#Hopefully this clears some stuff up
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i went and adjusted this on my doc, and honestly i haven't practiced exclusives in forever, but here's how it's looking (which gives us a better idea of who is available for what, which it's actually way more open than it appears by a glance) — this also isn't a list that includes any affiliates/mains/etc, just exclusives:
josh -> ship-exclusive to ottersden's ashley brown, and chris hartley, as well as her waylon park, and exclusive to her hannah in a "family dynamic" kind of way, with also potential creature verses and such, so branching out into some lore together. but in writing with other hannahs, i will write josh caring for her as his sister ofc.
for josh, this means i exclusively ship chris/josh and ashley/josh with otter ... you might also see some crossover waylon/josh or chris/miles, dw about it
josh is entirely exclusive to cataschism's beth washington
matt -> ship-exclusive to ottersden's hannah washington and ashley brown, and similarly exclusive to her chris hartley and waylon park in the general way her hannah is to my josh? not ship exclusive but like ... dynamic exclusive.
for matt, this means i exclusively ship ashley/matt with her, and potentially hannah/matt (idk, we'll see about that last one)
sam -> ship-exclusive to ottersden's hannah washington and ashley brown, and similarly 'dynamic' exclusive to her chris hartley and waylon park.
for sam, this means i exclusively ship hannah/sam and ashley/sam with her
miles -> ship-exclusive to ottersden's waylon park, as well as her hannah washington, ashley brown, and chris hartley
for miles, i exclusively ship waylon/miles with her, as well as ashley/miles and chris/miles dw about it
by being exclusive, this typically means our headcanons intertwine or relate to each other. we'll reference each other a lot.
in otter's case, she's been explicit in saying all of my headcanons are also her headcanons basically. we discuss a lot of this stuff in person, so we share the same views. she also doesn't care if either of us write with other interpretations of our characters, she just wants our dynamis to be unique to us.
my josh & beth headcanons are intertwined with perce's.
so this means:
my entire cast can write with duplicates, we just cannot have the same dynamics that i have established with otter (which makes sense to me, i would do the same for you if we had a ship, for example). ie this means, for example, josh can write with other chris interpretations, sam can write with other hannahs, miles can write with other waylons, etc.
the only exception to this is that josh is entirely exclusive to perce's beth, meaning he will not write with other beths, but will write with other hannahs.
if the ships aren't listed as exclusive, they are technically available (meaning like matt/jess, matt/em, and the like), but they aren't my priority, don't feel pressured to ship with me (my blog is a bare beach for ships generally, as i focus on horror first, romance last).
original characters are not excluded from any type of relationship, from familial to rivalry to romantic to otherwise. i treat them the same as canons. crossovers are just as welcome. my whole roster is super crossover and oc friendly.
what about duplicates? can my interpretation write with yours we're writing the same muse? yes, if you're comfortable with that. i used to write a lot of twin aus, so those are pretty easy for me (i usually write the twin), ghost!aus (being haunted by a past self, confronting one's own inner self, etc), and stuff like that. just ask me, i'm pretty happy to do that kind of thing.
#hopefully this clears some stuff up#it looks like my muse list is shut off but it's actually more open than we'd think#also i clear up like duplicate stuff which im also open to so#it's looking good for us folks
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thoughts on dave and aradia (<>)?
day 356
BIG fan tbh. in this house we love and respect timerails
truly yall read this log and tell me theyre not cute
#day 356#year 4#dave strider#aradia megido#aradave#homestuck#she really saw this kid and was like OH YOU HAVE ISSUES WITH YOUR MORTALITY?? :D#boy do i have some relevant life experience and wisdom to impart on THAT ISSUE SPECIFICALLY#and then she just. very gently and kindly makes the subject more approachable for ghostdave#the pesterlog i linked is literally my FAVORITE aradia moment. to me it is THE character defining moment for god tier aradia#yes she is being kind of ominous and trickstery at first#but it VERY quickly becomes clear shes got genuine concern for this kid she's had very little to do with up until this point#she really wants to connect with him over their shared time aspect stuff#and she really DOES care about how he feels about everything. she wants to help and she wants to put him at ease#because she KNOWS from experience that being dead and having to cope with what that means for you is like VERY UPSETTING AND TRAUMATIC#shes not just like. 'hee hee i think death is great and awesome because im edgy'#shes like 'no dude being dead is scary if you dont have anybody to explain this shit to you. so im going to explain it-'#'-and hopefully by the end of this conversation you will have some new things to feel relief and maybe even joy and excitement about'#'not just in spite of the death thing but BECAUSE of it'#i know shes spooky and has weirdgirl swag and we all love that about her but like#at her core she is a very KIND person. she may occasionally struggle to connect to people through the Death Special Interest Haze#but she WANTS to and when she DOES she is like. a genuinely very warm and comforting presence for her friends#ANYWAY. if andrew hussie or i guess james roach now want to give me an honorary doctorate for my 12+ years of intensive aradia studies#i will be here waiting patiently#timerails
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steel wool has the hugest opportunity in the world for a sb 2 like. vanny cassie plotline of her having been manipulated by mimic to be its new minion by framing Gregory during the elevator scene to cut off her one support system. gregory vanessa and freddy protags fleshing them out with dialogue as characters but also their motivations and what theyve been doing for years. have their long absence in games period but also in universe from helping the glamrocks/setting up mxes be explained by showcasing their fear and trauma by them just wanting to get away and they thought they were safe but they werent. have cassie be the reason they have to jump back into the fray and realize no matter what they do theyll have to kill mimic for good to be truly free even if they're afraid. plot of the game is Gregory trying to convince cassie he didnt do it and that shes being tricked and it takes all campaign to get through to her, probably after an intense dramatic climax. have Roxy be there by Cassies side to show how Freddy abandoning them at the Plex affected her and the 2 sides of the same coin the 2 of them have going on regarding sentience and their relationship with the characters they were designed to be with Freddy who got to be free and roxy who didnt. the actual vanny comes back as a big betrayal towards mimic after killing glitchtrap in hw2, either to become an antihero or to try and take over as mastermind. superstar duo reunite and names cleared. throughout the campaign Gregory finds out about ggy and its revealed in a room with documents about patient 46 and tapes where a final tape is found and Gregory speaks in it or is addressed by name. he grapples with it and not remembering it. btw setting is a modern day fallfest which is like amusement park size instead of small festival. boom peak game
#this is isnane wishful thinking but i think some of these could happen hopefully#like vanny cassie seems like such a clear direction for the story and the framed plotline with Gregory works with it so well#plus roxy being there and interacting with freddy could be a natural way to explain why 3 star fam didnt help them#and give more insight to their characters and motivations and their fear#i just feel like. if they portray 3 star as being afraid in and out and their absense isnt just an absence and#they could actually explain it and also enhance their characters at the same time#itd work so well#they were absent from the story and games for so long bc they tried their hardest to be#they were afraid and wanted to just be free and live normally and not face the mimic#so they just trapped it in a room with help from mxes#(the hw2 candy cadet story about not buying the family meal)#and then the mimic came back because they DIDNT kill it out of fear (everyone dying when they didnt by the meal)#and thats their arc is that their arc gives all the insight we could need about how sb affected them#and vanny and vanessas abuse and gregory and freddy and their family and how close they are but how afraid they are too#and that this game would be when theyre forced to confront the mimic after putting it off bc of fear#which is literslly the story the hw2 candy cadet stories tell basically#with cassie being the 'casualty'#but cassie gregorys bff being hurt and caught in the middle is what forces them to finally face their fear l#and kill the mimic#like. this makes so much sense. its such a clear direction and lines up with everyrhing#gives a genuine explanation for why cassies dad was so involved. its bc 3 star wasnt on purpose#has the foundation to flesh out everything we could possibly want to see about them#PLEASE ZTEEL WOOLLLL. PLEASE IM BEGGING. JUST SOMETHING SIMIALR TO THIS EVEN A LITTLE BUT#some things like roxy and freddy and ggy and the fallfest stuff might be wishful rhinking but like#the entire thing with 3 star and cassie and mimic is just so vivid and clear to me. it could so easily be the direction#but im so prepared for them to do something completely different and be lowkey disappointed#thoughts#theory#pre security breach 2#<-courtesy of dawko bc hes calling the idea of this game sb2. ill change it one day
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boy in silly sitting positions compilation
#cats#I especially like the last one where he just has one single paw poking out of that box for some reason lol#I still have costumes to post and like a billion other things.... grr... constantly failing at staying active on social media aughh#I think because currently my Main Focus is on trying to get my game done and stuff.. which basically just means sitting and writing all day#so there's not much to post about. Though I know the Good At Social Media thing to do would be to post about the#writing and share progress and talk about the game and characters or whatever to try to build interest or something but that is SOOO weird#to me.. I could maybe get it if it was like a tiny tiny discord groupchat of playtesters with like 5 people in#it.. But something about talking openly about things before they happen is weird to me?? Like presumptuous feeling or something#''oooo guess whats gonna happen LATER!!!'' like.. how do you know.. what if it doesnt. what if you dont finish it. what if its not the way#you think it's going to be. what if something changes. etc. Like I literally avoid movie trailers and game trailers for the same reason ghj#Even if it's not ME doing it it just feels... weird.. Maybe it has to do with my OCD and how I just don't like talking about ''future''#things in Certain Terms. Like if I was going to say ''Oh yeah sure. come over to my house in a few months''. I would have to follow it up#with like ''HOPEFULLY you can come over to my house in a few months'' or 'They'll come over in a few months MOST LIKELY''. Because just#stating that something will happen matter of factly takes for granted like.. what if somehting horrible happens and I DONT have a house#in a few months? or what if something bad happens to me. or to the person coming over? I can't ever DEFINITELY say with 100% certainty#that one could ACTUALLY come to my house in a few months. anything could change. So I have to allot for that in my phrasing. hbjjkn#There are a lot of situations where you're expected to just Assume Things but for some reason that bothers me. My brain literally does not#even Assume the most basic things.. like how do *I* know that just because it's someones birthday that they want to be wished a happy#birthday? what if they dont? everyone is different and has different preferences. I should check with them first. or wait until they public#ly announce that theyre accepting birthday wishes. I have to allot for all 5034859069 rare possibilities at any given time and never take#anything for certain. etc. ghjbjhbh.... ANYWAY.. I have been feeling a bit sick lately as usual.. but still slowly making progress on some#things. Moslty I need to edit costume photos. make sculptures. and work on the game. Going back reading some of the old writing from like#2018 and suprisingly I don't have to change that much of it? In fact I like it mostly. so that's good. I would be very interested if I were#playing the game myself. Though that doesnt mean much since my tastes are so niche lol..#Still really want to clear some of my million tumblr drafts as well... alas and aughh and ooughh and so on and so forth. Between all of my#evil appointments other such things...why cant I have one billion dollar to retire into relaxed hermit artist life of no stressors.. bleas
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ugh. some thoughts.
really been trying to find the joy in drawing/writing again and honestly it's been such a challenge. friends have told me it's most likely depression that's making it hard to feel motivated and tbh they're probably right.
hoping to get back into being creative in the way I Want to be at some point tho. I miss it. there's still so much with my stories and characters that I haven't been able to share or explain and I wish I knew how without it feeling like this daunting, impossible task.
I don't know when I'll get around to actually sharing art again (or writing, if ever). was hoping that I'd manage to get some of my mental and physical issues in check recently for just long enough to get back into the swing of being creative, but that hasn't seemed to work. everything feels bad, both artistically and physically. I'm struggling to keep up with the frantic pace at which my brain comes up with story concepts and intriguing character interactions, even tho everything in me wishes I could turn it into tangible artistic expression so I can get it out of my head and share it. it used to be easy. I don't know why it's not now.
I'm just . tired, I guess.
#spectre says#text post#negative#vent post#delete later#sorry#i probably shouldn't post this idk#tbh i know i've said this a million times but. even if i'm struggling to draw or whatever#i'm still open for asks. i want so badly to talk about my characters and the things i've been unable to explain through art#but i can't get my own thoughts together enough to know where to start with that in like. just a random post#and asks would be a great way for me to actually focus on one concept at a time based on whatever you guys are curious about#but i hate sounding like i'm begging for attention/interaction i just. genuinely don't know if anyone is interested otherwise#and if you guys do want to know more you HAVE to tell me directly#because vague forms of engagement are difficult for me to comprehend or read between the lines of#i can't read minds obviously ><;;#i know ask culture has changed a lot over the years tho and a lot of ppl don't like sending them out of being shy or whatever#which i understand#it's kind of an awkward form of engagement that no other site really has#so no pressure i'm just letting you know that I won't know if any of you guys are interested in learning more about my stuff#if i'm not told directly is all#anyway. tangent aside#its just been rough mentally my dudes. hopefully things clear up at some point and i won't feel so dead all the time#and actually have the mental clarity to continue drawing/writing like i used to again;;; God willing;;
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#doodlin#it was fun and i counted it up and it's 9 drawings since getting back from school today#but maaaaaaaaaaaan it's a lot#hopefully i can work on some original stuff and a thing every now and then#the box will always be open tho#this was just a massive all-at-once clear 'cause a lot of stuff was sitting in there for a few days#does. does this count as body horror????#if it bothers someone i'll tag it but i think it's funny
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FIRST ARTFIGHT OF THE YEAR LETS GOOOOOOO
This wonderful character belongs to the ever talented @sidoopa. Go check out there art RIGHT NOW :D
#my art#not my character#art fight#art fight 2024#extremely happy with this one#i feel like some things ive really been struggling with when it comes to digital art finally cleared up and “clicked”. hopefully this means#digital stuff going forward will be easier
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jean kirstein will forever be my roman empire ....
#out of.#pov u see someone in the club talk about this dreamy guy all night but its me. talking about jeanbo#i caught an awful cold / flu like thing from the 15th that only cleared up xmas eve ish so i have been. afk all round#hoping that now i stay well bc being able to breathe is iconic love tht for us#hopefully you all have had a lovely xmas in the meantime!! working on doing some stuff round here for the rest of my holidays (i hope!)
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in true apothecarose fashion, I will most likely be publishing two works today after nothing at all for a month (okay, it felt longer than a month)
#sometimes I just need to clear out some stuff to make room to work on the bigger stuff#finishing up snooze! so I can hopefully focus on library boy again#I've only been working on it for *checks doc* oh for a year and 2 days#huh why did I think I started it a few months ago?#anyway it finally surpassed 2000 words haha
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okay compared to yesterday, today was so flop
#i did so many things yesterday rip#but today.... well..... not as bad as sunday at least#i did Some Things#i cleared up some stuff in my head. at least.#hopefully i will be able to Write in the evening#🗒
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yeah, I've decided I'm gonna try and revamp this account a bit. mostly tags, and I'll try to make a pinned post for the going ons around here. it'll be better for everyone, so hopefully I'll start on that later
#this account has been around since like... 2017???#2018 maybe#it's been a while and I've changed a lot#and how i present on here has changed as well#so I'll hopefully clear up some stuff and make interaction easier for everyone 💖#they ramble
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also, the post i just made isn't meant to be a vague in any way to people making those posts or tagging things! i just wanted to clear some concerns up. all of the concerns have been in good faith- i've seen some polls with not great intentions.
#💎 shout#please do not go after people who are concerned about the intentions of this tournament#theyre super valid concerns to have. i dont blame anyone for them#i just wanted to address them and hopefully clear some stuff up
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i have FINALLY started doing the lineart for my lil espilver comic. it has literally taken me a month to get here. what the f
#my way of making it clear i am still making art it just takes me ten bazillion years#i’ve already messed up some parts but that’s showbiz babey#i hope it doesn’t take me another month to finish the darn thing#hopefully this week off will be enough 🤞🤞 supposed to work on a CV but meh#priorities#after this comic i’ll make that drawing of silver as the tumblrina that i said i’d do#didn’t expect anyone to look forward to it but now it’s become a promise i must keep and honour asap#GOD i’ve missed drawing stuff i like. college is great but realism isn’t my baby y’kno
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Mfs can't understand a blunt mf they always gotta try and read between the lines or straight up deny the words you're saying and deny how you feel
#I just woke up so Imma overshare without worrying abt it lmao#like yeah people should be wary there are some messed up people out there but like#I'm being straight up with you I do not have the energy to keep up a lie and I just think it is much easier to have clear communication#people just instantly assume that I'm up to something or not being sincere they don't even give me a chance#bcuz if they did they would instantly be able to tell that I am just like that and I am being as straight up as I possibly can#people just aren't use to that ig#¯\_(ツ)_/¯ that's why I just assume everyone is telling the truth to me and if they did lie my trust in them would break thru those lies#they will eventually tell me the truth if they feel they can trust me and if they don't then that is their business#if someone spends all their time formulating lies for me then that is /their/ energy wasted. not mine lmao#just like let go bro it ain't a big deal to just say stuff straight up you just gotta figure out the right ways to say stuff is all#ya just gotta be real with urself and sometimes shit it confusing af and that is normal brains tend to just fuck around#situations aren't black and white so you might seem hypocritical but again that's life#the best you can do is show how you feel thru actions when words fail you#and people might not understand you but at least you know how you are and you either accept it or make efforts to get better#~.~ me when I get too into it listen I got a little sibling who doesn't understand lots of stuff like I'm trying to teach them things#so I kinda go into this mode a lot of just like trying to explain stuff mostly abt understanding emotions and that other people feel things#I also talk abt this stuff with my other sibling but they are older so it's usually a lot of trying to figure out brain stuff#and trying to come to an understand etc etc I like to talk about these types of things and I might not have all the answer but like#I try. it doesn't work for everyone but hopefully it can at least help people discover what DOES help them#like it might seem like I value honesty a lot but I honestly don't care if people lie to me that is their business ✌️😋#like it only bothers me when it's obvious like Oh I didn't put that dish there I put it somewhere else Well buddy ur the only other person#who else did it or like Oh I didn't say anything I didn't say a word and it's like Buddy I know you did it just own up it's over with#people lie a lot in an attempt to avoid getting in trouble and specifically people getting angry at them but like I'm not the type to argue#I'm not gonna get mad and if I do I'll cool down pretty easily as long as we actually talk things out but like I don't get mad often#I don't really mind most things like if you talk shit behind my back that's not my business lmao just goes to show ur own character#like so many things are not my problem and simply show ur own judge of character#if you don't like me simply don't talk to me 😌 it's really not a big deal I don't mind at all#anyway I ramble... I could likely ramble more but I assume Imma run outta tag space soon
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I love waking up, opening my windows, and seeing butterflies at my flowers. Its so fricken rewarding! I love butterflies!
#espy talks#saw a huuuuuge one the other day when i went to ckeck on my tomats#aaa if i wasnt so skittish around bugs id try to let one land on me#id die of fright but id die with honor i tell you hwat#next year im gonna do a whole lot of stuff different#but ill make sure i save some seeds and plant more of these flowers somewhere else#or just plant a wider variery of pollinator flowers so i have more to look at#and i made a lot of little mistakes with everything that are starting to add up#so ill make sure im carefull next year#im thinking of calling my green beans done and planting some squash#ive got juuust enough time i think to get something like that growing as it cools down in the fall#either way! its a nice clear morning!#hopefully its not too bad on my plants today cause its also very breezy#so maybe itll cool em down a bit#and i got a lot of chores to do#espy gardens
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i will do a lot this 2023 >:3
#🌙.rambles#gna be a lot kinder to myself it's alright to take things at my own pace#i'm really hoping i'll be able to improve n strengthen the bonds i have now n make new ones too ><#ffxiv.. i wld like to develop our fc more. make new friends hopefully find some my age too.#i'm an fc leader now aaaa it's nearly been like a month but i've been busy !!#i will wholeheartedly do my best to live up to the responsibility. i rlly want to grow our fc to be a comfy close knit home for my ffxiv#friends. which is. atm rn just me n apollo on our server T_T BUT ONE DAY#n then static i wld love to raid. i want to help my friends get into raiding 🥺 so there's like 3 of us in our not-yet-established static#which means 5 more. regardless i do hope i'll clear another ultimate this year (ucob?) n raid pandaemonium savage again#n then finish both nier games n ccr n other games too. watch more stuff too hopefully#my sleep's been mostly fixed so i'm going to make a nee start this year#not gna dwell on my regrets to the best i can but i'll be kind to myself if i can't help it. nothing to gain by being too harsh on myself#this year's gna be hard w responsibilities irl w school n all n i am honestly very anxious#i've repressed it a bit w the break ;;;; but i'll face it as i always have.#i will study hard! i can't erase or rewind the past but i can do better moving onwards#these memories i can't return too may hurt yes n there'll be many times where it'll burden me n. i know i'll have many hard moments this yr#but i know i'll make it through n keep on going. pain and disappointment in some way will always be inevitable#but i'm more than my despair & i know i won't be alone on this path ahead of me. never have been entirely n never will be n i'll do my best#to remember n hold unto that!!!!#that said my social energy is still very inconsistent i apologize for that n i honestly don't know what to do regarding that but#i'll find a way as i always do. even if it doesn't quite have the 'best' outcome or wtvr i'll be kind to myself#even if things don't go as i dreamed like. idk the things i wrote to myself months ago.. that's alright#i believe in myself.#i'm rambling rn wait why am i so sleepy T_T#i am very used to being alone by just myself n apollo n my family whom i love very much so i may be really reserved w my friends#i barrly reach out n my social energy is typically inconsistent bcs of uhh old friendships that fucked up too but#i. god i cld just ramble abt this more n more but i think i'll be reaching cap for tags soon#that said though i'm really so grateful. for all the memories last yr. all the ppl in it; old friends n new. each moment each word#all of it. i write so much more than you'll ever know n.. even so i really don't think i can write enough to convey the depth of all the#love i have for like yk my family my friends n everything so dear to me in life :<< tyvm for 2022 genuinely yes
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