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stil-lindigo · 7 months ago

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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

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autism-corner · 2 months ago

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uhoh

#naurr dont show me a sillay whitehaired guy(gn) with obstructed eyess #I DONT NEED MORE. please......#i wont play twst..... i shant..... i have to many games to play(1) rn....... i cant.#actually i also just. dont want to. too few sillies to afford the two characters ill like.#i already KNOWW which ones ill go towards. you know aswell...#and now this guy??? erm.#noo #sillyposting #sorry if this is giving you hope i'll play twst its. not going to happen.#i just like the skelly guy i cant seem to avoid okayy

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cozylittleartblog · 7 months ago

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"content creator" is a corporate word.

we are artists.

#anti ai #fuck ai #artists on tumblr #please do not call me or any artist a content creator #i'm an artist. a fanartist. a designer. but not a content creator #ai clowns in my replies will be deleted and blocked without response so do not waste your breath #you are not an 'artist' for generating an image any more than you are a chef for ordering from a restaurant. someone Else did the work.#owen dennis just deleted all his blue sky stuff again and i hate that he does that because he makes such interesting comments #about the entertainment industry lmao i need to just. start screenshotting every smart thing he says #anyway thats why i decided to finally make this when its been sitting in drafts for a few months #owen dennis #edit - if you dont know who owen dennis is he's the creator of one of the best animated series of the last 20 years (Infinity Train)#he's very open about talking about art and the entertainment/animation industry on social media and in his newsletter and hes so cool 4 it

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sunsetcorvid · 1 year ago

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dear mojang

add more crops in minecraft im begging you im on my hands and knees give us tomatoes give us onions give us strawberries give us peppers

add more food recipes please give us sandwiches give us more pastries give us pudding or some shit

sincerely, the farmer of every minecraft server

#'just play it modded-' NO I WANT IT IN THE ACTUAL GAME #I WANT MORE FARMING I WANT MROE FOOD #I DONT WANT MORE MOBS OR MINERALS OR PLANTS I WANT CROPS I WANT RECIPES #we need an agriculture update i would go crazy over that #mojang please #please #miles rambles #minecraft

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gascreates · 3 months ago

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a new star

#i been thinkin about the asteroid again #i think about the asteroid a lot more than i think is normal #like just the complete randomness of it and how everything changed in literally the blink of an eye #like the dinoss rules the fucking earth and probably still would if space had just been a little bit different #how long did it take the asteroid to reach us #at what point was the impact inevitable #like these sound like scientific answers but i need you to know these are questions that my soul wants answered in poetry #yes the math is cool but can i talk about what tragedy looks like melted into the earth #how power and pain and mourning but also change and new life and a future were embedded in a layer of iridum that spread around the planet #can we talk about how looking at the layers of the earth is the most physical type of time travel there is #can i please talk about that layer of pain #can i mourn when i see it #or am i just a weird kid crying when i look at rocks #ALSO. was parasaurolophus alive when the asteroid hit? i dont think so #but it's too late #yall get to suffer with me #dinosaurs

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hollis-art · 3 months ago

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i haven't watched the movie yet and they're already invading my mind

closeups of the ones i enjoy are under the cut

#NO SPOILERS PLEASE. PLEASE. tumblr is already showing me enough i dont need more #the drawing of wade on the couch is drawn over a vintage barbie drawing btw. i wanted to barbify him #deadpool and wolverine #deadpool 3 #deadpool #wolverine #wade wilson #logan howlett #deadpool x wolverine #poolverine #deadpool fanart #wolverine fanart #fanart #art

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itty-bitty-sunshine · 2 months ago

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The illusion of choosing a path when it had been carved out from the start

It was out of love, though. For you.

You can walk out if you want.

#i had to redo this whole thing bc it didnt post. thanks tumblr #they are fine they just need a second #perkeo forgot thats a huge deal bc theyve been working on it for such a long time so its just a normal tuesday #i wanted to draw a background so it wouldnt look so empty but that would've taken too long so good enough #i also hate the 7th image with burning passion but ive redone it 4 times already so good enough² #they are wrapped in a blanket btw. bc i like being wrapped in blankets #ive stared at this too long it doesnt make sense to me anymore but im posting anyway bc we ball #immortal au #immortal au art 🎨#dca au #dca fandom #dca community #doodles #sunshine draws #comic #dca fnaf #dca sun #dca moon #< technically. kind of implied. but heres there #please dont tag my stuff as fnaf #oc #if i forgot any tag i probably wont add later anyway. it is what it is #this took a while #it was more annoying to try to upload it than to actually make it

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aphel1on · 7 months ago

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AURGH auwarghh the autistic parental trauma... the epi was wacky hijinks then dropped this on us out of nowhere... (sobs) laios... laiiiiooooos

#he just like me fr #dungeon meshi #laios touden #actuallyautistic #aphelion.txt #dunmeshi #laios #autism things #im definitely chewing on that marcille lore/angst too but the laios nightmare sequence hit close to home!!#dont think falin had a great relationship with their parents either #i mean aside from being willing to abandon her in the dream. idk if that's 100% accurate to how they acted.#it didnt seem like her affinity for ghosts was gonna go down real good in that flashback #also i need to write that post abt how falin has girl autism (dont ask me what that means unless you want to enter an unskippable cutscene)#actually its pretty easy to hit most dunmeshi chars w the hammer of autism laios is just the most obvious #senshi hyperfixating and having meltdowns (Waterwalk Incident.) and low empathy for people until he's gotten Attached #i need to go find that post someone made about chilchuck being the token allistic it was so fucking funny #i have like 3 more dunmeshi autism metas in my mental queue apparently. please make me shut up

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razormaze · 1 month ago

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what fear a man like you brings upon a woman like me (please don’t look at me)

#mouthwashing #art #anya mouthwashing #anya #illustration #artists on tumblr #fanart #mouthwashing fanart #lyrics from ptolomaea by ethel cain #abort that thang anya #i played the funny game #i have many thoughts. number one being i think we need to learn to not fandomify every piece of media #like yes please draw fanart and have fun and stuff #but maybe interact with the characters that are abusers and abuser apologists a little more carefully!#specifically curly. lots of people woobify him when hes an enabler #obviously not a bad person inherently but a lot more nuanced than it seems. i dont really like seeing anya x curly art #he took away her autonomy in the game after she told him abt jimmy. i think they cared about each other but its deeper than surface level #anyway good game. yeah

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butchjesus · 6 months ago

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ok but for real now. since tiktok has so throughly disappointed on this trend. who is your strangest hear me out / most bizarre crush? freaks and headscratchers only edition

#please 👁👁 I am so fascinated by this.#also I need to know I'm not the only one with double-take worthy and more-than-a-little-embarrassing taste #hear me out #ask meme #polls #memes #original #blorbos #blorboposting #fictional crush #(they dont have to be characters or even people. skys the limit and not even really because space and aliens and stuff)#monster lover #tag meme #(I've posted about some of mine here before but none of you in a million billion years would guess who the newest one is. its not even that #creative or out there just. head in my hands how did I get here kinda situation)

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star-mail · 10 months ago

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repost cause i decided they deserve their own post

breaking my silence,, liujiuplane <3<3<3<33<

#art #mxtx #svsss #the scum villain's self saving system #shang qinghua #shen qingqiu #shen jiu #liu qingge #liujiuplane #liushang #liujiu #scumplane #jiuplane #goddamn so many ship names #they are so incredibly underrated its H #they had the mission togetherr! sure one of them accused the other of trying to murder them but if that isnt romance i dont know what is #i need more content of them please and thank u

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tubbytarchia · 1 year ago

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Sorry, last one, swear!! I'll try and finish this by the 10th and then I will leave you all alone. I'm experiencing some long missed joy in creating this, please forgive my impatient excitement

#Just need this to be done already but its not so I just need to share one last bit of it to keep myself motivated. Please understand #Mercy... Thank you for all the support though but I'll express more of that at the end of this #scarian #desert duo #trafficshipping #trafficblr #those pink forest backgrounds are like the only ones I remotely like in this entire animation #but I'll try to redo and improve some of the others before I dare show them to the public eye. My backgrounds suck ass #seriously though wahhh I am so miserable but alas... the joy of creation #sorry for speaking like this is my magnum opus and everyone needs to look at it. I just dont know when I'll ever create smth like this agai #to me this means a lot #too many tags #tubby art

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feelo-fick · 4 months ago

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