#I CAN’T ADD MORE WIPS WTF
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vacantgodling · 6 months ago
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RE. ABOUT
WHO: REN (renjamin, rimz, vacant, lotus) writing as R.A.A
WHAT: he/him. black. queer. transmasc. 27. audhd rizz. libra (10/02)
WHERE: main/writeblr (here), rbs blog -> @babylonsfalling, discord -> @/vacantgodling (feel free to add me if we've talked), bluesky & ao3
LIKES: video games (infinity nikki, botw/loz, and overwatch mainly—though i do enjoy the lore of other games i just can’t or won’t play them pff such as silent hill or elden ring tm), history & mythology, anime, gothic literature, unsolved mysteries, visual kei & kpop—and more probably 🤷🏽‍♂️
RE. WIPS
i have many wips and hundreds of characters. i talk about them all whenever inspo strikes. find more about them on my linked wip masterlist. however, the main wips i'm usually losing my mind about are:
PARAMOUR -> powerpoint intro || s: paramour
THE CHRONCILES OF LATHSBURY -> main crash course || origins of terrae || the first age pt. 1 || main plot ppt intro || s: tcol || tcol character tournament pt 2 || character intros
BETWIXT THUMB & FOREFINGER -> powerpoint intro || s: btaf
HE WHO SMITES THE SUN -> intro (coming eventually) || conlang intro (coming eventually) || s: ph
i am open for ask games of any sort or just general inquiries about my wips, and just talking in general.
to see a list of all my wips: CLICK ME!
RE. NAVIGATION
ren writing -> all of my writing in one place
ren poems -> all of my poems in one place
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ren analysis -> when i get meta about my wips
ren mix -> a treasure trove of my music taste
ren polls -> any polls i make
ren reads -> for my ramblings and analysis as i try to get back into books
ren hot cakes -> when i'm firing shots in the house to keep the mortgage prices down
ren plays -> video game rantings and ravings
friends tag -> talking with friends or boosting my friends work
others work -> boosting other writeblrs work
hall of fame -> praise / things that make me happy that i want to keep
ren is jopping on main -> for the rare occasions where i talk about kpop
ren rabbit hole -> i like history and mythology and the ancient world and i Will ramble about it
ren fights linguistics -> i'm starting to try and conlang!! it will be hard!!
writing in review -> for my end of the year lookback at wtf i was doing writing wise that year :) usually done in november bc december is a bad month for me usually
events -> gonna start keeping track of the writing events that i want to try and do
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reconstructwriter · 13 days ago
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⭐!!! for the director's cut ask game
Thank you @s-c-g-s-c-g 😊 Once more such trust my decision so…
I’ve recently returned to my published work ‘The Clone Fuckability Index’ which contains no actual on-screen fucking. One reviewer said it was the Ace-est thing they ever read. Which I take as a high compliment because I am very ace 😉
Anyway that fic’s first shitty rough draft was spawned years ago in the dawn ages of my Star Wars obsession. I’d read a couple of fics on the premises of ‘all clones attracted to Obi Wan’, who was at the time my one and shining blorbo so I gobbled those fics down like a kid with chocolate cake, wanted more and found myself with the harrowing prospect of having to Write My Own.
Which didn’t get too far beyond a single chapter of ‘Obi Wan shows up on Kamino and all the clones go ‘oh no, he’s hot!’ I didn’t really have anything more so I shoved the story into a document of shitty rough drafts that didn’t yet warrant being a WIP’.
But it was an idea I kept returning to, re-writing and occasionally adding more. As I grew deeper into Star Wars and added Cody, Fox, even Alpha-17 to my blorbos I fleshed out the clone PoV’s. As I got into Ferus I added the blurb about Ferus seeing all the clones and going ‘oh no, they’re ALL hot!’ because it was funny.
And then came upon the concept of Sithspawn clones. The concept ate my brain and spat out an actual reason for clones to collectively have a crush on not just Obi Wan but all Jedi (I had a lot of Jedi blorbos). Also the thought of the Sith foolishly disregarding beta testing and scientific procedures and therefore getting clones who want to fuck Jedi instead of kill Jedi was hilarious! This also led to, dare I say it, a plot for the Clones would need to figure out why they’re all hot for Jedi this can’t be normal right?
Thus I came to the ridiculous yet reasonable conclusion that the clones figure out Palpatine is a Sith because he’s just that unfuckable. It makes sense in story (even if it didn’t I’d have to add it in). The chapters finally flowed, a sub-plot of ‘wtf is gender’ developed to spark yet more joy.
A long and loving review had me coming back to the story and rereading it and realizing how bare it was of scenery details. So I’ve gone back and started filling in those details, fleshing out a few characters and anchoring people in place. I’m hoping to eventually post it again, this time with more detail but either way if I could have one contribution to the Star Wars fandom this would be it 😊
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I was going to write this time travel fic last year that I couldn’t due to time and my brain forcing 100 other ideas on me. But I have decided to increase the WIPS I have and have y’all suffer even more. I need like five versions of malec for this fic for which I need a few ideas.
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wackymaci · 1 year ago
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✨Blog rules: pwease no rebwoggy (anything, not just this post!)✨
No I can’t make all these posts unrebloggable cause otherwise how would I re-reblog myself eight thousand times. duhhhh— ANYWAY—
“ooo april wtf is this” hello trusted Friends and Confidants WELL some of you already know what I’ve been doing in my spare time but for those of you who had taken part in the Twitter exodus ahem aHEM,
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THATS RIGHT IM… OHHHH MY GOD IM MAKING AN ELYSIUM WIKI???? like an actual wiki website which is just. insane honestly that I’m just Allowed To Do This for Some Reason—
I have not released the link to anyone just yet (except for fenixe obviously) and I have not said a word about this on my actual tumblr nor my actual public twitter or my growing public Instagram - I want to make an actual formal announcement If And When this IS more completed bc on top of coding one billion things I also have. oh god so much to write.
I’ve started with the Maci page bc i figured it would be a good litmus to see how committed I actually wanted to be with this and I have… uhh STILLLLL been working on the Maci page so to be honest I don’t know if I’m actually completely on board with doing this whole thing as all of the 80 interlinked articles that’s gonna be involved BUT. to be more honest I’m also already kind of obsessed and so yknow what like. it’s gonna fuckin happen
probably
EDIT, MARCH’24: or maybe not!?? who knows!!! By now this blog has ALSO turned into a haven to stack up some CANON CONVOS which I usually don’t EVER share, so at least this top secret space is being used for ssss…… something. LISTEN ITS JUST VIBES IN HERE—
anyway with twitter once again disintegrating like I said on Main Blog im gonna need Somewhere to put all my sneaky gushing about this project specifically cause I can’t talk about it anywhere else + general other sneaky gushing and so you know what yeah. priv tumblr IS the way to go.
I’ll prob crosspost some of the nonsense I’ve been rambling aboht on twt re ; this for the past two weeks in a bit but for nowwww here’s YOUR SUPER SECRET REVEAL FOR THIS BLOG and now I’m busyyyyyy………..👀
EDIT to add: all these preview snippets feature a litany of tragic backstories and so uh. trigger warnings for.,,, basically everything. proceed with caution. the entire wiki is doused in one million trigger warnings per page dw 🙃🙃 augh
RELEVANT CONTENT TAGS:
preview snippets: paragraphs snipped from wiki WIP, subject to be changed before publication but as sneak previews on here!
canon convos: real snips from the Elysiumverse SOURCE MATERIAL scripty rp’verse taken from my archives! These can ONLY be glimpsed here!
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💯🎀💖🌈❌!
Thank you for the ask Ren <3<3<3
I'll be rolling with both Realm of Mirrors and The Garden of Corpses for this one
💯 [100] How many words does your WIP currently have? How many words do you hope it'll have when it's done ?
RoM is sitting at a steady 7000 and TGoC at 2000, and the ideal for each is that they’ll have around 80.000 words per book
🎀 [Bow] How many named characters are in this WIP? How many do get a POV ?
According to my docs, RoM has 19 named characters, though three of them I have forgotten what they do lmao. The pov will stick to the main characters.
The Garden of Corpses currently has 14 named characters, but I aim to create more to make the schools feel more alive. The pov changed between the main five characters, however I might add in a few scenes from the villains pov’s. 
💖 [Heart] What is your favorite moment in this WIP ?
I have yet to write it (Because I have yet to fully figure out the finer details like logistics) but there’s a scene where Jake realizes that the concert hall of Grimmvik’s castle is actually a courtroom. Or more accurately, it used to be a courtroom before being remodeled. This is the first real WTF because the story is that Grimmvik’s founders praised science and the arts, and that the concert hall had always been there since the castle was first built. But if that’s not true then everything falls into question, the main one being why the fuck would the founders need such a massive courtroom in their castle ??
I don’t really have a specific moment in mind but overall, as fucked up as it may sound, I’m really excited for all the cannibalism in TGoC. Both the actual cannibalism, but also the symbolism of it. Both in terms of the story and the worldbuilding. I’ve toyed a bit with the first time it happens and it’s really fun !
🌈 [Rainbow] If at the beginning of your WIP the characters knew about the end, would they kill you to stop you from writing it ?
Oh yes, Ida would hunt me for sport lmao
On the other hand, I think the Liegården kidz would be really excited. Kinda like the end goal outweighs the trauma
❌ [Cross] What would your WIP get cancelled on Twitter for ?
Realm of Mirrors
While I don’t think I’d get cancelled for it per se, I do think people on Twitter would miss the part where RoM is a tragedy and so throw hissy fits over how the story plays out
Because of that I also feel like poor queer rep would be one big thing, since us queers can’t exist in tragedies that aren’t about our identities I guess
And for the same reason, poor poc rep. Which I feel would result in me being accused of racism, so that’s gonna be fun
The Garden of Corpses
Glorification and promotion of cannibalism. 
Poor queer and poc rep, since the main ones engage in cannibalism and other “not good” things, like murder, and thus reflect poorly on the communities
Religious people would also chew it out for being blasphemy
I also feel like somebody’s going to throw a fit about how the characters are kids and therefore I must be either promoting child abuse, sexualizing minors, or both
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blazewatergem · 2 years ago
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Hey y’all know how I said a day or two ago(haha what’s time?) how I needed to remind myself I have too many WIPs? Because I was trying to be a reasonable human being? And act like I’d be responsible rather than a feral WIP hoarder?
Yeah toss that rightttt out of a five story window. Through mixed waves of nostalgia, excitement, and the fact that I’ve become a far better fanfic writer compared to my FF.net days(shudders) I’m thinking of returning to a fandom. Which, I think might have been my first ever fandom? The first one I ever actively tried to make stuff for.
The stuff wasn’t awesome lmao I can look back and laugh at it but damn old me wtf were you ON—
Point is, I’m thinking of dragging up and redoing some of my old old old stories. Which, makes me really excited. It’d be awesome to give something I really love a new coat of paint, y’know? I also know though that - or I think at least - not a ton of my mutuals are involved in this fandom. Wouldn’t blame you, it’s a long-lived one that’s already been through one reboot(which I admit, I side eye it. Just a bit.)
That being said, I’m gonna talk more about my plans for the stories under here so I don’t spam my mutuals/friends with a fandom they aren’t in. If you wanna check em out, you know where to click, and know I’m grateful for whoever wants to listen to a rabid lil writer like me 💜
Love y’all
SO LEGO NINJAGO RIGHT ->
Holy SHIT I loved that series. I still love that series. Honestly though I loved the first season of it, with the Serpentine tribes, more than the other seasons but even the other seasons were fuckin’ GREAT.
I always wanted to add a little more mystic-ness to the story though. Like, looking through my old stuff, I definitely had great ideas and never pulled them off.
That stops today. I’ve grown as a writer! I know proper grammar now! I know how to make awesome plot lines and cool OCs! I GOT THIS!!
One of the stories was a Ninjago-Maximum Ride crossover, which I think I’m gonna revamp entirely. Toss out the old and put in the new with a addition of witchcraft, worldbuilding, and me finally screaming about how in canon the Serpentine were heavily fucked over time and time again. For real, someone give me permission to go off. I’ll holler like a dog.
Second story was introducing a group of humanized Phoenixes and not much else lmao. Never got as far as the first chapter of Nya joining the group, would need also to be restarted because of the simple fact that it never grew past that point.
The third story which was involving a group of serial killers(made after my journey through Creepypasta woods) and the fourth which had dragons from a different universe(which were the girls from House of Anubis, stolen lol) will both just…be put away for good. I’m not sure I wanna doing these back, both for now or forever. I’m glad for them, but perhaps those sleeping dogs can simply rest.
Also I’m gonna outright bitch now because I was wrong I can’t hold it in I don’t need permission. What the hell. What the hell was that thing they did in the first season. The Serpentine were literally locked up alive underground, no way of escape. Pythor had to cannibalize his own people. He became the last of his kind. Isn’t that genocide? That was a whole tribe except for one dude wiped out that is fucking tragic. He had every right to go nuts I cannot believe that was included in episode FOUR of a CHILDRENS SHOW.
I love this series.
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evanescentdawn · 1 year ago
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okay since I did a non-shippy rangikuorihime snippet I feel obliged to show a shippy snippet (okay. not really obliged as to I want to Show it)
I debated on which one to show, okay technically the two parts could be apart of the same thing; just wrote it separately as I was trying to figure out How to write this whole rangikuhime thing. anyways! so! them!
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JFJFJFJ I CHOSE THIS ONE because I have Thoughts to say. like. as I was writing I was like. why couldn’t Orihime just….heal away the bruise because tech that’s what hickies are anyways. but then, it got me wondering about shinigamis and healing. I barely remember shit about the manga tbh, like details, but I do remember…..rukia having her arm bandaged up as she’s standing with the whole gang after the the ichigo-aizen fight so it suggests that bones aren’t that Easily healed or smth. i mean it could have been not enough time for that too war and all. I mean, yeahhhh Orihime has High Healing thing (if she still does, in this au) (probably) anyways. like. maybe they don’t just think of doing that? healing bruises? like! it’s a minor thing and especially in this scenario I don’t think Orihime would be like “I can heal it away” okay idk I think I was going somewhere with these thoughts but my brain trailed off on it and I can’t grasp on where I was going on it. so, stopping here fjfjfjf
back to the wip. heh I love it. THEY CUTE. i love the fifth paragraph about the scarf and the hot season because like. i didnt even know it was during the hot season currently in the soul society, but it turned out like that because I needed to have a reason as why No Scarf. i mean. i could have have said “people be curious a little anyways” since that might be something she technically doesn’t wear. anyways. i just love it when u write and u learn more details about this setting ur writing. it’s just. So. to me when that happens. the fun of writing, to me. when ur learning/discovering about ur story as u write it. it’s so !!!! to me !!!! u know. like I myself haven’t even thought of hfjfjf make up as a solution. until the last moment and I was like oh ! that could be a thing ! also had no idea this was morning smex before we go to work thing when I started writing it which makes me laugh. so rangiku-coded.
hfjfjfjfj also why does the fifth parade read to me as if Orihime was in a scandal similar to this but where people found out !!!!! (I say but but also people could find about her hickie now too) (now im thinking of reisho protected Make-up and what does that MEAN) (now I’m thinking of mayuri having a Make Up brand so his make up? face paint? doesn’t go off in battle) (HE WOULD) (I can’t believe that rangiku is buying mayuri make up that’s a horror) (but it’s really good so she does???) (yumichika also buying it….) (MAYURI BRAND MAKE UP BEING A THING WTF) anyways…. back to the potential scandal that might have happened before to Orihime…. that is incredibly funny to me as it must have been mortifying to her (maybe) (idk depending on the people and the situation)
RANGIKU SHEEPISH FACE. i Love that. the fact that it’s morning smex Adds to it. like. it was partly Orihime fault too, aware of the time and all and still goes along and says yes but Also rangiku suggests it. so. she feels sheepish for forgetting herself and giving hime a noticeable hickie i never know how to spell that word. i keep changing up my spelling. I should look up the spelling, one day. one day, i say, LMAO. shouldn’t it be today or later. anyways. Yeah.
also just. i love how this part….flows? how the words were placed. I DID A GOOD JOB. I LIKE READING IT HEH. also going fjjfjfjfkd thinking about the homoeroticness of Applying Make Up. 😳 im so excited to write that hehehehhehe
if I get to it.
im saying hoping tho and trusting myself to do it. (PLEASE)
i think in my one of my soulreaper!orihime series, rangiku and orihime most definitely hook up. like it just leads up to it one day and it keeps happening. it’s not really anything just something casual and fun <3
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retrievablememories · 3 years ago
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wtf i want | yuta (m)
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title: wtf i want
pairing: yuta x black reader
genre: smut, pwp
request: Hello I was wondering if I could request a nsfw Yuta x reader who has small like a cup boobs but wide hips and big butt and she has a Megan the stallion personality (hope that makes since) pleas and thank you🥰 + Can you also make sure she 5’0 I forget to add that?🤎
word count: 1.5k
warnings: oral sex (female receiving), cursing, fingering, a situationship? are yuta and reader actually together? idk man lmao
a/n: might crosspost this to wattpad cuz idk if tumblr is gonna try to nuke this post cuz of that megan pic 😓
this fic wasn’t on the wip list i posted a while ago, but the tom ford thingy with yuta came out and yeah i had to type something up for this request. i know the ad came out forever ago but i’m tryna get back on my shit lol...
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Hearing the door shut at nearly 2 a.m. sets your nerves off. Now, you’re even more pissed than you already were. Before Yuta can make it all the way down the hall—because you know his ass will soon be heading towards your room to come bother you—you are walking out the door, your eyebrows drawing together and your mouth turning to a scowl.
“What took you so fucking long?” you ask. 
“I was out with friends. I told you this already, babe.”
“All fucking night? You didn’t say you’d be this late. You promised you’d be back early this time.” You squint your eyes and step closer to him, observing his behavior and trying to suss out any signs of nefarious activities—like the scent of someone else’s perfume or a carelessly laid hickey. “You sure it was friends? You’re always with them same corny dudes, I know you get tired of seeing they asses. Sure you weren’t out with some bitches?”
Yuta shakes his head, his black hair falling into his eyes. “You always start this shit.” He rolls his eyes, but there is still some amusement in his face as he reaches for your waist. You screw up your face and side-step his grasp, crossing your arms.
“Yes I do, because you’re always on the same shit, Yuta.” You sigh. “Coming back late every other night, what am I supposed to think?”
Yuta remains unfazed by your irritation, a smirk on his face as he leans on the doorframe, just as casual as he could possibly be. That irritates you further but also sets off a small spark in the pit of your stomach. It’s always the same game between the two of you, where you pluck each other’s nerves to see who’ll break first. “Do you really think I’d want anyone else’s pussy but yours? Have more confidence in me, Y/N.”
You wave your hand dismissively. “Shut the hell up. Saying that is not gonna make me less pissed at you, in case you were somehow confused.”
“How can I make it up to you, then?” Yuta draws a thumb across his eyebrow and his forehead wrinkles as he pretends to think over it, chewing at his lower lip.
“Don’t ask me stupid questions. You know how.”
“You’re right. I do.” Yuta crowds further into your personal space, and you refuse to budge until you’re both standing within inches of each other. You still have to tilt your head up to look in his eyes, though, with your height of only 5 feet. This has always entertained him about you, and he constantly uses it to his advantage.
His hand returns to your side, gripping the lush curve of your hip; his other hand pulls apart your crossed arms, and you don’t brush him off this time. You just give him a look as he runs his hand across your bare skin, exposed by the midriff of your crop top. His hand slides underneath the material to feel the curve of your breast—just the right size to be encompassed by his entire hand—and the hardened peak of your nipple.
While his right hand is busy feeling up your breasts, his left hand curves around you to grasp your ass, and he groans low in his throat as he squeezes the soft flesh.
Yuta backs you up until you’re right back in your room again, the backs of your knees hitting the bed and then the rest of your body following as he guides you back onto the mattress.
“Can’t believe you’d ever think I’d give this up,” he mumbles, bunching your shirt up for better access to your body. He pulls a nipple into his mouth and pinches at the other with his fingers. His fingers are just firm enough to make it sting slightly, but it’s not painful.
“Wouldn’t have to think that if you’d just act right.”
“You’d still let me do whatever I want to you either way,” he counters, his tongue still messily sliding around your nipple as he shoots back with a comeback to every single thing you say.
“Ugh, fuck you,” you retort, though your words come out in a mumble by the moan trying to escape past your lips at the same time.
“Yeah, yeah, I’m getting to that.”
Yuta dips his fingers into your sweatpants and gives a pleasurable sigh when he quickly finds there are no underwear in the way, but then he snorts when his fingers come into contact with the slick pooling in your center.
“This is why I can never take you seriously. All this for me, and you’re supposed to be so mad at me?” He wastes no time with sliding two of those fingers home, which makes your thick thighs spasm around his hand as your body accommodates the sudden stretch.
You exhale deeply as he works his fingers inside you, but your breaths come out choppier than expected. “No, actually,” you say, the words coming off your tongue loaded with sarcasm, “I was getting off to the thought of Jaehyun before you came back. You just interrupted me.”
This makes Yuta laugh out loud. “Jaehyun could never fuck you like I do.” Then he twists his digits inside of you in a way that brushes right up against the sweet spot. He aims for that spot consistently once he locates it, and you let a gasp slip, a small burst of stars exploding behind your eyelids when you close your eyes.
“Maybe he could do it without all the damn talking, though,” you huff, biting your lip. You spread your legs wider for Yuta despite your antagonizing words, allowing him to finger you and make a mess of your sweatpants as you drip onto his hand.
At that, he simply scoffs; then he slips out of you and pulls your sweatpants all the way off. He kneels in front of your parted legs then, his eyes locked onto your lower half as he slides his slick fingers through your lips again and spreads them to expose you fully to him.
You tug Yuta’s head closer to the junction of your thighs, gripping him by his long black hair. “Now eat it and stop staring.”
“It’s so fucking pretty, how can I not.” His nose nudges your clit as he presses in further and slips his tongue right into the mix, dipping into the wetness that’s already there and encouraging even more.
He slips his tongue in and out, rubbing his nose against your clit in that way you like. You momentarily let go of his hair to play with your breasts as you moan softly and watch him between your legs, eating you like he hasn’t ate it in a while (when it was really like, yesterday).
Yuta grips your thighs and props them up around his shoulders so he can keep you in place as he eats you out, preventing you from moving around too much or moving away from him. He pulls his tongue out then and kisses your lower lips, practically making out with your pussy and smearing your wetness across his mouth, and a noise halfway between a giggle and a moan bursts out from you. He drags the flat of his tongue back up and over your clit, drawing fat stripes across the sensitive nub of nerves and making your legs twitch around his neck. You squirm against him again as you feel the fire heating up in your muscles, your climax edging ever closer.
“Shit, just like that…'' You lean back on the bed so you can grip his hair again and roll your hips up against his mouth, essentially riding his tongue. Your head tilts towards the ceiling as you grind on his face, his mouth and tongue and jaw keeping pace with your motions to give you the most pleasurable experience. “Ohh, fuck...Yuta. You must really love this pussy, the way you be eating it.”
“Like I always tell you…” he murmurs, pulling away from you for a moment, spit still connecting his mouth to you, “this pussy is mine.” He sinks back between your thighs and grips your ass to keep you against him as you cum, his fingers biting into your skin firmly enough to burn. Your toes curl as you tug at his scalp and moan.
When Yuta surfaces, his mouth and chin are slick with the evidence of what he’s done. The top of his hair sticks up from where your hands were in it, and you can’t help but laugh at the sight. He lets your legs off his shoulders and shifts his way up your body to kiss you, his hard dick pressing into your abdomen, and you know the night is only beginning.
“You should feel lucky I keep your ass around for your head skills,” you tell him between kisses as you part the seam of his lips with your tongue, tasting yourself in his mouth.
Yuta chuckles against your lips. “Stop bullshitting. You’d be lost as fuck without me.”
“Whatever, boy.”
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sillyrabbit81 · 3 years ago
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Milestone Celebration Part Five: More Than Ever
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Deleted scenes from More Than Ever
Summary of Original Fic: Sy made a promise to his best friend, your husband, to look after you and his son when he died. One night, Sy takes things too far making a drunken pass at you just before his last deployment and it threatens to derail your relationship. Sy sees you again for the first time since that night at a New Year’s Eve party.
Pairing of Original Fic: Captain Syverson x Female Reader
Snippet Pairings: (Snippet One Walter Marshall x Female Reader), (Snippet Two and Three: Captain Syverson x Female Reader)
Word Count: Approx. 1k
Warnings: fluff, angst
Authors Note: These snippets will be presented pretty much as I left them, incomplete and unedited. I’m bloody nervous about posting these, I guess because they are so unpolished, so please be gentle with me!
This story had a strange path. It was a combination of two ideas, an ask that I had tried to write several times and a New Years Kiss story for @cavillsthighs Cavillmas celebration. Snippet One was my original idea for New Years Kiss and was going to be about Walter (wtf? Ikr) and Snippets Two and Three are my original attempts at answering the ask.
Thanks to @amberangel112 and @henryobsessed for being beta's on the original fic
This is my last lot of Snippets. Tomorrow I plan to post a new fic that I had in my WIP. Its not finished and I normally wouldn't post it as is, but hopefully some of you will enjoy it. Fair warning... it's a little different from my usual fics.
Masterlist
Milestone Celebration Masterlist
Original fic link: More Than Ever
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Snippet One: Original New Year’s Kiss version with Walter
A drink is placed in front of you. You pull out an earbud and look up at Evans. The sound of Dying Fetus was louder than you anticipated, but you had to have your music up loud to drown out the sounds of the New Year's Eve celebrations.
Evans raises an eyebrow at your choice of music, then shakes his head. “Take a break,” he says, resting his ass on your desk. “It’s nearly midnight.”
You glance at your partner’s office, well boss really, but you are supposed to be working this case together. However, he is the senior Detective, and this case feels like it’s his and you’re just along for the ride because his boss said so. And to do the grunt work. Marshall has the blinds closed and you can’t see what he’s doing, but if he catches you distracted by Evans there will be hell to pay.
“I better not,” you say regretfully. “Marshall will have my hide if I don’t go over these statements again.”
“Go on, have a drink with us.” Evans insists, smiling. “Half an hour won’t make a difference. Or take your lunch break.” He smirks and adds with a lilt to his voice, “We have pizza.”
“Ok, fuck it.” You stand up and take out the other earbud and pick up the drink.
As if he has a sixth sense, Marshall sticks his head out the door and his eyes go directly to the cup in your hands. He looks from the cup, to Evans, to you and back to the cup and frowns, raising an eyebrow. He jerks his head, the gesture calling you into his office.
Evans looks at you, with an apologetic shrug he takes the drink out of your hands and goes back to the party. Sighing, you pick up the statements and make your way into Detective Grumpypant’s office.
“Sit,” Marshall says.
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When you’re lonely, Sy decided, seeing the gentle touch of two people in love is as gut wrenching as watching an act of violence. Both cut deeply into your soul, make you question yourself, make you wonder what it’s all for.
It wasn’t so much jealousy that Sy felt, he wouldn’t deny his men love to make himself feel better. No, he wasn’t jealous, but he was covetous. There was a longing in him, a yearning he could deny when busy on tour but couldn’t be shoved aside on his return home. He had to though, before he could even contemplate self pity, he had to go see her. And as lonely as he felt in that moment, he knew it wouldn’t compare to the pain she feels every day.
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The doorbell rang just as you sat in your feeding chair. You look at Edith, her poor little mouth was opening and closing, her head turning towards your breasts as she searched for food. No doubt she could smell your milk and the scent was making her frantic.
“Momma should get that,” you tell her. You run your finger down her nose, you love her nose. It is so little, but already looks just like Sean’s. “You wanna come with?” Letting out a groan like an old man, you get up and go to the door.
For a moment you’re too stunned to speak, the man in front of you, you never thought you would see him again. For half a second, you feel a spark of joy, your eyes fall over his fatigues and your mind floods with memories. You look at Edith, that’s what your Daddy used to look like when he’d come home to me.
He takes off his beret and holds it in his hands. “Hey, Darlin’,” he says with a large genuine grin.
The sound of his familiar voice pulled you back to reality. “Sy. Sorry, I was…” you don’t get to finish, Edith starts crying.
“I’m interruptin’ ain’t I?”
“No,” you say. You unlock the screen door and hold it open. “I was just about to feed her, that’s all. She’s hungry.”
“I can come back another time.”
“No, you come in.” You move aside and let Sy in before making your way back to the chair.
“Want a drink or something?” you ask before you sit.
“Im fine,” Sy says, following you inside.
“Close the door for me, would you?”
You sit in the chair, hushing Edith. You look at Sy who awkwardly stands in the doorway. “Sit down Sy. You act like you’ve never been here before.” Sy nods, a slightly sheepish look crosses his face before he sits on the single seat across from you. “When did you get back?” you ask.
“Uh, this mornin’,” Sy says.
You glance at him in surprise. He came to see you before his family. Unsure how you feel about that, you direct your attention back to Edith. You lift your shirt a little and unclip your feeding bra.
“Sure, you don’t want me to come back?” Sy asks. You notice he’s looking everywhere but at you. Right, tits. After six weeks of constant feeding and walking around with your tits out half the day, you kind of forgot about modesty.
“It’s fine,” you assure him. “Edith takes half an hour to feed, it’ll be nice to have some company instead of watching mindless television.” She was attached now, she was a good feeder really, and usually slept well for an hour or two after a feed.
“Edith, huh?” Sy asks, a slight blush appears on his cheeks. “That’s nice.”
“Sean picked it,” you tell him. “I hated it at first, but it grew on me.”
You start to rock the chair, you like the gentle motion as much as Edith does. It's soothing and right now you need that comfort, because you won't be able to stop yourself from asking the question that was seared into your brain from the day those two officers showed up at your door three months ago.
“Do you know any more about what happened than what they told me?” You stare at Sy.
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mudinyourshoes · 2 years ago
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@lelephantsnail​ responding to your reply on the WIP game. I think you were part of the group that instigated the VegasPete theatre AU?
basically what I have is what I posted here but I also decided Pete is the new kid in school and Vegas’ usual haunt is the catwalk because Kinn uses a wheelchair and so he never goes up there. I find that I like making some of the characters disabled, if they aren’t in canon. Vegas will be able bodied and incredibly jealous of Kinn in every way; Kinn is the top student, the best actor in the department, now he’s moving into directing and he’s brilliant at that also, he has a magnetic personality, everyone thinks he’s sexy and Vegas HATES him and is absolutely passively trying to get Kinn hurt or killed. One time a fellow student asks Vegas why he’s jealous of Kinn, “cause isn’t that guy, you know...” and Vegas is like, “I will murder you for implying that I’m jealous of my cousin and also wtf are you talking about. Never speak to me again on pain of death.” Sigh. Yeah, that feeds something in my soul.
Okay, this is getting long, but I guess we all know by now that you ask about a WIP and you get a long ass answer.
The himbo!Porsche magic AU is basically KP set in the Deadly Education universe. Porsche and Pete were roommates at a magic school together and both emerged under a pile of debt. Pete goes to work for Kinn’s family to pay off the debt (Pete specializes in illusion magic. He’s not very strong, but he has the precision of a razor blade and is really good at what he does).
Porsche goes to work at Hum Bar, where he will never make enough money to pay off his debts because he specializes in death magic (it’s not a choice - you’re born with you specialty) and he’s wildly powerful. To make matters worse there’s a family prophecy about him that he’s going to turn into the most powerful dark sorcerer of his generation. Yeah, great. He definitely can’t let anyone know about this or go to work for the mafia or a government because powerful organizations would either want to control him and turn him into living weapon or kill him.
Now, here’s the key factor: there are two sources of magic, mana and malia. Mana is generated through hard work (e.g. jogging) but has to be stored somewhere if you want to use it. Storage devices are hard to make and expensive, so obviously Porsche doesn’t have any. Malia is life-force, taken from the spell caster or from some living thing near the spell caster. It doesn’t need to be stored, but if Porsche uses malia he’s GUARANTEED to turn into an evil dark sorcerer because he’s already a destruction machine.
SO! Porsche is an overpowered sorcerer who can cast destructive spells under specific circumstances and is also not very clever.
The opening scene of this fic is Porsche trying to rescue Pete. Porsche and Pete have magic key chains that let them know if one of their friends is in trouble and act as a compass, pointing them in the direction of the friend in trouble.
Porsche wakes up one day and sees that Pete is in trouble. He takes his motorcycle and follows the key chain out into the countryside. Eventually, he has to ditch his bike and bush whack cross country. He find find Pete and Kinn in the middle of woods, lost and injured. At first Kinn is like, Pete! Your friend came to rescue us, this great!
Pete: Porsche, does your phone work?
Porsche: No signal.
Pete: Do you know your way out of here?
Porsche, glancing around: Uh, I think I came from that direction? Or, no, maybe...that way?
Pete, deadpan: Right. Does anyone know you’re out here?
Porsche: ...I told Chay I was going out for a bike ride... But I found you guys!
Pete: Good for you?! What where you planning on doing about it?! Porsche, you idiot, we’re being hunted by a dark sorceress. All you’ve done is add one more warm body I have to protect while we starve in the wilderness. [Because he works for a rich family, normally Pete has access to mana storage devices, but right now he’s using malia to cast, which limits him, unless he wants to go full dark sorcerer].
Porsche: Huh, I guess I didn’t think my rescue plan through.
Pete, almost in tears: No, you didn’t think it through.
Kinn lies and says he’s Petes’ coworker, not his boss. Obviously, he immediately falls in love with chaotic, bratty Porsche.
Chay teams up with some of Porsche’s old school pals to rescue them. The old school pals are 0% surprised when they learn about Porsche’s “rescue plan”.
But back in the city, the dark sorceress is now after Porsche because he seems to be associated with Kinn. Pete and Porsche hatch a hair-brained scheme to keep Porsche away from the sorceress and of course a baffled Kinn accidentally stumbles into the middle of their plans while awkwardly trying to court Porsche...
(Kinn has no magic; Vegas specializes in healing and normally that would mean he’d become a medical professional, but Vegas being Vegas he uses his specialty to torture and kill people. It’s amazing how much damage a misapplied healing spell can do...)
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washymylifeaway · 4 years ago
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MatsuHana fanfic recs
HI LOVES :D MatsuHana is one of my FAVORITE ships and I always love reading their fics! I’m procrastinating my other wips rn, so that do be why this is coming out rn LOL. Also that ask really made me get onto writing this, so anon thank you for sending it in LOL. There are some with VERY sensitive topics and they’re very BOLD, but I hope you all are safe while going through this list <3 (also matsuhana leans more to lots of drinking, spicy smut scenes, and teenage boy humor (like d*ck jokes and sexual innuendos) and sometimes I don’t remember to warn for that, so again CAUTION)
As always, pls check WARNINGS, TAGS, and SUMMARIES for fics before reading and make sure you’re taking care of yourselves (since mental health is key!) Stay healthy loves <3
CP:
plus one by orphan_account (G) 6.1k // this fic made me feel so warm and fuzzy inside LOL. It’s also hilarious and is definitely worth a read! When will I get to share a heart shaped bed with someone :( But I really love it when they just go with the flow of things, and other people are like,,, aren’t you already dating? BUT THEY’RE LIKE UMMM NO? HSAKJSH.
rated m for by orphan_account (T) 10.7k // I love this fic it made me laugh so much throughout the whole thing! The vibes in this fic are immaculate and give me life (we love a good reunion with mystery writers), it is SO good! That’s why you should never leave/stop listening prematurely (@ iwa when he was a single dad fic). 
This gets annoying fast, Makki by Ink_stained_quills (G) 2.3k // IM IN LOVE WITH THIS FIC PLS I COULD NOT STOP CRYING TEARS OF LAUGHTER. This AU needs more fics PLEASE. It was SO freakin’ funny and the other teams KILLED ME. Like how they all approached the problem differently and how some of them (KUROO) asked for help LOL. Please this is so freaking funny go read it.
quidditch gloves, parchment, and custard cream by h_lovely (T) 12.4k // THIS IS SO GOOD, I love this fic. It really takes you through the emotions, and I love all the development in it!!!! Their relationship with one another (but only as homies right? ofc ofc), and even their families loving the other, this fic is so good! Read it even if you don’t like slow burn, you won’t even notice <3333
call me maybe by totooru (T) 33.6k // okay yea another (semi) chat fic,,, fight me. MatsuHana are just funny in general but throw some other characters (like Kuroo) into it and it turns into a comedy show. But the main point of this fic was like the near miss meetings and I think that the misunderstanding were hilarious (as much as I hate misunderstandings LOL).
Magical Mishaps and How to Deal by plumtrees (M) 10.9k // I lost this fic once and I searched for it FOR THE LONGEST TIME. But that’s cause I wanted to reread this masterpiece. IT’S SO FUNNY AND CUTE AND DOMESTIC AND UGH. Also the small angst made me SO SAD. But the ENDING? THE KISSES AHHHHHHH. (I’m yelling a lot BUT that’s cause I really love this fic <3333)
hang out fall in love by carafin (T) 8.6k // I love the Makki hates Mattsun initially but then falls for the irresistible charm he posses trope. It might be my favorite trope for MatsuHana specifically LOL. Like I really love this fic and it has MAGIC. It’s like a magical version of the VA one LOL. But like no radio shows or reunited best friends in this one :(
THESE ARE VERY ANGST!!!!!!!
boiled frogs by reginagalaxia (E) 91.5k // is it possible to hate a character this much? I never realized how much hate/rage I had in me. Really. Like. Imma boutta fight this MF LIKE SQUARE UP. The way I tried to manifest a fake characters death like,,,, Anyway. If my RAGE doesn’t explain how good of a freakin writer they are, then idk what will. PLEASE READ THE TAGS AND WARNINGS, THERE ARE VERY SENSITIVE TOPICS!!!!
Even Though it All Went Wrong by plumtrees (T) 9.2k // THIS IS THE REASON THIS POST CAME TO BE. I love this fic with all my heart (or what’s left of it). Like LOVE as in, this fic really broke me beyond just breaking me. Like. When Oikawa says what he says to Mattsun after the thing (you’re sorry __ _____ __ ____) and the Iwa right after (we know __’__ ___ ______ to make you ____ __ ____) (if you’re wondering wtf I’m putting here, just ctrl F you’re sorry and you’ll see), you cannot believe how hard that hit. GOD. (I am okay if you’re wondering :’)) This is my #1 favorite angst fic of all time and if you are okay mentally and have read the tags and warnings and are fine with them, then please read it. PLEASE READ THE TAGS AND WARNINGS, THERE ARE VERY SENSITIVE TOPICS!!!!
The Truth Comes Out by Your_Friendly_Neighborhood_Pigeon (T) 10.2k // this made me so sad and empty after I read it. Like I just sat there being like wtf did I just read I’m sad now. Again read the tags, there is a suicide attempt but there’s also some cheating in this one. This one also ends happy. PLEASE READ THE TAGS AND WARNINGS, THERE ARE VERY SENSITIVE TOPICS!!!!
New:
kiyala // this writer has a LOT of fluffy MatsuHana and I really love their works! It’s just all (for the most part) really cute and there’s a lotta blurred lines and boundaries that get cleared up (they define what their relationship is but with ~love~) in their fics :) My fav? Making Sense by kiyala (T) 1.5k // it’s very cute and I am one who loves when things just fall into place :D
tookumade // this writer has some of MY FAVORITE MatsuHana fics in it and I’m kinda really sad I don’t get to ramble on about them here :( (dw I will elsewhere LOL) If I had to choose, I would say Remind Me by tookumade (T) 28.6k and Zenith, Nadir by tookumade (T) 10.7k were my absolute favorites, but I cannot choose between them so don’t make me.
plumtrees // I LOVE THIS WRITER OMG. Again, someone who has written my all time FAVORITE fics (did I mention OF ALL TIME?) and I’ve obsessively read some of them too many times :’) Because I already recommended my other faves above, Captured Light by plumtrees (T) 3.5k will be my acting favorite rn. It’s really cute and depicts some really sweet moments between MatsuHana too!
h_lovely // this writer has SO MANY GOOD FICS! I really love their series and their getting together fics are all SO GOOD UGH. I recommended my favorite teen one above, but the other ones I loved are explicit so just check out this writer in general LOL. (I REALLY love mirror flower, water moon, it’s my favorite but it’s E cause some smexy scene happen, but it’s really SO good omfg. Also the roses series IS AMAZING as well!!!!)
cream puffs and carnations; by crossbelladonna (series) 11.6k // AU SERIES!!! I love the AU’s in this series and I really liked the prompts they chose for this MatsuHana week :D My favorite from this series might’ve been there he is again by crossbelladonna (T) 1.6k cause a) I love the mattsun hc in this (for his appearance) and b) IT’S CUTE :D I definitely related to Makki and his not very subtle crushing, and also I like the IwaOi + Makki as friends trope (and then they meet Mattsun), if you couldn’t tell yet LOL.
on the anatomy of crushes by carafin (T) 2.3k // (kinda cp but not LOL) it’s very short and cute and I love it a lot LOL. I love medical AU’s (even though it’s very back burner LOL), but also, like Mattsun saves the day is the move. Like the dedication he has even going on the bus? Especially for a guy? Amazing. I could never :’)
Parallel Lines by orphan_account (T) 16.3k // IN LOVE WITH THIS FIC LIVES IN MY MIND RENT FREE CONSTANTLY. I hate math. Just putting that out here. And while it’s a math fic, IT? IS? SO? GOOD???? And like I love it when characters are smart, like I love intelligent characters so like this was just ajndf. (also same Mattsun, I am allergic to normal math.) 
live it up, drink it in by punybastard (T) 2.1k // GAH this one! This is a pretty iconic fic in MatsuHana hell (in my personal opinion) and if I didn’t have that two fic limit on my staple fics, this would be there. I really loved the ending of it (v cute and v well done), but also the small side stories that were inserted made it all the more entertaining :D (aka the volleyball) But they are drinking underage, so if you’re not about that BE WARNED.
it's cold out here by bishounen_curious (M) 8.6k // PLEASE I LOVE THIS FIC. YES READ YESYESYES READ. OKAY FIRST check tags and warnings, there’s a lot going on in this fic. Like don’t be stupid like them, drinking underage, and don’t do drugs not a good idea very very bad. Aside from that, I am in love with sad sad sad Makki (along with stupid IwaOi) and him being a sad drunk made me ajhkjdfs. Just read it and feel the akfnakjs with me LMFAO.
poolside by tothemoon (T) 4.1k // I’m starting this out with I LOVE the ending and I REALLY LOVE the way this confession panned out. It’s such a great concept and it made me ajhfldshf inside!!! Also, recursive endings are some of my favorites (if you couldn’t already tell LOL), and I think it really makes something so nostalgic and adds depth to a fic.
The Courage of Stars by FairyLights101 (T) 7.1k // AHHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE THIS FIC YES!!!! OKAY TW CANCER THERE’S CANCER IN THIS NO DEATH JUST PAIN and chemo (which basically is pain). Some controversy, but the angst part of me wanted him to die DONT GET ME WRONG, I’m glad he lived, but like imagine. I really love this fic, and his efforts in the bucket list were admirable :’)
we could be the greatest team by anyadisee (T) 5.7k // it’s my crack fic :D Yes, this is just Seijoh messing around, boys being boys, relationships being compared with other relationships. No pining, just me with my established relationships (and Iwa fanclubs cause those are a thing. ALWAYS).
Wet Your Whistle by darkmagicalgirl (E) 5.4k // SMUT ALERT okay but like while it’s a major plot point (lmfao I can’t believe myself), the storyline itself is good. Also, I’m all here for bartender Makki and tattoo Makki and not subtle at all Makki and basically everything Makki. I like banter and stupidity okay?
[obnoxious clucking noises] by parenthetic (renaissance) (T) 3.4k // some more crack fic for you <3333 Literally, just idiots being idiots. That’s the fic. LMFAO but seriously, I would like to participate as well,,,,, I have yet to lose a game of gay chicken cause of my lack of fear akdjaslk.
that's what you get (for waking up in vegas) by skittidyne (T) 4.2k // THIS IS SO FUNNY. I love Elvis cause he’s always officiating marriages in my fics LMFAO. But also IwaOi in this added some real nice comedy, and overall another crack fic but I really liked this one (AGAIN LMFAO).
A Bouquet of Flours by guyfierimpreg (G) 5.2k // first I want to know how they got the flour to scream, I just can’t figure it out so if anyone would like to send me pictures that’d be great. Second, they would do this bs and this is all canon. I said what I said, and I don’t take criticism. Like, matsuhana best parents proven by the magical mishaps fic (LMAO).
texting (with a capital S) by parenthetic (renaissance) (M) 2.1k // okay I just wanted to say that the accuracy in the math stuff being mentioned makes me feel like this writer was in calc ab or something and that’s trauma right there. Anyways, it’s a texting fic kinda sorta getting together kinda sorta not? Idk how to explain it, but it was funny and then smut LMFOAJIAHFSJS (the derail was just like IwaOi in gay chicken, someone call the police LMFAO).
nebulas by tothemoon (T) 10.8k // I like the casualness of it. Like the confession was just so casual (smooth Mattsun) and like the progression was GOOD. Like, it’s a very poetic fic and there’s lots of thinking of deeper meaning, but its still got some comedy sprinkled throughout. I really loved the flow of it!!!!
my heart beats for contract law by orphan_account (T) 4.4k // I too would have a breakdown over school (me pretending like I haven’t already done that ahaha), but I really love so many things about this fic! Everything was just so ajsdfljdsn and I really love the 3 part plan Mattsun comes up with :DDDD (esp pt 3). Also, to propose while having an emotional breakdown at 3am in a McDonalds drive through. A mf dream.
Reflex by hiuythn (T) 2.3k // PLEASE IF THEY DIDN’T MEET AT HS THIS WOULD BE CANON ASF. You cannot tell me you don’t think this would not be cannon asf. They would meet like this. Also poor Teuchi stuck in the middle of all of this. I haven’t watched naruto, but it doesn’t really matter. What matters is random emotional sexual bonding over something. That is important. (THE ENDING AJKFHKJ)
You're in Pink (and I'm in blue) by Hyeyu (T) 4.4k // whooooo Hanahaki whooo anyway, despite how it seems, I like the hanahaki trope. I don’t fully understand it sometimes (most of the time tbh), but it adds some nice angst and desperate confessions, and I do appreciate those :D Honestly, I really liked the way this fic panned out, and I felt really bad for Iwa LOL.
stranger things by tinypersonhotel (G) 10.2k // I really like this one :D:D:D I love Makki + Oikawa friendship and they’re really the best to each other :’) The ending was satisfying, and the PLOT omg. It was SO good. I feel like I say this a lot though LOL, but I’m just really into fics with good plot progression (or else I don’t read them OOPS).
something of a disaster by latenights (T) 1.4k // chaos ahahhaha. Another crack fic? I hope no one is surprised LOL. It’s just a really short and simple, cute getting together fic with a LOT of insults LOL. I love this one in particular, “Tooru’s dinner special”.
snakes, meth labs and something like love by orphan_account (G) 3.6k // THE ROOMMATE AD PLEASE. I honestly would never think Oikawa would get a snake, but that doesn’t matter LOL. This was me indulging myself in the makki IwaOi best friends and mattsun stranger agenda but it’s a great agenda okay? It’s a good fic and there’s a microwaved fish :D
Lemonade by carriecmoney (T) 4.1k // okay once again, responsible drinking and don’t drink underage bad idea smh. But MatsuHana just making out where they want? I could see that. Yeah. Anyway, as much as public make out seshes make me *gag* feel embarrassed, what made me feel more *gag* embarrassed was the fact that the girls? just? stood? there? Like why are you watching this. Is that just me? I feel like they should’ve left smh.
surprise, surprise by airblends (T) 7.6k // some more pining and dancing around the issue whoooo. As much as I hate them not getting to the point (almost as much as I hate misunderstandings), it was a great fic. This is nosebleed c*ck block (idk if I needed to censor that but I did fight me).
A God for Every Season by timkons (T) 18.4k // I love the Hades and Persephone trope! Okay, I just love mythology leave me be, but anyway I really love a lot of this fic. Like how Mattsun thinks it’s a little brighter with Makki? CUTE I LOVE. But also, the fish funeral is ridiculous but also very on brand for Oikawa. And some BokuKuroo (idk is that their ship) in here as well :DDD
The Best/Worst Places to Cry in the City by AngryKitten (T) 4.4k // literally it is the title. Just you know, looking for the best place to cry in the city,,,, I’d like to say, don’t cat call people cause we’re not about that here. Even if it worked out for them, just don’t do it :/ Also don’t follow strangers. I feel like that’s a given but jic ya know?
this isn't exactly how i thought i'd be spending my adult years by jadedpearl (NR) 7.5k // okay petty Makki is yes and so is my Makki + IwaOi agenda LOL. (I’m thriving here can’t you tell? Yes regular skype/phone calls constantly) Anyway, blackouts and sickness really be here getting people together. (I’m asking nicely, nike.) And Makki is smooth with his words. (SHORTER MEN MADE ME LAUGH)
chocolate by tellalie (T) 3.6k // the dedication in this fic was amazing. Like making a whole a cake? Someone go do that for me. (For mankind.) Fake dating is really something else, but fake dating to out gag your best friends? Seems like I need to step up my game (but no seriously, my best friends are PDA monsters I hate it here). Also practice confessions are wack.
FINALLY I MADE IT. You don’t know how many times I almost gave up on finishing LMFAO. Is this my longest list? Idk. But I just know that I would’ve finished faster if I didn’t end up rereading almost every fic on this list LMFAO. Like no seriously I almost had to make a post saying this wouldn’t be coming out cause I got distracted by one of the longer fics (I’m blaming Mirror Flower, Water Moon specifically). But I hope you enjoyed this, and once again go thank that anon for spurring me into finishing this list LMFAO (am I a horse? Yea, probably but if one thing, I’m not sturdy).
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bonafidehero · 3 years ago
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@softasawhisper BESTIE I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS BUT TUMBLR ATE THE SECOND ASK I AM SO SORRY!!! THIS FEELS LIKE A JOKE WTF
I’m gonna try and remember all the Q’s you sent, so hopefully I got them all. 😅
If you could change anything in the show, what would it be?
I really wish we’d had more time for Matt, Foggy and Karen to work through their tensions regarding Matt’s double life. I never felt like they truly began to understand each other or even apologize for how they all treated each other. Because we can blame Matt for everything but at the end of the day they were all responsible for their words and actions and it would have been nice to see that reconciliation and the building of trust again.
Describe a scene you wished happened in the show.
Oh, literally so many! But to avoid being a broken record (see above lmao) I’ll say a scene between Matt and Maggie where they openly talk about their traumas and how it affected them both. (Maggie’s mental illness after his birth, her struggle with her faith, her ultimately leaving, Abandoning both Jack and Matt, his blinding, his fathers murder, growing up alone in a orphanage, finding out his mother was there all along, Mags dealing with the guilt of not telling him sooner and possibly losing him for good. Ya know… its a long list… 😅) Pretty much any bonding time with Maggie would be nice, honestly!
Add a shot of the scene you think is the most visually pleasing.
I get to do this one again?? Yay! 🥰 This show is so gorgeous so I could answer this one for ever. Lol
This one is stunning in composition and color, but also in the parallel to the comics!
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Tell us one of your favorite headcanons!
Hmmm… so many here too, but I think Matt’s a great cook. He does have super senses after all! So even though he’s busy and often eats out (and poor, lets be honest, sometimes its not logical/time efficient to cook for one person.) but when he does get to cook he’s really good at cooking and seasoning to perfection.
If you’re a fan creator, what have you made for the fandom? Is there anything you’re currently working on that you’d like to talk about?
I’ve never made anything for DD but I’ve made JJ fanart, does that count? 😅 DD adjacent? Lol
I’ve got some WIPs I’ve been working on, they’ll probably never see the light of day but I’m having fun. One is S3 from Maggie’s POV. (See I have big Maggie thoughts and feelings lmao) A Matt/OC fic. And a “resurrecting” Jack fic. (one of my fav tropes and there’s only a handful for the fandom. 😬) 
I’m pretty sure these were all your question, let me know if I missed any! 🥰 Thanks for asking friend 🖤
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rum-and-shattered-dreams · 4 years ago
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A rant of personal experiences and trying to do something positive with them:
Okay so procrastination is a huge thing in ADHD. Same with memory issues. (Not that these are always present and maybe some people experience both without being ADHD).
So. Here’s an experience I’m just now (at almost 40) realizing was a thing:
Imagine a huge essay/report/project requiring a lot of research and several sources was due in a few weeks. The advice was always to break it down, take notes, and make an outline. It made perfect sense. And maybe it does help some or even most people.
But for some, like me, it was still impossibly overwhelming and breaking it down was worse. The project was often boring (especially if I had to ignore a hyperfixation to work on it) and even if it wasn’t, it still felt like A LOT when my brain was full of TV static and my memory was shit.
It takes a ton of repetition for me to even temporarily remember something and even then, it will likely be gone again in a few days. UNLESS I learn by actually doing something or figuring it out for myself. And my brain gaslights itself like “do I remember that right? No that can’t be right. Let me look it up for the 100th time to make sure.” And I’m WAY more likely to remember concepts or physical processes but completely forget the terms for them or names of things or important dates EVEN FOR MY HYPERFIXATIONS, damnit... Like, I can do a bunch of crafty stuff and even remember some common terms and items but not the less common fabrics or stitch types or tool names. (Yet somehow I could remember the exact location of hundreds of thousands of items of inventory at my craft store job... even if I didn’t know what they were called. But I stocked them and had physical contact with them so I could picture where they were.) The number one overwhelming thing for me about trying to be a pro at anything is trying to remember terms so it sounds like I know what I’m talking about.
Anyway...
Without acknowledging that, I ended up wasting time by trying to schedule research/work in small chunks because every time I stopped then tried to start again, I wouldn’t remember what I did or looked at last time. (Can I also add that this is why being interrupted is infuriating for me? It probably seems irrational to other people but it’s so hard to get focused on something and now my train of thought is derailed, passengers are dead and injured, and it’s going to take who knows how long to revive the survivors?) And maybe that wasn’t so bad the first time because I’d only have to reread one page of notes. But then it would happen a few more times and my focus would be blurred and I’d repeated myself multiple times in the notes and they’d become a mess and look horrible which was distracting and I’d feel overwhelmed by having to reread and now rewrite several pages and focus would be even worse because I did remember some bits and blanked out while looking at those then stay blanked out then I’d have to reread again to catch the parts I didn’t remember.
But.
If I waited until the last minute, when the consequence/reward system overrode how overwhelming or boring the project was, I could burn through it because I was in constant contact with the material and it was all currently on my mind and I could skip writing notes and an outline and go straight to a fairly decent flow-state draft then keep going through revisions and editing all without forgetting WTF I’d researched. And it would be done in so so so much less time with a lot less effort and frustration.
And...
AND
And then there’s the schedule thing and why it DOES NOT WORK for me. If I schedule doing something (or even if someone suddenly wants me to do something right now) and my brain is like, “nah sorry, just static right now,” there’s absolutely nothing I can do to make it work and I’m just going to get frustrated and tired and depressed and discouraged. But if I keep a loose list of things that need to get done and indicate which are priorities, I can look at it and say “yeah. This one seems doable right now.” No I’m not going to get up and vacuum that spot of cat litter at this exact moment but it’s a good idea to do it soon so I’ll add vacuum to the list and probably get it done later the same day. If the cat throws up, that is an immediate priority so I will get up and make sure they’re okay and clean it because my brain does actually recognize things like that as super important. If a bill arrives in the mail, I’ll stop and pay it right away because I know I don’t have to think/worry about it again if I do. But what sucks about that is that society wants and often understandably needs people to work on a schedule. And I just... can’t.
But I’m trying to take this knowledge and apply it, trying to accept that this is how I function. I function based on a system of priorities that get done in order of “absolutely must be done right this second, whether for my own reasons or outside reasons, even if I need to drop other things” to “this is what I CAN do right now.” Not something pre-scheduled. If I need to leave something to the last minute then I’m just going to accept that that’s how it’s going to be and that’s okay. Then I can free up energy and space to do other things in the meantime rather than worry and be anxious and beat myself up because I should be doing the thing and end up hating things I like doing because they’re not what I should be doing and now there’s a negative association with them. No. Screw that. If all I can do today is play a video game then fine. Gonna enjoy it. Because I now know for a fact, from years of experience, that I will do the important things. They just need to wait until I’m capable of doing them. And... if I let myself stop worrying about old WIPs... They get done eventually too. It might take a few years but as long as I don’t actually decide not to do them, they will get done.
All that said... I still want to look into meds because it would be nice to have more of an ability to focus more regularly. I just need to clear up some other medical stuff first and I’ve got appointments already set up for that.
One more thing... I f$&#ing hate the attitude teachers have about doodling in class. It was literally the only way I could focus during lectures and remember anything they were talking about. I could look at what I drew and remember what was being said while I drew it. F$&% every teacher who took away my notebooks or yelled at me for it. Without it, I’d zone out completely. And THANK YOU to the art history teacher and biology teachers I had who not only understood but encouraged it and actually helped me direct it toward the subject matter by suggesting drawing thumbnails of the art or cell structure or anatomy.
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sitabethel · 3 years ago
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Fic tag game, and I was tagged by @rochelle-echidna, @isisishtar, and @ninjam117
1 - how many fics do you have on ao3?
Like any good Suikoden protagonist, I have 107 Stars of Destiny in my castle
2 - what’s your total word count?
2,445,507 (Daddy...Imma get that to 2.5 mill by the end of the year. Watch)
3 - what are your top fics by kudos?
The Lemonade Stand
Out From the Cold
King of Thieves
Safe
Talk Dirty to me
wtf, y’all. The puppyshippers are giving out more kudos than the thief stans. Shame. Shame. Talk Dirty To Me isn’t even a fic??? It’s an RP supersteff posted for funsies??? 
4 - do you respond to comments why or why not?
Most of the time (as long as I’m not overwhelmed with life). Responding to comments is how I’ve made most my friends in this fandom, so A++ would recommend. 
5 - what’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
Definitely Three Nights. My only fic w/a sad ending (which is why I wrote Three More Nights b/c I couldn’t handle having a sad ending. I had to fix it.)
6 - what’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?
I honestly couldn’t say. I’m here to have a good time and to make sure all my favs also have a good time, so I’m always actively trying to give them the happiest possible endings. 
7 - do you write crossovers?
Nope.
8 - have you ever received hate for a fic?
I sure the hell have
9 - do you write smut? What kind.
ROTFLMFAO
10 - have you ever had a fic stolen?
Yes. It was kinda funny b/c out of all the fics, it was “Me” a 5k deathshipping one shot that is one of my least popular works. But like...I don’t really think they were *trying* to steal it so much as homage it? But they were too young and unskilled to know how to rework something properly, so it was almost an exact copy of my fic. I tried to go over it and show them how to rewrite parts in order for it to be more original (Like, you can give YM piercings, just don’t give him the exact same piercings. You can have YM play with his hair/clothes/presentation in order to explore his identity, but pick different things that are more unique and how *you* would imagine YM being as his own person, instead of just copying exactly what I did). 
11 - have you ever had a fic translated?
There’s an Italian version of Storm of White on ao3 (go kudo bomb it!)
12 - have you ever co written a fic before?
Lots! I love colabs <3 The last one I did was Conspire With You, but there was also A Way Home, and I’ve co-written a few things with SuperSteffy. Please support all the other writers who worked hard on these fics with me! (kudo-bomb the hell out of them)
13 - what’s your all time favorite ship?
*Cries in polyamory* 
I can’t...choose one. Thiefshipping and Deathshipping were my first favorites, but like...damn, Kingshipping and Trapshipping have honestly ruined me. And Arrestshipping...Euroshipping...Rustshipping...Boundshipping...LISTEN!!! If it’s any combination of Seto/Atem/Yugi/TKB-YB/Ryou B/YamiMa/Malik it’s my favorite, okay? I’m a dragon who hoards ships. Especially polyships. I will literally froth at the mouth at any combo of those 7. Now let’s move on to the next question before I add more characters to the list........
14 - what’s a wip that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?
That demon/angel au I was working on years and years ago. A shame, since I think there was a lemon that spilled into 3 chapters in that and it’s what Bakura deserves, but the plot was just...meh. 
15/16 - writing strengths and weaknesses
Strengths: Dialogue, sometimes imagery, projecting the right trauma/personality traits on the right characters in a way that can make scenes relatable/authentic. 
Weaknesses: I can be lazy with some plot points b/c it’s fanfiction, and I’m only here to have a good time, so eff it. And I will absolutely “sum up” certain chapters in order to finish a story at 80% potential. Anons used to get on my ass about this, and some commenters too, but I refuse to repent of my hasty ways. I write a lot of stories, and sometimes it’s better to get 3 80% stories out instead of one 100% story (for me. absolutely nothing wrong with ppl who want to write their best all the time. Like, mad respect to those peeps). Anyway, the ppl who complain are 100% accurate, right, and valid, but again, If you call me out on this I’ll just shrug at you and remind you of my commission prices b/c I’ll be happy to personally tailor a story for any angry anon-- if they want to put their money where their critique is *blows kiss*
17 - what are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
Depends on the context and how it’s used. 
18 - what was your first fandom you wrote for?
FFVII, but I never posted any of it thank god
19- what’s your favorite fic you’ve ever written?
I honestly love so many of my stories. I honestly re-read my own stuff all the time for comfort/self-care. I especially love a lot of the more intense, emotional pwp one-shots. It’s extremely difficult to pick one, but let’s go with humor and link 
Measuring Up 
Gotta love Bakura’s monster **** And the interaction involved with writing that story made it so much more fun. I really miss the days where you could slap a vote on tumblr and get a lot of responses, and dammit I miss Abby throwing random things into my ask box (like Bakura’s monster ****) 
Not going to tag anyone, since so many ppl are in the same little thiefshipping circle and I’d probably just accidentally tag a lot of ppl who have been tagged by others already. 
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septiembrre · 4 years ago
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how far off is this gtb mine future you keep mentioning?
I have several asks of this nature in my inbox and I’m not ignoring them... I just keep looking at them and thinking well, what if I wait one more day before answering the ask and then I’ll have a more exciting progress report?
My plan is to update Get To Be Mine with the next chapter (Ch 5) during the show hiatus (before June 24). But, the “far future” of GTBM is VERY far off -- months away. I’m just very excited about the whole wip, and written bits at the end, that are funnnnn. But, I won’t be ready to post chapters 8-10 for a long while. 
I also wanted to say that even though it takes me forever to update Get To Be Mine, I do really love it and am still committed to the fic. There isn’t danger of me abandoning it. Part of the reason why it’s taking me so long to update: 
1. I’m am new to writing and this fic is really forcing me to level up a scene at a time. Ha, I can’t tell if I really screwed myself over with all these subplots -- or if really did a great thing for myself creating space to learn how to write all these different dynamics. In Chapter 5 alone, I’ve queued up a heartfelt parenting scene, a burgeoning friend date with the zippy energy of courting a new friend and the undercurrent of loss, and like traditional romcom heroine spiraling out in insecurity... and maybe Beth and Rio having a very, very emotional scene. Idk it’s like emotions all around and I’m so in it -- I love it, but damn wtf did I do to myself? It’s a tall order and I don’t need it to be perfect, but I do want it to deliver.
2. I don’t mean to get anyone down by talking about pandemic mental health stuff, however, I’ve been really going through it this past month. I’m doing okay, but it’s been very difficult for me to write while I’ve been so deep in depression. I work on GTBM every day -- but that means I add like literally one sentence to it sometimes. Again, it’s not that I’m abandoning it or I don’t not love it, but alas. 
Anyway, I think I would like to have a beta reader work through the next chapter with me. If betaing an approx 10k chapter with the scenes listed above sounds like your jam~ I’ll put out the call once it’s actually fully drafted. 
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mtab2260 · 3 years ago
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ooh talk abt turbine addition for the wip ask bc 17 chapters is a lotttt
and dont mind the fact that I just accidentally unfollowed and refollowed u like six times wtf why
Yyayayayay.
I was hoping for this thank you... You know how you are with the Robin+Hope+Alya AU? Well, I'm the same fucking way with Turbine Addition. I love to fucking rant.
And two - No bother, I only got one notification anyways.
But okay, Turbine Addition, Let's go: I'm obsessed and insane.
This is a little snip of chapter 17, if you haven't read anything yet, there are spoilers.
“And after that, he was fostered by Deborah Denson, right? Two years?”
“Oh, yes, she adored him— was thinking about adopting actually but then you know, they wouldn’t allow her to. A few days later is when he ran away. No one had seen him again until a year and a half later he turned up in Manhattan— basically starved to death.”
Lukian took a deep breath, several controlled deep breaths, and repeated the mantra in his head.
I ran away. I ran away. I ran away. I ran away. I ran away. I ran away. I ran away. I ran away.
“Why’d you run away, kid?”
Basically, this fic started because after my second rewatch I had the idea of what if an inhuman survive Lash's attack at the Hydra castle in 3x09?
And I made it a kid because it needed some flavor.
And then I added a whole ton of trauma and many connections to add more flavor.
I can't say much as I haven't gotten far in it, I've barely scratched the surface so far. But what I can say is there's a reason why I chose that section as a preview and that chapter sixteen drops way too many fucking hints because I got greedy.
So basically it's a what if a kid joined the SHIELD 616 team and he had Inhuman powers that were the same destructive/ creative level as Daisy's.
And I'm trying not to make it as cheesy as it sounds. There's logical reason and actual cause behind it I swear.
I have big, super big plans for this fic and a google doc that's filled with future chapter ideas and summaries that's over 65,000 words in total. I honestly think I broke google docs. I have a serious problem and I'm so freaking hyped for this story to finally get the ball rolling, I'm only a few chapters away.
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