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#I COULDNT FIND IT ANYWHERE OMG THANK YOU??? THANK YOU SO MUCH?????
eileenleahy · 1 year
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there are multiple rus websites that have bay of death (1926) and upon checking in pretty good quality but unfortunately I don’t think they have subtitles so it would be possible to watch just not. fully understandable
WHAT
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mythicmanuscripts · 27 days
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omg so excited!! haha i was wondering if i'd submitted too many asks and tumblr was telling me i needed to take a break lol!
could we maybe see omega!jace in heat? maybe after mating when they're comfy with each other, and just how it typically goes? literally needy, clingy, sensitive jace gives me life haha - thank you!!
Absolutely anon, absolutely!!
NSFW subby omega!Jace below the cut. As always all a/b/o stuff will be tagged with 'a/b/o hotd' so if you want to avoid this content then just block that tag :))
Right firstly, needy, clingy, sensitive Jace is just Jace. He's always like that.
I definitely think that Jace being so sensitive definitely carries on into his heat. He's VERY particular about fabric and scents during his heats, even more so than usual. Before you started courting him, he would have to have sets of linen and blankets washed twice and then carry them up to his room himself for his nest to ensure there were no other scents in his nest at all during his heats. He didnt even want his mother's scent there. Usually he can enjoy laying with everyone but closer to his heats literally every single scent is too much for him.
Until he met you and then things changed. Jace has loved your scent from the moment he met you and he only became more obsessed with it once he got to know you. He was a bit worried as his first heat since meeting you drew closer because he actually thought he might be repulsed by your scent during a heat like he is with everyone else's scents.
He sets up his nest with his new linen and blankets with no scents at all like he usually needs. Until... until he wakes up the next morning in heat and everything feels so wrong because he can't find your scent anywhere. He ends up having to call someone to fetch a blanket from your bed because he just couldnt stop crying and couldnt settle and needed your scent.
After that, he spends every heat before you mate him in a nest covered in your scent (honestly he might just kick you out of your own room and stay there for his heat).
Anyway, let's get back to the actual ask and discuss how heats normally go with him after the matings.
The most important part for him is ensuring the only scents in his nest are yours and his. If his siblings or mother spent any time in his nest then anything they touched must be removed. You always know when Jace's heat is upcoming because you'll begin to notice some of your clothes are missing (he hoards them in his own closet and then uses them in his nest right before hie heat starts).
We all know that Jace is so sweet and kind and wants nothing more than to please you , to please his alpha. However, the only exception to this is heats. The moment his heat starts he becomes a whiny, needy little shit who will cry if you move too far to the left and will just grab you and move you in whatever position he wants.
You, of course, just let him do it. You focus on complementing him and kissing him softly and praising him. You make sure he's always in your arms and let him have you in whatever way he wants.
And he's always just... so sweet? He begs so nicely and politely and when you tell him to move he always does. He trusts you to look after him, and he knows if he needs something you will help him always.
I also think you'd have to be very good at keeping him clean? You always make sure to clean him up between waves. Most omegas couldn't care less about being covered in slick and cum but Jace absolutely HATES it and if you let him fall asleep without cleaning him up then he will be SO unhappy when he wakes up and he won't let you help him until he's cleaned himself up.
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asteroidzzzn · 1 year
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more than just a dream - 005, 6am
pairing: college!ellie x reader
synopsis: you transfer to a new school where you only know one person; your childhood best friend. he invited you to a beginning of the year party to meet some new people, but one person, in particular, catches your eye... his other best friend.
a/n: HALLOWEENNNNNN
genre: social media au, fluff
series masterlist -- previous chapter -- next chapter
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bria 🧚
HI WHAT COSTUMES R U ALL WEARING TO THE HALLOWEEN PARTY
jesseee 😙😙
hot dog with mustard
y/n
hot dog with ketchup
jesseee 😙😙
hehehehehe
y/n
hehehehe
bria 🧚
😭 anyone else besides those 2 answer pls....
dina
im gonna be ghostface !!
bria 🧚 ❤️ a message
bria 🧚
i love that omg
what ab u ellie?
ellie
eh idk i dont feel like dressing up
bria 🧚
BOOO boring tomatoes tomatoes
dina ❤️ a message
jesseee 😙😙 ❤️ a message
y/n ❤️ a message
ellie
HELP EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU GANGING UP ON ME/??!
y/n
come on u literally have to wear SOMETHING
its HALLOWEEN
jesseee 😙😙
yk who u kinda look like
pennywise
y/n ❤️ a message
ellie
YOU ARE A SICK MAN
ellie left the groupchat
jesseee 😙😙 added ellie to the groupchat
jesseee 😙😙
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ellie
??!?!?!
dina
HELP MEE
ellie if u dress up as pennywise ill actually pay u
ellie
how much r we talking ab......
dina
$20
bria 🧚 ❤️ a message
bria 🧚
PLEASE YOU HAVE TO
ellie
oh i will
$20 is $20
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dina 💋
hi do u know where y/n is? she spammed me a few minutes ago but i was talking to bria but now i cant find her anywhere
ellie
shes ob the table
singing and dacnging
ik shes wearung a hot dog costuke but she looks hotrn
so hot omh
dina 💋
oh ok so ur very drunk rn
ik shes wearung a hot dog costuke but she looks hotrn ur GONNEEE LMFAO i wont let u forget u said this
focus focus we'll talk later thank you ill go find her
ellie
mmkkhkkk cya
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jesseee 😙😙
do ygs know where y/n is
i havent seen her since the party last night and its 6 am already
bria 🧚
im with her rn i had to take her to the hospital
she fell off a table and broke her wrist
jesseee 😙😙
oh my god
ellie
holy shit is she ok?
dina
aw poor girl :(
bria 🧚
holy shit is she ok? yeah she will be
shes honestly more upset she didnt get to see u in ur pennywise costume...
ellie
oh thank GOD she didn't
i looked ridiculous
dina
ok miss 'idc what she thinks ab me'
ellie
dina this isnt the gc with just us and jesse
bria 🧚
uh is there something i dont know
ellie
oml no theres nothing just forget it
dina
oh shit
im sorry
dina deleted 6 messages
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a/n; this is my version of a cliffhanger.. also i just realized this is the halfway point in this series and they havent even realized they like each other...... LMFAOOO
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i enjoy slowburns a lot actually if u couldnt tell
it will get more interesting soon tho pROMISE
taglist: @ximtiredx @gold-dustwomxn @elliesinterlude @fireflyels @trulygnomed @deluluwh-0-re @elliewilliamsmissingfingerss @emluvselandabs @ariianelle @jokerpokimoon @lonelyfooryouonly @lil-elliesgf @yuaaa05 @ourautumn86 @ucannotcompare
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whumpfessional · 1 year
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omg i thought you deactivated cuz tumblr wasnt tumblring and i couldnt find you anywhere i was so scared
anon thank you so much for this. I’ve been having a rough go of it and was questioning being here with my writing but you just made my week. I didn’t think anyone would be searching for my writing 😅
I’ve been meaning since October to update my masterpost with all my whumptober stuff. And there are like 8-10 more chapters of Circe stuff. I’ve just been stuck.
lol sorry for turning your ask into this long post. Just a lot on the mind
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6okuto · 2 years
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Hello!! Im so sorry to bother u but ive been trying to search again for this smau scenario(?) That ive read some time ago of hq boys commenting on reader's post with picture of them (if im not mistaken it was set on twitter) i couldnt find it anywhere 😭 i saw ur "replying to fans/neg" post and thought the op of it was u (since the style is sort of similar) but i think i was mistaken :((( i was wondering if u knew or have seen of it b4 ainskwjsjs thatd be a great help pls i cant stop thinking of it it was hilariously adorable 😭😭😭😭 (some of the charas in the post was kuroo, bokuto, nishinoya, hinata and oikawa & suna too if im not mistaken and they have established relationship with reader!! I do rmmbr kuroo commenting smthng like "hey are you free this saturday (or sunday i cant rmmbr aisjiwjw) bc i am free this saturday would you like to go out together this saturday -guy free this saturday" and the pics of reader for each character are varied body types and races for representation purposes if im not mistaken 🙏🙏 owjdiwjs sorry if im rambling but i desperately need to see the post again bc the boys replies are so corny they make my heart swell 🥲🥺) im so sorry to bother u again but i hope u have an awesome and lovely day bc u deserve it and rmmbr to stay hydrated!!!!!
gasp . that was me omg I FORGOT TO UPDATE MY MASTERLISTS 🫣😭 it was them reacting to ur new post !!! U R SO KIND IM GLAD U LIKED IT (o^—^)o thank u so so so so much take care of urself too!!!!
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demento · 1 year
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I have looked your way so please give me a full explanation :P
YEAH OKAY. WHY YOU SHOULD VOTE FLORA FOR THE MISOGYNISTIC WRITER SHOWDOWN
okay so in ghe first game where she is she is introduced to us as a character. we see she is smart and clever and honestly kind of funny when she wants to be , but shes also. like. kidnapped ??? the whole plot kind of revolves around saving her from this tower or whatever. the WEIRD THING is NOT the damsel in distress trope (which yes while is a reflection of misogyny , it is also just kind of an overused stereotype at this point) but is INSTEAD the REASON she was locked up. “oh petey why was she locked up then please do tell us” HER FATHER WANTED HER TO FIND A SUITABLE SUITOR ? ( or alternatively a suitable guardian, depending on whether you subscribe to the eu/na localisations or the jp original). his choice of suitor was, of course, a grown widowed man that is AT LEAST twice her age????? (alternatively, if you agree with the eu/na localizations… wr father decided that flora — who is anywhere from ~13 to like 25 — needed a guardian to continue, and she COULDNT manage on her own in a town surrounded by ROBOTS WHOSE ONLY JOB WAS TO LOOK AFTER HER!!!)
SECOND GAME TIME. the suitable “suitor” (on whom its only implied she has like a tiny crush on, she and layton never actually get together thank fuck for that) and / or her suitable “guardian” (layton again) ABANDON HER. like, AT HER HOME. BECAUSE SHES TOO LADYLIKE AND DAINTY TO ACTUALLY DO ANYTHING, APPARENTLY?? flora is MISSING for like. HALF THE DAMN GAME. mystery solving is too much for her to handle apparently (even though she coped with both her mother AND her fathers death in like three days flat???) she sneaks after them but is then KIDNAPPED by the villain of the first game and has her identity stolen and NO ONE PICKS UP ON IT.?? NOT EVEN LAYTON WHO IS SUPPOSED TO BE LOOKING AFTER HER??? BECAUSE OF LEVEL FIVES SHITTY 2D PERSONALITY DESIGN. the worst part is WHEN THEY FIGURE OUT THEY DONT GIVE A TOSS??? SHES ABANDONED IN A DAMN BAN AND THEY DONT CARE. BECAUSE SHES A LADY. ARHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGHH
THE THIRD GAME. CHRIST . in the third game shes not even MENTIONED in the first half as if the writers COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT HER!! eventually layton and luke (who btw has been allowed on all these frivolous adventures since he was ten. flora is AT LEAST fourteen at the time of this game) go bck 2 london for a while and shes like “omg i was so worried! let me make u guys some sandwiches” and they FUCKING LEAVE HER AGAIN.??? surprise surprise OBVIOUSLY she goes looking for them and she ends up being put in the same cage as her KIDNAPPER. FROM THE PREVIOUS GAME.? THE GUY WHO STOLE HER DAMN IDENTITY?? layton didnt even bother to TRY and warn her much less did he consider her discomfort, DESPITE THE FACT HE!S SUPPOSEDLY RESPONSIBLE FOR HER ? AND THEN. AND THEN SHES FUCKING KIDNAPPED. *AGAIN*. AND NOBODY DOES ANYTHING ABOUT IT. **AGAIN**. JESUS CHRIST THESE PEOPLE ARE HORRIBLE
AND FINALLY. TO FINISH MY RANT. NOT ONCE IN THE LAST TWO GAMES DO THEY BOTHER INFORMING US ANYMORE OF HER PERSONALITY OTHER THAN ‘IS BAD AT COOKING’ AND ‘IS LADYLIKE’. SHES EALLY SMART AND COMPLEC AS A CHARACTER BUT GETS REDUCED TO ‘GIRL WHO LOVES TO WHINE ALL THE TIME’. level 5 is my number one enemy
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carlosfruitsnacks · 2 years
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noticed you still have your requests open and im loving how you're making a lot of filipina readers omg <33333
so what about this, Bi/Pan!Camilo x Filipina!Short Haired!reader where they meet at a welcoming party for the reader's family and she shows up in a baro't saya, and she has her fan up for most of the night but they spend a bit of time together (her noting that she really hates wearing formal dresses) and before they knew it, reader has to go home
cut to the next day, camilo goes looking for her but couldnt find her anywhere, he goes to his spot in the woods, only to find someone there wearing a camisa de chino. he strikes up a conversation with them thinking hes a guy(also crushes on him) when actually its just the same reader from last night, listening to him ramble thinking hes the reader's brother that he doesnt know of. reader stays silent pretending to be mute until her name gets called by her parents or smth and she teases him for liking both versions of her before leaving
just wanna note that reader is just someone thats tomboyish and still uses she/her pronouns, i just find it cute that if reader were a guy he would still like her just the same hehe
(not sure if i expressed this right but u can always ask me if i was unclear abt smth lmao)
"the versions of you"
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summary:
—  Camilo swoons over a beautiful lady wearing a Baro't Saya at a party, but she leaves the party without telling her name. The next day, Camilo goes outside to see a handsome guy in Camisa De Chino, he strives up a conversation and ends up falling for him. Unbeknownst to the shapeshifter, the lady and guy were one and the same.
genre:
— fluff
notes:
— female and Filipina reader, bisexual Camilo Madrigal. I do not speak fluent Spanish and all of the Spanish here is translated from google, feel free to correct me if I got something wrong though I will refrain from using too much Spanish.
warning/s:
— none
a/n:
—  mochieeee!!!! this idea is very cute huhuhu, i enjoyed writing this so much thank you for requesting!
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A party was going to be held this evening at la casa Madrigal. Everyone in Encanto was aware that a party hosted by the Madrigals was going to be a significant event. All of the people will get dressed nicely for the occasion, and you were no exception.
Being in a family that is very traditional is either something you have pride in or just straight up gives you a pain in the ass. Take this moment for an instance, your parents are forcing you to wear a Baro't Saya to the Madrigals' welcoming party for your family. Surely you are proud of your heritage but this was too much for your liking. However, no amount of protest would make your parents stop forcing you to wear traditional clothing, they even threatened to beat your ass with a tsinelas. You scowled deeply as you looked in front of your mirror with your siblings making fun of you and your parent cooing at how beautiful their daughter is. Your mother hands you a hand fan and you take it with a heavy sigh.
Eventually, you follow your family to la casa Madrigal. You see the other Madrigals dressed well, you even spotted a few of them sending compliments to you and your family for your unique choice of outfits. You opened your hand fan with a flustered face, you felt more embarrassed than flattered by the compliments. It wasn't like you hated the outfit, it was just you weren't used to wearing them. Back in your old town, you preferred to wear more loose clothing that didn't restrict your movements. In contrast to the Baro't Saya you're wearing, which was too tight for your taste. Your parents failed to notice that you're a growing teenager.
All of you arrive inside the Casita, the house greeted you by moving the tiles, and you can't help but smile and wave at the magical house. There was upbeat music playing, the scent of food was in the air, and everyone was having a good time. Unlike you, who's trying her best to take in a breath while wearing this tight dress. Parties for you were hit or miss, but it was hard to ignore the cheery atmosphere that you wish you could enjoy the moment.
You frowned and sat near the corner, grumpily munching on an arepa and fanning your face. You let your family have their fun as they scattered around the place to socialize with others. This was your first time wearing a traditional outfit in public and it's making you highly self-conscious. For the rest of the party, you remained alone and covered your face with your hand fan.
Lively music began blaring, a familiar musical piece entitled El Baile Madrigal. You watched in awe as a few of the Madrigals walked into the center and started dancing. They all looked so happy and truly in the moment. You quietly cheered along with the others, you gazed at Pepa and Félix Madrigal dancing smoothly with the music. Agustín pulls his wife, Julieta Madrigal, and proceeds to dance with her. Alma Madrigal was gently pushed into the dancefloor with her son Bruno as they too shared a dance.
You swayed along with the music until you heard howls amongst them. A flash of yellow catches your eye as you watched in amazement at this fantastic guy pulling all of the smoothest dance moves. He twirled and smiles, his hips were mesmerizing, and especially that confident look on his face. You can tell he's purposely putting on a show, it also doesn't take a genius to identify him as the one and only Camilo Madrigal. He danced with his family and continued to entertain everyone with his shapeshifting. All of a sudden, Camilo's eyes meet yours, you lock your gaze on him and began pulling your fan to cover half of your face. Until the end of the music, Camilo kept his eyes on yours.
The shapeshifter almost tripped on his own feet after seeing that beautiful lady wearing that adorned outfit. He knew he had to talk to her because holy shit she was beyond ethereal. While everyone cheered for his fantastic performance, he pushed himself through the crowd and towards the pretty girl. He meets her and his heart leaps out of his chest. The shapeshifter gulped and nervously brushed his hair back, you looked at him with those shimmering [Eye Color] eyes that made his knees so weak.
"Hola, hermosa"
Camilo greeted. You stand awkwardly in your dress, not knowing how to respond. You weren't going to lie, he looked more handsome up close. You decided to ease up a little
"Aren't you going to dance some more?"
"Oh, dancing can wait when a chica bonita like you only comes around once in a while"
He winked at you and your face suddenly heats up. Camilo cautiously gets closer to you, hoping to get a good look at your face but your hand fan was getting in the way. He huffed but offered you an empanada, you softly take the snack and ate it behind the fan. Camilo takes in your appearance from head to toe. Short hair, bright eyes, light makeup and jewelry, and an eccentric but beautiful clothing
"I like your dress, it really suits you"
"H-ha? Re-really?"
"Sí, I've never seen anyone like you, especially this pretty"
"Ay, tigilan mo nga pambobola mo"
The shapeshifter raises a brow in confusion about the lady's foreign language. The girl clears her throat and shyly looked into his eyes.
"...You think I'm pretty?"
"Yes, very much, señorita"
"I...thank you. I don't really wear this type of clothes all the time"
"Hmm, that's no problem. Say, are you from a different country?"
You nod your head and began talking about your home country. You take note of Camilo's interest in getting to know you, it was incredibly sweet of him. During the entire party, you spend some time with the Madrigal. He'll crack you jokes to make you laugh your lungs out and in return, you'll tell him stories about your heritage. Camilo excuses himself to get more food for you and him. It was getting late when your parents went looking for you.
"Halika na, uuwi na tayo"
Your parents said but you felt reluctant to leave without saying goodbye to Camilo, yet you knew better than to disobey your parents. With a sad smile, you go to your parents and went home for the night. Soon, the shapeshifter returns only to find you gone. Camilo can feel his heart drop to the floor. He panicked and looked all of the Casita for you but all in vain. Stumped, he sat by the staircase and sadly gazed at the floor.
The beautiful Filipina lady left without even giving him her name, Camilo believed what he shared with her was special. Man, it felt like it was straight out of a fairy tale, like Cinderella. In that case, like the prince, he too shall search for the beautiful nameless lady.
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As soon as the sun rises, Camilo bolted out of his bed. His entire family was astonished to find him awake this early, usually, he would take any opportunity to sleep in. He drinks his coffee and eats breakfast with his family, he ate faster than he could ever be. Camilo eagerly excuses himself to head to town.
He makes his way through the streets of Encanto, searching every nook and corner for those beautiful [Eye Color] eyes. The shapeshifter barely slept that night, he was plagued with the thoughts of that charming lady. Camilo kept looking for her until the afternoon, but to no avail.
Camilo found himself in dismay and took a stroll in the woods. He tried to clear his head but all he can think about is that astonishing girl. His thoughts turn to a stop when he noticed another person sitting by themselves. The shapeshifter halts to get a clear look at the person. It appears to be a guy wearing casual clothes and enjoying the silence. He gently approaches but he steps on a twig and catches the other's attention.
The Madrigal's heart leaps out of his chest when he saw how fucking handsome the guy looked. Camilo trips and falls to the ground, he gets back up to his feet and pretended he wasn't embarrassed. The guy gave him a look as if he has grown two heads.
"I...uh...¡Hola!"
He says in a high-pitched voice and a flushed face. The guy stayed silent but sends him a small wave. Camilo found himself stumbling on his words, too distracted by the handsome guy in front of him. The shapeshifter inhales sharply, the beating of his heart was faster than ever.
"Can I...can I sit here with you?"
The Madrigal asked. Obliviously, the guy who's gazing at him was you but wearing Camisa de Chino. The outfit was your go-to when you would go out in the town, it wasn't uncommon for some strangers to mistake you for a boy. The events of the previous night returned and it made you timid around the shapeshifter. However, instead of revealing your true identity as the lady in Baro't Saya, you stayed quiet.
Camilo shyly takes a seat beside the boy, he twiddled with his hands for a second and consciously brushed his hair back. As he stole glances at the pretty guy, it's suddenly making him self-conscious. His face heats up when the guy meets his eyes. For an odd reason, his eyes reminded him of the Filipina he met last night. Camilo squinted his eyes at the guy.
"Hey, you look familiar..."
You gulped. You don't want to be recognized that quickly. Luckily for you, the Madrigal drops his suspicious gaze on you. Though you can't stop a smile rising on your face when you took note of how flustered he acted.
"I could've sworn you reminded me of someone. Uh, do you happen to be related to a Filipina lady because you kinda look like her?"
Camilo watched the guy nod at him. Oh, that must be why he looks familiar! He was related to the charming lady from last night. The shapeshifter can help but gawk at him, the handsome lad wasn't the talkative type. But he has to admit, the guy and the lady surely have amazing genetics because he's fucking swooning for the both of them.
"You're really...uh...handsome"
You smile at his compliment. You watch in amusement as Camilo's face turns into various shades of red.
"Oh...um, I think I met your sister last night. She was incredibly...beautiful, but she didn't give me her name when she left..."
"Bu-but I'm glad I met you here because...heh, you know, I wanna meet her, I can't get her out of my head"
"Honestly, you look just like her and I'm unsure if you two are twins but you're...attractive as hell and..."
"And can I also get your name?"
You hold back a laugh at Camilo's sudden rambling. You can't believe that the shapeshifter was falling for the two versions of you, it's adorable. You kept your mouth shut, not wanting to spoil the fun and to let Camilo remain blushing under your presence.
"[Name]?! There you are! I've been looking for you!"
Your mother calls for you. Camilo's eyes go wide for a second, you freeze and eventually let out an awkward chuckle as you looked at him. You stand up from your spot and gave him a teasing look. 
"Looks like you now know me and my sister's name"
It took a whole minute for Camilo to process everything, it felt like a bucket of cold water dumped over him. Camilo's jaw drops as he points at you. All of it finally makes sense! The lady from last night as well as this handsome lad in front of him are the same person! This brings a feverish blush to his face. He can't believe he just crushed on two versions of the same girl!
"I guess I'll see you later, you two-timer"
You winked teasingly and ruffled his hair as you walked away to your mother and then left. The shapeshifter found the situation so mind-boggling, a girl who both can be beautiful and handsome. He felt like he just hit the ultimate jackpot. Camilo bites his lip and snapped his fingers. 
"Hot damn"
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irameii · 4 years
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You ||: JUYEON
Warnings: none really
Summary: I love you y/n
Juyeon:"Prettys on the inside y/n"
Y/n:"I know , I know Juyeon but common. Do you see her though. Shes just so much prettier than me"*sigh*
The male just looks at me . From the way he looks, almost like hes upset is enough to get me to stop talking about our college campus beauty.
Juyeon:"You'll see eventually, look closer in the mirror. y/n and you can see it. Its all on the inside. "
Y/n: "Alright alright. Hey Juyeon, help me pick out my outfit for my date today?"
Juyeon: *Hesitates* today? Um, sure. What time ?
Y/n: once our 1 pm class is over? He said theres this garden he wants to show me so I want to look as pretty as the flowers that will be there.
Juyeon: *light chuckle*alright y/n
Y/n: thank you Juyeonieee !!!! *skips away to class *
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Juyeon sees as his bestfriend happily skips away. Letting out a heavy sigh. Feeling a knowing feeling he knows all too well. He loves Y/n. But she has a Boyfriend so he cant do anything about it. Your smile, your laugh, you. It was you. It was complicated.
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*Later that evening*
Juyeon sat on your couch while you went to get different outfits. The sound of your rambling when you were choosing outfits to show Juyeon made him laugh to himself.
Y/n: OMG Juyeon. Look okay so how about this skirt with this top? Or should we keep it classic with this top and a pair of ripped jeans?
Juyeon: *finger on chin* mmm both look good. But what do you feel more comfortable in? You will be wearing it for a few hours, and it might get slightly colder tonight.
Y/n: true *looks at self* so the top with the jeans? With a loose upward pony tail??* turns around to look at Juyeon*
Juyeon: uh yeah... That'd be nice.
Y/n : okay !!thank you Juyeonieee . Im gonna go ahead and get ready, stay till i leave so you can help me see how it looks !!! * skips along to bedroom*
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Again. He slightly chuckles as he watches you leave. You had that habit. Everytime he said or did something for you you would always call him Juyeonie and skip along almost like an innocence he loved about you. Or when you'd simply look up at him to smile, he loved it about you. The way your eyes would go big and then your eyebrows would go up and down with your mouth slightly open when you'd try to get his attention to make him lose concentration cause you'd gotten bored studying. He enjoyed your habits. Thats when he realized he loved you.
Y/n: Juyeon!!! Help me with this hairclip.
Juyeon: *opens clip and places on head* is this the one i got you?
Y/n: *turns around, looks up* yeah, its really pretty .
Juyeon: yeah..... *looks away with a slight blush*
Y/n: okay. So how do I look? *spins*
Juyeon: * smile forming* Beautiful. You look beautiful y/n...
Y/n: Thank you Juyeonieee.❤I'll see you then!!!. Thanks for helping meee. I'll tell you how it goes!!
Juyeon: okay....
Juyeon didnt want to hear it though. How your boyfriend makes your heat skip a beat. How that smile you give Juyeon was bigger when you were with your boyfriend. How he made you feel in love.... But he was your bestfriend.... And talking about it made you happy, but he felt Jealous.. The way hed get to hold your hand. Or the way youd hug him, or let him lay his head in your lap... He felt jealous.... But there wasnt anything he could do....he was just your bestfriend.
Next day
There were marks on your neck. Evident that your date with your boyfriend went well. But it didnt sit well with Juyeon the moment he saw them.
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Juyeon: whats this?
He says it with a different tone than you're used to as he pulls your hair back away from your neck to see them. Things got heated between you and your boyfriend last night, you didnt think anyone would notice since you tried hiding it with makeup but it seems it didnt get passed Juyeon though.
Y/n: * slightly steps back* things got a little heated last night after the date. I tried to cover them up though.
You dont notice the look he gives you as you look away and focus back on the teacher. You heard a clicking sound from him but when you looked at him he turned back to the teacher.
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Juyeon was acting off the following days.. He started talking to the college campus beauty and her friends. He would walk her to and from class. And would swing by her table before finding his was to you Which was odd since he said he didnt really like girls who wore so much makeup because it hides their natural beauty. So it was odd that he suddenly had interest in them now. Saying you were feeling a little jealous was something you didnt want to come to terms with. But you couldnt do anyrhing about it since you guys were just friends so you decided to ignore it but youd steal glances every now and then and its make your chest tight. And the way he talks to you were just short responses maybe a hey here and there but that was all.
After the next 3 weeks he would do it. Casually put his arm around her and laugh out loud when you would walk past him. And eventually you had enough of it. And decided to confront him.
Y/n: Juyeon
*silence*
Y/n: Juyeon
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*silence*
Tired you pull him by his shirt collar outside to the back of the library.
Y/n: whats up with you? Why have you suddenly changed??
Juyeon: why? Whats wrong with wanting to talk to others ?
Y/n: you know thats not what I mean Juyeon. You have hardly been speaking to me and now its now to nearly nothing. Something is wrong. Please......
*Bell rings*
Y/n:*sigh* meet me at my place to talk Juyeon. I mean it.
You turn to leave , not letting him give you a response. He stood there frozen. Not knowing what to do. He knew if he went , he might mess up and confessing... He didnt know what to do. The desperate look on your face almost made him confess right there. But he bit his tongue.
Lunch time
Juyeon: hey y/n.... I cant make it. Im sorry.
Y/n: LEE JUYEON you WILL come no matter what time it is. Ill wait for you to come. I dont want us to be like this anymore. Please come.
*puppy eyes*
You wre doing it again... Making him speechless... Making him give into you... He didnt want that look on your face. He wanted you to look at him... But not with those eyes... Not ones with sadness and dissapointment in them...
Juyeon:okay...
Y/n POV
It was 10pm and he still hasnt come... Maybe I did something wrong..
My bf isnt talking to me either... I kept complaining about Juyeon not talking to me anymore and how things were different and he snapped . He didnt want to hear about him anymore and said we should take a break since he said i need to determine who i like more. Him or my bestfriend... Now Ive lost both of them....*sigh*.... *falls alseep*
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You didnt hear the door click open. Juyeon had an extra key for when you were sick or needed something and hed fetch it for you. Your boyfriend was always busy except every now and then so giving him one wouldnt have much of a purpose. If you were sick he'd call and say he felt bad you were sick but since he had a weak immune system and didnt want both him and you sick he wouldnt come. But Juyeon never hesitated to. Hed hold up your hair as you would throw up and rub your back for you. He'd wipe you down to lower your body temperature. He'd try and cook porridge and end up messing up it up and calling his mom to make some that was edible instead for you. It was always Juyeon. The one who would remind you that you looked best with bed hair and baggy pjs and tshirts when hed surprise you in the mornings if you had an exam to make sure you ate a good breakfas because that was when you were most comfortable.
But to you. It was all platonic. So you knew better than to fall for him like that...
Blissful in sleep you wake to Juyeon on his knees infront of you. He didnt wake you. He just layed his head on your little table facing you.
You really didn't realize it. But you couldnt help but start to admire him. The way his eyelashes casted a shadow on his cheeks. The way his lips formed a slight pout. You felt yourself smiling. You reach to move a piece of hair out of his face but you quickly retract your hand and turn around and pretend to sleep when you feel he's waking up.
After 5 minutes pass. You hear shuffling. Then a voice in a so quiet almost in a whisper you hear him sigh then ... He starts...
Juyeon:
Y/n.... I like your eyes, and how you look away when you pretend not to care* chuckle*....I like the dimples on the corners of the smile that you wear when you see me.*looks towards the ground* The world may not know but I do. I loved you for so long y/n, sometimes it's hard to bear with it .But after all this time, I hope you can wait and see ... See that Ive loved you every minute.... every second.... I'll love you anywhere and any moment for every moment.Always and forever.... I know ....its wrong... I don't know how its come to this... I cant help that I love the little things about you, like when you're unaware...I catch you steal a glance towards me at times and smile , maybe I misunderstood it... And then sometimes when life brings me down. You're there.... you're the one, I don't know how but it feels like in a world devoid of life, you bring color to it. You are the color in a black and white painting. And in your eyes I see the light. A light i want to follow forever and protect....I love you y/n..... But you're not mine...
He goes quiet again. You slightly turn around to see Juyeon with his face in his hands. Tears running down. Trying to quietly hide his pain..
You reach your hand out to him, and pull his hand away from his face. He looks up at you in shock. But then he quickly turns away. Something about looking at his sad and teary eyes made you lost for words..
Y/n:Juyeon...
You pull him closer to you. Hug him tightly and slowly feel him wrap his arms around you.
Its quiet... As you pet his hair, you can feel his breathing become slower.. He's fallen asleep. You strech your head to see his face. Its stained with tears... His nose a light shade of pink... And his lips in a small pout....
Almost as if on cue, his eyes flutter open and look at you . And as he quietly looks at you you whisper back....
Y/n: ..... I love you too Juyeon...
Juyeon:..... Huh? Wait what?
Now he was fully awake now. And it looked like he was trying to see if he was dreaming. And with a giggle you turn his face to yours and press them together with his. As shock spreads on his face you smile at him and repeat the words
Y/n: I love you Juyeon
And almost instantly he smiles a smile bigger than you've seen and this time he is the one who grabs your face and presses a kiss to your lips. He presses his forehead against yours and chuckles to himself as he closes his eyes and smiles
Juyeon: Im glad... Im glad I came....
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Gif credits to owners
I didnt really like this one but ehhhhh im slowly trying to get better guys...
*I did not proof read it so my bad
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oinkawater · 5 years
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ok tumblr is a b word!! i was that anon that *tried* to request kageyama but tumblr fucked up my ask. can i ask for a scenario of kageyama and iwaizumi (separate please) based off the song I love you 3000 by stephanie poetri? the song is just so sweet and reminds me of those two. I couldnt find your rules anywhere so if two is too many than can you just do kageyama please? thank you babey 🥺💕
omg this song is SO bomb??? wtf and i hope you don’t mind that i’m writing it based off both versions that are out — the one with her singing alone and the one with jackson wang
guess which lyrics i used for kageyama and iwaizumi tho hehe i had soOoO much fun writing this it’s so much fluff 🥺 and i think i got a little carried away with iwaizumi’s, so that’s slightly longer
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kageyama tobio
“What are you so worried about?” Tsukishima lies back on the bed, sipping on his juice. “(y/n) is going to say yes. There’s no reason she’d say the latter.”
“I feel like she knows,” Kageyama sighs, smoothing out the front of his polo shirt. He throws his head back and groans. “Now, what? What if (y/n) already knows?”
“You’ll be fine,” Tsukishima groans, rolling his eyes. “Now, head to the restaurant. You’re going to be late! Shoo out of my apartment already.”
“I wouldn’t be surprised if she knows! You and Hinata can’t keep your mouths shut!” Kageyama scowled at the blonde with an eyeroll. “She asked me the other day what I thought about marriage and I had to abruptly change the subject!”
Tsukishima rolls his eyes again and clicks his tongue in annoyance. He’s grown to like Kageyama after a while, but his stubbornness is just too much to deal with now. “Tobio. Get out of my apartment.”
Kageyama grabs his coat sprawled out on the bed, courtesy of Tsukishima who helped him prepare for the important night. “This apartment is just as much mine as it is yours. I pay rent.”
The setter does as he’s said. When he gets to the restaurant, he stays in his car for a while more. His thumb trails over the velvet material of the box the ring came in.
His eyes trail out to the restaurant itself. A small smile makes its way to his face as he sees you just arriving at the restaurant in your fanciest outfit.
You look so beautiful just standing there, at peace with everything and yourself. He feels his heart skip a beat and he just takes this as the only reassurance he needed to get himself to really go through with this.
He gets out of the car and slips the box back into his pocket. He locks the car door and quickly jaywalks across the street to get to you.
“You’re early,” Kageyama teases, head popping up just beside yours. He presses a quick kiss to your temple and rubbed your bare shoulder. “You look beautiful, by the way.”
“Tobio!” You cheer softly as you throw your arms around him to engulf him in a hug. “You look amazing. Ready to get a table?”
“More than ever,” Kageyama grins.
You make small talk as you were guided to the table and as you decided on what to eat. How his day was, your day, and if anything bad had happened. He’s relieved to know that your day was tolerable.
Hopefully, he’s able to make the day a lot better.
After you’ve placed your orders, he reaches over the table to take your hand into his. “Hey, I love you.”
“I love you too?” You answer quickly, head snapping up in caution. Your expression changes into a questioning stare as your eyes narrowed down. “Is this why we’re having dinner? Did you break something at my apartment that I haven’t noticed?”
“No,” Kageyama chuckles. He sits up a little straighter and his free hand reaches into his pocket. “Did you know that the day we met, I wanted to ask if you wanted to be by my side forever?”
“You’ve mentioned that,” you say slowly, caution still prominent in your tone. “This must be really bad, what you did.”
He ignores your accusations and continues to stare into your eyes. Now, looking at you upclose and clearer, he can’t stop picturing you walking down the aisle to get to him. Now he’s certain.
It’s not that he’s ever been uncertain about proposing to you. He just wants everything to be perfect. He doesn’t want to completely ruin the moment for such an important milestone in your relationship.
“Since I met you, I already knew I wanted you to be a part of my life forever,” Kageyama smiles sweetly. When he sees the change in your expression — your questioning stare was replaced by teary eyes and your lip parts as a gasp escapes them. “So... Now I’d like to make it official.”
Kageyama lifts up the hand with the ring’s box and swiftly opens it. He slides off to the side of his seat to get onto his knee on the floor. “Will you marry me?”
You stare down at him in shock. Your eyebrows are raised and your eyes are going back and forth between him and the ring. When you stay silent for 10 seconds longer than he expected, he clears his throat. Maybe you’re waiting for him to ask nicely.
“Please?”
Instinctively, you nod your head. “Yes. Yes, I’ll marry you!” You throw your arms around him again, dropping down on your knees to the floor to hug him. “We’re going to get married!”
Kageyama squeals softly as well, pulling away to (shakily) slip the ring onto your ring finger. He holds your face in his hands as he stares at you. “I love you. I love you so much.”
“I love you too,” you smile. “This is so unexpected, baby.” You take your time getting up to sit back in your chair. You just couldn’t take your eyes off the beautiful ring that hugged your ring finger perfectly. “This is the most beautiful thing ever.”
“You didn’t know I was going to propose?” Kageyama questions. “But Hinata and Tsukishima.”
“Tsukishima’s a sarcastic person and Hinata is a joker. Do you really expect me to fall for whatever they tell me at this point?”
iwaizumi hajime
You rest your head down on the pillow, a half open eye watching Iwaizumi’s back flex differently as he digs through the drawers for pyjamas. It’s definitely a sight for sore eyes.
The only thing you can hear in the back of your mind is Hanamaki and Matsukawa’s voice telling you that Iwaizumi’s going to propose. The pair’s sweet words are interrupted immediately when Oikawa scolded them for exposing his best friend’s plans.
Now whenever you’re out for dinner, or just out of the house in general, you’re on high alert. Is he going to propose? Is he going to pop the question? Were they just messing with your head when they said that?
You know you’d be able to sleep a lot more peacefully not knowing your boyfriend’s future plans.
The next thing you know, the spot on the bed behind you dips down and Iwaizumi’s arm makes it way to the exposed skin by your hip. He gives you a firm kiss on your shoulder. “Hey, there. Pillow talk time.”
“Of course,” you chuckle, turning over to face him. You give him a tired smile when you meet eyes. You just wanted to erase the fact that he’s proposing from your brain. You hated not knowing when he’s going to do it.
Does the ring look good? How much did Iwaizumi spend on it? Does it have a huge gem on it? Not that you even wanted a huge gem — that would be so heavy for your finger.
For a few moments, both of you are just staring into each other’s eyes. Iwaizumi’s eyes just give everything away.
You could tell he’s bothered about something. There’s a weird look of determination in his eyes, but you weren’t sure of what he’s even on about. As far as you knew, he didn’t have any problems.
Iwaizumi lets out a heavy breath. “You know, I’ve been thinking,” he whispers, closing his eyes. He inches forward and lets your foreheads touch. “Thinking about something important.”
“You can tell me anything,” you reassure him, giving the back of his hand a simple tap. “What’s bothering you?”
“I’ve been thinking about what it’s like to spend the rest of my life with you,” he admits softly. Immediately, all the noise that weren’t from either of you drowned out — the engine of your neighbour’s car pulling in, the birds chirping, the children screeching as they ran down the road. “I’ve been thinking about how that would be.”
“Are you having doubts about it?” You brace yourself for an answer. Iwaizumi doesn’t usually beat around the bush. When he does, it must be more serious than you thought. Maybe he’s growing tired of the relationship.
“I’ve been thinking about how good it would be if it happened.” His eyes open and a small smile stretches his lips. “Marry me, (y/n).”
Your eyes snap open as well. Your heart starts picking up its pace. A second ago, you’d completely forgotten about his alleged intentions to propose. You really thought he was on the brink of breaking up with you.
“What?” Your eyes narrow down in confusion. “Wait. What?”
“Oikawa told me that Hanamaki and Matsukawa spoiled my plans,” Iwaizumi chuckles with a small smile on his face. “I see how you’re always in a state of paranoia when we’re not in the house.”
You suck in a harsh breath and gritted your teeth. “I didn’t know I was that obvious about it.”
“So, I just wanted to make sure I surprised you,” Iwaizumi grins. “I wasn’t going to propose for another two months, actually. I don’t even have a ring yet — I don’t have enough money yet.”
“Yes,” you cut him off before he could ramble on any further. You nod and roll on top of him, face buried into his chest. “Yes. Let’s get married, Hajime. Yes!”
“Really?” Iwaizumi asks loudly, excitement matching yours immediately. “Even without a ring?”
“Baby, I don’t need an expensive ring,” you laugh, pulling away to look down at him. You grab the sides of his face and give him a peck to his lips. “As long as it’s you, I don’t need material things.”
Iwaizumi presses his lips together. His eyebrows furrow down and he stays silent for a few seconds, as if he’s deep in thought.
He reaches over to his nightstand, a hand holding onto your hip to make sure you don’t fall. He cuts off a short piece of thread from a roll of sewing thread on his nightstand.
You hold out your hand and he ties the short string around your ring finger. “I’ll get a ring tomorrow. Until then, this will be the declaration of my love for you.”
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sleeplesszines · 4 years
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your contributor lost looks so cute omg!! can i ask who the moderators are for this project? i couldnt find it anywhere
Hello!
Thank you so much for the compliment 💖 Here is the list of Mods:
https://sleeplesszines.tumblr.com/about
^^ We'll be updating the page soon with our titles and roles as mods soon!
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smoresmoresmore · 5 years
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I just have to say
I was possibly exposed to Rabies and came to Tumblr for help and advice and was THOROUGHLY AND DISTURBINGLY DISAPPOINTED WITH THE RABIES TAG.
Omg
I was convinced I was going to die and searching anything Rabies related was UNHELPFUL AF. Not judging but y'all did not help lol.
Very long explanation of why I thought I was going to die:
Waking up to a bat (2 nights in a row) is not automatic cause to assume you will die but it is, I found out after talking to the Dept. Of Agriculture and their Epidemiologist, an immediate cause to go straight to the ER and get shot up with the vaccine and immunoglobulin so you DON'T POTENTIALLY DIE. It is not something the doctors can argue against and it is not something you should postpone. Especially since I was "under the influence" (Nyquil) at the time and even less likely to notice if I had gotten scratched or bitten. My being unaware was the key point in the urgency of going to the ER.
The ER doc was highly annoyed I knew just what to say ("I woke up with a bat in my face") and he grumpily admitted he was bound to follow CDC protocol. His annoyance was so obvious he repeatedly told me how unlikely it was I was bit and explained how "intense" the shots would be. I assume he felt the medicine could be put to better use on someone who was 100% sure and/or was injured. When I asked him what would happen to me if I WAS bitten and didn't get the shot like he wanted, he sighed and admitted "Well, you die."
"Well, shoot me up, doc!"
That night I got 7 shots. One in my arm, which hurt so bad--I guess because my nurse was new and may habe gone too deep because the subsequent shots I have gotten in the same arm haven't been anywhere near as painful-- and 6 in my buttcheeks. 3 in each.
Waking up from my Nyquil coma to a bat in my face was not fun. I had never related to those movie scenes of people screaming and running around afraid if bats. But jessuz. They are fast. And this one was swooping around my living room and deliberately getting super close to me. I had to hide under my blanket and in my fevered state this made me sweat. Trying to herd it to my now opened windows did not help. I tried to call police, fireman andnanimal control; the 1st two were useless and the 3rd was not open at 1am.
Eventually I reached out to my townie facebook group and got advice. White towels attract them. Or make it dark and quiet and hide--I did this as I was not going to run around with a towel in my undies like that video--which worked. 2 very concerned people urged me to go to a doctor.
"You say you have flu-like symptoms and a constant fever and you sleep in that room a lot. You really need to go to the ER. Rabies is so dangerous."
And after 2 nights of dealing with bats and my fever spiking right around the time they show up, I existed in a dark hole of stress. So much so that the second morning I woke up to my hand twitching erratically and my thumb muscle spasming and I started bawling. I had already gotten the shots the day before so I knew if I encountered anything rabid I should be okish (I still had 3 more to go before I was fully protected) but now, with my glitchy hand, I was panicking about "WHAT IF I ALREADY HAD IT?!"
Urgent Care had ruled out Strep twice for my odd sickness and had assured me I have a random virus and to just stay in bed for a few days. Which I had been doing faithfully, before getting bored and moving to my livingroom nest. I like to sleep in there a lot and often do when the weather is nice. I just made sure to drink water and tea and get sunlight and all the things. Including Nyquil. But my fevers were getting worse. I was feeling like crap. And now what we all assumed to be A Normal Virus was morphing into my worst nightmare.
Probably egged on by 101 temperatures, I called around until someone was willing to explaon to me whether I was dying or not. Getting told "You'll be fine. It is SO RARE," did not calm me down. I needed someone to explain how the long incubation period (months to a year) and symptoms (flu like, emotional, twitchy) did not match me.
I slept in that room on accident and on purpose since moving in almost 9 months ago. I'm a heavy sleeper and don't wake up easily. Iffff I had been bitten during one of my all-nighters doing math homework or essay writing, it makes sense I would suddenly get a random "virus" that isn't going away. I had it all worked out in my head. I was getting headaches in the sun and stores. I forced myself outside and out and about when I felt ok because fuck it if I was going to let this be a symptom I had. I was getting anxious in the shower but, knowing fear of water was a symptom, I forced myself to stay in it. (Turns out my paranoia was right. The water was starting to be hard and my skin was breaking out. It is very annoying. The timing was just horrendous)
All the doctors and nurses kindly told me I was safe since I had started the shots but no one had an answer for me when I asked if they helped if I hadddd it already. They weren't sure. The amount of information they have or are willing to share is astonishingly low.
After 2 hours of phone tag I was finallly able to get an appointment with an Infectious Disease Doctor. She told me that if I did have it there was no real evidence about the vaccine helping, especially since I had only had the first dose at that point. She told me it would be fast though and they couldn't tell until "you're foaming at the mouth." She asked to look in my mouth and when I told her about my drooliness she said to let her know if it got worse. She asked about my hand. I told her. She asked about numbness and I freaked cuz my arm did go numb at one point.
I askwd her about tests. I had read that there were a few--spinal fluid, spit, blood--that were not really reliable. She said since I had the vaccine and immunoglobulin in my system already they would show up and it would be pointless.
My only option was to wait. And chill. And try not to dwell on the fact that there is no answer or cure or way to find out if I should plan my trip to Oregon and die or if I should allow my boyfriend to visit me.
He was firmly in the You Don't Have Rabies camp and came over anyway to feed me soup and hang out. But I refused to kiss him. It made him very sad and probably extremely exasperated.
My boss was so done with me when he asked if I could come in the next day. "Sasha. You cannot have Rabies. Just come to work. You'll be fine." And I realized how crazy I sounded but I still warned all my coworkers.
Anyway, my lowgrade fever continued, my twitchiness stopped, my drooling stopped, my water was hard so I avoided the shower but cleaned my good bits, and once I doubled up my water intake my headaches disappeared. I went into a mini death spiral for a day but decided to force myself into believing I was fine.
When I started getting confused and fainty, I bought Iron supplements. When I started getting angry and anxious, I called my friends and got distracted. When it was time to get another shot, I made sure to update everyone of the weirdness Just In Case.
One nurse took the time to sit me down and listwn. That's really all I needed since no one had answers. I just needed my mind soothed and concerns not dismissed. She couldn't explain the muscle spasm but could definitely see why I was freaking out. She was the one who tested me for peace of mind. She looked into Lyme disease. She found my anemia. She explained that the amount of time that had elapsed made her sure I was going to be ok. She had watched people die in Africa from this and shw said it happens So Fast it is tragic. I would not be able to organize a trip to Oregon to die. I would become incoherent and slip away within days.
That was what I needed. A timeframe. A legit explanation of what it looks like and how it happens. And why I don't fit. This whole time I had been wondering how to tell my friends. Whether I could write all their numbers down in case I couldnt function enough to call them or remember my phone password. I was planning on cleaning my apartment so good so the landlord couldn't bash me when I was bouncing off the walls and hissing at him. I was deciding who I really needed to contact and who I could live without wasting breath on. I was planning a goodbye party. I told all 3 of my lovers ("´hey, I have this thing there is no real test for while you're alive but there is once you die so you can't get tested, and you may have it so got get shot up but no one is sure if that will help much," but I did tell them and it was hilarious to them. My favorite response being "RIP" and "F") And this all had put me in such a dark place that, coupled with a few shitty days at work with my bully of a manager, I also asked for a psych person to visit me after the Rabies shot.
After her talk I was like, oh. Thank godddd. And kinda annoyed at having to wait an extra hour in the ER for a talk that could wait til morning. But I chatted with rhem and asked for referral to a shrink since this had just highlighted how much I need help with my anxiety. Especially since the temporary issue of Rabies was being resolved but my cruel manager was still going to exist now that I was going to survive this beef with nature. It was nice to think of that way "my rabies beef is getting cooked" and the pscyh lady got me help. So that was nice. I just mainly needed to get healthy again so I could
I mean. Almostbarelybutnotreally facing a cruel death was a great way to look at life and reflect on some things. There are messes I am not at fault for, messes I avoid that I shouldn't, people and things I value and the objects that matter to me more than others for ridiculous reasons. I was so grateful to the staff for putting up with me. And for you for reading.
All of this just to say
Circle circle dot dot
Soon I get my last Rabies Shot
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kathillards · 6 years
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misc morphicon stories
ok so i feel like i’ve talked FOREVER about all the wild shit that happened to us at morphicon (running into rangers at the car valet!! meeting chip lynn!! azim calling us his favorite ladies at the con!!) but i wanted to make a write up for all the stuff i haven’t talked about yet because i have to remember all this and i want you all to experience it too!! it was so fun oh my god if you haven’t been to morphicon... start making plans for 2020 guys it is legit INSANE best weekend of my entire LIFE
- ann marie crouch is AN ACTUAL PRINCESS SENT FROM HEAVEN we ran into her on our way back to the hotel one of the days and we were like omg it’s princess shayla we love you!! and she was so sweet and stopped and talked to us even though she was on her way out for a nap and she was in full shayla gear she looked so pretty! and we saw her on the way back too she had changed into casual clothes but still rocking it WE LOVE ONE MENTOR ONLY
- jessica rey is so funny and adorable omg we stopped by her booth to buy wild force pins (kat and abbey) bc the wf rangers come PREPARED w/ merch and nobody was there so we all just started talking to her and told her how we loved wild force and alyssa and abbey said she loved the ep where alyssa beat up the boys and she’s so cute and fun to talk to!! she told us about the shades of pink panel and i was like “is alyssa a pink or a white ranger” and she was like “lol i dont even know” also she had her handler take a staged candid of us talking to her because she loved us lmao. and then we were talking about white rangers and all of us were like “fuck tommy lives we stan alyssa only” and she laughed and immediately started telling us about what a dick jdf had been to fans the day before lmao (also for real...he’s a dick) and i was like YOU ARE THE SUPERIOR WHITE TIGER RANGER god shes so cool she loved us and didnt wanna stop talking but we had to move away cuz ppl were lining up for her behind us rip
- RICHARD AND ANGIE oh my god ok so i’d stopped and talked to angie on the first day and also the second day and i told her i’d come back later bc i wanted a photo w/ BOTH OF THEM and i did tell her how much i loved madison and vida like we are ROCCA SISTER STANS FIRST PEOPLE SECOND and shes so cute and she remembered us every time!! and then on the third day i finally got to talk to richard and he’s so sweet we talked about mystic force just at his booth for like ten minutes waiting for angie for the photo op, he asked us our fave episodes and i said dark wish and he actually remembered it so i think he might be the only actor at the con who watched his season. and we told him we loved the mystic force theme song AND HE STARTED SINGING IT. and someone had left him a green zeo figurine for...some reason and he told us “i dont even fucking know who that is” (but nicer lol he is very charming and polite) and we told him it was adam/johnny and he was like ohhhh lmao i love disney era actors not knowing SHIT about saban era. like he literally worked with johnny. i love him. AND THEN HE ASKED US ALL TO BE IN THE PHOTO and since kat paid for half of it we were like aight its a group thing and its the cutest photo i love disney era actors only
- i think i talked about meeting dwayne cameron already but god hes so sweet and i felt bad for him bc caitlin next to him had ppl she was talking to but he was all alone so me and abbey just went up and started talking to him and i told him i loved overdrive and i told him i recognized him as ethan’s bully and we talked about tyzonn and vella and just overdrive in general and hes so SWEET and he HUGGED ME SO TIGHT GOD i think he really enjoyed us like. actually loving overdrive and being able to talk about it. AND HE RAN INTO ABBEY IN CARS LAND AT DISNEY ON MONDAY AND GAVE HER ANOTHER HUG hes so cute (angie was also there with him I LOVE DISNEY ERA SOLIDARITY)
- met monica may and cerina vincent on saturday, not a lot to say bc i only talked to them a bit and took my photos but they are both so beautiful and elegant and classy and i told cerina i loved her in stuck in the middle :’) ranger ladies are so intimidatingly pretty god. also picked up this huge LEGIT spd poster and im gonna put it up in my room as soon as i can because oh my god its professional quality it looks so cool. we also talked to greg aronowitz bc kat wanted her poster signed and hes so cool we told him how much we appreciated everything he did for spd AND THAT WE WERE ON HIS SIDE ABOUT FEMALE RED FUCK DISNEY.
- god what else uhh we wandered around the toys section a lot on saturday/sunday bc we’d kinda. seen everyone. and there were a lot of panels on sunday so nobody was at the booths. i picked up those amazing rider/sentai prints from ceevee SUPER TALENTED SO WORTH IT. also got me a meteor storm figuart B) which i havent taken out of the box yet but i will
- HECTOR AT THE CAR VALET he literally announced he would be at morphicon the day before and then we saw him while waiting for our car and SCREAMED and he was so chill and cool and he came over and hugged us all hes so hot. AND THEN LATER WE RAN INTO SELWYN WARD AT THE CAR VALET and he also laughed when we squealed and came over and hugged us all and guys he smelled soooo nice i was like right up against him i could have died hes so handsome and perfect.
- we also ran into steve cardenas at the car valet like right when we were all leaving the hotel for the last time and we told him that we loved him and i said i was so excited that it was rocky coming back for the anniversary instead of fucking jason and abbey was like “justice for forever red!” and he was like hah i know right anyway every single actor in this franchise hates jdf lmao that was just the vibe of morphicon and it was valid
- fun fact we did not see jdf ONCE. not going to the con, not at the hotel, not ANYWHERE. just his crazy lines. he was like the douchebag cryptid. im glad tho he can stay that way.
- i talked about meeting andre on saturday night right??? hes so SWEET I LOVE HIM he was so happy when ben gave him his fanart of eddie and took a selfie w/ ben right then and there and also took a pic w/ me and abbey ugh i love him i told him he was so valid for being a power rangers youtuber and liking megaforce AND THAT HE’S THE BEST INTERVIEWER THEY’VE EVER HAD (i also told azim this, i’m very passionate about this subject, every other ranger interviewer sucks ASS)
- jason faunt at the elevators!! hes so sweet i told him how excited i was for the anniversary and he said yeah theres a lot more plot going on and told me to take a selfie bc they couldnt stop him here fhjggd i love that pic i love him AND THEN ALSO later we ran into NAKIA IN AN ELEVATOR AND SHES SO SWEET I SAID “WE LOVE YOU WE WATCHED ALL OF ZEO FOR YOU” and she was like aww thank you so much!! a literal goddess AND THEN LATER AS WE WERE CHECKING OUT karan walked by us to go to nakia and i was so excited i waved and said hi to her and she said “hi baby how are you” SHES SO WONDERFUL I LOVE MY MOTHERS
- i think i told the chris reid story already but like. hes so charming and was so nice even tho i interrupted his express checkout but like. i Had to tell him how valid ninja steel was i was literally like fuck the dudebros they’re so annoying you guys fighting w/ that one guy on twitter over the kcas was the FUNNIEST thing to EVER happen to this fandom and he laughed.
- we also went up to kelson’s booth later and told him how much we loved mick and all his roles!! and talked to him forever about all of them, told him we were kalish/disney era supremacists, told him HOW GOOD HE IS AT VOICE ACTING WE LOVE FLIT AND NORG IN THIS HOUSE he looked so happy :’) i feel like everyone just compliments him on boom which, no offense, but appreciate your voice actors guys. i told him we grew up on disney era and it was like new zealand only had twelve actors and he was five of them and he laughed and was like yeah. i also told him how we loved mick and brody’s father/son relationship and he was like yeah they ended up liking that a lot too which is why they sort of pushed brody’s real dad to the side so mick could shine more and i was like that’s LEGIT. i also told him the prism was brody’s mother and he agreed so that’s canon now. AND I TOLD HIM how fucking dark ninja steel went w/ his storyline literally being about slavery and human trafficking and he was like I KNOW RIGHT and we just talked about how dumb everyone is for being mean to ninja steel and chris showed up at this point too and we all laughed about it together
- ok and then tbh we just spent all of sunday loitering around the megaforce cast but it was worth it because they LOVE US oh my god we talked to them like all sunday about just. everything. azim’s gf jordan was there and she kept telling us to just stick around we talked to her a lot, we asked her about alex heartman and like where tf was he and she said he was working :( BUT AZIM AND ALEX ARE STILL CLOSE so victory. azim also told us a bunch of little stories like how he and the megaforce cast searched for a house to stay in together and ended up finding one at the base of a volcano and he and drew would race around the volcano in the mornings like the crazy people they are, we told him how much we loved andrew’s ACTING SKILLS and “do you see any tears” and he cracked up and said “they used to call me ‘freaky tiki man’ all the time because of that one line” and he told us about other fan encounters and things, we told him on saturday how we all met and became friends because we were the only ppl who loved and defended megaforce and he was SO TOUCHED HES SO SWEET GOD i would die for him. 
- cameron gave us (me and kat) all his money to buy him lunch from the food trucks and i guess just trusted that we loved megaforce so much we wouldn’t just run away with all his money????? and he was absolutely correct we got him teriyaki chicken with garlic noodles and he loved us. his handler also asked us to buy him food and gave us his CREDIT CARD dfhdgfjgdf like power rangers people are wild man. who just gives their credit card to random 20yo girls and just. trusts that they love this children’s show so much they won’t steal it??? i mean they were right and we didn’t but still. AND HE MADE ME AIRDROP one of my megaforce reaction pics to his phone because he loved it so much (it’s the one of jake and emma and orion looking super done, that i had ben redraw for me, so we showed them both pics and all three of them LOVED IT) and cameron even looked ben up on deviantart to see it fdgjkdfdg he loves usss. christina was telling us how they were talking about us at dinner and cameron told her that we were his favorite part of the con :’)) azim also mentioned that they talked about us at dinner because he said to kat “we were discussing that you look like that girl from 10 things i hate about you who was julia stiles’ best friend” LIKE IMAGINE. HAVING THE MEGAFORCE CAST. DISCUSS WHO YOU LOOK LIKE FDJGKDHFJGD they’re so cute ugh and azim and cameron hugged us all goodbye and john mark and christina said goodbye too and i just. love them. so much. 
- at one point cameron asked me and kat how old we were and she was like “twenties...as a group we are in our early twenties” and he was like “.... so old enough to know how a hangover feels right?” and we lost it dfgjfdkdgjh and i said “if i were an actor i would just be stoned the whole con” AND CAMERON JUST NODDED AGGRESSIVELY god the entire cast was definitely hungover and they’re so valid. except christina, we asked her and she said she only had a milkshake so maybe she was their designated driver. 
- andrew is so chill too (i mean i do think he is perpetually high but its fine) i think he just loves talking??? like he’s there for the babies (so many babies!! and they love troy so much!!! hes so adorable with them) and then he just wants to chill like we went up to him on sunday and he was like oh hey did you guys see this picture and he pulled out his phone and showed a pic of the megaforce cast doing a goofy zombie pose at their photo ops and he told us his backstory on each of their zombie poses like. who does this??? he’s so adorable.
- and ofc we stopped by christina again on sunday bc she’s THE FAVE and shes just so cuuute ugh and i told her i loved all asian rangers bc i am asian!! and she was like omg are you?? and i was like yeah i’m south asian and she was like omg so that’s all part of asia too OH I GET IT SO WE’RE BOTH ASIAN and i was like YES AND YOU’RE ALL MY RANGERS and she smiled at me it was like staring at the sun tbh. i love and would die for her.
- when we went to say goodbye to the megaforce cast cameron just looked at all of us standing around his booth and was like, so genuinely, “you guys are the best” and it still makes me cry thinking about it. AND AZIM’S FACE when we all said “megaforce’s defenders never surrender!” to him he had the sweetest smile god i really would take a bullet for the entire megaforce cast in a heartbeat. they are the sweetest angels & deserve the world. if any of you breathe a word wrong about jake holling in my general vicinity ever again i will fry your intestines and eat them for breakfast thank you GOODBYE.
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iamsonyeondone · 6 years
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heir!seventeen // joshua hong
♥  fluff and angstz (warning: mention of blood and bullying)
♥ 1.6k words
♥  summary: when the humble prince of Pledis saves the infamous ice princess, an unexpected relationship blooms
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Joshua as an heir still doesn’t change the fact that he’s still very much extremely humble
he will go out of his way to ensure that he doesn’t go to school with any of his mother’s collection of cars
and he prefers going to school by bicycle with his guitar behind him because he gets to see the blossoms better in spring!!
one time he had no choice but to use the car to school because the snow wouldn’t let him live liKE it was flippin march and a snowstorm hits
and everyone was like???? we’ve never seen that car roll up to school before waiT isn’t it limited edition?????
and Joshua steps out of the car, all blushy and embarrased as everyone has their jaws hitting the floor
because they thought humble king Joshua was a middle class heir or something but nOOOO
even after that day, Joshua still denies it with a soft smile and tries his best to ride his bike to school at all costs poor shy baby
you on the other hand knew him i mean who wouldnt?? this boy is made of honey and everything sweet-
but your case was entirely different
everyone knew you as someone stuck up and even called you a name that was overused
“the ice princess came to school with a new car? does she ever take a break and try not to flaunt her parent’s money???”
although their words sting, you kept the facade of being unfazed and calm while you continued on with your day
it’s kind of sad that you got used to these kinds of comments, like it doesnt affect you a much as you used to
but that was just you bottling up your feelings until someone had taken the last straw
you were minding your own business as usual, heading towards your locker to prepare for next class until letter fell out, all of them from an anonymous sender
it didn’t seem unusual at first from the outside, but when you took a little peek into the insides, you screamed your lungs out, while you fell to your knees from the immense shock
there before you was your pictures covered in something that looked almost like???? blood??
everyone around you heard your ear-piercing scream as they scrambled to see what was going on
you couldn’t take it any longer, you couldn’t keep it bottled up any longer as you cried relentlessy, your blood-stained hands trembling before your eyes
your vision began to blur and the cold air hitting your body seemed to cease
what was this warmth enveloping you?
you tried to lift your head to get a better gist of your situation, only to be covered with something soft?? fabric?? it felt like the school’s uniform had been placed onto your head
while a pair of gentle hands brought you to your feet, your knees still slightly wobbly from the traumatising experience you had to handle
“Please make way and call a teacher, we’ll be at the nurse’s office,”
and you recognise that sweet voice anywhere
was it really him??
and in a few minutes, you were welcomed by the scent of rubbing alcohol and all things alike, while you were carefully seated down onto the white mattress
the blazer was lifted off of you to reveal Joshua, a small worried smile adorning his face while you desperately wiped your damp cheeks
“The nurse is having her lunch right now and I thought you needed some space,”
his soft and alluring voice calmed your panicked state while you turned your head away from him, sure that your bloodshot eyes would deter him
“I hope you’re feeling better. I saw what they did back there,” he trailed off, taking  a seat on the opposite bed while you sniffled
“...thanks for saving me back there,” you mumbled
and to be frank, Joshua seemed more attractive now that you actually talked to him one and one
and omg this guy was way nicer than people assumed him to be
“no problem, I’m just doing what’s right. The things...I saw back there was definitely not something anyone should experience,” he sighed, running a hand through his hair
and from your peripheral vision, you couldn’t help but question why he was so worried when,,, the both of you never actually talked
Joshua catches you staring from the side and you nearly snapped your neck from turning your face away from him
if only you saw the small smile that curled on his lips when he caught you
“You’re not as cold as people call you to be, or at least that’s what I think,” Joshua attempts at starting a conversation while he accompanies you in the nurse’s room
“what do you mean?” you asked him out of curiosity
“I saw the way you acted around the cat on the way to school- I’m not a stalker! I just happened to pass by because we kinda take the same route to school and I-”
You couldn’t help but burst out laughing, your palm flying up to cover your sudden outburst as he looked towards you in bewilderment
but his shocked expression turned into a smile as he giggled along with you
“it’s nice to see you smile, (y/n),”
just at those words, your cheeks turned bright red the hues reaching your ears as you began to feel warm
“are you feeling better now? we can head back to class if you want, no rush,”
you nodded your head slowly, getting up from the bed as he followed suit
Before he could reach the door knob, the door swings open to reveal the nurse holding her daily dose of caffeine
“I never thought I’d see you here with ms (y/n), Joshua,” she smirked, sipping on her beverage as she casually took her seat at her table
“U-uh  it’s nOt what you thiNK, I- WE-”
“Don’t beat yourself up about it, kid. It’s about time you actually made a move,” She chuckled before shooing the both of you out of her office
maDe a MoVe???? are you hearing things right??
“I-It’a not a crime to like someone right?”
and you shook your head from your thoughts as Joshua looked back at you,,, with a hint of worry in your eyes
without thinking, you nodded your head as he looked back at you with a delighted smile, that his wide smile crinkled the end of his eyes
“let’s go then, we don’t want to be late for class,” he chimed, taking your hand in his as the both of you ran through the hallways, laughter bouncing from the walls 
within a week, the both of you had become inseperable
and your schoolmates finally realized you weren’t giving the cold shoulder intentionally
especially after Joshua made you burst out laughing in the middle of lesson and the both of you had been sent out of class
because Joshua???was friends with you??
it got the entire school buzzing for the news
and ever since they saw you in a new light, you were actually really nice!! you were just shy and all those new cars were because your father was one of the big bosses in a car company
but after awhile of the school warming up to you, they couldn’t help but ship you and him together because you guys are the literal cutest
“Why don’t you put the bunny keychain on your bag?? :(( I got it from a crane game and lost a hundred bucks because of it >:(((”
“stop pouting, it’s on my guitar bag you dummy,”
because our boi really protects his guitar with his life and he wants to protect the bunny the same too uwu but dont tell him i told you that
LIKE you see!!! the nicest people in school deserve each other!!!!
and it’s only when he got into an accident that your feelings were beyond being friends
Joshua had accidentally rode his bike over a pebble on the way to school and twisted his ankle
and for the rest of the week, you walked to school alone because poor bb had to be driven to school
and for every period you had the time, you always tried to check up on him and eat lunch with him in class
and he finds it so endearing to see your worried face - your eyebrows furrowed and a small frown trying to resurface but you held it back because you didn’t want him to see you like this
and on friday, you greet him as usual in class for lunch with bento boxes in hand and he couldnt help the thoughts that rampaged through his head
seeing you sparkle when your mother packed your favourites or when you pouted because she sneaked herb tea into your thermos for HIM and not you
and the words just slip out of his mouth
“gosh i like you too much,” with a dreamy sigh until his eyes widen from his sudden confession like he couldnt keep it in!!
and you casually reply back with an “i like you too” when your cheeks are heating up so rapidly and you could already tell your face was tomato RED
and the both of you are a blushy giggling mess as you bashfully fed him food and poured him his herb tea
once the both of you walked into school with interlaced fingers, the school cheered and its so cute because youre so shy!!!!!!
and as much as he’s shy too, Joshua pecks your cheek and the school just roARS
“now that I think about it, you’re the prettiest whenever,”
yall are so cute WTF
A/N: WHAOW 3 updates in a week?? hopefully I keep this up for the rest of the year :O hope you guys had/is having a nice day!! love yall bubs :] also this is a little similar to Jeonghan’s because their inspired by the ton of kdramas that I watched OOPS
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willgayers · 7 years
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uhhhh i need a reddie as parents hc
oh my god yes!!!!!
planned together w @remushlupin again
its also long again. do i even need to say this anymore??? all my hc’s are long i cant write them short sue me
lets assume they have a boy and a girl (*cough* neil patrick harris & david burtka *cough*)
so ever since the kids first arrived at the shared household of tozier and kaspbrak,,, richie would not put the polaroid camera out of his hands
he’d be taking pictures of the kids CONSTANTLY in every situation ever. bath time? absolutely. messy spaghetti for lunch? you bet your ass. play time on the floor? DEFINITELY. eddie changing the diapers? even then.  
“RICHIE ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS RN?”
“well what! we gotta memorize everything!”
“nOT EVERYTHING”
richie’s also constantly emailing the photos to the rest of the losers because he’s such a proud dad
“this is rhiana eating. this is rhiana outside playing in the leafs. this is rhiana taking a bath. this is rhiana sleeping. this is rhiana —”
“okay richie great pics!!” (please no more)
“thanks! now here’s liam watching tv. here’s liam with the neighbor dog. here’s liam in his favorite overalls isn’t he just so CUTE—”
so many shopping for baby clothes!!! beverly’s also bought so many like every time she sees a cute baby overall or something she buys it immediately
they basically have so many colors like all the colors of rainbow
(obviously)
once the kids get a little older like around 4-6 all they wanna do is watch disney movies!!! and eddie and richie are down with it of course
just imagine reddie + kids movie night???? all of them cuddled up on the couch??? with a bowl of popcorn??? under a blanket????
mulan is rhiana’s favorite and little mermaid is liam’s favorite
richie of course learns how to do the voices to all the funny disney characters, his best ones are sebastian and mushu though and the kids LOVE them!!!! they love them so much and it just drives richie to do the voices even more so eventually eddie has to forbid him from doing them around bedtime because the kids will never stop giggling and every time they giggle richie’s heart expands like a trillion times so he will just continue with the impressions and it’s a CYCLE
in case you were wondering, richie’s the stay at home dad. i repeat, richie’s the stay at home dad!!!!!
he definitely does the laundry and dishes wearing a baby blue apron
eddie’s working 9 to 5 as an accountant and he fucking hates the job
richie and the kids decide to cheer him up and call him facetime calls and eddie’s immediately feelin better :“)
also. whenever eddie has to work a long day he comes back home to a ready bubble bath,, a warm prepped meal and a glass of red wine
eddie knows it’s gonna happen every time he’s coming home late but somehow he always forgets? so whenever he comes home and opens the door to see the dim lighted kitchen with a candle on the table next to his foil-covered plate and the wine glass he nearly bursts out in tears
richie’s a very caring husband™
but not that great with dressing up the kids
*one night when richie’s taking liam to the movies*
“honey … what is liam wearing???”
“he’s wearing fashion.”
“is that a… baby hawaiian shirt???”
“LIAM RUN TO THE CAR!!!!!”
anyway,,, how cute would christmas times be too?? like baking gingerbread cookies all of them around the kitchen counter together while listening to christmas songs ,,, richie and eddie forgetting about the kids for a moment when richie accidentally gets some red sugar frosting on eddie’s nose and eddie’s like “omg what did you do!!!” and richie says “you’re rudolph now” and boops his nose,,, and eddie just swoons and oh WOW they’re in LOVE and some disgustingly cute heart eyes to each other are exchanged before richie leans to kiss him and the kids go “EWWWWWWWW!!!”
imagining this just added 10 years to my life
richie literally spoils them SO MUCH
*reddie shopping for christmas presents*
“richie what is that?”
“it’s the doll house rhiana asked for”
“uhh yes and it’s also 200 dollars”
“,,, it’s the DOLL HOUSE ,, RHIANA ASKED FOR”
richie would fetch them the moon from the sky if they asked for it
also imagine the christmas mornings ,,, richie and eddie on the couch snuggled next to each other with cups of coffee/tea,, with smiles on their faces watching as the kids open the presents and it’s literally just the photo of a perfect family on a snowy xmas morning 
well lets fast forward a little again, the kids are like 8-10 now
rhiana has the prettiest dark, curly hair and her eyes are brown and beautiful
liam has light hair, it’s kind of like dirty blonde and he’s got blue eyes
rhiana has a lot of friends over all the time and eddie’s always making food and/or snacks and bringing them to the kids 
liam has like three good friends and they’re also constantly over but they’re mainly inside liam’s room playing video games. (or secretly listening to britney spears)
rhiana does karate and liam plays soccer
richie always drives them to school and practices ,, eddie always picks them up
they’re definitely at every competition/game cheering
“THATS RIGHT! KICK HIS ASS! KICK HIS ASS RHIANNA!”
that’s not richie by the way. that’s eddie
and at liam’s soccer games they definitely have the big foam thumbs and self-made cheer sheets
whenever liam scores richie’s gonna tap the person next to him on the shoulder and be like “tHATS MY SON!!”
and that one time when liam did the winning score,,, oh my god eddie screamed and richie accidentally threw his nachos to the air
at one karate competition, rhiana got kicked a little too hard and she fell on top of her shoulder, dislocating it
eddie and richie had sort of an argument after this,, whether or not they’re gonna let rhiana continue
eddie doesn’t want his daughter anywhere NEAR the karate ring anymore and richie thinks that if rhiana wants to continue she should
however she doesn’t want to do it anymore and richie notices she’s super sad all the time, so he suggests a new hobby and rhiana is like “like what?”
richie’s like well how about i teach you how to play guitar!!
rhiana learns acoustic guitar in like a freaking week and she gets so excited about musical instruments so she learns how to play piano and fipple flute and ukulele and wow richie’s so proud
liam gets interested in instruments too now that he has to listen to his sister practice in her room 24/7 (because of course richie bought her her own piano too), so liam learns how to play the bass
“kids, i think we should start a garage band!”
eddie cutting in between with slightly nervous laughter
“i think NOT, richie!”
lord knows eddie couldnt take it
times of horror ahead at the age of 12-13
so many “I HATE YOU!!! I HATE YOU BOTH!!!!“s
…because they weren’t allowed to play video games after 11pm anymore or go to slovenia with their best friend’s family or buy the shoes that cost 150$
(even richie’s getting a little strict now because eddie keeps on telling him this is your fault you spoiled them too much and now they walk around thinking im gonna buy them a fucking 2000$ smartphone)
richie’s hurt because his imitation voices aren’t funny to the kids anymore, instead they say he’s stupid and childish
wait did i say richie’s hurt? i meant richie’s heartbroken
because his kids his babies his best friends don’t want him around anymore they push richie away and rhiana even told him to ”get a fucking life, dad!!!!“
they definitely won’t let richie take any photos to the "baby photo” books that turned into a little longer than expected
so one night eddie walks upstairs to find richie crying in the bedroom with his head in his hands
“honey what’s wrong???”
“they hate me”
“richie they adore you. they’re just teenagers it’ll go away you know it”
and it does go away thankfully,,, and at the age of 15-16 they’re almost back to normal again. but now they’re just so teenagers
richie’s the good cop and eddie’s the bad cop 
one time liam comes home high
fun little fact; they’re looking after their neighbor susan’s cat for a week because she’s traveling and richie is stroking the cat on his lap as he speaks
(you know how bad guys turn around on the chair)
“well well well,,, look who decided to come home”
eddie has one leg thrown over the other and hands resting on top of his other knee with such a strict look on his face
liam goes pale as he turns around, his eyes are so red and he’s just. definitely not there
richie tilts his head
“are you… are you high?”
liam just looks at him before shaking his head slowly. like. way too slowly
“shit you got any left?”
eddie gasps and slaps richie’s arm who immediately then blurts out
“i MEAN— sHAME ON YOU, LIAM, THAT IS AWFUL AND THAT IS WRONG!”
later that night richie tries to get some sexy times but eddie’s still mad at him
“oh come on eddie it wasn’t that bad”
“yOU ASKeD yOUR SiXTEeN YEAR OLd SON IF HE HaD ANY WEED LEFt fOR yOU!!!!”
“…okay i guess it was a little bad but-”
next week rhiana wants to go to a party
surprisingly tho, richie won’t let her
she asks this over dinner and she on purpose asks this from richie directly because she’s sure he’s gonna say yes
“so dad there’s this party on friday and-”
“no.”
eddies eyes widen, rhianas jaw drops and liam raises his brows but he’s lowkey gloat that his sister gets told no for a chance
“what???”
“you heard me” richie just guides a piece of the steak to his mouth
“this steak is very good honey” he just speaks like he just didnt forbid something from his daughter
“thank… you”
“excuse me but why am i not getting to go to the party??????” rhiana is like uHhh WTF dad
“because i said so”
liam snorts
“OH MY GOD!!!”
“:)” richie
“but EVERYONE is going!!!!!”
“i don’t care you are not”
“LIAM WENT TO A PARTY LAST WEEKEND!!!”
“liam’s sixteen”
“I AM FIFTEEN”
“yes so wait one more year”
“!!!!UGH!!!”
liam decides to take advantage of this
“hey so uh, johnny invited me to this-”
“no.”
“???huh???”
“i said no”
“BUT YOU JUST SAID I COULD GO BECAUSE IM SIXTEEN”
“yes, and last weekend you got home high”
“BUT-”
“no buts. liam, you are… what do you call it…”
silence
“ah, right. grounded”
“GROUNDED???”
“really?” even eddie asks, confused
“YOU CANT GROUND ME A WEEK LATER, DAD”
“says who?”
liam is just gaping
“thats what i thought”
eddie’s lowkey turned on and needs to take a sip of some ice cold water in his glass
at the age of 17-18 liam starts dating some girl from his high school and both richie and eddie love her she’s a very sweet girl!!
she’s at the house constantly and now both eddie and richie realize that rhiana’s never once mentioned having a boyfriend?? and now they’re confused because she’s gorgeous and smart and funny and everything
richie thinks he’s such a scary dad that no guy would even dare to approach her
eddie just snorts and mumbles a "sure…”
one time eddie and rhiana are having some quality time together at the mall and eddie brings up the relationship subject even though him and richie agreed not to bring it up but hE CANT HELP IT
“so… any cute guys at your class?”
rhiana gets so pissed off and storms out of the restaurant and won’t talk to eddie for the rest of the day and eddies so confused like what did i do wrong??? honey i’m so sorry???? but rhiana won’t answer she just sulks for the whole car ride
when they get home she locks herself in the room and won’t come out and eddie has to tell richie that he asked her and richie’s like why would you do that and blah blah blah
anyway then richie goes up to knock on rhiana’s door
“GO AWAY!!!”
“it’s me”
silence
the door opens
rhiana’s eyes are all teary and her lower lip is shaking and richie’s heart drops at the sight
“,,,baby what’s wrong??”
rhiana bursts out in sobs and richie steps in to her room,,, pulling her to a hug and she just cries and cries
richie then asks again what’s wrong and suggests sitting down and talking about it
“i… the reason why i… haven’t… brought a boyfriend home is… because…”
“yes???” richie asks, his voice soft
rhiana sniffs
“honey you can tell me anything okay???”
“its because im gay, dad”
richie doesn’t say anything for a moment
it’s not because he’d be shocked but because why would his daughter feel awful about telling this to him??? to eddie?? her parents are gay,, she shouldn’t feel like this,,, but clearly something or someone has made her feel like it’s wrong and now richie feels so sad
“okay.” he just says
rhiana blinks
“o-okay?”
“okay. so you’re gay. lovely!”
rhiana lets out a stuffed-nose laugh
“really? that’s it?”
“well we can throw a parade if you want to”
rhiana just hugs richie and murmurs a “i love you dad”
she then gets the courage to tell eddie too and eddie tries not to cry because he’s actually so happy??? that his daughter is so brave to tell both him and richie ?? like he never would’ve had the guts and he never even did tell his mom he’s dating richie before they were 19 and richie pROPOSED but here his daughter is at the age of 17 ,,, and he tells her she should never be ashamed of herself and honestly the two of them have a long heart-to-heart conversation that really just,,, brings them so much closer than they ever were
liam,,, in his hetero relationship however…
“YOU BROUGHT A GIRL IN TO THIS HOUSE TO HAVE SEX????”
“eddie calm down. they’re eighteen-”
“SEX??? INSIDE THIS HOUSE??!!”
richie just ignores eddie and asks liam,,,
“just tell me you were at least using a condom?”
“yeah”
“a cONdOM??? YOU— oh MY GOD YOU KNOW WHAT A CONDOM IS!”
“baby isn’t that a good thing? the kids are being safe!”
“A CONDOM, RICHIE!!! SEX!! LIAM IS HAVING SEX!”
“okay can we PLEASE stop saying sex?!?!!,”
“THATS WHAT YOU’RE DOING! IF YOU’RE NOT OLD ENOUGH TO SAY IT YOU’RE NOT OLD ENOUGH TO HAVE IT!!!!”
“oh come on babe we were like sixteen when we first-”
liam gags and eddie gasps
that was a long, long night and a conversation for all of them. also painful
for poor liam especially
anyway overall they’re just the greatest family ever
ikea shopping together
painting the kitchen walls together and eating chinese takeaway food on the floor
disney land trips
family vacations 
movie nights
watching the ball drop from the tv at new years and shooting some fireworks from the backyard
(richie nearly set the house on fire once or twice tho)
when the kids were younger and it was date night and babysitters were needed…. losers club to the rescue!
stan and bill as godfathers,,, they always take the kids to museum tours or great restaurants
mike is their favorite because sheep,,, cows,,, chickens!!!! also he shows them pretty places and photos from when richie and eddie were teens which is funny because what the fuck is richie wearing and why does eddie have two fanny packs?????
ben and beverly always take them to cute ice cream shops or play board games with them
and when richie and eddie come back home/pick the kids up they’ve literally just missed them so much
PARENTS!REDDIE FOR LIFE
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pngianne · 3 years
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hi bestie ! ive been a fan of urs for quite a long time now and i am still sauurrr in love with ur works!! uve grown so much as an artist !! <333 ure such an inspiration ;____; sana masarap ulam niyo 24/7 !!
also im still obsessed with the brush ure using >___< i honestly cant find it anywhere. i think u mentioned chinese heavy crayon brush but i couldnt find anything like it :< do u mind dropping it 🥺🤲 please and thank u 💗
Omg haha ang cute naman!! Thank you so much I appreciate your support all this time💗 sana masarap din ulam mo all the time!
Also, I super appreciate the question, but I’m sorry I’m not so comfortable with giving away more details about my brush for personal reasons :( I hope you understand! Idk if it'll help but this is the name of the brush: 重抹蜡笔 1
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sorrowandmadness · 3 years
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Finally able to type this post in peace now lol. My sister early in the morning just had to use my room for work and i was uncomfortable in doing anything inside lmao. Wanted to study also couldn't concentrate. I can only fully concentrate when im fully alone in a room. My head will be everywhere analyzing any slight movements and its a distraction. Its one of the reason why i prefer having my alone time. Even when im in the room closing the door, my head will still on the look out for the things going on outside my room. Its just me having this since last time. Not alot of people knw about this to think about it i only mention this to Jean once before and that was years back. Not only in my room it can be outside also anywhere im at, it just happen. Sometimes i try to shut it off and not be aware of my surroundings too much cause its exhausting.
Ive finally submitted my last assignment for this sem. I dunno how many time i re-read it and try to check for mistakes. Even asked my friends to check for me and im thankful they were willing. They managed to spot minor mistakes that i couldnt see. My brain overload already so everything i see now is a blur even by typing this now my head is all over the place. Im just glad its over and i can focus on the exam now. I have to do a timetable which ive forgotten about it actually. I have social psych class later omg that class is super draggy lmao i cant stand it. I honestly dont even feel like attending it but i will just attend and do smth else lol. Paranoid about my essay for that module also but wtv we shall see what the lecturer gonna say later if she already marked it.
But honestly im proud of my human development essay lol i think i will score better than the other 2. Before class start i shall find ways to energise myself eventhough i had coffee just now. Took Knight and Sky out as usual but Knight didnt managed to be out for long due to my sister's situation. Skylar was so cute waiting outside Knight's cage cause she knws the routine now and i knw she was excited. Everywhere i go she would follow now and the fact that i had to bring knight in and she was still outside corridor chilling and i called her name from inside the house and she immediately ran up inside to me im shook lol. Cuties.
When I was young I had no one to turn to so I turned to animals for comfort that's why I adore them so much. You give me any animals i will be happy. How i wanted to work at the zoo last time lol but its so far away for my place that's why i didn't apply for it. How i don't mind working anything related to animals. Event though there were a lot of people staying in my house back then i still felt alone so animals where my comfort. I had hamsters, iguana, cats, rabbits, parrot etc i wish i can own a monkey lol I've always wanted one. They're so smart and i find out that our DNA is 98% similar to chimpanzees. Bruhh since young I've been wanting a monkey more then lion or tigers lol. This is why I've always wanted to go South Africa so i can handle them one-on-one. Maybe one day i will be able to do that. Thats another one of my dream lol.
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