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[Abandoned by the Lightners, his heart became cracked with hatred.]
Hitting a lil' too close to home?
#junie art post#ink sans#error sans#utmv#errorink#implied. but yea not the focus#this has been turning around in my mind for quite some time. im glad to finish it lmao idk if my ramblings make sense even.#so like listen. do you ever think about how similar the function of the utmv is to the dark worlds in deltarune.#in a meta narrative to fandom sense? idk the word#we are making exaggerated expanded worlds of the ordinary tools and entertainment of the real world and make it into something more#isnt that very very interesting?#and we explore every sort of possibility in that creation. both good and bad#and when all is said and done. every possibility found and the entertainment and secrets has all run out#we put it away. abandon and leave it behind#what is left? what happens to the world and characters we have created? can it sustain without us?#what of the ones left in the dark?#idk if yall saw me a few months ago but i reblogged comyet's old post of ink begging us not to leave him alone and to keep creating#yea that never left me#and seeing exactly THAT SCENARIO in deltarune made my brain iTCH#imagine an ink in King's position.... wait isnt that just underverse#mmmmmmm. darkner ink.....#also error is here too. not just for errorink or that i can't separate these two to save my life#but error is also one of the few people to be able to GET IT?? he can hear the creators too. ink cant#but hes pretty much programmed himself to avoid having a mental break down to this via reboot memory loss.#and ink has his own internal coping mechanism (hooray for short term memory loss)#these two idiots will do anything but confront truths lmfao#ahhh my favorite idiots. never change#mmmmm#deltarune
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Reason #48234872 Kiibo should've lived: so Maki can have someone to recreate a normal human adolescence with while Himiko and Shuichi go into a state of depressed hibernation for the next half decade...
Honestly I never even thought of this pairing until I started drawing this months ago, but I think they would have an interesting dynamic postcanon. It's hard for them to relate to each other at first — Maki has seen way too much and Kiibo has seen like 0 things in his life ever — but they've both been dehumanized, made to believe they're dangerous,* and barred from participating in "the real world" for most of their lives. And because of that they just want something that is, to use Maki's words, "as vanilla as possible."
Also, they're both autistic straight men and I want to see the hijinks that ensue when you put two of those in the same room.
*Obviously we see Maki being viewed as dangerous by herself and others; I can't even tell anymore if it's obvious that Kiibo shares that experience to some degree or if I'm just too deep in my own Kiibo lore... But here's 2 thoughts on why I think that's something they canonically share:
They both hurt someone close to them in their backstories, and that weighs on them enough that both of their Harmonious Heart events are about wondering if that person would hold it against them. Also for reasons I won't elaborate on here, I'm pretty sure Kiibo at least subconsciously views himself as a danger to others due to the environment he grew up in after Iidabashi was injured. I mean imagine having an emergency stop button permanently installed on your body "just in case."
Despite everyone's backstories being fictional, Kiibo and Maki have still killed one real person each --- Kiibo killed Tsumugi (and endangered everyone else), and Maki effectively killed Kokichi/Kaito ('effectively' just as in it could create the kind of "I killed a guy" guilt that is relevant to this discussion. I'm not going to even comment on the actual causality of that entire situation). Even if you don't count that, Kiibo being the only person with a body count is an interesting reversal given he's a pacifist and seems to have the most rigid moral code of the cast (something I also think was a precaution of sorts).
(+ Credit: Background of page 6 is traced from this random photo of an ice rink lobby. I made up the background of page 7 and that's why you can't tell what the hell anything actually is.)
#danganronpa#danganronpa v3#maki harukawa#kiibo#k1-b0#keebo#kiimaki#makiibo#harukiibo#long comic#drv3 spoilers#ndrv3#drv3#comics#comic#meta#i cant think of tags right now im so tired from. drawing this comic sdljfkjdsklfs#cant even tell if its good anymore tbh but theres only like 3 people in this tag so im just gonna. put it out there#again i think w any other characters this would obviously be romantic but#theyre both so cringe and unable to cope with affection that it kind of just creates a feedback loop#idk maybe im just saying this because i feel weird posting rarepair and because i also ship kiiruma and kaimaki LMAO#my art#my posts#fanart#described#pretty sure i started and abandoned this before i even finished emergency stop so have fun spotting the hiatus in here??#ok im gonna. go rest my eyes now. god#p#pp
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I WAS HAPPY.
NAGI SEISHIROU; 05.06 Birthday 2025
#blue lock#blue lock spoilers#nagi seishirou#bluelocksource#anisource#animangahive#animangaboys#userokkottsus#userartless#userlysandra#userinahochi#usertorichi#useradrienne#:m#e:gfx#nagi#so i cant animate on path on photoshop. i see. i cant even animate filter? punching the wall punching the wa#im asking for too much wkwkw but the max my laptop can handle is illustrator........ using ae here would give me a headache#anyways given Recent Events. i feel like i gotta make something for nagi's birthday!!!!!!!!! partly to cope#it was nice going back to old chapters for materials n see how much hes grown. hes like a beloved lab rat to me#v msc chapters in particular were. hm. hilarious. ?#i can feel agi's struggle hes basically screaming at ngro to get it together for the last half of the match#epinagi was really fun too hes literally looking at the world with childlike wonder...#his curiosity was delivered as sassy remarks at times n like. sometimes he does mean it but hes an endearing character in that way#wherever that brought him man. hes doing such a good job at Trying!!!
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U have a lot of bravado on here. Is it to make up 4 the fact that when you tell ppl about ur beliefs irl they look at you like a maniac they hate and you're too much of a pussy to handle it?
a truly colossal crashout taking place in my inbox rn. all of these are from the same anon, sent one after another in the span of a few mins. i guess this is what rejecting ones true self & reality in general does to a person's psyche. sad!


#aaaahahahahaha#like what can you even say to this much pure concentrated cope#the funniest part is im quite open abt my beliefs irl & it rarely gets me into beef with others bc lets be clear: normies do not give a fuck#im talking lib leaning blue voters btw. even my sister who is quite political will just be like#''well yeah ppl cant change sex but you could be nice & pretend for them like i do'' LMAO#my best friend of a decade plus is like that too. & then keeps right on being my bff. they DONT CAAAARE LMFAO#these asks put me in a better mood than i was already bc it made me realize how much better my life is than whoever sent them#i am full of joy gratitude & serenity. also ice cream#asks
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Could you imagine being Dean Winchester and constantly sacrificing everything for everyone else. Your food, your freedom, your happiness, and your free will for everyone else and then this guy comes in. This man who isn’t really a man.
He comes in when you’re at your lowest low. When you have succumbed and given your life, your hopes, and your morals to hell and he reaches you and touches you and says. You deserve good things. Means, I will make sure you get good things.
And you don’t believe him at first but then he says, I rebelled, Im hunted. I did it, all of it, for you. And not so much later, I’m doing this for you, Dean. And few years down the line, he gives up an army for you. And his own life a few times. And it gets to the point where you—who prides themselves on never needing anything or believing in anything—start needing him. Start having faith in him.
He stays and you realize that you’ve never had to sacrifice anything for that. For him to stay.
And he—this man who literally fell from the heavens—sacrifices all of it, including heaven, for you to stay.
And it is such a stark contrast to what you’re used to. Such an insane flip of everything you’ve ever known, that you don’t know how to deal with it. You don’t understand, don’t know how to handle it, so you try pushing him away. You yell and say ugly things and, once, (though you didn’t mean to—weren’t entirely yourself) you even hit him. And still. He sees all that bad inside you and all the bad you’ve done and he still. Stays. He still tries to stay.
It messes with your head. Something happens inside of you and you think—you think you might love him.
Maybe it’s all the sacrifices he’s done and the fact that you haven’t been able to match him up to them. But maybe it’s his kindness, too. And he’s funny in a weird—no one gets his humor but you—kind of way. He’s strong and capable. A good listener.
He’s—he’s beautiful, too. Devastatingly so.
He’s good with kids. He gets you. Likes your music and starts singing along to Zepp when its just you two in the car. He’s so much more than what he’s given you (he says the same thing about you) and you don’t deserve him but he doesn’t seem to mind.
It’s the sacrifices that are messing with your head, but maybe it’s just him too. Maybe he’s just everything you’ve ever wanted.
He says you don’t have to sacrifice anything anymore. Not with him. And for the first time since you were a kid—it’s true.
#i mean what do you even do with that#how do u cope when he leaves then#i cant with them#dean Winchester deserves a soft epilogue#and someone who loves him like its breathing#supernatural#spn#destiel#dean winchester#deancas#castiel#meta#spn meta#writing
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i think a core component of the okumura twins relationship is that if you told them before the series what happens in the future, they would worry about each other before themselves
#i stand by this 100%#especially with yukio people act like he actually hates rin#when in reality he spends a lot of time worrying about his safety to his own detriment and to the detriment of him#cuz he thinks about it as an authority figure and not as a peer and he doesnt really know rin that well at this point#hes used to the 'if nothing bad happens he'll be same so if he does nothing nothing will happen' but of course that doesnt work anymore#rin is already a demon hes already an exorcist and yukio cant cope with the fact that bad things have ALREADY happened#and his problem solving method failed and continues to fail that he doesnt know what to do#in terms of rin of course he also has his own problems#rin does this too but more as a brother and less of an authority figure#its more of a 'yukio should have to deal with this so im gonna do it even if it kills me' even tho in this case yukio has more experience#rin needs to keep him safe and to keep him safe he needs to fight the things that threaten his little brother#but that also fails because of yukio's aformentioned experience but also rin's lack of experience#rin knows how to fight bullies but he doesnt know demons but hes still trying even if yukio doesnt want him to#anyway i think its sweet how hard they try for eachother despite being out of their element#and also how hard they're trying to appear like they're not trying to keep eachother safe to eachothers benefit#okumura twins#ao no exorcist#blue exorcist#yukio okumura#rin okumura
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how it feels still loving agatha and then going on twitter and seeing that they HATE her over there



#im in enemy territory... save me#guys i miss alice too (shes not dead shes actually gonna come back TRUST)#im sorry i just cant stop loving her#agatha harkness#im just like rio fr shes a bit crazy a bit evil a bit villainous? thats okay#agatha all along#rio vidal#jennifer kale#alice wu gulliver#shes not dead guys TRUST not coping at ALL#im sorry i just cant hate agatha tho even if it was completely on purpose or not#i stand with my cancelled wife
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AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY
#I WASNT EVEN MEANING TO SO I ACCIDENTALLY SKIPPED THE DIALOGUE BEFORE I KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING FUCK#ill go and find it later if only to give myself peace of mind. BUT WOW. WHAT THE FUCK#my original plan was to 1) work my way to the king and talk to him 2) doom myself and take everyone down with me 3) loop back to floor 3#so i can visit the observatory and scrounge for any lore. although since i got killed that run siffrin asked the king to kill him first#which was intereresting. but i decided to have all doors unlocked that time around so i can just get the starcrest and go#but for some reason it wasnt working so i went to get the keyknife since i was already there and completely forgot i already had it#from the previous loop and THATS what triggered it. IT WAS FUNNY BUT ALSO SCARY BUT ALSO I THINK I GET WHAT THEY MEAN#about siffrin going back without actually changing. going along with a script even if his feelings on things change#the same way he has his own small rituals like the carving thing and does it for constancy. reassurance or safety even#and the times when he breaks script and ends horribly like the sadness attacking thing and bonnie yelling at him cause him to loop#to avoid it. although i cant really say anything bc id probably do the same thing. maybe not for the same reasons since im cruel#and make him do the worst to see what will happen since i put curiosity over rejection sensitivity as an observer and player but well.#i feel wrongfooted bringing it up since i dont have it myself but i have to wonder if this kind of leans into ocd tendencies.. i remember#reading something about how ocd is fuelled by fear. and things like counting and rituals are kind of used to cope with that?#if anyone knows anything more or talked abt it already id be really interested in hearing it bc im almost sure im not#the first to come to this conclusion. but i simply dont know enough nor have the confidence to broach the topic rn esp with how often#misconceptions around ocd get casually passed around so its hard for me to know what is and isnt a baseless assumption#puppy plays isat#in stars and time#isat#playthru#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 3 spoilers#change god#WHAT WAS THAT WITH WEARING LOOPS FACE THOUGH WHAT THE FUCKKK
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Malcolm in the middle Dewey plot

Malcolm in the middle Francis plot

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oh gitae is so devilishly handsome

but i wouldn’t dare go near him … just look at the wolfish grin on his face while eating a raw steak … absolute feral beast of a man!.!!
#☆#lookism#no matter how pretty ptj makes him. never forget how he chowed down on that raw meat#pretty on the outside. full of an unimaginable amount of parasites on the inside!!!#second picture looks like he’s coping with a tapeworm after eating that meat raw#lookism powerscaling is so messed up that gitae could be defeated by his tapeworm and we’d have to accept it#(that tapeworm is gun’s second body)#in all seriousness i cant wait to see him fight again (even if he’s fighting against his tapeworm)#gitae tapeworm headcanon is my greatest contribution to lookism tumblr#gitae kim#my gorgeous king
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TAKIISHI CHIKA IN CHAPTER 153
#✧* ꜝ takiishi chika#𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 𝓴𝓲𝓴𝓲#TAKIISHI CHIKA I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK I LOVE YOU I LOVE I LOVE YOU I LOVE I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU#I WANT TO BITE YOU / EAT YOU / KISS YOU / CONSUME YOU / DEVOUR YOU / CLAIM YOU / DO EVERYTHING TO YOU#SWEETHEART LOVE DARLING HONEY ANGEL SWEETIE BOO DEAREST SUNSHINE CUPCAKE GEM PRECIOUS GORGEOUS BEAUTIFUL BELOVED CHARMING MY EVERYTHING ADO#SOULMATE TREASURE MY LOVE ENCHANTING LOVELY HEARTBEAT ANGEL FACE CUDDLE BUG SWEET PEA SPARK BUTTERCUP FIREFLY DREAMBOAT BUTTERFLY STARSHINE#SWEETS POOKIE SNUGGLE MUFFIN DARLINGHEART STARLIGHT MOONBEAM CUPID SWEETY PIE FLOWER DAZZLE BELOVED ANGEL POOH BEAR SUNKISS HARMONY SWEET C#TAKIISHI CHIKA DON'T MAKE ME GO EVEN MORE INSANE / BOY YOU DRIVE ME TO THE EDGE AND I WILL DIVE IN FULLY LET ME DROWN#I HATE YOU CHIKA I HATE YOU FOR MAKING ME OBSESSED WITH YOU I WILL NEVER GET A REAL BF LIKE THAT#PLEASE BE REAL AND LET ME LOVE YOU AND BE YOUR COOL GF I CAN KICK ASS TOO IM SO GOOD AT FIGHTING#I CAN TWIST HANDS I CAN KICK HIGH WE WILL BE SO HOT TOGETHER#i mean we are alr together in my silly little brain#GUYS PLEASE IM NOT WEIRD IF I CANT HAVE A REAL BOY TO OBSESS AND LOVE / I HAVE TO COPE SMH PLEASUE UNDERSTAND THIS#I MEAN MY MAN IS THE BEST ISN'T HE HMM#kichi / takikishi forever#F O R E V E R#MONSTER MY BABY IS A MONSTER#IM IN LOVE WITH A MONSTER#EXPECT SO MANY CHIKA CONTENT AS USUAL#YOUR CHEEKS I WILL EAT THEM AND KISS THEM AND BITE THEM#takiishi#takiishi x reader#takiishi chika
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it’s over
#i fucking hateeeeeeeeeee whining on dash i really really do#i dont want to be perceived but the pre-period demons are beating my ass#ari’s monthly writing spiral …………. my beloathed#i cant even read my own fics . right now and it makes me sad bc i need a sugu pick me up TT something self-indulgent just for me#but …. ough . augh#cw vent#<- sorry sorry sorry#ill be stable in like eight hours#on the bright side i just finished prefarming for furiri …. everything but her talent mats :’< ive only just started with that#i love you dash im sorry for whining#kissing you mwah ill sugupost later . to cope#ari noises ✩
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any other extremely socially anxious bastards permanently stuck between being proud of yourself for overcoming it so often and also being incredibly pissed at yourself bc why the FUCK can you not just be NORMAL.
#it’s gotten a THOUSAND times better in the past decade for me i literally switched to online school bc i was so anxious it was causing#truancy problems. (well and i was being harrassed horribly bc someone had just outed me as trans and i legit feared for my life)#i couldnt even go into the grocery store without having a full on panic attack and now i often stay out interacting w the public for hours#at a time.#so like it’s gotten so much better i can actually cope and do it now but i still am awkward and freak out at times and it’s like.#it’s so frustrating bc why can you not just be normal. why cant you just interact like everyone else#youve been seriously at it for years now and youre still anxious? despite nearly every interaction going JUST FINE?#im also incredibly nervous walking around here too i DESPISE#crossing streets. bc that’s also social interaction. you have to watch cars and yield and pay attention to people letting you cross etc#so bc i have to walk everywhere it heightens my anxiety already by the time i get to wherever i need to further interact w people#idk idk idk. just trying to be easy on myself bc i did in fact force myself to get better and i am improving the more i do it.#but goddamn. yknow.
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if i had a nickel every time magneto, charles, and amelia were all featured on a cover that framed them as having a wack love triangle then im sure im missing more than just these two but im still baffled i naturally found two so easily anyway
#snap chats#sorry im coping with wanting to draw cherik but 1.) wanting a break from drawing today 2.) having to draw for work this week#so we simply gotta do things old fashioned. my goofy postings#also 'snap you cant just post about 309 twice in a day' OK IN ALL FAIRNESS I MEANT OT POST ABOUT THIS LIKE. THE SEC I GOT 309#CAUSE I REALIZED AND WAS LIKE 'OH THATS FUNNY' but then i forgot </3#anyway. we be talking about erik having beef with lilandra Hear Me Out ..... vjELKEJKLAJ I JEST I JEST#Flashback issue he's just Genuinely had it THIS is his charles-lover-related crashout not lilandra vjALKJALK#is that even like. inaccurate. EH in the issue charles and erik affirm with each other They Can't Work Together#im p sure amelia butts in like 'you guys would work well together tho ..' but i cant remember exactly so take that with a grain of salt#whats so funny about the Flashback issue tho is eriks just. I've Been Watching You Two. VERY Closely. once amelia makes herself known#like are you watching them bang erik is that. is that the insinuation with that tone. can you get help. whats with the tone.#in 309 he just looks like a disapproving ex or some shit it has me weak every time i look at it#not amelia leaving charles and erik just in the shadows like thank GOD
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that cant be safe
#thisis the only fucking flipline post ill ever make. worlds most tatonbait papa louie character#calypso island is so fucked up dude has anyone thought of this#i cant stop thinking about how fucked up it is#does anyone even like this guy? is it just me? whatever#im getting killed with hammers for posting this either way#in my mind. sorry#flipline studios#papa louie#flipline kahuna#Why is he named thattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#sorry i get pissed off when i realize i actually do likehim its like a coping mechanism#taton's art#?????????????????fuck dude i guess#dont look at me
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if ruining my sleep schedule cause i was locked in drawing a meme was an olympic sport id be the reigning champion
#daareios has no concept of personal space#i cant even begin to tell you guys how therapeutic it is to draw silly things like this after experiencing the angst of canon#i cant read the final arc without feeling like im dyin so making a weird ratboy oc is how i cope#oc: daareios#invincible spoilers#invincible#grand regent thragg#oc#viltrumite
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