#I COULDN'T

[little-pup-pip]

25 Days of Agere Moodboards! Day 8: Ideal Playroom!!

[scarabeegrandma]

Mitsukou week day 2: dessert :3

[silverlining-ships]

truthfully sometimes it's... really really hard to believe that she would actually like me. like I have so much faith that she likes who i am in the canon of the show, but sitting here drawing or when I'm doing work it's. really hard to believe that she would CARE like that. because she's jasper. and all the really gushy "your f/o would try to take care of you when you're depressed!" stuff just kind of goes over my head because.... would she really?

i have a terrible terrible problem with everything having to be 115% in character and so 99% of the time I'm writing this beautiful romance story that means EVERYTHING to me, but like.. I'm looking at it from the outside. she likes this fanfic version of me, but the version that's sitting here at my desk?

i guess the only words I can find for it is I am such a service top lol. like I care so so much about her and how I can make her feel better and how she can feel safe but completely neglect how she would feel the same about me.

[alphabetcompletionist]

ELEGIAC BALLAD

I had a middle-aged half-deaf beagle called Khaki Jack. He’d had a bleak life; caged, kicked, maimed, defiled. Jack had baggage. ‘A bad egg’; all malice, mad like hell. He had a dim, jaded face I’d call 'facile', 'glib'; a lifelike façade, like I’d had him embalmed. I decided I liked him. He 'abided' me.

Jack had lice. A hide like a llama fleece. I checked him, de-flead him, made him a bed. I had a half-baked idea; a belief if I calmed him, made him amiable, he’d heal. I aimed high.

Jack baffled me. If I called him, he hid. If I kicked a ball, he fled. If I made a face, he hackled. If I beamed back, he balked like I flicked him.

Jack liked cake. Jam, beef, lamb kebab, he deemed all edible; Each deli held a high acclaim; each mall café, a Mecca. If I had cake, he begged. I fed him cake.

Jack became fickle. He climbed a big elm, acacia, beech, climbed a jagged cliff face, a  high ledge, like ‘bald eagle’ high, like ‘Babel’ high.

He’d dig like a jackal; a mad childlike glee. He made life a bedlam, each game a debacle. If I chided him, he became meek, mild. He’d lick a face like a cliché, a gimmick.

If I hiked half a mile, he ambled ahead, glided, agile, like a high-heeled dame. He mimicked me like a kid. If I called him, he came back. If I led him, like magic, he heeled.

Jack fell ill. He damaged a leg; a lame dead limb. He became feeble; malleable, like a flaccid beachball kicked afield. He hacked, gagged black bile. A lilac? A dahlia? He bled. He flailed. He faded. I held him. He died. I’d had him a decade. I ached like he blamed me. I feel like I failed him, fallible Jack.

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13/26

honestly i am impressed beyond words. and this seems to be original too. i wish i could praise this as high as i think of it

[agythi]

Sometimes I wonder what being cishet is like. Sometimes I feel like I could've done that?

[crystallinemythos]

✨🌈

[theia-eos]

Seeing something about a Fire Emblem class being offered at college. I would never want a class about Fire Emblem, I wouldn't survive hearing anything discourse about it by modern college students IRL.

But it is reminding me of the time I delivered a senior thesis on the evolution of the hidden/overt LGBT representation in video games using Ike as an example back before Awakening was released.

[total-zone]

Yankee moots...Knick Moots...let's unite.

[oneiriad]

Royal Copenhagen's Majestic Flap-flaps.

[sparkles-oflight]

Wait... Kris' DMs are "locked" now?

Edit: Jan too? And I think jure too

[frick6101719]

Told my boyfriend some months ago that I had written a fanfic (or two, or three...) and told him that if he read the Six of Crows duology I would let him read The Last Songbird and uh we finally finished the second audiobook on Thursday and I am A PANIC

[awakefor48hours]

Me, who has bad at managing time disorder seeing I have to be somewhere to be in 5 minutes: this is a great time to start this 20 minute task

[a-hazbin-reader]

THE INLY REASON WHY THEY ARE IN HELL IS BC HELEN KILLED TWO MAN AND WAS SMOKING AND MIA OFF HERSELF and heaven was like "those two got to go🤷‍♂️"

Heaven is full of COWARDS 😤

[sebastianslegacy]

Alright, I just wanted to share that I find it really funny my boyfriend and I openly talk about our crushes in Hogwarts Legacy.

Like any time I'm playing a quest with Poppy, he'll go "Poppy Sweetinggggg~~~!!!" and "Dude she could get it, look she's such an angel, she just wants to help all the animals"

And when he's on Discord with his friends, and I'm on a quest with Sebastian, he tells his friends that I'm playing with my 'boyfriend' lmao

One time he asked me, "What makes you like Sebastian? He's got that bad boy persona with family issues and doesn't listen to what people tell him to do" and then realized he was describing himself and just went 'oh it's me'

[sunnylaurels]

My grandmother passed away last night and my dog followed her this morning

But last night my grandmother visited me in a dream

She patted my dog saying how cute she was

She didn't mention the fact that I refused to go to her funeral in order to take care of my dog instead

Or that she can't get a proper funeral yet

I really hope that dream meant something