#I <3 top stitching
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Top stitching I’m finding really relieves my anxiety? I realize this is probably not a universal experience, but I’m glad it is my experience.
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Sunny my life my love my deranged little puppet from my brain
#she is so.... Transedgendered in her own special way#i realized her stitches look like top surgery stitches#however she never had a top to surgery#but somehow it still fits??? it makes Sense considering her background and personal lore#puppets are just so genderfucked <3#scribble salad#forced idiots <3#oc#original character#i didnt expect to get so attached to her!!!#i thought i was gonna discard her honestly! i thought she wouldnt Last in my brain!#but now she's irreversibly woven into the narrative#she's Important#also i just plain love her!#she's a huge opportunity to fuck with perception/flexibility of gender & sex & humanity & uhhhh whats the word??? life role???#your place in life??? what you Do???? you know what i mean???#its the making peace with yourself! accepting your role!!#she's making me unwell!#also she has retractable teeth <3#was actually the second thing i thought of for her#literally the Exact Reason was because i imagined one of her fellow companions smacking her upside the head#and a full set of chompers Extended. they got knocked right out of her! chonk canines and everything!!#and then i figured out it ties into her journey and 'corruption' and oauasgasfja sundown summer you are my everything
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I've been having fun learning how to use my library's embroidery machine - this is one of the first patches I designed in inkstitch, and I'm super happy with how it turned out!
#twenty one pilots#top#scaled and icy#sai#shy away#inkstitch#machine embroidery#patch#patches#clique art#id in alt text#I've made some more since I designed this#but it is SAI's bday today#so I'm sharing this one#it's a little over 3'' in size#and was stitched on a brother pe800 because that's what the library has
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blockprint of the four armed miku from utsu-p's "an alien's i love you" printed on scraps from old broken pajamas~
#linocut#printmaking#fanart#? of a lyric video LOL#an alien's i love you#uchuujin no I love you#utsu-p#vocaloid#one of the most heartwrenching songs on earth <3#also. pajama pattern reveal? i guess??? when my clothes break too much to fix i cut em up to use as fabric#its good for like rags for cleaning or painting but its also a good medium for stuff like this!#some of these i'll hem the edges and use em as like patches#the broken clothes lives on to be used to fix holes in my other clothes... the cycle begins anew#the top two and especially the top right one are kinda fun because like#the fabric was like. gathered? on a fabric level not a stitching level so there were wrinkles that couldnt be ironed out#but because of that when i printed with my schools printing press it kind of like#gave these interesting 'cuts' in the design from where the fabric had folds#neat!
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top surgery is 80% gender euphoria, 10% trying to explain to cis people why you chopped ur tits off, and 10% EW GROSS EW
#if u are squeamish and want top surgery#be warned it’s pretty gnarly#tw gross medical shit ahead do not read the rest of these tags if ur squeamish about these things#today I pulled out a loose stitch#its like a fuckin staple#I don’t know why I thought it was like#thread#also I took the padding off my drain sites per my instructions and ouggfhhh yucky#I’m worried I’m not gonna heal properly even though the doc said it all looked fine on tues#the binder is a pain in the ass fr#In better news I got a jade roller for scar care#bc I really hate touching them#this seems to be a fairly common occurance among the boobless folk#the jade roller is gonna be really nice bc 1) won’t have to touch gross scars 2) won’t get hands as slimy from aquaphor 3) very soothing#bc ur supposed to put them in the fridge ig#ok going to bed now I got a big day tomorrow#wizard drinks and voting
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I finished my blanket and it kinda looks like shit lmao :') but its done!!! 🥰🎉🎉🎉 i have no idea why the top is so wide, but idc its done lmaooo
#it will be an end of the bed blanket bcits very uhhhh long#its like over 6ft#all single crochet which i think is neat!#i didnt even skip stitches i think my stitches just got tighter over time since this was technically my first project#oops#anyways now onto a temperature blanket lolol#edit: its 7 foot 3#and 90% of it is approx 30 inches wide#except for that top bit which is ablut 45 inches#idk how
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we are at the end of september so heres a blanket update :p
#other#t talks#knitting#once i finish the sweater im gonna start doing 3 rows a day every few days so i can hopefully finish this in november instead of december#cause my goal this year was to 1 finish as many of my wips as possible#and 2 use all the yarn for this blanket#cause it takes up so much space#well. turns out i actually bought like. double the amount of yarn i would need#so i want to make a second Basic granny square blanket#just making a giant square then adding smaller ones to the top n bottom#took me like 9 days to make one last time but i want to take my time with it after i finish this beast#so want to try to have a whole month to just chill and not worry about making progress every single day#o ya ignore the stitch markers#ive been too lazy to remove the ones i dont need anymore :/
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...i may have autism swagged too close to the sun 🥲
#noise cancelling headphones my beloveds 🥲#i have worn them probably on average every other day for like 3+ years :')#they were on their last legs like the top broke and the padding fell out and the stitch on the earmuff came undone and I still wore them#and also they switched off if you turned your head too quickly lol#but yeah the last straw was when I tried to open them out the other day and one ear snapped off :')#rip queens#you made the supermarket so fucking bearable 🥲🥲🥲#anyway my gorgeous in-laws got me some new ones for Christmas which I'm obviously ecstatic about :')#so I'm not too sad :')#they really held out until like 2 days before I got new ones and I'm so proud of them :')
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#the weird lump created by these stitches in my mouth 🤡 top 3 worst surgeries ever#i am TIRED#without mentioning the little 'valley' created on my palate from where my tooth used to be#so weird so weird
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I think someone should probably just take my spine out of my body and whip it around Indiana Jones style I think that might fix me
#we had massages at work last night and the lady commented on how tense my back was and fuckin LAUGHED#and then she says in this knowing voice “youre not ordinary” and im unsure how to take that#and she asked what my hobbies were and i said cross stitch (hence the fucky wucky back bc i hunch like a shrimp cross bred with a goblin)#and then she massages my LEGS and shes like “oh do you take lont walks?”#friend pal comrade it is 5am i am transport and ld is 3 floors down ive been scurrying up and down stairs all fuckin night#PLUS we had ✨️equipment issues✨️so i was hauling shit around#all of this on top of my baseline level of stress which is Significant#it was kinda nice tho even if i was living in fear of her saying more ominous shit to me or my vocera going off
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wanted to write smth abt top surgery ⬇️
#not fandom related#personal log stardate#trans stuff#ok so ive been wanting top surgery longer than ive wanted to go on T. my chest makes me the most dysphoric and if it wasnt so hard to acces#top surgery i wouldve gotten it long ago lol#so the hardest for me is the many steps that are involved. finding and contacting a surgeon. getting there for a 1st appointment#for the sugery for getting the stitches out. getting Surgery in general and its risks. staying at a hospital which is not my#Routine environment. possible pain itching restriction in movement complications. the results might no be as expected#just a lot of steps involved that require me to step out of my comfort zone and stay out of it for a longer time as well.#but what are a few weeks of discomfort compared to a chesticle free rest of my life right. so i def Want it#but. there are like 3 decent top surgeons that have a lot of experience in my country that i know of. id have to travel at least 4 hrs#or longer and ive never driven my car for that long and im too scared to take the train/bus by myself and i dont think i could make myself#do it. like. if it didnt involve all that other scary stuff i might manage to try taking a train by myself. but just the train. nothing els#i just cant tackle several things that are difficult and uncomfortable at the same time.#ive read that a few ppl have gotten top surgery in the city i live#ive taken the bus and tram here. no problem. this would be perfect#only problem is there are almost no reviews on those surgeons. there seem to be at least 2 thatve done top surgery. idk who the 'main'#surgeon is. ive seen like 4 result pictures that ppl have posted. ive talked to 1 person whose currently 3 mo post-op but said they#might get a revision done if the results wont look better in a few months. the surgeons themselves dont mention top surgery on their websit#one mentions doing surgery for gynecomastia so this is probably the one ill contact first#basically there is barely any information available. if it comes down the surgeons might not even have done many top surgeries#so my results might not look good. i dont necessarily need it to be perfect. i just want my chest flat. i dont plan on being shirtless#except for doctors appointments and sex if ill ever have any. its unlikely ill go swimming in public and there i would probably wear a#rash guard anyway to protect myself from the uv rays. so my priority is a chest that looks flat underneath clothes. and if it looks like#shit i can get a revision if i want to . i think im gonna contact the surgeons here and prepare a list of questions for the appointment#i feel like i can take these steps. but i cant take them w the far-away surgeons. im gonna talk to my therapist abt this as well. maybe the#have some information on the surgeons here. i also contacted the local queer organization but i havent heard back yet :/
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TW for broken bones, surgery and cuts!
Put in the tags how many scars you have and how you got them
#oh shit let's go!#I have two big ones (or I guess you could say 3?)#I got one at the bottom of my right foot that I got when I was 11. I stepped on glass XD#got 15 stitches for that one#And I got one (2?) big surgery scar on my knee from last year#I fell pretty hard while skiing and broke the very top of my tibia where the femur sits against it#they had to go in and put a metal plate with screws and shit to hold it in place while it healed#I still have the plate! idk if it needs to get taken out. hopefully it doesn't..#I'm unsure to call it two scars cause I got a tiny scar at the other side of my knee#where they used some gripping device or camera to aid in the operation.#that big scar also only needed 15 stitches dnfjdjjd#I probably have more small scars that I've forgotten about. these two big ones are the only ones I can think of right now :p#tw scars#tw injury
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some warmups!!
#art#traditional art#watercolour#warmup#<- new art tag category that i will probably forget about <3#also i have to stitch these together from 2 scans so sorry if theres any doublevision effects orz#my scanner is exactly an inch too narrow for my preferred sketchbook size <3 <3 <3#also rosie is here. he always is#also the top one does have. the beginning of a frimomen. in the top left. i gave up part way because it was supposed to be a loose warmup#LOL someday i will draw him nice.... someday....
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Jason Todd x Single Mom!Reader
I've been plagued for many months now by the idea of jason todd x young single mom!reader. I literally made this blog this morning just to post this
this is so LONG try as i might to shorten it i've been itching to get all this out of me so enjoy this word vomit i might just make a full fic if i'm feeling extra frisky
You got pregnant in college, and now you’re fresh out of grad school moving to a new city with your 3 year old daughter
You got a job at Wayne Enterprises, leading an important new project. You and your colleagues are invited to the latest Wayne Gala, hosted at the billionaire’s own manor. All these years as a young mother and a student, you hadn’t any experience with such extravagance-- how could you say no?
the party lowkey sucks because it's all old rich people so you sneak out to a balcony where you find a young man drinking whiskey and texting on his phone.
he introduces himself as jason, and his hand is rough and calloused when you shake it, but it's warm and sends a tingle up your arm. (😏)
You chat about your work, he complains about the stuffiness of a life at Wayne Enterprises and you laugh when he warns you to get out while you can (he's joking, of course. not because he thinks it's worth staying but because if you leave he'd never be able to hear that adorable laugh again)
when you go off on a tangent about how excited you are for your project, he's not even listening anymore. the sheer passion that lights up your face has his mind going fuzzy and a full orchestra playing in the background
you're pulled back in before he can get your number :( he's so mopey all weekend he doesn't even have it in him to retaliate when damian makes fun of him for having pink pony club as his top song for this month :(
when you get home your email is flooded with warnings from other parents at your daughter's daycare about a lice scare?? okay, you think, she's definitely not going on monday, you can just bring her to work with you, right? what's the worst that could happen?
the following monday he just happens to show up at the office (He can't just stop by to say hi to his brother who he loves?) (tim calls security almost immediately)
you're not at your cubicle (in a meeting, your desk neighbor informs him) so he mills about the floor like a lost puppy just waiting for you to show up so he can "accidentally" run into you
the woman at the front desk has a chair pulled up next to hers where this little girl with pigtails is sitting, trying to console her as tears stream down her face
jason springs into action, kneeling in front of her chair to ask what's wrong
she just sniffles and holds up her stuffed animal, an elephant whose button eye has popped out, the woman watching her trying to get her to hand it over so she can sew it back on but she wont let go
he goes full grey's anatomy, fussing over the toy like it's in mortal peril and complimenting her for being so brave before gently asking if he can try to fix it
she lets him take it and he uses the woman's travel sewing kit to stitch it back on
she's ecstatic, leaping forward into his arms to give him a big hug
but now she won't let him leave because no he has to have a conversation with the elephant first and introduce himself and give it post-surgery care instructions and listen to it talk about how much she it wants a puppy and he feels like such an idiot talking to that thing but anything to make this little girl smile
she pulls a little picture book from the backpack hung on the back of her chair and asks him to read with her and he can't just say no!
so he plops down on the tile floor and starts reading out loud and even though she's standing next to him craning her neck to see the pictures he's a head taller than her
when you finish your meeting and head back to the front desk to thank gretchen for watching your kid the sight you see makes your heart absolutely melt
jason and your daughter are sitting criss-cross applesauce on the floor of Wayne Enterprises as he reads to her, and he's pulling out all the stops, he's doing voices, sound effects, and she's giggling so hard she can't sit up straight
but then they both finally notice you
"mommy!" she yells, running to you and wrapping herself around your leg
you're surprised to see him, but definitely not disappointed, and if what you just walked in on indicated anything, it was that you wanted, nay, needed this man
so now you're flushed and hopeful, mind running with possibilities of why he's here; could it be? he couldn't stop thinking about you either? he came all the way to ask you out?
but jason is also surprised, astounded even, by the miniature carbon copy clinging to your leg saying something about scooby snacks
he's freaking out on the inside
through a tight-lipped greeting he excuses himself with what he hopes is a neutral demeanor (spoiler alert: it's not) and goes home to think
and you obviously know exactly what that was about, one doesn't go through pregnancy at 19 without becoming well-acquainted with the whole catalogue of surprised/judgy reactions
of course you're a mess because the early/mid 20s dating scene is hard enough as it is but with a toddler? forget it, might as well just give up now
you go home to call your best friend and get drunk over face time while she assures you that men aint shit and offers to put a curse on him (you consider it, but how are you supposed to get a lock of his hair?)
he's up all night hating himself for being such an asshole and trying to come up with a scenario in which this works, in which he can have you in his life and also a child and be the red hood because he can't stop thinking about you
so then he just says fuck it and the next morning he shows up at your office with flowers and a puppy stuffed animal and finally asks you out
#nightwing#batman#red hood#jason todd#dick grayson#jason todd x reader#jason todd x you#jason todd x y/n#batfamily#dc universe#dc comics#dcu#damian wayne#dc robin#robin#bruce wayne
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My Coworker’s Mom’s blanket is complete!
My squares are, from top to bottom: 4th on row 1, 2nd, 3rd, & 4th on row 2, 1st & 2nd on row 4, and 1st & 2nd on row 5. All the rest are CMom’s. When choosing the squares I’d do, I picked a mix of graphic ones (the trees), cables, openwork/lace and textured patterns, to go with the ones CMom made.
Once all my squares were done, I made sure all 20 had crocheted borders with the same number of stitches per side and then crocheted them all together. Finally, I put on one of my favorite blanket borders: one wrong-side row of half-double crochet (so the ‘extra’ bar of the stitches ends up on the right-side), and one right-side row of {backward single crochet+chain two+skip one} repeated. I love borders with backward crochet stitches; I think they make things look so ‘finished’ on the edges.
So, hopefully there will be a day soon when Coworker and I are at the office at the same time (rare) so I can show her these photos and set up when I can give this to her. <3 I really enjoyed completing her Mom’s final creation and I hope she’ll think I did it justice!
Thanks to everybody on my original post about this who encouraged me and sent kind messages. I didn’t expect this to attract attention like it has and I’ve had fun reading other people’s similar stories. As I said in the reblog chains on that post, crafting really brings people together! So hey, all you knitters, crocheters, and other assorted fiber-craft creators—hope you’re having a great time with your projects!
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I feel like a bitch for saying this but I meant 4x07, where she knew Paul from when he played basketball in school.
ahglskjdlgk no worries!!!!!! (/gen) I suffer from chronic goldfish brain disease so honestly it's a miracle I remember as many details from s4 as I do lmao
#its not ur fault im just stupid <3#hozey nevergoingtochurch#the reason why i know lots of details from the og show off the top of my head is because 1) the stitch and bitch groupchat#and 2) the annotations doc where i put all my notes on everything. that doc is my BRAIN.#and i dont have anything like that for lone star so. i forgor <3
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