#I AM SO NERVOUS OH MY GOD
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Shinsou needs you to look at him so bad but also can't keep eye contact with you at all
Whore. Vying for your attention like a child only not being able to handle it cuz he's really just a baby deep down.
And you already know he can give the most dangerous pair of bedroom eyes if he really wants to, just has never liked someone as much as he likes you to actually want to use them seriously.
I feel like it's funny because, before you start dating, you think the reason he can't look you in the eye is just because he's aloof and doesn't care, but after you start, it's frustrating because it's so intimate and lovely and he still can't bring himself to do it! Despite always needing to be in your vicinity or up in your business, turning away the second you acknowledge him.
Getting-all-flustered-ass when you pay attention to him like he's not staring/glaring down everyone else... Yes, I would be kinda Pissed.
(It's really just because he's shy. Being all sexy and intimidating to keep people from thinking they can get all close to him.
The first time you go to the club together as a couple, you catch him giving sexy eyes to a guy chatting him up, and the second you walk over to confront him about it, he's melting under your gaze and ignoring the other person altogether... embarrassed and squirmy at the thought of you being mad at him but needing you to know it's just because he loves you so.
He just can't help it!!! And now the stranger is mad that you got him so easily... bamboozled.)
#shinso#I AM NOT DOING MY WORK THAT IS WHY I AM HERE#I AM SO NERVOUS OH MY GOD#anyway u know like#he's one of those guys where being intimate is kinda easy when he knows the person isnt gonna actually get anywhere#but the second youre touching his arm and looking him in the eyes and saying his given name he's like#OH SH*T !!!! I CAN'T DO THIS!!! //in a pos way cuz he loves u#and its weird bc u dont know whats happening?? u thought he likes u???#but he's just not used to such sweet affection#and it takes him a couple... months for him to get settled with u and be able to cuddle without getting shy#and yes he teases people with that#acting like he's gonna dom someone's *ss until you walk over and he's the sweetest man ever in the whole world#and blushes at ur every word#tbh idk if this makes sense i just have a particular vision of it + him that i want to portray#its really surprising how much ppl love shinso but don't talk abt it#sigh#caitie things#anon#gen
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WAKE UP!
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#I tried *so* hard to draw deflated wwx (per the reference to the garfield comic) but I could not get figure it out.#Yes lwj is straddling wwx. He's been shaking him this whole time.#LWJ has also been shaking. Like a nervous little dog.#What else is he to do when the love of his life collapses in front of him?#I also like to imagine that going through the nightmarish empathy showed on wwx's real body too. As in - he was thrashing about.#I am fond of my headcanon that wwx kicks and yells in his sleep and lwj is just getting a preview of it.#And oh my god. Am I ever a fan of accidental bonks (in fiction. I feel immense guilt for them in reality)#I'm really excited for several comics coming up. One in particular I have been building up to for *months*.#Sorry I've been mysteriously absent for a lot of November...I will do my best to be more consistent this December!#Thank you all for your support. Take care and stay healthy <3
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Happy pride month!!!! I provide nothing but doodles im sorry in advance
(I use she/her for both Hofnarr and Gonne, pls be respectful of that in tags/reblogs!!)
#im always so so so nervous abt postign ANY of my Hofnarr/Gonne art but i have SO MUCH OF IT#LIKE ACTUAL PAGES WORTH#for pride month im finally postign some of it.. my dear friedn moth said to just clarify in the caption adn it shld be ok so#just pls be nice i am fragile and scared always#idk do gonne and hofnarr have a ship name. ive seen one other person draw them that isnt in my group chat of three whole ppl#and they were jsut standing next to each other#whatevr. theyre canon to ME#madness combat#mc sanford#mc deimos#sanmos#madness: project nexus#mc hofnarr#mc gonne#OH MY GOD I FORGOT THE SHERIFF ADN CHRISTOFF WERE HERE LMAO OOPSIES#mc christoff#mc sheriff#i dont know their ship name either sorry lol#my art#simmons likes to draw
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Wanted to draw some TSWFBY again and decided to be a little self indulgent and crossover with my integrity soul Flo because. imagining them interacting with Blue is certainly a contrast HAHAHFGJKH Though as an older sibling they'd immediately get attached. Two integrity souls who couldn't be more different. Blue would see right through them immediately.
While doodling I realized Yellow and Flo have surprising similarities in more ways than one. Intimidating older siblings who have dust on their hands dying due to some sort of blast for self-sacrificial reasons of sorts and coming back to life with half of their face scarred/burnt leaving one of their eyes blinded? okay. oh my god
I always struggle drawing Blue I feel but this time I think I figured her out. She's small and poofy and I love her very much,, Yellow's shapes are fun
TSWFBY belongs to @passion-rising !! Sorry for @-ing you and drawing fanart again LOL they were rotating in my brain for the past few hours
#was influenced by surprisingly seeing you like a couple of my Flo posts#one of which being the oldest/first Flo post ever oh god that's so old#their hair was so much longer#sorry if this is kinda cringe i always feel nervous drawing my oc with another persons HFHFGHJFK#especially since i remember when i was younger as i constantly made different fallen human designs i'd cross them over a lot and i just.#head in my hands#ANYWAY#IT'S 1 AM#sock art#undertale blue#utb#utb flo#undertale yellow#uty#uty integrity#uty flo#tswfby#undertale tswfby#tswfby blue#tswfby yellow
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just asked the girl i've been talking to for the last three weeks to go to dinner with me and as someone who has rarely been on a first date bc people usually are too eager to fuck me to romance me, i do feel quite strongly that my heart is gonna beat out of my chest. i've literally never had this much build up before meeting someone i'm gonna have a heart attack waiting for her reply lol
#i sent her a voice note this morning saying like#what do you tell people about me bc i tell people how empathetic you are#and she just rattled off a TON of stuff she likes about me and has apparently said about me to other people?#and i'm feeling like. a lil pull in my heart towards her#and i'm like omg heart dude i thought you'd be out of it for so long#and it's just making this valiant effort bc she's so lovely hahahhaha#i saw they were showing the one direction documentary from 2013 in some cinemas and i was like#oh my god this would be perfect bc the first thing we bonded over was being huge 1D fans when we were younger#and now tbh lol#but they're not showing it near us booooo#would've been the perfect first date for us#but we can just watch it together another time and commentate#ugh i am so nervous lmaoooo#i know she'll say yes bc she's been like waiting for me#but like what if i'm into her and she's not into me#idk i panique#diary
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WELCOME TO PHIO'S EXTREMELY SELF INDULGENT AU HOUR!!!
"Oh, FINALLY, another visitor! It's so quiet in here, it's unnerving..."
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This AU was meant to be posted on halloween but eh.... Happy Thanksgiving? HAHAHHA
still dont have a name for it, but basically, back in october i was suddenly hit with the need to have a halloween au, so now we have ghost-ified prismo and vampire/witch-ified scarab :D ( although didnt finish the scarab reference spread in time because uh, school and i lost motivation unfortunately )
au synopsis and rambling below the cut!!
the premise of this au is simple : scarab is a real estate agent whos known for his manners ( never barges in, always waits to be invited! though it is a little weird how he keeps asking to be let inside even if they already agreed that he was going to come over... ) and efficiency at his job - that is, convincing people to buy high-end housing for a good price. although his social skills need some... work, his ability to persuade people isnt something to be laughed at.
unfortunately for him, persuading the higher-ups is a completely different story - which he learned the hard way after flunking something big for the company. they dont choose to fire him, no. instead, they put him through a trial, assigning him to sell their most unprofitable property : the mansion in a small town locally known for being haunted by an "evil spirit". if scarab manages to sell it (for good profit) within six months, he is excused and is able to go on with his job. if not... well, best not to think about it, yes? after all, he'll succeed with ease - all he has to do is dispel any worries about some fake "ghost" that only exists as a result of filthy rumors. maybe clean up the place. not too hard, right?
meanwhile, stuck inside said mansion is an extremely bored prismo. hes been hangin around this place for like... how many years now? forty? a hundred? meh, all the same, lately the place has been quieter than usual. i mean- of course people dont just walk into a creepy mansion every day, but there would usually be at least a few bold kids or vloggers coming in now and then for him to entertain but even then they wouldn't stay long ( for obvious reasons ). and now, just some unbound spirits or dumb animals would pass by and thats about it. a guy can only entertain himself for so long, yknow?
that is, until today. when some posh-looking business man entered the premises and started snooping around ( whats the deal with that, by the way?? ). must be prismo's lucky day!! this is the perfect chance to pull out all the stops and play the FUNNIEST prank ever! hah!
... oh. looks like things've gotten a little out of hand.
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WOOT WOOT WOOTTTTTTTTTTT!!! im so so happy to finish this because ohhhhh my god this has taken ages for no reason other than the fact that ive been really dragging myself to make presentable art JSNDJSJXNSJX.... i realize that i have never worked in real estate ( or at all ) which means i have probably fucked something up but uhh um ill deal with the backlash later :"D im also realizing how many odd unanswered bits and bobs this au is going to have in the future, which... i am ignoring for the most part for now, but there are SOME things that i DO have figured out like ghost lore... but thats for another time, for now i leave you with this >:)
#again i do apologize for not including scarabs reference SOB it was taking so looooong and if i didnt finish it by now i wouldve just never#posted it at ALL so im glad im able to get this out now#again still dont have a name... but would love suggestions if people have any :D#ive been thinking so hard about the name and havent landed on aaaanything dude#creepy crawlies? tell-tale?? witching hour?? GAHH THERES SO MANY OPTIONS AND I DONT KNOW WHETHER I WANT TO GO WITH SYMBOLISM OR SILLY SIMPL#but anyways time for real tags#prohibitedwish#prismo the wishmaster#scarab the god auditor#uhh idk what else to put HAHAHHA#dont wanna tag fionna and cake cause i feel like thats just a lie idk#ACKKK I CANT BELIEVE IM FINALLY POSTING THIS I AM. SO NERVOUS MY HANDS ARE SO SWEATY YOU DOTN EVEN KNOW#okay okay. sending post now oh god
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Have you ever felt like home by looking at that one person anyone. The sense of love, comfort and security that's what HOME is to me wby? Comment down 👇
XOXO, gyuldaengie97💓
#dom mingyu#kim mingyu#kim mingyu fluff#kim mingyu x reader#mingyu fluff#mingyu scenarios#mingyu smut#mingyu x reader#mingyu x you#seventeen mingyu#homestuck#my home#oh god why am i posting this im so nervous send help
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Hi guys, this is usually what a doodle page ends up looking like <3 (oh, and @ancha-aus thought you might like this! Not writing but certainly fuel to my fire lol-)
This one is New Age filled!!! (Close-ups abd Lore beneath the cut!)
1) Night and Cross!
Night is actually very clingy once he's a teen. He doesn't usually realize it, but around the castle he'll snake to be closer to his Knights so long as there's no one he needs to keep his composure infront of is nearby. Cross is the one who's not used to physical touch (when it's not Ink ofc) so Night in his personal bubble makes his heart melt but also scares tf out of him <3
2) Error and Night's Meeting!
Error was carrying his whole life on his back and trying not to get arrested for unintentional property damage at this point, so when he saw the chance to get back at his brother and prove he was strong enough? Yeah, he got that on chance instantly. And was VERY smug when Nightmare chose him. (Also, Error is wearing gloves, so less Haphephobia)
3) Dream and Blue designs!
I think these are good tentative designs! Dream probably has a more regal fit, but he likes to play up that rugged exile look- He's inspired by Archers, while Blue takes on that classic Knightly-vibe. Their equipment is mostly stolen from Night's troops or brought with them from Blue's home kingdom.
Also, Dream is approx Killer's height at this point, shorter than Cross and *much* shorter than Apple!Nightmare. (Hc that Skeletons tend to be tinier in stature thanks to weird monster beauty standards. Horror and Geno's fam are outliers.)
4) Horror and Dust designs!
Horror is naturally a very *large* monster. He's very malnourished when Nightmare meets him, but by the time he's a Knight Nightmare has made sure that's no longer the case. He actually loves comfy, simple clothes, but to play up the whole 'strong mysterious' bit he wears a more barbaric Knight's garb. He doesn't mind acting scary, it's more fun that way :]. Dust is very very small, and envies horror sometimes for his size, but his tiny stature let's him control his body and move a lot quicker. He's very much based on a rogue, and usually covers the lower part of his face w/ a black cloth, and the upper part w/ his hood or mask. Dust only removes both to bathe, eat, or relax in a safe location. (Ignore that I can't draw the stupid gaster blaster lmao-)
These last two were space-fillers, but Cross and his Borzoi (Windmill, otherwise known as Milly (Killer named her-)) and really bad first wips of Ccino! I think Ccino was a chubby, happy toddler, but lost a lot of 'weight' (bone mass? Magic?) due to stress and pressure and bad eating habits. So it isn't until a while after the Coronation that he starts to relax abd feel safe enough to eat normal meals (Nightmare used to guilt him into eating snacks together, but as his boss (and younger brother) he can encourage it more often). By the time Killer shows he's still not quite healthy, but he's better. As more weight is lifted off his shoulders, the better he is. (That 'beauty' most people saw was a more stereotypical slimness, but Killer never stopped seeing Ccino as beautiful-) I think he never looked traditionally underweight, so no one noticed, and it was only much later that Night processed it. (And maybe it's why Dream hardly recognized him later on-)
#new age au#I love showing mundane life things-#and also these designs beamed into my brain#I can't draw Ccino for anything but the others? yeag#Blue is definitely my fave. and just like every au I will draw Blue perfect the first time and draw Dust 6 billion times 😔#Horror is kinda banger too tho#makes me laugh to imagine Horror picking up Dust mid-fight out of convenience and Dust weighs nothing to him#(also this size difference is exactly why Dust and Horror fight in the non-magic training. and why Horror accidentally obliterated his#shoulder later on lmao- Dust needs to be able to dodge any enemy. Horror needs to aim for small and quick targets.)#(Meanwhile Cross is the newest and Killer the oldest and if Cross adapts to Killer then he'll adapt to the others more easily.)#oh! and Ccino w/ his arc? I think I really like the idea of a Ccino with a plump body-type. but that conflicts with my vidion of Ccino kinda#losing track of eating and being co-erced by adults to skip meals just enough to make him the 'right amount' of curvy#so when Nightmare takes over it's a habit he's so used to he hardly notices that he's doing it. but. Night picks up on it because Ccino is#almost akways with him. their relationship is very much Ccino giving his life to help Night#but it's also Night recognizing that and giving it back to Ccino along with more the moment he can#just smth smth this au is full of fit and exercized people and I think Ccino deserves some comfort and healing and positivity <3#also I am SO fond of Nightmare getting up in people's bubbles. he does it most to Killer and Ccino for obvious reasons but#god forbid a noble be talking behind his back because he *will* twist around and shove under his knight's arms or sides just to#read them the riot act or stare them down <3#and I think when he was an adult Night was... kinda like the big brother? like. not an experienced one by any means. but he wasn't *not*#affectionate then either. he was better at being serious about it and more discreet. but like#Nervous Cross escorting him in public? Night nudges his shoulder briefly with a Tendril to try and comfort him. Dust having a magic overload#? personal Training against just Night so there was no risk of harming anyone else. then snacks and tea after.#Horror is homesick? Woah look at that a scheduled trip back to visit with Crop and side-track back to Horror's village? huh?? wild...#Killer upset at all? Night will find a solution. just you wait. a cat. two cats. perhaps even a cat in a little sweater? or y'know. just a#chat or a combat?#Nightmare showed his affections but was just more distant about it.#Oh also. all four were used to tendrils lifting/tugging them subconsciously. usually during trainings to avoid them hurting eachother by#mistake in their early days. Killer misses it sometimes
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Not to sound like a broken record but Dylan Wood's Orpheus was Insane
#he did the traditional broadway ''poor little boy'' interpretation and.... dare i say it.... did it the best out of anyone#i liked donal's interpretation more bc i don't like orpheus being made a laughing stocm#but his vocals?????? oh my GOD. OH MY GOD. i don't think this man made a single mistake the entire night#so i am so sorry chibueze but....... you have been dethroned as my fav innocent little orpheus.... it is dylan now#he also did the rage part of if it's true SO WELL. his voice stayed completely sing-songy the entire time despite the yelling#so better than donal imo bc orpheus is supposed to sing the entire time!! no filthy notes there!!!#god. GOD. i was so nervous meeting him at stage door i said so many stupid things#melanie has also shocked me with a totally new hermes. i have a selfie with her now bucket list checked#lauren was persephone and she talked to us for such a long time.... she sang at croatia once....#she is apparently not even?????? professionally trained??????? WHAT??????? i fell on my ass hearing it#dylan stays as orpheus until february so i might have to return sooner rather than later........... hopefully........ pls.....#hadestown liveblog#when he turns around he is like ''shit. it is over. i am done. nothing left.'' he isn't even hurrying or hysterical he judt breaks down#he is so raw and hopeful and INNOCENT in it all.... the yearning on his face.... oh ym GOD
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i muade this in like 20 minuts and i refuse to spend anymore time on it. heres the video that possessed me to make it
#i might spruce it up more for a doodly page later#who knows#in the meantime though this can try to break containment if it wants to#this fuckin video was crackin me up so hard i HAD to make it real#i love emizel tucker so so fuckin much UUGGHH#ALSO I JUST FINISHED WATCHING EP 9 BTW. AND OH MY GOD. OH COME ON. WHAT THE FUCK. IM SO MAD ABT GABE#THEY COULDVE BEEN BOYFRIENDS. WHAT THE FUCK. CMOOON#also i gotta leave in a while to work a shift at 2 am and im NERVOUS. AND ITS MANIFESTING IN WAYS#AND THOSE WAYS INCLUDE SCREAMIN ABT BLORBOS ON TWITTER#HEEELP ME HEEELP!! HELP MEEE!!!
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MARIONMORSE, DROP ANOTHER HELMETPARTY SCENARIO AND MY LIFE IS YOUUURSS 🙏🙏🙏🙏
do u think... Do you think sometimes when the team has a movie night, when they watch those 60's action war movies like "Von Ryan's Express" and "Battle of the Bulge" or spaghetti westerns like "The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly" and "Death Rides on a Horse," Soldier pauses during or right after fight scenes or duels or whatever to obsessively overanalyze them. Like, he'll try and turn them into strategies to use on the job, takes, uhm, 'notes', (tactical doodles,) sets up nerdy models using a whiteboard map and improvised figurines, uses these examples when he does those psyche-up pre-battle speeches or during strategy meetings.
'Cause I bet he does, I bet he does that, and it completely kills the momentum of the movie to the point where the rest of the team gets disinterested and slowly leaves him behind to do their own thing.
I genuinely bet Engie wouldn't though, nah, I bet he's enough of a patient kind of gentle kind of man willing to stick through these pauses 'cause he's just that into the movie. And maybe he's just a teeny bit into Soldier's dissections of actiony chaos. Maybe gleans a bit of an understanding of Soldier's thinking that way. Admires the guy's passion about his 'research,' how thoughtfully he gathers details in an effort to help the team. Starts mixing in tapes for these sorts of movies more regularly to their movie night pool maybe subconsciously, maybe on purpose. The rest of the team doing their own movie night. losers.
#soldier being autistic about 60's action movies#just like me fr fr#the original die hard would fucking KILL him oh my god can you imagine#engie sitting with sparkly eyes watching soldier go off about the duel in a fistful of dollars:#tf2 headcanons#tf2#engineer tf2#helmet party#engiesolly#eftanz u are a hero genuinely your art killed me then brought me back its crazy#praying to the time and space gods to let me airdrop reels of die hard indiana jones and robocop to the red base like a hunger games sponsor#guy gets shot in a movie:#soldier tf2 with his jaw wide open: holy shit... did you see that..?#when u asked this i though “oh god oh no this well is dry what am i gonna do”#but then this happened. ily#solly is over here developing advanced attack methods inspired by war epics#engie over here like: waow... he's so passionate... sighs...#maybe hes just happy somebody else loves cheesy spaghetti westerns#j....just like me.......fr.....#romcom trope where they reach for the popcorn bucket at the same time and touch hands#romcom trope where the characters in the movie fall in love and engie looks up at soldier like “wow....thats crazy haha...”#the onesided movie date. engie is too nervous to ask him on a real one so this will do.#for now.
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Oh you guys have no idea how much angst this single comment spawned in my head... If I was a fic blog it would be SO over
#someone please understand me i love brozone but i am also so unbelievably mad at them#what do you mean a performance goes awry and you leave A BABY. A BABY!!#yes rosiepuff was there. yes they left him thinking it was his fault#because the entire pre-show jd is LOUDLY SAYING EVERYTHINF HAS TO BE PERFECT#AND THAT HE ISNT ALLOWED TO BE NERVOUS#oh my god. brozones biggest hater right here#but not in the same way i hate other characters#but oh my god. guys#tears them apart with my teeth like a dog ripping up a pillow#wheres them apologizing to branch. for literslly anything#wheres them properly acknowledging rosiepuff died a few years after they left and he was alone#AND GREY.#Basically his whole life#can anyone hear me hello (yelling into the void)#koppaitepaladin#dreamworks trolls#trolls#trolls band together#beeps yapping#poppy “yap-a-lot” springwater here...
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the great big mystery of mike wheeler's no good, very bad, terrible feelings
It’s at that very moment that, for reasons completely and utterly unknown to anyone at all, every single possible word he has ever learned from any language ever has suddenly disappeared from his brain, and his throat feels relevant to the Sahara Desert. None of this, of course, has to do with the fact that Will is very, very, very – shirtless. Will blinks at him. “Are you okay?” “Shoulders,” Mike says, sounding vaguely chipmunk-like, and he hears Max barely choke down a snicker.
Will comes back for the summer, and Mike deals with it. Kind of. Not really. for @bludnik-a !
#helleoooo everyone . after almost two months of beingGone#ok ok#mike wheeler#will byers#byler#byler fic#byler fanfic#ummm . what else#oh my god why do i feel so nervous this is ridiculous#i cant rememebr any of the other tags oh my god#heeelepppp#byler fic rec#thats probably one . right .#is it fucked up to add that i am recommeding my Own fic . so um#pls read thi s ...#i cant think of anythig else . ok we Move#bbeybeye everyone !#magic
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guys what the fuck what the fuck a (kinda big??? idk???) youtuber just made a video about that one tumblr myth analysis that i chimed in on awhile ago and the video ended the video on my little analysis part?????? what???? anyways uh??? hi!!!! if you're coming from the Bettina Levy video, hi!!!! if you're looking for more analysis of things like that you're probably not gonna get it, cause I only really post random shit about my hyperfixations on here!!! i mean i might do more things like that if i get hyperfixated on something but like!!! hi!!!
idk im just??? im so surprised that im now in a video with (as of the time of writing this) 8.7k views????
#Btw im only posting this as a ' ' just in case ' ' scenario#like if i randomly get a bunch of attention n all that#if nothing happens then i'll probably delete this#anyways i am like??? im so nervous right now?? not in a totally bad way but in a ' ' oh my god what is happening right now? ' ' sorta way?#im just not used to having this much attention on me#even if its from a secondhand source?#like?? what??#anyways this post is meant to be taken /positively!!!#textpost#might delete this later#rambles
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JOB INTERVIEW FOR WRITING TUTOR POSITION IN 13 MINUTES. IM SO SO NERVOUS. EVERYONE WISH ME LUCK OR ELSE
#theo.txt#I COULD USE THE POSITIVE ENERGY#IDK WHY IM SO NERVOUS BUT OH MY GOD. IM SWEATING SO BAD#I AM SHAKING LIKE A NERVOUS CHIHUAHUA. PROBABLY PARTLY DUE TO THE ENERGY DRINK I HAD BUT STILL
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really interesting watching people be nervous abt the new year and the passage of time and such when i’m literally so excited for 2024 to be over 2025 come here give me a kiss my love
#marzi speaks#this year was eventful enough get me OUTTTT. i want to MOVE ON please#this also shows up with birthday stuff#my brother is so nervous about us turning 20 in a few months. i am clapping cheering fuck yes baby#he’s like ‘oh god we’re not gonna be teenagers anymore…’#meanwhile i’m sitting here like ‘thank FUCK i’m not gonna be a teenager anymore. 20s here i come’
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