dont know how#i love colouring#raphael
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The tgcf live action isn't out yet because they're still trying to teach Jeremy Fragrance to speak Chinese so he can play pei ming
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My guys playing backgammon
#yes they see it#i dont know how#they use magic i guess#he`s cheating also#warcraft art#my ocs#Anersis#demon hunter#night elf#kaldorei#blood elf#sin'dorei#Ankain#world of warcraft#wow#wow oc#wow art#warcraft oc#world of warcraft oc#art#artists on tumblr#illidari#wow fanart#warcraft#my art#world of warcraft art#wow legion#digital art#digital illustration#anersis
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im never gonna escape the undertale/deltarune brainrot am i. im not. im trapped here forever. in the depths of insanity
#THEYRE JUST SUCH FUCKING GOOD GAMES#THEY ARE SO FUCKING AMAZING#I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE CAN JUST PLAY UNDERTALE AND CONTINUE WITH THEIR LIFE#ITS SO FUCKING GOOD#SAME WITH DELTARUNE#I MEAN I DID FOR A WHILE#I DONT KNOW HOW#BUT IVE BEEN SUCKED BACK INTO THE DEPTH NEVER TO ESCAPE AGAIN#undertale#deltarune
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I have autism and I'm touch repulsed.
My sense of touch is super sensitive. (Even though I have a pretty high pain tolerance, idk.) I base all my clothing choices first and foremost on how it feels against my skin.
Human touch is... awful. Skin to skin is even worse. If it's one of "my people," I can tolerate it. They now know that I prefer not to hug, and they wait for me to offer, or in rare cases, ask for one.
Crowds? I take anxiety meds and actively dissociate. Handshakes? Dissociate. People touch me without permission? Try not to punch them.
My family was fairly tactile growing up. They loved tickling. I would literally collapse on the floor crying. It was too much; it didn't feel like fun or whatever it is that people like about tickling. It felt more like pain.
I've tried explaining what it's like to people who are not touch repulsed. People on here will probably get it better.
Let's see... touching people makes me want to claw my skin off (it's somehow even worse if there's skin contact). Even when it feels less extreme, my skin is still crawling. I am constantly aware of every part of me that is touching someone else. It's too much, and then I get agitated on top of it.
Being touch repulsed with autism probably has a lot to do with me being asexual. I'm fine reading about sex (sometimes I even enjoy smut), I'm pretty uncomfortable watching sex in media, but the idea of ME touching another person, let alone naked... gross. Just gross.
#autism#touch repulsed#asexual#ace#ace spec#autism spec#asd#“how do you know if you've never tried?”#“don't exaggerate”#“maybe it's your antidepressants”#“you'll find someone”#“you're faking”#“crybaby”#<<<fuck you#seriously fuck you#actually autistic#lgbtqiA+#smut mention#sex in media#how can physical contact feel more painful than actual pain?#i dont know how#but its worse#neurodivergent#actually neurodivergent#high functioning autism
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Im to poor to afford therapy so I decided to do my own therapy when im about to end it all because of homework
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What love?
dallon posted my art in his ig stories omfg
#artists on tumblr#art#digital art#artist#fanart#idkhbtfm#idkhow#i dont know how but they found me#i dont know how#dallon weekes#dallon idkhow#what love?#gloom division#cartoon#retro#vintage#procreate
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Idk about anything else but I know that Trials of Apollo will be adapted into an Anime
#i dont know when#i dont know why#i dont know how#but it will#mark my words#trials of apollo#pjo hoo toa#toa#apollo#lester papadopoulos
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why couldnt my parents have just raised me as a human. why did they have to Leave me. why couldnt they have socialized me why couldnt i have gone to school n had real life experiences why couldnt i have had friends n been dumb n silly when it didnt matter why do i have to be so broken and untrained and everything have so many consequences why dont i get to get to do things for the first time with everyone else why do i have to be here . and the worst. having to have the weight of everything i do be so heavy because what if im bad at it. what if i disgust the only thing i have. what if i lose it all because of what i am . why does everything have to be so scary and hurt so much
#the ache and the dread always overpowers everything else#and the Dirt#the uncleanliness of my entire childhood#i have . nothing that is unstained#every memory#every favourite movie i watched#every favourite game#i dont get nostalgia#i get .#i dont even know how to describe it#but its so specific and its the worst thing in the world#i just want to be free#i just want away from it all but im always here Its Always Here#will i ever get away#or will kill me#do i ever get a chance to live#or is my wanting & hope that i have now for the first time ever bc of my bf exist only to be destroyed by it#for the first time ever i want to live#but i dont know if i can#i want to hope that maybe if im not alone i can#but im scared itll destroy it all#ill destroy it all just by being here#ill stain everything#the curse will get out#the rot will get out#what if by caring im just spreading it#ive never known what its like to care like this#i have to get a job i have to be useful but im so fucking stupid#i dont know how#im just scared
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Do you guys think the reveal that the Federation has some sort of control over time has to do with the "170.0" on today's daily post
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convinced my therapist to watch murder drones
#lennyrambles#murder drones#I DONT KNOW HOW#BUT SHE SAID SHE WATCHED EPISODE 1 MID SESSION SND IT WAS A JUMPSCARE#does this mean I win at therapy /j
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Me: okay for my first multi-chapter fic I’m going to keep it simple
Me, also: and then there was an orgy
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okay but Izuku's arms are definitely coming back
#i dont know how#but they are#i am 100% sure of it#there's no way bkdks arc can be finished without a proper hand hold
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neurodivergency and extreme social anxiety is such a horrific combination truly
#it just hit me that like. i dont know how to talk about my interests anymore. because im used to people not caring#so i just presume no one cares ever and now i actually Cant#I Dont Know How#there are people i've been friends with for a year and a half who dont even know what my favorite show or band is. bc The Fear#macross/robotech has been rotting my brain for four years straight yet i feel like if i bring it up to someone they will pull out a shotgu#and shoot me on the spot#i literally dont even like to reblog macross stuff bc im like “ohhhh man im clogging up the dash with this 1 post gods going to kill me”#sorry. its just been bothering me a lot lately#the binkening
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Y'all i messed up, i made a Jim's Computer fan song
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