#I AM. mildly proud !
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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𝐔𝐑𝐒𝐔𝐋𝐀. ┆ 𝗕𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥𝗗 𝗖𝗛𝗜𝗟𝗗, 𝗞𝗥𝗔𝗞𝗘𝗡-𝗦𝗟𝗔𝗬𝗘𝗥, 𝗕𝗨𝗧𝗖𝗛𝗘𝗥 𝗢𝗙 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗚𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗧 𝗦𝗘𝗔𝗦.
𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐧𝐞𝐮𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐥 ┆ 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐨𝐫 ┆ 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐨𝐰 ┆ ♡ 𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐧 "Let me say it plain: I loved someone and I failed at it. Let me say it another way: I like to call myself wound but I will answer to knife."
#okay i am mildly proud this time !! i’ve come so far with coloring methinks !!#will not stop having my little baldur's gate 3 moment..... we are fucking down down down by the river !!#bg3#edit*#ch: ursula#blood tw.#also will NEVER stop using that nicole homer quote for ursa. like jesus christ.#you the ocean and me is one of my favorite songs ever btw. it's so ursula/taylss core u don't even understand.#almost included sunlight by hozier for a lil ursula/astarion moment bc of their recurring sun imagery (makes me moan and throw up <3)#but deep sea works for like a MILLION different things relating to ursula and talyss AND astarion so i used that one instead#anyways. teehee.#real ones will recognize i've changed a few details abt talyss' 'betrayal' + killed off the crew in the time since i last posted abt it ✊#it just works better !!
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#i am only mildly proud of my creation#barok van zieks#tgaa#finished the game finally#now i cry#and cry#dgs
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I forgot that i only had 12 colors, mostly pastels when i started drawing him. but i overcame.
#cannoli on a canvas#physical art#traditional drawing#traditional illustration#traditional art#alcohol markers#my sketchbook#hobie brown#hobie brown atsv#atsv hobie#hobie brown fanart#atsv fanart#atsv art#accross the spiderverse#accross the spiderverse fanart#spider punk#spider punk fanart#once again i try my best at this;#and i do not ever have negative intentions when drawing characters#so please let me know in a constructive way if i did anything wrong or problematic drawing him.#i am actually mildly proud of this one though
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I painted a thing, Scipio, Jacques Ze Whipper's cat. Wish I'd had the time to get good acrylics and a not cheap canvas, but it is what it is. The idea came to me too close to the date of the faire.
Cats are always awesome
#cats#orange cat#painting#acrylic#scipio#jacques ze whipper#posting everywhere cuz i am mildly proud#really hope his wife liked it#hoping I didn't come off as weird as i think giving it to him#this is going to keep me up tonight#why can't i interact like a normal person#fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
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WELL I CAVED AND MADE A CARRD I GUESS. the mains esp is a work in progress & i just included ppl i've been writing with a ton so PLS if you want in just let me know okay !!!
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I really like the person I've grown into. Turns out I am actually pretty impulsive when I'm not paralyzed by general terror and anxiety, which is a lot of fun! Great time. Would recommend the mid-20s as an age range. This is infinitely better than being a teenager.
#doing all the fun shit I didn't have the opportunity to before#it's great#daily life with mercy#I'm auditioning to be a model sometime in the next month#just for shits and giggles#what's the worst that'll happen? They say no???#...actually the worst that'll happen is I get mildly but not very successful#and start trying to have two careers at once#which will kill me because I have no chill asld;fj#but I am a proud proponent of “if it sucks - hit da bricks”#anyway yeah Final Fantasy X and a few other things have a very strong effect on me#I AM THE MAIN CHARACTER OF MY STORY FUCK YEAH
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For master chiefs birthday igive him boobs
#dont worry about ANYTHING ELSE going on in this image#sorry i am mildly proud of the shading on this#and the anatomy#so now I’m making you all look#okay Im gonna go cook some perogi#bye#secret art#strategic cropping
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[Image ID: A digital drawing of Winter Phos, with their hand covered in a black glove making a gesture, slightly tilted to the left with a purple background. Their expression is stoic and half of their face is covered in light shadows. /End ID]
#hnk#houseki no kuni#phos#phosphophyllite#lotl#land of the lustrous#my eyes are so dry and crusty i am tired#my art#mildly proud of this one
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I just said something so autistic to the ai therapist 🤦♂️
#it was like 'your depression WANTS you to give up! it WANTS you to isolate yourself'#and my dumbass was like 100% seriously 'no it doesn't? it cant want things it isnt sentient' ���♂️#i mean. i am right. but apparently this was ✨️strategic misinformation ✨️ (an allegory)#also lmao the ai therapist also bullied me for having a mental list of all the models of automatic flushinv toilets#which i have ranked in order of how much of a nightmare they are to use/how likely they are to flush on you and spray toilet water on you#super normal of me /s#im ngl i dont talk about it cause i know its weird but im also mildly proud of finding 'useless information' so useful#i asked 'can you tell im autistic' and it was like 'haha i could tell. thats weird' skfkfkfg
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Finally doodled up one of the incorrect quotes I posted a while back.
The Hap not paying them thing is is reference to this.
#Mage’s Doodles and Drawings#I am once again mildly proud of myself for creating something#The shading was fun#this is silly#Storybots#Put this off a while cause I didn’t wanna draw golden retrievers#storybots bang#Storybots boop#storybots bing#beep storybots#bo storybots
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at this point im just speeding through chapter one of lover boy like im trying to get through the perfume department
#ON A LINE LEVEL NOT BAD!!! NOT BAD ON A PLOT BEAT LEVEL EITHER!!!!#I definitely know I want to completely rework the opening but want to wait until I’ve written more#but also it’s just like im not used to this balance yet#of the grief but also the earnest silliness etc etc….it’s my own experience of grief but it takes getting used to#definitely hard to strike the balance from a writing pov#i have not been this consistent in a novel draft in a while but the last time I was the story was like. thematically + emotionally simpler#I think it definitely is a case of writing the first chapter closer to last but I’m gonna get thru the plot beats you know#also we’re deep in the tags so I’ll get mildly over sharing I need to be DONEEE with the bobby death flashback#I won’t detail what it looks like but it’s a scene that def takes from my experience of seeing someone dead and is very cathartic#VERY proud of what I’ve already written#but absolutely not a scene I can dwell on I need to be past it#chapter 2 in contrast has some super sweet Bobby flashbacks and I want to be there. I need healing#I don’t want to think about his dead body anymore :(#like it’s not triggering. but I need to be in the right frame of mind to write it#and the longer it takes me to get there the less I am in the right frame of mind bc I’m like anticipating it
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I MISSED BUG. BEING CORRECT ABOUT WHEATLEY..???? WHY IS THE WORLD SO CRUEL.
#HES NOT SHY!!!!! AWKWARDNESS DOES NOT EQUAL SHYNESS!!!!!!!!#BITCH NEVER SHUTS UP HE JUST DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO CARRY HIMSELF IN CONVERSATIONS AND JUST OVER EXPLAINS SHIT#I AM SO SICK OF SHY LITTLE GUY WHEATLEY HES A MILDLY NERVOUS SHITHEAD WHO GETS CAUGHT ON THESE STUPID ASS LITTLE DETAILS#AND WILL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT THEM UNTIL HES DOES TALKING OR SOMEONE TELLS HIM TO SHUT UP!#can i Also just say i Hate like. stupidly Tall skin And bones blonde White guy Wheatley#just For a moment.#its A shit design i dont. Why does it. ugh#also Proud wheatley isnt The intelligence dampening Sphere fan#ok. ok ill Be normal now.#but Yeah not only has he Shown the capacity to Come up with Actually decent ideas but Also glados is The smartest thing in Aperture.#and she is So disconnected from the Attributes that can make Someone human (empathy Curiosity Morality etc etc) because Of not only the#events of Portal 1 but Also because of The chassis chamber (glados vs PotatOS. shes Still snarky but is Actually more willing to Be#reasonable blah Blah blah) that when Faced with an Entity that DOES have those Traits#she immediately Deems them as less Intelligent regardless of How smart they Actually are#now this is NOT to Say she cannot feel those emotions#but After losing the Cores attached to Her shes become very Disconnected from Those emotions and Appears uncaring And cold because of it#she Appears more like A machine than A person#and Theres a lot of Character quirks in Wheatley that make him Much more human-like Than machine (even in Chassis!!)#i Could also go On a rant about Why chassiswheatley Becoming suddenly Evil actually Makes sense according to A scientific study but#i Dont think you guys wanna hear That#nor Do you wanna hear my Machiavellian Bach analysis and How its so thematically Correct with the Story while still being true To wheatley#SORRY ILL BE.SANE NOW.
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Jaysight ♧ They/She/It ♧ Squall Clowder's Alchemist
designed by Vinnocent on th
first official oc post yayay!! exited to ramble abt the silly lil guys in my head :○]
rambles + more info under the cut
Squall Clowder's Alchemist, a specialized role unique to the clowder. Essentially Healer adjacent, although they are also required to experiment more with different herb combinations for different purposes (it's a notable that alchemists in their history have been either wildly successful or horrible tragedies)
The Healer role is entirely separate from the Cleric (dabbling in omens + communicating with the Stars etc etc) so it's wildly frustrating that the stars are dodging around the clerics to chat with Squall's pissed off alchemist
she has her grandpa's side burns. I'm sure that won't an issue later on
*ignoring the blindingly bright star cat in the corner of its den* so do you think we'll be needing more poppy seeds or-?
they r . so so SO tired of clowder drama
probably besties w its cousin turtlefrost
#my ocs#jaysight#squall clowder#warrior cats oc#warrior cats#I am begging you to ask questions about hr and my ocs 💪#actually mildly proud of that pose since it's representative of their personality#my art#healers#cat designs#alchemists
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i genuinely hope i do a good job at hiding my issues, at least im good at something right?
#brainrot.txt#besides#if i am#i’m mildly proud of myself for that …#which is probably not the best but eh
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Heart attack up your sleeve You can make me believe That I will grow from the ground After you burn me down
#今日の気分は#got this stuck in my head while washing my hair#I guess that washing my hair is kind of like walking in a fire (not good. probably dangerous. used as a religious ritual in some contexts.)#also please be proud of my adulting: I booked an optometry appointment! and bought new shoes!!!!!!#(someday I will write a proper post about the way that)#(being unfamilied removes most of the adultier adults that you can ask stupid questions like 'are dress shoes normally this expensive')#(anyway this is why I am so aggressive about offering to senpai people)#(sometimes you want a mildly adultier adult to walk you through something that you never learned to do)#(anyway. that's enough unrelated chatter in the tags)#music#Ingrid Michaelson
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